Scarred

[cdfitz100]

its good that u were able to make this instead of hurting yourself. thats probly a better way of dealing, may be ill try! looved the vid tho

[marydepugh]

Very Good video, thanks...

[nasia17805]

Wow, I really like this.... been there, good to write/create than other things.

Line by RebelTrouble: I'm not sure I'd call myself an emo coz I feel that labels are kinda depersonalizing, I'm just a person who's been thro too much in life and it's tough to learn how to express that in a more healthy way. Screaming is not enough...but maybe in a way this vid was my way of screaming and it did help. I so agree

[CCraZGirl101]

this is an awesome vid and i kno it touches home with alot of ppl...ur def not alone here.

[BamLover111458]

great song.. who's it by?

[mylovelyscars]

Bleed Like Me by Garbage. its a great song!

[gallabonga]

special video. I liked it. reminds a bit of myself..I've struggled for some years but now I've got help, talking to soem grownups..all though I don't know what to say..I know how I feel but the same time I can't get it out with words. And that just make me think about it more. Hope you're doing ok =)

[stopselfinjury]

Glad you reach out to help others also

[ClaraMariaGoldstein]

Your are able to convey your feelings very well. Just excellent artists can this. There is something called Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) that really works to help release emotional pain. It is easy and you can learn find and learn it for free in the Internet. It has to do with the meridians. It is simple too. Give it a try because emotional pain hurts more than physical pain.

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you ClaraMariaGoldstein, I'll check that ETF out.

[str9931]

this was a really great alternative. i really know how hard it is to try and stop and focus on taking care of yourself

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you str9931. You sound like you understand this from the inside. If you ever need a friend feel free to PM me, k?

[tapeworm489]

are you an emo. i am and i know when to stop hurting myself. whenever i want to i just scream. i find you very strong and you can make a great role model for people. good charlotte also helps me there song hold on is good. real good. you should listen to it.

[RebelTrouble]

I'm not sure I'd call myself an emo coz I feel that labels are kinda depersonalizing, I'm just a person who's been thro too much in life and it's tough to learn how to express that in a more healthy way. Screaming is not enough...but maybe in a way this vid was my way of screaming and it did help.

I'll look for that song, thanks.

If you ever need someone to listen or get to know the person behind the label then feel free to PM me, k?

[tapeworm489]

also their new song march on. the group is 2 twins and 3 others. the twins guitarist benji and vocals joel are a broken family who pulled themselves up. their dad up and left them at 16 and there mom always cared. even through hard times in poverty she payed for like guitars and lessens and vocals and then in highschool there buddies at the talent show were liked and they all had some manger ask to be their manager. now they are bigshots. look up a better bio for more

[stopselfinjury]

Thanks for posting this, a lot of truth in it. You sure got the right idea, better ways to cope. creating this video instead of self injuring is a brilliant idea, find more ways to cope also, great job

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you stopselfinjury.

I have a lot of ways of coping and if anyone would find it helpful to hear them then feel free to PM me and I'll tell them about them...or chat with them about it and listen to how they're struggling.

[arsenalrclass93]

good production my dad is a doc an da advice he wud give is always keep positive and you will come around to being lightened again with happy spirits

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you arsenalrclass93.

Positive isn't always possible...but working towards healing the things that drag me down is and that's what I try to do.

I'm getting there.

[hr8brokn]

great vid..you are so strong .wish i could be so.thanx and tc..XX

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you hr8brokn, I'm not always strong...just trying to cope the best way I can.

Please feel free to PM me if you ever need a friend to help you to fight when you can't be strong too.

[ccaddell06]

nice vid V positive a trick ive found that helps is holding ice it hurts but does no damage

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Ccaddell. I'v used that one and it does help. I tend to use an elastic band worn on my wrist so I can snap it against my skin most often...I find that's the one that works best for me.

[chocolateismyhero]

well done... really touching video, and i luv how u r turning ur negative experience into a positive one by using it to inform and help others. ur a view strong person. much luv to u.

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Chocoalteismyhero. It helps when people say things like that. I think if I can do that then I can make what I've been thro worth it.

I also run with my partner a website for survivors of abuse and friends and family who support them, to achieve the same thing. There's a link to it in my profile page if anyone wants to check it out.

[cazpearl]

your so brave. i wish i could be as brave as you and pull through but its so hard. amazing video. xxx

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Cazpearl. It is so hard and I'm not brave but I face wot I have to with the help of some awesome friends. I wish equally supportive friends into your life to help you.

