~This video made me cry, it made me think about loosing my mom, it made me think sometimes I dont realise what she means to me because if I ever lost her I wouldnt know what to do and Im 26, let alone having this happen being younger and at a time when a daughter needs her mother to take care of her. Very touching thank you, will definately appreciate what I have alot more
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i just want to let you know that i kind of know what you're going through. My mom left right after i turned 4. she moved halway across the country with her new boyfriend and started a new family just a couple years later. she called us at least a few times a week and would spend 2 weeks with us every summer. we saw her for new years in 2000 and that was the last time i ever saw her or talked to her. she sent us birthday gifts once in a great while. i'm so sorry for what you had to go through :(
You are such a brave person! I'm sure your mom, David and your little brother or sister are looking down on you and smiling with pride! What an amazing girl you are!
I dont no whethrr u vl read this...but..i was in tears by the end of this video...literal tears...i dnt know wht it feels like to NOT hav a mom...but i thnk i no wht it may feel like..if my moms out fr like a week...i get jumpy..i cry evry night remembering her...hoping she is ok...messaging her gooodnight...
I loved ur video.....and dont say that u r alone...u have me! :) u may not know me....but well...i care! :)
I feel the same way.... I lost my dad May 1,2010 that was 19 days before my tenth birthday........I didnt cry at his funeral but i have cried a few times alone i just didnt know waht to do...
i always used to take my parents for granted, i used to be so horrible to them and i would be so ashamed to be seen with my dad in public, because i was so self concious and i thought if people met him they would think he was weird or whatever. but i've learned, and i've seen what it's like not to have a parent and that has made me appreciate them so much more. i couldn't imagine my life without them, and it must be extremely hard for you. i have so much love for you. stay strong <3
awh, this made me so SAD. </3. My dad died when I was 9 on December 23. It sucked so much, and my mom was so sad. It sucks that he's gone. Now my moms having health problems, & I really don't want her gone.. If you ever need to talk to someone I'm here for you:)
I'm so sorry about your mom and I know how you feel. I lost my dad when I was five and I always wonder how it would be if he were here. But my mom has remarried and I have moved on and become stronger through my loss. I wish you the best you are in my prayers <3
My dad died April 24th, 2008. I know what you're feeling and I'm so sorry you have to go through this pain :( I was really close to my dad so it killed me inside when he died. Im praying for you girl :)
That was touching. This happend to my cousin and I almost fell over balwing, her mom died a few day before yours and it's just heart felt that someone else is going through that with her
Dont feel alone. God is with you always and wants you to come to him with any probllem you may have. He is the best friend you could ever have you know. TAlk to him. He'll listen. I'm here too if you just wanna talk.
When you showed the date, I thought of my cousin dying July 5, 2000. She lived in Alaska and had cancer... I saw her every Fourth of July, but she couldn't come this year, she was too sick... She died the day after I was supposed to see her again...
I could literally hear my heart cracking by each flash card that came. Keep your head up, keep smiling, and tell yourself how amazing you are. And look for a.brighter tomorrow :)
@26ashleybaby Hey chicky! I'm the same age a few months older I have the ewxzact same story. My mom died whe I was 4 1/2 and in I hope for the best for you and your very pretty! (not in the lezbian way!) And don't feel bad ! :) Live love and laugh! <3
i hope you read this well you probally wont but i cried because it made me remember december,14,2009 my mom was murdered i loved her so much she was the only person i could turn too well i rlly hope you see this and thx for yout time
Thanks for sharing this story! I Think that you dont have to be alone and you can always have someone to talk to! the answer Is JESUS!:) He is a friends closer then a brother and trusting aloving caring friend who will always have you back!:) it is sad to seet hose you love leave but God has a purpose and a plan for everyone and things work out according to him! Trust in him ashley you will get further in life!:)
Hey, My names Ashley too. Thanks Ashley, so much for sharing this story. I have no idea the specific pain you're feeling, of losing your mother, but I completely understand the feeling of loss. On March 1st, 2006 Spc. Christpher S. Merchant was KIA in Iraq when a rocket propelled grenade hit the humvee he was riding in. He was my friend, my godfather, and my uncle. Losing him, it was the worst thing in the world. But each day, I get a little bit stronger. Thanks for sharing your story Ashley :)
Me n my dad recently got into a fight bc he chose his feonce over me n I told him one of these days I'm not going to like him just like the rest of his daughters... N I feel bad bc when I went home I normally get out of the truck n kiss him goodnight n say I love you dad but that night I didn't... He rolled down his window waiting for me to kiss him goodbye but all I said was night dad n walked away n he said night Jez I love you n I walked in the house crying... I feel so bad for doing it tho
I know whats its like not to have a mom. My mom left me when I was 1. She picked drugs over me. She gave me up but i talked to her back in May on my birthday well now, she is in Jail for stealing money from her son, his benefit money, my brother after he was set on fire by my moms boyfriend. My dad I rarely ever see. and I also live with my Grandparents.
