Suicide Note - Dean Winchester - Supernatural

[darknight220]

Awesome!!!!!!!

[OnyxWildcat]

Wow....

[SaHiRaFJD]

what episode is in the beginning,when he's a demon?

[RedPaganPunk]

Was your goal to make me cry? Mission a-freaking-ccomplished! Crying Dean ALWAYS makes me bawl.

But seriously, AMAZING video and I love the song.

[fanpire311]

This video gives me chills its that good. I love how its like Sam is singing it about dean.

[Deanthecuteunicorn]

Wow this is good but sooo sad :( This is how Jensen is the best actor on Earth! Awesome video though

[Nassica666]

what episode is the clip @ 0:10 from?

[AshleyHalliwell3]

This is the most heartbreaking and beautiful Supernatural video I have ever watched.

[lydre0901]

I just love this song! I want to buy it, I just don't want the entire Underworld soundtrack!

[gonoree]

Try to watch this video while your listening to Jack's Mannequin - I`m ready <3 great video btw :)

[rraacchheelleelliizz]

Speechless!!!!!!!!!!

[Spirksbuttbaby]

L OVE THIS VID SOOOO HARD AND THE SONG AMAZIN!

[spikesbint]

There is no denying that this is one of the best supernatural videos ever!

[WingLiger496]

what episode is 3:16 from?

[Lkguest]

This is really Good... Thank you... :-))

[EMBRACEtheunknownx]

the show its self has so much emotion. I love this. you nailed it perfectly.

thank you for posting! <3

[nesrais]

good work (:

[DeidreHopkins]

wow, all i can say...wow! this is just so beautifuly dark

[poebelly]

Gorgeous editing and effects and awesome song choice! Thanks so much for sharing.

[helen89j]

Damn you! You made me cry!!! That was brilliant! Stop youtubing and start working for sup please! Your amazing!

[shadowedlife666]

this is so awesome

i love it

im jealous of your talent

What program did you use, if you dont mind me asking?

[multiplecats]

Excellent editing job, and very nice choice of music (Johnette Napolitano = amazing). (I'd love to see an HD version, if you have it?) Also, I just started watching Supernatural a few months ago and love it, and I've got a fair amount of catching up to do now. I had avoided it because I had the impression it was kinda vanilla, not much depth - boy was I wrong. Haha. Live and learn!

[Nadine01DW]

I just love the part "A stoic last stand / Of a dying man", both lyrics and editing *__* it's a wonderful job, really!

[Nadine01DW]

This video is AMAZING! I love the song you used and the way you matched clips to it, it's just PERFECT, you couldn't have done better! Excellent job!

[WhiteStripeBoys]

@cutesun I'm sure ur mom will stop if you tell her her it's upseting you and just chill and enjoy life you were put on this earth 4 a reason an if u havnt found it yet you will

I no I sound cheesy but it's true!!!

[CuteSunYe15]

@WhiteStripeBoys sorry for the late reply. well anyway she wouldnt listen, I have moved in with my bf, my moms doing better now, but Im still scared. but thank u, and no its not chessy lol

[NovembersGuest]

I don't remember if I've commented before or not, but I wanted to make sure you knew I really enjoyed this vid.

[CuteSunYe15]

wow beautiful song and video! Lately Iv been haveing dreams about wanting to commit Suicide, Im only 16. I dont think thats normal...

[ArmagonAuthor]

No, thinking about suicide is never a good thing. There is always something to live for, hun. Even if you can't see it yet. Is there anyone in your life that you can talk to?

[CuteSunYe15]

@ArmagonAuthor thanks for ur message, :) It cheered me up. Im getting better, havent been wanting to hurt myself for awhile now. since I relised I was put here on earth for a reason and it would be bad it I killed myself just becuz I was sad. I was watching a movie and some guy said "Suicide is a perniment sulition, to temperary problems" cant spell XD but anyway thank you

[ArmagonAuthor]

@CuteSunYe15

Sorry for the late reply hun, I guess I'm not getting my alerts.

