this is so good also i lost my mum to cancer on my birthday and also on halloween i lost my nan(her birthday) and i lost my brother on christmas day(his and my mums birthday) also 6 days after my birthday i lost my mate such a bad year
Such a sentimental and moving video. After losing my Mum in January this year, I just felt emptiness. Losing your Mother at such a young age is just something difficult to comprehend. I ultimately realize that my Mum won't be there to see me have children, or go to university or get married. That is the most difficult thing anyone can face. The song and the wonderfully arranged montage just display your true dedication towards her, and I commend you for that. Once again, such a wonderful video.
I just wanted to say beautiful song.. My daughter is 11 and i am 35. Her mother my wife died october 19 2010. The really got to me. Thank you :) We are still seeing in the dark awaiting to see the light...
I don't the story, but I guess from the video that your mum had cancer.
I wish I could do something like this for my wife. I lost her in 2009 - Theres so much more I wish I'd done, but then failure wasn't an option in my eyes. It hurts so much everytime I think about it all. The nearest I got to doing this... was to build the coffin... That was the hardest thing I've ever had to build. More tears went into the oak, than polish for the finish...
I lost my mum when I was 14, just 6 days before you lost your mum. though completely different circumstances, I took it badly and have only just started to come out the other side.
i just want to say your mum would be so proud of you and i wish i had the guts to do the same for my mum. thank you for touching my heart, and for being able to relate to someone in such a way x
Having lost my mother suddenly in 2009 I relate to this video. It is a beautiful tribute to Debbie from her daughter Sarah. Really emotional to all that watch it.
It is also much like watching a video of my own situation, with the travelling etc, how my family travelled until it wasn't possible. My mum also had cancer, and passed away on new years day, staying strong right through to 2012. Amazing how strong mothers are isn't it?! Hope things are going well for you, you have touched so many people, including myself, along with inspiring me to do something for my mother at her funeral.
That was awe inspiring u r amazing i am so sorry for you and yur family urr version has me balling i send all my prayers and blessings to u. Stay strong xxx
Hi my dad Reg was a school friend of your dad. Obviously my family heard of your loss and I send my commiserations to you personally now. I had no idea you did this wonderful thing for your mum. I think that this was the ultimate appreciation you could have gave to her.
Omg i am crying its just so sad its awful people loose their parents or friends but i never really experienced it i just know how it feels about loosing cousins and aunts and uncles
This is beautiful... I am totally utterly speechless! There are videos that are made with no talent required and become "web sensations" like "Charlie Bit My Finger" and there are videos that deserve double the amount of views than they currently have, this tribute video is so touching and is somehow very gripping, it makes me feel sympothy for Sarah and for her poorly mother. This video should be remembered.
What a beautiful tribute, your mum must be looking down with shining eyes. There aren't words to describe how moving this tribute is... all I can say is thank you for sharing this with us and sharing your voice!
all I can keep thinking is "it not fucking fair", please excuse my swearing. Its happening again for me. I hate being so close to those I loose so quickley.
Thank you so much for writing this, i found this song by being shown to the bereavement page, in the nhs choices, because of my dad too passing away, and this song is now a part of me, i have now decided to write a song.it might be about, how he was, and something i've learnt lately, he isn't visiable, and that is difficult, but if you keep dreaming and believing he is still in you're heart, it hurts, but it helps.
Thank you so much for writing this, i found this sound by being shown to the bereavement page, in the nhs choices, because of my dad too passing away, and this song is now a part of me, i have now decided to write a song.it might be about, how he was, and something i've learnt lately, he isn't visiable, and that is difficult, but if you keep dreaming and believing he is still in you're heart, it hurts, but it helps.
i went to your old school... this is amazing! i have a voice like yours and i am singing it at school! we sang it at bute in senior choir... we all love it! well done! such a success x i write a bit myself and this really moved me x i now realise how lucky i am to have fit parents, best of luck to you xxx
wow goosebumps all over. This is an excellent cover but I think you made it your own with the violin accompaniment, with how the emotion comes through brilliantly and how you made it a celebration of here life. My aunts been recently diagnosed with cancer but luckily its early and this just got me thinking...
and wow I just noticed you were in New York in 2001
Anyway every time I hear this song I'll be thinking of your mum now as well.
Your song moved me to tears after hearing your story in shout. I lost my father in january, 3 days before my birthday. Things are tough, but knowing theres someone out there i can relate to is a great comfort. Thank you
@sarahoephillips i love you! (not in a weird kinda way eh) i mean, this is the most beautiful thing i ever saw and you sing so beautiful, i cry everytime i watch this and ive seen it a lot
such a beautiful video, im going to be really cheeky and ask you all to look on here at my movie too, im fighting our government to lower the age of cervical cancer screening to 20 from 25.
I read your story in shout magazine and wanted to check out your song it is such a beautiful song. I wanted to cry. Good work im sure your family is very proud :)
I read your story in shout magazine and wanted to check out your song it is such a beautiful song. I wanted to cry. Good work im sure your family is very proud
I love this song and I couldn't find a good version that would play on the iPhone and seen this which is a lovely tribute to your mum so I just wanted to wish you and your family my deepest regards I see your mum past away a year ago next week so I just wanted to send my wishes over your way :))))
Used this version of Autumn in my Drama exam today. It was about a similar story but not cancer and It got the kids in my class crying along with the scene we used it in! x
Hello Sarah, I read your amazing story in shout magazine, this song is very inspirational and the video is touching. My friend's dad recently died from lung cancer, and I'm happy to hear that you are going to try to find a cure, keep up the good work :) xxx
You are amazing, i read about you in shout too. I think that you have a wonderful voice and im very sorry to hear about your mum, my grandmother died at only 59 with cancer and i am really greatful that you are helping out to find a cure :)
i read about this in the Shout magazine today and thought it would be nice to listen to you. what you have done is an amazing thing and i am only twelve but my best friend's mum died of cancer 2months ago and i love this song. you sang it perfectly and it made me cry that is how emotional it was for me. thank you for being so brave
I heard about your amazing work in shout. You have an amazing voice and i think that the work you have done is truly a really good way to help others. It just shows how selfless you are , keep up the good work and well done on all the money you have raised.
