Episode 027 - Lovin LovePeaceandLipGloss - Health Sum Up

[mmorandin]

Love you 

[MadMadamJess]

@mmorandin aww. I love you too, sweetie! <3

xoxoxo

- Jess

[mayofofayo]

i have no idea if this will offend you or not. but im just gonna throw this out there.

have you considered medical marijuana?

its way better than taking pain killers which will hurt your organs and what not. marijuana doesnt cause any harm to your body and his great for chronic pain.

[zebracraze7]

for some reason, you remind me of drew barrymore! your eyes are gorgeous and your makeup looks flawless (:

[MadMadamJess]

thanks so much, you are so sweet! ;-) Thanks for watching, zebracraze7!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[lulugoescuckoo]

That's so fuckin' cruel that anyone in the medical field, who is suppose to help you, support you and understand you... Would even dare to assume you are a drug addict... Over purple hair and anything else they are judging on. Fuckin' hell, that pisses me off.

I feel for you and I hope you feel better. Keep up the videos. :)

[MadMadamJess]

Thanks so much for the understanding words. It's more common than you'd think. Good doctors are hard to find. Thanks for watching my videos, hon..it makes me happy as heck! Hope your holidays are lovely!

xoxox

luv,

jessie

[CallmeCalypso]

Sending positive love and healing energy your way!

[MadMadamJess]

thanks so much sweetie! ::muah!::

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[LoveQuotesScarf]

I just subscribed to you mostly cause of your pain problems cause i'm 30 with chronic pain.  I love makeup too but mostly i'm always looking for others going through the same thing as me.

[MadMadamJess]

Hey sweetie, sorry for the delay in response time. Winter has been a b#$%&, if ya know what I mean. I think you do. All my good, healing vibes to you. Remember you are not alone!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[MakeupPT]

hi, i hope you get better, have faith.

Unfortunately exist many stupid people like that doctor, i'm still shocked with him attitude. But as i can se you are a positive person, and this caracteristic is very important, mainly in this situation. Continue with your makeups,

Tahe care.

kiss

[MadMadamJess]

thanks so much for the kindness, it means so much!

Yep, you got that right...gotta stay positive or else it's easy to lose hope. ;-) I'll be coming out with more videos soon as I can so stay tuned, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[mahouteki]

You are so sweet, I am so sorry you have to go through this. I just discovered your videos a few days ago, and after having endured chronic hives (and no makeup) for half a year now, you have inspired me to wear makeup again and try out new looks! I have some of the similar health problems, but my chronic pain was found to be part of having what was undiagnosed narcolepsy.

I wish you all the best. Thank you for your videos!

[MadMadamJess]

oh honey, that sounds horrible! All my love and good vibes are being sent to you right now!! ZZAP!! Thank you or the beautiful compliment..you keep me going when I feel like I can't go no mo!! hehe...love you and wish you all the best as well.. Thanks for watching my videos!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[flexiplnt]

I had no idea.. wish you the very very best for the future! and that upcoming times will be easier.

The doctor thing struck me, I've been refused treatment 2x myself as well because they thought something about my looks labelled me as insane.Luckily there are also different people, but it still hurts if you look at it generally.

I do hope you find a good doctor, &other openhearted people who can help&support. Your positive attitude and words inspire me, thanks for that! Good luck xoxo

[MadMadamJess]

THanks so much! I have hope it'll get better, otherwise...what else is there to hope for?! I'm still waiting to find the perfect doc that will work with me to get me back to functional again. Hopefully my next Rheumtology appointment today will make the difference!! Wish me luck! I'm thrilled I inspire you. You inspire me so it's even!

xoxoo

luv,

jessie

[vampiresiren2]

Holy Crap girl 5discs that is painful. Oh my god i can so sympathise even on a small level the last disc in my spine is torn and the disc fluid has leaked ive been in pain for the past 6months and now after watching your vid i should count my blessings and get up off my ass and get moving again!!! Im lucky because il just need a round if steroid injections and il be right as rain so i applaud you. You must have a high pain threshold. Greetings from Ireland and your newest subscriber. Take care.

