@wizzalicious10 please dont give up hope i understand fighting the thoughts but in the back of your head you know that its wrong to keep starving please fight for life.
Hi...I am happy you are trying to recover, keep fighting for it. I am afraid I have given up. It's too hard fighting the thoughts all of the time. I wish you well and will keep you in my prayers. Maybe when you finish nursing school, you can work with others who suffer from eating disorders.
@makeupbykennedy11 She was just trying to show how skinny she got by showing almost her whole body. She didn't mean for people to be grossed out.. And what's wrong with breasts.? Every women has them.. They aren't so gross to me.. But that might be because I have them...
Look ur story has touched me but in a picuture it showed ur bare boobs.. Im a girl and i have them but i came to this video to see what people are going through not to see ur boobs!!! Kids watch this and i know they dont want to see ur naked body!! Im 11 and i dont want to see that!!!!!! BUT UR STORY HAS TOUCHED ME!!!!!!!!
im scared my ED took over my life and i cant get it back i need help but idk wat to do or who to turn to....im 13 and i hav officaially been diagnoced with an ED at age 9 when my dad called me fat
you have to find the healing from within yourself; to nurture the parts of yourself that you love and realize that you are unique and have much to contribute to world!
this is two years ago, and i hope you're doing better. the look on your face gives me hope. you'll recover, you'll be able to live your life like any other. you are going to heal. :)
@rachaelwhite1 girls im a boy stop thinking your fat please please please i beg you YOUR NOT FAT im not being rude but it dont matter to guys as long as you have a good personality
I really hope you are better now- I am a recovered anorexic, after having battled for nearly 5 years, and I know how painful it is, the times when there is nothing to live for, all you want is to die, but there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, and I promise it's worth fighting to get there, because when you do eventually get there, it is like being born again, you are free. I cannot describe it really, just don't give up, you are stronger than Ana, and you deserve freedom xxxxx
I'm a recovered anorexic/bulimic myself. I had a six year battle and almost lost my life twice. At my worst, I was taking 60 laxatives a day. I've been doing well for 8 years now. If I can do it, you can too!!! Keep on fighting. You are a beautiful young girl and you have so much to live for. So start living!!! :)
Some people comment your appearance, some comment pictures, some comment music and so on....What I want to say is that the fact that you share your experience is already a good sign, a way to real happy life, which you deserve.I wish you health, peace in your mind and love!:)
I hope everything works out for the best i think you can do it and if you just need to talk to someone without all the therapist or things like that I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, high blood pressure and Insomnia I live from pill to pill I have been in and out of therapy for years I was sent to a mental hospital about a year ago for attempted suicide The sad thing is, is that im only 17 and I have been carrying this for years and sometimes its just hard to take a breath your not alone
beautiful words and thank you for sharing this...i can relate so much, my heart goes out to you girl! you can beat this, there is always hope! we must never give up :)
the only reason women starve themselves to loose weight is if they feel there fat or most likely guys and girls at skool or in there lives make them feel fat there's way too much pressure on girls to look perfect but they should no change themselves just to look perfect no is perfect
My heart goes out to you, girl! Your last words are so meaningful - HOPE, you have to hang on to that, because it is true, and you are going to turn the corner from this evil disease and have the happy life you deserve. Don't give up!
that right there is why some ppl starve themselves. time and time again theyre told they have such a 'pretty face' or a 'pretty smile' yet nothing else. thats all they are, just a face until they diet.
so you mean some of them do that to be something MORE than just a 'pretty face' or a 'pretty smile'?! I didn't get it. I thought they starve themselves TO BE beautiful.
starvation will lead to beauty. but we get tired of being told we have a pretty face. when people say that they may as well be telling us thats the only good thing about us, that the rest of us is super fat. so we diet to make our bodies match our faces.
laxatvies do not work they only get rid of water weight. All the nutrients, fat, calories, carbs in the food has been absorbed once it has passed through your system. You will also become dependent on the laxatives and causing irreversible damage to your digestive system! Dehydration and loss of potassium is another side effect of purging and that can cause seizures, heart failure and brain damage. I know all to well about seizures and heart problems myself...
r u ok truth is you need to get help just no that god loves u and will help u i will pray 4 you please keep me updated on whats going on try hard god is there right back your friend hotsk8r
u dont need to say sorry u have ur opinion i have mine. besides i understand where ur comin from i think i'm just frustrated that i couldnt help my own friend with this problem and her mom was a dumbass and wouldnt get her serious treatment. plus she had majorly rude mood swings.
she finally passed out at her party for her mom to finally get her to a hospital. also wat frustrates me is how messed up their mental image becomes and how they lose sight of all the privileges they have. believe me it was hard for us to help her she even had 3 therapist.
u become anorexic because its an addiction. which like u said is a mental illness but it is more of an OCD than anything else
Yes, at first it starts with the whole "Beauty is only a few pounds away", but it does eventually become a habit, then a compulsion. Eventually like an addiction that you just cant fight.
wow what a big weightloss . u looked so frail . i hope ur gettin there now with this video being a year old . . ? your a beautiful girl . i myself have ed but i think im not physically ill enough to have one idk . it sux , but ull get there x take care
anorexia and skinnyness is different anorexia is a mentall disease where you probably think your fat when your not so you fats, have strict diets and purge to be skinny
look you know ..im am not trying to be mean but why ARE YOU TRYING TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF .. and it does work AT ALL...look i know a lot of people who do that and that is the thing that works less... seriosly STOP feeling sorry for yourself....and keep going youll go throu it... it ll pas just pray
you are clearly an ignorant person , would you say this to a smoker or a drinker or anybody that does something that isnt classed as ok .. no im sure you wouldnt . so go look up the term anorexia and do some research because believe me ul learn its not for attention i have an eating disorder and its ruinin mylife but its so hard to get out of ! so dont be so cruel , prayers wont work .
