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  • I'm 29, and I can still relate to almost all of it

  • i can relate <3 seeing this vid helped me so much, thank you <3

  • - iBet We All Can Relate , iKnow Im Not The Only One Who Smiled Watching This :']

  • I have a lot of the same problems you do. I am bipolar. And I've done things my parents would never I'd do. And I push people that mean the most to me away as well and as with you, not many stay. But yet that's ok usually the ones that do are amazing aren't they?! Just look up and know that people are her for you!!(:

  • You wanna take drugs ?

    Have big boobs ?

    you judge ppl on their looks ?

    why ?

    no effense,but get a life. seriously.

  • @melissalovesyoux351 None taken.

  • @tumblrsecrets whatever.

    but why ? ;o 

  • @melissalovesyoux351 Why what? Why make this video? I was quite depressed at the time, from the lack of sleep and my pride being too high to take medications, and I needed an outlet. I honestly hadn't the slightest clue this video would be such a large response--I have thought about taking it down. But Cary Brothers, the singer in the song, messaged me about how he didn't realize how large an affect his music had and offered advice on dealing with people online. Then, I just figured why not?

  • @tumblrsecrets -sighs- nvm. 

  • @melissalovesyoux351 dont you see obviously she has one. Not everyone is perfect and sees everything the same. why dont you grow up.

  • WE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU GIRL!!! Your beautiful and you'll be in my prayers #BEthechange

  • if you ever need any to talk to i'm here for u and also i can relate to a lot of things u said

  • tell me after posting this video do you feel anything different about anything?

    

  • @AustinCoontz Thanks for asking; yes, I feel different after having posted this video. Honestly, a lot has changed since I posted this: I now am on a low dosage of medication for anxiety--which helps tremendously. I do drink; however, I drink responsibly. I am still drug free. I do sometimes push people away still-it's part of being an introvert, I guess-but I have learned how to better communicate. I still haven't seen my mom, but we're friends on facebook so I'll see where that goes.

  • @tumblrsecrets Then in that case good. im glad you accomplished what you have with just this video.

  • @AustinCoontz I mean, it wasn't JUST this video. A lot of different books, music, people, and self discovery had a huge impact--more so than the video. I think admitting my issues and concerns, aka the video, was a good first step in the right direction.

  • i am goin threw the same thing but i smile on the outside and cry on the inside :(

  • babaes, you say you want to be anorexic... please please please refrase that! Thin, in control, restrictive, but not anorexic... thats like saying you want to have bipolar! trust me, bim in the position t say, you do not want to have anorexia, trust me!! xx

  • @tumlrsecrets not to be rude but u do have a nice pair.. And please no alcohol or drugs really brings out the worst in all of us.. Ur not alone.

  • @Bronyplayer47 Although awkward, I'm flattered. I still have not done any drugs; however, I am 21 so I do go out drinking with my friends, but within reasons. I have grown a lot since this video. Thanks for your thoughts!

  • all i could think of was..... "ohhhh the paper cuts"

  • @daniichann88 I'm confused?

  • @tumblrsecrets when you pull each paper away, it looks like you could get a paper cut... probably just me :)

  • please dont ever ever ever try any drugs.. it dosent get u anywhere, eathier does anorexia. all u have to do is stay strong and keep ur head high girl<3 can u promsie me that?

  • Dont you dare wish you were anorexic. Ive had

    anorexia and it was the worst 2 years of my life. I messed

    my body up so much, i was close to death. You don't know

    how terrified i am about my health. 

  • You have bigger boobs than me :( hahaha Thats one of my secrets too (to want big boobs) lol

  • @Brandytdwp Although I would love a larger chest, I'm happy with what I've got. However, if God wants to up me a cup size I wouldn't complain ;)

  • Lots of love. You're not alone. You're an artist and you've touched many others. You've done something beautiful and meaningful. Never forget your talent to reach others in a beautiful way, by sharing a piece of yourself. Remember that you are always more than anyone will tell you—and more than is easy for you to see unless you allow yourself to dream and to believe. Take Care :-) (PS, the anonymity of the camera angle, with the monochromatic sepia tone is very artistic and beautiful. It works)

  • i'm scared at how much we have in common.

    you're not alone. i know how it feels to be isolated from everyone else.

    i wish i had enough confidence to make a video like this but, what if people i knew saw it? what if they found out who i really was, you know? i think i might do a video like this...maybe it'll help. has it helped you? stay strong. i hope you're okay. x

  • (>^-^)>

  • Hehe, you inspired me to make one as well.

