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  • good luck with you further transition :)

  • I really should just disable comments on this video. Nothing good has come out of leaving them up. #rollingmyeyes

  • @grishno Hang in there. Do what you have to do for you.

  • So this is what we've been reduced to: we now can't agree upon what "he" and "she" mean...oh what to do... Hey, I know: ask some whack-job college professor with a social agenda! Now that's progress, baby.

  • wow, I can't believe how hateful people can be! What atrocious comments some people left on here. If you don't resonate with someone else, don't associate with them. In this case, no one is forcing you to watch this, so bugger off and don't make personal attacks on someone who is making videos to share their experiences with others.

    Peace.

  • Sounds like someones been sucking on the helium balloons.

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  • umm. no offense but what are you?

  • you're gay. well, not anymore i guess. just remember that according to your DNA, you're still a man. also, your jaw is too square. it gives away that you're a tranny.

  • Who else saw Shane Dawson?

  • You'll never be what you want to be in this world... you should appreciate the beauty you already have. Take it from me - a furry who doesn't get weird operations to be like an animal and doesn't even go fursuiting. It's always been a fantasy of mine to be a puppy dog, but do I wear collars or bark at my neighbors? Nope...

  • Honestly, this video just made my day. This was just amazing, and I couldn't be happier that you have taken the first few steps into the life of who you want to be and not who you are forced to be. Way to take the bull by the horns, sister!

  • I would be a eunuch though to note the difference.

  • Perhaps I'll save some sperm, have a whole clan of eunuchs. Awesome. Make it tradition.

  • I swear I'm gonna do this one day.

  • A joke, but seriously I hate people who fit into the typical stereotypes it makes me so exhausted. Fucking barbarian assholes, not cool do what they want assholes but asshole passive aggressive craven assholes. Makes me sick because it is so easy to project my own self hatred on them. So perhaps I should be happy they exists, makes it easier to not be them.

  • Yeah gender roles. SUCK BALLS

  • get rid of gender Role's!

  • what gender role doe's to weak minded pepole in socitey ge trid of gender role!

  • grrooooosssssssss

  • She is cute, and brave.

    Just be resonnable and intelligent people, this is the miracle of life. Full of surprises.

  • did you bank any sperm? for future use?

  • shane dawson ???

  • YOUR A FUCKING SUCKER. YOU SOUND LIKE AN IDIOT, BECAUSE YOU ARE AN IDIOT. CUT YOUR BALLS OFF, CARVE A CUNT IN YOUR TORSO, YOU STILL WONT BE A WOMAN YOU CONFUSED PIECE OF SHIT, YOU WILL BE NOTHING, NOT A MAN, NOR A WOMAN YOU PIECE OF INFECTIOS HUMAN WASTE. YOUR MIND IS FUCKED AND IT SHOWS BY THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TO YOUR BODY, LOSER. - reposted for @stevenlongcox

  • the bright eyes song lol

  • O FOR GOD SAKE PEOPLE if this is legal? then why not go naked int he streets and fuck each otherS!

  • Balls own PUSSY FUCK PUSSY who wants a HOLE? between his LEGS?!!

  • It's too bad that you can't go to that other Pennsylvania Avenue (in Washington D.C.) and donate your balls to those spineless bastards in Congress-I also love that song by Bright Eyes!!!-krw

  • @stevenlongcox ALL CAPS DOESN'T MAKE YOUR POINT ANY LESS OBNOXIOUS YOU STUPID IGNORANT ASSHOLE!

    And furthermore, if she chooses to do this with her body than who the fuck are you to tell her she's messed up or confused because of it?

  • @ryeguy48 HE chose to do this with HIS body...why are you saying "she?" girls dont have nuts, this is a GUY because he had to get his nuts cut off......

  • @ruggeroization the reason I'm calling her "she," my dull ignorant friend; is because recent studies (I use the term "recent' loosely) have shown that there is a distinction between gender identity and assigned gender. This person for example at birth was born as a man but mentally identified as a woman. That's why SHE is getting a sex change.