tahst what i want to look like.. im so fat and discusting.. my own image makes me like aaa ur disctustong.. im only going to eat 65 cals for 3 months... and then maintiain that weight by eating very little
please, I undrstand your feelings so much.. I ve been fightin wit this since when I was 15 ( now I m 19) .. I eat.. but I m not happy.. I cant.. I m depressed.. but I m alive.. so please, please, please, please.. LIVE.. you must.. you are STRONG!! then you re gonna feel so better
Best of luck with recovering. It's not going to be easy, but it is possible. Just think positive thoughts and try to focus on the good things in life that God has given you. :)
and partaining to my last comment, you should try eating healthy foods and excersicing. Thats what i've started doing. It keeps you at a healthy weight and you feel great :]
i was anorexic for a while when i was 13. Never went to a hospital or anything, but i had stomach ulsers for a year, my mom didn't believe me either. I eventually developed insomnia from the stomach ulsers because they were so painful and kept me up at night. I was anorexic because i didn't fit in in school, i was bullied constantly too which didn't help. I wanted to be the commercial 'beautiful' which in most descriptions is 'thin.' I still struggle too, you can get better don't worry!
You are going to beat this! You just have to start to love yourself. The voices in your head that sya bad things about you are WRONG. You are wonderful, a miracle, and a source of love and goodness to everybody you touch with your presence and your videos. How much poorer we would all be if you were not around. Know that we all love you!
Don't let your low self confidence pull you into this, instead try to be stronger spiritual and to have more confidence. I have low confidence myself but i know that doing this to myself will only make it wrose. So please stop this and try to live normally. U will be much happyer. PLEASE
one of the things my sister did when she battled eating disorders is shelooked for healthy foods. She loved Celery. Celery is a food that you BURN MORE CALORIES eating than it gives you. its really high in vitamins so its health food that my sister felt good about eating. she usually ate it with peanut butter. delicious and nutrisious. i REALLY hope this works for u , look for more foods like this. It will help u get better. She was also in a support group which i know REALLLY helped her
What an inspiring story. We're all rooting for you and we believe in you :) Though we might not know you in person, I believe we all can see how hard you're working on recovering, and we are all inspired by your determination and strength. You go, girl :) We believe in you!
to eat is to have a will to live, i prefer to avoid eating when someone is around... err and generally i dont eat when ... wait i dont eat too much at all :o
but hey :3 i am a hypocrite --Fat people, dont whine just eat less
Thin people, go eat :o you are way more sexy with less bones showing trough your skin :o--
yes... my opinion, if its a disease go bother the doc about it dont tell me that you want to lose weight while eating a hamburger of say mcdonals... @_@
You are lovely inside & precious in every way. Your story saddens me because I am about 20 years older than you & still living this same life. I realize how much time I have wasted. But, I don't have the perfect answers for myself. You will get well. I see an inner strength in your eyes! You will be a magnificent nurse helping others with their medical problems. Please take care of you! I will try to take care of me.
Good luck to you! I'm still fighting too but I feel a lot better now! Don't let go cause' you can feel better I promise! Always still believing and you'll get through this!
You are a really beautiful girl. And i know how you feel, i have EDs since 6 years. But at this moment i still wish i would be thin again, i hate myself so much. I hope you get the power to recover. Good Luck for you!!!
i've been watching many of these videos, and i love food, but if you slip eating for just a week, what like on saturday you eat a burger and puke it out? bc you bodie is use to no eating for a week, then bam, you have a dieaese? people someone answer :)
No, you don't get sick from just not eating for a while. There must be some underlying issues from before. Food just becomes a coping mechanism like drugabuse and alcoholism
very touching but u really should not post those pics ur really skinny and it def will trigger people who are suffering from and ed.-i hope one day you can be in a state of recovery.
I wish you luck in recovery hun, you deserve it. I love the video so personal. I hate the youtube vids that say my story and then show nothing but pics of celebs. I hate those thinspos but this was honest and very touching. Keep fighting!!!!
OMG, that was the most touching story i have seen on here yet. that made me cry i know excatly what you are going through im ana-mia as well and it is a living nightmare, i hope that you do recover as u deserve a better life.
Thank you for your story and for not glamorizing your disease with a bunch of modeling pictures. This movie really touched me. I hope you get better. Thank you again.
such a touching video, keep fighting, you will beat this and you will feel true blissfull happiness again, stay strong,my thoughts and prayers are with you xxx
Hey good job and i hope you get well soon. I have a problem with been fat too. but i always think about anorexia and i eat something. What i notice is that when i have my few pounds am more happy. i have to loose waight but am taking my time and exercise.
Apologize for writing in Spanish, but what I meant is that I admire you for everything that beam past, I am a survivor of ana and mine for several years now I have 27 years and I recover without treatment, only with God's help Now I have a beautiful family and you have the desire to succeed they succeed, I come from Chile and sending you a big hug and ten great force, from here to ask God for your recovery.
hola, soy de Chile y me da mucha pena todo lo que haz vivido, yo soy una sobreviviente de ana y mia, ahora tengo una familia y soy feliz, debes salir adelante y creer en Dios, poner toda tu fè en èl y con el apoyo de la gente que te quiere todo serà mas fácil.