This is your first christmas without your mum and I know how hard this can be for you. I just wanted to know from this lonely old pilot here in the cold north, that you and your family are being thought of as well as others who lost there wives, mums, partners this last year.
Hang in there
I will be in the sky today and will say one for you all.
This really is amazing. You are truly wonderfull and your Mum will be so proud. Not too long ago my Dad died of Cancer. I wanted to tell the world just how great he was, I wanted to make everyone feel how proud I was of him. I couldn't find a way of doing it. You have found that way. When someone you love is dies you see horrid things and you have to go through hard times. But it does get better, even if it feels like the world should stop moving. You are so inspirational. <3 :') xx
I'm sitting here, listening to this beautiful song with tears in my eyes. i read your story, Sarah, in the Shout magazine and thought it was very thoughtful and brave of you to such an amazing thing - fundraise money for your Mum's OWN charity. You have an amazing voice and this is a lovely video. I wish you all my luck in the coming years for you and your family. R.I.P to your wonderful Mother. You are a truly inspiring person! XxxX
my auntie passed away from cancer i also found out about you in 'shout' magazine and think you are a true role model i am very sorry about your mother she would have been very proud im sure xxx
Heard your interview on radio 4 this week , Its people like you Sarah who will make the difference , I wish you all the best for the future and pray you reach your fund raising target soon .... Take care xxxxx
just heard this song after hearin about you in shout ,i wouldnt know what to do if any one of my close family died so i dont really know what your going though but just thinking about it gets me in tears. lovely song bbe and i wish you all the best. your mum must of been a wonderfull person as i can see thoughout your picture and vidoe , she had so much ahead of her . rip x
Sarah, that was very touching. You have a lovely voice. Your mother looks a wonderful woman & I'm so sorry for your loss. Great video to have of such happy family holidays. My mother died from cancer when I was 11 so I know how difficult this is for your family. Your father will be feeling not only his grief but those of this children too. Take care of each other & keep singing. Your mother would have been immensely proud of you. I'm sure you'll raise well over the target - brilliant of you!
Also the reason I really wanted to comment this video is because my Nana recently got diagnosed with cancer and I just thought your story was amazing, you're an awesome singer too.
I'm reading about you in 'shout' right this minute. You're so pretty and look so much like your mum, I'm sure she'll be proud of everything you're doing<3
I heard you on women's hour this morning - you are very brave! I lost my mum last year and I would never be able to do what you are doing, it is such a moving song and so so beautiful. love to you and your family. Your mum will never leave your side xxx
I love the songs. I lost my wife to cancer in March. I have problems with music as so much is poignant. Unfortunately, when I tried to find your songs I found Autumn Leaves by Edith Piaf. Now that makes me cry. Please keep up all the good work.
All the best to you and your family, at this difficult time.
After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with their loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with thier loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with thier loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
Sarah, I heard you on Women's Hour Thurs 16th Dec and was very moved by your composure and the songs, both this and the one you played live-Say its Possible. You are an inspiration to everyone, in particular those who have lost a parent recently. I hop you raise the total sum hoped for really soon....I've downloaded both Autumn and the EP - Everyone DO THE SAME.... it is brilliant apart from being for a great cause.
Saw this in shout mag your a true inspiration your amazing I am ever so sorry about your mum all my love xxx ( btw funkymonkey is my sister I accidently did it on her account) xxx
this is a wonderful tribute to your mum i hope you are ok and that you can make number 1 at christmas. i saw youre artical in the shout magazine and i think you and your charity is doing amazing to have raised that much so far well done and all the best for the future all my love sam
My mother had cancer (skin). It was aweful and scary. In the end she did it. And I am more than grateful for that. But if I read the comments from the ones that were not as lucky as we were... Saying "I am so sorry" is not even describing how sorry actually I am. My heart is with you! xxx
This is so so touching, Sarah, your Mum would be so proud. Awareness of cervical cancer needs to be raised in any way it can. Your Mum, I am sure, was a very courageous lady and a fighter. I know how hard the next few weeks are going to be, the first Xmas; I too lost my Dad to cancer in 2008, he too was taken too soon at a very young age. I hope your fundraising is going well, and you and your family are in my thoughts xxxx
I've just read your story in a magazine, and it really touched me. I felt I had to listen to this song. You should be really pleased with yourself as not only have you performed a tribute for your mum, but you've also raised awareness of Cervical cancer. Your mum's watching over you, she's so proud of you. Never forget that. Thoughts with you and the rest of your family xxxxxx
I saw this on youtube and thought it was a singer's mother who had died and it made me very sad. I only realised days later that you were Jack's sister (I go to school with him) and when I watched it again it moved me even more. My mum had cancer when I was young and I can't really remember it but this reminded me of how lucky I am to have her and how much I feel for you. It was an amazing thing to do and I have bought both your songs. Hope you raise loads :)
I watched this after i read your story in shout magazine. I think your mum would be so proud to see you raising money and helping others. Keep strong and believe in yourself no matter what.
I lost my mum to breast cancer 3 years ago, so I can totally empathise, as I expect can many others too. Life is never the same, but it does go on. Just continue to make her proud of you.
Hi Sarah! this it truly amazing! i saw the story in 'shout' yesterday, a truly inspiring story. you are doing an amazing thing and have an amazing voice! good luck with the fundraising! thank you for letting people who has had someone close pass away.
Hello Sarah! I read about your story in the shout magazine and i was instantly moved by it. Your voice is beautiful and im very sorry to hear about your mum, but she would have been increadibly proud of you I have had a few family friends affected by the cause and a family member of mine has unfortunately passed away from the same cancer as your mum. I love the video and it has inspired me to be greatful for what i have.
Hi Sarah! I just read this in Shout Magazine and I am going to do my best to raise a campaign to get you to a christmas number 1! If we could do it last year we can do it this year!
i saw this featured in Shout Magazine; this video is amazing! my grandad has recently been diagnosed with cancer and this video really shows how you can turn such a bad situation into something positive; good luck with the fundraising and well done! xxxxx
i read about this in shout magazine, you're an amazing singer and your mum would be so proud of you, R.I.P. what you're doing is absolutely amazing you are an inspiring person.
