That 'thing' is you, and you'll never be rid of it; it's intrinsic to your humanity. You'll have to become ever more subtle and complex in order to parry its advances.
in the end we all stay in front of a huge wall with a big question mark on it.You can never be sure about anything; and anything written in duality-language is partially distracting. I deeply resonate with your thoughts;i`m kinda done with this world. And the ego, as small as i have forced it to be, continues to challenge me. Sometimes i feel like i am just waiting for the final "game over" that nobody can avoid. Is it going to take us anywhere pleasant? I don`t know anymore, but i still believe
ego is like the boss at the end of a good video game. usually you die a few times before you figure out that its weakness is your strength. god, i love duality xD
have you allowed your self to accept the white light is but 1/7 of the electromagnetic spectrum? i had panic attacks when in my early teens. it was me facing reality vs. the lies and propaganda i've bought into. others have trouble accepting me, but no problem fitting in. the empty space is always willing to accept me, which is exactly where i fit in.
Beginning four winters ago, the same, or similar thing began coming over me every Nov/Dec. The words I am about to use are not adequate, and I did not know this with any sort of clarity at the time, but I needed a deeper, more legitimate, inner connection than I was experiencing and without this there WAS no life here. I went into my room and, save work, stayed there for three months. The connection was established, and seven months later or so I began consciously shifting reality streams.
That 'thing' is you, and you'll never be rid of it; it's intrinsic to your humanity. You'll have to become ever more subtle and complex in order to parry its advances.
JOEFRO2 1 month ago
You dare to think for your self and speak of it. That is why I enjoy your videos.
gigipah 1 month ago
in the end we all stay in front of a huge wall with a big question mark on it.You can never be sure about anything; and anything written in duality-language is partially distracting. I deeply resonate with your thoughts;i`m kinda done with this world. And the ego, as small as i have forced it to be, continues to challenge me. Sometimes i feel like i am just waiting for the final "game over" that nobody can avoid. Is it going to take us anywhere pleasant? I don`t know anymore, but i still believe
Carmellito1 2 months ago
ego is like the boss at the end of a good video game. usually you die a few times before you figure out that its weakness is your strength. god, i love duality xD
2011timmyt 2 months ago
*hugs* I feel you brother.
malakh777 2 months ago
if you ever feel the need for clarity, hit me up and let's see what we can come up with
innerstellarman 2 months ago
have you allowed your self to accept the white light is but 1/7 of the electromagnetic spectrum? i had panic attacks when in my early teens. it was me facing reality vs. the lies and propaganda i've bought into. others have trouble accepting me, but no problem fitting in. the empty space is always willing to accept me, which is exactly where i fit in.
innerstellarman 2 months ago
Very interesting video.
urbanimage 2 months ago
Beginning four winters ago, the same, or similar thing began coming over me every Nov/Dec. The words I am about to use are not adequate, and I did not know this with any sort of clarity at the time, but I needed a deeper, more legitimate, inner connection than I was experiencing and without this there WAS no life here. I went into my room and, save work, stayed there for three months. The connection was established, and seven months later or so I began consciously shifting reality streams.
omcasey1 2 months ago
My love to you..
omcasey1 2 months ago
You are an interesting mother fucker
voidergary 2 months ago 5