i totally understand. I am bi polar one. I am manic one minute and they I am sad and crying, then I get mad, angry ect. Yeap, no insurance either. I was put on disablility because it is so bad so I understand what you are going through. I know what is like to wake up and not know how you will be.
Thank you for posting this, I wish I could show people this video that know me in any way, because no one I know in the real world (off line) seems to understand the disease...gosh darn it...I mean symptom or having it.Thank you.
I have Bi-polar, and I believe I have had it since I was ten. From the people around me I guess I have it pretty bad....I don't realize it, I find it normal...until I am around normal people....I have all the symptoms...and it's so difficult, I am just like you...I have all the same symptoms...you have and I am not very 'excited' in telling this...I am embaressed....I just uploaded my first video since having the diease...disorder, sorry it feels like one living with it day in nad day out....
I too have OCD and Bipolar I. I am currently on 5 medicines. Abilify, Geodon, Lithium, and Zyprexa. As well as birth control, to help my hormones stay balanced. I was taken off Zoloft when I went to the crisis center mental ward, for Suicide. So now I'm counting like crazy, as well as jumping around and then cutting myself. You are not alone ;)
Stay strong ! I am 16 and been diagnosed with everything and I feel like mental illness isn't out there enough I wish more people would understand , and it is hopeless at times aspecialy with trying to find medication
I hate to feel, but I hate not to feel! Just wait for that next happy moment :D
Okay. Im glad you are not on any medication- its very, very dangerous. Serena you have nothing wrong with you. In fact you are really rather special. your soul is awake- you just need answers. This might be the single best advice I can give you. look up "bi polar or waking up" enter it into you tube. one love x
I love your vid it explains exactly how i feel, i feel like nobody in the whole world understands and that people are like robots and shi* they just dont get me! I hate it i just want someone to talk with who has the same thing as me so we can talk and make eachother feel better, and here you are expressing exactly how i feel and what i go through i was like wishing i was there with you to talk with you and hang out you seem so cool:)
I love your vid it explains exactly how i feel, i feel like nobody in the whole world understands and that people are like robots and shi* they just dont get me! I hate it i just want someone to talk with who has the same thing as me so we can talk and make eachother feel better, and here you are expressing exactly how i feel and what i go through i was like wishing i was there with you to talk with you and hang out you seem so cool:)
Wow you are exactly like me i am so serious it's scary! My girlfriend doesn't understand me at all, when you explained it i was like yep i definitely have it, anyway i so wish i could talk to you more we could start a bi-polar people club lol anyway i smoke medical marijuana over here in northern ca and that's what keeps me mellowed out pretty good:)
I have bi polar and OCD, and my OCD meds are making my bipolar out of control again so no I have to take more ablifiy to control my bipolar. God damn contradictions. And before I knew I had bipolar I was put on zoloft for OCD and I got super depressed I had to stop myself from grabbing the knife three times. I almost went to the hospital. I don't like meds.
And when your in a high manic state, you see things... and sort of hallucinate. if you talk to someone that has no idea of what it is. they think your crazy.
People that don't have it, and has a closed mind about it... they think your doing it for attention. Their idea of Bi-Polar is saying yes one minute, then say no the next. They have no fucking idea of what is actually going on. That pisses me off.
I was on Depakote, It made me gain a shit ton of weight.
I told my psychologist I stopped taking it because i felt disgusting.
It didn't help me... I might start Lithium. I'm scared to death to start it.
I'm the only bi-polar person in my house. I cycle about 4 times a week.
Its seriously Hell. I have had to go to a syphc. Hospital 4 times, From being so depressed i Tried to commit suicide 3 times. O.D.'s And i cut the shit out of my wrist's.People that don't have it, don't understand.
Srry I'm not done yet; I hope that u get insured so u can be on meds... I'm on abilify, which has so far worked well... Well guess that's it.. Hang in there, and you'll be fine! Love, purple
I'm bipolar, too. And I loved yur vid! So honost..and just remember, yur not alone, kiddo! There are like. 10 million of us in the USA alone.. And u CAN be cured, b/c my aunt, uncle, and friend all got released of their meds, and their fine, now.
people who think this is a fake disorder?? Thats why people have hallucinations when manic, I am a paranoid schizophrenic and I can tell that this is not a fake disorder my aunt is bi polar. I am so sorry that you have to go through this, hang in there.
i understand that its tuff to deal with that ( i cant amagin to switch moods constently!) but its good your now cutting your self :) i think you can get better :)
I want to thank you so much for making this video. i can barely describe how i feel these days but some of the things you have said are what i am feeling. My brain is in termoil and i get so angry and irritable with people for no real reason, almost like i'm angry with them for being happy when i'm not. I feel like my life is totaly falling to bits and there is nothing ahead, i cant tell my parents and i am trying to fight it on my own but i cant understand my own mind. thank you. thank you
the fact of the matter is, as a person with severe depression whose life is a living hell every second, I envy you, when it comes to people with bi polar life is nothing but up and down, with depression my whole life is down, at least you get to be up for a little while
Hello, I'm bipolar too. have this give it's very tough. I understand, however with a good medication and family and friends' support bipolar people can be brilliants.
Im bi-Polar and unless your bi polar you'll never understand what its like to have this horrible disease its absolutely terrible so please be respectful.
I'm sick of everyone's bullshit toward bipolar people. Seriously, don't comment if you're gonna be such an ignorant ass-fuck, you should just go slit your throat!
Even better, let meh! X"D!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna see more blood so what the fuck...
Dear Bipolar people
I need to go into mania again, my depression is getting outa hand... please help: any tips?
@ TheTrollOfAllTrollz if you have nothing constructive to say about our disorder then keep your filthy mouth shut!!! You could not begin to comprehend what it is like to live with bipolar you ignorant simpleton!!!
Im bipolar too....it SUCKS ASS!! :( I hate it. I always take things out on my boyfriend...even though I know its wrong I keep doing it. I hate it so much. Im the only one who is. I dont like it at all. I hate these constant mood swings..it is tough..I just want these to go away!!! I hate feeling down when there so many reasons to be happy and not pissed off and depressed over NOTHING. Its sucks...I know how you feel sweetheart. Im 19..just graduated high school this year. I understand.
I don't know what the hell I am. I'm never truly 'happy' but of course I hide behind a smile as a social convention (I really can't be bothered with people asking me questions). I would have frequent moodswings from not depression as such, more indifference, lack of enthusiasm, self isolation to violent rage fits. When I let my anger slip, I;ve been descrived as "savage". Got any ideas as to what's going on inside my head? I've never been to a psychiatrist and I don't want to.
I understand how you feel, I have had bi-polar for a few years. You really need to get medicated so you can think straight again. If you don't have insurance then go to the county or state level to get insurance for mental disorders. Poeple won't understand you but who cares about them, you have to worry about you and thats all that matters.
First you need to be properly medicated. When it comes to your bi-polar disorder master and tame your emotions. always strive to maintain a balanced state of mind, neither manic or depressive. As far as pychosis, strive to always be grounded in reality and you should be fine. Like an instrument, sound mind, body and spirit.
you don't know when youre in a manic state or a depressed state or mixed well for me it's pretty much like 3 days of one thing mixed & 3 days of the other state keep watching yourself and figure it out ive gotten used to it im also psychotic wich makes the depression state so much worse since i get messages from friends with telepathy etc.. not gonna go trough what happens in my head but anyway just try to remember that it'll get better in time don't give up even tho it might feel like eternity.
Guys seriously, i have the strongest feeling she is faking. I've seen this in real life and seen videos online and she seems to be acting. I have a little sister named alyssa that has this illness and i asked her to watch this with me and she even said it doesnt seem genuine.