you are so brave, im so sorry about what happened, i couldnt say i know how it feels but i just couldnt imagine. dont tell us to stay strong, tell yourself.
God has a huge purpose for you, when u feel alone, call out to Him He wants to hear your beautiful voice calling out for healing<3 you hvae my support girl your amazing and im very sorry for your loss:( stay strong tho and keep the faith<3 :)
As a mom, my heart breaks for you, but I'm sure your mom is looking down from heaven on you & smiling at want a great young woman you've become. Stay strong & make her proud!!
You're beautiful, and such a strong person for posting this. I'll be praying for you and your family.
if you ever need anything email me any time. thevegetariandinosaur @ aol . com ; and my blog has alot of stuff relating to topics like this, you could read that sometime if you'd like thevegetariandinosaur . com
this vedio made me cry, im always gonna be here for you even though i dont know u, you inspuered me. im glad you did this, it just gave me a messsage i probaly would have never found if it wasnt for you! thanks!!!
@1:28 omg she is only 11 years old? you are so beutiful i love your eyes and if you need anybody to talk to just talk to me because even though i act like a tough bad girl i have a story behind me (just like everybody else) i am really nice and i am a good listener so lets start with how are you doing :-)
This was so weird to watch. Because in a way, You are me. Like, almost exactly. This really touched me that there's someone like me out in the world. You are not alone.
Im watching this at 6:00 in the am...and i woke my mom up with tears in my eyes telling her i love her and hugged her....she was confused lol.....thanks for amking this video...
I now will tell my mom everyday i love her!. . .i don't really have a good relationship with my dad but you made me want to tell them i love them everyday because i dont know what tomorrow brings. . .your really pretty by the way :) and your eyes are so beautiful!!!. . .im jelly!!! :)
Im really sorry about your mom and dad and brother. I can relate to this video because when i lost my mom 9 months ago, 1 week after my bday. So if you ever need to talk to somebody, u can talk to me cuz i know what it feels like.
This is a powerful video. You know i dont have the best relationship with my father but when he was in the hospital back in May for a few days it affected me more then i ever thought it would.
I literally started crying when i was watching this
bigbird9856 19 hours ago
I love you -3
LADYQsponsorp 19 hours ago
this touched my heart
chachamall8 1 day ago
Your pretty
thebigrusssian 3 days ago
ur my insperation -3 stay strong
123jbhater 4 days ago
This really made me cry, you're so strong.
xxsupersaab 5 days ago
My mom has a cancer that you cant cure and I think about loosing her every day and btw u have really pretty eyes
mboneloveforever98 1 week ago
~This video made me cry, it made me think about loosing my mom, it made me think sometimes I dont realise what she means to me because if I ever lost her I wouldnt know what to do and Im 26, let alone having this happen being younger and at a time when a daughter needs her mother to take care of her. Very touching thank you, will definately appreciate what I have alot more
2005elishal 1 week ago
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9j3nnAy1 1 week ago
Stay strong:) Keep smiling:) Your smile is really nice so always smile;)
charcousins 1 week ago
Stay Strong <3 i dont know you but i will always be here to talk <3
rockstarholley 1 week ago
i really thought about this and i cried really bad. after seeing this video i tell my parents i love them everyday
lilmimi4100 2 weeks ago
i just want to let you know that i kind of know what you're going through. My mom left right after i turned 4. she moved halway across the country with her new boyfriend and started a new family just a couple years later. she called us at least a few times a week and would spend 2 weeks with us every summer. we saw her for new years in 2000 and that was the last time i ever saw her or talked to her. she sent us birthday gifts once in a great while. i'm so sorry for what you had to go through :(
rosaramirez10001 2 weeks ago
You are such a brave person! I'm sure your mom, David and your little brother or sister are looking down on you and smiling with pride! What an amazing girl you are!