I'm really glad to hear that you're feeling better. You are right, you are here for a reason and that is always important to remember. Talking it out is always a great thing, but it's also good to see that you are taking a positive move to change. You are very welcome, hun! :D

[CuteSunYe15]

hehe its okay :D Im happy now! but right now im going threw a hard time with my mom wanting to hurt herself (again) :"(

[ThiliRocks]

AWESOME..

[obeetaybee]

So absolutely gorgeous. Oh, Dean.

[impalanegra]

Your video is absolutely brilliant! I take it immediately to my favourites! Such a great job! I love it!

[Lauren04x]

This video is excellent! The best dean video I have seen on youtube so far! Well done; brilliant job! I love the song, it's so sad but beautiful too.

[Celumee]

Wow, really breath-taking video you have here.. And really well done! 5/5 and favs :)

[J2luverSPN]

Soo heartbreaking but so great !!!!

Thanks !!! <33 Love it

[ivyM85]

just one word:

Great!

[Boundmorethenamadman]

the part where hes crying.. and its says

struggling to stand

with your life in your hand the sad last stand of a broken man.... just makes me so emotional

2:30.. i hate seeing guys cry :( .. i just wanna hug and kiss him all up!

[RandomCrazinessness]

very haunting also very good

[lolliepoplove]

This video was amazing. I really can't find words to describe how great this was. It seriously had me in tears! I love love loved this video! Great great work : )

[Chamalla01]

I love this song and you used it just...perfect! Excellent editing - that flickering that runs trough the whole vid really set the atmosphere.

Congrats on your award at CJA - very well deserved :)

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much!! So happy to have won that award! *beams* I really appreciate your great feedback. :)

[ucat41]

@sweetiejen84 Hey, why don't you try one to Newton Faulkner Ïf this is it", I think you could do wonders with it... you can find his clips on youtube, listen to the words, and you'll see what I mean. oh, not as dark as this song, BTW

[VampireOutlaw]

I haven't watched this serie, I only clicked on this to check out the song, but I have to give this vid 5 stars and faveoritting, just perfect emotion and atmosphere here. <3

[ArmagonAuthor]

the TV show is called Supernatural, and its awesome. You should check it out!

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thanks! This is great to hear, especially coming from someone who doesn't watch the show. I hope you tune in one day! It's AMAZING! :)

[leokitty2424]

@VampireOutlaw it's an awesome show, you should try it ;

[Azertynin]

I'm speechless ! This fanvid is so emotionally perfect ! Congratulations for your award. :)

5* + fav ! I love it !!!!

[sweetiejen84]

Aww, thanks! I'm very honored to have won those awards. Thank you so much.

[StygianFilms]

I think the only thing to say here is...wow.

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much!!!

[bimafatima]

Amazing, truly amazing!

The darkness in the clips, the editing - this is one of the best SPN-related videos I have seen! :-)

Kudos to you! ^_^

[sweetiejen84]

OMG, thank you! I really appreciate your wonderful feedback!!

[OminousKnowledge]

That...Damn. I can't even think of the words for how excellent this video is. Like what whisper said, you just ripped my heart out.

*feels like crying*

5/5 and a fav

[sweetiejen84]

Aww, wow! *hugs* Thank you so much. Your feedback means a lot to me!!

[OminousKnowledge]

Haha, it's not a problem. I love me a good emotional video~

[miamigurl26]

Officially in love with this video!

I could watch it all day!

Amazing editing!

[wannabewinchester]

ok, so I've watched this video, like, I don't even know how many times in the past two or three days and I'm a tad obssessed with it because A) it's an amazing vid. Beautifully tragic and full of angst and you did a really great job. I'm blown away. And B) I officially LOVE this song. thank you for introducing me to it! It's so cool and gritty and sad. I really really love this video a LOT!! AWESOME job! :)

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thank you so much for the amazing feedback. I'm really glad this vid had such an effect on you. The song is very haunting and gritty, I agree! I'm glad it worked for you! *hugs*

[IceFloeSoul]

Awesome video ;)

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you!

[whisper99]

Holy crap...you just ripped my heart out. o.O

great job. seriously.

*sobs*

[sweetiejen84]

Sorry? :)

Hehe... thank you!!

[Rrob254]

That was REALLY GREAT! Awesome editing. I don't like darker stuff, yet I LOVE this show and this video. It really drew me in to their sad world. TY!

