iim 14, and when i was 10 i was anorexic. i weighed 95 lbs and went down to 43lb in less then 3 months. i missed my whole 6thgrade year for going to rehab. i was put on feeding tubes . i hate it when i hear people say, "just eat food" it's noteasy, anorexia has a mind of its own. im just thankful im still alive today.
at 4:01 it says and i quote "i couldnt* sleep due to my bones sticking out, i was tired and cold and slept alot" you just said you couldnt sleep and now you sleep alot i honestley dont undnerstand that.
@ALEXISandDYLAN you sleep a lot due to the fact then when you lay down to sleep, you dont get a good rest, you wake up every 10-15mins from insomnia, which is a direct result of malnutrition. so technically she was sleeping a lot while not sleeping alot at the same time
@crippledwing i dont see how that makes anysense if you sleep alot that means you are in a constant sleep not waking up every 10-15 minutes and she cant sleep means she cant sleep. as in she cant go to sleep not even for 10 -15 minutes at a time. im sorry it just isnt logic
I'm not bashing this girl or anything, and i'm not saying she did not have anorexia because you guys are right. It's a state of mind and not how skinny you are. But she said she was 125 pounds and her bones are sticking out? I'm 110 pounds and my bones don't stick out.
i'm sorry but i really don't understand why you were so depressed, when i got down to 118lbs i was super happy, not depressed, now all i want is to get back to that weight. also i'm 5'5, when i was 118, my bones weren't sticking out, i slept like a baby, you don't seem that tall from ur pics, so i don't understand why yours were sticking out.
You are Beautiful the way you are I wouldnt change a thing, I stuggles with anorexia to I went from 162 to 120, but then i got better now i am 140, i am still battling the urge to not eat and not look at myself as just the fat parts but im getting better
Why are almost all of you saying " you only lost 15 pounds your not anorexic" That is alot and it kinda is put in the Anorexic category because she starved herself and cut calories she did it in a unhealthy manner. She was also Bulimic. You have to remember the little things before you assume something.
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 um okay hold up. YOU dont know what anorexia is. a person doesnt have to be underweight or extremely thin to be anorexic. if she ate hardly any food for a long time and dropped several pounds that can still be considered an eating disorder even if she doesnt look sickly. she could still be anorexic even if her weight was average. but she clearly did lose weight judgeing by her pictures,i definetly noticed. and she lost more than 15 pounds, that part made you look like an idiot.
i started to get worried awile ago because u thought i had anorexia so i started to count calories to see how much i actually was eating im only eating 400-600 calories a day that explained y i was always hungry i never talk to my friends about it thought becuz im worried they would think i just want attention becuz i tould them about my self harm i wish i could talk to them about it before it gets worse :(
Okay i get it you had a problem nd your recovering. But why is it that all of you people only care about these sort of things i would never give up food. I mean no offense there are kids out there that are homeless and have no food nd that's a problem, that cannot e fixed because a lot of people don't care.Think about what you are doing nd think it through clearly.;D~Anna
gosh, you are beautiful. do not let anyone tell you different. I was lookin at your pictures like 'how could she think she's ugly?' I guess we all have trouble seeing our OWN self beauty
@ebn113 you must be a real idiot to accuse someone of faking an eating disorder when you dont even know them... you can't see anorexia.. it's a mental illness, and not everyone who has it looks like a skeleton
saved my life because im happy to gain weight.. because i kno im feedin g my babygirl now,, not just me... do i still wish i could be not pregnant so i could be skinny? yess... being anorexic really is a HORRIBLE experience... i would not wish this upon anyone.... im here if u need to talk...
i know exactly wat ur going through.. only i was nat a starting weight of 115 and ended up 85... i was working out on a excersise bike and passed out... its scary wen you get that far because you can feel ur heart slowing,, the doctor sed i died for 10 seconds that day... i woke up in my fiances arms,, tears poring down his face... he tried to help me and tell me i was beautiful wen i weight 115... i just wouldnt listen... i was 115 again wen i got pregnant,, the doctor sed me getting pregnant
i'm happy for you girl dont listen to these haters theres one thing that this world will never be rid of and that stupid people ...just keep your head up you're doing great :)
You are amazing and i believe people are even more beautiful when they aren't the skinniest. i am short and pudgy...and i want to lose weight and i have tried starving and throwing up before but that just makes me sick since i have some health problems like low blood sugar already that makes me pass out / black out though i am still conscious when it happens. i still see myself as really fat... but i have a treadmill. and i honestly eat way too much during the day since i love food so much .
I'm 5'7-5'8 and I am 103lbs... but I do NOT have an eating disorder. I eat and I eat, and well... I eat. I have a high metabolism and my medicine increases that metabolism. My family's history is pretty much "skin & bones" as most people say. On both sides. I'm healthy, I never had a true eating disorder, and just wanted to get that out there. So when I read stories about eating disorders I think, "Damn, how many people think I do that?" @TooMuchEyeliner101 , good job on recovery! Stay strong.:)
Ithink youre Beautiful :) You shouldnt change yourself for ANYONE. I accept for being yourself. Idont know youre finished recovering from anorexia but You can do it. Be strong stranger! BElieve in YOUrself.
OHMIGOD! You people are so stupid! She lost 15 pounds...but it's still anorexia because she STOPPED EATING! Once you hate eating and become that unhealthy u've pretty much got anorexia....if you've never had it how could you tell her that she doesn't have it???
@wbfilms100 hey moron, it was a mental illness. it's not about how much weight she did or didnt lose. not everyone who's anorexic is skeletal skinny. stop being stupid.
Stop saying that this isn't anorexia.. it is, but she was strong enough to recover and her familiy/friends helped her through it. she could have kept loosing weigh but she didnt. no she didn't look unhealthy but she had the same thoughst as when you have anorexia. and how would you guys know, you've never been there...
Wow don't you love how human beings can be so hateful. I hope she pays attention to the positive comments and not the negative ones. You guys realize you could start her spiral all over again?