DTKtv 2 weeks ago
You r awesome, dont do suicide, no matter how tempting it really is! U r such a good person!!
giantpumpkinchamp 2 weeks ago
Really sad but anyways,im 13 days older than u
TheRahmatllah125 3 weeks ago
I was in tears at the end.
hollyCjuggalettex 3 weeks ago
I cried when I watched this. It's so sad. I really like the video though, i'm glad u posted it.
xElleVictoriax 3 weeks ago
I dont no whethrr u vl read this...but..i was in tears by the end of this video...literal tears...i dnt know wht it feels like to NOT hav a mom...but i thnk i no wht it may feel like..if my moms out fr like a week...i get jumpy..i cry evry night remembering her...hoping she is ok...messaging her gooodnight...
I loved ur video.....and dont say that u r alone...u have me! :) u may not know me....but well...i care! :)
TheSandyee21 3 weeks ago
Xo
Annalovesyou1992 3 weeks ago
I lost my dad 5 years ago we were very close
You never have to feel alone if you ever need someone to talk to please message me
If you'd like I will give you my cell number
Let me know please
Love and peace to you
iamaprincesssowhat 3 weeks ago
I feel the same way.... I lost my dad May 1,2010 that was 19 days before my tenth birthday........I didnt cry at his funeral but i have cried a few times alone i just didnt know waht to do...
ForeverCowlGirls 4 weeks ago
i always used to take my parents for granted, i used to be so horrible to them and i would be so ashamed to be seen with my dad in public, because i was so self concious and i thought if people met him they would think he was weird or whatever. but i've learned, and i've seen what it's like not to have a parent and that has made me appreciate them so much more. i couldn't imagine my life without them, and it must be extremely hard for you. i have so much love for you. stay strong <3
sophiemirandax 1 month ago
awh, this made me so SAD. </3. My dad died when I was 9 on December 23. It sucked so much, and my mom was so sad. It sucks that he's gone. Now my moms having health problems, & I really don't want her gone.. If you ever need to talk to someone I'm here for you:)
LoveToBeCrazy2337 1 month ago
wow , this is really sad , i hope everything works out in future :S
mrassyrianking1 1 month ago
wow that sound exactly like my story except my dad died on my parents anniversary
koko3310DUCK 1 month ago
I'm so sorry about your mom and I know how you feel. I lost my dad when I was five and I always wonder how it would be if he were here. But my mom has remarried and I have moved on and become stronger through my loss. I wish you the best you are in my prayers <3
cheergirlz0809 1 month ago
sorry this hurts i wish i can give u a hug....but if you really knew me i think you will faint
matthias100 1 month ago
My dad died April 24th, 2008. I know what you're feeling and I'm so sorry you have to go through this pain :( I was really close to my dad so it killed me inside when he died. Im praying for you girl :)
sarahrocksful 1 month ago
That was touching. This happend to my cousin and I almost fell over balwing, her mom died a few day before yours and it's just heart felt that someone else is going through that with her
Chubbiecheeks13 1 month ago
I want to be your bestfriend :)
You're pretty && don't feel alone ..
mushykiss1 1 month ago
i hate my mom....you can have her! i dont consider her as my mother,,,to me, i have no mother. id be glad to let you have her!
bobbyknight69 1 month ago
You have really small eyes
sicklea 1 month ago
@26ashleybaby,
SaraEvans15 1 month ago
I'm sorry for your loss.!! I cant imagine.
Dont feel alone. God is with you always and wants you to come to him with any probllem you may have. He is the best friend you could ever have you know. TAlk to him. He'll listen. I'm here too if you just wanna talk.
SaraEvans15 1 month ago
This is so inspiring ! I am crying right now ! :')
20PurpleDinosaur 1 month ago
my mom died when I was 13 :(
Forzakencookeh 1 month ago
are u born 2000? ;o
mmalinvideo 1 month ago
@mmalinvideo No. I was born in 1995. My mom died in 2000
26ashleybaby 1 month ago
<3 ur the best ashley and ur so strong
-ariel
ariel1111111118 1 month ago
So sorry that you lost your mom. This video even made me cry, and think...a lot!
musicaddict682 1 month ago
When you showed the date, I thought of my cousin dying July 5, 2000. She lived in Alaska and had cancer... I saw her every Fourth of July, but she couldn't come this year, she was too sick... She died the day after I was supposed to see her again...
