My Awakening

[lurkymerc]

i woke up to find my self paralized and on my back wich is weird cos i dont sleep 9n my back and i had my arms crossed on my chest and was talking some other language other than english... today and tonite i heared wailing and strange drums and a thudding noise in the walls up and down the hall... im not a druggy and im not intoxicated in anything when this happenes...

[SesshReincarnated]

@lurkymerc That sounds like sleep paralysis to me.

[lurkymerc]

Am I possessed?

[SesshReincarnated]

@lurkymerc The human brain does weird things. Strange dreams and involuntary motion, even when they occur very rarely, are par for the course.

Also, snapping the neck is a very quick action. A sudden jerk to one side and it's over.

[lurkymerc]

Today at around 4:50am it tryed to snap my neck it gave me a vivid dream which is weird because I havnt dreamed for years since I was like twelve but today I did and it was like a interview and it was a girl and she was possessed... she was talking about stuff and then she said- and this is when it got bad... and at the same time I saw her face and it was sickly looking... and then I instantly fell to like a deep state of sleep and I was woken to the feeling of my neck being twisted to the left

[huddleston34]

i like your point on that dumb movie twighlight and i think that i very much believe as you may not no i am also sang but no none of the vampire history is shit its well i am also glade that you found your awakening my neck name is black sparrow of the east and i am truly interested in your awakening its very good and your very right about some of this and i think you make a great point in life

[hedgehogpip]

email me... hedgehogpip@aim.com. I want to talk.

[bassmusic3]

hey hun how often do you feed? im in the same place as all these otheres... your story is not right in meny ways... maybe if you did a redo with more details?

[SesshReincarnated]

Well, as of yet I have no donor, so I'm currently having to go without.I know this video is pretty sketchy and disjointed, but a redo is low on the priority list right now. I have college and the GED to worry about, and a surrogate little bro to take care of. maybe once things calm down I'll make a better version.

[ebonyrose4444]

i dont dress goth or want to be like this....im a normal blonde 18 year old who wears boho clothes....now the only way for me to not feel sick is to feed.

[SesshReincarnated]

I don't dress goth either. I'm a self described hippie and nerd, whose style of dress varies by day from rocker to hippie to tomboy to knockout. I don't WANT this, I AM this and I'm okay with it. Yes it sucks, but so do other things in life. I've decided my time is better spent working through this, than it is moping about it.

[ebonyrose4444]

i dont want to be mean or anything but i dont think u r a sang or anything else but a human....do u even feed or have a donor?....i have and still am going through an awakening and it doesnt just happen when you read twilight...being this is very painful and very sickening....its in no way fun

[SesshReincarnated]

I didn't say it happened when I read Twilight. I said that I was exposed to a bunch of vampire themed things in a short period of time, which sparked an interest in vampire mythology. My mythology binge led me to info about real vampirism. That info matched up with things I was already experiencing, and I made a connection.

And, no, I don't have a donor yet. I'm under 18, so there are a number of legal issues involved in me feeding, and I don't want to take the risk.

[AstralChylde1]

Okay, you're really not saying anything other than... your awakening was 'triggered' by Twilight. You stumbled upon websites about vampirism. Found some similar 'traits' in yourself. Mangled the hell out of your wrist (does this mean you were drinking your own blood?) and then five days later decided and accepted than you were a sanguinarian.

No. Either you are skipping out on A LOT of detail, or you 'decided' you're a vampire for the wrong reasons.

[SesshReincarnated]

I mangled my wrist shutting the back door of my house. I hit the glass instead of the wood, and severed three tendons. I did NOT auto feed. I ran out of the house screaming for help, and freaking out because I could see the inside of my arm.

Also, forgive me if I forgot the details of my awakening. I made this video months after the fact, and I've never had a very good memory. This video is what I remember what happened, NOT an objective retelling of the event.

[AstralChylde1]

Alright, sorry mate.

It just seemed like by the order of events told, things didn't add up.

[SesshReincarnated]

I understand. I can be pretty disjointed. lol

[MrHokage]

Your going through a phase,Your a douchebag. Grow up.

[fuckheadfilms]

you, sir, are a fuckhead. vampyrism is not a phase, its a disorder. how would you feel if you had to depend on some other source to feel completely alive, assjack? its like bieng anorexic with energy in a way. so just save your comments for something thats an actual phase.

[Rayboy9000]

I'm a psi vampire, I've been draining people of energy un-willingly my entire life until 2 days ago I finally figured out what I am. p.s. I believe you

p.s.s. 5/5 p.s.s.s. :D

[animalbabefan]

I see the word vampire on the screen.

And..By the way I believe You...

It's not easy talking about those stuff...

[SakuZ99]

lol on the screen it says "A"...reminds me of "L" on death note

[XyliaTaffan]

haha same here i i think SesshReincarnated like anime !! ^^

[NightOfTheComet84]

....=x

[Dracoti]

ok, as you would expect, i am sceptical about this.

all from the top of my head:

as far as i know (most of my info comes from films and junk like that) vampires need blood to survive. i dont know how old you are, but for maybe the last (guess) 15 years orso you havent had any blood and your still here! how come..

also, i thought to be a vampire you would have to be bitten by one, and you didnt say anything about that.

and last: immortal....guess we find out in 70 years wont we :P

[Dracoti]

but all this sanganarian stuff sounds like bcrap....this is how it sounds:

im gonna be a vampire lalalalalalal be sure to drink blood otherwise your not a vampire.

if anyone bothers to comment please make it sound different to me :P

educate me XD

[Dracoti]

after i wrote all this i discovered there were other video's. damn i'm good XD

[puuv]

My friends keep talking about becoming vampires.....it annoys me. Any advice to help block the irratation or get them to stop?

[SesshReincarnated]

I usually just tell them to shut up. Unless they're really understanding, explaining why you don't like doesn't help much.

[redhairedcutiex3]

You sound 12

[SesshReincarnated]

Really? Most people say I sound like a grown man.

[Persephonetoo]

I'm a little envious of young vamps who can accept their vampirism so easily. When I started to think I might really be a psi-vampire, I fought the idea for months. When I found myself writing in my journal that I might be having all these weird reactions because my energy was low, I realized normal people don't have those reactions. They just feel tired. I had to accept I was vampiric, but I still don't like to call myself a vampire.