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 you're obviously uneducated. Body mass is correlated to height. She's very tall, you can tell. 125 pounds is normal for a 5'4 girl, but its very underweight for someone taller. Also, this is straight hateful--you really should consider thinking more before you open your mouth.
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 you don't have to be super super skinny to be anorexic! anyone who starves themselves, works out to the extreme, and looses weight drasticly, is anorexic. who are you tp judge this girl? you have no idea what she went through! if she didn't get help when she did, she would look like what you think anorexia is. @TooMuchEyeliner101 congrats on your recovery! stay strong!<3
i was severely ana mia until about 2 months ago and now i love my body and i love people like you who have the strength to go and get help. you are SO beautiful never let anybody tell you otherwise okay?? promise me. (; you are absolutely beautiful.
@TooMuchEyeliner101 First I wanna say that, youre amazing! You won the battle! Stay strong and keep going <3 and second : What is the name of the first song ?
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 youre truly an idiot..... anorexia is a mental illness, not a look... not everyone who has it looks like a skeleton... i truly hope you do some research and grow a brain
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 My point is that not all sufferers of anorexia & bulimia look unhealthy. If you were actually anorexic, I'd think that you would know that......
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 This is probably the biggest misunderstanding people have. Anorexia is a state of mind, not a number. Anorexics that were once 70 pounds and then gained weight to 120 pounds are still anorexic. They aren't magically cured.. and just because she didnt let herself get down to an extremely low weight, doesnt mean she didnt have a problem.. it just means she was strong enough to be able to fix it before it spiraled out of control.
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 That's seriously an issue...people think you have to be super thin to have an eating disorder but there are girls that have lost barely any weight or have gained weight from their disorder and are in a horrible mind set...an eating disorder is in the mind of the person with the disorder...it's not about how big you are...
Omg!!!!!! In the begining you are SOOOOO pretty!!!! I thought you weighted like 100 to 105 in the begining. IF THAT!! you are soooo pretty!!! I wish i could be as pretty as you!!!! I hope you never go back to being anorexic. Ive never been....completly. I would go a few days,then give into food. then be mad at myself like you. But you are so pretty!!!!! Im not.
the pictures she had werent bad at alll! im skiinier than her by far but im ont anorexic! not one percent! i eat like crap and i also have healthy foods and i actually looove eating! but my point is she didnt loook anorexic!
@hayboy91...anorexia nervosa is classified as having a BMI of less than 17.5...if you have a BMI over that then you are not anorexic, no doctor would diagnose a patient with anorexia with a BMI over 17.5..If you have all the anorexic thoughts etc but still have menstrual periods and a BMI of over 17.5 then you are classed as having ED-NOS...and before anyone scrutinises my comment, then read the DSM-IV...I'm a medical student, and I've had anorexia, I know what I'm talking about!
anorexia IS a mental disease. It doesn't matter if someones bmi is over 17.5. The fact is, if someone starves themselves 2 lose weight and is self loathing like her they're anorexic. she got help before her bmi dipped below 17.5 so she's ok. thats it. Some people get help wen they're dying and skin and bones and some get it once they realize they're out of control.
SO MANY dumb ass bitches thinking they know shit and making ignorant comments. WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT YOU THINK. she had a mental, and physical disease. she went through alot. all you little skanks are just commenting over the internet because its the only place you can vent out about your nasty, ignorant lives. the difference between me and you?.. i would say all of this shit to you FACE. while almost none of you would DARE to speak outside of your computers.
This has to be for attention. You can't see all your bones when your 125 pounds. Im 16 & a half. I weigh 105ish. I have high matablism. I look fine. Your like 13. Stop worrying about what you look like. You have your whole life for that. Live it up when your young.
My aunt has anorexia. She now weighs 78 lbs, and was in the hospital for the past week and now has a feeding tube. And she still doesn't want to eat or get better.
I think you're unbelievably pretty :D <3 And some people in these comments are so mean:P just because you take pictures doesn't mean you don't hate yourself, alot of the time it means your just wanna see what you look like and what you wanna improve on. i don't think you ever needed to change though :)
maybe its just the place you live, but where i live, if your like over a hundred and forty pounds you are considered fat. (im 150) and most of the girls that are in my grade (9) that are accepted as having a "good" body are between 100-and 120 pounds, and they're not considered anorexic, however you did do things that people with anorexia and bulimia would do so i am very,very proud of you because you have been working hard to stop doing the things you do, keep on working hard. -yaffles
If you had such a body issue, you would not be taking so many damn pictures of yourself!!
you just want attention, even diagnosing yourself with "anorexia" is like declaring you are thin and would do anything for beauty. like saying beauty is attainable but not worth it.
to be anorexic doesnt mean your a stickly figure it means your sick eating less than 500 calories puking binging and purging she falls under being anorexic
Actaully, anorexia is a mental and physical disease. It is diagnosed when the patient obsesses about apperence and weight, cuts back calories/eats almost nothing, over excercises and loses weight. You don't have to lose crazy amounts of weight to be classed as anorexic.
A friend of mine told me the same thing he said even though im not eating at all and i lost alot of weight and im fainting and whatever, I need to weight less than 88 pounds.(I reached 88 then i was hospitalized)so um, I am lost =S even my psychologist didnt call me anorexic.so im confused =/
See its not that hard to be polite while trying to convince someone.
You have a perfect face, and a perfect body. I am jealous. My friend is a lot like you. She thinks she's fat, but she's like, perfect. But she doesn't see that. She compares herself to scrawny models, but she looks way better. Being skinny is not always attractive. So many people I know are starving themselves, but that will make you unhealthy and ugly. Good job with quitting!
@MidnightBloom3 aaaand, anorexia is an isolating disease and most of the time something people dont just run around telling other people unless theyre doing it for attention, most anorexics have actual issues with life or food, or family, or something.. and hate the way they look.. i seriously doubt any anorexic would actually want to show their body at 109 pounds. or even bring it up.. skinny is never skinny enough and 109, to a true anorexic.. is fat.