kbamiot 1 month ago
Omg i a srry !! This videeo had me crying and i gave a min to think how i really dont apprecaite the things i ahve and now i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JazzyFae1201 1 month ago
Im so sorry, The part that got me crying was Dont say you hate your mom or dad.. .I'm still crying.
hutchhighrocks 1 month ago
aww im just a little older than u
musicheart1010 1 month ago
Wow, that's sad :( I'm sorry that happened to you. This video made me cry :'( Stay strong!
nfe0821 1 month ago
(: You look just like Taylor swift:)
Heyheydancelover 1 month ago 2
This is so a cool story.. now your mom is your guardian angel she is up there taking care of you... dont be alone im here for you!! <3
Viajeramzm4 2 months ago
very well done, brought tears to my eyes,
shutupkevin316 2 months ago
Amazing -3
angelikaaax31 2 months ago
why dont you live with your dad and do you mind sharing your story about your dads job
suzanne2289 2 months ago
I could literally hear my heart cracking by each flash card that came. Keep your head up, keep smiling, and tell yourself how amazing you are. And look for a.brighter tomorrow :)
j2thacherry 2 months ago
i liteally cryed ... Keep your head up <3
minidollbaby2011 2 months ago
Thank you for all these lovely comments. It means the world to me ♥ love you all!
26ashleybaby 2 months ago 10
@26ashleybaby Hey chicky! I'm the same age a few months older I have the ewxzact same story. My mom died whe I was 4 1/2 and in I hope for the best for you and your very pretty! (not in the lezbian way!) And don't feel bad ! :) Live love and laugh! <3
MonsterLover1011 1 month ago
Your not alone. You're never alone. You're very strong Ashley :)
sgimember101 2 months ago
i hope you read this well you probally wont but i cried because it made me remember december,14,2009 my mom was murdered i loved her so much she was the only person i could turn too well i rlly hope you see this and thx for yout time
123leta 2 months ago 12
God you are beautiful inside and out
JennyGoodMusic 2 months ago
You have the most gorgeous eyes. And you're amazing-3
imemmala 2 months ago
you are really REALLY pretty.
& your story was absolutly amazing. c:
monsterunderthebed10 2 months ago
lol i love your eyes
1eew1 2 months ago
Thanks for sharing this story! I Think that you dont have to be alone and you can always have someone to talk to! the answer Is JESUS!:) He is a friends closer then a brother and trusting aloving caring friend who will always have you back!:) it is sad to seet hose you love leave but God has a purpose and a plan for everyone and things work out according to him! Trust in him ashley you will get further in life!:)
kailahill10 2 months ago
Hey, My names Ashley too. Thanks Ashley, so much for sharing this story. I have no idea the specific pain you're feeling, of losing your mother, but I completely understand the feeling of loss. On March 1st, 2006 Spc. Christpher S. Merchant was KIA in Iraq when a rocket propelled grenade hit the humvee he was riding in. He was my friend, my godfather, and my uncle. Losing him, it was the worst thing in the world. But each day, I get a little bit stronger. Thanks for sharing your story Ashley :)
ashgarjonjust1892 2 months ago
Im sorry hunny if you need to talk im here
nikkiluvsyou1026 2 months ago
Its easier to express yourself with cards with a lot of people. Its hard saying things in words sometimes.
arggg11 2 months ago
god will be thier for you why is all videos of this using cards and not talking
zipthehip25 2 months ago
Im very happy that this has no dislikes :)
CoRtNeE67 2 months ago
Me n my dad recently got into a fight bc he chose his feonce over me n I told him one of these days I'm not going to like him just like the rest of his daughters... N I feel bad bc when I went home I normally get out of the truck n kiss him goodnight n say I love you dad but that night I didn't... He rolled down his window waiting for me to kiss him goodbye but all I said was night dad n walked away n he said night Jez I love you n I walked in the house crying... I feel so bad for doing it tho
jezmen101 2 months ago
I know whats its like not to have a mom. My mom left me when I was 1. She picked drugs over me. She gave me up but i talked to her back in May on my birthday well now, she is in Jail for stealing money from her son, his benefit money, my brother after he was set on fire by my moms boyfriend. My dad I rarely ever see. and I also live with my Grandparents.
