NICKI MINAJ-AUTOBIOGRAPHY WITH LYRICS

[RocRoyalisSEXY123]

Whatever who having shit against nicki. Shw been threw she aint, lien ily nicki. Nd bitchies stfu cause this tru wat wuld u say fuckoff her.

[BrEonna439]

nicki is not plastic .. barbie is just a name and not her qame .. if some of bitches really lok over her life she dont think she btter than nobody cuz .. she was poor herself .. all she was a little qirl with a biq heart and she was talented and w3anted to do somethinq to show it . she didnt copy lil kim at all ..lil kim took it all wronq .. the wigs the different voices ; she's been doinq that ever sence she was a little girl.But anyways the point of this was toh clear the air of nicki minaj.

[spando1231]

This song is soooo nicki minaj not the plastic doll she is now i wish she was still making these type of songs

[kiapooh213]

dis was jam!!!



[kiapooh213]

dis was jam!!!

#pow

[lbzgshock32]

Thumbs up if tears came to your eyes!!

[lizzlarryy90]

onen of my favorite nicki songs

[erickdircks]

Excellent piece of work!! Thank you very much for Sharing!!!!!

What a way of meeting people and get to see their talent. At first was reluctant being on youtube, but getting to do this has brought me into the houses of some very special people. You are one of them. Life; isn't it wonderful!!! Keep up the good work. Hope You Are Having A Splendid Day!!!!

A New Friend

Erick

How much of a charge for what!

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[sunnyday7958]

THUMBS UP if you cried

[miniminaj25]

this shit brings tears to my eyes....... i love you Onika Maraj all day keep going on

[TheZIA6]

These lyrics are illing becaus its very real and i understand all the crap she ben thur dang

[VANBRUNTDIVA]

THIS IS LETS U REALLY KNW WHO SHE IS!!

[LeylaPooh]

i got mad resepect for this gurl on the real .

[sammie220]

&* that's why her man left her.. cz she pretty much killed his seed. he was hurt.

[sammie220]

her dad was a deadbeat crackfeind. burned down dhe house w. ha muthaa in it ; she had an abortion cz she was young everybody was tellin ha she was going through too much in life to handle a baby at that point. now she regretss listenin to evrybody cz her &* her man wanted to have that baby . "if it's part of God's plan, maybe we can meet again" --she wantss to have a baby &* know what it's like to be a muthaa.

[milli2010babyy]

Damns her storyy is jst like mines i cant even lukk at mahh fuqking dad since he always fuqking try to fuqk mahh mom over

[TacoBoyLol]

Did she have a son with her dad or her boyfriend cause like WTF!!! she said she had a son but she had an abortion but was the son with her dad or her boyfriend????

[shasian1992]

@TacoBoyLol

she had her bby by her boyfriend. and he left her cuz she gotted an abortion...

[TacoBoyLol]

@shasian1992 iFound out about that 2 moths and a half ago because i searched it on google...

[jhena161]

she's saying " may the lord protect me, as the walk gets hectic

my voice projected my life reflected

[MrKelz419]

wow nicki been thru a lot. its fucked up how the 2 comments below me are say shit like hip hop is dead and saying its for fags who dont know music even though nicki killed it even though the song was so sick there has to be one jealous fucked up stalker looking for nickis songs and videos just to say shit like that. hip hop aint dead it just changed i got over it so why dont u get over it and stop crying like a fucked up pussy baby. i mean u haters are more obsessed with her than her fans!

[Kidd0HMuziikLiiVE3]

4 liil fagz who dnnt know musiik

[watsupAlex]

this video explains why hip hop is roughly dead...

FUCK all you fake wannabee raers and their little posing 13 year olds.

[CBOOSZY]

HELL NAWH ITSZ ALL ON HER WEBSITE ITSZ ABOUT HER DADDY BEING A CRACK HEAD AND HE BURNED THE HOUSEZ DOWN BUT HER MOTHER SURVIDED BECUSZE SHE STILL ALIVE HER MANN DIED AN LIL WAYNE AN THEM TOLD HER SHE HAD TO GET AN ABORTION KUSZ AINT NOO ONE WANTED TOO LISZTEN TOO A PREGNANT FEMALE RAPPER

[jasminboo96]

Mrkelz419 HATER!!!

[StarBeauty141]

this shyt DEEP .

[1234herron]

most of yu are dumb. her dad tried to burnn the house down wen her mom was in it but she qot out , shes alive aiqht. then her boiifran died, she culdnt tke care of the child alone so she qave it up for abortion . and she kept dreaminq about seein the child she wish she culd of kept it and she feels bad for qivin it up. then she had dreams about her father tryna kill her mother. and only her boiifran knew wut to dew wen she sad mad anqry or wut not. but idk who tried to stab her im tryn find out!