    Try taking a college course on it so you won't need someone on youtube to explain it to your dumbass.

  • @ryeguy48 it's a man, you "dull ignorant" fuck. you don't need a college course to teach you that

  • @ryeguy48 Did you really have to explain you learned that in college? Everything you wrote seethes of know-it-all college student douchebaggery. Go learn something in the real world asshole.

  • @FlyingPuppehPants I never thought I'd have to defend the pros of "educating oneself" to someone, although apparantly people that stupid DO exist. You do realize you could actually do some of your own goddamn research to understand what this person is going through instead of just hating them because you don't understand? Or you could just throw hateful ignorant comments around. That's much easier, I think I'll do that.

  • @FlyingPuppehPants and don't tell me about learning something in the real world, asshole. People like this do exist in the real world, so it seems to me that YOU are the one having trouble dealing with real world issues. The fact that you can't get over your stupid trans-phobia long enough to try and sympathize with someone else just shows how close-minded and ignorant you are. People like you started the KKK, the WWII holocaust, and other horrible things bred from hate and possible inbreeding.

  • @ryeguy48 I didn't say anything hateful towards the person in the video to be honest, I only said something hateful to you because you seem like a liberal fag in need of a good punching. Funny you say I could do some research on my own when your self proclaimed college "education" is your sole claim to intelligence. FUCK OFF.

  • @FlyingPuppehPants or in your case, fucking animals.

  • @ryeguy48 Haha, nice try... but at least I'm honest with myself and my freaky side doesn't indulge in fantasies about men castrating themselves. You on the other hand... I wonder.

  • @ryeguy48 try taking a college course to understand it? ? ? ? just because someone says it is something doesn't mean that's what it is.

  • @motroo1 are you trying to say that just because it's taught in a college course doesn't mean it's true?

    Well okay, maybe not necessarily true. But it's a more reliable source of knowledge than say most places outside the classroom of a specialized professor.

  • @ryeguy48

    Shouldn't need a college course to grasp this concept.

  • @SuicidalNun apparently some people do.

  • @ryeguy48

    Sounds pretentious.

  • @SuicidalNun it is. a little bit. But when you really think about it, it's more of just being in awe that people this day and age are still so ignorant of certain things, and because of that ignorance, hateful. I mean this is america, a place where people are supposedly accepted for who they are...unless they're trans. then they're a freak and deserve all of our hate.

  • Excuse me, ryeguy48...you're being intolerant, and exhibiting a very narrow societal/mental world view! Even more recent studies have shown distinctions distinctions not only between gender identity and assigned gender, but gender whim, financial gender, gender registration, gender bias, gender capacity, gender party affiliation and gender temperature! Take ANOTHER college course, so you won't offend people by incorrect calling them he, she, zhe, blee or samglee...dumbass.

  • @randommagnum well it's a bit difficult to know on a whim without asking first which set of pronouns a pre-op transhuman prefers. But regarding the rest of your comment, I don't quite understand what your point is. That I didn't express awareness of these factors in human gender? It seems like you're being deliberately obnoxious though, in which case I don't feel obliged to answer that properly.

  • @ryeguy48 Thank you for reaffirming your inability to read between the lines.

  • @randommagnum No I saw what you were getting at. I was just underestimating your ability to be a deliberately obnoxious twat whose sole purpose in leaving the comment was not to add substantial value to any arguement but simply to ruffle some feathers. Giving you the benefit of the doubt didn't really seem to work out in anyone's favour however. So good job, you've added nothing of value to ANY discussion. Will you go away now?

  • I'm surprised because some of you guys responding to me are actually pretty comprehensive for believers, and in your comments you're right for the most part.

    But my point is : i don't fucking understant how a person can trust in magic or some superior supercreator being or whatever phylosophy tou have.

    And why the fuck do we lost precious time arguing over internet, we're same, and that's the important shit.Whatever we trust.