  • Hehe, you inspired me to make one as well.

  • @sigilofbolias I never understand how people can say such rude things. I think it's sad you have to go around on Youtube and say mean things to strangers just to make yourself feel better. I find it interesting that, when I looked at all your other comments you've said to people, you resort to words like "slut", "cunt" and "gay". Really? If you're going to bad mouth people, at least give some thought to it and sound a little more educated...plus, when did "gay" become an insult?

  • @tumblrsecrets lol umad

  • @sigilofbolias are you serious? honestly? do you not have better things to do than go around on youtube and insult people? must make you feel pretty damn good about yourself hey? two words, grow up

  • @sigilofbolias Get a life kid.

  • @sigilofbolias you can just go ahead and kill yourself now. thanks.

  • @sigilofbolias i hate u

  • @sigilofbolias your NEVER gonna get laid if you keep talking to girls like this. i suggest you change your mindset about girls because alot of them have really fragile emotions and just the slightest rude comment can make them have a mental breakdown and completely change who they are. I have first hand experience of this because one of my friends was jokingly told that she was fat by a friend and she stopped eating altogether and almost died. Grow up and learn some respect you piece of shit

  • @Beastly21100 Well if every girl you know is an insecure emo pussy then i feel sorry for you... but that just isn't the case for me and many other guys haha. Any girl that wants attention this bad to go on youtube and look for sympathy would be an immediate no any ways so w.e brah. No problems here in those regards rofl because i go for normal girls. not these dumb bitches.

  • @sigilofbolias Many other guys?? Really?? Most guys actually have some sense of respect, the ones who don't are ignorant faggots like you. I really want to see what you consider a "normal" girl, cuz i get this strong feeling that the only girls you get are the ones who feed on dick and will get with ANYONE, even a disrespectful pussy like you, in order to get their daily dose of cock. Fuck off and if you say this shit to any girl in real life you better expect to get your ass beat.

  • @sigilofbolias Everyone has something to get off their chests. She's using youtube to get it off hers.

    If you don't have anything to get off your chest, you're REALLY boring.

  • @sigilofbolias 1) who says "spat my drink out" anymore & 2) if this is all you were gonna do is talk shit why would you bother watching this type of video, you just made your self look stupid. how does a depriving asswhole like you find anyone? GET A LIFE!

  • i still self harm and forget to take my meds sometimes and well i do the best i can

  • the er i stayed in a mental hospital for a week dropped all my classes clammed up didnt go anywhere and then i got my meds back on track and i feel better than i ever have i go to the beach get lots of sunshine

  • harmed i didnt eat i stayed up for days then i tried to commit suicide 3 times and after i graduated highschool i moved 1500 miles away to california it has helped tremendously i went to therapy once a week every week for 6 months and i was taking meds and i felt better so i quit taking them and then enrolled in college i lost it i wanted to commit suicide i went to

  • i think the best thing to do is try and get alot of sunshine i felt the same way i did drugs i self

  • I can relate to almost everything, 

  • try to remember, everyone has bad things happen, those who try and rise above them are the greatest people to know and see. thank you for being one of them

  • i can relate to ALL of tht except the sex part & i dnt take meds & i try not to judge ppl by looks

  • grow up..

  • I can relate. Even though I'm only 13 :/ I am depressed a lot, but I don't show it. And I haven't seen my mom. Not cause I lied, because she gave me up :( you are NOT alone.. I feel like I am D:

  • I can relate. I wish that I could be your big sister and help you navigate some of what life throws at you. For now- skip the drugs, trust cautiously, don't blame yourself for things people have done to you, and forgive yourself for the things you've done. Start to love yourself, Don't feel guilty for loving sex or food. You need food to live, and sex, well take your time, build trust and ALWAYS use condoms no matter, how much love or trust is there. I think you're going to be an amazing woman.