I lost my good friend to leukaemia, we were really close and he was like a brother to me, i didnt have anyone to speak to and i was absolutely broken not being able to hear his voice or speak to him everyday,
this has inspired me and i was thinking of raising money for a leukaemia charity like you did so thank you xxxxx
Read your article in shout and thats what made me watch your video. You have such a beatiful voice and so brave! your video and article made me cry! I think what you've done is truely amazing! I really hope you reach your goal in fundraising and all your effort pays off. I will also reccomend this video through my facebook to my friends :)
My mum died of cancer nearly 6 years ago when I was 18 and its so so hard. I love your song its absolutely beautiful, your mum would be so proud of you. I would never have had the strength to do what you're doing. You're amazing :)
Sarah your an insperation i really hope you get your goal in fundrasing, i've never dealt with anything like this before so i feel soo sorry for you, you seem like a really awsome person. Keep strong you deserve all this help your getting and more xxx
I also just read your story in shout. It's so moving. Your singing is incredible. S woul be so proud of you. Reading your story makes me realise how lucky I am to have my family surrouning me. Thank you for telling your story. All my love to you and your family x
Just read about you in the shout mag u are an amazing person for all you have done and I'm sorry about your mother and you also have a beautiful voice well done:)
i read your story in shout magazine and it brought a tear to my eye, then i watched this and i just cried! I'm so sorry to hear about your mum, but i think what you've done is amazing - and you have a really beautiful voice<3
wow this made me cry. i heard about it from shout magazine too. you've given me goosebumps. you're the biggest inspiration and i cant even begin to imagine what you've been through. this proper gave me a reality check to appriciate what i've got. your mum would be so proud of you and she is still looking down on you now, smiling :) what you've done is simply breath taking and you seriously inspire me. wow i don't know what more to say! ♥ Well done babe x
Hi Sarah I think what you have done is wonderful tribute and you have such a beautiful voice, your mum would have been proud, I am sure she is looking down smiling. I lost my mum a year ago to cancer and I still find it very very hard to get through the days without hearing her voice. You are a truly wonderful and brave young lady to have done this tribute. My thoughts are with you and your family......Truly amazing xxx
Hi Sarah, I have just watched the video once again. I watched it a few months back and it's the only video on my favourites list and get listened too on my iPod. How is the fundraising going? Thanks again for sharing your story with us. X
I was driving to sainsburys today,listening to Billy Butler on the radio,when i heard you talking about your precious Mum,your song is a lovely tribute to your Mum,Ihad the biggest lump in my throat + had to stop myself from crying,Ilost my Mum to cancer 19/3/2010 I am totally devastated,finding it so hard in this life without her here,God Bless you Sarah,God Bless your beatifull Mum she was taken too soon,life can be so cruel.Your Mum will be so proud of you ,take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
@philnicky1 thank you for your lovely message. I am so sorry for your loss, even newer than mine. I can only hope you are finding ways to cope with your grief and carry on as i'm sure you're mum would have wanted xxxxx
I loved your film' I lost my dad at 20 and understand the importance of doing something proactive. I now work for the National Council for Palliative Care, a charity campaigning for improved end of life care for everyone who needs it and the Dying Matters coalition, a campaign to reduce the tabboo around talking about dying. I'd love to speak to you about your campaign if you'd like to get in touch my email address is s.turner@ncpc.org.uk
I loved your film' I lost my dad at 20 and understand the importance of doing something proactive. I now work for the National Council for Palliative Care, a charity campaigning for improved end of life care for everyone who needs it and the Dying Matters coalition, a campaign to reduce the tabboo around talking about dying. I'd love to speak to you about your campaign if you'd like to get in touch my email address is s.turner@ncpc.org.uk
Hi Sarah, i also lost my Mum on the 12th October 2009 of Cancer and its one of the hardest things i have ever gone through. After seeing you on This Morning the other day i looked you up on here....i must say what a beautiful song and video of your Lovely mum, she would have been so proud of you, and when i listen to this song it makes me think of my Mum too......thank you. xxxxxxx
I am lost for words. Everybody should look at you as a total inspiration. I'm sure your family are so proud of what you are doing. The inner strength you have overwhelms me. I, as I'm sure many others do and have take comfort in your song, possibly for a variety of reason, although they are personal to you, everybody, as I have found something.
i too watched you on this morning, your strength is truley amazing sarah.
I lost my dad 2 months ago very suddenly, he had cancer and just13 wks after diagnoses sadly died of heart. failier. .I along wiyh many know the saddness lossing a parent brings.your voice and song are lovely. x
Just saw your interview on this morning and you are so strong. My dad is terminally ill with a brain tumor. Im his main carer along with my mum. Were trying to enjoy our time with him although sometimes it can be hard. Cancer is a terrible disease and i dont wish it on anyone. Your song is so lovely and means a lot to me with the situation im in. Thank you for showing me that i will get through it in my own time. Your such an inspiration. Best of luck with the single. I'll be down loading it xx
Hi Sarah I saw your dad on the channel 4 news today, his story about your mum made me cry so hard. Just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss and the pain you and your family had to go through. Please pass this message on to your dad if you can.
Sarah's put 6 tracks on soundcloud. If you're interested in hearing more of her work, please have a listen. Very proud Dad.
markphillipsqc 18 hours ago
this is so good also i lost my mum to cancer on my birthday and also on halloween i lost my nan(her birthday) and i lost my brother on christmas day(his and my mums birthday) also 6 days after my birthday i lost my mate such a bad year
halonoobsterz 2 days ago
Such a sentimental and moving video. After losing my Mum in January this year, I just felt emptiness. Losing your Mother at such a young age is just something difficult to comprehend. I ultimately realize that my Mum won't be there to see me have children, or go to university or get married. That is the most difficult thing anyone can face. The song and the wonderfully arranged montage just display your true dedication towards her, and I commend you for that. Once again, such a wonderful video.