[BooDiddly781]

@1234herron totally agree. do you know how the bf died?

[1234herron]

@BooDiddly781 nopee im still trynna figure thatt out.

[BooDiddly781]

@1234herron i mean BACK THEN, not the 2010 one(nearly killed in motorcycle accident)

[BooDiddly781]

Realest shit I heard in a looooong time. Team Nicki.

[heat7772002]

oh man shit made me shed a tear, the 3rd verse was pretty deep. and for her to throw it out there and admit her mistake is even harder. <3 <3 <3

[HATEONITTV]

i really like it i love u nicki



[liljaymiah]

omg i hope she named the baby or when she dies she wont be able to find the baby in heaven

[1234herron]

@liljaymiah she didn name iit buh i knoo iit wuz a boii

[mzzsassypantz1]

wow dats messed up anybody wit me

[arturo6780]

i Kann Relate Two Verse 3 Feel likke iTs My mom Singing it.... The Reason My Dad Left Kuzz She Was Youngg Nd Trynna Havv Funn.....

[shakik32]

@dopesetta16

yuh kindaa right but naaw her daddy burned the house daown , and all that but she didnt abort her baby she gave it up for adoption , thats why she say "maybe we can meet again"

[lovedymond911]

thz shit drives deep

[lovedymond911]

thz song diver deep

[samatha183]

did she had a child 

[VANESZA17]

i read somewhere her mom got out the house b4 it collapsed...

but yea this some deep shit this was the song that made me lover even more

this the truth and u feel her pain poor girl been thru alot

cant blame her for being how she is now

[TheKiahmac]

her mom didn't die,she just got burned bad!btw:this song deep.

[041095booboo]

that was amazing nd i think some ppl need to hear jux to kno that hollywood isnt jux all glitz nd glamour...also the ppl arent jux havin fun they gotta live wit hard times too....Wonderful song!!!

[Jaeyonna]

Respond to this video...wow dis iz so hurtful it be sum stupid asz gurlz fuq u trynna stive her 4 hope not ova a boy n i hope da bytch her # 1 fuqqinq friend (nicki u do u fuq deez hatinq asz bytchez)

[gershom44]

wow i truly respect her as a person and an artist....beautiful inside and out

[xtiffnayyy]

omg this is mad deep im tearin up.

i didnt know nicki been through all dat.

i love her even more now.

[smokesgurl123]

this song make me think alot about my life...

[TheKiahmac]

This song is,deep when I first heard I cried so bad!I'm so happy for her she been through too much.

[xyewrminex]

omg <3 nicki omg love her so much now i know wat this song iz about

god blezz herr

[kodak80]

that's deep....

[zeeshira]

what mixtape/album is this song on????

[BGkhanh]

FUCK THIS BITCH WHATS THE BEAT THO?

[MrKelz419]

@BGkhanh FUCK U

[mrshershey1]

i love dhuss sonq iht fcking go ,, & ihts real

[bookeyify]

this sonqq is deep <3

[MsSoBella]

wonderful song!! i <3 yu nicki!!

[PuppyLove0809]

.-dhet was dhe cuzzo..who made dhet comment. ! iknoe whudd she qouinq throuqh iunderstand ibeen there in her place dhet'sx why she mhy idol. ! yeah iknoe her daddie was douinq crack nd he killed her mother by burninq down dhe house..inoe dhet her bae daddie was there fhor her with euerythinq nd she dihim wronq..nd iknoe she qot an abortion et ah yunq aqe becux idi

[1TBARBIE]

DAMN SHE CAME HARD ON HERE. i LIKE HER.

[XxXBhaDNelLiEXxX]

omg dhatt sad lhke she wus a mother be4 & iiiknow wutt she mran aboout she miss her kiss

[LexieAnneka]

WOW!!! I lyk dis....

[8jay6lou4]

this is da nicki i loved... befo she signed to young money. she was real wit her shit and not on da fake barbie bull. amazing song wit a even betta meaning.

Nicki before YM > NIcki wit YM

all day every day

[stewieloveslois]

@8jay6lou4 wen she made dis song she was wit young money so nothing has changed stop thinkin u kno everything

[cedes0]

@8jay6lou4 this was when she was with young money. your just an hater.,, learn ya shit before you comment my shit.

[twins2cute4u]

@cedes0 stop being oo mean lol n disrespect

[ActionFiggaOne]

@cedes0 no it wasn't this was on Sucka Free...