@MidnightBloom3 ...... really? you said its hard for anorexics, WE'RE misunderstood? then the next post is about how youre not anorexic yet and youre wanting tips on how to starve yourself? youre not anorexic unless youve been diagnosed.. and if you were you wouldnt be all over youtube complaining about how 'fat' 109 lbs is.. i'm 116 and not too happy, but you dont see me complaining about my weight issues on some video. no one wants to hear you complan about how fat you think you are.
@noliesjustl0ve You can't just go to a doctor or psychologist on your own. You have to tell someone in your family so they can take you to those appointments, if you're under 18.
@XLindsayxLachrymoseX Yes, I went to a psychologist myself when I was younger. I was trying to point out that anorexia is by no means a taboo subject, and there was definitely someone, or multiple people, that could help.
I have studied Eating disorders, and you looked very healthy . The feelings you were experiencing were drop in blood sugar and low calorie intake. You may have started the path to anorexia but you did even get very far.
im happy you stoped your'self before it had gotten more serious you are beautiful though dont ever forget that!
@TooMuchEyeliner101 wow :( that was FAAASTTT! im 109 pounds and i dont look supperrrr fatt... ppl say im really thin, but i see myself chubby.. i hate my stomach, my arms, and DEFINATLEY my thighs... im hoping to be nice and thin by summer :( i've been bullimic for almostt a year now, and now the fantasy of starving myself came in a few months back.. if you have any tips for me that'll be great:) i kinda need motivation to stop purging... my throat hurts ALOTTTT now...THANKU<3
@maseyjade611 are you seriously trying to get advice on how to make yourself sick? That's pathetic! Get help before you develop a disorder. If your trying to lose weight, keep your calorie level at around 1250 a day and EXERCISE instead of snacking. YOU DON'T WANT A DISORDER... Trust me.
@clumsyblonde100 you've been WANTING to 'DO' anorexia? you dont just wake up and say "Oh i think i'll go anorexic today" its not a thing you 'do'. its a disease. and who the hell would want to have a disease???????
@cmusicgirl27 most anorexics dont even realize they have a problem.. i didnt even know i had a disease!! bullimia and anorexia didnt seem like such a problem for me... and it still doesnt... its hard for anorexics, were misunderstood...
@cmusicgirl27 Its more of a disorder. You are skinny and eat less, make yourself vomit because you think you're fat, and you grow attached to it so much that is BECOMES a disease.. It doesnt start as a disease but otherwise yes I see your point
You weren't super thin. Like, I'm 102 lb. & I'm not sick... You were getting sick, not because you were anorexic.. Anorexia is being severely underweight. You didn't look underweight. You felt the symptoms you did because you weren't eating. You may of had a small case of ana, but you weren't super duper skinny like most anas. Most anas are 80-105.... I would know. I had very bad ana. I suffered from it for four years. I was at 86 lb. at age 13, and just recently recovered. I'm 14, 5'2, &102 lb.
@KaseyIsBlonde She's probably taller than you, and plus any dramatic weight loss can make you sick. Ana is obsession with weight loss, and not eating.
I weigh 123 and I am 5 foot 7, Its a perfectly healthy weight...you honestly do not look that tall at least not as tall as I am, but it is hard to tell seeing as I am only going off of the pictures. I admit you look thin, but healthy. How tall are you?
it's sad how people say that you weren't skinny enough...people in the comments are just idiots. she had two eating disorders and she's still trying to recover, give her a break.
i am so sickened by a majority of the comments on this video. before you watch a video about eating disorders and have an opinion on them, educate yourself on them. people with eating disorders have an altered image of themselves. and whether you think the person is "thin enough" to have an eating disorder or not, an eating disorder is classified by it's symptoms and habits. not by weight. and "TimetoDropIt", you fail anorexia by letting it take over your life. not by loosing more weight.
you don't even look that thin in any of the pics sorry to tell you but you failed at anorexia, I was fucking 85 pounds at my lightest, Annd I didn't fucking cry about it either. Stuuupid
im sorry but in the first few photos you dont look 158....i wish you good luck i hope things get better, you are beautiful and to be honest, if you had no friends because of the way you looked,then that is their problem i think i would rather have no friends than friends that only like me because the way i looked...your a strong person and great for your mom and lil sis some people dont have that kind of help :)
why are all these pics mostly of ur face? it doesnt really seem like you lost a dramatic amount /: good story but it just seems like you need to get over urself and realize its stupid without having reach out for more attention which is probably why this problem started.. because you felt like not enough ppl paid attention to you.. get the fuck over it! im not trying to be offensive but if more ppl get that mentality the world will be a better place. <3
My dear, you are beautiful, and I'm sorry you had to go through such a thing as anorexia. It's one of the hardest things to battle. Dont let the idiots get you hun, they're a bunch of fools who don't understand. Stay strong and happy. <3
yu people are heartless </33 shes sharing her struggle with yu people and u talk negative about it, yu people are plain heartless, u are gorgeus and u shouldnt have to struggle with weight ur beutiful (: <33
@MrWiskers2000 She isn't searching for attention, she's telling life story, she made this to show her stuggle&to show people how bad it is. If you really look you can see she lost a lot of weight, she went for like 158 to 125, just because she wasn't 90 pounds doesn't mean she wasn't anorexic. Anorexia is when you stop eating; Bulimia is when you throw up after eating. With both you see yourself as not skinny enough all the time. Suffering with anorexia isn't "searching for attention"; grow up.
First song?
sicklea 1 day ago
@sicklea
90210 - Wale :)
tootalafroot1 8 hours ago
iim 14, and when i was 10 i was anorexic. i weighed 95 lbs and went down to 43lb in less then 3 months. i missed my whole 6thgrade year for going to rehab. i was put on feeding tubes . i hate it when i hear people say, "just eat food" it's noteasy, anorexia has a mind of its own. im just thankful im still alive today.
shelbbieber3 2 days ago
u look so pretty in the pictures!:)
monkeygymnast96 2 days ago
im a guy anorexic, im 5'6 and weigh 98 pounds :(
butt 2 days ago
Oh and BTW congrats on the amazing recovery! You look beautiful! Thank you for stopping me from anorexia!
blueworldable 2 days ago
This reminds me of the book Wintergirls you should read it sometime maybe
AZNgirl953 2 days ago
how tall r u ?
zoey5802250 2 days ago
l0l no . You were probably just on tumblr to much .
lovelySCENEmadness 3 days ago
what was the first song
ilovejoshramsay96 3 days ago
158... a normal weight?