I live with this too, it's like a light switch that gets turned on and off any time...I'm always aware of it, so I've never used medication. I've supported myself since I was 18 and made it through college with a full-time job. It's possible to survive, just always make sure you're aware of it. I used to cut myself (before it was cool) but stopped when I was 15. Life is suffering but it is possible to survive. Much respect to you for being brave enough to talk openly about it.
I have been diagnosed with Psychosis for the last 7 years but me and my wife are finally realising I have rapid Bipolar and are struggling getting the help I need. Great video thanks. Im gonna sub you. Please check out the latest video on my channel to see me have a raw chat about my Pyschosis (The video was done recently before I came to realise the psychosis was a by product of my Bipolar disorder).
Thank you for posting this and for telling us what it's like to be bipolar. I have a bipolar friend and without her meds she's really difficult to deal with, particularly for friends like myself who aren't like her and sometimes are clueless.
I can totally relate to everything you said on this video. I am bipolar myself. I was diagnosed about a year ago but i'm sure i have had it ever since i entered in my 20's. Bi polar people have to stick up for each other. this must of been hard for you to express your feelings.
Just wanna say that i dont think anyone knows when they get mad or happy, cus no one cant really tell the future, since it hassent been made yet. But we all have ups and downs, but i guess people with bi polar has more of the extremes in both ways. And we all have to deal withour own problems, but i see them as new things to learn about in life, maybe you could try to view challenges and trouble in life as new stuff to learn, cus it truly is, if you just dont take em toooo serously :)
girl ive been on seroquel 200mg and 6mg klonopin daily,ive never felt numb just fucked up! but ive been to the hospital from cardiac arrythmia from seroquel releasing too much serotonin and dopamine in my brain...i KNOW HOW YOU feel..i am the nicest person in the world,then boom im ready to bash in some skulls(im bipolar) alot of people suffer from this,its hard just believe in yourself and try to stay calm THATS THE HARDEST thing to do!!! wish you luck and good health!
Good night all, you are all very loved and you each make the planet a wonderful place to be. Even those that shout angrily are beautiful to me as is every soul. Pure and beautiful. I am close friends with this Guy called God by some of you, or perhaps your Higher Power and we have a running joke, He is quite funny, He made me! He watches me, scratches His head and laughs, wow one darn mistake, whatever shall I do with Her, guess love her even more, she is pretty amusing & never a dull!!!
Oh yes, Star was running out of space not good for a bipolar with a racing mind, very big smiles. I so appreciate Serena doing this video for all of us. Want to make sure that no one thinks I blame Marie for the loss of her son. Not at all. If they had called 911 and saved him this time, there is always that constant danger of the next attempt. There always is a next attempt. I hurt so much for those left behind, so many more of them in pain then us. We get the joys/magic with our illness
Trying to slow down my brain and sleep a few but upset received your msg at the perfect time. Just watched DVR of Marie Osmond and Oprah about son's suicide. No mention that he was so sad no one has told them. Had attempted suicide before, mom believed him when he said he would not try again, he was HONEST when he said it, he was well at the time the promise was made. She receives call from son says he is in complete despair and has no friends. CALL 911 IF EVER RECEIVE SUCH A CALL.
Dude, I go through the same thing. I literally get motion sickness from just sitting here, cause my mind feels like its running faster than time. I totally get what you're going through. I hope all is well. :)
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping. Everytime I try to post it wont let me. Wish I was flying like normal.
@chachigo11 I take meds now for schizoaffective disorder. Serena is very sweet and I believe I understand what she is going through, because I go through similar things. Keep up the good work, Serena. Thank you for this video :)
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping. Everytime I try to post it wont let me.
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping.
Love you like <3<3<3 Serena. And bot just because you are really attractive =P but because I deal with bipolar issues as well as other traits and you seem really genuine in your video and yeah...well... all that blah blah blah! =)
An angry mind will only create more anger. Grab ahold of the love you know is in you and let it shine outward. This also repells negative people who are out to bring you down with all thier, I dont want you to this stuff which really means and programs events as if they said, I want you to do this.
Notice who these people are.. Notice what They DONT want for you like the GOVT says, DONT drink and drive, DONT do drugs. This raised Crime 400% each category *Ron Paul.... Notice this to be free.
Bi-Polar.. As in Polarity, to reffer to Electircity.. So, If you will, like a pole shift of the earth. The mind is the same if you will yet its about the magnetics in the mind.
Young people it is best to know this now. The mind is alot like a radio station, thought forms and sends out attraction waves that actually create things..
So, if you focus on what you want, or what you dont want, the intent of the message is the creation. Say, think and listen to, What you do want, whatch life change!
@RobMonty248 Negative thoughts create bad events that upset us and usually we thin bad about the events, yet this creates more and they happen and the cycle repeates.
Ever notice how right you are in an arguement as if you just Knew they were gonna say a certain phrase?
Because you actually programmed it, this is why they actually use the same exact phrase you thought up.
Weve always done this, notice this. It is in the past memories of all humans, Emotions+thoughts, what did you create?
hi i am 15 n i have got bi polar to and i no evythink u talk about is right cos i feel the same way lol like sumtimes i get so hyper tht i jus do crazy weird things get dilusional n stuf thn i get so depresed i right suicide notes n cant live but u sound cool i am sorry u have it to =/ i wish i culd help u
hey i do understand how you feel im so sorry u have to be this way but there r so many people like this.my best friend is bi polar and she has it really bad and so does her 10yr old daughter. i really do understand.but keep ur head up...
I empathize I am BP1, middle aged male, you can get help through the state they along with Pizer pay for my Geodon. I have self harmed through electric shock please don't do that we care join us at The Depression Forums, we care. My Dad is BP too. I test high for BPD as well, it sucks, but hey lots of actors are BP so not all bad. Try to watch Stephen Fry's movie on BP very good. Much peace and good karma to you!
Im type 2, which is rarer, The constant pin drop notice of your next mood is acute. Do you ever feel like you could kick the shit out of the bouncer one moment then want taco bell?
Sucks don't it. You talk about it being instantaneous from one pole to the next. Mines more long and dragged out.Got diagnosed with it last year and its hard to say if its beneficial or really annoying.I got a hypermanic high during my A-Levels which boosted the amount of artwork I was doing 10 fold.Crazy, just up way after I should be exhausted but during the summer I had a major crash.Just a nervous wreck most days. Keep strong recommend trying to apply it to something i.e art,music etc
i have bi polar as well and i am having a hard time, and i have no insurane either, i used to be a cutter too, i know exactly what you are going through i am so sorry, it sucks so bad.
This illness sucks! Plain and simple. (self-pity not welcomed ty) I've been through hospitals, meds yadah yadh wacka wacka who fuckin cares. It's going to win, just that simple. Stop fighting the monster and start working with the monster! When it's sleeping you'll have a good day, when it's not distance yourself from others and play with the beast. Cause you damn sure won't get rid of it! I love mania, it's the best high I've ever had, called acceptance. Stop trying to fix what you can't!
what is wrong with these people leaving comments. It's so easy to make funny of what you think is "stupid"...if you don't have "A life in the Bi Polar mind" don't say anything hurtful and foolish...you can't take it back.
To the sweet girl in this video....
I to have Bi Polar...I wish I could tell you what the magic pill to getting over it is....but there isn't one.. if you need or want to chat with me...feel free. I'm 36 years old...have two kids...oh..and i'm very smart. lol
Why do bipolar people tend to drive towards negative behavior ? When called out upon it they are very quick to pull out their " bipolar certification stub ." To say they are not aware of the actions but very much aware of their disorder doesn't make sense. It is my experience that their tends to be an arrogance to many of the afflicted.
"Dont judge a book by its cover ? " You did your friend ........and close the door to be called out on it !!!
dude quit judging. when your going through mania life is totally different. you will do anything wrong because you see people as mindless sheep and your like neo in the matrix. you will do unacceptable things and become angry as fuck if anyone gets your in your way including family, friends, police, doctors. i have seen the devil smiling at me. Then we get depressed and life sucks because of the holes we dug. Now do you see why the fuck people with bipolar act negative?