95jackb 1 week ago
oh my god.. speechless. amazing (:
simmychannel 1 week ago
this is amazing :) im actually crying right now.. your voice is beautiful.
nattiemariax 1 week ago
I just wanted to say beautiful song.. My daughter is 11 and i am 35. Her mother my wife died october 19 2010. The really got to me. Thank you :) We are still seeing in the dark awaiting to see the light...
dshawnieeful 3 weeks ago
What a great tribute to someone loved very much.
I don't the story, but I guess from the video that your mum had cancer.
I wish I could do something like this for my wife. I lost her in 2009 - Theres so much more I wish I'd done, but then failure wasn't an option in my eyes. It hurts so much everytime I think about it all. The nearest I got to doing this... was to build the coffin... That was the hardest thing I've ever had to build. More tears went into the oak, than polish for the finish...
ThePhotorunner 1 month ago
I lost my mum when I was 14, just 6 days before you lost your mum. though completely different circumstances, I took it badly and have only just started to come out the other side.
i just want to say your mum would be so proud of you and i wish i had the guts to do the same for my mum. thank you for touching my heart, and for being able to relate to someone in such a way x
heavafrmhell 1 month ago
This song is beautiful. I'm sure your mum would be very proud.
cmoore094 1 month ago
Having lost my mother suddenly in 2009 I relate to this video. It is a beautiful tribute to Debbie from her daughter Sarah. Really emotional to all that watch it.
irishtomas1982 1 month ago
This is so very moving, and very tasteful.
It is also much like watching a video of my own situation, with the travelling etc, how my family travelled until it wasn't possible. My mum also had cancer, and passed away on new years day, staying strong right through to 2012. Amazing how strong mothers are isn't it?! Hope things are going well for you, you have touched so many people, including myself, along with inspiring me to do something for my mother at her funeral.
Thankyou x
rsegal87827 1 month ago
I just av to comment again
I think the most sad thing about this is shes smiling in all the pics
R.I.P Xxxx
chriscrockerdebomb 2 months ago
That was awe inspiring u r amazing i am so sorry for you and yur family urr version has me balling i send all my prayers and blessings to u. Stay strong xxx
chriscrockerdebomb 2 months ago
Cool
starjoebucks756 2 months ago
Heard Susan Boyles version of the song - and it reminded me of your version.
The emotion behind the song makes it so moving.
BeHappy390 3 months ago
Im not a freind of yours but this is so sad and i feel so sorry for you !
Hope you are OK
:'(
I heard your story in shout magazine and rushed to youtube . All of my family have listened to this and 7 out of 10 have been drove 2 tears
( including me)
richard090574 3 months ago
Cried so much I don't no you but this was the nice video I ever seen sorry for you loss
24hanney 4 months ago
Hi my dad Reg was a school friend of your dad. Obviously my family heard of your loss and I send my commiserations to you personally now. I had no idea you did this wonderful thing for your mum. I think that this was the ultimate appreciation you could have gave to her.
MrWycombewanderers 5 months ago
After you told me about this vid I tracked it down, and I'm blown away.
What can I say that hasn't already been said? You've got something really special, here. Pleasure to meet you last night :) GP
00roastedlampost00 5 months ago
Omg i am crying its just so sad its awful people loose their parents or friends but i never really experienced it i just know how it feels about loosing cousins and aunts and uncles
This song should have over a trillion views !
hanna76331 6 months ago
beautiful!
Chisesan89 7 months ago
:'(
queenval27 7 months ago
This is beautiful... I am totally utterly speechless! There are videos that are made with no talent required and become "web sensations" like "Charlie Bit My Finger" and there are videos that deserve double the amount of views than they currently have, this tribute video is so touching and is somehow very gripping, it makes me feel sympothy for Sarah and for her poorly mother. This video should be remembered.
BBFCFilmUpdates 7 months ago 2
this is a beautiful cover and tribute, it brought tears to my eyes
thecarrotandhisppod 8 months ago
one of the best movie that i ever watched..saw this in webmovietube
EmileSzafranski 8 months ago
Cried my eyes out. Its so beautiful :')
leopardface1 8 months ago
sung with such passion. brought me to tears. well done to you xx god bless.
mattyswift 9 months ago
Who would dislike this?? Go to hell heartless people.
blondetennisgirl 9 months ago
What a beautiful tribute, your mum must be looking down with shining eyes. There aren't words to describe how moving this tribute is... all I can say is thank you for sharing this with us and sharing your voice!
SEPTEMBER19932009 9 months ago
all I can keep thinking is "it not fucking fair", please excuse my swearing. Its happening again for me. I hate being so close to those I loose so quickley.
deskpot1 9 months ago
I lost my mum at Christmas 11 years this year. Take care
noxvill 9 months ago
This made me cry, such an amazing song and sung with so much passion and understanding of the words.
My mum passed away from cancer 7 months ago and this just reminds me of her.
RIP <3
fireenginemoodragon 10 months ago
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Thank you so much for writing this, i found this song by being shown to the bereavement page, in the nhs choices, because of my dad too passing away, and this song is now a part of me, i have now decided to write a song.it might be about, how he was, and something i've learnt lately, he isn't visiable, and that is difficult, but if you keep dreaming and believing he is still in you're heart, it hurts, but it helps.
tovell3 10 months ago
Thank you so much for writing this, i found this sound by being shown to the bereavement page, in the nhs choices, because of my dad too passing away, and this song is now a part of me, i have now decided to write a song.it might be about, how he was, and something i've learnt lately, he isn't visiable, and that is difficult, but if you keep dreaming and believing he is still in you're heart, it hurts, but it helps.
tovell3 10 months ago
i went to your old school... this is amazing! i have a voice like yours and i am singing it at school! we sang it at bute in senior choir... we all love it! well done! such a success x i write a bit myself and this really moved me x i now realise how lucky i am to have fit parents, best of luck to you xxx
fredaricka123 10 months ago
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still cant beleive that watched this movie in webmovietube for completely free
DanyellTorres554 10 months ago
Beautiful. (: It gave me shivers.
hsseriesauthor 10 months ago
this is beautiful! <3
15mollyy 10 months ago
Such a beautiful tribute! I bet your mum is so proud of you x
Flutts 11 months ago
that's really sweet, love it
smileworthy5050 11 months ago
wow, beautifull.....
janvandonkelaar 11 months ago
wow goosebumps all over. This is an excellent cover but I think you made it your own with the violin accompaniment, with how the emotion comes through brilliantly and how you made it a celebration of here life. My aunts been recently diagnosed with cancer but luckily its early and this just got me thinking...
and wow I just noticed you were in New York in 2001
Anyway every time I hear this song I'll be thinking of your mum now as well.
