Anyway, maybe someone needs lemonaide, right? I'm not in "management" so I guess I'm not qualified to figger everything out. I just know that I'm carrying some of YOUR feelings, as everyone likely is...this just wasn't supposed to turn out like this. Just angry at the godhead and full of anger at the way things are of late.
Be a good mother and good human being...we'll figure a way out of this, somehow....
...and you're moving forward, however meekly. You've been through a sizable trauma and having young kids around makes processing and reconciling all of the emotions extremely difficult. The trip and the photorecording will help alot of people dealing with losses like your's. Like our's. I'm left feeling the same way I felt when we lost a grandchild...at first I couldn't bare to look at a photograph of him....then....just hurt and anger. Something is just not right. Loving God? Where?
Just catching up with your story in the last 24 hours...tripped over here via David Wilcoxes' recommendation of Catie Curtis' music...then -- whammo.
Jesus have I hated God all day today. I'm sure he can take it, not sure if I can.
No question, hugely talented and beautiful human being cut down by a combination of insurance company and medical school honed incompetence and a deadly disease that went undiagnosed for far too long.
Anyway, maybe someone needs lemonaide, right? I'm not in "management" so I guess I'm not qualified to figger everything out. I just know that I'm carrying some of YOUR feelings, as everyone likely is...this just wasn't supposed to turn out like this. Just angry at the godhead and full of anger at the way things are of late.
Be a good mother and good human being...we'll figure a way out of this, somehow....
paul475 1 year ago
...and you're moving forward, however meekly. You've been through a sizable trauma and having young kids around makes processing and reconciling all of the emotions extremely difficult. The trip and the photorecording will help alot of people dealing with losses like your's. Like our's. I'm left feeling the same way I felt when we lost a grandchild...at first I couldn't bare to look at a photograph of him....then....just hurt and anger. Something is just not right. Loving God? Where?
paul475 1 year ago
Just catching up with your story in the last 24 hours...tripped over here via David Wilcoxes' recommendation of Catie Curtis' music...then -- whammo.
Jesus have I hated God all day today. I'm sure he can take it, not sure if I can.
No question, hugely talented and beautiful human being cut down by a combination of insurance company and medical school honed incompetence and a deadly disease that went undiagnosed for far too long.
It looks like you have alot terrific support....
paul475 1 year ago