Alcombright1279 4 days ago
at 4:01 it says and i quote "i couldnt* sleep due to my bones sticking out, i was tired and cold and slept alot" you just said you couldnt sleep and now you sleep alot i honestley dont undnerstand that.
ALEXISandDYLAN 4 days ago
@ALEXISandDYLAN you sleep a lot due to the fact then when you lay down to sleep, you dont get a good rest, you wake up every 10-15mins from insomnia, which is a direct result of malnutrition. so technically she was sleeping a lot while not sleeping alot at the same time
crippledwing 3 days ago
@crippledwing i dont see how that makes anysense if you sleep alot that means you are in a constant sleep not waking up every 10-15 minutes and she cant sleep means she cant sleep. as in she cant go to sleep not even for 10 -15 minutes at a time. im sorry it just isnt logic
ALEXISandDYLAN 3 days ago
I started at 203, I'm 98 now. Good thing you stopped, but i doubt you actually have the diagnosis...
TsumebutsuOnaka 4 days ago
I'm not bashing this girl or anything, and i'm not saying she did not have anorexia because you guys are right. It's a state of mind and not how skinny you are. But she said she was 125 pounds and her bones are sticking out? I'm 110 pounds and my bones don't stick out.
gohardsteph 4 days ago
i'm sorry but i really don't understand why you were so depressed, when i got down to 118lbs i was super happy, not depressed, now all i want is to get back to that weight. also i'm 5'5, when i was 118, my bones weren't sticking out, i slept like a baby, you don't seem that tall from ur pics, so i don't understand why yours were sticking out.
michelleqz 4 days ago 2
You are Beautiful the way you are I wouldnt change a thing, I stuggles with anorexia to I went from 162 to 120, but then i got better now i am 140, i am still battling the urge to not eat and not look at myself as just the fat parts but im getting better
GothIchigo 5 days ago
Why are almost all of you saying " you only lost 15 pounds your not anorexic" That is alot and it kinda is put in the Anorexic category because she starved herself and cut calories she did it in a unhealthy manner. She was also Bulimic. You have to remember the little things before you assume something.
sometimesiwonder13 5 days ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 um okay hold up. YOU dont know what anorexia is. a person doesnt have to be underweight or extremely thin to be anorexic. if she ate hardly any food for a long time and dropped several pounds that can still be considered an eating disorder even if she doesnt look sickly. she could still be anorexic even if her weight was average. but she clearly did lose weight judgeing by her pictures,i definetly noticed. and she lost more than 15 pounds, that part made you look like an idiot.
cbrawnerr 5 days ago
fat bitch you never got skinny and hot look how a beautiful girl is supposed to look (nessa devil) ok ms piggy
wiplash1020 5 days ago
i started to get worried awile ago because u thought i had anorexia so i started to count calories to see how much i actually was eating im only eating 400-600 calories a day that explained y i was always hungry i never talk to my friends about it thought becuz im worried they would think i just want attention becuz i tould them about my self harm i wish i could talk to them about it before it gets worse :(
whateverhappens98 6 days ago
Okay i get it you had a problem nd your recovering. But why is it that all of you people only care about these sort of things i would never give up food. I mean no offense there are kids out there that are homeless and have no food nd that's a problem, that cannot e fixed because a lot of people don't care.Think about what you are doing nd think it through clearly.;D~Anna
thefellascravemeh 6 days ago
gosh, you are beautiful. do not let anyone tell you different. I was lookin at your pictures like 'how could she think she's ugly?' I guess we all have trouble seeing our OWN self beauty
mizzLinsey 6 days ago
wow i weigh 139 i checked a while ago and want to get down to 100 - 115 the last 5 days i havent ate nothing but a apple
MsDmaggi 1 week ago
I gotta start doing that becuase I'm fat :/
WeskerFlakes 1 week ago
first of all..thats not even anarexic. haha..and second of all..why at 4:00 did you say you couldnt sleep but you slept alot? fake.
ebn113 1 week ago
@ebn113 you must be a real idiot to accuse someone of faking an eating disorder when you dont even know them... you can't see anorexia.. it's a mental illness, and not everyone who has it looks like a skeleton
lalaland13ish 1 week ago
Whats the first song? And stay strong(:
katbamf99 1 week ago
I LOVE your body, I am jealous, I way 117 but you weighed more and still looked better.....
Libbymariehaw 1 week ago
you are so beautiful! hope you're doing well :)
robie93 1 week ago
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saved my life because im happy to gain weight.. because i kno im feedin g my babygirl now,, not just me... do i still wish i could be not pregnant so i could be skinny? yess... being anorexic really is a HORRIBLE experience... i would not wish this upon anyone.... im here if u need to talk...
AustinsBabyGirl0415 1 week ago
i know exactly wat ur going through.. only i was nat a starting weight of 115 and ended up 85... i was working out on a excersise bike and passed out... its scary wen you get that far because you can feel ur heart slowing,, the doctor sed i died for 10 seconds that day... i woke up in my fiances arms,, tears poring down his face... he tried to help me and tell me i was beautiful wen i weight 115... i just wouldnt listen... i was 115 again wen i got pregnant,, the doctor sed me getting pregnant
AustinsBabyGirl0415 1 week ago
You didnt look like u was 158 pounds !! :O U looked skinnier (:
missaleksandrinka 1 week ago
i'm happy for you girl dont listen to these haters theres one thing that this world will never be rid of and that stupid people ...just keep your head up you're doing great :)
KillerxSkittles 1 week ago
wow. Your smaller then me and you wieghed more lol I feel bad now..
