Secrets

[237cupcake]

heart braking </3

[guitarfiend1000]

im tired of trying im tired of walking this path i cant walk no more i cant move forward in life anymore every step i take makes me not stronger but weaker and its to a point where i cant step forward no more for its a step i cant reach and a weight i cannot lift

[Aspiringactress123]

1.I'm poor 2.Known as happy, they have no clue 3.I am learning to accept my imperfections though 4.Still think im ugly 5.Still think im fat 6.Gotta lie to everyone 7.My family isnt exactly the greatest 8.Never had a true friend to tell my secrets to 9.I am my own best friend. && 10.I trust God to make it all better Nobody know my dirty little secrets, but I'm fixing them. Myself. With youtube...and internet, i guess. I'll be better. I know it. I have to be...

[MegaBieberGirls]

1:09

2:06

2:22

3:04

3:52

4:01

4:11

4:19

whats the 2nd song?

[elizabethbird1980]

i can relate to alot of these. mostly the self-conscious ones cuz i think im too skinny. and its weird cuz everyone thinks theyre fat. (and i like ur username cuz im in colorguard too!! sorry thats random)

[peacelover0110]

I ment 94BrokenAngel94

[peacelover0110]

I want to respond to 94BrokenAngle94 and just say same!! :/

[aokska]

i'm still getting over my mom abusing me and now my only family gets killed in war. life is rough and tiring. its hard to exist

[237cupcake]

life can be really hard =[

[WiccanDogTags]

know what?? screw it, everything from 2:07 to when the country soundin music starts i amazing

[WiccanDogTags]

2:07 absolutely what i feel EVERY day...i have not til now seen such a perfect quote and im sure i never will again. My mother is single, has been my whole life, she never let me do much except maybe sit on the front porch until i was around the age of 12. I wasnt allowed around guys until i was 13 so i have social issues too...it gets worse as the years go by, im 15 now...just, great vid^^

[davethedrummer1]

jeesh how depressing. cheer up everyone! life is only what you make of it!

[LuvstepLover]

you'll never know how much it hurts...that you could love me...but you choose not to...

[RissieRoosPage]

I lost him because of my shyness :( ..and now i'm left with the what if's?

[xXImAwesomex]

whats the 2nd song?

[animerocks2341]

I am done with feeling things its not worth it any more. No one wants me to be me! also i can relate to all of that stuff. :(

[animerocks2341]

I am done with feling things its not worth it any more. No one wants me to be me!

[Exhalelight]

Love you guys!

[JacobBlackBarkBark]

"i miss the way summertime used to feel"

Aw maaan. i miss him in the summer, i shouldn't.

it's bad, cause we may not see each other next year :(

summer, now, is a hot and sweaty season where i have to be extra careful to hide my cuts.

[bella0726]

who sings the second song?

[XxxTaylor1014xxX]

I am only 13,

And I relate to way more then half of these.

</3

"Suffering is optional, Pain is inevitable."

[TheKarraLela]

And what he'll never know is that I drank everyday because I was terrified he'd stop loving me. Yesterday he told me he only loves me as a friend. Now I drink because I'm terrified he'll fall in love with someone else. -/3

[ToxicLovely]

I've seen the love of my life shaking & in tears because my ED is so out of control;

but even seeing how much this is hurting him, I still can't bring myself to eat.

[blink182lover5216]

can you send me a line to the web site where you got the picture at 5:46 ive been looking all over the web of it for months and its the only way i can think of explaining the way to people

[mrmanandstarry]

"I can't wait to be on my own."

"Sometimes, I wanted to jump out of the car and run as far as I could.. Away from the people in the car with me."

"Being able to survive it doesn't mean that it was ever ok..."

"I'm sick of feeling unwanted."

"Dear god, turn me into a bird so i can fly far, far away from here."

"Can you fall for someone you've never met?"

"I hide behind makeup."

I'm 12. And all I do is hide. I can relate to like half of these... actually more than half.

[XFallsxApartX]

@mrmanandstarry me too.. all the ones u listed and more..

[musicizmiiLyf]

@mrmanandstarry same here...

[eliandclare4ever]

i tell myself all the time that if i was as skinny as her, as open as her, as pretty as her, LIKE her, that u would love me

[msxblackxvelvetx]

This made me cry.

I'm not okay :'(

[94BrokenAngel94]

1. I'm gay

2. I cut

3. I'm afraid

But I'm trying to learn to love myself,

and it's the hardest thing I've ever done...