Serena .......I am not judging or at least I am trying not to. I was only calling to your attention what you said about your friend then requested your viewers not to follow in the behavour. Not caring for ...or not giving a f%#@* as you stated to me would make a great staring point. I don't know you .... but you have youth on your side to seek what works in your life. To many people welcome the diagnosis of BP so they can eliminate all acountability for their negative actions.
lol im not Serena but thanks for seeing my side of this "bipolar" issue. I actually haven't welcomed the BP diagnosis because my experience has led me to believe this issue is deeper than the label of Bipolar. It is more of a spirtual thing for me. If you want to find out more look up Carl Jung- The Red Book. One of the forefathers of psychology had similar experiences and has a lot to teach about it.
hey serena.. i knw how it is to deal with a person who is bi polar. i broke up with my x gf only cuz i got to knw that she was bi polar. at first she wud love me n th next moment she wud hate me, try to smash beer bottles on my head, cut herself n blame it on me, that is how i gt to knw that she was bi polar.. i thought she deserved a chance. i gave her many chance, plus she had a drinking problem so i had to deal with everything. i feel sad for her.. like we broke up 2 days back. but i mis her
@MonotheistDoucheBag dude you shut the fuck up, seriously get a life. you have no fucking clue what the fuck its like to be me so how about you shut your fucking face stop being prejudice and get on with yourself..
@MonotheistDoucheBag you really are the stupidest fuckin person on earth!! i also have bi-polar disorder and i know exactly wat she is talking about and i can tell you about 20 people i know that have to deal with the same thing on a daily basis!!!! at least she dosent have to take meds or she would have prob cussed you out worse then she did!!! i have to take lithium for my disorder! so i know she aint no fuckin liar!!! and wtf how can you tell if she was a trashy,or sluty YOU DONT KNOW HER!!!!
@SuperFunandcrazyThe little white trash bitch is nothing but a liar. I know an actor and a liar when I see one! I've been alive long enough to know when a little bitch is acting. I had TWO other people look at this video and they said that I am probably right. "Probably" from THEIR point of view. I have experience in law enforcement, and trust me, this little criminal dropout is a fucking liar to the core!
@MonotheistDoucheBag do you know her?? ok then so shut the fuck up!!! and i dont know her but i go thru the same fuckin thing ALL THE TIME!!! so no i dont know if she is telling the truth i really dont give a fuck!! i dont fuckin care anymore!! all i know is i had about 20 or more people tell me that they were goin thru the same fuckin thing!!!! and yea i dont give a fuck how much experience yiu have in law enforcement, because my uncle is FBI and my dad is SPECIAL FORCES in the military!! STFU!
@MonotheistDoucheBag even worse i have to take lithium for my bipolar disorder! so i get called the same fuckin thing by EVERYBODY!!! and i know how she feels and she would prob want to RIP UR FUCKIN BALLS OFF AND SHOVE THEM IN UR FUCKIN MOUTH TILL U CHOKE ON THEM!! that is if you have any!!
dude your bipolar. Ur going through the manic stage when you feel like calling people out., thats why you are watching this video and calling this little girl a liar. I went through the same but I did it in real life instead of the internet and its fucked up ..your gonna realize this once you get depressed. She was probably misdiagnosed cuz the USA mental health system is just a bunch of drug pushers working for big companies. Just realize shes not your enemy.
@MonotheistDoucheBag for ur information u hater leave this grl alone she has a disorder and u koe wat she is going through alot so if u wanna be a big dummy go ahead but leave her alone she seems lik a nice person and u have no right to call her trashy i would wanna knoe who the hell u think u are if u call someone that it dosent make a better person noone is perfect so u bak the hell away and leave her alone u hater
thank you for your honesty. its very courageous to put yourself out there and talk about it like this. you're right, there's much that goes on underneath the surface, we need to be aware of that as we learn more about ourselves and other people
point one thing out and one thing only, I used to be a drug addict and when i say addict i mean addict, and being a exaddict ive seen addicts, girl your becoming one , those drugs u use are fucking you up , a drug addict is some one (my definition) who needs drugs or substance to live out there life.I've seen my good friends go down because of bi polar drugs from there doctors, I dont want to see u go down. and if you think im make shit up im not.
ive been to doctors offices and talk to specialists and they really dont know any thing more then what u already know, i knew more then they did, point is, looking what your doing and think for a second to see if it seems right.......
Serena, if anyone is going to give u any advice and you happen to take it. take mine, stop using those meds, they fuck you up in the head, cant believe what every says to you as well.especially your doctors, u have to think with smarts, yes a doctors job is to "help" the patient, and yes its there job to make there practice MONEY.
@everythingswonderful it does but it dosent! ome people are up one minute down the next! hell sometimes im like that! but it can be BPD! like you said you dont know her so listen to wat she says! if the docs say she has it then she prob does! idk i dont know her eather but i also have to deal with bi-polar disorder and its not fun i know wat she is saying! (except i have to take lithium for my disorder) but still she might have it she might not, its not up to you to deside!!!
@everythingswonderful That s BULLSHIT! oh god FUCK OFF really there's also that kind of what this girl have. really piss me off when people dont KNOW SHIT ABOUT IT! READ and then COME BACK!
@gunshotss Right, I do no "shit" thankyou very much. I know a HELL of a lot about this disorder, she may or may not have it. Of course daily moodswings may come with the territory of being Bipolar but it is not in itself an actual symptom of the disorder. There is rapid cycling bipolar which include quicker cycling mood shifts than type 1 and 2 but at there shortest they still will last a week, this girl sounds like she may be having ultradian cycles, but they aren't too common to bipolar.
You don't know anything about it, really. You have 2 kinds of bipolar. You're only talking about type 1 (which causes delusions) and she has defenitly type 2. Depression and hypomania. And yes, as it's posible to feel up and down in one day. Read a book about it before you make stupid remarks on youtube, ignorant
Actually, around 7% of the time people who are bi-polar experience rapid cycling, which can cause both ups and downs to occur in the same day or even hour. Yes its possible that her emotional volatility is due to adolescence, but when you question someone who's bi-polar as to the legitimacy of their illness, it is often followed by "everyone gets like that" and "stop whining," so FYI don't be surprised if you say it IRL and get punched in the face.
Bipolar is fucked up! I have it but choose not to take the meds, fuck that they numb you man. The manic episodes a messed up I always make stupid decisions, spend all my money and phone people saying stupid shit that I regret. However when I'm depressed I can't function I have just been off college for 3 weeks due to it and now have to catch up like a lunatic. Anyhow I think I'm on the wrong course I should of gone for English instead of Physics this shit is Demanding! Nice vids/channel though!
It's soo annoying and it gets me down just thinking about it..cause it kinda makes you feel like an outcast..Like people who don't know about it and see me happy one minute and then sad the next it makes me look like an idiot but oh well i guess you gotta deal with it eh? xx
i think people should be like you, and not brainless zombies. makes sense to me. its an awful shame that society has to label you because you have emotions.
@tonester09 Now you just look dumb. The guy who "coined" the phrase, was in fact, french. Francois Baillarger. And he didn't discover it...it's one of the oldest know disorders, dating back to ancient Greek medical studies. "Aretaeus of Cappadocia" I either expect you to ignore this comment or write something half as uneducated or as stupid as the last comment you posted. Stop being ignorant and spread love, not hate
Its a horrible, horrible disease...Racing thoughts, to shaking legs, staying up all night... Sleeping during the day but only for short periods...Focusing one thing and exploding it into something huge. Magnifying detail to a point of insaneness. Crying for no apparent reason, then laughing like your on LSD cause you realize your crying for no reason... One side of your brain is ok, but the other side takes over and its a mean side... Its like I can see the things wrong, but cant stop them
I can't imagine what it would be like if my parents were bipolar too, that would be a show from hell. I quit the meds too, I think we just have to go through these different feelings for some reason, mabey we are the next phase in human evolution, it sucks sometimes.
