@ExistentialPickle yeah. When it really happened, I wanted to make the least mess for who ever found me. It just wasnt meant to be. SInce I have always concidered living on borrowed time
@MissSea86 the blue tooth was 2 things. the first being a metaphor haveing to do with being connected to something larger than what can be seen..a new way of comunication. The second was an inside joke about a much earlier conception of this video
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I get it. That was really hard for me to watch. As we all go through our stuggles in life there are times when the light truly appears. The question is how do we know it is really the right light. The words are there. you have to learn to walk before you can run. The pain you showed in this video hit my heart. i never want to feel that again. Thank you for the reminder. I do love what i do. NOW!!! Much love to you
There are defining moments in everyone's lives. Some are cliche; birth, adolescense, marriage, death. Others are unique, and these are the turning points in all of our lives that make us who we are. You've shown what I assume to be some of your most important ones here, and your story is one of a great man rising from weaker stuff. You, Will Gray, are my teacher. Of life, ideals, boffers, intent and so very much more. I am thankful to you for all that you do. Never think your deeds go unnoticed.
not a bit of it...I tried very hard to show that I put nothing in it but air. When I was 22 I put an entire surenge full of air into me trying to kill myself. It is the very moment that changed me from who I was...to who I am now.
Your work here is very insightful and I think that everything you have placed in this video just reinforces everything that you have been telling us from the begging. if you don't believe in yourself then you don't stand a chance of succeeding in life or any other aspect of events going on.
I might get a lot of hate for this, but here goes...
Near the beginning, as you enter into the first chorus, it looks to me like you are approving the use of drugs. After you inject, the song gets all happy and about how good things are. I would just like some clarification about your views on that, and if this is what you intended to portray.
I spoke about this in my answers to demzly vids...12 years ago...I tried to end my life by filling a syringe with air and putting it into my blood stream. In the vid I make it a point to show I was filling it with air. It was the moment in which my life changed for all time and started me on the path that brought me to where I am today. the light is a reference to the near death experience that changed me. I would hate for any to think that I am condoneing drug use in this video.
I don't think anyone will miss the messages especially to love what you do and Love, It is what you do. Totally mind blowing freaking amazing awesome to the 100th power Sir Will. Kind of like a premature tribute to someone who has passed. This ain't the end though sweet cheeks. Not at all.
I wonder how many people will miss the messages just because they don't realize this is a video journal of 12 years of your life, and the choices you made toward the path you are on.
lolwut
EjectedStomach 1 year ago
The bluetooth makes it.
carl1212 1 year ago
suicide by air embolism?
ExistentialPickle 2 years ago
@ExistentialPickle yeah. When it really happened, I wanted to make the least mess for who ever found me. It just wasnt meant to be. SInce I have always concidered living on borrowed time
WillGray42 2 years ago
Ummmm...
BitterPoetMadman 2 years ago
This will give me nightmares for days to come...
gushusla 2 years ago
The hell...?
keltushadowfang 2 years ago
I am so confused
jlaurent68 2 years ago
Satire, right? Subscribing!
sakkamarra 2 years ago
why do you have a bluetooth in during your performance?
MissSea86 2 years ago
@MissSea86 the blue tooth was 2 things. the first being a metaphor haveing to do with being connected to something larger than what can be seen..a new way of comunication. The second was an inside joke about a much earlier conception of this video
WillGray42 2 years ago
Cookies?
mogstah 2 years ago
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turkaygob2 2 years ago
Wait, what's love again?
bleatingheart 2 years ago 2
It's what you do.
CarlCampbell 2 years ago 3
hahahahaha
MegZissou 2 years ago
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I get it. That was really hard for me to watch. As we all go through our stuggles in life there are times when the light truly appears. The question is how do we know it is really the right light. The words are there. you have to learn to walk before you can run. The pain you showed in this video hit my heart. i never want to feel that again. Thank you for the reminder. I do love what i do. NOW!!! Much love to you
TheFreedom1201 2 years ago
For me at least I know it is the right light. As your words explain..I am sure you know the feeling I am talking about when I say..I just Know.
WillGray42 2 years ago
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TheFreedom1201 2 years ago
Just simply: Thank you.
ragingmouse 2 years ago
There are defining moments in everyone's lives. Some are cliche; birth, adolescense, marriage, death. Others are unique, and these are the turning points in all of our lives that make us who we are. You've shown what I assume to be some of your most important ones here, and your story is one of a great man rising from weaker stuff. You, Will Gray, are my teacher. Of life, ideals, boffers, intent and so very much more. I am thankful to you for all that you do. Never think your deeds go unnoticed.
fullmetalkh 2 years ago 2
Did you used to bang heroin?
-Sir Willy
zombyboeuf 2 years ago
not a bit of it...I tried very hard to show that I put nothing in it but air. When I was 22 I put an entire surenge full of air into me trying to kill myself. It is the very moment that changed me from who I was...to who I am now.
WillGray42 2 years ago
love it love it love it. thanks for your nice phone message!
ruespieler 2 years ago
Your work here is very insightful and I think that everything you have placed in this video just reinforces everything that you have been telling us from the begging. if you don't believe in yourself then you don't stand a chance of succeeding in life or any other aspect of events going on.
Sallus
salgalus 2 years ago
that is the topic at hand. great job
WillGray42 2 years ago
Fantastic stuff, Wil. Keep it up!
nowhereman716 2 years ago
you are an incredibly insightful man.
thank you so much
Darren
shalifco 2 years ago
this was a well made video showing your journey. Well done. I especialy liked the ending. :)
Merriden 2 years ago
As always a great way for us to see so much of you. You always have such a grand approach. Great vid.
LrdDarkFyre 2 years ago
I might get a lot of hate for this, but here goes...
Near the beginning, as you enter into the first chorus, it looks to me like you are approving the use of drugs. After you inject, the song gets all happy and about how good things are. I would just like some clarification about your views on that, and if this is what you intended to portray.
Namemattersnot 2 years ago
I spoke about this in my answers to demzly vids...12 years ago...I tried to end my life by filling a syringe with air and putting it into my blood stream. In the vid I make it a point to show I was filling it with air. It was the moment in which my life changed for all time and started me on the path that brought me to where I am today. the light is a reference to the near death experience that changed me. I would hate for any to think that I am condoneing drug use in this video.
WillGray42 2 years ago
Thank you for clearing that up for me. It makes a lot more sense now. Please excuse my ignorance.
Namemattersnot 2 years ago
...And you have made the show what it is today my dear brother. i have more vids on viddler as they let you make longer ones there also. Nice vid.
CraneStorm 2 years ago
you gotta say yes to weed tough, thats some true love ready to be lit and smoked up.
Astr0chimp 2 years ago
very cool
unclecow 2 years ago
You are so awesome! I love what you do!
ruespieler 2 years ago
Interesting......
ogunshi 2 years ago
you never cease to amaze me, will.
zig3 2 years ago
I don't think anyone will miss the messages especially to love what you do and Love, It is what you do. Totally mind blowing freaking amazing awesome to the 100th power Sir Will. Kind of like a premature tribute to someone who has passed. This ain't the end though sweet cheeks. Not at all.
SacredFireFilms 2 years ago
I enjoyed this one. I think you are a great guy with lots of skills and stormily creative. Keep it up.
miketalhoffer 2 years ago
well done will..another great [and deep] vid!
Rithkingwill 2 years ago
cool will :)
GuardianArt 2 years ago
I wonder how many people will miss the messages just because they don't realize this is a video journal of 12 years of your life, and the choices you made toward the path you are on.
TheSeekersPath 2 years ago