(But I know eventually I'll find that special girl,

who loves me for who I am, and it'll be allright...)

Wish you luck, all of you!

Believe in yourselves and have a good live <3

[PrincessAshley699]

gahh i can relate to about 98% of these :/

[0mgsohardtomakeuser]

im getting taken apart piece by piece

[FrozenWaterPetals]

Dear minute 1:03

I do too.

[Xious101]

you people do realize the phrase rip your heart out is just an expression? its impossible for any normal person to rip your heart out. anyone who could really rip your heart out would be a highly trained cardiosurgeon . and even then they couldnt rip it out, they could only remove it, otherwise the person would die. love dosent originate on the heart, it not even the heart shape. love originates in a part of the brain; the heart is for supplying blood to parts of the body.

[Xious101]

forest gump pun at 3:52

[Xious101]

i think this is the most emo video ive ever seen

[RandeeSchuh]

i dont think i have a heart anymore its gone

[1234567890lololz]

Secret #8 I'm leaving, this week.

[1234567890lololz]

Secret #1 I'm not a virgin

Secret #2 the cat DIDN'T do it

Secret #3 i've packed my bags twice

Secret #4 I'm an athiest,(shhhh)

Secret #5 I despise my entire family

Secret #6 I think about suicide

Not so Secret #7 I'm only 13

[blink182lover5216]

where did you get the picter for 5:47

[GeminiAuntie]

One of these days I'm just gonna hop on the bus and leave all this behind and start over with hopes of not messing it up this time.

[GeminiAuntie]

They don't realize the hurt I feel in my heart when they say I don't understand what it's like to be a mother :(

[boredXyetXamused]

I wonder if I really do love her or if I'm staying with her because of the baby......

[bff1hvj1wjnmk]

i love you :'']

[KayIsParamoreAddicte]

What's the second song? <3

[lailawans2smila]

@KayIsParamoreAddicte  Beauty in the Breakdown- The Scene Aesthetic

[KayIsParamoreAddicte]

@lailawans2smila Thankyou :)

[ILOVEUGGS789456]

whats the second song in this/

[ChloeRoseJohnson]

What the name of the second song used in this video? x

[KewlBeansYo]

Everyone asks me how I deal with my emotions and pain so well... the truth is is that I don't.. I just get better and better at hiding it

[sammyfangirl]

he makes me cut and starve myself because he'll never love, just like the rest of the world

[ilauren1998]

im causing my friends so much pain by telling them i have tried to commit suicide twice and i feel as if the world wud b better off without me......im only 12

[LittleMissClumbzie]

1:55<3

[LittleMissClumbzie]

secret1:

i miss the days when i didnt cry so much.

secret2:the only reason why i havent killed myself yet is because i dont want my family to have to deal with the loss.

secret3: i wish they cared.

[skaty825]

@LittleMissClumbzie Right there with ya

[LittleMissClumbzie]

@skaty825 ''/

[DeathNotexxLight]

I've been cutting myself for 5 years.

Every time I think life is going good I stop cutting.

I think to myself...

Life is good right now.

But then something happens and I go back to cutting.

It feels soo good when I'm doing it, but afterwards I feel so guilty.

I wish I could just stop perminetely....

But I doubt that'll ever happen.

I hate my life.

[woobilies]

I can tell you, the day you stop will not be a day you remember well. Just one day you'll think 'I don't need to today' and the next, and the next. Then one day you'll realise you could throw your knives out. That day won't stick either.

But one day you'll realise it's been a year since you last cut. And that day will stick. And it feels good.

I still think about self harm nearly everyday, but for the most part, I feel so much better. Good luck, stay safe.

[DeathNotexxLight]

Thanks so much for your imput, I'll keep it in mind. It's nice to know people care. ^.^

[4everHelper]

DeathNotexxLight : won't you visit my channel?

[Apink420]

this makes me wanna cry

[LetsAllBeSkinnyAgain]

this is the best video i have ever seen. ever. <3

[hhscolorguard11]

thank you!

[cutesmileheart]

1:11 1:34 1:44 1:53 ok im just going to stop listing times because pretty much all of these apply to me about this girl that im so in love with. she told me she was bicurious and all i said was "oh". i should have came out right then and there too...she doesnt even know how much she means to me...she has no clue and i know that i mean nothing to her...i love her so much it hurts

[fingerscrossed13]

Tell her how you feel. I know iut doesn't sound that good but if she hears the truth it may help. This is from a girls perspective but hey! It's up to you/

[HelpCureAutism]

i feel skipped over, like no1 understands sometimes

[nataliefan4Christ]

this video is so representative of my life...thank you for this it was a great slideshow

[hcoxx3]

The second one is Beauty in the Breakdown by the scene asthetic

[SkilletFanForever]

i don't know where to begin, thats how fucked up my life is....