That sucks, my girlfriend is bipolar and her medication is super expensive. She is on serequel, prozac, and some other pill i dont know. But its sad. We live together and bipolar is REAL! I hate when people talk shit about it that theres nothing wrong b/c people who say those things have obviously never met anyone who has had the disease. Its sad that even though you want help theres only so much people can do for you. Its sad that there are times you cant control your decisions.
I hope you have been able to get back on meds since you created and posted this video. I understand how difficult it is to handle bipolar without them. If you ever need someone to talk to just send me a message.
@TJae1 Some people become irritable. Without lithium I will become snappy at my family members when they need me to do something, and I don't like being that angry for no reason. I like helping them around the house, it's just a few days every so couple weeks that I get that way..
@kashzone ~ there's a member here ~ she claims bi-polar ~ how do I know ~ we'll about 4 yrs of experience ~ She can be nice, but, can also be treacherous ~ from what I know & hear ~ she might b schizophrenic is treachery a bi-polar trait~
whose not bipolar these days? these doctors put a fucking diagnose on anything....live ur life dont let nobody judge you...control ur own destiny...dont let people put you down.
medication will cost u money and it'll only give u a temporary fix. u want eteranl happines - try and understand what jesus was saying. not to mention the bible is free! so is church, and u dont have to go every sunday.
this is all coming from a former athiest k.
btw its good ur not on medication. keep it up...um...girl. lol whats ur name?
@mcmastas You are a fucking ignorant cretin of the highest order. I actually wish I could meet you so I could punch you hard in the mouth, you sancitmonious self righteous prick.
i totally understand. I am bi polar one. I am manic one minute and they I am sad and crying, then I get mad, angry ect. Yeap, no insurance either. I was put on disablility because it is so bad so I understand what you are going through. I know what is like to wake up and not know how you will be.
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tinamarie2913 4 days ago
Its called Puberty!!!
ekhighvoltage 1 week ago
Sounds like BPD.
HardeyLeone 1 week ago
Thank you for posting this, I wish I could show people this video that know me in any way, because no one I know in the real world (off line) seems to understand the disease...gosh darn it...I mean symptom or having it.Thank you.
PrincessVictoria777 1 month ago
I have Bi-polar, and I believe I have had it since I was ten. From the people around me I guess I have it pretty bad....I don't realize it, I find it normal...until I am around normal people....I have all the symptoms...and it's so difficult, I am just like you...I have all the same symptoms...you have and I am not very 'excited' in telling this...I am embaressed....I just uploaded my first video since having the diease...disorder, sorry it feels like one living with it day in nad day out....
PrincessVictoria777 1 month ago
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im 13 and have bi-polar, ocd, adhd, anxiety, i take , focalin, zoloft, lamictal, sphris,
LegitTechReviewer 1 month ago
im 13 and have bi-polar, ocd, adhd, anxiety, i take , focalin, zoloft, lamictal, sphris,
LegitTechReviewer 1 month ago
@theDrummerkid770
I too have OCD and Bipolar I. I am currently on 5 medicines. Abilify, Geodon, Lithium, and Zyprexa. As well as birth control, to help my hormones stay balanced. I was taken off Zoloft when I went to the crisis center mental ward, for Suicide. So now I'm counting like crazy, as well as jumping around and then cutting myself. You are not alone ;)
Joltiggy 1 month ago
Stay strong ! I am 16 and been diagnosed with everything and I feel like mental illness isn't out there enough I wish more people would understand , and it is hopeless at times aspecialy with trying to find medication
I hate to feel, but I hate not to feel! Just wait for that next happy moment :D
Keepersparkxoxo 2 months ago
Okay. Im glad you are not on any medication- its very, very dangerous. Serena you have nothing wrong with you. In fact you are really rather special. your soul is awake- you just need answers. This might be the single best advice I can give you. look up "bi polar or waking up" enter it into you tube. one love x
thenewchurchofchrist 2 months ago
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I love your vid it explains exactly how i feel, i feel like nobody in the whole world understands and that people are like robots and shi* they just dont get me! I hate it i just want someone to talk with who has the same thing as me so we can talk and make eachother feel better, and here you are expressing exactly how i feel and what i go through i was like wishing i was there with you to talk with you and hang out you seem so cool:)
NorCalMediGrower 2 months ago
I love your vid it explains exactly how i feel, i feel like nobody in the whole world understands and that people are like robots and shi* they just dont get me! I hate it i just want someone to talk with who has the same thing as me so we can talk and make eachother feel better, and here you are expressing exactly how i feel and what i go through i was like wishing i was there with you to talk with you and hang out you seem so cool:)
NorCalMediGrower 2 months ago
Wow you are exactly like me i am so serious it's scary! My girlfriend doesn't understand me at all, when you explained it i was like yep i definitely have it, anyway i so wish i could talk to you more we could start a bi-polar people club lol anyway i smoke medical marijuana over here in northern ca and that's what keeps me mellowed out pretty good:)
NorCalMediGrower 2 months ago
darlin, you need to pull that fishin lur out your lip and get a grip on life !
medicbr549 2 months ago
I have bi polar and OCD, and my OCD meds are making my bipolar out of control again so no I have to take more ablifiy to control my bipolar. God damn contradictions. And before I knew I had bipolar I was put on zoloft for OCD and I got super depressed I had to stop myself from grabbing the knife three times. I almost went to the hospital. I don't like meds.
TheDrummerkid770 2 months ago
audition for paranormal activity 4
MARIE9021099 3 months ago
ummm are her eyes big as hell or is it me. maybe ur eyes r bipolar cuz they just go any and every whicha way
MARIE9021099 3 months ago
You self pitied when you began to almost cry before the first minute.
cosmicmantis 3 months ago
And when your in a high manic state, you see things... and sort of hallucinate. if you talk to someone that has no idea of what it is. they think your crazy.
People that don't have it, and has a closed mind about it... they think your doing it for attention. Their idea of Bi-Polar is saying yes one minute, then say no the next. They have no fucking idea of what is actually going on. That pisses me off.
xMOOIMMAFISHx 3 months ago
I was on Depakote, It made me gain a shit ton of weight.
I told my psychologist I stopped taking it because i felt disgusting.
It didn't help me... I might start Lithium. I'm scared to death to start it.
I'm the only bi-polar person in my house. I cycle about 4 times a week.
Its seriously Hell. I have had to go to a syphc. Hospital 4 times, From being so depressed i Tried to commit suicide 3 times. O.D.'s And i cut the shit out of my wrist's.People that don't have it, don't understand.
xMOOIMMAFISHx 3 months ago
same :/ , and no one understands what its like.. :/ im glad im not too sever of a case but yea... i feel you .. keep strong..
livelovehurtanddie 3 months ago
I think i have this :/ can u message me ir summin? Want a chat
LPsk8r 3 months ago
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Since this was done in 2008, where do you stand now?
I'm bi-polar myself and your symptoms mirror mine almost exactly. Would appreciate some feedback from you, if you want to.
My email is garybryant30@gmail.com.