Its great that you see recovery as an option - thats the first step to healing. the struggle will never fully leave you but i have faith that one day you will be able to take your ed and keep kicking it in the ass everyday! you will love yourself one day. im hoping for your recovery too - im in your corner girl!
honey if you belive and god and are you give this to him and realy lay it down and start reading ur bible and pray everytime you eat or when ya don't feel like eatting you can over come it i was anorexic for 6 years and i'm now 16 and doing way better do i struggle YES but does GOD pull me through yes and he will you to i promise
much love you and god can do this with out himm it is a harder fight
It is possible to recover! You just have to keep the drive in your head that you are going to beat this demon inside of you and that no matter what it says you will not give in. After a year and 2 months of intensive therapy I am Spirtually, Physically, and Mentally recovered... My therapist retires in Dec. and by then, if everything goes right, I will have talked through all the emotions & be emotionally recovered!
I want to wish you luck and say this video helps me. I'm admitted to hospital now a few times, though this year Im going to university at last, medical school. A doctor who's severly underweight is a bit hilarious, isnt it?! So I need to make a real choice now. I need to stop this and start behaving healthy at last. I dont now, it so hard. But this movie helps a bit. So thanks.
Thanks for that. It was the reminder i needed. I have been in residential treatment for the last 7 months, and am finally living again. Recovery is possible. I promise. I am living it. I have gone through hell and back, but now i'm out and doing well. I went in and out for years too, but here i am finally making it today. I'll pray for you.
some of us think anorexia is glamorous but dang, this is the real deal. fortunetly i dont have the will-power to hunger myself but i almost envy those that do.
2. stop worshipping a god so absalutely and throwing it about its pathetic and you really have no idea of the secrets of the universe.
3. im on this level of thinness myself or i was and im not craving sympathy about it im also not letting my own mind control me she should stop this attention craving and.
go eat sum food tell she feels full do a little exercise for 5min wait an hour and do another 5 min and do this whole day easy
i couldnt fit so much in so sorry for some short words also =P
cant believe i got a reply from that i wrote it ages ago you must really read the comments =)
again if ur suffering the same problem
eat till you feel full no need to go overboard relax for like 20-30 min
do 5 minutes of exercise break for an hour do another 5 min and continue till bed time then do like 10 of each before u go to bed it will thicken ur body as u sleep its not difficult.
EnglishMist what is it with you being a stuck up wanker?! I've seen you on nearly all the videos of people with anorexia. Can you just grow up. If you knew how serious it was.. you'd wish you'd never had said all the nasty stuff you're saying.
I hope you'll recover soon x You have a great life ahead of you and you're extremely pretty.
Oh Just SHUTUP! If you knew anything you would know that anorexia nervosa is not an attention seeking disorder, it is very serious. I guess you have to experience it first to not be ignorant about it. But please dont be so self centered and rude to people who have the disorder. So stop trying to make others lives difficult and go take your anger out on yourself. You are a sick, sick person.* Reply to EnglishMist* x
You can't pick and choose when you have anorexia and when you don't. Like saying, "oh, I'll "start" having anorexia again today"
And its never "a mild case" goodness, no. I'm not saying you don't have a problem with food and body image and weight, because you obviously do, and I sincerly hope that you can get yourself help before it really does spiral out of control and into anorexia. I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, it isn't meant to
you should start doing some community work, volunteer at a homeless shelter, or read to the blind, even an animal shelter, when you stop and think about others than yourself you will recover
Hey im also recovering, boy its hard, i have to say that you are a really pretty girl, and im not saying this to build up your self-esteem and confidence, im saying it because its true. keep strong xxx
hey,watching your video was really sad.i really hope you get through this very difficult time.i also hope that you have a very suportive family and friends among you to help you focus on something else.you will be in my prayers!:)
Keep fighting
orginalasss 1 day ago
I love this song <3 i know it so well(: this is so sad! u need to keep fighting!
tuclvr4u3 2 months ago
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tuclvr4u3 2 months ago
Keep fighing you know snokkie had the same problem. You can win this battle
Ziara2411 3 months ago
@wizzalicious10 please dont give up hope i understand fighting the thoughts but in the back of your head you know that its wrong to keep starving please fight for life.
xxangierulzxx 3 months ago
how are you now?
rainaa1997 4 months ago
Sigue adelante go.. Lucha
tthana3 5 months ago
Hi...I am happy you are trying to recover, keep fighting for it. I am afraid I have given up. It's too hard fighting the thoughts all of the time. I wish you well and will keep you in my prayers. Maybe when you finish nursing school, you can work with others who suffer from eating disorders.
wizzalicious10 6 months ago
@makeupbykennedy11 She was just trying to show how skinny she got by showing almost her whole body. She didn't mean for people to be grossed out.. And what's wrong with breasts.? Every women has them.. They aren't so gross to me.. But that might be because I have them...
AbbyGorilla 7 months ago
what's the song?
God bless.
UnCreativeBeliever 7 months ago
you keep fighting honey! we're all behind you, praying, hoping and wishing you well. you're beautiful.
seasea93 7 months ago
You can recover, I am proof of this. Never stop fighting, life on the other side of this is worth fighting for =D
deeheart85 7 months ago
Keep fighting!
xxmoonflamexx 8 months ago
Look ur story has touched me but in a picuture it showed ur bare boobs.. Im a girl and i have them but i came to this video to see what people are going through not to see ur boobs!!! Kids watch this and i know they dont want to see ur naked body!! Im 11 and i dont want to see that!!!!!! BUT UR STORY HAS TOUCHED ME!!!!!!!!