[MadMadamJess]

Oh sweetie, even one disc can do horrible things. I am so sorry you have to go through it, gorgeous. On the other hand, I am so so so glad that my video helped you get moving again. I know how hard it can be but as my grandpa says to me.."Move it or lose it!" hehehe.. You gotta force yourself sometimes, but I believe that to be true. I'm sending you warm, healing vibes..I've always had a high pain threshold but this experience has definitely tested this. Love ya!

xoxo

luv,

jessie

[vampiresiren2]

Thank you so much for your very kind words i found your channel via Hollywood Noir Make up she gave you a shout out in her sharing the love vid and as i knew she has impecciable taste i knew that id love your channel. I hope you keep us all posted on your progress was just wondering considering the amount of pain you are in if you have tried Reiki?? My boyfriend is a reiki master and sometimes patients using standard medical therapy find it useful to use alongside their current treatment!

[MadMadamJess]

Aw, Hollywood Noir Make Up is a star! I love her to death..she's such a gorgeous, glamour queen! I will definitely keep you all posted on my progress!! That's what my channel is for, sweets! I have never heard of Reiki but I'd love to know more. I'm open minded and feel that knowledge is definitely power when it comes to the human body. Can you message me about this please? I'd love to hear from you!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[FallenAngel610]

I really hope you get better :(

[MadMadamJess]

why thank you, sweetheart. I have come to somewhat accept my life as it is..I know it could be much worse...and I still keep hoping it will get better as well. Thanks so much for the kind comment, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[hunnedfourthstreet]

thanks for such a beautiful message and honesty.

love.

Elle

[MadMadamJess]

My pleasure...if you are honest in your life..there are many less problems to run into..I've learned.. You're a doll, Elle..thanks so much for watching and being so kind.

xoxoox

luv,

jessie

[khayes9591]

Trying to send healthy sparks through the computer to you! You have a great attitude and know that your subscribers enjoy you and your videos! Thank you! :)

[MadMadamJess]

I felt that!!! But my computer exploded so now..I'ma sue you. lololololol! Kidding..love you! I appreciate the kind words of encouragement..it means more than you know. Thank you thank you thank you, sweetie!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[peachypink604]

You're inspirational. Take care and be well. :)

[MadMadamJess]

You're sweet..I appreciate that more than you know. You too..thanks for watching!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[KristyLn]

Well if you can't feel good, at least you can still look good!! One Love!

[MadMadamJess]

There ya go!! Thanks for such a positive comment..thanks for watching as well, doll!!

xooxoxo

luv,

jess

[vlogsandra]

i never knew this until today. btw..totally understand. if you look on my chan you will see the back surgery i had last yr.. health issues i bitch about: disk degenerative in spine (dx 2001) osteoporosis (dx 2007)cervical spondylosis (dx 2001)fibromyalgia(all the fun stuff that comes with it)(dx 2001)a non spef auto immune disorder (dx 2005)ASD repair (2004)

mitral value regurg (dx 2004) mild heart attack (right side) (2008) disk replacement (2008) pulmonary embolisms(2008) coumadin patient DX

[MadMadamJess]

Freakin' youtube...thought I responded to ya, girl! Just know I am so sorry about all your suffering and HIGH FIVE FOR DEFECTIVE BRAWDS COMIN TOGETHER ON the YouTube!! YES!!!!!!!! OW! hehehe...anyhoo, I subbed to you and friended you... :) thanks for watchin...

xoxoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[vlogsandra]

hon..you did a DM with me. thanks love for the sub. xoxo

sandra

[xxbeautybabesxx]

I came across your channel from Kristin (blondietygur) and now I'm really glad. I can totally relate to you because I have fibromyalgia, lupus, and myofascial pain syndrome. It's so frustrating when people don't want to believe you're in pain. My favorite is when they say "you're too young to be in that much pain!" Anyways, I hope that you're getting the help you need!

[MadMadamJess]

Oh I'm so glad you came across my channel..I love Kristen! She's such a sweetie..and so gorgeous! I hope you're getting the help you deserve as well, we will all make it through together, darlin! Broke brawds can be glamorous too!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[catmama54]

I got your name from Love,Peace and Lipgloss.I am so glad I did not only are you fantastic but I feel so much better to know there is someone out there with my problems yet you still help others. I had to go on disability-Lupus,RA,fibromyalg­ia,deg disc disease and have chronic sciatica.I love that you want to help us ladies look better because my health has aged me terribly and made me feel like hell.Bless you and I look foreward to all your videos.