TheSkylightLove 1 week ago
You are amazing and i believe people are even more beautiful when they aren't the skinniest. i am short and pudgy...and i want to lose weight and i have tried starving and throwing up before but that just makes me sick since i have some health problems like low blood sugar already that makes me pass out / black out though i am still conscious when it happens. i still see myself as really fat... but i have a treadmill. and i honestly eat way too much during the day since i love food so much .
ashleighBeeBee123 1 week ago
So if you dont eat you lose weight? ^^
emily2k111 1 week ago
Im 5'7 and weight 120 lbs.. I look healthy and feel ok. No anorexia nor bulimia. Just me. :P
FinnishUnicorn 1 week ago
dose anyone know the name of the first song that played?
lilmissbebe17 1 week ago
I'm 5'7-5'8 and I am 103lbs... but I do NOT have an eating disorder. I eat and I eat, and well... I eat. I have a high metabolism and my medicine increases that metabolism. My family's history is pretty much "skin & bones" as most people say. On both sides. I'm healthy, I never had a true eating disorder, and just wanted to get that out there. So when I read stories about eating disorders I think, "Damn, how many people think I do that?" @TooMuchEyeliner101 , good job on recovery! Stay strong.:)
CresentMoonEnergy 1 week ago
Ithink youre Beautiful :) You shouldnt change yourself for ANYONE. I accept for being yourself. Idont know youre finished recovering from anorexia but You can do it. Be strong stranger! BElieve in YOUrself.
AyyooTruuthh 1 week ago
girl ur beautiful don't change that
WhiteAngel7047 2 weeks ago
OHMIGOD! You people are so stupid! She lost 15 pounds...but it's still anorexia because she STOPPED EATING! Once you hate eating and become that unhealthy u've pretty much got anorexia....if you've never had it how could you tell her that she doesn't have it???
rayraytheawesome 2 weeks ago 2
thats shit she didn't get into anorexia she only lost 15 lbs. she looks like a girl named abby at my school
wbfilms100 2 weeks ago
@wbfilms100 hey moron, it was a mental illness. it's not about how much weight she did or didnt lose. not everyone who's anorexic is skeletal skinny. stop being stupid.
lalaland13ish 1 week ago
@lalaland13ish
Thank you <3
It's so tiring to explain that to people.
IT'S NOT FUCKING PHYSICAL!!
Sicsaem 6 days ago
Stop saying that this isn't anorexia.. it is, but she was strong enough to recover and her familiy/friends helped her through it. she could have kept loosing weigh but she didnt. no she didn't look unhealthy but she had the same thoughst as when you have anorexia. and how would you guys know, you've never been there...
iTullexx 2 weeks ago 4
Wow don't you love how human beings can be so hateful. I hope she pays attention to the positive comments and not the negative ones. You guys realize you could start her spiral all over again?
esotericemily 2 weeks ago
"i couldn't sleep" 2 lines later, "i slept a lot."
wassupcharlie 2 weeks ago
you looked the same the entire time...
wassupcharlie 2 weeks ago
you are really gorgeos
JenWithThePen 2 weeks ago
its too...hard i told my friends and they wont talk to me now......
thereisreasontolive 2 weeks ago
hi um im anorexic and i cant quit i can see u understand this tho i weigh 55 pounds but i cant stop any advice?
thereisreasontolive 2 weeks ago
@thereisreasontolive You'd be dead... Try telling a close family member or cisting your scohol councoilour thy offer programs for aneroxic kids
JonesGal14 2 weeks ago
You didn't look unhealthy at all. You don't even know what anorexia is. You lost like 15 pounds.
0MrsBillKaulitz0 2 weeks ago 28
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 you're obviously uneducated. Body mass is correlated to height. She's very tall, you can tell. 125 pounds is normal for a 5'4 girl, but its very underweight for someone taller. Also, this is straight hateful--you really should consider thinking more before you open your mouth.
esotericemily 2 weeks ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 That doesn't make any sense.. it's not about how much weights she lost, it's about the fact that she stoped eathing..
koekie159 2 weeks ago 2
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 Ok so she was bulimic, still wasnt healthy was it? :/
someone242 2 weeks ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 Nice Math. I wasn't aware 158-125=15.
TooMuchEyeliner101 2 weeks ago 40
@TooMuchEyeliner101 Whats the first song? :)
BiohazardousCupcake 5 days ago 2
@TooMuchEyeliner101 So you were thirty pounds?
Astreification 5 days ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 you don't have to be super super skinny to be anorexic! anyone who starves themselves, works out to the extreme, and looses weight drasticly, is anorexic. who are you tp judge this girl? you have no idea what she went through! if she didn't get help when she did, she would look like what you think anorexia is. @TooMuchEyeliner101 congrats on your recovery! stay strong!<3
oceandancegirl96 2 weeks ago 41
@oceandancegirl96 Thank you(: I posted this video for people like you.
TooMuchEyeliner101 2 weeks ago 9
i was severely ana mia until about 2 months ago and now i love my body and i love people like you who have the strength to go and get help. you are SO beautiful never let anybody tell you otherwise okay?? promise me. (; you are absolutely beautiful.
anotherscenegirl95 1 week ago
@TooMuchEyeliner101 First I wanna say that, youre amazing! You won the battle! Stay strong and keep going <3 and second : What is the name of the first song ?
sicklea 15 hours ago
@oceandancegirl96 Didn't judge her, I said she didn't look unhealthy.
0MrsBillKaulitz0 1 week ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 youre truly an idiot..... anorexia is a mental illness, not a look... not everyone who has it looks like a skeleton... i truly hope you do some research and grow a brain
lalaland13ish 1 week ago
@lalaland13ish I said she didn't look unhealthy. Do research? I AM anorexic.
0MrsBillKaulitz0 1 week ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 My point is that not all sufferers of anorexia & bulimia look unhealthy. If you were actually anorexic, I'd think that you would know that......
lalaland13ish 1 week ago
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Shareexxx 1 week ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 This is probably the biggest misunderstanding people have. Anorexia is a state of mind, not a number. Anorexics that were once 70 pounds and then gained weight to 120 pounds are still anorexic. They aren't magically cured.. and just because she didnt let herself get down to an extremely low weight, doesnt mean she didnt have a problem.. it just means she was strong enough to be able to fix it before it spiraled out of control.