Makeupbykennedy11 8 months ago
im scared my ED took over my life and i cant get it back i need help but idk wat to do or who to turn to....im 13 and i hav officaially been diagnoced with an ED at age 9 when my dad called me fat
rainaa1997 10 months ago
you have to find the healing from within yourself; to nurture the parts of yourself that you love and realize that you are unique and have much to contribute to world!
chispamia 1 year ago
this is two years ago, and i hope you're doing better. the look on your face gives me hope. you'll recover, you'll be able to live your life like any other. you are going to heal. :)
anistonfan 1 year ago
@rachaelwhite1 girls im a boy stop thinking your fat please please please i beg you YOUR NOT FAT im not being rude but it dont matter to guys as long as you have a good personality
toping767 1 year ago
I really hope you are better now- I am a recovered anorexic, after having battled for nearly 5 years, and I know how painful it is, the times when there is nothing to live for, all you want is to die, but there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, and I promise it's worth fighting to get there, because when you do eventually get there, it is like being born again, you are free. I cannot describe it really, just don't give up, you are stronger than Ana, and you deserve freedom xxxxx
pinkboomerang04 1 year ago
Once you find another important goal to focus on instead of weight or foods you will gain more controls :)
guildenstern14 1 year ago
I'm a recovered anorexic/bulimic myself. I had a six year battle and almost lost my life twice. At my worst, I was taking 60 laxatives a day. I've been doing well for 8 years now. If I can do it, you can too!!! Keep on fighting. You are a beautiful young girl and you have so much to live for. So start living!!! :)
PeaceandHarmony111 1 year ago
Some people comment your appearance, some comment pictures, some comment music and so on....What I want to say is that the fact that you share your experience is already a good sign, a way to real happy life, which you deserve.I wish you health, peace in your mind and love!:)
obuolmushis 1 year ago
You have such a beautiful face.
I truely believe you will make it through.
I wish you the best of luck.
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iHanyuuNanoDesu 2 years ago
I hope everything works out for the best i think you can do it and if you just need to talk to someone without all the therapist or things like that I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, high blood pressure and Insomnia I live from pill to pill I have been in and out of therapy for years I was sent to a mental hospital about a year ago for attempted suicide The sad thing is, is that im only 17 and I have been carrying this for years and sometimes its just hard to take a breath your not alone
lordofdogma 2 years ago
good luck.. your inspiring.
1jennyposer 2 years ago
beautiful words and thank you for sharing this...i can relate so much, my heart goes out to you girl! you can beat this, there is always hope! we must never give up :)
59elle 2 years ago
the only reason women starve themselves to loose weight is if they feel there fat or most likely guys and girls at skool or in there lives make them feel fat there's way too much pressure on girls to look perfect but they should no change themselves just to look perfect no is perfect
Canuckshousz 2 years ago
My heart goes out to you, girl! Your last words are so meaningful - HOPE, you have to hang on to that, because it is true, and you are going to turn the corner from this evil disease and have the happy life you deserve. Don't give up!
no1zgrl4eva 2 years ago
Keep on fighting...
Im living proof that it only gets better from now! Dont be scared or worried, I know its hard but stick at it.
i'am 16 years old and im in my second year of recovery. Good Luck!
PS: message me, if you need someone to talk too.. :)
LizzieLamb1993 2 years ago
good luck with everything, besides hope, you are too beautiful to give-up. all the strength to you.
daniellecashley 2 years ago
Thank you for your story you are very inspiring the best of luck to you in your recovery.
AppleofmyEye100 2 years ago
Thank you for posting this video! Good luck to you! And...your smile is beautiful! :)
ElmiRU 2 years ago
that right there is why some ppl starve themselves. time and time again theyre told they have such a 'pretty face' or a 'pretty smile' yet nothing else. thats all they are, just a face until they diet.
trying2Bbeautiful 2 years ago
so you mean some of them do that to be something MORE than just a 'pretty face' or a 'pretty smile'?! I didn't get it. I thought they starve themselves TO BE beautiful.
ElmiRU 2 years ago
starvation will lead to beauty. but we get tired of being told we have a pretty face. when people say that they may as well be telling us thats the only good thing about us, that the rest of us is super fat. so we diet to make our bodies match our faces.
trying2Bbeautiful 2 years ago
Best of luck in everything you do. keep believing in hope, you gave me hope! thank you.
thedaojen 2 years ago
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leopardspotsu 2 years ago
sweetie your video made me sad. please keep fighting for recovery.
LoveLifeNotED 2 years ago 10
Thank you! I will keep on fighting! :)
annehn 2 years ago 4
good girl. that makes me happy to hear.
