I'm so fucking tired of putting on this fake smile every single fucking day. Yes, suicide is the answer. No more pain. No more loneliness. No more discrimination. No more bullying. This world is fucked up.
I constantly think of suicide due to severe depression but then I realize I would be a fucking idiot to be so selfish and leave my girls emotionally destroyed. Instead of freeing me from my demons I would only be passing them on tho my kids.
i have never been happy in my life i haveve been raped hit threatend and i still cry about it i feel doing this willl be the best for me but im to afriad to do this :[
Unhappiness isn't anyones fault .. society doesn't have the ability to nurture one another .. its no surprise most are struggling just to stay afloat :( Psychic illness is from a lack of worth we have for each other, and ourselves. We need certain conditions to flourish .. religious systems end up beating us down with a poor image .. dirty, sinner, etc...
Our image is huge ..and if we believe deep down/unconsciously we're nothing but dirt, the more intense our suffering is .
These are all patches believe me but then when people put them in categories its like...so you think i will get thrhough it? well....i dont think that, i think it'll last forever keep your chin high even when things keep it low
well sometimes I'm the happiest person. But most of the time I'm suffering from the pain.... The pain of not being good enough for anyone. The pain....from being surrounded by people and still feeling lost and lonely. The pain I feel because even my family rejects me sometimes. The pain of just suffering everyday
@khhtwn1 Have you read anything by Carl Jung ? After my suicide journey many years ago he explained the process in its entirety . The tides of destruction is everywhere simply because the majority of people are overwhelmed with little worth ... therefor they are unable to extend themselves in a nurturing way either .
I don't know if I want to die or not... All I know is I'm an unloved loner, and whenever I've thought I've had love, it's been a cruel joke... I can never trust love... I just want someone who really does love me, someone to revive the lost will to live in me... I don't want to die... But I don't want to live either...
it's not. I attempted it this year. My brother and dad were horrified. My mom made me feel liek shit. The fuckin druggie she is. I shoulda tryed killing her instead of myself.
@samthebotter i kno how u feel, my mothers an alcohol, drived me insane. i attempt one this year too. now i dont kno where my mother is, she was suppose to come back but never did. my grandma told me that its a sickness and it made me wonder if she has a sickness that wouldnt stop and i also have a sickness that would never stop. hopefully it makes sense. lol
Suicide is a weak way for people to get out of dealing with their issues. The people who are actually strong, are the ones who wake up every day and put on a brave face. All these kids saying that they want to die, have you lost your mom? Is your dad in prison? Do you bounce from foster home to foster home, never actually finding a place to live? No? I didn't think so. Go listen to Black Veil Brides and quit whining about your life. Because a lot of people have it 10 times worse.
@14DiaperLover So, having no confidence in yourself and always feeling people hating you is insignificant? People like me go through life experiencing this shit and hating ourselves go through so much pain. At least people in that case can COPE with the pain. There is no coping with depression. There's feeling better, but depression NEVER leaves you. You always have lingering feelings of hopelessness and hatred left over. Depression leaves scars mentally and physically.
@14DiaperLover I was abused by my family, abused at school, constant rejections, failures, misunderstood, homelessnes, IBS. Life can't get any worse than that.
@14DiaperLover How can i put on a brave face, when im afraid to wake up, i cry myself to sleep hoping that i will die. Im waiting for some kind of miracle, thats never really going to happen. Well, yea my dad has been to prison, my dad is a drunk and my mom is a bastard i hate her, thaey abuse me. emotionally and physically, im neglected by everyone in school. EVERYONE tells me to go die. Im ugly and fat and i wanna die, So you still think my lifes ok?
i believe that suicide is a way to get from my problems forever. I see death as a way to be happy without medication. I am ready to die and suffer no longer.
dont do it theres only one you and when your gone your gone just remember that everything happens for a reason and always look at the bright side of things
if you think that suicide is the only way think what will happen to everyone els that will miss you then think what will happen you may help others think what you will miss the experence
why did god forsake suicide, why does he won't us to suffer like this? I use to feel empty but now its just pain and anger and hate. I just don't think it would be wourth it to stick it out. at first i thought i hade a purpose but then my world just started to burn and then i relised it wasn't my world that was burning. It was me, I think im going to do it this friday
I've been through the same stage, at the same age, I will tell you one thing
Suicide is NOT the answer.