R.I.P. Debbie
SuperDethclock 11 months ago
Beautiful. So incredibly moving, I felt tears coming to my eyes. So sad
jpcrabtree1 11 months ago
this always makes me cry :( R.I.P debbie phillips
handshakesnhighfives 11 months ago
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fantastic website webmovietube,to watch free online movies..
santinasiford05 11 months ago
nice and cool movie..watched 3 times in webmovietube
josieradomski81 11 months ago
RIP Debbie Phillips! Your daughters doing you proud! Xxx
xfactorboi 1 year ago
This had me sobbing. What a lovely tribute. x
teenyjem 1 year ago
This is so good!
RemainUnidentified 1 year ago
Your song moved me to tears after hearing your story in shout. I lost my father in january, 3 days before my birthday. Things are tough, but knowing theres someone out there i can relate to is a great comfort. Thank you
Laurenn1701 1 year ago 14
I was moved by your story, and your singing left me with a tear in my eye!x
xMrsAidenGx 1 year ago
It's exactly a year ago since I recorded Autumn on my mobile xxx
sarahoephillips 1 year ago 47
@sarahoephillips i love you! (not in a weird kinda way eh) i mean, this is the most beautiful thing i ever saw and you sing so beautiful, i cry everytime i watch this and ive seen it a lot
Mynxor 11 months ago
@sarahoephillips Love it
ledeej 11 months ago
@sarahoephillips hemp oil cures cancer 100% proven, please research, maybe write a song about that
cocoadelete 11 months ago
I saw this in shout
TheGlitterEmz 1 year ago
i get a tear in my eye and goosebumps when I hear you sing, your going places! sorry about your mum too. rip xxx
ericacakes 1 year ago
such a beautiful video, im going to be really cheeky and ask you all to look on here at my movie too, im fighting our government to lower the age of cervical cancer screening to 20 from 25.
Jo's girls movie rosie hollis
Thanks rosie
SuperRosie85 1 year ago
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I read your story in shout magazine and wanted to check out your song it is such a beautiful song. I wanted to cry. Good work im sure your family is very proud :)
xoshootingstarxo18 1 year ago
I read your story in shout magazine and wanted to check out your song it is such a beautiful song. I wanted to cry. Good work im sure your family is very proud
xoshootingstarxo18 1 year ago
I love this song and I couldn't find a good version that would play on the iPhone and seen this which is a lovely tribute to your mum so I just wanted to wish you and your family my deepest regards I see your mum past away a year ago next week so I just wanted to send my wishes over your way :))))
Royston2001 1 year ago
aww this is so cute i was trying sooooo hard not to cry :'(
KneeVAwesomeness 1 year ago
Used this version of Autumn in my Drama exam today. It was about a similar story but not cancer and It got the kids in my class crying along with the scene we used it in! x
Ihavethecyrusvirusx 1 year ago
this is beautiful, your an inspiration and im sure your mum would be so proud of you
x
dimpleees15 1 year ago
omg first time i heard this song i sat and cried i lost my aunti to cancer still very hard to come to terms that she has gone
caspertoods 1 year ago
Hello Sarah, I read your amazing story in shout magazine, this song is very inspirational and the video is touching. My friend's dad recently died from lung cancer, and I'm happy to hear that you are going to try to find a cure, keep up the good work :) xxx
lydiabuffery 1 year ago 2
You are amazing, i read about you in shout too. I think that you have a wonderful voice and im very sorry to hear about your mum, my grandmother died at only 59 with cancer and i am really greatful that you are helping out to find a cure :)
frenchi11000 1 year ago
Hi Sarah,
i read about this in the Shout magazine today and thought it would be nice to listen to you. what you have done is an amazing thing and i am only twelve but my best friend's mum died of cancer 2months ago and i love this song. you sang it perfectly and it made me cry that is how emotional it was for me. thank you for being so brave
xxxx
xkittyx62 1 year ago
<<<Lump in my throat!
I lost my nana in October 2006 to Pancreatic Cancer so I get this whole song 100%!!
Not only did I lose my nana that day but I lost my best friend.
Time doesn't heal or make the pain fade but I think what you have done by using your grief to create something so beautiful is amazing!
Your mum will be smiling down on you with such pride and everyone out there who's affected by Cancer will truly relate to this and support you!!!
Well done! xx
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rebekahirish 1 year ago
hi i read about you in SHOUT magazine i got yesterday and thought i'd look you up. your amazing and im sorry to hear about your mum :( xxx
emzandjono 1 year ago
I heard about your amazing work in shout. You have an amazing voice and i think that the work you have done is truly a really good way to help others. It just shows how selfless you are , keep up the good work and well done on all the money you have raised.
glamster9 1 year ago
i saw your story in shout and thought it was so sad but its so nice what you're doing and your mum would be so proud of you <3
AmyyEssXxxx 1 year ago
Made me cry x from the sister of DoMPS3Gaming xx I think ur wonderful xx ur mum would be so proud of u xx
DoMPS3Gaming 1 year ago
ur mum would be very proud of u
barnyboy25 1 year ago
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Bless you and your family
xfactorboi 1 year ago
Bless you and your
xfactorboi 1 year ago
Hi there
This is your first christmas without your mum and I know how hard this can be for you. I just wanted to know from this lonely old pilot here in the cold north, that you and your family are being thought of as well as others who lost there wives, mums, partners this last year.
Hang in there
I will be in the sky today and will say one for you all.
Kev
kevfreeflight1 1 year ago
This really is amazing. You are truly wonderfull and your Mum will be so proud. Not too long ago my Dad died of Cancer. I wanted to tell the world just how great he was, I wanted to make everyone feel how proud I was of him. I couldn't find a way of doing it. You have found that way. When someone you love is dies you see horrid things and you have to go through hard times. But it does get better, even if it feels like the world should stop moving. You are so inspirational. <3 :') xx
NinjasAreSoCoolLike 1 year ago
Heey,
found your song from shout magazine :)
sorry for your loss, i wont say i know how you feel because i don't,
and i hate it when people say they know how you feel when they dont.