[TheCozmikTruth]

@8jay6lou4 The more dumber and insignificant the bars are in a song, (and I mean the mre simplistic and childesh the words are) the better chances of that artist rising in a dumbed society! She was once real until the music industry took complete control of what content she was able to release. This is the format for every uprising musician! God bless her soul

[wearinagreenshirt]

@TheCozmikTruth talking stupid but keeping your mind focused is not a crime, in fact it pays quite well!

[prettygurlswagger]

@8jay6lou4 no she been with yiung mney for awhile im pretty sure she was them when she made this

[chrisbrownbabe99]

luv dis song.! first time hearing it made me start cryin. she's been through a lot. everythin in dis song as a reason n meaning.

xoxox nicki

[Rishki1234]

--deep shitt . ! =(

[NyraRachelle]

WOW!! I HOPE SHE MAKES IT

[Bostonsbeauty11]

tht was deep nicki iididnt kno half tht stuff damn..

[briannalove23]

@Bostonsbeauty11 ME NIETHIER DISS SONG IS SOO SADD

[bellachebella]

this song mad my tear up and I rarely get emotional over songs, but man this song touched me I had to download it asap

I honestly didn't know you went through so much, at least your addressing all the haters what you've been through its truly heart breaking

Keep doing your thing these bitches best stop hating on you nicki

Cant wait to see this song on 106 & park and mtv love ya x

[tremainediva22]

I love the way she raps!! its sooo awesome!

[zoeyapril4888]

bra win i heard dis i bursted n tears win i heard verse 3. she said " sometimes i can hear u in da air sayin mama dont cry cant ya c im rite here". i got so sad cuz i stared tinkin bout my nephew and how i glad he still here wit me rite now til dis day

[SHAY61508]

deep shit!! She didnt say she pat herself on the back for sendin yu back. she said "and i dont pat myself on the back for sending you back cause god knows i was better than that."

[blessed39501]

Nicki Minaj Is Dope. Much Love. I Love This Song.

[keepmelord]

this shit is sad (tears)

[dayshunmichaelyoung]

.....man. dis shit deep af. i didnt evn realize wat verse 3 was about damn. dat shit cut me deep and i rarely get emotional ovr a song. damn. everyboddii should here dis song maybe den they will stop hatin. ppl always b judgin ppl and dey dnt kno where dey came frm.

[Khadijah350]

its so sad but i feel her pain ppl say they hate her but they dont no her life and never been in here shoes so stoop hatin on nicki bitchz

[brittianyjade1]

this song his made me truly look at nicki in another way....so people dont hate on her she may be plastic,but she 2 has a heart beating

[nevahangwitbumz101]

@brittianyjade1 dat wuz suppa deep

[DawnOfRandomness23]

verse1 is about when she was younger her dad who was a drug addict, burnt their house down while their mom was inside, but they got her mom out safely. Later she had nightmares of her dad killing her mom, and how much she hates her dad.

2 is about a bf, she messed up somehow and they broke up. Then she realized how much she messed up.

3 is about how she was pregnant, but she was young and ppl told her to get an abortion bcz they said she wasn't ready for a baby, and in a way she regrets it.

[wardgurl190]

i really feel ha on diz song diz a dope ass song its deep!!!!

[lilmama42888888]

i hope she has a kid one day

[momolala24]

she did get a abortion bcuz she would have payed money or somthin to get her baby bak she has money now !!! she would atlease found the adoption parent . why would she say i pat myself on the bak for sendin you bak then say if its gods plan shell see him again . if she didnt get a abortion then were the fuck did she send the baby bak too ?

[brebre574]

I Love This Song I Can Relate To Her Almost To a T

[classychiq2010]

<3 ii so love thiis song!!

[babiyale]

love dis song nicki go hard

[DolceChanelify]

See now that why it is not good to judge people by the way there look.because there could always have a sercet behid it .and this makes me cry .because i no wat it feel like .love his song Nicki Minaj Fan.

[babiyale]

i luv this song she is so real jus expressin ha self she has my heart about da drama

[starasia167]

THE NIGGUAHS THAT SAID SHE GAVE HA BABY FOR ADOPTION IYT HA MOM SPEAKIING YALL ALL DUMB. SHE GOT PREGNANT AT A YOUNG AGE AND PPL KEPT TELLING HER SHE WAST READY SO SHE ABORTED. WHO DID HA MOTHER ABORT AND IF SHE GAVE THE UP THE BABY WHY WOULD SHE SAY IF " if its part of gods p.lan maybe we can meet again"

[PuppyLove0809]

yhuu are stupidd bcux she was bouqht tew keep the baby but she listened tew other ppl nd she aborted iht so she could have funn nd she said if itx qodx plan they could meet again bcux when she die she wanna qho to heaven with her xhild becux her xhild is part of the innocent qeneration bcux her xhild couldnt meet the real world.