  • @stevenlongcox AMEN TO WHAT YOU SAID My friend thank you someone who spoke right out of my mouth you know what im subscribing

  • Yeah! fuck Balls! Balls Are Over Rated. Your a freak. its ok... im a freak too embrace it. lean into the pain your strong enough. i love your song choice btw. very relivent. have a beautiful life.

  • BAHAHAHA 

  • This guy is doing a favor to the rest of the world, for now his spawn shall never plauge the earth. We are better off without those inferior genes.

  • @Theclaidheamhmor First of all, get over yourself. Learn some respect. SHE is a woman. Respect that or get off HER page. Stop spewing hate from behind a computer, EDUCATE yourself and get over your homo/transphobia or just keep your ignorance to yourself. K? thanks.

  • whats worng with this THING's voice ?? sounds like hes on helium.. hahaha such clown this metamorphosis fuck

  • I was so touched by this, thank you for sharing this moment. It is something that is kept so secret, I felt with you, the detail of the reflection and you felt it was a new day for you. Thank you for making us part of this.

  • sounds like shane dawson's "paris hilton" impersonatioin

  • Wow!

  • hahaha, you people still believe in god in your countries? you guys are so naive fucks.

    There is no such thing as "gods" and "magic" or others small gobelins in the forest.

    We re matter, meat, just some annoying microscopic ants on a random rock in space.

    Open your eyes, and live your life cos nature offered you the utimate rare gift, life.

  • @arakno1 WOW

    Okay did it ever occur to you that believing in God is an opinion? And that by believing in one, you aren't necessarily blocking off knowledge, you just pray to a higher being who may or may not exist?

    Me believing in God is just as ignorant as you NOT believing in a God because there is no solid proof for either case. Now if you would kindly fuck off-thankyou

  • @ryeguy48

    So I guess it would be OK with you if we all believe in leprechauns and the tooth fairy too. After all, there's nothing wrong with believing in things without proof.

  • @logik316 Well no actually, those are quite different. Tooth Fairies clearly don't exist because it was a fun little trick created by parents to amuse their children. And as for Leprechauns, you can prove that those don't exist by explaining the phenomenon of rainbows properly. However, you cannot disprove that God exists. So you have literally every reason to believe in one as you have not to. Some people chose to because it puts them at spiritual peace. Is that so bad?

  • @ryeguy48

    And gods don't exist, because it was a not-so-fun trick invented by clergy to keep people fearful and obedient. Never mind leprechauns, what if I say I pray to an invisible pink unicorn living on the far side of Mars, can YOU definitively prove that she doesn't exist? And which god are you talking about anyway? Exactly how do you know you're believing in the right one? If there is a god out there, how do you know it's not really Odin, Zeus, or Apollo?

  • And even if (for the sake of argument) your particular god does exist, how do you know you're on his good side? Merely believing isn't good enough. You might be following the dictates of the Bible, when perhaps the Koran or the Torah may contain the correct rules of conduct towards your deity and you'd be fucked just the same. I really couldn't care less what you do that puts you at peace, whether it's religion or masturbation, but you really shouldn't make either public.

  • @logik316

    First off, something can't be invisible and pink at the same time, it's one or the other. So yes, I just disproved your dumb unicorn joke.

    And second, do you really think if there was a God that he would give a shit one way or the other if someone accidentally called him Odin instead of Zeus or Allah instead of Yaweh? Names are trivial.

    And aside from that, what's your deal? Who cares if people are public about their religion? it's not like they're trying to convert you.

    

  • @ryeguy48

    "something can't be invisible and pink at the same time"

    1) Not so, heathen! The Invisible Pink Unicorn has a color so sublime, that only those who possess *true* faith are able to see her (Bless Her Holy Hooves).

    2) No, I don't. But do you think if there was a decent and rational being out there, that he would punish people just for failing to believe in him? If he's that much of a sadistic and egotistical bastard, I wouldn't want to follow him anyway.

  • 3) People who express superstitious and ignorant ideas in public, should be treated the same as somebody defecating in public. Gawked at and ridiculed.