You aren't alone. Take care:)
Gary
garybryant2 3 months ago
i feel your pain
toneage7 3 months ago
fuck U....
just joking im drunk thanks for the video tho its helped alot.
feduva1 3 months ago
yeahhhh life b-e-a-utifull / what ever. Anyways u legal bitch, cos i got another pole you might like xx......
feduva1 3 months ago
Srry I'm not done yet; I hope that u get insured so u can be on meds... I'm on abilify, which has so far worked well... Well guess that's it.. Hang in there, and you'll be fine! Love, purple
purplekiwi1000 4 months ago
I'm bipolar, too. And I loved yur vid! So honost..and just remember, yur not alone, kiddo! There are like. 10 million of us in the USA alone.. And u CAN be cured, b/c my aunt, uncle, and friend all got released of their meds, and their fine, now.
purplekiwi1000 4 months ago
people who think this is a fake disorder?? Thats why people have hallucinations when manic, I am a paranoid schizophrenic and I can tell that this is not a fake disorder my aunt is bi polar. I am so sorry that you have to go through this, hang in there.
love2skate905 4 months ago
Stop! Thinking about it dont say it life is beutiful like You!your perfect life goes on so will uu
Pumachampi 4 months ago
I know how hard it can be. There are free support groups in certain places, take a look.
We all fight it the best way we can.
Keep strong. Keep focused. Keep your head up.
I found my own form of faith and belief in God and the afterlife. That helps me. A lot.
SPDLST 4 months ago
You have something on your lip.
NaziJuice 4 months ago
Hahaha I don't think she made this video so ppl cud hit on her good luck w ur disorder and....... Ur Hawt XD
chocolateballsack 4 months ago
even though your bi polor . some people may judge u . but some out not there will judge u .but not me.
monsterlovefreak3 4 months ago
i understand that its tuff to deal with that ( i cant amagin to switch moods constently!) but its good your now cutting your self :) i think you can get better :)
playfulbortercollie 5 months ago
I want to thank you so much for making this video. i can barely describe how i feel these days but some of the things you have said are what i am feeling. My brain is in termoil and i get so angry and irritable with people for no real reason, almost like i'm angry with them for being happy when i'm not. I feel like my life is totaly falling to bits and there is nothing ahead, i cant tell my parents and i am trying to fight it on my own but i cant understand my own mind. thank you. thank you
lunarfox22 5 months ago
I think you're really beautiful
phorse 5 months ago
ur eyes r huge
SKuLLxKruSHeR 5 months ago
the fact of the matter is, as a person with severe depression whose life is a living hell every second, I envy you, when it comes to people with bi polar life is nothing but up and down, with depression my whole life is down, at least you get to be up for a little while
sjm8890 5 months ago
Are you Malcavian?
Kakophonie 5 months ago
What medications do you take?? & do they work?
Cnutz649 5 months ago
Hello, I'm bipolar too. have this give it's very tough. I understand, however with a good medication and family and friends' support bipolar people can be brilliants.
jolusato 5 months ago
Im bi-Polar and unless your bi polar you'll never understand what its like to have this horrible disease its absolutely terrible so please be respectful.
MySouthernHeart 5 months ago
Dear MonotheistDoucheBagpussy
Go fuck yourself
I'm sick of everyone's bullshit toward bipolar people. Seriously, don't comment if you're gonna be such an ignorant ass-fuck, you should just go slit your throat!
Even better, let meh! X"D!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna see more blood so what the fuck...
Dear Bipolar people
I need to go into mania again, my depression is getting outa hand... please help: any tips?
frostyemonemo 5 months ago
r0fl
JIMMYDEATH13 6 months ago
How did you find out that you were bipolar?
VSpinknation13 6 months ago
me me me me another casey anothy
nirob 6 months ago
@ TheTrollOfAllTrollz if you have nothing constructive to say about our disorder then keep your filthy mouth shut!!! You could not begin to comprehend what it is like to live with bipolar you ignorant simpleton!!!
martychab 6 months ago
K your not the only person in the world whos bi-polar Hun so don't just think it's hard for you it's hard for everyone
peaceoutay 6 months ago
Im bipolar too....it SUCKS ASS!! :( I hate it. I always take things out on my boyfriend...even though I know its wrong I keep doing it. I hate it so much. Im the only one who is. I dont like it at all. I hate these constant mood swings..it is tough..I just want these to go away!!! I hate feeling down when there so many reasons to be happy and not pissed off and depressed over NOTHING. Its sucks...I know how you feel sweetheart. Im 19..just graduated high school this year. I understand.
morgannxxxmonster 6 months ago
You have lovely eyes :)
TransmissionHydrogen 6 months ago
ha! but seriously bi polars are so funny get a life
TheTrollOfAllTrollz 6 months ago
@TheTrollOfAllTrollz Grow up.
aliejuanware 6 months ago
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TheTrollOfAllTrollz 6 months ago
Thank you for sharing. I am also bi-polar, and didn't know what I had until I was 30...
UraniumMan 6 months ago
I don't know what the hell I am. I'm never truly 'happy' but of course I hide behind a smile as a social convention (I really can't be bothered with people asking me questions). I would have frequent moodswings from not depression as such, more indifference, lack of enthusiasm, self isolation to violent rage fits. When I let my anger slip, I;ve been descrived as "savage". Got any ideas as to what's going on inside my head? I've never been to a psychiatrist and I don't want to.
MaskoftheWraith 7 months ago
That's the best quote of all time- don't judge a book by its cover.
My biological father is bipolar...now I kind of understand why he did some things. Thank you for educating me
benavides514 7 months ago
I understand how you feel, I have had bi-polar for a few years. You really need to get medicated so you can think straight again. If you don't have insurance then go to the county or state level to get insurance for mental disorders. Poeple won't understand you but who cares about them, you have to worry about you and thats all that matters.
ciscoisdef1 7 months ago
First you need to be properly medicated. When it comes to your bi-polar disorder master and tame your emotions. always strive to maintain a balanced state of mind, neither manic or depressive. As far as pychosis, strive to always be grounded in reality and you should be fine. Like an instrument, sound mind, body and spirit.
wienerdoggy 7 months ago
i absolutely wouldnt call my brain activity a fuckin disease it's just who i am and i need to deal with it as far as i know the only way out is DEATH
Adamachi 7 months ago
you don't know when youre in a manic state or a depressed state or mixed well for me it's pretty much like 3 days of one thing mixed & 3 days of the other state keep watching yourself and figure it out ive gotten used to it im also psychotic wich makes the depression state so much worse since i get messages from friends with telepathy etc.. not gonna go trough what happens in my head but anyway just try to remember that it'll get better in time don't give up even tho it might feel like eternity.
Adamachi 7 months ago
I'm bi-polar too, dear. I understand how you feel.
CrystalZhai 7 months ago
Guys seriously, i have the strongest feeling she is faking. I've seen this in real life and seen videos online and she seems to be acting. I have a little sister named alyssa that has this illness and i asked her to watch this with me and she even said it doesnt seem genuine.
Amatiya 7 months ago
You're not bi-polar, you're bi-WINNING
PalerLaze 8 months ago 14
I live with this too, it's like a light switch that gets turned on and off any time...I'm always aware of it, so I've never used medication. I've supported myself since I was 18 and made it through college with a full-time job. It's possible to survive, just always make sure you're aware of it. I used to cut myself (before it was cool) but stopped when I was 15. Life is suffering but it is possible to survive. Much respect to you for being brave enough to talk openly about it.
ShamblesMcShambles 8 months ago
being bipolar really fucking sucks.
thescarycary 8 months ago
fake
shizeninho 8 months ago
jesus i dont think u have a clue, ur such a liar lol. i am BI-POLAR you ARE NOT.you have seen videos and your copying them. get a fucking life.
MissySchitz 9 months ago
I have been diagnosed with Psychosis for the last 7 years but me and my wife are finally realising I have rapid Bipolar and are struggling getting the help I need. Great video thanks. Im gonna sub you. Please check out the latest video on my channel to see me have a raw chat about my Pyschosis (The video was done recently before I came to realise the psychosis was a by product of my Bipolar disorder).
