Life is rough! Coming out, Finally got my packer!

[702Rider]

Man, there is so much I relate to in this video right now. It's so cool to see how far you've come along.

[xxthread]

I know this is a year old, but I wanted to let you know that I could really relate to this and I am glad you've kept it up. Thanks. :)

[ANFjace]

you've got a friend in me :)

[ALionsFears]

Thanks man :) Sometimes I don't know what I would do without this YouTube community!

[LindKav]

Your so strong! And money sucks.. BIg time.

[ALionsFears]

Thanks! :) and yes, money is tight as a belt.

[nailskepttidy]

same here im not comfortable as a woman or a man, i want to have the anatomy of a guy but do i want to be a guy? to many questions ahhh, sometimes i know im a guy but then sometimes i dont ..., i dont pass at all

hpe you find some local friends

[ALionsFears]

I know exactly how you feel. I KNOW that I am male but I don't know if I am comfortable being a male. I have been female for so many years I almost feel like I am missing something to being a guy. Maybe I am just trying to fit a mold of a male when all I have to do it be true to who I am.

This whole journey is a battle of "Who are you?"

I hope you win your battle :)

[BonesDGAF021]

@ALionsFears this is the most resounding statement with how my soul feels, on an everyday basis. it's interesting to see you so far back on ur transition, and the beginnings of your voice change. you were very sing-songy, much like i feel i am now. i can't wait to get a packer either, tho the FTM stud on transitionalmale is on hiatus, which gives me time to save a little dough, get the measurements figured out & such b4 i order.

[BonesDGAF021]

@BonesDGAF021 i wish i had fucking money dude that's such an issue right now. i don't even buy my groceries, my dad gets them on his foodstamps. my rent is $550/mo. & my phone is around $75. aahh that's outrageous right? so when that's all said and done i have nothing left over. i'm about to start demanding a lot more, cuz im worth it. i need a new outfit, and important work stuff, and transition gear. FML, why can't it be easier???