Breakdown

[AshaSaisRawr]

i love the movie cyberbully its so insperational

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@AshaSaisRawr I have only seen that one part but it looked interesting.

[AshaSaisRawr]

@CrystalRainDrop789 you should watch the whole movie its realy good :)

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@AshaSaisRawr I don't want to be re-triggered though. Just seeing other parts of the movie would upset me at this point.

[somekindamillie]

i totally get that, i saw a scene the other day where a character overdoses and is taken to hospital and it really upset me, had major flashbacks it was pretty awful! i wonder if it will ever stop being so upsetting/triggering?

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@somekindamillie I'm not sure.

[laurelisavantgarde]

I've seen that program before...It amazes me sometimes how insensitive shows can be to these kinds of issues. I definitely think they need to be notified about it. That's horrible and I'm sorry it affected you in that way. Take care.

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@laurelisavantgarde Thanks!

[whatsleftofhim]

That's horrible what they were making fun of; I have a pretty good sense of humor about things but some things I can't...I just can't. I would have probably had a similar reaction. You're such a sweetheart and you don't deserve those overwhelming feelings of guilt. I'm almost never able to see a trigger coming, I'm not even sure what triggers me half the time.

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@whatsleftofhim It was pretty sudden.

[cbrepp]

Yeah, movies and tv can be very triggering for me too sometimes. I've learned to kind of shut my head off when I sense that something triggering is coming.

BTW... Looks pretty amazing wherever you are. :) I'm in the midwest and it's super frigid!

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@cbrepp It's pretty cold where I am but that day was nice.

[bgolferman]

how are the glasses working out for you? they looked nice when you wore them in the last video..

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@bgolferman I got new glasses and they are working ok. I may need to get the prescription fixed.

[MichaelPaoli]

Breakdown ... and bit of "repair"/maintenance work, and things are much better again.

Try not to sweat it too much.

And yeah, no accounting for taste - e.g. in TV shows.

Upset/angry at them - "how dare they?"

If you want, maybe write them a letter ... just draft it first,

review/edit it when you're more calm and composed - still want to send it - do so.

Physical mail gets more attention - emails easier to ignore/delete, than stacks/bags of letters piled on the desk - not so easy to ignore.

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@MichaelPaoli I was going to call them about it.

[CrystalRainDrop789]

@akumie2 Yea