  • @logik316 Haha well put. I understand your point and why you believe that. I just don't think it's right to assume that all people think their God IS this egotistical bastard which a lot of people worship.

  • @arakno1 keep your believes to yourself asshole

  • @arakno1 thats your gay tradition i dont believe in gods i believe in god i dont believe that we went from fishes to ape to cavemens to humans. (btw everyone has their traditions so keep your gay shit to yourself)

  • @arakno1 shut up idiot. go chop off your dick in private

  • @arakno1 You can't really prove those things exist, but then again you can't prove they dont either.

  • I've been watching your documentary and some of your other videos and I just want to say that you are a great person! Your strong, your true to yourself no matter what, and you have a lot to teach people! You're an awsome role model. All the best to you! :)

  • Shane Dawson.

  • All the god doesnt exist comments on here are pretty disrespectfull it makes us as bad as the haters if we throw the venom back at them. Im a gay christian and i do believe in god there is a big difference between god and religion everyone has there own beliefs and we should all be respectful and luv one another for who we are and not what we are. i have no desire 2 be a transexual i find these videos interesting and these ppl are brave you dont have to like it but you dont have to watch it.

  • @mikhailmladenovic2 I believe in God, too, but I don't believe in two things in the Bible: First of all, I don't think it's wrong to be gay. God made you that way. Second, I love animals and I do believe they have souls; if there were no animals in heaven it wouldn't be heaven to me...(:

  • @mikhailmladenovic2 I agree with you one hundred percent. I'm not saying I agree with homosexuality, but I do believe that we should love one another no matter what. Jesus befriended sinners. He had love in his heart for everyone. If we hate others, we're not walking in the spirit. Making us to be so called "christians." That's not right. Even if we don't agree with what someone does, it's none of our business. That's between them and God, because come Judgment Day, we aren't going to be

  • @mikhailmladenovic2 able to stand there and take blame or help them for what they did wrong in their life. -Angela.

  • so if u dont have any nuts now what do u have a vagina!?! im sorry im just curious

  • What IDK about male to female transition is what your orientation is? As a transgender, do you experience any shifts in sexual orientation, and I'm not asking you to speak for all MTF's? Or does it even effect you? As a cisgender gay man, I understand from my perspective the huge difference between Hetero/non hetero sexuality, gender being separate to me, but re: your orientation, is it weird to even ask you? It seems like it might be....

  • Did you just cut off balls or dick and balls together? I'm just curious, no offense

  • @dandoty001 That's really depressing. Seriously? Some of us don't even want an operation of any kind such as myself. Anyway I just don't want anyone to be rude or bug me, and just let me be myself. I still don't understand why some people feel a need to make changes to their body though. It just seems unnecessary to me. It's a very personal thing. I guess I could never know why though. Maybe it's just what some feel that they need to do to be complete and can't really explain. It just is.

  • Erin, you are an inspiration not only to transgender people, but others as well. The hateful comments amaze me, I wonder how people can be so ignorant. I wish you lifelong happiness.

  • just the whole thought of cutting ur man hood off makes me wana barf

  • you should be stoned to death in the town square no wonder why country with morals hate us.. and this is coming from a libertarian 

  • @sicsempertyrannis187 what a stupid reply, how can you moan about someone who is only doing something they feel is right for them, not harming anyone else. You then feel it is you who is morally correct to stone them to death? I guess that is an islamic/religious thing? Religion is a delusional cult, you need help, mental help!

  • @iancoley fuck you you should die a slow painful death by means of transvestite sodomy. you are a shit stain on the underwear of society. you are scum. i will find a witchdoctor to put a curse on you so that you may be sodomized everytime you leave your residence. you should have been aborted and thrown into a dumpster, then i would be able to breathe more fresh air. kill yourself it would be funny

  • @iancoley ur the one who needs mental help if u dont believe in God

  • @LauraLovesClint , That is not true, belief in a non existant being in delusional, delusion is a form of mental illness. FACT. If I imagined something existed just because someone told me, with no evidence it is lack of ability to reason. You don't believe in santa do you? no, that would be delusional and insane, geddit? have you any evidence that god exists? no of course not. Show don't tell..

