I just left the church after being an always active, life long, mission serving, member for 30 years +. I wanted to believe it was true also. The problem is, I can now prove it false 10 different ways. You can see some of those ways if you watch the video my family made after leaving. it is posted at the top of PerfectTheSaints org Or you can search for it on YouTube. It is called "Why Our Family Left the Mormon Church"