Feel fre to message me any time.

[BrooklynGirl10]

i luv it!

[samsam594]

pretty...i love it

hope it all works

[RebelTrouble]

thank you samsam594

[xSweetCrimsonLovex]

very nice video..it sucks going through all that trust me.

[RebelTrouble]

thank you xSweetCrimsonLovex. Yeah it does suck. Sorry that you understand that so well.

[emgape]

You are very brave.Insteresting video thanks for sharing.

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Emgape.

[3flipmafia]

i have a good friend, who was suicidal n stuff, and she is n therapy now yay, but this will really help ppl thro alot if they think about things like ya kno what their life is worth, and ppl arent as bad as they try to be ya kno u just gotta do wat ppl do to u no matter wat, this video has to be one of the things on youtube that makes the most since ever

much loves-

colin b compton

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Colin. Your comment means a lot to me and I'm glad you think my video makes sense.

I'm really glad your friend is in therapy now and I really hope she's able to work thro how she's feeling.

[femaledragonx]

you are wonderful. thank you for making this video.

would love to see you do more like this. you are quite good at it.

-from an ex cutter

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you femaledragonx. I'm sure I will make more similar videos in the future coz I use them as a coping mechanism to try to stop myself from using less healthy ways of handling my feelings.

I'm assuming how you've signed your comment means you've found more healthy ways too and I'm glad :)

Your comment means a lot, thank you.

[anticonformity1]

this is good... good job.

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you :)

[NoMoReEMo212]

this is one of the most emo things i have ever seen so it sucks

big time

[RebelTrouble]

People like you just can't handle reality. Keep your comments to yourself.

[johndoe91011]

Hugs hun.. you are worth more than you know!!

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you *hugs back*

[silentfades]

I dont know you and I dont know what to say but I can tell you if you and I were having a cup of coffee and you were sharing about this I would shut up really listen and let you know in my eyes I am hearing you and reach over and touch your arm and say I am so sorry for the pain you feel I am here and I care.

Marc

[RebelTrouble]

That meens a lot and I think you must be a pretty great friend. You sound a really sweet person and you telling me you care here meens just as much as it would have IRL like that.

Thank you Marc

[JealousGuy]

Wow, that is a great song. Great video too. A friend of mine once told me that there is always "a way". Judging by your obvious sense of creativity I'm sure you'll find it sooner than you think :)

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you JealousGuy. You're friend's right. Although even SI is a 'way' sometimes - a way to stay alive when it hurts too much to live.

Right now my creativity is my way...I can put my feeling into this instead of into those less healthy ways. Sometimes I'm not strong enough to keep to that but I'm learning to more.

[kykim6440]

Your video is very soulful. Many people have issues in some sense of that word but, what does it really mean? Everyone has an issue I think. People think that Alcoholism is an issue, not a disease. I wished that some could walk in my shoes and see what it's like to watch your entire life rolling away out to sea in waves and you have no control. Am I a "freak"? I've been called selfish and rude. I care about others. It's me that I don't care about anymore. Peace

[RebelTrouble]

*stardust* to you kykim6440.

You're not a freak. No one can see inside another persons heart or mind so no one has the right to lable you.

You're right I don't think there's a person in the world who doesn't have issues of some kind...just some of our issues are less 'socially acceptable'. That doesn't make us bad...and learning that has been a big thing for me.

Let others care about you even when you can't care for yourself @};-

[mercyspain]

Who sings this song??

[RebelTrouble]

It's Bleed like me by Garbage :-)

[jesmalu]

hugs

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you. *hugs back*

[faintstarlite]

We're all scarred and flawed in different ways. Don't ever feel you're alone in this.

[RebelTrouble]

So true faintstarlite. So often we don't see peoples scars because they're hidden inside.

As well as helping me to work through my own issues I also make these videos to remind others of that very fact - that when they feel scarred they're not alone. I don't want anyone to feel as alone as I have at times...and I've learnt that when I can reach out to others in my pain neither of us end up having to walk it alone *hugs*

[RainbowsBubble]

hugs to u hun..

another good vid too..

[RebelTrouble]

*hugs back* thank you.

[TootieLizardTush]

I think it's amazing and encouraging that you have chosen to try and break the cycle by diverting your engergy into these videos. I am 100% behind you and have subscribed in the hopes of seeing more of you:)

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you TootieLizardTush.

[mopploppa]

Yes! This is true, it is possible to change the pattern, I have.

Walk on =)

[RebelTrouble]

Thank you Mopploppa. And I'm glad you have.