RibNSpicY 9 months ago
So do you have Bipolar I, Bipolar II or Cyclothymia?
pandaSmore 9 months ago
Thank you for posting this and for telling us what it's like to be bipolar. I have a bipolar friend and without her meds she's really difficult to deal with, particularly for friends like myself who aren't like her and sometimes are clueless.
trudbol 9 months ago
I can totally relate to everything you said on this video. I am bipolar myself. I was diagnosed about a year ago but i'm sure i have had it ever since i entered in my 20's. Bi polar people have to stick up for each other. this must of been hard for you to express your feelings.
pitch1859 9 months ago
you are not bi polar ......you are more awake than they want you to be ......you know what i mean.....
jmecrg 9 months ago
Just wanna say that i dont think anyone knows when they get mad or happy, cus no one cant really tell the future, since it hassent been made yet. But we all have ups and downs, but i guess people with bi polar has more of the extremes in both ways. And we all have to deal withour own problems, but i see them as new things to learn about in life, maybe you could try to view challenges and trouble in life as new stuff to learn, cus it truly is, if you just dont take em toooo serously :)
yocbjone 9 months ago
depakote, seroquil, lamictal, risperadol, abilify, topomax, wellbutrin xr... You've had one you'ehad them all.
randomred21 9 months ago
girl ive been on seroquel 200mg and 6mg klonopin daily,ive never felt numb just fucked up! but ive been to the hospital from cardiac arrythmia from seroquel releasing too much serotonin and dopamine in my brain...i KNOW HOW YOU feel..i am the nicest person in the world,then boom im ready to bash in some skulls(im bipolar) alot of people suffer from this,its hard just believe in yourself and try to stay calm THATS THE HARDEST thing to do!!! wish you luck and good health!
sinofallsinners 9 months ago
Good night all, you are all very loved and you each make the planet a wonderful place to be. Even those that shout angrily are beautiful to me as is every soul. Pure and beautiful. I am close friends with this Guy called God by some of you, or perhaps your Higher Power and we have a running joke, He is quite funny, He made me! He watches me, scratches His head and laughs, wow one darn mistake, whatever shall I do with Her, guess love her even more, she is pretty amusing & never a dull!!!
chachigo11 9 months ago
Oh yes, Star was running out of space not good for a bipolar with a racing mind, very big smiles. I so appreciate Serena doing this video for all of us. Want to make sure that no one thinks I blame Marie for the loss of her son. Not at all. If they had called 911 and saved him this time, there is always that constant danger of the next attempt. There always is a next attempt. I hurt so much for those left behind, so many more of them in pain then us. We get the joys/magic with our illness
chachigo11 9 months ago
Trying to slow down my brain and sleep a few but upset received your msg at the perfect time. Just watched DVR of Marie Osmond and Oprah about son's suicide. No mention that he was so sad no one has told them. Had attempted suicide before, mom believed him when he said he would not try again, he was HONEST when he said it, he was well at the time the promise was made. She receives call from son says he is in complete despair and has no friends. CALL 911 IF EVER RECEIVE SUCH A CALL.
chachigo11 9 months ago
Dude, I go through the same thing. I literally get motion sickness from just sitting here, cause my mind feels like its running faster than time. I totally get what you're going through. I hope all is well. :)
Never give up, okay.
danametalhead 9 months ago
Hello Little Fairy,
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping. Everytime I try to post it wont let me. Wish I was flying like normal.
chachigo11 10 months ago
@chachigo11 I take meds now for schizoaffective disorder. Serena is very sweet and I believe I understand what she is going through, because I go through similar things. Keep up the good work, Serena. Thank you for this video :)
starbright0381 9 months ago
Hello Fairy,
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping. Everytime I try to post it wont let me.
chachigo11 10 months ago
Hello Fairy,
I am 49 have been rapid cycling mixed states bipolar, I believe my entire life. You touched my heart just when I needed it touched and you spoke my story... I have no other bipolars in my family (they are all JUST FINE, RIGHT) no one to talk to, no one understands. Head meds do not work for me been on so many, so many combos over the years. I deal alone now I only weigh 99 pounds and dropping.
chachigo11 10 months ago
Love you like <3<3<3 Serena. And bot just because you are really attractive =P but because I deal with bipolar issues as well as other traits and you seem really genuine in your video and yeah...well... all that blah blah blah! =)
I'm rooting for ya girlie-Q!
big <3's
irishrider1337 10 months ago
so wait basically bi-polar is like a mood swing? or it's a bit more different? I'm not trying to say anything mean Im just trying to ask a question.
wajenny13 10 months ago
An angry mind will only create more anger. Grab ahold of the love you know is in you and let it shine outward. This also repells negative people who are out to bring you down with all thier, I dont want you to this stuff which really means and programs events as if they said, I want you to do this.
Notice who these people are.. Notice what They DONT want for you like the GOVT says, DONT drink and drive, DONT do drugs. This raised Crime 400% each category *Ron Paul.... Notice this to be free.
RobMonty248 10 months ago
Bi-Polar.. As in Polarity, to reffer to Electircity.. So, If you will, like a pole shift of the earth. The mind is the same if you will yet its about the magnetics in the mind.
Young people it is best to know this now. The mind is alot like a radio station, thought forms and sends out attraction waves that actually create things..
So, if you focus on what you want, or what you dont want, the intent of the message is the creation. Say, think and listen to, What you do want, whatch life change!
RobMonty248 10 months ago
@RobMonty248 Negative thoughts create bad events that upset us and usually we thin bad about the events, yet this creates more and they happen and the cycle repeates.
Ever notice how right you are in an arguement as if you just Knew they were gonna say a certain phrase?
Because you actually programmed it, this is why they actually use the same exact phrase you thought up.
Weve always done this, notice this. It is in the past memories of all humans, Emotions+thoughts, what did you create?
RobMonty248 10 months ago
i dont have medical coverage either. wal mart has 4.00 medicines that you can get and there are some that your doctor can prescribe for it.
diva4211 10 months ago
your not bi-polar, you're bi-winning
themightysupremo 10 months ago
hi i am 15 n i have got bi polar to and i no evythink u talk about is right cos i feel the same way lol like sumtimes i get so hyper tht i jus do crazy weird things get dilusional n stuf thn i get so depresed i right suicide notes n cant live but u sound cool i am sorry u have it to =/ i wish i culd help u
quaker261 10 months ago
hey i do understand how you feel im so sorry u have to be this way but there r so many people like this.my best friend is bi polar and she has it really bad and so does her 10yr old daughter. i really do understand.but keep ur head up...
marygarcia061677 10 months ago
I empathize I am BP1, middle aged male, you can get help through the state they along with Pizer pay for my Geodon. I have self harmed through electric shock please don't do that we care join us at The Depression Forums, we care. My Dad is BP too. I test high for BPD as well, it sucks, but hey lots of actors are BP so not all bad. Try to watch Stephen Fry's movie on BP very good. Much peace and good karma to you!
danielsaun1 10 months ago
rock on serena keep on keepin on fuck all these other mother fuckin dumbasses
CodeV114 10 months ago
Im type 2, which is rarer, The constant pin drop notice of your next mood is acute. Do you ever feel like you could kick the shit out of the bouncer one moment then want taco bell?
Kainnmaul 10 months ago
Are you type 1 or type 2 , man i know your pain i might be able to help.
Kainnmaul 10 months ago
well i have necrophilia
TheGotamama 10 months ago
usually bi polar girls have big eyes
Redrumhydro 11 months ago
awww bless you :( .