[MadMadamJess]

Your post made me cry but I am so happy you found me through LPALG! Those are all the things I have!! Isn't it wonderful to find people suffering like you are and know you are not alone? I will do these videos for as long as I can. I know all about the health woes making you look like hell. I have wrinkles at 26! But I'm also an Esthetician, so I take care of my skin the best I can. If you ever need to talk, message me, darlin! Thanks so much for watching!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessoe

[RakkausXinXFinland]

My fiance always used to say "live each day like it's your first, not your last, that way everything is beautiful and new every day." And he stuck to that.

[MadMadamJess]

that is beautiful and poignant...an interesting way to look at it and I'm so glad you shared his perspective with me. Makes me put things in perspective which I desperately need to do!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[MissDeeCanada]

Well you honestly cannot hear it in your voice. It is so soothing! I dont know alot about your condition this prompts me to research it. Always good to inform people :)

Kiss :)

[MadMadamJess]

thanks for watching, yes..my latest video actually goes into this a bit further so check that out as well, sweetie!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[biohazard2886]

I'm a new subscriber, brought over by Soleil [sassysunshine01] I saw the makeup contest & subscribed over because I'm really interested in your videos. I just want you to know, as much as a stranger I am, that I really admire your strength and the way you carry yourself. I grew up with so many medical problems & understand what it feels like to be in constant pain. But with that aside I think that you are remarkably brave, & I very much respect that. I wish you the best! Take care :) -B!0HAZARd

[MadMadamJess]

You make me cry, thank you for the kind message. It means more than I can express that more people understand than I thought...yet super sad to know I am not the only one suffering the nightmare..but we will get through it...we will press on..we are like warriors. I adore you, thanks for being so supportive..thank Soliel for bringin ya over...

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[deathslavegirl]

know that very understandable i understand where your coming from and thank you i will send all my healing vibs back to you as well make sure to keep stronge and keep that amazing smile on your face :) take care Elise xox

[MadMadamJess]

Thank you, Elise.. ::muah!::

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[deathslavegirl]

i just wanna say i really admire that you have come out and told people about the pain you go through about your health, i see what Rheumatoid Arthritis dose and how much pain you must go through i watch and help my mum everyday with it but, i think you are one strong person and im glade you do your make up vidoes even if your in pain. you have amazing talent. i just want to say stay stronge and keep you beautiful head up high and i cant wait to see more of your wonderful vidoes

[MadMadamJess]

I appreciate that..I just wanted people to know so that if I don't get back to them or enter their contests, it's not cause I don't care or want to. I want everyone to understand my health issues..it's a piece of me...but not a big piece, thank goodness.. I am so sorry about your mum..all my good healing vibes to her. :) Stay tuned for more videos, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[janeeee999]

God bless...

[MadMadamJess]

thanks for the sweetness..

oxoxoox

luv,

jessie

[gwendolyn8]

Love you, jes!

[MadMadamJess]

Love you too, Gwenny!! Love you more than you know..and miss you!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[dramagurlly]

I feel 4 u. My mother has the same back issues as you do (shes alreadt had 4 back surgeries), my dad has scoliosis, & i have scoliosis as well as degenerative disc disorder & spinal artritus. The pain is constant & it sucks. BTW, fuck those doctors that treated you differently based on your hair color, thats obscene

[MadMadamJess]

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear that!! I understand what you mean about the pain being constant..and yep...it does suck. LMAO @ you comment...it IS obscene and unprofessional as hell.

xoxoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[MadMadamJess]

CONTINUED FOR BLUSHINGSWEETIE!

who's pain was all in my head...I was called a hypochondriac and a manic woman countless times by doctors and specialists when my MRI and XRAY films show very clearly all the damage in my cervical spine. I shouldn't have to be in debt with the health care crap and still without any medical treatment..it's theft really, thanks for the understanding and for watching, darlin..

