I'm a BPD sufferer and you have got it all right I have them feelings some of feelings are under control with the medication I'm taking eg to stop the self harm and suicidal attempts and thoughts and feelings but it doesn't fix everything I have days of feeling great and nothing could possibly go wrong and I love everyone but then bad days un controllable feelings of sadness and crying like everyone and everything has gone wrong hate towards people wanting to run away and hide not just the worl
BPD sucks but at the same time ... It's me. People love me or hate me for it. They love the way I act when I'm at a 'peak', so impulsive and fun to hang out with. But when I'm so depressed .. men, all hell breaks loose. Don't want to be alone, hate people for not seeing it, but can't stand to be near them. So much contradiction between my feelings, needs, thoughts. It's driving me crazy! But I don't want to live without it to be honest, I just want to control it and take the best out of it.
What? So I get tortured by every adult that comes into my life growing up, get diagnosed BPD even though I prefer to spend my time with animals and a few people, take time to weigh all opinions/options before deciding and am basically opposite BPD will be stuck with this label for the rest of my life? *&@% that noise.
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I know there's a man in all you people. jus grw up and fight and be strong and overcome your self made ideals of sadness. i used to think i had bpd nd i have been diagnosed with depression nd i take meds. the meds i know are bullshit! but if u really want to change, jus live ur life pursuing your dreams and die trying! No offense but stop being pussies! I used to strictly believe i had bpd nd i had all the symptoms, but i said fuck this! i need t change. So fukin change nd grow a pair fuckers!!!
@marathoner92 You know nothing about bpd sir and i kindly suggest you not say these things to these people, as bpd have had enough pain in their lives. they have had more pain than most and that is why they are fucked up. so honestly, stfu and talk about something you understand please
This video is really good. I've been refused a dignoises until I'm 18 (i'm currently 15) even though these people refusing have amitted it themselves but wont offically do it until I am an "adult".
I have trait in my life I never understood before and thanks to this video it all sort of links together now so thank you.
I hear you, hope life gets better as we all understand it more. So many people left out because people don't understand. I't;s apart of me and will most likely always be. You may think I have no interest all. It's not half true, but sometimes I just need to cope with myself....... which at times can be plenty :(
@MissBorderlinemind-i feel ya, i really do sometimes i just go crazy nd i cnt stop,ill push others away nd ill take in things way worse than it seems nd i only realize that after i can get a clear view of what' been happening.which brings even more down than usual.I really do feel alone and scared sometimes. And it seems nobody really gives a fuck, but im holdin on strong rite now, i mean i have to right? Inisde and out im tearing apart but i dont want to feel like it anymore... have to fight it
1:24 ... cry
heathernunya 1 month ago
I'm a BPD sufferer and you have got it all right I have them feelings some of feelings are under control with the medication I'm taking eg to stop the self harm and suicidal attempts and thoughts and feelings but it doesn't fix everything I have days of feeling great and nothing could possibly go wrong and I love everyone but then bad days un controllable feelings of sadness and crying like everyone and everything has gone wrong hate towards people wanting to run away and hide not just the worl
Emmjanearapoglu 1 month ago
After reading 0:47 I'm going to book myself in to the Doctors!!
Gothtecdotcom 2 months ago
0:34 bang on!!!!!
Gothtecdotcom 2 months ago
Why is it that I believe that people with BPS want to be 'crazy' .????
MsLAB24 3 months ago
mine too
francepetre 4 months ago
BPD sucks but at the same time ... It's me. People love me or hate me for it. They love the way I act when I'm at a 'peak', so impulsive and fun to hang out with. But when I'm so depressed .. men, all hell breaks loose. Don't want to be alone, hate people for not seeing it, but can't stand to be near them. So much contradiction between my feelings, needs, thoughts. It's driving me crazy! But I don't want to live without it to be honest, I just want to control it and take the best out of it.
PrinIICess 8 months ago
What? So I get tortured by every adult that comes into my life growing up, get diagnosed BPD even though I prefer to spend my time with animals and a few people, take time to weigh all opinions/options before deciding and am basically opposite BPD will be stuck with this label for the rest of my life? *&@% that noise.
fLiPpAntMisSCreanT 9 months ago 2
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I know there's a man in all you people. jus grw up and fight and be strong and overcome your self made ideals of sadness. i used to think i had bpd nd i have been diagnosed with depression nd i take meds. the meds i know are bullshit! but if u really want to change, jus live ur life pursuing your dreams and die trying! No offense but stop being pussies! I used to strictly believe i had bpd nd i had all the symptoms, but i said fuck this! i need t change. So fukin change nd grow a pair fuckers!!!
marathoner92 1 year ago
@marathoner92 GTFO.
radlergirl 5 months ago
@marathoner92 You know nothing about bpd sir and i kindly suggest you not say these things to these people, as bpd have had enough pain in their lives. they have had more pain than most and that is why they are fucked up. so honestly, stfu and talk about something you understand please
laurag333 4 months ago
Just got diagnosed with it:'(!:'(
TashaRichardsonFan 1 year ago
What the heck this is a TLC song lol
hellokitty12 1 year ago
i have a qustion for you
lustforpian211 1 year ago
my synpathies go out to the family members who....NOT fu!
tulpoy 1 year ago
Borderline ruined me once. I love this song. What is it?
MegaMentalcase 1 year ago
@MegaMentalcase its called unpretty and its by a group called TLC :)
EvalinaxCullen 1 year ago
This video is really good. I've been refused a dignoises until I'm 18 (i'm currently 15) even though these people refusing have amitted it themselves but wont offically do it until I am an "adult".
I have trait in my life I never understood before and thanks to this video it all sort of links together now so thank you.
HBAS xx
HidesBehindASmilex 1 year ago 2
@HidesBehindASmilex
IF you are diagnosed, the insurance companies wont support you! Go without the diagnoses because you can still be eligible for various insurances.
Take care.
BigHornCanyon 7 months ago
BPD has been hell in my life.
MissBorderlinemind 2 years ago 26
mine too
kesf09 2 years ago 5
@MissBorderlinemind
I hear you, hope life gets better as we all understand it more. So many people left out because people don't understand. I't;s apart of me and will most likely always be. You may think I have no interest all. It's not half true, but sometimes I just need to cope with myself....... which at times can be plenty :(
19b00ts77 1 year ago
@MissBorderlinemind-i feel ya, i really do sometimes i just go crazy nd i cnt stop,ill push others away nd ill take in things way worse than it seems nd i only realize that after i can get a clear view of what' been happening.which brings even more down than usual.I really do feel alone and scared sometimes. And it seems nobody really gives a fuck, but im holdin on strong rite now, i mean i have to right? Inisde and out im tearing apart but i dont want to feel like it anymore... have to fight it
tjkid54 1 year ago