[BannanaSplitz90]

nicki omg i luv u girl u went thro so much....i didnt kno u had a baby... luv u girl just rememba dat u got lots of fans dat luv u to death like meh..

[TheCowart]

DEEP made me cry

[mjlovelikesnow]

omg this song is soooo gud she did her thing ....this song is very instirational to ppl that have been in her place ..i give it up to nicki she is good after all.....

[Mslexis97]

i luv♥ this song it really shows her deep inside

[wana2151]

ohh my go..nicki yuhh made meh kry on dis song..i kan relate ta dis n so many ways..

[sexychik12454]

dhiss is some hard shytt i like dhiss sonqq

[Myatherabbit]

girl i feel u to my step daddy on crack he went to jail for stabbing my mother in the jail. nd my mother shot his azz in his head soooooooooo............ she didnt go to jail tho wjile my mom got stab she was having a baby nd the baby was almost killt so thats y that crack head went to jail

[saymabye2DNA]

Bles ha soul cuz I neva nu shi went thoo dat. Honni I. Luv ya

[saymabye2DNA]

L¤v€ ÷h!$ $¤ng

[mathlete21]

Damnn u went through alot NICKI.....I luv U girl...

[Yo0hCho0b]

its " may the lord protect me as the walk is hectic"

[yinkz12345]

whats the beat called

i want it

[tjgetcash]

it is beanie sigel- feel it in the air

[paramorebabyful]

the qoute in the pictrue is wrong, i have watched the interview and shes says ''my ideal man is old wrinkled and green on a piece of paper.

[shybabez101]

wat interview was it??

[shybabez101]

yo i dead luv how da "choir" at da end i luv wen she says may da lord protect me as the war gets hectic it encourages me alil i guess

[Sup3rMan488]

She Ripped It. Shy101 I agree it doesnt make sense. YOu need to edit that. lol. Nicki Minaj was doing all crazy songs and i think this one is one of the best she did. Its humble and very outhere.

[shybabez101]

i thought it was may da lord protect me as the war gets hectic cuz 2 me wat u got on der doesnt make sense

[mizzchatbox]

omg she killed this beat

[paramorebabyful]

wait, in the first verse did her father kill her mother?

[shybabez101]

yea i m guessing so

[hattutjoxx]

first verse is nice!

[DRiZZYo3]

for the ppl who is swearinn' up and down they noee what thaa song is talkinn' abt and they're wrong as hell:

in the 1st verse, she is talking abt her parents.

In the 2nd verse, she is talking abt her baby's father.

In the 3rd verse, she is talking TO the child she aborted. She's talking like she is directly talking to her aborted son. When she say's "mommy was dumb, Mommy was just tryna have fun", she's talking to her son. she IS NOT talking abt her mother dumbasses.

[GypsyBelle912]

I don't understand how that can be misinterperted. Except for the fact you said she had an abortion. She didn't. She gave her baby up for adoption. So maybe you should be careful about calling people dumbasses.

[DRiZZYo3]

she said, "i pat myself on the back for sending you back caise god knows i was beetr than to concieve you and leave you"... Meaning she killed her child [abortion]...Get it ? sending you back to god ?..the baby is gone.

she wouldn't say sending you back to God if the child was still alive.

[iluvweezy03]

so true

[Lillyprincess4]

I have a question cause I'm not as good as understanding these things well lol.

In the 2nd verse she said "and when im angry with my friend and my man and my daddy you was there when that bitch tried to stab me" it says she was mad at her man....so are you sure she's talking about her baby's father in that verse??

xo,

Lilly

[PuppyLove0809]

-she was talkinq bout her baby daddy becux she was qoinq with him while she was with her mann nd she left her baby daddy for her man but still bye her side throuqh everythinq becux he loved her nd he saved her when sum female tried tew kille her.

[lindakay36p]

-no she was not becuz she said my friend,my man and my daddy (one person)

[cedes0]

No dats not what she ment maybe u need 2 listen to dis song just a lil bit longer.

[dopesetta16]

@PuppyLove0809

dats not what shes sayn stupid what she sayn is that her father was a crackhead nd he burned the hse dwn nd killt her mother nd den wen she was yung she had an abortion idk y guess kus ppl was telln her she dnt need no kids nd i guess sumthn happened to her nd her man that he left or probally died idk but jus keep listening to the song it says it all in dere!!!