xooxoxo

luv,

jessie

[blushingsweetie]

oh my gosh, I know someone who had spinal stenosis! She was in pain a lot! I feel for u. Im sorry! You are beautiful. I know what u mean about the way we look affects care. My brain surgeon was only worried about why my nail polish was blue. What that stood for, etc. That is so rediculous! My drs always make me feel strange. i hate that. I wore an inked magazine shirt to my cancer dr and he freaked and told me I was weird. GRRR. hes the only specialist in this too. I will be dressing "normal"

[MadMadamJess]

oh darlin....I'm so sorry about the person you know who suffers from Spinal Stenosis....it definitely is no joke and keeps the sufferer in constant, agonizing pain. It's unbelievable that your brain surgeon was worried about your blue nails...I'm not surprised...but it just makes no sense how we as a society have progressed to this whole, "non-judgmental" facade and reality is the exact opposite. Almost every doctor I have dealt with has been horrible, made me feel like a drug addict and someone

[TheresWaffleinEm]

Way to be strong girl.

[MadMadamJess]

thanks so much, means a lot...I try but fall short many times. hehehehe..

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[MakeupByICat]

Cool Ill differently check it out! Im glad I inspire you sins you make me want to make really great videos! How ever you also makes me want to be a good human being, your personality and you joy even when youre in pain is amazing! Youre a good girl!

Xoxo,

Ina

[MadMadamJess]

I truly love you, Ina..you're a true friend. Thank you for everything.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[Lohla5678]

aw you poor girl! I hope you get your back better very soon!! I will pray for you!

[MadMadamJess]

You're so sweet to me!! Thank you and I appreciate all the prayers I can get.

xoxoox

luv,

jessie

[fionalex08]

Hi, i'm from singapore! stay strong girl! :)

[MadMadamJess]

thanks, honey..I'm doing my best, girl...I'm pretty resilient, I spose. Thanks for the support.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[MakeupByICat]

Youre amazing Jessie! Not every one could tell about these kinds of things on YT. I love your death tee-skirt, where did you get it and do they have other tarot inspired tee-skirts?

Keep fighting your illness, as long as you fight youre winning over the illness!

I hope youre having some good times!

Xoxo,

Ina

[MadMadamJess]

Thanks Cat..I got that death tee from ebay! You can get all the tarot cards there...just do a search! You're inspirational to me, darlin..thanks for all the support,..

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[CreatingBeauty]

WOW....what a bummer. Sorry to hear your health is not at it's best. :( My mother-in-law had Rhematoid Arthritis and Lupus. :( She was always in a lot of pain as well. :D I took care of her for the past couple years, before she recently passed away. :D

And the so called DOC...very unprofessional.

Love your attitude. :D You're such an inspiration. :D Stay strong. You have a beautiful heart. :D

Big Hugs (gently of course) lol

[MadMadamJess]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear about your ma in law... RIP, darlin. You are blessed to have taken care of her for her last years...she's so lucky to have had you there with her.

I appreciate the sweet words and you make me blush like a dern fool. Love you, girl...you're so amazing.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[CreatingBeauty]

You're sweet. :D It's okay...she's in a better place now, with the love of her life. :D Thank-you for your kind words. :D It's truely and greatly appreciated. :D

[MadMadamJess]

That's right and a beautiful way to put it...all my love to you and your loved ones!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[montygrl4131]

What an inspiration. It's a shame that you have had to alter your appearance to receive better treatment. As a member of the health community (I'm an RN), I am appalled by your experience especially since I know we have been taught never to make a decision based on a client's looks!  You rock, and my prayers are with you.

[MadMadamJess]

Yes, it's a shame but unfortunately, before I even dyed it. I feared it might have been a possibility knowing how the world works and how people are. Not all people are like that though and someday soon, we will have me a doc who will work with me to get my pain levels under control. I just wanna function and be able to LIVE my life. YOu are blessed cause you are obviously a compassionate, loving RN in the medical community..thank you for being you and choosing your profession..

oxo

luv,

jessie

[blklacquer]

now what the fuck diff does it make what color your hair is? I'm sorry that ticks me off. Jess, you are awesome and you are a strong lady, you are in my prayers and you are one of my bff's here on ytube!