[shanmannon]

Hey I know I have commented a lot on this but oh well. Just saying i can relate to this a lot and it's an amazing video. Another one that i can relate to is Sometimes, i wanted to jump out of the car and run as far as i could...away from the people in the car with me.

[shanmannon]

Suffering is optional. Pain is inevitable. -That is so true in life and it fucking sucks.

[xxdeathxxtoxxposersx]

he cheated, lied and hurt me. he made me cry soo many times. . . how can i still want him even though, i have someone else already??

my boyfriend says he'll tell my parents if i cut again. . . so i just dont tell him but i always feel guilty.

[AdorkableMuffins]

I worry about being alone, having no one.

I starve myself so I can look better.

I hurt myself, because its the first thought.

I feel unwanted.

I hate myself for who I am.

[hhscolorguard11]

Please look up the song: More Beautiful You by Jonny Diaz.

[umner1]

i keep everything bottled up...

[PrettyDancer104]

i do not know who i am...

[shanmannon]

when someone hurts me mentally, i hury myself physically.

[xxdeathxxtoxxposersx]

@shanmannon me to dude me too

[shanmannon]

it's good to know im not the only one...

[xxdeathxxtoxxposersx]

yeah i wish i could stop. fer some reason i can help others but why cant i help myself?

[shanmannon]

I wonder that same thing. And then I thinkg that i must be a hypocrite cus i dont want anyone else to do it but i think i deserve it. I want to stop but i cant imagine life without it. i dont know why we cant help ourselves. but we can help others cus were more understanding then most people cus of what we do. And we cant help ourselves so thats why we cut. cus we want some way to release everything but we cant live without it after were addicted to it. its so confusing.

[AngelHorse101]

@shanmannon

hell no you ain't the only one.

[Zozos11]

i love it.

what song is this

[ccaddell06]

1st is lonely day by system of a down

2nd is beauty in the break down by the scene asthetic

[CrushJehovah]

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

[jeskig]

I think this is a good vid'

[raeyandt]

I truly believe all my problems would be solved if i was not fat...

[kaboombanana]

Yes I used to think that to. It's so wrong. Believe me, you're beautiful just the way you are. dont ever let anyone make u feel diffrently.

[DbueGBHS]

Life is broken. Our society has such high expectations for us, I'm expected to play football.. get good grades and maintain healthy relationships with my friends and family.. fuck this stupid fucking system I quit everything.. I quit football I told my jock friends to fuck off and all I do is smoke weed.. I need help

[hhscolorguard11]

Your life shouldn't be determined by your surroundings. This is YOUR life, don't waste it.

[withinXmyXdreams]

What is the 1st song?

[isawadeadfrog]

Sounds like Lonely Day by System Of A Down. I could be wrong though

[RawwrRandomHayley]

Everytime I look down at my arms I don't just see scars, I see the blood that ran out the night when I nearly committed suicide.

Does that make me crazy?

[kimmylovestruth]

No, not at all.

It makes you strong for still standing.

[randomness551]

nope everytime i get a headach i think of th night i od on tylenol. i think of how close i was and how i wish it had worked

[beautyfulpayn]

no. it doesn't.

[MCRMY107]

The pic at 2:11 is basically the best description of my problems!

Although the girl i love was with my best friend, i now can't stand love and still love the same girl, it's been over 3 years!

[emilyINshades]

Iv tried killing myself more than once.

And not even my Bestfriend knows.

[Tartness318]

I know ^_^ emily we love you, and you know that. I dont ever want you to have to feel you have to go through anything alone ever again ok? you have my number

[emilyINshades]

Thanks Britt.

iLoveyou&Dan&mrs.Deb&the whole family(:

iloveyou for helping me through this. :D

<3 txt you later.

[Ssublimes]

I want to puke. But I am too scared.

[boopeypoo]

my secret- i was free from cutting for five months... but last night a broke and did what i promised myself i would never do..

[mandabear354]

sometimes i wish that ppl wouldnt care so much so i could end it all and not have 2 worry about hurting them.