BurntKittenz 4 days ago
@0MrsBillKaulitz0 That's seriously an issue...people think you have to be super thin to have an eating disorder but there are girls that have lost barely any weight or have gained weight from their disorder and are in a horrible mind set...an eating disorder is in the mind of the person with the disorder...it's not about how big you are...
UnCreativeBeliever 1 day ago
Omg!!!!!! In the begining you are SOOOOO pretty!!!! I thought you weighted like 100 to 105 in the begining. IF THAT!! you are soooo pretty!!! I wish i could be as pretty as you!!!! I hope you never go back to being anorexic. Ive never been....completly. I would go a few days,then give into food. then be mad at myself like you. But you are so pretty!!!!! Im not.
Hope you continue to get better! :)
pinkanitus 2 weeks ago
the pictures she had werent bad at alll! im skiinier than her by far but im ont anorexic! not one percent! i eat like crap and i also have healthy foods and i actually looove eating! but my point is she didnt loook anorexic!
KennyBooLuvsYou 2 weeks ago
@KennyBooLuvsYou a person doesnt "look anorexic". it's a mental illness. you cant see it. stop being stupid.
lalaland13ish 1 week ago
@hayboy91...anorexia nervosa is classified as having a BMI of less than 17.5...if you have a BMI over that then you are not anorexic, no doctor would diagnose a patient with anorexia with a BMI over 17.5..If you have all the anorexic thoughts etc but still have menstrual periods and a BMI of over 17.5 then you are classed as having ED-NOS...and before anyone scrutinises my comment, then read the DSM-IV...I'm a medical student, and I've had anorexia, I know what I'm talking about!
bex2k71491 3 weeks ago
@bex2k71491 You can have a disorder without being diagnosed. Just because you are a medical student doesn't mean you know everything.
DownTehRabbitHole 3 weeks ago
anorexia IS a mental disease. It doesn't matter if someones bmi is over 17.5. The fact is, if someone starves themselves 2 lose weight and is self loathing like her they're anorexic. she got help before her bmi dipped below 17.5 so she's ok. thats it. Some people get help wen they're dying and skin and bones and some get it once they realize they're out of control.
hatboy91 3 weeks ago
SO MANY dumb ass bitches thinking they know shit and making ignorant comments. WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT YOU THINK. she had a mental, and physical disease. she went through alot. all you little skanks are just commenting over the internet because its the only place you can vent out about your nasty, ignorant lives. the difference between me and you?.. i would say all of this shit to you FACE. while almost none of you would DARE to speak outside of your computers.
iFoundYourGoods 3 weeks ago
lol this is stupid
danielleinthesky 3 weeks ago
This has to be for attention. You can't see all your bones when your 125 pounds. Im 16 & a half. I weigh 105ish. I have high matablism. I look fine. Your like 13. Stop worrying about what you look like. You have your whole life for that. Live it up when your young.
NicoleKristinaCombs 3 weeks ago
"i couldnt sleep due to my bones sticking out... i slept a lot"
i dropped 15lbs in 2 weeks but i didnt starve myself
LiliferAnne 3 weeks ago
My aunt has anorexia. She now weighs 78 lbs, and was in the hospital for the past week and now has a feeding tube. And she still doesn't want to eat or get better.
32ilovemakeup 3 weeks ago
I think you're unbelievably pretty :D <3 And some people in these comments are so mean:P just because you take pictures doesn't mean you don't hate yourself, alot of the time it means your just wanna see what you look like and what you wanna improve on. i don't think you ever needed to change though :)
HazyDazies 3 weeks ago
maybe its just the place you live, but where i live, if your like over a hundred and forty pounds you are considered fat. (im 150) and most of the girls that are in my grade (9) that are accepted as having a "good" body are between 100-and 120 pounds, and they're not considered anorexic, however you did do things that people with anorexia and bulimia would do so i am very,very proud of you because you have been working hard to stop doing the things you do, keep on working hard. -yaffles
TheYaffles 3 weeks ago
If you had such a body issue, you would not be taking so many damn pictures of yourself!!
you just want attention, even diagnosing yourself with "anorexia" is like declaring you are thin and would do anything for beauty. like saying beauty is attainable but not worth it.
you make me sick.
fairy2000 3 weeks ago
im 120 nd my bones dn stick out buh i am always cold hope everythings ok nw
mssimplysummer 3 weeks ago
Your perfect the way you are... you dont need to try to be better than everyone else.. Be you... Oh AND i have the same Gir shirt as yew xD
XxmeglufsuxX 3 weeks ago
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Me889925 3 weeks ago
to be anorexic doesnt mean your a stickly figure it means your sick eating less than 500 calories puking binging and purging she falls under being anorexic
XshantelaX 3 weeks ago
Well I can feel you sweetie it must have been really hard for you. It’s going to be okay.
Just one thing and I’m not saying this just to be mean, but you’re not anorexic neither bulimic =/
Me889925 3 weeks ago
@Me889925 yes she was ITS A DISEASES it doesnt matter on your fucking size!! puking and eating 200 calories a day is anorexia and bulimia! dumb fuck.
XshantelaX 3 weeks ago
@XshantelaX You need to chill, relax.
Hehe. I don’t need to explain myself more.=D
If you want to survive you need to control you anger.
Sign up for an anger-management program or something. =]
Me889925 3 weeks ago
@Me889925
Actaully, anorexia is a mental and physical disease. It is diagnosed when the patient obsesses about apperence and weight, cuts back calories/eats almost nothing, over excercises and loses weight. You don't have to lose crazy amounts of weight to be classed as anorexic.
JJJJJJJJDDDDDD 3 weeks ago
@JJJJJJJJDDDDDD You are probably right, I apologize =/
I was wrong sorry everyone =]
A friend of mine told me the same thing he said even though im not eating at all and i lost alot of weight and im fainting and whatever, I need to weight less than 88 pounds.(I reached 88 then i was hospitalized)so um, I am lost =S even my psychologist didnt call me anorexic.so im confused =/
See its not that hard to be polite while trying to convince someone.