  • Oops don't listen to my last one. I'm pretty sorry for you

  • I'm glad i no your secrets

    

  • you look pretty too bad we cant see what ya look like

  • @suxmijucieboxx I cried too

  • I can relate to a lot...

  • I can relate. 

  • I can relate....

  • I can relate to some of these. I have a lot of respect for people who make theese videos. They actually have the courage to put this on the internet, I don't, but I wish I did. Good job <3

  • everything will be alright -333

  • This made me cry. There are PLENTY of things people don't know about me. I wish I had the guts to tell someone but I can't. Making this video was probably difficult and the worst feeling to have, is to feel alone. I have friends and such but I feel like I'm drowning in them. I call for help but no one hears me. You are strong and you owned up and admited to your problems, you are amazing

  • i can relate to you :) maybe not on your dramatic ones but on #24, and the one about walking around your room . . . i do that too :) Please be happy?

  • Everyone should stop h8in bc thats u i havent seen my dad in 12 years and i dont wanna i wish m'y mom was dead i hate her i hate how i look i think ppl juge and this is who i am u shouldent feel alose bc ur not ur loved even by ppl u dont Know

  • Why would you lie? Did you hate your mom?

  • OMG i can relate to almost everything that u wrote. U can inbox me, we can be internet friends. I'm here for u :)

  • You have lovely lips :)

  • sorry, i don't write english very well. i just want to say something, you are not alone, i don't know you but, i'm here for you, if you want. you are special :)

  • This is so sad :( I can relate to all of it except the *sex* part lol. :) PLZ Imbox me if you just wanna talk <3

  • you're not alone

  • if you ever need anything imbox me. i, too, walk around my room naked...and you have a gorgeous smile... (prettier than mine for sure) ... :3 ill always be there no matter what ^-^

  • Your not alone.

    Stay Strong<3

  • Your not alone

  • It´s seemed to me,we both are sharing some of your secrets....stay strong dear,one day you can find your own way !Whenever there´s a way,I can do something for you,plz let me know !

    xoxo Tina from germany

  • you are not alone.

  • Your smile is beautiful 3

    What's this song?

  • I LOVE YOU, Your smile is beautfuil , just like you, if u need anything inbox me , i will always be here for your gorgeous :)

  • Stay strong sweety, a pretty smile like yours shouldn't be wasted =) xxx

  • i can relate. i am exactly the same, i hate that im not normal and not 'pure' im trying to deal with it but its so hard, im only 13. i want you to know your not alone in this world.

  • Hi, i'm not trying to be creepy or anything. but i want to be there for you. I've gone thru stuff exactly like you, and im only 13/

  • You look pretty just by your smile. Haha.

  • you are not alone,even though you feel like you are..........

  • Please please go to the police

  • Think positive girl! You will suceed in life, you can be the person you want to be. Don't be afraid everyone has their own problems .. Your not the only in this world. I too have some similar situations you do . But Iam now a very happy person i changes my ways and it's just an amazing feeling. I can write a 3729495973 page essay to you and how much I want everyone to see that we can get through life happily and live for our dreams and succeed in life <3 I love you all i truly do

  • I do not trust people.. I care about how everyone views me.. I push people away.. I think of myself as an awful person as well.. I dont think I am pretty, I dont think I am ugly either..

  • ur look cute just by ur smile :)

    u seem cool to hang out with to

    i would really like to be friends with u

    and i walk around my room with just underwear on haha not naked btw

  • ill marry u!!!!!

  • i can relate alot

  • u r not alone. NEVER alone.

  • I want to see your eyes! Haha you def are pretty. And this is some deep shit. Respect, even if you didn't show your face

  • @Blunteeezy Thank you.

  • we have ALMOST everything in common, like: i read books to escape life, i wont to do drug but i dont know where to get them, i dont trust people very easily, and i dont think im all that pretty either :/ so your not alone, u have just been looking in the wrong spot at the wrong time :)

  • Don't wish to be anorexic it's a horrible disease

  • @mywindyhorse I agree. I've changed from when I posted this video. I know I should never wish to be something like that, but there are times when I look in the mirror and the thought definitely crosses my mind.