You need to know that someone DOES love you. Even though it may not seem like that, someone does.
What helps is having an open, honest talk with a really, really great friend, that you can completly trust. I do that a lot with my friend, and she listens to everything I need to say. Trust me, do not take suicide as the way out. You will have a wonderful life ahead of you. Don't stop it now.
Oh, I actually dont know if were the same age, I thought you said you were 11, not that it's been 11 years. But as I said, suicide is not the answer. You have a life to live, and who knows, you maybe the person who discovers the cure to cancer. If you end your life now, the cure will never be found.
there is someone you can talk too...suicide is not the answer.. its a selfish doing..not thinking of other people who will miss you when you're gone..yea i dont know exactly what you feel but i think talking to someone is one of the best answer and best remedy for that..God never made a problem you can't resolve..try to reach out..
dont be silly trust me it wont be worth it everyone will miss you it might not look like it now but whne youre gone they will relise what they have just let slip away
people will miss you no matter what .dont putt the people around you through that hell. there is ALLWAYS BE SOME ONE WHO WILL MISS YOU. AND FOR EVERY ONE THINKING OF SUICIDE DO NOT! TRY IT . I HAVE SEEN SOME ONE TRY TO KILL THEM SELFI HAD TO TALK THEM OUT OF IT FOR A HOUR BUT NOW. they are one of the happyest people that i know and they have never thought about again there is hope.and there will always be hope. JUST REMBER THE WORD HOPE.
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I'm so fucking tired of putting on this fake smile every single fucking day. Yes, suicide is the answer. No more pain. No more loneliness. No more discrimination. No more bullying. This world is fucked up.
XxTheCherry 5 days ago
10 people have no heart
LiveLoveOrDieTrying 1 week ago
suicide is meaningless, our existence still countinues on...
/watch?v=yr-xBTipxos&feature=related
24fRaMeSps001 2 weeks ago
I constantly think of suicide due to severe depression but then I realize I would be a fucking idiot to be so selfish and leave my girls emotionally destroyed. Instead of freeing me from my demons I would only be passing them on tho my kids.
Kursk431 2 weeks ago
when i watch these vids, its the only time im happy now.. i think its because i know tht there are ppl out there dealing with the same things as me
Odact 3 weeks ago
D:
WOWjman713 3 weeks ago
i have never been happy in my life i haveve been raped hit threatend and i still cry about it i feel doing this willl be the best for me but im to afriad to do this :[
angelwolfsghoust 1 month ago
Unhappiness isn't anyones fault .. society doesn't have the ability to nurture one another .. its no surprise most are struggling just to stay afloat :( Psychic illness is from a lack of worth we have for each other, and ourselves. We need certain conditions to flourish .. religious systems end up beating us down with a poor image .. dirty, sinner, etc...
Our image is huge ..and if we believe deep down/unconsciously we're nothing but dirt, the more intense our suffering is .
jungian9111 1 month ago
These are all patches believe me but then when people put them in categories its like...so you think i will get thrhough it? well....i dont think that, i think it'll last forever keep your chin high even when things keep it low
CrystalSnow42 1 month ago
well sometimes I'm the happiest person. But most of the time I'm suffering from the pain.... The pain of not being good enough for anyone. The pain....from being surrounded by people and still feeling lost and lonely. The pain I feel because even my family rejects me sometimes. The pain of just suffering everyday
khhtwn1 1 month ago
@khhtwn1 Have you read anything by Carl Jung ? After my suicide journey many years ago he explained the process in its entirety . The tides of destruction is everywhere simply because the majority of people are overwhelmed with little worth ... therefor they are unable to extend themselves in a nurturing way either .