You guys should try it.
Thank you JD.
Me889925 3 weeks ago
You have a perfect face, and a perfect body. I am jealous. My friend is a lot like you. She thinks she's fat, but she's like, perfect. But she doesn't see that. She compares herself to scrawny models, but she looks way better. Being skinny is not always attractive. So many people I know are starving themselves, but that will make you unhealthy and ugly. Good job with quitting!
TaySwiftChick 4 weeks ago
song?
bryarworship 4 weeks ago
FUCK public school! It's just one big school full of fake bitches. Everyone wants to be the most beautiful stick figure alive....
HippiePower3 4 weeks ago
YAY!!!! Don`t ever give up on yourself
Nya348 4 weeks ago
what is the name of the song? (you`re beautiful! <3:D )
mily940 1 month ago
awesome video keep staying strong hun never give up <3
andreasblog21 1 month ago
what did you do to gain weight?
1016nurse 1 month ago
@ilovetaylorswift704
It means that every time you eat something, you will make yourself throw up.
silverrbullet15 1 month ago
what does bing and purge mean?
ilovetaylorswift704 1 month ago
@ilovetaylorswift704 to throw up
keeleyXmofo 1 month ago
how old are you now??
triciamatsuda 1 month ago
i call bullshit
adwaltherdark 1 month ago 2
@MidnightBloom3 aaaand, anorexia is an isolating disease and most of the time something people dont just run around telling other people unless theyre doing it for attention, most anorexics have actual issues with life or food, or family, or something.. and hate the way they look.. i seriously doubt any anorexic would actually want to show their body at 109 pounds. or even bring it up.. skinny is never skinny enough and 109, to a true anorexic.. is fat.
cmusicgirl27 1 month ago
@MidnightBloom3 ...... really? you said its hard for anorexics, WE'RE misunderstood? then the next post is about how youre not anorexic yet and youre wanting tips on how to starve yourself? youre not anorexic unless youve been diagnosed.. and if you were you wouldnt be all over youtube complaining about how 'fat' 109 lbs is.. i'm 116 and not too happy, but you dont see me complaining about my weight issues on some video. no one wants to hear you complan about how fat you think you are.
cmusicgirl27 1 month ago
whats the song?
alyhs3 1 month ago
oh my gosh im soo sorry bout everything that happen. do you mind telling me exactally what you did? im curious to know how & why people do that?
coldmist88 1 month ago
@3:59 you said you werent able to sleep because of your bones but then you said you were tired a lot a slept a lot.
jazzyfbby12342 1 month ago
How is anorexia a taboo subject? If you went to any doctor or psychologist they'd know exactly what you're going through.
noliesjustl0ve 1 month ago
@noliesjustl0ve You can't just go to a doctor or psychologist on your own. You have to tell someone in your family so they can take you to those appointments, if you're under 18.
XLindsayxLachrymoseX 1 month ago
@XLindsayxLachrymoseX Yes, I went to a psychologist myself when I was younger. I was trying to point out that anorexia is by no means a taboo subject, and there was definitely someone, or multiple people, that could help.
noliesjustl0ve 1 month ago
2:57 I have that shirt : D
You are amazing, some of my friends are struggling with anorexia, and I see how hard it is. You look amazing. Don't ever forget it ^^
shadowgurl1o1 1 month ago
awesome video, much respect for you. it's not easy falling into addictions, or things of that matter and pulling yourself out.
mobbinshawnin42 1 month ago
I do belive you
I have studied Eating disorders, and you looked very healthy . The feelings you were experiencing were drop in blood sugar and low calorie intake. You may have started the path to anorexia but you did even get very far.
im happy you stoped your'self before it had gotten more serious you are beautiful though dont ever forget that!
Beautifulcorpes1012 1 month ago
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Beautifulcorpes1012 1 month ago
How do you get the writing in there? im using the same program and dont know how.
I have anorexia nervosa aswell, and today, im still struggling, good luck beautiful.
daniellefuckingkara6 1 month ago
ur still fat!! i think u should go back to being anorexic!! no just kidding ur verry beautiful!!!
xJessicaJewelx 1 month ago
to start of you are a naturally beautiful girl!! Your weight loss was dramatic... how long did it take for you to lose all that wieght?
MidnightBloom3 1 month ago 13
@MidnightBloom3 4-5months.
TooMuchEyeliner101 1 month ago
@TooMuchEyeliner101 wow :( that was FAAASTTT! im 109 pounds and i dont look supperrrr fatt... ppl say im really thin, but i see myself chubby.. i hate my stomach, my arms, and DEFINATLEY my thighs... im hoping to be nice and thin by summer :( i've been bullimic for almostt a year now, and now the fantasy of starving myself came in a few months back.. if you have any tips for me that'll be great:) i kinda need motivation to stop purging... my throat hurts ALOTTTT now...THANKU<3
MidnightBloom3 1 month ago
@TooMuchEyeliner101 hey i was wondering like how did u start throwing up like people say use three fingers but idk how did u do it ?
maseyjade611 2 weeks ago in playlist Eating Disorder Videos
@maseyjade611 are you seriously trying to get advice on how to make yourself sick? That's pathetic! Get help before you develop a disorder. If your trying to lose weight, keep your calorie level at around 1250 a day and EXERCISE instead of snacking. YOU DON'T WANT A DISORDER... Trust me.
THINSPIREDANA 2 weeks ago
LOL DUMB BITCH
MASHDOTCOM 1 month ago
125 lbs? I'm 130 lbs and I'm no where near anorexic? <3
LivvieHolden 1 month ago
@LivvieHolden She's probably a lot taller than you x
NothingChild 1 month ago
@clumsyblonde100 you've been WANTING to 'DO' anorexia? you dont just wake up and say "Oh i think i'll go anorexic today" its not a thing you 'do'. its a disease. and who the hell would want to have a disease???????
cmusicgirl27 1 month ago 30
@cmusicgirl27 most anorexics dont even realize they have a problem.. i didnt even know i had a disease!! bullimia and anorexia didnt seem like such a problem for me... and it still doesnt... its hard for anorexics, were misunderstood...