[sassysunshine01]

Jessie, how the hell did this important video not end up in my Subscription Box? =[!

this video absolutely made me bawl. i love you so much and i only wish that you weren't in this situation. i know i talk to you allll the time about it, but i really wish things were better. i'm so glad you receive positive feedback cuz you deserve it. you are one of the most inspirational people i have ever had the pleasure of knowing. thank you for sharing your art with the world! i love you girl!

xoxo

Soleil

[MadMadamJess]

Sometimes the youtube doesn't "share" like it's sposed to. I'm sorry you didn't see it till now. I don't wanna make you bawl, girl!! You're such a great friend to me, sweetheart. That...thing...is gonna be GREAT!! I'm honored to have inspired you, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[sassysunshine01]

Yes at least we have that thing to look forward to! =D

[MadiiAndNicoleShow]

Madii:Keep goin! you totally rock!!! mmm coffee!! dont give that stuff to nicole. she will go..ninja on stuff XDD

nicole: its ok!! i hope ur doing ok now. And i sorta know how you feel, I am living with exima and Vitiligo(which is the same desise MJ had may he rest in peace..:'( hope u feel MUCH better! :D

~ lub nicole and madii

[MadMadamJess]

heyheyhey girls! yay!!! hhehehe, ninja....cool!! Madii, you rock! And Nicole, I'm so sorry you have to suffer from those disorders...I'm sending you both healing, positive juju.. LOVE Y'ALL!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[tillthequiethours]

I wanted to tell you how amazing I think you are. You are truly an inspiration, you're right, there is always someone who has it much worse than we do and I know if they can be brave than I can too. I am so sorry that doctor treated you that way, all I can say is that they probably are very unhappy in their lives and respond in knee jerk reaction ways. But you are beautiful and strong and I hope you always do videos cause I will always watch them.

[MadMadamJess]

Ok, now I'm crying,...... thanks so much for the sweet comment. It means so much, I can't explain. Yes, there are crappy docs and wonderful ones, it's like finding a needle n a haystack though.. I will try my best to always do videos cause it's therapeutic for me!! So stay tuned, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[ooglegail]

I never would have guessed how much pain you were in, I wish it gets better for you very soon. Gina was the one who told me to check you out and I'm so glad I did xxxxx

[ShariSez]

The glosses are Styli Style and now I have to try some you enabler you!

I hope that you have reported that bigoted byotch doc to both the doctor that referred you and to whom ever her regulatory organization may be. She needs to be stopped from hurting anyone else like she's hurt you. Uhhh, sorry about the rant.

[MadMadamJess]

YAY!!!! I have reported that doctor Lin and hopefully..she'll get her come uppins even though I doubt it. :-(

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[sharky101]

Your beautiful Jess, not only on the outside but inside too. My heart goes out to you.

Donna, xxx

[MadMadamJess]

Thanks, my love....you mean the world to me.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[cutelovelylisa]

love you jessie. I know we haven't known each other for very long but hope we can get to know each other better. You are the kind of person that anyone would want in their lives... You seem very genuine and I can see you love doing these videos. Never stop if you don't have to. I am sure it helps you and you are able to kind of get the pain off you're mind.

love ya!!

lisa

[MadMadamJess]

You hit the nail on the head with that one, sweetheart...I do them cause they're a great distraction from the pain and I've met all of you wonderful people!! I love ya! You motivate me to keep on keepin on.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[cutelovelylisa]

aww girl.. I can see that you are not feeling well. I don't know why but I can tell you have been in a lot of pain. You sure are ultra strong to be able to make all these videos. I really hope things get better for you.. you are too sweet of a gal to be going through that.

love, Lisa

[MadMadamJess]

Yah you can tell..... :-( I usually try to hide it real well....so I can live a halfway normal life....but this time, it's just me. Thanks for watching and being so considerate and awesome to me. I'm lucky to have you as a friend.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[HollywoodNoirMakeup]

Thanks for being so honest and positive, given your current situation. I wish more people would present such an optimistic view on life. Most people don't know what they have and hearing stories like this makes me want to appreciate all the blessings I have in my life even more so. You're beautiful inside and out! I know you'll be victorious!