[cedes0]

@dopesetta16. her father burned dwn the house and killed her mother. she had an abortion 'cuz she was young so ppl told her she wasn't ready for them. but she regret it. She did something that had hurt her boyfriend that's why she said she said she understand the true meaning of karma because now she's hurting.

[dopesetta16]

@cedes0 oh iight good lookz ....i kinna had a grip there on it..lol

[dopesetta16]

@cedes0 oh iight good lookz ....i kinna had a grip there on it..lol

[Bostonsbeauty11]

@cedes0 her mother didnt die..she suffered bad burns

[ShawtyIsAHustler]

@cedes0 your all fucking dumb HER MOTHER IS ALIVE, get it? NIGHTMARES OF U KILLING MY MOTHER. she had a abortion at 13-15. And shit with her boyfriend, fuck.

[BooDiddly781]

@cedes0 did they bf want to keep the kid? and her mom is still alive. she even said so. and she said if she was to go blind the last thing she would want to see is her mom's face, and i dont mean a picture. -__- so did he bf want to keep the kid?

[1234herron]

@BooDiddly781 her boiifran died

[deathskull1100]

@cedes0 actualy he didn't kill her mother .... she gave her baby up for adoption.. just settin yuh straight..

[1trugurlalways]

this is the nicki I know she was soft before she got into the young money crap....now she is just uuggghhh.....but i still luv herr this is a amazing song try to keep making song like this aight i love it

[shakik32]

@dopesetta16

yuh kindaa right but naaw her daddy burned the house daown , and all that but she didnt abort her baby she gave it up for adoption , thats why she say "maybe we can meet again"

[terrellbre]

dangg this songg is very touchingg yo '.

[babiighurls10]

Omq ii Criedd When ii Heardd Dhisss Cuz Everythinq She Said Happene dTo Mee. ! And ii Love Him Soo Much Even Tho ii Never Got To See Him.. ! And ii Feel Him In The Air But ii Never Got To Touch Him... !

[iB100pErCeNt]

DiS sOnG gOeZ hArD!!!!!

[princesswhitleybrown]

aw this made me so sad my bestie told me about this song and i was shocked and sad wen i heard it

[DiamondGirl2590]

i'm not a nicki minaj fan at all... but I give her her props on this song. It helps me understand her so much better.

[laquandra2007]

UGH....DiS SONG REAlLi GO HARD NiCKi i FUkiN FE3l

[The2010TWEETYBIRD]

!!!DIS SONG GO HARD!!!

[MsDrizzy23]

Nicki hold ur head up, this song is deep,love this song

[kilapratt]

this song is deep...nicki did get an abortion..she wanst ready 4 the bby so she aborted it..question answerd..the daddy hit it nd quit it.question anwserd..nd at least she aint tlkin bout fuckin my boo weezy

[bosijay3698]

omg diz sound goz in deep, kep ur head up nicki ur da best im might only be 13 but ur my idol and hope u noe juliet willl always be ur biggest fan and ill pray 4 ya u

[souiljagirl77]

i love u nickiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

[thxckbxtch21]

"its may the lord protect me as the world gets hectic" not protect it

[miszdyg123]

Dhis woman dun been thru alot ! Yhu never know wud ppl are qoinq thru until yhu experience iht or dey tell yhu !

[iluvweezy03]

aww this is a sad song but its gross how much cleavage she shows and she was even wearing 2 bras in pics i ve seen

[KarolynStar]

so did she have a baby?

[lilmissnana24]

deep song *tear* make me think bout life

[Danq3rbabi]

danq she had a baby?shia sonq sad..

[sexychick335]

I ly thiss sonqq .

[musizr0cz]

d33p s0ng i luv it so sad

[PrincessShardae]

I love this song she jus went deep and killed!

[breeziifbaybee]

wow i love this song!

[NicoleeGeorgiaa]

deep song, love it !.

[dejay74]

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[lilmissnana24]

DEEP SONG SADD *CRYS*

[Harmdizzl3]

ii luv dhiss song!its so deep!

[WaNt3d226]

nicki minaj is my baby... i love dis song so fuckin much... so real so deep n so raw -WaNt3d

[myana670]

dis some sad shit rite hear so all yall haterz falll back cuzzz dis really got to meh

[msnewbie2010]

she is omg this is the best song bye nicki n no she did not have an abortion she gave her child up and it talks about her man that she luvd her mommi that dies her stpid dadd tht she hatez and jus fhuckn life true stuff luv u nicki ur prpzz fr me bad bitch shidd cz onli bad bitchez sppeak da fuqn truth luv u