[hhscolorguard11]

There's a reason you feel that way. Because God is telling you that you are called to a higher purpose.

[icemen33]

what song

[RedHotCheerios]

i think about ending my 7 year friendship with my best friend, even though i'd do anything 4 her i just wonder if she'd do the same. thanks 4 the vid peace n love

[DeathNotexxLight]

I haven't eaten anything today and I don't plan to.

[hhscolorguard11]

"More Beautiful You" -Jonny Diaz.

[XxAnotherEmoxX]

every 1 makes fun of me cuz im emo and crap but when they hear my story there like oh shit i would have killed my self...and every person dose it

[abei95]

i know this is the internet..

and its stuiped opening up.

but i moved schools cause my best friend bullied me till i shook.

i guess i've always had a problem with everything. but, ive been cutting for 3 years, and i know i do it.. and i know to stop..but i cant i mean i dnt wanna? :S

its like its pouring out of you.

but then you cant stop :/ ive never really liked who i am, but now im wearing more nd more makeup. and my parents hate it.

should i just end life either way? :/

[greenlovergirl]

dont end it now, or youll regret it when you look down from heaven to what could have been. Its gonna end soon. soon.

[hhscolorguard11]

More Beautiful You - Jonny Diaz.

Beautiful Disaster - Jon McLaughlin.

I love you, because God loves you. That "friend" of yours is a horrible person, but if you let your scars hold you down, you have sunk to her level. Keep your chin up, and know that this is not the end.

[TheRealMacy]

I pray and pray and i haven't sprouted wings to fly away from this hell hold of a life some times i think if i just jump out of my window ill fly or die either way its a win win

[numd3alone]

i love you

you love me

is this destined

to never be?

r we nothing

that will ever last?

cuz after 4 years

u r my present and past..

i wish u would hate me

it be easier that way....

[Destined2Burn]

life is merely a game we're all forced to play.

there is no savior.

it's just everybody for their god damned selves.

[hhscolorguard11]

I absolutely disagree. I am sorry you have been led to believe that there is no Savior. He is the only thing that has kept me going. You can't do this on your own, and He wants to carry your burdens, throw away your past, cover your scars with his own nail pierced hands. He loves you, and I honestly feel that I will see you in Heaven. I love you.

[Destined2Burn]

someone like me could never end up in heaven, whatever heaven really is.

for all people know, it's merely a lie invented to shut up some kid bawling for mommy.

[lailawans2smila]

@Destined2Burn heaven is wherever you feel happy and safe everyone belongs there, some just choose to run away.

[Destined2Burn]

@lailawans2smila some just choose to run away because nowhere feels happy or safe for them.

[lailawans2smila]

@Destined2Burn and then they find that happiness they so desperately long for :). I don't know you, but I know that you may feel lost.... everyone does at one point in life. Don't worry, it probably may seem like everything sucks right now, but once you hit the bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. I wish for you all the happiness and beauty in the world surrounding you. You deserve to be happy, everyone does. Have faith, in yourself, in God, in life. <3

[Destined2Burn]

@lailawans2smila Not all who wander are lost :) Sometimes when you hit bottom, that's all there is. You fall into a hole and there's no place to climb back up, you're just stuck in the bottom of a hole. That's all there is to it. Thanks for your kind words regardless, though =]

[lailawans2smila]

@Destined2Burn no prob sweetie :)

[7tailwolfsakura]

A million times I have to hide behind A smile that people I care about want to see I have to act every part of my life out the only time i can be me is when im alone with A razor blade to my wrist plus my dad blows it all out of proprtion when he "tries to help''

[iLuvDaniel471]

i kee p going dude...no way thats what my comment was going to be...

thats creepy....

and it sucks doesnt it?????

[DeathNotexxLight]

Sounds like my life

[greenlovergirl]

thats an exact explanation of my life.

[TokioHotel3342]

I tell everyone Yeah I'm fine. Just didn't sleep at all last night. Well I didn't sleep, but it's becuase I was too busy finding somewhere else to cut. I can't take this much more...Jessie come back and help me...

[LunaV13]

I understand how you feel. For some reason, your comment make me tremble. But you can, we can... We can just close our eyes and hug ourselves so much. We can just don't cut. Anywhere. I want to think that we can.

[madmaddie86]

i say im not hungry. that i just ate. i had a big lunch.

i say that im just going to the bathroom

i say that i just fell and it cut

i say that im fine

and u believe me

i just want to die

[hhscolorguard11]

"Courage" - Superchick.