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you for the kind words! I'm glad you enjoyed it. :)

[catvampcraze]

Gritty is right. It's so perfect how you can amplify these moments/scenes to the harsher heart of things. You can make it darker (and grittier) than the show itself can sometimes be and it's a wonder to watch.

*hearts fanvids*

[sweetiejen84]

OMG, I love you Cat. You always leave the best feedback. THANK YOU BABE! *smooch*

[mabelsirup]

This was great. Thanks for sharing.

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you for watching!

[Libertadlover147]

MAN

HE IS SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE

u know he is in Dark Angel

he is not as fine though

[sweetiejen84]

lol

[jensenrossacklesfan1]

good job great clips!

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks!

[MegTDJ]

Ohhhh, that was just amazing. That song is so perfect for Dean, and you really made it feel like Sam was the one singing it. Heartbreaking. Awesome work.

[sweetiejen84]

Oh thank you! Your feedback means a lot! I'm glad it seemed like Sam was singing it... I really wanted that POV to shine through :)

[thefreakprincesskate]

what a great vid. I've got no words ...

[sweetiejen84]

I'm glad I've left you speechless, hehe. Thanks! :D

[classicangel23]

Again...SPECTACULAR!!! That song was so perfect!! I have no words!

[sweetiejen84]

thank you so much!!!

[ash4897]

Wow. That was incredible. Can't believe I haven't seen this until now. Beautiful work. Perfect song.

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much! I'm really glad you liked it!

[snarkyways]

This video is so heartbreakingly beautiful. You chose such a perfect song for Dean. Amazing editing and awesome job! :D

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much! I'm very glad you enjoyed it!! :)

[gypsyxsunday]

AMAZING. The song is perfect, and I love how you made the transitions. I love vids that have a definite *story* to them, and you told yours so well <3 Just... brilliant work.

Can I ask, for the lighting effects, did you use an image or a video? I noticed the blue light sort of flickers throughout the vid, so I was wondering if you made that effect by fiddling with a still image or if you used a video clip :o (I'm a SUPER n00b vidder so forgive me if that's kind of an obvious question ^^;)

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thanks so much for the wonderful compliments! Means a lot to me!

The flickering effect came from a video overlay and was not an effect related to my editing software. :)

[SupernaturalSiren]

*speechless*

[sweetiejen84]

Hehe, why thank you!

[shorycynya]

such a great video! totally love it, 5*

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thanks! So appreciated!!

[rathmy7]

Amazing...

Just... amazing.

[sweetiejen84]

Squeeee! Thank you so much!

[SJWinchester]

*cries a river*

[sweetiejen84]

Hee!

Don't cry! :)

[emmablack]

ok... *dies*

this vid is absolutley amazing, and can you beleive how many times ive watched it and haven't comment ed? slap me please

everything matched so perfectly, the song and the clips, the sad tone, not only for Dean but his whole family

i loved the clips you used for the lines "i wanted to beleive" that was seriously perfect

love it =]

5 stars and faved

[sweetiejen84]

*blushes* I adore you for leaving such wonderful feedback! Totally makes my vidding heart sing! :D

[buffymania2]

I know this is like, my twentieth time commenting this video, but each time it never ceases to amaze me! I absolutely love it, and not only love it, but am in love with it. I never knew I could love a video as much as I love this one. Wow, I ramble a lot. haha :)

[sweetiejen84]

Yay! You're so sweet! I really appreciate the nice comments... so happy to impress you with this vid! :D

[MORBIDbEAUTY87]

this is totally wicked! i applaude you...great editing skills...i'm like an amateur...lol.

[sweetiejen84]

You should have seen my first vids, haha. Scary! You will get there :))

Thanks so much for the comment! I'm glad you liked it!

[FullMetalSoul]

I LOVE YOU! That song is one of my favorites and it fits so well. And I envy your skills. And...and...it was PERFECT!

I liked it. A lot.

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thanks! What wonderful feedback :)

I'm glad I did a song you enjoy justice!

[MYManJackCUKOOSNest]

sweet vid

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks!

[Sammie316]

This is a wonderful video, you've done a really good job. The song fitted nicely, what a wonderful song!

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks! I appreciate it!

