I think you are probably my favourite youtuber! Once I start watching one of your videos, I just have to keep on going and see more! I know that this is an old video, but In this video, and possibly others, you say that your sister and friends are what keep you going and are the most important people in your life. I don't think you ever mention your parents in that respect.. Do you think that there is an important reason for that?
@hotchocolatesundae aww thank youu!! that means a lot! Yeah I don't have the best relationship with my parents so... I definitely don't see them in that respect.
Sweetie, I feel so much compassion for you. You just seem so vulnerable in this video, particularly when talking about the third year anniversary of your eating disorder and the loving support of your best friends.
hi. i've been watching your vlog...your advice has helped me alot. when you almost cried about your friends and sister being what keeps you going...i almost cried too...
question: ed-related:
did you focus on exercise alot while battling with your ed?
thanks for your vlog. it helps me know i'm not alone.
Oh and what have been the most helpful and least helpful things people have said to you having to do with anorexia and everything that goes along with it, also what do you find that people have the hardest time understanding about ed.
Do you have any defining points in your life where you can see the start of your ED coming from or getting worse? Its obviously a culmination of a lot of events and feelings, but I for one do have some defining moments from my past. that started it all. Do you?
i know you admitted yourself to hospital, but were you already recieving treatment before? if not, did your parents already know about your ed? did you tell them, or did they 'find out' as such?
i love your videos, you are a very inspiring person :) xo
:D! That was so cute the way you said Oregon. I've been told people who aren't from Oregon pronounce it the way you do, but this is the first time I've actually heard someone say it like that. haha. Here, in Oregon, we say "OR- eh - gEN." Instead of OreGONE. How cute. :D!
I love you toooo! :) So i called you. You didnt answer so...imma throw something at you when i see you next week after we go to the school and get our lockers. :) yea..i did jsut make plans. Follow. MR. YEE!!!!!!!!!!! LOL MEXICO. "WHY ARE YOU SO AWESOME? I dont know! :)" I love it Knox? Really? I love it there! Its so amazing and pretty RED!! *Swigns her arms like the girl from popeyes" (you 'member)
I think you are probably my favourite youtuber! Once I start watching one of your videos, I just have to keep on going and see more! I know that this is an old video, but In this video, and possibly others, you say that your sister and friends are what keep you going and are the most important people in your life. I don't think you ever mention your parents in that respect.. Do you think that there is an important reason for that?
hotchocolatesundae 9 months ago
@hotchocolatesundae aww thank youu!! that means a lot! Yeah I don't have the best relationship with my parents so... I definitely don't see them in that respect.
OSnapski 8 months ago
Thank you for posting this. You're probably thinking like why but yeah. To cut a long story short, I'll mail you, I hope you reply :)
I'm happy for you that you have recovered, or at least aren't ill or ED centred anymore. Keep staying strong :)
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 1 year ago
Reed is a great school! I grew up in Portland and it's great. but you'll have to pronounce the state correctly ;) ha love it.
paledreams 2 years ago
Sweetie, I feel so much compassion for you. You just seem so vulnerable in this video, particularly when talking about the third year anniversary of your eating disorder and the loving support of your best friends.
hotchocolatesundae 2 years ago
hi. i've been watching your vlog...your advice has helped me alot. when you almost cried about your friends and sister being what keeps you going...i almost cried too...
question: ed-related:
did you focus on exercise alot while battling with your ed?
thanks for your vlog. it helps me know i'm not alone.
<3
L
LoverlyLaurie 2 years ago 2
koalaaa!! <3 i made a koala at Build-A-Bear lmaooo i put the cat voice box in it so it meows <333
dauntlessdreams 2 years ago
possibly the best thing ive imagined all day. =)
OSnapski 2 years ago
hahaha yeah my bff and i named him Benjamin Humphrey II :P
dauntlessdreams 2 years ago
hehe um whattheheck are you wearing? it looks like a tankini top. o_o
I love your accent.
whatupdudeee 2 years ago
it is i was ready to go swimming for a party
OSnapski 2 years ago
koalas are awesome =]
AMFlover 2 years ago
Oh and what have been the most helpful and least helpful things people have said to you having to do with anorexia and everything that goes along with it, also what do you find that people have the hardest time understanding about ed.
MeaAnathema 2 years ago
Do you have any defining points in your life where you can see the start of your ED coming from or getting worse? Its obviously a culmination of a lot of events and feelings, but I for one do have some defining moments from my past. that started it all. Do you?
MeaAnathema 2 years ago
I have a few questions:
ED RELATED -
-The self conscious thing - do you feel that?
-What triggered your ED?
NOT ED RELATED?
-If you could change one thing about your school, what would it be?
-If you could spend a week alone without contact w/ civilization, where would it be and why?
Just for fun ... (:
etrox318 2 years ago
i know you admitted yourself to hospital, but were you already recieving treatment before? if not, did your parents already know about your ed? did you tell them, or did they 'find out' as such?
i love your videos, you are a very inspiring person :) xo
1AlwaysAndForever1 2 years ago
You are truly inspiring so many people. I'm glad Mead is cool with the vlogs. Hopefully your parents will get used to it ;-)
I wish I had as much courage as you do. Can't wait for your next vid!
TooHard2FakeItt 2 years ago
did you start cutting before or after your ED started? did it continue into your ED?
and just a random one to throw out there:
what is your favorite article of clothing? and do you want to move away after graduating college to somewhere warmer?
Jennuhhfurrx 2 years ago
yay! you like red!! hahaha
nice vids. i like both, all actually =)
dogsredsmcdonalds 2 years ago
I have watched most of your updates and I swear you have always just got out the shower ; )
iloveicecream719 2 years ago
You know if you come to Australia I am walking distance away from the Koala sanctuary ;)
WeRFreEDomFighters 2 years ago
Just curious, do you ever feel self conscious, like when you're wearing a swimsuit like that? I personally think you look gorgeous. Take care. xoxo
imaginaryxx58 2 years ago
please message me i could really do with some of your happiness in my life : )
iloveicecream719 2 years ago
i love your videos bea you have really helped me : )
iloveicecream719 2 years ago
How did your parents find out? Did you tell them before you admitted yourself or did they figure it out and confront you?
alexzisshort 2 years ago
hey!
i have another question!
why do u have a doller posted on your wall???
itsjessica93 2 years ago
lmao
cause its a dollar bill. and my friend but a B infront of the ONE and an R at the end.
BONER.
OSnapski 2 years ago
lmfao!
hahahah wow...
itsjessica93 2 years ago
hey, great video! i was just wondering how you managed to stop cutting? x x
shrinklies 2 years ago
:D! That was so cute the way you said Oregon. I've been told people who aren't from Oregon pronounce it the way you do, but this is the first time I've actually heard someone say it like that. haha. Here, in Oregon, we say "OR- eh - gEN." Instead of OreGONE. How cute. :D!
Anyway, have fun at the pool party.
Take care,
Sam.
SwirlsOfInsanity 2 years ago
nchula 2 years ago
are you going monday or friday?
OSnapski 2 years ago
Monday the 17th..i hope elia gets in by that day...unless seh gets in a tnight... :(
nchula 2 years ago
Why did you have to have heart surgery?
roxyheartpink123 2 years ago
i had a heart arythmia. kinda like a murmur
OSnapski 2 years ago
Yay for Koalas! I LOVE koalas too
skinnygurltothemax 2 years ago 2
First view and comment. :) xx
EmilyWood6 2 years ago