Dear Body.....I'm sorry

[bellatrixlovett114]

This made me cry and I love it. I can relate to this so much. Btw you're a great artist

[AthensBlackDiamond]

wow awesome video

hope u get better

[h2o4ever6]

i am crying so hard. i am in recovery right now. hardest thing ever

[lilmover]

@zolaa0 Aww thanks gorgeous!! :-) was fun to make, and therapeutic :-) xxxxx

[savagewonders]

Wats the song?

[sbjamesphotography]

You are beautiful. I love your videos. Your talent is amazing.

[theSKYisCRYINGoverme]

wonderful!superb!!

I love it!!

good luck! be strong!

[anaearthful]

wow. i feel this, i need my body to love me again, to keep me alive, i want to live and im terrified if i sabotaged myself in the process of living. im recovering.. and i had never, in my life, done anything as difficult. BE STRONG. this was honestly encouraging. i need my body to love me again and keep me here, so first i gotta love it myself.. let it feel the love <3

[cocovacado]

i think i am at a breaking point and this video is what i needed. thank you.

[NvrTrlyHppy]

I love this although it made me cry,it's so accurate that it scares me xx

[lilmover]

@NvrTrlyHppy hugs dear, im glad people are able to relate, sorry you cried, hope your doing okay xxx

[4EQLTYMom]

Love this! Would love if you'd post your story here: eatingdisorders411dotcom under YOUR Stories (near top of nav bar on left). And can you contact me through my site? I'd love to write a piece about this and include the video if you're open to it.

[xjackandaudreyx]

Wow, I really loved this video. It really is a side of eating disorders i've never thought about before. We really do all abuse our bodies and not appreciate them in the way they should be appreciated. Thank you for putting this up xx.

[lilmover]

@xjackandaudreyx thanks a lot for dropping a line, im lad that you liked it and thought a bit more about the eating disorder. yeah i kinda realised that we were being really harsh and strict with ourselves all the while and that our bodies deserve a break! haha.

much love

Jaycee

[UGLYANGEL2010]

WOW!!!! I felt very emotional watching this thanks for making it :) x

[lilmover]

@UGLYANGEL2010 Thanks a lot :-)

[Ckaylar]

thats so beautyfull - just like you are!

You are such an inspiration for me

thx

[lilmover]

@Ckaylar aww thank you so much xxx

[CryingRedTears15]

Your poem is so good, you're really talented. I know how you feel, your video has made me think a bit more about what I've been doing to my body all this time. Thanks for posting :)

[lilmover]

@CryingRedTears15 thanks a lot for taking the time to watch and drop a comment. makes me smile to think im reaching people and they can relate. . . hope your well xxx

[GiNbO91]

wow! This is so powerful! well d0ne :) x

[ajrdrr]

this is beautiful. i nearly cried. thank you so much for this video.

[lilmover]

@ajrdrr aww! thanks for the comment! :D means a lot! x

[SerenityMellissa]

this was a really good idea props

[bevon17]

ahh I still love this poem and video.

[Ren014475]

I thought that this was very beautiful.

Thank you for posting it :)

[LiveLoveAna]

this is absolutely beautiful!

Whats the song called?

[lilmover]

@LiveLoveAna hi sweetie, the song is called colorblind by the counting crows:) thanks for watchng x

[sygnitte]

This is really touching...I may just be drunk but i feel like crying now.

[lilmover]

@sygnitte thanks so much for watching xx

[jenniurbz1]

I am crying now. Thank you so much. Ive been in your shoes for 15 years now and somehow I have forgotten how to love my self, Body is my Buddy, not Bulimia. That was beautiful, thank you...hope youre well...

[lilmover]

@jenniurbz1 aww that comment means so much to me! thanks for taking the time to watch and comment, im so glad to have touched people. but at the same time so upset to hear you have been struggling for so long. if you ever want to chat, dont hesitate! love love x x

[justkittylitter]

this is absolutely beautiful. i am so proud of a stranger. xx

[lilmover]

@justkittylitter wow what a lovely thing to say, that comment stuck a chord, thanks for being proud *smiles* i appreciate you watching/commenting x x

[lustxxlove]

This was beautiful, it brought tears to me eyes... in an inspiring way. :)

[bevon17]

Inspired by: You of course.

Dear Body: Im sorry for the pain that I put you through, I apologize for the daily down pour of sweat, blood, and tears that you suffer. Please forgive me for depriving you of sleep. Forgive me for my efforts to avoid eating. I know I'm selfish, but I thank you for tolerating my insanity and I promise that one day it'll pay off.

[bevon17]

One day well make happy, One day well find satisfied. Perfection feels about a mile away. If we keep running Im almost certain that well catch it.

Dear perfection Im sorry for constantly chasing you

[lilmover]

@bevon17 oh that was beautiful! thanks so much, i enjoyed reading that so much, i shall copy and past that into a word doc and put it in my recovery inspiration file . . really made me smile, thank you! how are you today? x

[bevon17]

@lilmover

= )

Thanks. I actually really enjoy poetry. I have a few writings of my own that I have stashed away in a "recovery journal" that I started a while back that helped me from time-to-time.

yesterday was bleh,.....But today is a good day. The sun is out and its warm (which is amazing for where I live) I feel like I did well on a math test today = D

and I've just been in good spirit and enjoyed. I have to head to the gym in a few though. Hows your day going?