ForeverInMyHeart159 2 months ago
This is the first video that I have watched like this that actually made me cry. This is very touching. Stay strong. <3
chelseaisthebombxx3 2 months ago
i criedd !! aww i feel so badd but you're so brave and strongg !
MarlenaMarieM 2 months ago
you are so brave, im so sorry about what happened, i couldnt say i know how it feels but i just couldnt imagine. dont tell us to stay strong, tell yourself.
TheAbbz01 2 months ago
God has a huge purpose for you, when u feel alone, call out to Him He wants to hear your beautiful voice calling out for healing<3 you hvae my support girl your amazing and im very sorry for your loss:( stay strong tho and keep the faith<3 :)
MsBriannabrooke 2 months ago
As a mom, my heart breaks for you, but I'm sure your mom is looking down from heaven on you & smiling at want a great young woman you've become. Stay strong & make her proud!!
hfishmom 3 months ago
I'm still crying at this.. Stay strong hun xx sorry for your loss xx
lushfan911 3 months ago
Oh... honey.... so young to learn such bitter things. Any mom would be happy to have a daughter like you. Keep your head up, sweetie.
ceytd 3 months ago
I am so sorry for you loss. You have beautiful eyes.
TheNewlandA 3 months ago
You're beautiful, and such a strong person for posting this. I'll be praying for you and your family.
if you ever need anything email me any time. thevegetariandinosaur @ aol . com ; and my blog has alot of stuff relating to topics like this, you could read that sometime if you'd like thevegetariandinosaur . com
thevegetariandino 3 months ago
This is so beautiful, Ashley! You are a very strong girl for posting this and everything that has gone on in your life!
mrjlaj122208 3 months ago
this vedio made me cry, im always gonna be here for you even though i dont know u, you inspuered me. im glad you did this, it just gave me a messsage i probaly would have never found if it wasnt for you! thanks!!!
ninja1996ism 3 months ago
Youre beautiful. Stay strong! But if you dont mind telling , how did she pass ??:/
SarahYDanielle11 3 months ago
@babygurlyari thats the day her mother passed away. Shes 15 or 16. She was 5 when she passed
SarahYDanielle11 3 months ago
you are never alone hun <3
itscorfrheax 3 months ago
Stay strong love -3
Adrix369 3 months ago
@1:28 omg she is only 11 years old? you are so beutiful i love your eyes and if you need anybody to talk to just talk to me because even though i act like a tough bad girl i have a story behind me (just like everybody else) i am really nice and i am a good listener so lets start with how are you doing :-)
babygurlyari 3 months ago
<3 you are not a lone
CRAZYWZZY 3 months ago
Your so strong. Your my rolemodel.
You stayed strong. You put a smile on your face.
You hide the pain so others won't see.
your like me.
I don't want others knowing i'm not okay.
ZowieMisskittycat 3 months ago
Honestly you deserve so much respect. I love you, i might not know you but i have so much respect for you. This got me in tears, i feel you.
jdrizzy1818 3 months ago
This was so weird to watch. Because in a way, You are me. Like, almost exactly. This really touched me that there's someone like me out in the world. You are not alone.
missmolly2233 4 months ago
Im watching this at 6:00 in the am...and i woke my mom up with tears in my eyes telling her i love her and hugged her....she was confused lol.....thanks for amking this video...
And you have the prettiest eyes i have ever seen!
HazelSSful 4 months ago
I now will tell my mom everyday i love her!. . .i don't really have a good relationship with my dad but you made me want to tell them i love them everyday because i dont know what tomorrow brings. . .your really pretty by the way :) and your eyes are so beautiful!!!. . .im jelly!!! :)
KoLoRzRuLeZ 4 months ago
Hahaha but you can call me tonight. :) You're so pretty!
cigaretteskinny21 4 months ago
i dont have a mom either, im sorry girl .
lesbianstatus 4 months ago
Im really sorry about your mom and dad and brother. I can relate to this video because when i lost my mom 9 months ago, 1 week after my bday. So if you ever need to talk to somebody, u can talk to me cuz i know what it feels like.
aly123hug 4 months ago
You... are... yella..
garretthunt20 5 months ago
This is a powerful video. You know i dont have the best relationship with my father but when he was in the hospital back in May for a few days it affected me more then i ever thought it would.
lafan2003 6 months ago
im so sorry about your mom; i wouldnt know what it be like to not have a mom <3
allichichizola 6 months ago