  • @iancoley The Bible proves it and just the fact that we are alive and all the beauty in the world..

  • @iancoley religion is a cancer on society.

  • @lizichell2 i agree 100%.. as neil peart commented, "a plague that resists all science..."

  • Did you have your testcles cut off without antisthetic? Or was it done chemically? It seems like a man would prefer to unite with a genetic female because of their fecundity, or a shemale whom had a beautiful shemale body and penis. What can a post-op do that can't be satisfied by a gay bi or transgended male? Wow! you are scared of you balls chopped off? Geez, its almost like its NATURAL! No offense, but you always say shit about tranny chasers. And you have no idea! LEARN!

  • Thank you.

  • you will always smell of manass, it is an animal thing no matter how you dress it up or remove body parts, the smell emanating from your dysfunctional self will be that of manass. men want a real female , manasss yuck!!!!

  • @jay19xxx Shut up Bitch :P

  • @CRAZYerthanthou OOOh!!!, you got me there, I guess I will be quiet now. Your a fucking weasel shit eater and a low class rent boy.

  • @CardinalRaker lol. You sound childish to me. But, you are entitled to your own opinion, no matter how substandardly outdated it is.

    And just by your choice of words I can tell you're no Psychiatrist so how would you know what a sane person is capable of? Don't psychoanalyze, you're in no position to.

  • @CardinalRaker Why did you need to post two different messages? And since when is this person mentally ill? All you're doing is proving over and over how arrogant and bigoted you are. People like you are the reason hatred exists in the world. Learn to empathize with your fellow species and spend less time being judgmental and wasting your energy with trying to bring other people down because in reality, no one gives a fuck about your opinion. This is the internet. Get real and get a life.

  • @CardinalRaker I guess human kind's general empathy is thrown out the window for arrogance.

  • who sings the song at the end of that video i want it so baddddddd

  • i know now everyone the song at the end of the video is

    "Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life"

  • Woo dee woo, Gary Busey's a more convincing tranny gayboy!!! MMmm hmmmm, GET SOME PUNK!!!

    Talk shit, get hit. We bring the evil to the knievel!!!

    Boat sails in five minutes, WE GET IT HERE!!!!

  • how much was it i want to get it done if you can give me the info from the doc and all that good stuff thanks xoxoxoxoxo nikki

  • Let me get this straight you got your dick and balls removed and now you have a vagina!?!

  • @MsSneakerlover Just balls removed.

  • Yay for you!!! I'm dying I can not believe u had to be awake!! Ugh but congrats!

  • nigga you gay

  • @MojachiWoW dude he's dating a girl

  • @TranceUp43 wouldnt it be she if shes living as a woman? trans people usually use the pronouns they really are, not the ones they were born as when they start living full time as theyre desired gender.

  • @MojachiWoW You're actually right! SHE is gay! And VERY happy being so!

  • Wow, the recording after the surgery, it is DEFINITELY obvious you were drugged up! xDD You were pretty delusional and couldn't think of what you were gonna say lol. Nice to see beautiful people being their beautiful selves! Hope your transition goes well and that you live an awesome life!

  • I love the line of the song "remember when we drove all night, just to meet me in the morning"

  • Awesome video :)

    @natachuli97

    "God" didn't create anything- have you ever heard of a guy called Charles Darwin? He figured out how we really got here about 150 years ago. Get with the times.

  • Just a guy from England.

    Really like your videos ... thoughtful, melancholic, funny with a sprinkling of vanity.

    Clearly you are a woman :)

    Hope nobody hurts you.

  • where did your nuts go?

  • What a beautiful and courageous person you are. *subscribing for the pure joy that is your personality* Go darling, out into the world and be the best YOU the you can be. Blessings.

  • whats the name of that song ??

  • @KMP5825 first day of my life bright eyes

  • queer.