MidnightBloom3 1 month ago
@cmusicgirl27 Its more of a disorder. You are skinny and eat less, make yourself vomit because you think you're fat, and you grow attached to it so much that is BECOMES a disease.. It doesnt start as a disease but otherwise yes I see your point
1018paige 2 weeks ago
ive been wanting 2 do anorexia but after seeing this vidio it changed my mindd :)
clumsyblonde100 1 month ago
@clumsyblonde100 i can tell you're a clumsyblonde..
alyhs3 1 month ago
looking a that fat chick on the second picture is wierd
MortiusNuntiusClan 1 month ago
1;48 you are beautiful <3 Dont let ANYONE tell you that you aren't . <3
BornWithBeauty111 1 month ago
I just watch this because i like the song and i cant find it anywhere else. D:
Zaylieeex3 1 month ago
i hope u stay strong and keep getting better :)
twilightlover1115 1 month ago
Whats The Name Of The First Song? o-o
CharmaineVelazquezz 1 month ago
@CharmaineVelazquezz 90210 by Wale.
LoveEssa63 1 month ago
You are so pretty
lolalollipop10 1 month ago
Don't take that the wrong way though. You were skinny from the start.
KaseyIsBlonde 1 month ago
You weren't super thin. Like, I'm 102 lb. & I'm not sick... You were getting sick, not because you were anorexic.. Anorexia is being severely underweight. You didn't look underweight. You felt the symptoms you did because you weren't eating. You may of had a small case of ana, but you weren't super duper skinny like most anas. Most anas are 80-105.... I would know. I had very bad ana. I suffered from it for four years. I was at 86 lb. at age 13, and just recently recovered. I'm 14, 5'2, &102 lb.
KaseyIsBlonde 1 month ago
@KaseyIsBlonde She's probably taller than you, and plus any dramatic weight loss can make you sick. Ana is obsession with weight loss, and not eating.
XLindsayxLachrymoseX 1 month ago
@XLindsayxLachrymoseX She still wasn't that skinny
KaseyIsBlonde 1 month ago
@KaseyIsBlonde But she still was starving herself ... e.o
XLindsayxLachrymoseX 1 month ago
you are beautiful and i am proud of you
industrialqueen234 1 month ago
How tall are you??
nicoleISosum 1 month ago
I weigh 123 and I am 5 foot 7, Its a perfectly healthy weight...you honestly do not look that tall at least not as tall as I am, but it is hard to tell seeing as I am only going off of the pictures. I admit you look thin, but healthy. How tall are you?
Datsom1292 1 month ago
it's sad how people say that you weren't skinny enough...people in the comments are just idiots. she had two eating disorders and she's still trying to recover, give her a break.
ItsCedesHoee 1 month ago
how tall r u?
ChooChooMichou 1 month ago
what song was in the begining ?
bellawella33 1 month ago 3
i am so sickened by a majority of the comments on this video. before you watch a video about eating disorders and have an opinion on them, educate yourself on them. people with eating disorders have an altered image of themselves. and whether you think the person is "thin enough" to have an eating disorder or not, an eating disorder is classified by it's symptoms and habits. not by weight. and "TimetoDropIt", you fail anorexia by letting it take over your life. not by loosing more weight.
FauxPunkFatigued 1 month ago
you don't even look that thin in any of the pics sorry to tell you but you failed at anorexia, I was fucking 85 pounds at my lightest, Annd I didn't fucking cry about it either. Stuuupid
TimetoDropIt 1 month ago in playlist More videos from TooMuchEyeliner101
Consider you look normal sized in every single picture, and look perfectly healthy.
Attention whore much.
VioletHydraIsSoGawff 1 month ago
@VioletHydraIsSoGawff your a dick. nuff said
grumpybunny3 1 month ago
Your beautiful<3
LolaBunniiBaybee 1 month ago
im sorry but in the first few photos you dont look 158....i wish you good luck i hope things get better, you are beautiful and to be honest, if you had no friends because of the way you looked,then that is their problem i think i would rather have no friends than friends that only like me because the way i looked...your a strong person and great for your mom and lil sis some people dont have that kind of help :)
Flobot2010 1 month ago
whats the name of the first song played i love it!!!
13kubby 1 month ago
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ItsLilDulceBitch 1 month ago
@13kubby wale - 90210
ItsLilDulceBitch 1 month ago
@ItsLilDulceBitch THANK YOUUUU. i LOVE YOU NOW!!! xDD not rly but yea thanks. (:
Zaylieeex3 1 month ago
i am so happy that you got better
danibug1234 1 month ago
why are all these pics mostly of ur face? it doesnt really seem like you lost a dramatic amount /: good story but it just seems like you need to get over urself and realize its stupid without having reach out for more attention which is probably why this problem started.. because you felt like not enough ppl paid attention to you.. get the fuck over it! im not trying to be offensive but if more ppl get that mentality the world will be a better place. <3
duhfrost1 1 month ago
My dear, you are beautiful, and I'm sorry you had to go through such a thing as anorexia. It's one of the hardest things to battle. Dont let the idiots get you hun, they're a bunch of fools who don't understand. Stay strong and happy. <3
DracTheRipper 1 month ago
yu people are heartless </33 shes sharing her struggle with yu people and u talk negative about it, yu people are plain heartless, u are gorgeus and u shouldnt have to struggle with weight ur beutiful (: <33
xonikTOY 1 month ago
@MrWiskers2000 She isn't searching for attention, she's telling life story, she made this to show her stuggle&to show people how bad it is. If you really look you can see she lost a lot of weight, she went for like 158 to 125, just because she wasn't 90 pounds doesn't mean she wasn't anorexic. Anorexia is when you stop eating; Bulimia is when you throw up after eating. With both you see yourself as not skinny enough all the time. Suffering with anorexia isn't "searching for attention"; grow up.
ThePrimetimesoflife 1 month ago
you're pretty!:3
MeganTheLyricMonster 1 month ago
@MrWiskers2000 Stop being all judgemental! Honestly.. And do