You have a lovely voice. you are a truly inspiring person
RIP To you mother
xxx
bubblechickk21 1 year ago
I am so upset by this video it brought me to tears! Sorry to you all out there who have lost people with cancer! xx
camelpower1999 1 year ago
I'm sitting here, listening to this beautiful song with tears in my eyes. i read your story, Sarah, in the Shout magazine and thought it was very thoughtful and brave of you to such an amazing thing - fundraise money for your Mum's OWN charity. You have an amazing voice and this is a lovely video. I wish you all my luck in the coming years for you and your family. R.I.P to your wonderful Mother. You are a truly inspiring person! XxxX
leopardgirl21 1 year ago
my auntie passed away from cancer i also found out about you in 'shout' magazine and think you are a true role model i am very sorry about your mother she would have been very proud im sure xxx
animalamy98 1 year ago
hello, i read your story in the magazine shout. This is beautiful.. really touching.
pixiepoppy3 1 year ago
i feel for you.
xHorseQueen13 1 year ago
Heard your interview on radio 4 this week , Its people like you Sarah who will make the difference , I wish you all the best for the future and pray you reach your fund raising target soon .... Take care xxxxx
BUSTINMOVER1 1 year ago
just heard this song after hearin about you in shout ,i wouldnt know what to do if any one of my close family died so i dont really know what your going though but just thinking about it gets me in tears. lovely song bbe and i wish you all the best. your mum must of been a wonderfull person as i can see thoughout your picture and vidoe , she had so much ahead of her . rip x
laurenisginger2010 1 year ago
I read about you in shout yesterday. So touching.
Your an inspiration.
I'm so sorry for you loss.
Beautiful voice as well.
This song's so beautiful.
1bithan0 1 year ago
Wow, you have a really powerful voice and its so beutiful. I am so sorry that you mum died.
ndublet14 1 year ago
Sarah, that was very touching. You have a lovely voice. Your mother looks a wonderful woman & I'm so sorry for your loss. Great video to have of such happy family holidays. My mother died from cancer when I was 11 so I know how difficult this is for your family. Your father will be feeling not only his grief but those of this children too. Take care of each other & keep singing. Your mother would have been immensely proud of you. I'm sure you'll raise well over the target - brilliant of you!
LeitrimLady 1 year ago
Also the reason I really wanted to comment this video is because my Nana recently got diagnosed with cancer and I just thought your story was amazing, you're an awesome singer too.
charlotteandersonx 1 year ago
I'm reading about you in 'shout' right this minute. You're so pretty and look so much like your mum, I'm sure she'll be proud of everything you're doing<3
charlotteandersonx 1 year ago
Hi Sarah,
I heard you on women's hour this morning - you are very brave! I lost my mum last year and I would never be able to do what you are doing, it is such a moving song and so so beautiful. love to you and your family. Your mum will never leave your side xxx
alilily5 1 year ago
this is soo sweet :') RIP
HolAndEm 1 year ago
Hi Sarah,
I love the songs. I lost my wife to cancer in March. I have problems with music as so much is poignant. Unfortunately, when I tried to find your songs I found Autumn Leaves by Edith Piaf. Now that makes me cry. Please keep up all the good work.
All the best to you and your family, at this difficult time.
Simon
TheInsurance2 1 year ago
After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with their loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
Babylittleowl 1 year ago
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After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with thier loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
Babylittleowl 1 year ago
After hearing you on Woman's Hour I had to know more and listen to you. I found something very special. You have shared with us your feelings and it must have been hard. But it will help so many people who will be feeling like you but are having difficulty in dealing with thier loss. To also encourage us to make a contribution to change the lives of families affected by this dreadful cancer is truly wonderful. Your mum is still with you.
Babylittleowl 1 year ago
Sarah, I heard you on Women's Hour Thurs 16th Dec and was very moved by your composure and the songs, both this and the one you played live-Say its Possible. You are an inspiration to everyone, in particular those who have lost a parent recently. I hop you raise the total sum hoped for really soon....I've downloaded both Autumn and the EP - Everyone DO THE SAME.... it is brilliant apart from being for a great cause.
mdwpatrick 1 year ago
Peace. Never give up faith, never fall to darkness.
Great voice ;)
R.I.P to your mother.
Singfordapeace 1 year ago
3 years ago i lost my best friend to leukaemia she was 10
MsGabby101 1 year ago
Sarah
Just listened to you on Radio WM.
What a special, beauitful wonderful person you are
The song is just wonderful and the video also and it bought back so many memories of people I have lost to cancer
Your mom was a special lady and you really are what you are because of her and your Dad.
There isn't many things that move me to words like this but you do.
I will keep up with your story and work and wish you, your Dad and all of your family all the love
God bless you all
ohhisay 1 year ago
hey, i read your story in shout, you are a beautiful girl inside and out and your mum will be really proud xxxxx
BubblesMurzo 1 year ago
good for you, youre in my mag ! such a great voice(L)
SupaaxBethh 1 year ago
Saw this in shout mag your a true inspiration your amazing I am ever so sorry about your mum all my love xxx ( btw funkymonkey is my sister I accidently did it on her account) xxx
CheekyChic109 1 year ago
this is a wonderful tribute to your mum i hope you are ok and that you can make number 1 at christmas. i saw youre artical in the shout magazine and i think you and your charity is doing amazing to have raised that much so far well done and all the best for the future all my love sam
stickghirl 1 year ago
you moved me to tears, love to you and your dad xxxxxx
udutture 1 year ago
My mother had cancer (skin). It was aweful and scary. In the end she did it. And I am more than grateful for that. But if I read the comments from the ones that were not as lucky as we were... Saying "I am so sorry" is not even describing how sorry actually I am. My heart is with you! xxx
coconut7072 1 year ago
This is so so touching, Sarah, your Mum would be so proud. Awareness of cervical cancer needs to be raised in any way it can. Your Mum, I am sure, was a very courageous lady and a fighter. I know how hard the next few weeks are going to be, the first Xmas; I too lost my Dad to cancer in 2008, he too was taken too soon at a very young age. I hope your fundraising is going well, and you and your family are in my thoughts xxxx
karen131070 1 year ago
I've just read your story in a magazine, and it really touched me. I felt I had to listen to this song. You should be really pleased with yourself as not only have you performed a tribute for your mum, but you've also raised awareness of Cervical cancer. Your mum's watching over you, she's so proud of you. Never forget that. Thoughts with you and the rest of your family xxxxxx
abilucyrose 1 year ago
Hi Sarah, read your story in Shout magazine, it touched me, great song&video! :)
JEVForeverYoung 1 year ago
Saw this in shout, very touching video! Sorry for the loss.