MckenzieMarie123 11 months ago
Sucks don't it. You talk about it being instantaneous from one pole to the next. Mines more long and dragged out.Got diagnosed with it last year and its hard to say if its beneficial or really annoying.I got a hypermanic high during my A-Levels which boosted the amount of artwork I was doing 10 fold.Crazy, just up way after I should be exhausted but during the summer I had a major crash.Just a nervous wreck most days. Keep strong recommend trying to apply it to something i.e art,music etc
Skunkybiffta 11 months ago
i have bi polar as well and i am having a hard time, and i have no insurane either, i used to be a cutter too, i know exactly what you are going through i am so sorry, it sucks so bad.
ljewkes 1 year ago
This illness sucks! Plain and simple. (self-pity not welcomed ty) I've been through hospitals, meds yadah yadh wacka wacka who fuckin cares. It's going to win, just that simple. Stop fighting the monster and start working with the monster! When it's sleeping you'll have a good day, when it's not distance yourself from others and play with the beast. Cause you damn sure won't get rid of it! I love mania, it's the best high I've ever had, called acceptance. Stop trying to fix what you can't!
MrRapidcyclerforever 1 year ago
what is wrong with these people leaving comments. It's so easy to make funny of what you think is "stupid"...if you don't have "A life in the Bi Polar mind" don't say anything hurtful and foolish...you can't take it back.
To the sweet girl in this video....
I to have Bi Polar...I wish I could tell you what the magic pill to getting over it is....but there isn't one.. if you need or want to chat with me...feel free. I'm 36 years old...have two kids...oh..and i'm very smart. lol
Jtevanshall 1 year ago
Why do bipolar people tend to drive towards negative behavior ? When called out upon it they are very quick to pull out their " bipolar certification stub ." To say they are not aware of the actions but very much aware of their disorder doesn't make sense. It is my experience that their tends to be an arrogance to many of the afflicted.
"Dont judge a book by its cover ? " You did your friend ........and close the door to be called out on it !!!
frankg3rd 1 year ago
@frankg3rd
dude quit judging. when your going through mania life is totally different. you will do anything wrong because you see people as mindless sheep and your like neo in the matrix. you will do unacceptable things and become angry as fuck if anyone gets your in your way including family, friends, police, doctors. i have seen the devil smiling at me. Then we get depressed and life sucks because of the holes we dug. Now do you see why the fuck people with bipolar act negative?
wheelofreal 1 year ago
Serena .......I am not judging or at least I am trying not to. I was only calling to your attention what you said about your friend then requested your viewers not to follow in the behavour. Not caring for ...or not giving a f%#@* as you stated to me would make a great staring point. I don't know you .... but you have youth on your side to seek what works in your life. To many people welcome the diagnosis of BP so they can eliminate all acountability for their negative actions.
frankg3rd 1 year ago
@frankg3rd
lol im not Serena but thanks for seeing my side of this "bipolar" issue. I actually haven't welcomed the BP diagnosis because my experience has led me to believe this issue is deeper than the label of Bipolar. It is more of a spirtual thing for me. If you want to find out more look up Carl Jung- The Red Book. One of the forefathers of psychology had similar experiences and has a lot to teach about it.
wheelofreal 1 year ago
hey serena.. i knw how it is to deal with a person who is bi polar. i broke up with my x gf only cuz i got to knw that she was bi polar. at first she wud love me n th next moment she wud hate me, try to smash beer bottles on my head, cut herself n blame it on me, that is how i gt to knw that she was bi polar.. i thought she deserved a chance. i gave her many chance, plus she had a drinking problem so i had to deal with everything. i feel sad for her.. like we broke up 2 days back. but i mis her
abhi4u7zzz 1 year ago
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Feedback? Ok, no problem. Lol, I think you are trashy, ignorant, sluty, and a LIAR.
MonotheistDoucheBag 1 year ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag dude you shut the fuck up, seriously get a life. you have no fucking clue what the fuck its like to be me so how about you shut your fucking face stop being prejudice and get on with yourself..
Serena93 1 year ago 23
@Serena93 i know exactally how you feel...=[ especially with the mood swing thing i have that sooooo fucking bad sometimes it sucks =/
eiffel65bloom06 11 months ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag you really are the stupidest fuckin person on earth!! i also have bi-polar disorder and i know exactly wat she is talking about and i can tell you about 20 people i know that have to deal with the same thing on a daily basis!!!! at least she dosent have to take meds or she would have prob cussed you out worse then she did!!! i have to take lithium for my disorder! so i know she aint no fuckin liar!!! and wtf how can you tell if she was a trashy,or sluty YOU DONT KNOW HER!!!!
SuperFunandcrazy 1 year ago
@SuperFunandcrazyThe little white trash bitch is nothing but a liar. I know an actor and a liar when I see one! I've been alive long enough to know when a little bitch is acting. I had TWO other people look at this video and they said that I am probably right. "Probably" from THEIR point of view. I have experience in law enforcement, and trust me, this little criminal dropout is a fucking liar to the core!
Stop fronting for your little friend.
MonotheistDoucheBag 1 year ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag do you know her?? ok then so shut the fuck up!!! and i dont know her but i go thru the same fuckin thing ALL THE TIME!!! so no i dont know if she is telling the truth i really dont give a fuck!! i dont fuckin care anymore!! all i know is i had about 20 or more people tell me that they were goin thru the same fuckin thing!!!! and yea i dont give a fuck how much experience yiu have in law enforcement, because my uncle is FBI and my dad is SPECIAL FORCES in the military!! STFU!
SuperFunandcrazy 1 year ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag even worse i have to take lithium for my bipolar disorder! so i get called the same fuckin thing by EVERYBODY!!! and i know how she feels and she would prob want to RIP UR FUCKIN BALLS OFF AND SHOVE THEM IN UR FUCKIN MOUTH TILL U CHOKE ON THEM!! that is if you have any!!
SuperFunandcrazy 1 year ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag
dude your bipolar. Ur going through the manic stage when you feel like calling people out., thats why you are watching this video and calling this little girl a liar. I went through the same but I did it in real life instead of the internet and its fucked up ..your gonna realize this once you get depressed. She was probably misdiagnosed cuz the USA mental health system is just a bunch of drug pushers working for big companies. Just realize shes not your enemy.
wheelofreal 1 year ago 14
@MonotheistDoucheBag ,u r a BITCH! How could u say that shit about her? I'm bipolar & also have a temper.I hate people like u! Go fuck yourself!
Chirsty76 1 year ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag
get a grip ! people carnt help they have got i !
she is only telling how she feel and helping alot of people know they have got it.
shes being very brave doing this '!
MckenzieMarie123 11 months ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag whats wrong with you ?? .. get a heart will ya.
calle899 11 months ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag for ur information u hater leave this grl alone she has a disorder and u koe wat she is going through alot so if u wanna be a big dummy go ahead but leave her alone she seems lik a nice person and u have no right to call her trashy i would wanna knoe who the hell u think u are if u call someone that it dosent make a better person noone is perfect so u bak the hell away and leave her alone u hater
VarietyRocks117 10 months ago
@MonotheistDoucheBag look at your name cuz thats what u are
oceanwave322 4 months ago
thank you for your honesty. its very courageous to put yourself out there and talk about it like this. you're right, there's much that goes on underneath the surface, we need to be aware of that as we learn more about ourselves and other people
portal1618 1 year ago
You are a very courageous young lady for sharing that, and very genuine, blessings to you in your struggle!
melodiouscanopies 1 year ago
point one thing out and one thing only, I used to be a drug addict and when i say addict i mean addict, and being a exaddict ive seen addicts, girl your becoming one , those drugs u use are fucking you up , a drug addict is some one (my definition) who needs drugs or substance to live out there life.I've seen my good friends go down because of bi polar drugs from there doctors, I dont want to see u go down. and if you think im make shit up im not.
dotman500 1 year ago
ive been to doctors offices and talk to specialists and they really dont know any thing more then what u already know, i knew more then they did, point is, looking what your doing and think for a second to see if it seems right.......
dotman500 1 year ago
Serena, if anyone is going to give u any advice and you happen to take it. take mine, stop using those meds, they fuck you up in the head, cant believe what every says to you as well.especially your doctors, u have to think with smarts, yes a doctors job is to "help" the patient, and yes its there job to make there practice MONEY.
dotman500 1 year ago
Bi-Polar hmmm.... no thanks I'll be Tri-Polar first n see if I like it before I commit and pay for it!
ohwnou 1 year ago
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everythingswonderful 1 year ago 10
@everythingswonderful it does but it dosent! ome people are up one minute down the next! hell sometimes im like that! but it can be BPD! like you said you dont know her so listen to wat she says! if the docs say she has it then she prob does! idk i dont know her eather but i also have to deal with bi-polar disorder and its not fun i know wat she is saying! (except i have to take lithium for my disorder) but still she might have it she might not, its not up to you to deside!!!