  • great how you struggle to talk like a girl, you may have gotten rid of your dick but you'll always be a wierd dickhead :)

  • @st3reo23 fuck you >:(

  • that song it tight. ill give this video that,

  • I am so glad that I stumbled upon your video's. I have watched several of them. I wanted to tell you that you seem to be beautiful both inside and out. I wish you nothing but happiness in the years ahead.

  • Don't pay any attention to some of these people on here,do what you think is best for your self.

  • NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO­OOOOOOOOO

  • Such an inspiration!

  • Can I have them?

    I want four balls.

    

  • @Skeletonwitharaygun : I'll gladdly donate mine.

  • You are so strong, I love you -3

  • so how r u supposed to have kids now smart pants

  • is there a audio filter on this vid that makes u sound like a smurf or what

  • hey what encouraged you to get your gender changed were u tired of having balls or something? but im confused your gay and stuff but how come u got your balls removed?

  • Congrats!!!

    Hey...what's the song? :)

  • @Lorcanproductions

    Imagine waking up one day and being trapped in a body of the opposite sex. not only would you be HELLA uncomfortable with many various aspects of your body, but you would also have to deal with the social reprocussions of being the opposite gender.

    I honestly dont think you'd deal with it half as well as Grishno. I myself, would be freaking out.

    Also, Grishno is so clearly a girl its rediculous. I think if I causally met her even in her guy stage, I would know.

  • you kind of look like moot

  • Congradulations! Even though this is two years old! XD

  • I admire your bravery, and wish I knew more people as real as you. Oh, and your sister (friend?) is cute.

  • u shuld of got the whole sex change

  • ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhk

  • this was a good ”dock-u-mentary”...

  • Goodness, I'd be so nervous. Good for you!

  • the person in this video is ugly as shit.

  • @BlowFaze Vasectomies are free out west, you know...

  • I wish you the best luck to get the money and hope my questions haven't been impolite. Maybe you should try it at ANTM (that's how I found your vid cause I've been watching some vids about Isis King), I agree that your eyes are really beautiful.

  • I don't really understand your process of transition? Why didn't you have a whole reasignement surgery? Why where only your testicles removed?

    Didn't you wish to have a vagina? Or didn't you have enough money?

  • @MisMia17 $2k for the Orchi v. $20k for the whole surgery. The orchi was a nice middle step until I can get $20k.

  • @grishno so, do u sell your body till u get 20k?

  • @Thetrollmaster2000 you are an idiot... why are you watching this if you are only going to trash someone?

  • @grishno Tats really epensive :( hmmm... tat sucks!!! N i do not know what to do ...

  • grishno you really really look like a girl, if i ever meet you in real life, i wouldn´t believe you if you tell me that before you were a guy.

  • AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. noooo, i love my balls, i love my male genitals, gay and proud :D

  • o.0

  • yjrtjrty

  • can I have your balls

  • you are so feminine! I just like watching all you tube stories.

  • is that a guy turning into a girl?

  • ask for your balls back , roast them over fire like marshmellows and eat them.. TRUST ME.. they taste soo goood

  • I'm considering an Orchiectomy in the short term so I won't need the anti-androgens anymore. I'm glad you shared this experience alleviates my fears a bit. Thank you.

  • I loved this video! More power to you! I hope you have a wonderful and long life! I hope things are going great for you as this was in 2008, like 2 years ago exactly. Hope everything is spectacular. AND I TOTALLY LOVE your hair, I want colored hair so very bad! Huggz!!

  • you don't seem ready are you okay?

  • more power to you.

  • what you did is wrong !!, and i'm gay so called it even ahahahahaha.... you are a very bave person !! good luck for your future life ^^

  • wow. this was very intriguing.

  • Your voice is so weired, are you thinking about changing it as well? All the best and good luck

  • humbling experience?

    hahahahaha i guess so if your balls are in a jar.

    hope everything works out for you.

  • is this a boy or a girl?????????????

  • Perverted boy repent now! tomorrow will be very late boy. Save your soul from eternal suffering in the flames of hell.

  • Ummmmm.... congradulations?