YocoolKids 1 year ago
New song go see it and buy if you can.
Thank You
tictactoehichachoe 1 year ago
I saw this on youtube and thought it was a singer's mother who had died and it made me very sad. I only realised days later that you were Jack's sister (I go to school with him) and when I watched it again it moved me even more. My mum had cancer when I was young and I can't really remember it but this reminded me of how lucky I am to have her and how much I feel for you. It was an amazing thing to do and I have bought both your songs. Hope you raise loads :)
tictactoehichachoe 1 year ago
Oh and by the way your voice, and your soul, as well as your mum is beautiful. :)
JoMakerOfMovies 1 year ago
Aaaaw, beautiful. I saw your page in Article magazine, this is beautiful. I hope it's xmas number one x
JoMakerOfMovies 1 year ago
I watched this after i read your story in shout magazine. I think your mum would be so proud to see you raising money and helping others. Keep strong and believe in yourself no matter what.
SuperWomanLucy 1 year ago
This is beautiful. Your mum had true courage, as do you. It's stuff like this that makes the human race good again. Love, light and laughter, always.
ifrozetodeath 1 year ago
Beautiful.
I lost my mum to breast cancer 3 years ago, so I can totally empathise, as I expect can many others too. Life is never the same, but it does go on. Just continue to make her proud of you.
sreymind 1 year ago
Hi Sarah! this it truly amazing! i saw the story in 'shout' yesterday, a truly inspiring story. you are doing an amazing thing and have an amazing voice! good luck with the fundraising! thank you for letting people who has had someone close pass away.
Chloe x
Chloeeeeeeee212 1 year ago
Hello Sarah! I read about your story in the shout magazine and i was instantly moved by it. Your voice is beautiful and im very sorry to hear about your mum, but she would have been increadibly proud of you I have had a few family friends affected by the cause and a family member of mine has unfortunately passed away from the same cancer as your mum. I love the video and it has inspired me to be greatful for what i have.
All my love , Hollie xx
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Holliee26 1 year ago
Hi Sarah! I just read this in Shout Magazine and I am going to do my best to raise a campaign to get you to a christmas number 1! If we could do it last year we can do it this year!
Ihavethecyrusvirusx 1 year ago
i saw this featured in Shout Magazine; this video is amazing! my grandad has recently been diagnosed with cancer and this video really shows how you can turn such a bad situation into something positive; good luck with the fundraising and well done! xxxxx
KristenTiaa25 1 year ago 16
very touching x
jessiebessie89 1 year ago
i read about this in shout magazine, you're an amazing singer and your mum would be so proud of you, R.I.P. what you're doing is absolutely amazing you are an inspiring person.
I lost my good friend to leukaemia, we were really close and he was like a brother to me, i didnt have anyone to speak to and i was absolutely broken not being able to hear his voice or speak to him everyday,
this has inspired me and i was thinking of raising money for a leukaemia charity like you did so thank you xxxxx
luvumorethancupcakes 1 year ago
Well done Sarah. This is Beautiful! 5 stars :). God Bless your Mums soul xxx
xksesamksex 1 year ago
Shout magasine helped me find this video thank goodness your an amazing person R.I.P-3
jessyglobe 1 year ago
Read your article in shout and thats what made me watch your video. You have such a beatiful voice and so brave! your video and article made me cry! I think what you've done is truely amazing! I really hope you reach your goal in fundraising and all your effort pays off. I will also reccomend this video through my facebook to my friends :)
all the best, aimee xx
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Gorgeous Voice, Your Mum Would Be Very Proud... Inspiring x
MsAilish09 1 year ago
Gorgeos Voice, Your Mum Would Be Very Proud... Inspiring x
MsAilish09 1 year ago
Sarah- I think you are absoulouty amazing, you are truly inspiring. :)
simsvideosltd 1 year ago
Hey,
My mum died of cancer nearly 6 years ago when I was 18 and its so so hard. I love your song its absolutely beautiful, your mum would be so proud of you. I would never have had the strength to do what you're doing. You're amazing :)
itsallaboutfi 1 year ago
Sarah your an insperation i really hope you get your goal in fundrasing, i've never dealt with anything like this before so i feel soo sorry for you, you seem like a really awsome person. Keep strong you deserve all this help your getting and more xxx
burageable 1 year ago 2
Hi, I just read your story in shout. It really touched me and I'm so sorry about your mum! This is a brilliant video, I love it!
AmazingCuddleCrew 1 year ago
I also just read your story in shout. It's so moving. Your singing is incredible. S woul be so proud of you. Reading your story makes me realise how lucky I am to have my family surrouning me. Thank you for telling your story. All my love to you and your family x
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GleeGirl1998 1 year ago
I'm currently reading your story in Shout magazine. Your so brave and strong to do what you did, I will definitely buy your songs when they come out!