LoveLifeNotED 2 years ago
well then clearly you have little intelligence
LoveLifeNotED 2 years ago
laxatvies do not work they only get rid of water weight. All the nutrients, fat, calories, carbs in the food has been absorbed once it has passed through your system. You will also become dependent on the laxatives and causing irreversible damage to your digestive system! Dehydration and loss of potassium is another side effect of purging and that can cause seizures, heart failure and brain damage. I know all to well about seizures and heart problems myself...
laxatives do not work! stop it now!
homerhateslosing 2 years ago
whats purging
619memo 2 years ago
eating alot is binging,PURGING is throwing up or laxative use
tatulover2120 2 years ago
i wish i was normal.
i wish i could eat normal.
someone please help me.
i'm terrified of telling anyone i know in real life.
snazzzable 2 years ago
r u ok truth is you need to get help just no that god loves u and will help u i will pray 4 you please keep me updated on whats going on try hard god is there right back your friend hotsk8r
hotsk8r1100 2 years ago
u dont need to say sorry u have ur opinion i have mine. besides i understand where ur comin from i think i'm just frustrated that i couldnt help my own friend with this problem and her mom was a dumbass and wouldnt get her serious treatment. plus she had majorly rude mood swings.
WalkingOverClouds 2 years ago
she finally passed out at her party for her mom to finally get her to a hospital. also wat frustrates me is how messed up their mental image becomes and how they lose sight of all the privileges they have. believe me it was hard for us to help her she even had 3 therapist.
u become anorexic because its an addiction. which like u said is a mental illness but it is more of an OCD than anything else
WalkingOverClouds 2 years ago
i still find it very selfish
WalkingOverClouds 2 years ago
Yes, at first it starts with the whole "Beauty is only a few pounds away", but it does eventually become a habit, then a compulsion. Eventually like an addiction that you just cant fight.
ChocolateORE 2 years ago 3
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WalkingOverClouds 2 years ago
insperational!
wiseoldowlsayhoo 2 years ago
selfish ingrates get eating disorders
don't become one again and keep fighting
WalkingOverClouds 2 years ago
ur so pretty!!
dont do that to your-self!
its not worth it!!
good video =]
ablondo 2 years ago 2
wow what a big weightloss . u looked so frail . i hope ur gettin there now with this video being a year old . . ? your a beautiful girl . i myself have ed but i think im not physically ill enough to have one idk . it sux , but ull get there x take care
donnamarie21uk 2 years ago
Im 12..I am really skinny.
whats an anorexic
YoDudeMandy52797 2 years ago
anorexia and skinnyness is different anorexia is a mentall disease where you probably think your fat when your not so you fats, have strict diets and purge to be skinny
SofeDofe 2 years ago 2
Beautiful girl. Seriously. I am male, by the way.
mark60060 2 years ago
i hope and pray that u get through this. my ed started when i was 11 too. im 17 now and fully recovered please dont give up
sweetheart646 2 years ago
there is hope i know how hard it is my ed started when i was 11 too. please doent giv up u deserve to live
sweetheart646 2 years ago
look you know ..im am not trying to be mean but why ARE YOU TRYING TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF .. and it does work AT ALL...look i know a lot of people who do that and that is the thing that works less... seriosly STOP feeling sorry for yourself....and keep going youll go throu it... it ll pas just pray
ruthgrisel 2 years ago
how could you say that ? Do you know how people with anorexia feel ? easy for you to say that..
nikkilovehiphop 2 years ago
you are clearly an ignorant person , would you say this to a smoker or a drinker or anybody that does something that isnt classed as ok .. no im sure you wouldnt . so go look up the term anorexia and do some research because believe me ul learn its not for attention i have an eating disorder and its ruinin mylife but its so hard to get out of ! so dont be so cruel , prayers wont work .
donnamarie21uk 2 years ago
shut up.
yeah I would feel sorry for my swelf if I was skinny
dont you see?
she is sorry for herself
she doesnt want this
SofeDofe 2 years ago
my hert bleeds for you. and i almost broke into tears....
i am also... and i hope i will beat it....
beckeyknowsbest 2 years ago
bitch
xxxnatalieroxursox 2 years ago
Albinoni...this has been my favorite piece of music since I can remember
Satine5Syd 2 years ago
Anorexia destoy de person there is a big difference whith been thin are been anorexic
serfinf 2 years ago
tahst what i want to look like.. im so fat and discusting.. my own image makes me like aaa ur disctustong.. im only going to eat 65 cals for 3 months... and then maintiain that weight by eating very little
shinznay 2 years ago
please please eat u are beautiful u will only live once .... and its tooo short too be sad i will pray for u
ryanloveslemons 2 years ago 2
please, I undrstand your feelings so much.. I ve been fightin wit this since when I was 15 ( now I m 19) .. I eat.. but I m not happy.. I cant.. I m depressed.. but I m alive.. so please, please, please, please.. LIVE.. you must.. you are STRONG!! then you re gonna feel so better
SaySumtin90 2 years ago
eat please!!!! ur pretty
629RWHPstang 2 years ago
Best of luck with recovering. It's not going to be easy, but it is possible. Just think positive thoughts and try to focus on the good things in life that God has given you. :)
ooxena 2 years ago
u annorexic ppl make me crazy u skinny to the bone and u dont eat while normal people have a hard time not to eat
(a humans instinct is to eat as much as possible a cycle of the survival of the fittest)
flazy 2 years ago
People with anorexic do eat... just not enough. They restrict and sometimes end up binging. It's an endless cycle.
ooxena 2 years ago
that last argument is basically an obese argument
sopheee 2 years ago
and partaining to my last comment, you should try eating healthy foods and excersicing. Thats what i've started doing. It keeps you at a healthy weight and you feel great :]
LavaLoveNoise 3 years ago
i was anorexic for a while when i was 13. Never went to a hospital or anything, but i had stomach ulsers for a year, my mom didn't believe me either. I eventually developed insomnia from the stomach ulsers because they were so painful and kept me up at night. I was anorexic because i didn't fit in in school, i was bullied constantly too which didn't help. I wanted to be the commercial 'beautiful' which in most descriptions is 'thin.' I still struggle too, you can get better don't worry!