SuperFunandcrazy 1 year ago
@everythingswonderful That s BULLSHIT! oh god FUCK OFF really there's also that kind of what this girl have. really piss me off when people dont KNOW SHIT ABOUT IT! READ and then COME BACK!
gunshotss 1 year ago
@gunshotss Right, I do no "shit" thankyou very much. I know a HELL of a lot about this disorder, she may or may not have it. Of course daily moodswings may come with the territory of being Bipolar but it is not in itself an actual symptom of the disorder. There is rapid cycling bipolar which include quicker cycling mood shifts than type 1 and 2 but at there shortest they still will last a week, this girl sounds like she may be having ultradian cycles, but they aren't too common to bipolar.
everythingswonderful 1 year ago
@everythingswonderful
You don't know anything about it, really. You have 2 kinds of bipolar. You're only talking about type 1 (which causes delusions) and she has defenitly type 2. Depression and hypomania. And yes, as it's posible to feel up and down in one day. Read a book about it before you make stupid remarks on youtube, ignorant
bluesmodus 1 year ago
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everythingswonderful 1 year ago
@everythingswonderful
Actually, around 7% of the time people who are bi-polar experience rapid cycling, which can cause both ups and downs to occur in the same day or even hour. Yes its possible that her emotional volatility is due to adolescence, but when you question someone who's bi-polar as to the legitimacy of their illness, it is often followed by "everyone gets like that" and "stop whining," so FYI don't be surprised if you say it IRL and get punched in the face.
johnnx2009 11 months ago
Bipolar is fucked up! I have it but choose not to take the meds, fuck that they numb you man. The manic episodes a messed up I always make stupid decisions, spend all my money and phone people saying stupid shit that I regret. However when I'm depressed I can't function I have just been off college for 3 weeks due to it and now have to catch up like a lunatic. Anyhow I think I'm on the wrong course I should of gone for English instead of Physics this shit is Demanding! Nice vids/channel though!
meanmrmustard89 1 year ago
@TheOverDramaticOnee: Yea I totally know where you're coming from!
EmmaElectron 1 year ago
i hope u r ok.old video.im hoping u got help.i reate like crazy
Lisaserene1 1 year ago
yes its hard :)
DefianceGal 1 year ago
I know how you feel i have it to..
It's soo annoying and it gets me down just thinking about it..cause it kinda makes you feel like an outcast..Like people who don't know about it and see me happy one minute and then sad the next it makes me look like an idiot but oh well i guess you gotta deal with it eh? xx
TheOverDramaticOnee 1 year ago
i think people should be like you, and not brainless zombies. makes sense to me. its an awful shame that society has to label you because you have emotions.
leesalexander 1 year ago
Bi Polar is just an American wishy washy political correct way of saying that you're a complete nutter and a manic depressive.
tonester09 1 year ago
@tonester09 Now you just look dumb. The guy who "coined" the phrase, was in fact, french. Francois Baillarger. And he didn't discover it...it's one of the oldest know disorders, dating back to ancient Greek medical studies. "Aretaeus of Cappadocia" I either expect you to ignore this comment or write something half as uneducated or as stupid as the last comment you posted. Stop being ignorant and spread love, not hate
bencowtastic 1 year ago
yesterday I was manic and I almost hit the highway wall when driving......I am mix bp....and then after I was trying to sleep I was depress
TheIhatewhitepeople 1 year ago
Its a horrible, horrible disease...Racing thoughts, to shaking legs, staying up all night... Sleeping during the day but only for short periods...Focusing one thing and exploding it into something huge. Magnifying detail to a point of insaneness. Crying for no apparent reason, then laughing like your on LSD cause you realize your crying for no reason... One side of your brain is ok, but the other side takes over and its a mean side... Its like I can see the things wrong, but cant stop them
ypoons89 1 year ago
I can't imagine what it would be like if my parents were bipolar too, that would be a show from hell. I quit the meds too, I think we just have to go through these different feelings for some reason, mabey we are the next phase in human evolution, it sucks sometimes.
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it is fucken tough :/
kiara4sunshine 1 year ago
it is fucken tough :/
kiara4sunshine 1 year ago
Bi-Polar? Just weak minded. get in control of your life.
bosesucks 1 year ago
@bosesucks you sir , are a idiot!! People with bi polar does not mean there weak minded
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@bosesucks You are such an Idiot!!! You are the weak minded one and a low life, because you know nothing!!!
Konni1969 1 year ago
That sucks, my girlfriend is bipolar and her medication is super expensive. She is on serequel, prozac, and some other pill i dont know. But its sad. We live together and bipolar is REAL! I hate when people talk shit about it that theres nothing wrong b/c people who say those things have obviously never met anyone who has had the disease. Its sad that even though you want help theres only so much people can do for you. Its sad that there are times you cant control your decisions.
88jhustla 1 year ago
You are NOT BIPOLAR, you are fine and not even taking medications,
PrishtinaHottieee 1 year ago
I hope you have been able to get back on meds since you created and posted this video. I understand how difficult it is to handle bipolar without them. If you ever need someone to talk to just send me a message.
amccartney84 1 year ago
does bi-polar produce rudeness (general Q) ~ I've meet 3 ppl ~ who claimed bi-polar ~ w/ radical rude tendencies
TJae1 1 year ago
@TJae1 Some people become irritable. Without lithium I will become snappy at my family members when they need me to do something, and I don't like being that angry for no reason. I like helping them around the house, it's just a few days every so couple weeks that I get that way..
kashzone 1 year ago
@kashzone ~ there's a member here ~ she claims bi-polar ~ how do I know ~ we'll about 4 yrs of experience ~ She can be nice, but, can also be treacherous ~ from what I know & hear ~ she might b schizophrenic is treachery a bi-polar trait~
TJae1 1 year ago
I've been drinking BBT since I was like 15. My gf was korean and she wanted me to try it. green apple green tea w/ pearls is p. good.
valdezmiguel2 1 year ago
whose not bipolar these days? these doctors put a fucking diagnose on anything....live ur life dont let nobody judge you...control ur own destiny...dont let people put you down.
AlexTheMusicPhene 1 year ago
*Fright night
kkjhhkjhkj 1 year ago
This girl is seriously creepy looking. Freight night.
kkjhhkjhkj 1 year ago
so i guess in conclusion its this.
medication will cost u money and it'll only give u a temporary fix. u want eteranl happines - try and understand what jesus was saying. not to mention the bible is free! so is church, and u dont have to go every sunday.
this is all coming from a former athiest k.
btw its good ur not on medication. keep it up...um...girl. lol whats ur name?
mcmastas 1 year ago
@mcmastas You are a fucking ignorant cretin of the highest order. I actually wish I could meet you so I could punch you hard in the mouth, you sancitmonious self righteous prick.
mumraaaaa 1 year ago 2
...they sell us for depression and ever other single bull-shit term psychiatrisrs have made up in the last 50 years.
did u know they used to treat "depression with heroin 50 years ago? WTF? does that say about them,
Look what I'm trying to say is this. i went to a shrink for 4 years for "anxiety" and "depression" and i got nothing out of it. absolout shit.
last week i turend to the bible (yeah yeah i know :p cliche) and i have never felt better,
I accepted jesus and now i;m happy
mcmastas 1 year ago