[CyndyNeg]

she is a genius, one of my favorite singers

[sweetiejen84]

I'm not too familiar with her other songs, but this one is really great.

[RamenNoodles22]

great vid!! The songs fits perfectly- great use of clips =]

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks very much!

[buffymania2]

I am obsessed with this video, I have to watch it atleast once a day :) Best Dean Winchester video I have ever seen. Do you mind telling me what episode that the clip 0:56 from?

[sweetiejen84]

Wow! I'm sooo flattered! *glee!*

Thanks so much! That clip is from episode 2x11 called "Playthings". :D

[buffymania2]

No, THANK YOU. This video blows me off of my feet each time I watch it :) I hope you continue making them!

[sweetiejen84]

Oh, I so will, don't worry :D

[JoAnnSPN]

So sad but powerful, perfect. And great, flawless editing. The music give me goosebumps

[sweetiejen84]

Your feedback is so appreciated! Thank you!!!

[dijones1234]

this video is awesome

whats the name of this song

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks! It says at the end of the video... it's called Suicide Note by Johnette Napolitano.

[dijones1234]

hey, what program do you use to edit your videos?

[sweetiejen84]

Vegas 6.0

[CrimsonKitty]

Dude I've got fucking CHILLS! Heartbreaking and tragic and beautiful.

[sweetiejen84]

YAY! I'm glad you liked it so much!!

[gegeekay]

WOW! This was great! I loved the song.. it matched so well. You did an awesome job!

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you kindly!

[SJWinchester]

oh my god. *speechless*

[sweetiejen84]

Hee! Hooray! :)

[Nicolchen84]

I still can´t get enough from it ^___^

This video is awesome and the song totally strong but sad too!! :)

*i love it!* 5***** ^^

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much for the feedback!

[ensignRoe]

Inspired song choice!!

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks! It's such a powerful song, I just had to use it!

[JoAnnSPN]

OMG. This is to awesome...your editing is always flawless and the music is perfect.. Amazing hob, 5* and fav

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, I really appreciate it, thank you!

[JateCharaireFATE]

wow!grat!!!!!

excellent job!

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks a bunch!!

[Luiskeln]

Wow! That was... frakking great. Thanks so much

[sweetiejen84]

Thank YOU! :))

[ll981]

1 more day tell season4

[RIP1009]

so incredibly amazing the sdong the editing the effects, no more words just stunned, bravo!!!!!!!!!!!

[sweetiejen84]

Wow, thanks so much for the kind words!!

[oanademo]

So amazing...Great job, loved it!

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you!

[coastal5]

WOW! incredibly moody and gripping - loved it! Song was a perfect choice and you've done a fantastic job with all the techniques; makes for great viewing=)

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you so much! I was definitely going for moody, so I'm glad I succeeded :))

[chinagrrl]

Wow! I'm extremely impressed! Good choice of song and clips, everything is so powerfully put together! Thank you!

Oh, I can't wait until the new season starts!!!

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks so much! Glad you're impressed! *bounces*

[ll981]

this is really good

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks :))

[ll981]

2 more days tell the new series Promeirs

[2minnie2]

So beautiful and so sad!!luv it!=)

[sweetiejen84]

Hee! Gotta love the angst.

Thanks for commenting!

[vykkiward1]

Fantastic it looks pro. Action packed vid my fave

[sweetiejen84]

YAY! Thanks!!!

[AlinaJensen]

super editing hun!! totaly faved and 5*

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks so much! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! :))

[AlinaJensen]

anytime, a well done video is always a pleasure to watch and you did an awesome job! :)

[euclys]

I love that! Just kinda awesome!

[sweetiejen84]

Thank you!

[cristinafalina]

WOW Love The Video! It's Awesome.

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks! I really appreciate it!

[Gentlesideoffury]

So awesome!!! Love it! What footage did you use for those transition shots? Very cool technique! =D

[sweetiejen84]

Thanks a bunch!!

It was a montage of color-y flashes from a film that I edited down into little parts :))

[SecretlyToDream]

Wow, that was hell of a video! I really loved it. %* and favin` it)

[sweetiejen84]

Yay! I'm so happy to hear this!

Thanks so much :)