TheGwen15 1 year ago
Just read about you in the shout mag u are an amazing person for all you have done and I'm sorry about your mother and you also have a beautiful voice well done:)
chloemi1000 1 year ago
i read your story in shout magazine and it brought a tear to my eye, then i watched this and i just cried! I'm so sorry to hear about your mum, but i think what you've done is amazing - and you have a really beautiful voice<3
xxIckleMissRandomxx 1 year ago
wow you have done a wonderful job i hve also read this in shout mag
in 2003 i have a baby brother who had died at a few months
cutielootie123 1 year ago
wow this made me cry. i heard about it from shout magazine too. you've given me goosebumps. you're the biggest inspiration and i cant even begin to imagine what you've been through. this proper gave me a reality check to appriciate what i've got. your mum would be so proud of you and she is still looking down on you now, smiling :) what you've done is simply breath taking and you seriously inspire me. wow i don't know what more to say! ♥ Well done babe x
xPaigeyPoo 1 year ago
I heard this in shout mag , so sweet well done
AmyHolly1998 1 year ago
I read this in shout magazine! Its amazing what you have done :) -3
greenybieber 1 year ago
I also read about you in shout magazine. Amazing! :')
SimoneTEHPWNZ0R 1 year ago
It's absoulutely amazing, i read about you in Shout Magazine :)
RockOut737 1 year ago
I read ur interview in shout and I have to say u r an insipiration everywhere.
nileynvrends 1 year ago
omg, words fail me, this is absolutely beautiful and literally moved me to tears. Keep strong Sarah, god bless you.
scotty2010ism 1 year ago
Hi Sarah I think what you have done is wonderful tribute and you have such a beautiful voice, your mum would have been proud, I am sure she is looking down smiling. I lost my mum a year ago to cancer and I still find it very very hard to get through the days without hearing her voice. You are a truly wonderful and brave young lady to have done this tribute. My thoughts are with you and your family......Truly amazing xxx
sunnygirlhope 1 year ago 12
@sunnygirlhope I'm so sorry about your mum, and I hope autumn has given you some comfort xxxx
sarahoephillips 1 year ago
i Saw Your story in the shout magazine it has inspired me as i lost my auntie to it in 2006 you a wonderfull and a brave brave girl xx
Lornaxx1996 1 year ago
Hi Sarah, I have just watched the video once again. I watched it a few months back and it's the only video on my favourites list and get listened too on my iPod. How is the fundraising going? Thanks again for sharing your story with us. X
BC198T 1 year ago 4
@BC198T hiya! thanks so much for the support we've raised £455,000 so far!!! xx
sarahoephillips 1 year ago 5
This was so beautiful! I cryed!
Rip to your mum, she looked stunning.
hi2u2ok 1 year ago
Bless your Family and mother
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philnicky1 1 year ago
I was driving to sainsburys today,listening to Billy Butler on the radio,when i heard you talking about your precious Mum,your song is a lovely tribute to your Mum,Ihad the biggest lump in my throat + had to stop myself from crying,Ilost my Mum to cancer 19/3/2010 I am totally devastated,finding it so hard in this life without her here,God Bless you Sarah,God Bless your beatifull Mum she was taken too soon,life can be so cruel.Your Mum will be so proud of you ,take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
philnicky1 1 year ago
@philnicky1 thank you for your lovely message. I am so sorry for your loss, even newer than mine. I can only hope you are finding ways to cope with your grief and carry on as i'm sure you're mum would have wanted xxxxx
sarahoephillips 1 year ago
Dear Sarah
I loved your film' I lost my dad at 20 and understand the importance of doing something proactive. I now work for the National Council for Palliative Care, a charity campaigning for improved end of life care for everyone who needs it and the Dying Matters coalition, a campaign to reduce the tabboo around talking about dying. I'd love to speak to you about your campaign if you'd like to get in touch my email address is s.turner@ncpc.org.uk
With thanks - Sam
33sturner 1 year ago
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Dear Sarah
I loved your film' I lost my dad at 20 and understand the importance of doing something proactive. I now work for the National Council for Palliative Care, a charity campaigning for improved end of life care for everyone who needs it and the Dying Matters coalition, a campaign to reduce the tabboo around talking about dying. I'd love to speak to you about your campaign if you'd like to get in touch my email address is s.turner@ncpc.org.uk
With thanks - Sam
33sturner 1 year ago
Hi Sarah, i also lost my Mum on the 12th October 2009 of Cancer and its one of the hardest things i have ever gone through. After seeing you on This Morning the other day i looked you up on here....i must say what a beautiful song and video of your Lovely mum, she would have been so proud of you, and when i listen to this song it makes me think of my Mum too......thank you. xxxxxxx
MARIAOWENS12 1 year ago
thank you so much for sharing this, the emotion in your voice has obviously touched so many people...including me. much love xxxxxx
emnjaz 1 year ago
I am lost for words. Everybody should look at you as a total inspiration. I'm sure your family are so proud of what you are doing. The inner strength you have overwhelms me. I, as I'm sure many others do and have take comfort in your song, possibly for a variety of reason, although they are personal to you, everybody, as I have found something.
Your voice is beautiful, comforting and emotive.
misskiji 1 year ago
i too watched you on this morning, your strength is truley amazing sarah.
I lost my dad 2 months ago very suddenly, he had cancer and just13 wks after diagnoses sadly died of heart. failier. .I along wiyh many know the saddness lossing a parent brings.your voice and song are lovely. x
VixHeRbz 1 year ago
I just watched you on this morning, you are amazing!
I lost my mum to cancer when I was 18 years old (10 years ago) and not a day goes by that I don't think of her and miss her.
What a lovely way for you to remember your mum, beautiful x
jemmangee 1 year ago
Just saw your interview on this morning and you are so strong. My dad is terminally ill with a brain tumor. Im his main carer along with my mum. Were trying to enjoy our time with him although sometimes it can be hard. Cancer is a terrible disease and i dont wish it on anyone. Your song is so lovely and means a lot to me with the situation im in. Thank you for showing me that i will get through it in my own time. Your such an inspiration. Best of luck with the single. I'll be down loading it xx
swones84 1 year ago
Just watched you on This Morning with Faryl..... Tears in my eyes..... God Bless you.
Sorry for your loss. Best of luck for the future
xx
rosnari 1 year ago
Hi Sarah I saw your dad on the channel 4 news today, his story about your mum made me cry so hard. Just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss and the pain you and your family had to go through. Please pass this message on to your dad if you can.
Take care and good luck for the future x
mydesigirl84 1 year ago
Bless your heart xx
meshaelsmum 1 year ago
Hi
Just lost my wife to Leukaemia a couple of weeks ago at only age