LavaLoveNoise 3 years ago
You are going to beat this! You just have to start to love yourself. The voices in your head that sya bad things about you are WRONG. You are wonderful, a miracle, and a source of love and goodness to everybody you touch with your presence and your videos. How much poorer we would all be if you were not around. Know that we all love you!
xjr15 3 years ago
Don't let your low self confidence pull you into this, instead try to be stronger spiritual and to have more confidence. I have low confidence myself but i know that doing this to myself will only make it wrose. So please stop this and try to live normally. U will be much happyer. PLEASE
imagdi19 3 years ago
God loves you! Please don't spam this because it may be beneficial... Also, i have to say, that you are so beautiful :)
dabadeedabadi 3 years ago
sorry, dabadeedabadi, i didn't mean to hit a low thumb thing
xoxoemariexoxo 2 years ago
I hope you recover soon :) It is possible... never lose faith in yourself and keep going. Believe everything will be ok and you can make it.
We believe you can do it. Never give up.
smint189 3 years ago
one of the things my sister did when she battled eating disorders is shelooked for healthy foods. She loved Celery. Celery is a food that you BURN MORE CALORIES eating than it gives you. its really high in vitamins so its health food that my sister felt good about eating. she usually ate it with peanut butter. delicious and nutrisious. i REALLY hope this works for u , look for more foods like this. It will help u get better. She was also in a support group which i know REALLLY helped her
wafflezgalore 3 years ago
What an inspiring story. We're all rooting for you and we believe in you :) Though we might not know you in person, I believe we all can see how hard you're working on recovering, and we are all inspired by your determination and strength. You go, girl :) We believe in you!
MahBoi22 3 years ago
Does Bulimia effect your white blood count to become low?
cooldude1230 3 years ago
Hey!
I am so glad that you are trying to recover!
i am sorry that you feel/felt fat
and i hope u the best in recovering!
i really do!
ROFLOLStudios 3 years ago 4
Thank you! :-D
annehn 3 years ago
I'm so glad to hear that! Thank you so much! It warms my heart, and it gives me strength to keep on fighting too! so THANK YOU again!!
Good luck to you!!
annehn 3 years ago 2
Thank you for those inspiring words! I really appriciate it!
annehn 3 years ago
I wanna lose three pounds
heyitisjustme 3 years ago
to eat is to have a will to live, i prefer to avoid eating when someone is around... err and generally i dont eat when ... wait i dont eat too much at all :o
but hey :3 i am a hypocrite --Fat people, dont whine just eat less
Thin people, go eat :o you are way more sexy with less bones showing trough your skin :o--
yes... my opinion, if its a disease go bother the doc about it dont tell me that you want to lose weight while eating a hamburger of say mcdonals... @_@
renegadeh 3 years ago
Keep fighting! you can do it--its hard but hope is not lost and you can do it, you can get over this!
cotex91 3 years ago
I wish you the best in your recovery.
I myself am overweight, however I can't seem to get rid of it. May I loose weight & You gain weight. <3 Good Luck.
Zombieslikecake 3 years ago
You are lovely inside & precious in every way. Your story saddens me because I am about 20 years older than you & still living this same life. I realize how much time I have wasted. But, I don't have the perfect answers for myself. You will get well. I see an inner strength in your eyes! You will be a magnificent nurse helping others with their medical problems. Please take care of you! I will try to take care of me.
PeaceChick07 3 years ago
your absolutely gorgeous
you could be a model, seriously, your beautiful
please keep fighting this battle, and something good will come out of it in the end
you'll live, and you'll be perfect, because you have this life experience
you have absolutely breath taking features
good luck in fighting :)
KateGriffo 3 years ago
keep fighting.. please... there is so much to this life.. and we must live to dream on..
i went through an eating disorder about 3 years ago....
what kept me alive and hopeful is the beauty of art and love that exists in this planet...
we cannot give up.. we must conquer ourselves and prove to ourselves that we are not a slave of aneroxia..
Yuna 3 years ago
Aww! Thanks! :-D
annehn 3 years ago
Good luck with your recovery
Mikaelax0x0 3 years ago
You are truly amazing thank you for sharing.
3ratholes 3 years ago
Good luck to you! I'm still fighting too but I feel a lot better now! Don't let go cause' you can feel better I promise! Always still believing and you'll get through this!
Courage!
solia7 3 years ago
Thank you! I wish the best of luck too :-)
annehn 3 years ago
You are a really beautiful girl. And i know how you feel, i have EDs since 6 years. But at this moment i still wish i would be thin again, i hate myself so much. I hope you get the power to recover. Good Luck for you!!!
oOLillieOo 3 years ago
thank you so much! good luck to you too :-)
annehn 3 years ago
Thanks :-) You seem to be a really good person ! Wish you the best!
-xx-
solia7 3 years ago
Youre are a really beutiful girl. And i know how you feel, i have EDs since 6 years. But at the moment i still wish i would be thin again...