[lilmover]

@bevon17 Oh its great that you got creative and expressive. I love writing, great for thrashing out emotions. Ooh well thumbs up for maths! i struggle with that myself hahah! real lovely to hear your in good spirits it has a knock on effect . . . so smiles all round xxx

[jlbkane]

Absolutely beautiful!! Thank you for creating this lovely piece of art that helps to express how it feels for so many people. I am definitely bookmarking this video to play when I am feeling weak. Thank you again!

[lilmover]

@jlbkane well thank you for watching, im glad people can relate, means a great deal to me:) hope your well, if u ever need any support or anything, message me:) xx

[DanniBabes94]

i really liked that video... i know how you feel :/ x

[lilmover]

@DanniBabes94 thanks for relating xx

[sarahfromtheie]

thank you so much for making this

[lilmover]

@sarahfromtheie aww thank you for watching! xx

[michaelsbabee]

omgosh im so crying i feel so bad for my body...but im so in this ed i cant escape it...thanks for making this...i wish i could do this....but at this time i cant idk if i ever can...been trying for 2years already

[lilmover]

@michaelsbabee your not alone, im still struggling. . . . one day at a time? if u ever need anyone to chat to please feel free to message me, we should stick together, thanks for watching poppet xx

[kdoy306]

you are sooooooooooooooooooooo talented

[littlefishygossipgir]

This is beautiful!

[lilmover]

thanks for watching/commenting:)

[rescuelullaby]

Inspiring. really got me thinking, so thank you

[lilmover]

i'm so glad to have reached people, thanks for watching x

[DeadGirlsPass]

i think this was an amazing video. im inspired.

[lilmover]

aww thank you so much!:) x x

[Eshrimpski]

Awesome video!!! What did you use to cut and paste the different clips?!

[lilmover]

Hey, thank you....:-) I used windows movie maker Its no nifty for things like this, you can download it for free xx

[jabulim]

thanks so much have been bulimic for 5+ years just started trying to recover your movie is really helpful and inspiring

[lilmover]

wink, mwah! thank you honey....Lots of love xxx

[emotionalgirl23]

Hey... it's me... your Ninja friend. I am so proud of you. This has encouraged me to keep going. It has redirected my attention to what I'm doing to myself. It's made me think more about it.  Thank you. Your letter to your body is a very good thing you have done. And something we all should try. You are an artistic and awesome friend. Keep up the good work. Hugs! xox

[lilmover]

hey gorgeous! Thank you sooo much! I hope your doing well and fighting ED crime with a vengeance :-) Lovely to hear that what i have to say has had an impact....to be inspiring is one of the most important things to me!

Yeah i'd recommend a letter to yourself, it was great therapy actually...heaps of love Faerie xxxx

[freakyblonde88]

That was beautiful!! Every tiny part, tx for posting that... And a side comment, your art is lovely.. ;-)

[lilmover]

Thank you, your so sweet! xxx

[psicogirl84]

Oh God you're so good!!! you're my inspiration for doing well, be strong XOXO (by the way you're beautiful)

[lilmover]

Aww thank you! I really appreciate the support and comments! hope your well x

[katWITHaT]

this made me cry :[ beautiful video

[lilmover]

aww don't cry....thanks for watching and commenting! im glad you like it xxx

[lilmover]

OOOPSIE! i accidentally removed your comment before i got a chance to read it! sorrrrie could you perhaps re-post? xx

[katWITHaT]

Eep I can't remember what I wrote exactly I'm sorry :/ But this vid is amazing you should be proud of yourself and you're beautiful x

[lilmover]

Aww thank you....thats real sweet and this support keeps me motivated to do better:)

sorry for making you reply again lol, hope your well x

[katWITHaT]

No no don't be sorry! Keep up your amazing videos you're an inspiration and So very beautiful x

[MissShrinkMe]

This is great and you look amazing!

[lilmover]

aww! I hope i still look okay when i eat more :-s...thank you...mwah! xxx

[PiperWilcher]

You are so creative and honest and raw. Thank you so much for taking the time to create this honest masterpiece. I bet it was good therapy.

[lilmover]

@PiperWilcher Thank you! Its so encouraging to have people watch/support and comment.....Was really good therapy actually i would recommend it xx

[angelstar160]

I really like this video - I hope you are feeling better from your last video x

[lilmover]

@angelstar160 Helloo, yeah im doing much better thank you...i'll try and do a vlog later today....much more positive :-) how are you? xxx

[angelstar160]

Good I'm glad to hear that :) I'm doing well too feeling positive at the minute x

[lilmover]

@angelstar160 Yay! I'm chuffed to hear that...if things go pear shaped or you want to chat....don't hesitate....we should stick together through this....much love xxx