[noodlerocker17]

I would have loved you with everything I had. But you didn't want to be loved. Turns out you just wanted to be fucked.

I guess i'm not the only one who has gone throught that.

[estbonne]

Fuck I £ven Hate My Liife If It's Liike It's Gettin' Worse & Worse Everydayy I Think i'm FaT.! :'( Thiis Is Worthless I don't wanna eat anymore, I just wanna feel the paiin dat goes wiith it. I Wanna Be Beauutifuul.! <3.

[Cynderella53]

u R beautiful in every single way...sounds like a song does'nt it?

[hhscolorguard11]

"Courage" - Superchick.

[Alia31895]

@hhscolorguard11 No its system of a down-lonely day

[lailawans2smila]

@estbonne you are beautiful.

[TwilightAngel09]

wow..its pretty much how i feel..i hate life and everything in it...

[Apink420]

i hate my life everything about it sucks

[FoxyKonou]

Post secrets is the best thing ever. If you haven't visited their website you should, or read the books. Some of the secrets are funny, some are so depressing you could cry. We all have secrets. But no one knows it.

[TheRealMacy]

I pray that i can grow wings and fly away.... It doesn't matter where just away from everyone my Dad,Mom,Step-dad, Step-mom, even my 2 hateful brothers!

[bethleann17]

i know exactly how you feel!!

[luvz2bite]

It is nice 2 bereminded that i am not the only 1 who is alone, and unsure. Nice vid :)

[thespottyzebra]

i wuld just like 2 say even tho its been almost 4 months or wateva

i am stil missin u like crazy

even if u do smoke weed and all tht shit

i think i stil love u

even if u dont deserv it

wich u dont

</3

[kiloter101]

this suits me so well...fuck my life

[catriona1996]

amazing video,

what program did you make it on??

please reply

[hhscolorguard11]

I used windows movie maker

[Apink420]

u know when they say boys are usually bad in a relationship..like they r more likely to cheat ??? i think its bull....like when a post similar 2 a video like this said i still drink 2 4get about her and two boys cried for my cousin when she tried 2 break up with them

[Missmopasweet]

well.... i drink for him.... it doesn't matter what sex you are dumb fuck it matters what type of person you are! you can be a girl and cheat or you can boy and cheat it doesnt fucken matter!!

[crazy4muhGod]

wow I love dis vidio i mean i know other people feelthe same as i do but its nice t be reminded...

[flagdancer89]

this was awesome, a lot like post secret. and I assume by your user name you were or still are in guard and loved it. Me too.

[songwriter4everx3]

i.love.this.

5 starz

& favorite

[Apink420]

r these pics real or models

[hhscolorguard11]

Real. For the most part. A few at the end I think were set up.

[hotchocolate244]

what are the name of these songs?

[alyrababy]

the first song is by system of a down "lonely day"

[doubelieveindestiny7]

i think ive already commented on this, but i wanna say i love these post secrets vids...what are the names of the songs?

[WednesdayWishes]

I agree with 1:54.

Also, what are the songs in this video?

[misunderstoodblood]

the first song is Lonely Day-system of a down

whats the second song please? to me it sounds like Andrew de Torres or The Rocket Summer

[emolilgirlie]

the biggest secrt i hold has not been put up!!! i agree with the one about the bird and the problems would go away if i wernt so fat

[luvbeincrazy94]

My biggest secret is not on this video... Or any of them...

[Apink420]

this new girl came in school 2day all the boys fussed over her....i was so jealous

[hhscolorguard11]

My favorite verse of all time is Proverbs 31:30.

"Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised."

In the end, all physical self will fade. But if you have a spiritual beauty, that will shine through. Think about it; wouldn't you rather have an eternity with the creator of the universe, as opposed to a couple prepubescent boys drooling over you and wondering if you'll put out?

[Apink420]

thanks for replying

[ilovesimspets]

3:27 IS SO FUNNY!! you want a scarf!! LOL!!

[dontxtrustx]

It's not that funny...

[buksl666]

thanks... :'(

[CheyBabe234]

I love this video it shows my true feelings and how i hurt right now and i hate life so i belive that this video shows true feelings of me

[Miroitement]

What is the name of the second song?

[emilyINshades]

5:44....i wish i could do that.................

[thugalo303]

Great choice for a song, SOAD, and well I liked t

[gloomgirl187]

0:33

[emogal4ever]

@ about 4:27 - that is one of my biggest secrets.......