  • i can definatly relate to you im really curious what you lied about i court ts your buissness not mine so yeah

  • I can relate so much! I think I am ding one of those vids too. But I guess you might be afraid of me when you know things of my life.... :((

  • @TaylorandthePhoenixY If you send me the link, I will definitely watch it. 

  • Wow. What did you lie about?

  • i can relate to everything! your not alone.. stay strong(:

  • im sorry :(

  • your fucked up on the head wantng to be anorexic, and doing drugs.

  • @malj6255 You are the rudest person, i mean gosh maybe its because people hate her and make fun of her just like you aree doing right now instead of teasing her and telling her what she doesnt need to hear why dont you say something positive and if you love her maybe she will get those thoughts out of her head, im sure even oyu thought about what it would be like to be anorexic or what it would feel like to do drugs...even if it was for a second,so dont tease her and be nice 4 a change

  • @malj6255 Wow. That Is VERY Rude. Someone Shares There Secrets And Yuh Go And Diss On Them Like That.? People Have Hard Lives And Make Them Want To Do That. They Feel As If They Need To. So WHat If She Wants To Do Drugs Or Be Anorexic.? Thats HER Choice. Respect It. What Is You Wanted To Do Something And Youve Wanted To Do It Your WHOLE Life And Someone Told You "Your Fucking Stupid. Why The Hell Would You Even Think About That.? Your Never Going To Make It Anywhere In Life." Not Cool Huh?

  • @iEatBabbies123 Why do you put capital letters for each word?

  • @TheLunarHorizon Uhhhmmmm....... I Dont Know,,, I Just Find It Easier For Me To Type This Way Since Ive Been Doing It For Like A Year And A Half So I Got Used To It.

  • @iEatBabbies123 Fair enough ^^

  • @malj6255 I know it's not the wisest...it's not all the time. And I think ultimately if push came to shove, I wouldn't want to do/be either.

  • i cant even see your face but i can tell your gorgeous!<3<3

  • Stay strong girl! <3

  • @TheRandomGumGirls Thanks :)

  • Ur amazinggg

  • I can kinda relate... I don't want to see my dad, I don't think I'm pretty but I don't think I'm ugly, I do judge people based on their looks even though I try not too. Good luck -3 p.s. I luv luv luv ur smile =D

  • @MolliAnita Thanks for sharing.

  • i want your smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • before i take a shower, i aways stare at myself naked and pretend i'm super sexy. :3

  • @JKKP1195 haha WORK IT! :)

  • Stay strong mon have faith :)

  • stay strong... and yes i can relate x

  • Big boobs? Wow, such a good example for children. 2nd of all if you were anorexic you'd be in a hospital 3rd I have more problems than you and I'm younger..

  • @PurpleGirl012 She Said She WISHED She Was Anorexic.

  • @PurpleGirl012 Okay, 1st, who gives a fuck if she's a good example for children? 2nd, she isn't anorexic... 3rd who cares if you have more problems than her, go make your own video if you want to relate with someone, no need to hate. And lastly, stop being an ass.

  • @PurpleGirl012 I'm sorry that you, too, have problems. I wasn't trying to be an example in this video, so sorry if you thought so.

  • I think we have the exact same life except that my father is not a preacher and I know my mom :(

  • @rashelkeller335 Then I'm sorry for you pain.

  • You have a beautiful smile. Keep your head held high and stay positive<3

  • omg i cried like we must b twins not jokeing almost every single thing

  • -3333

  • I understand. I kno most ppl say it, but I do. I hav no parents. My mom tried to kill me, she killed 6/15 sibilings, KEEP YO HEAD UP, my Dad is gone, never will be w/ him again. I hav been abused for 10 yrs, phiscally, mentally, verbally, not sexually. I move on. I dealt w/ emo, depression, suicidal, pyro/maniac. Never give up. In will stay w/ u if tht is what I hav to do to help u miss. U shared ur secrets, those r mine. I am Reuben :) If u need help, plz tell me miss. Ill b here 4 u :)

  • @TKLightner333 Thank you for sharing and I'm so sorry for all you've been through. I know "i'm sorry" doesn't help anything, but I truly am. I hate how awful the world can be.