I hope you get the power to recover!!!Good Luck
oOLillieOo 3 years ago
i've been watching many of these videos, and i love food, but if you slip eating for just a week, what like on saturday you eat a burger and puke it out? bc you bodie is use to no eating for a week, then bam, you have a dieaese? people someone answer :)
shelbyScriblescratch 3 years ago
No, you don't get sick from just not eating for a while. There must be some underlying issues from before. Food just becomes a coping mechanism like drugabuse and alcoholism
annehn 3 years ago
I had no idea they keep you that long in hospitals! I thought usually anorexics would get treatment for about 2-3 months.
jklfds85 3 years ago
i'll wait for your next video with you all recovered and happy! glad you have supportive friends
did you get to finish nursing school?
hmyhung 3 years ago
Thank you! No, I haven't finished yet. I'm still in treatment :)
annehn 3 years ago
you're a beautiful woman i hope better
alexburtontube 3 years ago 2
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL! :)
nonumana 3 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
8 months in the hospital? Uh I definitely disagree with that. Part of recovering is having to live in the real world and coping. That's far too long.
Tracy3686 3 years ago
very touching but u really should not post those pics ur really skinny and it def will trigger people who are suffering from and ed.-i hope one day you can be in a state of recovery.
princessdisney26 3 years ago
Stay Strong =)
i hope you recover!
=)
saandiii 3 years ago
I wish you luck in recovery hun, you deserve it. I love the video so personal. I hate the youtube vids that say my story and then show nothing but pics of celebs. I hate those thinspos but this was honest and very touching. Keep fighting!!!!
KENPOLUVR 3 years ago
OMG, that was the most touching story i have seen on here yet. that made me cry i know excatly what you are going through im ana-mia as well and it is a living nightmare, i hope that you do recover as u deserve a better life.
Please take care of yourself.
cheers
kirra
needperfection 3 years ago 2
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope someday that you can find peace within yourself. All my best to you
xxxxcrazyladyxxxx 3 years ago 3
Thank you for your story and for not glamorizing your disease with a bunch of modeling pictures. This movie really touched me. I hope you get better. Thank you again.
ithinkiknowbetter 3 years ago 2
Hi hold on i hope you feel better
EMOyumptjc 3 years ago 2
at least you've admitted it...as soon as you do that you're well on your way.
good luck! my heart is with you and all who suffer
Hollisterlovee14 3 years ago
hey u!!! keep fighting ok!!!!
u deserve to live!!!!!!
bichorastrero 3 years ago
omg. ur really my thinspo. ur awesome!pretty fragile ..
<3
xoxslimdidixox 3 years ago
you look like a model.
you dont need to lose weight, u need even gain some weight!
you are very beautiful queen.
stay strong and eat for live.. loves.
xoxslimdidixox 3 years ago
such a touching video, keep fighting, you will beat this and you will feel true blissfull happiness again, stay strong,my thoughts and prayers are with you xxx
dreamingstar88 3 years ago
So sad story, but don't give up hope! One day you'll recover.... i know. Just keep believeing in recovery!
sweetharmony8 3 years ago
Hey good job and i hope you get well soon. I have a problem with been fat too. but i always think about anorexia and i eat something. What i notice is that when i have my few pounds am more happy. i have to loose waight but am taking my time and exercise.
pjjijd 3 years ago
:) thank you!
annehn 3 years ago
Apologize for writing in Spanish, but what I meant is that I admire you for everything that beam past, I am a survivor of ana and mine for several years now I have 27 years and I recover without treatment, only with God's help Now I have a beautiful family and you have the desire to succeed they succeed, I come from Chile and sending you a big hug and ten great force, from here to ask God for your recovery.
Greetings
Sadik Aisha
We apologize but my English is not very good.
sadikaisha 3 years ago
Thank you! And your english is not bad :)
annehn 3 years ago
hola, soy de Chile y me da mucha pena todo lo que haz vivido, yo soy una sobreviviente de ana y mia, ahora tengo una familia y soy feliz, debes salir adelante y creer en Dios, poner toda tu fè en èl y con el apoyo de la gente que te quiere todo serà mas fácil.
Saludos cariñosos y un gran abrazo,
sadikaisha
sadikaisha 3 years ago
I'm sorry, I don't understand what you are writing :-)
annehn 3 years ago
Its great that you see recovery as an option - thats the first step to healing. the struggle will never fully leave you but i have faith that one day you will be able to take your ed and keep kicking it in the ass everyday! you will love yourself one day. im hoping for your recovery too - im in your corner girl!
charlieglue 3 years ago
Thanx! Yeah, we have some ass-kicking to do! ;)
annehn 3 years ago
Ur pretty and get strenght to fight over it !
And will win :D
Hugs !
knoxtaurigen 3 years ago
Thank you :-)
annehn 3 years ago
honey if you belive and god and are you give this to him and realy lay it down and start reading ur bible and pray everytime you eat or when ya don't feel like eatting you can over come it i was anorexic for 6 years and i'm now 16 and doing way better do i struggle YES but does GOD pull me through yes and he will you to i promise
much love you and god can do this with out himm it is a harder fight
love candice
godfearingirl16 3 years ago
Thank you for those kind words, but I'm religious :-)
annehn 3 years ago
It is possible to recover! You just have to keep the drive in your head that you are going to beat this demon inside of you and that no matter what it says you will not give in. After a year and 2 months of intensive therapy I am Spirtually, Physically, and Mentally recovered... My therapist retires in Dec. and by then, if everything goes right, I will have talked through all the emotions & be emotionally recovered!
Stay strong!!
<3
*AngelxKitten08*
AngelxKitten08 3 years ago
Thanx! you're right. I have to keep telling myself that i'm going to beat this. Good luck to you!!
annehn 3 years ago
Be strong! Life is too beautiful to not to eat and live!