Please feel free to pm me .. I'm here to help :)
jungian9111 1 month ago
I'M GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE!
profileuser1 1 month ago
@profileuser1
if you just want someone to talk to i'm here.
u4Change 1 month ago
@u4Change kudos for reaching out :)
jungian9111 1 month ago
I don't know if I want to die or not... All I know is I'm an unloved loner, and whenever I've thought I've had love, it's been a cruel joke... I can never trust love... I just want someone who really does love me, someone to revive the lost will to live in me... I don't want to die... But I don't want to live either...
DrZirta 2 months ago 2
HOLY SHIT the song to my life
coffman78 2 months ago
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LOLOLOL. You sad fucks.
peanutboy2pro 3 months ago
it's not. I attempted it this year. My brother and dad were horrified. My mom made me feel liek shit. The fuckin druggie she is. I shoulda tryed killing her instead of myself.
samthebotter 4 months ago
@samthebotter i kno how u feel, my mothers an alcohol, drived me insane. i attempt one this year too. now i dont kno where my mother is, she was suppose to come back but never did. my grandma told me that its a sickness and it made me wonder if she has a sickness that wouldnt stop and i also have a sickness that would never stop. hopefully it makes sense. lol
himekeidoll29 2 months ago
Interesting video and poem you said you first heard it in 1998 and obviously you are still here good to see that! Yes I understand how you feel.
necromancer1138 5 months ago
Suicide is a weak way for people to get out of dealing with their issues. The people who are actually strong, are the ones who wake up every day and put on a brave face. All these kids saying that they want to die, have you lost your mom? Is your dad in prison? Do you bounce from foster home to foster home, never actually finding a place to live? No? I didn't think so. Go listen to Black Veil Brides and quit whining about your life. Because a lot of people have it 10 times worse.
14DiaperLover 5 months ago
@14DiaperLover Just because someone's life is worse, doesn't mean everyone else's problems are insignificant.
Scatterss 5 months ago
@14DiaperLover So, having no confidence in yourself and always feeling people hating you is insignificant? People like me go through life experiencing this shit and hating ourselves go through so much pain. At least people in that case can COPE with the pain. There is no coping with depression. There's feeling better, but depression NEVER leaves you. You always have lingering feelings of hopelessness and hatred left over. Depression leaves scars mentally and physically.
OncologistBound 4 months ago
@14DiaperLover I was abused by my family, abused at school, constant rejections, failures, misunderstood, homelessnes, IBS. Life can't get any worse than that.
scaboi 4 months ago
@14DiaperLover How can i put on a brave face, when im afraid to wake up, i cry myself to sleep hoping that i will die. Im waiting for some kind of miracle, thats never really going to happen. Well, yea my dad has been to prison, my dad is a drunk and my mom is a bastard i hate her, thaey abuse me. emotionally and physically, im neglected by everyone in school. EVERYONE tells me to go die. Im ugly and fat and i wanna die, So you still think my lifes ok?
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 3 months ago
the thoughts r over coming me all the depression will be gone and the hate
coffman78 6 months ago
thanks alot for this song now my really good friend wants to kill himslef... hes only 12 thanks for ending his life, i hope your happy
summerismynamelozer 6 months ago
@summerismynamelozer wow summer lol nice commet
coffman78 6 months ago
@summerismynamelozer you're*
RealityQuestioned 4 months ago
i want to end it all but not now im gonna wait till i experienced more in life
coffman78 6 months ago
i believe that suicide is a way to get from my problems forever. I see death as a way to be happy without medication. I am ready to die and suffer no longer.
dthhavok110 10 months ago 24
@dthhavok110 same
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
i feel the same....i wanna die and be free from everything...
grandpagirl22 1 year ago 38
@grandpagirl22 In hell your stuck, Theres no way to get out,
MrScreamox666 4 days ago
how are you going to know the path god laid for you if you don't finish walking it?
es13100 1 year ago
HAHA EMO POSER!