  • @tumblrsecrets well, its okay.. I didnt want u to go into, wat they call "hugging death" or suicide at any sort, I will try my best to help u if u want. but just dont giv up. I showed my story because you showed urs. :) Be happy. Dont worry, Be happy, now i hav to look tht song up cya ;)

  • How dare ur parents don't believe that ur cousin raped u. Ain't ur pa a pastor he know that is wrong right? My mom would always believe me if i told her something like that. i feel so sad for u. my heart goes to u. hope GOD can help u through all ur struggles.:D

  • I can relate

  • 20. - me too //:

  • I can't relate to every single fucking one of those!:'( ahhhmygod, now I'm sad great! Imvu.

  • wow hun , . dont listen to the bitches who say shit bout you , you have an amazing smile, <3 <3 <3

  • *Relate<3

  • Honey this was beautiful, i know exactly how you feel about your mom i have been there im still there now dealing with it today. My father sexually abused my best friend when i was 13, he was 14. My dad got sent to prison and i havnt seen him since before he was sent. I greatly respect you for sharing this. Also you have a gorgeous smile!

  • I wish ppl would be nicer to her I do relate to u I hope u stay okay

  • i relate. you are not a lone . <3

  • you've just killed a forest with your stupid secrets

  • @HeavenSpark wow i didnt think people could be such a b!tch LEAVE HER ALONE!!

  • @HeavenSpark

    if you wanna be a bitch to her then i suggest you tell it to someone who actually gives a shit cause obviously every one that is posting stuff is telling her that they relate. so what shes damanging a forest right now at least she has the BALLS to put on the WEB her deepest secrets.!

  • I do relate =]

  • i relate

  • I can relate to this 90%.

    You have a gorgeous smile, & I really loved this video.

    Coming from me, who has insomnia, depression, ect like you..Don't let people get to you. Love you for who you are. You looked gorgeous to me [:

  • Omg this was like reading an amazing book. I totally relate to most of these

  • @razzlebadazzle123 Thank you, but I'm sorry you relate. I never wish some of the pain I've felt onto other people.

  • I RELATE. Some.(;

    

  • Listen, you are never going to be alone:) there are people that love n care about you so much. U prolly just don't no that yet. If ur cousin abused you, you NEED to speak to someone u trust that can help you. You shouldnt care about wat people have to say cuz u just gotta remember that ur beautiful n special in ur very own way. Be yourself n express Urself:) I can tell u have an amazing personality:) ill be praying for you:)

  • you'll never be alone, people are there for you, you just need to find them

    sometimes i wish i could follow this advice for myself too, your not alone, i share many of your secrets with myself

  • You're never alone. Becaue despite being a stranger ... i'll be here for you :)

  • That made me cry

  • I like these videos, they give a chance to release and relate. One of my secrets is that if there was no law, I would prey on beautiful, insecure and confused young women such as yourself no matter your age. From what I have seen of these videos is that they come from very attractive people. If you feel this bad about yourself, imagine how the actually "fat" or "ugly" or "stupid" feel. And for #12...they're plenty big enough.

  • @frstone3 I'm flattered in a weird way. ha

  • @tumblrsecrets yea weird...im only 32...wasnt long ago, it feels like i was only 17. Now Im married and love my wife with all I am. We both were you at some point, as the years pass the sting of what you grow out of becomes less and the need for life becomes more. What matters now will be meaningless in just a few years, dont let your "now" rule your "tomorrow"!

  • That was deep :( I'm sorry for some of the struggles yu seem to be facing but yu will get thru it I PROMISE

  • sooo sad (me was fucking happy and now me sad)

  • sweety God loves you soo very much. trust me he truley does. he can help you through anything trust me

  • I can sorta relate

  •  I know you don’t want to be feeling so miserable, but it’s okay in my eyes that you are feeling this way. i relate, and i'm here if you need it.

  • i can relate....i have anxiety, depression, insomnia, and bipolar...if you ever need anything i'm here.

  • You have a pretty smile. (:

  • i can relate more than i would want to.... it broke my heart knowing that someone else is going through all the stuff i am, but think positive (: <3 believe in yourself

  • im so sorry, i just lost so much respect after you said you wanted to do drugs:/