Gai4444 3 years ago
Hey
I want to wish you luck and say this video helps me. I'm admitted to hospital now a few times, though this year Im going to university at last, medical school. A doctor who's severly underweight is a bit hilarious, isnt it?! So I need to make a real choice now. I need to stop this and start behaving healthy at last. I dont now, it so hard. But this movie helps a bit. So thanks.
justalittlebitharder 3 years ago
I'm glad to hear you found some help in this! I wish you all the luck at your studies, I know you can do it all; both recovery and school!:-)
annehn 3 years ago
Thanks for that. It was the reminder i needed. I have been in residential treatment for the last 7 months, and am finally living again. Recovery is possible. I promise. I am living it. I have gone through hell and back, but now i'm out and doing well. I went in and out for years too, but here i am finally making it today. I'll pray for you.
floridanikita1 3 years ago
Well, good for you! Recovery is a long and hard road. It's a walk straight trough hell and baack!
Good luck to you too!!
annehn 3 years ago
some of us think anorexia is glamorous but dang, this is the real deal. fortunetly i dont have the will-power to hunger myself but i almost envy those that do.
babycee303 3 years ago
I will be praying for you because you obviously do not have God in your life.
I honestly cannot believe that anyone would make such a comment.
irishdancingsweetie 3 years ago
was that to me? i cant tell anyway.
1. its just a joke
2. stop worshipping a god so absalutely and throwing it about its pathetic and you really have no idea of the secrets of the universe.
3. im on this level of thinness myself or i was and im not craving sympathy about it im also not letting my own mind control me she should stop this attention craving and.
go eat sum food tell she feels full do a little exercise for 5min wait an hour and do another 5 min and do this whole day easy
terrorlord15 3 years ago
i couldnt fit so much in so sorry for some short words also =P
cant believe i got a reply from that i wrote it ages ago you must really read the comments =)
again if ur suffering the same problem
eat till you feel full no need to go overboard relax for like 20-30 min
do 5 minutes of exercise break for an hour do another 5 min and continue till bed time then do like 10 of each before u go to bed it will thicken ur body as u sleep its not difficult.
terrorlord15 3 years ago
EnglishMist what is it with you being a stuck up wanker?! I've seen you on nearly all the videos of people with anorexia. Can you just grow up. If you knew how serious it was.. you'd wish you'd never had said all the nasty stuff you're saying.
I hope you'll recover soon x You have a great life ahead of you and you're extremely pretty.
ParanoiaRainbow 3 years ago
Thank you so much!!
xox
annehn 3 years ago
Oh Just SHUTUP! If you knew anything you would know that anorexia nervosa is not an attention seeking disorder, it is very serious. I guess you have to experience it first to not be ignorant about it. But please dont be so self centered and rude to people who have the disorder. So stop trying to make others lives difficult and go take your anger out on yourself. You are a sick, sick person.* Reply to EnglishMist* x
pumpkinman01 3 years ago
thanx ;-)
annehn 3 years ago
No problem. I used to suffer from a mild case of ana, and today have started it again. Are you ok?x
pumpkinman01 3 years ago
Oh, I'm sorry to hear! I really hope you can stop it before it goes to far again! Stop those negative voices in your head, and be good to yourself!
Good luck!
And btw: no, I'm not ok yet. It's a hard struggle when it has gone so far for so long...
annehn 3 years ago
Im just wondering. how tall are you and what was your lowest and highest weight. thx so much. i pray you get well
babycee303 3 years ago
I'm 184 cm tall.
My highest and lowest weight is not relevant. I don't want to trigger people.
annehn 3 years ago
You can't pick and choose when you have anorexia and when you don't. Like saying, "oh, I'll "start" having anorexia again today"
And its never "a mild case" goodness, no. I'm not saying you don't have a problem with food and body image and weight, because you obviously do, and I sincerly hope that you can get yourself help before it really does spiral out of control and into anorexia. I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, it isn't meant to
Stay safe
xoxo
irishdancingsweetie 3 years ago
That was to pumpkinman01, btw. It showed up underneath annehn's comment though.
irishdancingsweetie 3 years ago
You're ever so welcome hun xoxoxox
ParanoiaRainbow 3 years ago
you will get through this just pray about and everything will be better!!!!:)
God bless you and everyone that reads this.
He loves u all.xoxoxoxo
babsLuvsHBK 3 years ago
you should start doing some community work, volunteer at a homeless shelter, or read to the blind, even an animal shelter, when you stop and think about others than yourself you will recover
votejamie08 3 years ago
ma dove cazzo hai il cervello EnglishMist??? Nel culo?? a no, forse non ce l'hai nemmeno... ma non parlare solo per dare aria alla bocca....
saradionigia 3 years ago
Awh! Thanx :)
annehn 3 years ago
Hey im also recovering, boy its hard, i have to say that you are a really pretty girl, and im not saying this to build up your self-esteem and confidence, im saying it because its true. keep strong xxx
bex2k71491 3 years ago 2
Thank you! That's sweet! Good luck to you!!
annehn 3 years ago
Yes we have to keep our hope always alive even if things don't seem to change or work out the way we have planned.
fairyday 3 years ago
hey,watching your video was really sad.i really hope you get through this very difficult time.i also hope that you have a very suportive family and friends among you to help you focus on something else.you will be in my prayers!:)
ezilram 3 years ago 2
I'm trying. Really trying. But it's hard :-( Really hard!
annehn 3 years ago
you're doing good as far as i know....i hope you get bettr i'm praying for you
x3prettystick 3 years ago