...still alive
nonscenekid88 2 years ago
@nonscenekid88 shut the fuck up =_= dick!
AngryMonkiie 6 months ago
o my god this guy is the biggest idiot ever u dont kill urself just dont give up and get back up on your feet!
giving up is the worst thing ever!
tannguy45 2 years ago
tanguy45,LEAVE ME ALONE I ONLY YELL AT MY LAPTOP WHEN U PISS ME OFF!
ThaAmberShow 2 years ago
hahahahahahaa u bitch
tannguy45 2 years ago
Tanguy45 just leave her alone!
MegaDominic12 2 years ago
u r crazy dude....
ThaAmberShow 2 years ago
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so are yu
tannguy45 2 years ago
hahaha ur crazy ur the one that screams at the labtop when u get man at a hater LOL
tannguy45 2 years ago
I dont think you real mean all this.
but let me gife you a few reasons for keep lifing.
1. like everybody will miss you you think they are happy without my but there not.
2. your life dont sucks you life in a realy nice country without war and all those thing.
self I had that feeling but only 1 time than I thought a litt bit and I know that
SUCIDE ISNT A WAY
tieme13 2 years ago
dont do it theres only one you and when your gone your gone just remember that everything happens for a reason and always look at the bright side of things
superchickluver1023 2 years ago 3
if you think that suicide is the only way think what will happen to everyone els that will miss you then think what will happen you may help others think what you will miss the experence
live life
think positiv
be happy
look fowerd
just be there
DarkRiku117 2 years ago 3
why did god forsake suicide, why does he won't us to suffer like this? I use to feel empty but now its just pain and anger and hate. I just don't think it would be wourth it to stick it out. at first i thought i hade a purpose but then my world just started to burn and then i relised it wasn't my world that was burning. It was me, I think im going to do it this friday
ry988 2 years ago
suicide is not the answer.
Sithis57 2 years ago 2
I've been through the same stage, at the same age, I will tell you one thing
Suicide is NOT the answer.
You need to know that someone DOES love you. Even though it may not seem like that, someone does.
What helps is having an open, honest talk with a really, really great friend, that you can completly trust. I do that a lot with my friend, and she listens to everything I need to say. Trust me, do not take suicide as the way out. You will have a wonderful life ahead of you. Don't stop it now.
duke24982 2 years ago 3
Oh, I actually dont know if were the same age, I thought you said you were 11, not that it's been 11 years. But as I said, suicide is not the answer. You have a life to live, and who knows, you maybe the person who discovers the cure to cancer. If you end your life now, the cure will never be found.
duke24982 2 years ago 3
holy shit me to at the same age
derrickmillon 2 years ago
there is someone you can talk too...suicide is not the answer.. its a selfish doing..not thinking of other people who will miss you when you're gone..yea i dont know exactly what you feel but i think talking to someone is one of the best answer and best remedy for that..God never made a problem you can't resolve..try to reach out..
221171jm 2 years ago 3
me too... nobody would miss me
iamadinosaurr 2 years ago
dont be silly trust me it wont be worth it everyone will miss you it might not look like it now but whne youre gone they will relise what they have just let slip away
riri6ftw9ily 2 years ago 2
im sure there's one person out there that miss's you a crush, relatives, even pets miss there owners
calyjuju22 2 years ago 2
people will miss you no matter what .dont putt the people around you through that hell. there is ALLWAYS BE SOME ONE WHO WILL MISS YOU. AND FOR EVERY ONE THINKING OF SUICIDE DO NOT! TRY IT . I HAVE SEEN SOME ONE TRY TO KILL THEM SELFI HAD TO TALK THEM OUT OF IT FOR A HOUR BUT NOW. they are one of the happyest people that i know and they have never thought about again there is hope.and there will always be hope. JUST REMBER THE WORD HOPE.
1234567890ad45 2 years ago 3
i feel the same way...
mp3queen 2 years ago