[MadMadamJess]

aw....thanks so much! It's not easy being positive but I know there are people like me out there that might see this and think,..."hey, I'm not alone! There is life after chronic pain!" Hopefully, hehhee... I appreciate all the wonderful words, my darlin...seriously I do.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[CrisstynaJ]

OMG Jessie, you just touched my heart in the most amazing way, I think I told you that I had pain, but we have a lot in common, especially the chronic pain, it's so hard to deal with, and just hearing you say that it's a fight to stay happy, that's one of my major problems. Anyways, I'm going to make a video and send it straight to you, because I want to "talk" to you.

I want to give you the biggest hug, you're amazing! I'll send the video soon. Lots of Love!

Crisstyna

XOXOXO

[MadMadamJess]

OOH YAY! I'll talk right back!! NEAT!!! YAY!!!! I love you, girl...we can get through this crap together.

luv,

jessie

[TheBeautyofVanity]

I love watching your tuts! I hope you find a good pain mngmt plan soon. ♥ Maybe a acupuncturist ?

[MadMadamJess]

I m trying to save up for an acupuncturist...they are so pricey...but we have high hopes. I hope we have good PM soon too..thanks for the kind words, darlin,....

xoxoxoxo

luv,.

jessie

[betsytea]

:( we need to get you a new backbone, sweetie!

[MadMadamJess]

One made out of steel..one I can oil myself with a syringe. No mo doctors, DANG IT!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[christinatziom]

i love your voice!

xoxo, christina

[MadMadamJess]

Thcnks so much, babe!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[LetzMakeup]

Hey Jessie, Big Kudos on making this video! Cudn't hav been easy. I really hope things get easier 4 u n the future!! Love ur videos:)

Siobhán.

xx

[MadMadamJess]

hey sweets, I felt that the subbies had a right to know since this channel is for not only myself, but them (YOU) as well. I hope things get better too..till then, your good vibes and love means all the world to me!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[blackhearted04]

your very brave to let us know this. my mom is a chronic pain sufferer. so i know how that is to an extent. and dr's can be very frustrating!!!!!!!!! best of luck!

[MadMadamJess]

Your my subbies and buddies and I know I am not the only one in with a chronic condition...people out there suffer everywhere...maybe we can meet each other this way!! I'm so sorry about your mom...please give her all my love and good , pain free vibes,...love ya!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessue

[myqroom]

Jess, I know it couldn't have been easy making this video when you are hurting. I'm glad you do cause you always put your heart into them & I never walk away after watching you or reading a comment by you in a down mood :) I have to watch & get my MMJ fix every day now! That dr. was a prejudiced p.o.s. grrr.. They're supposed to be on YOUR side, not make it more difficult for you to get what you need. So many idiots out there :( ---sweet

stuffies from Gina- she is another angel :)

[MadMadamJess]

Sweetie.....there are very few docs that live by their so called Hippocratic Oath....hopefully I will find a few very soon. Thanks for your well wishes and for watching all the time. Means everything to me, hon.

xoxoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[thehottrannymess]

i;m not good with words, but this was a lovely positive inspiring video.

and that;s just what you are.

[MadMadamJess]

Nonsense, you are articulate and great with words. but I appreciate the compliment coming from you, honey. I try the best I can and try to be the honest I can,...if you can't be honest, then what the heck do you have? Thanks for watching, doll!

xoxoxo

luv,'

jessie

[TooLateFrozen718]

What an amazing power of example you are. Thank you so much for sharing that. You are talented and gorgeous and have a tremendous light radiating out of you!!

[MadMadamJess]

I am in tears by your comment...I try so hard not to lose that fire in my soul despite the pain...this just means, I've manged to do it for you. ANd I am so happy, darlin!!! Keep watching and thanks for the kind words.

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[angeec03]

You look gorgeous girl!!!! The hair clip is absolutely beautiful!!! I love your positive personality hun!!! Have a great rest of the weekend!!!!

[MadMadamJess]

Thanks ANgee!! YAY! Thanks for watching, my love!!! I love my clip too! ANd you'd die seeing the hot pink one, it's just as to die for beautiful!!! I love that LovePeaveandLipGloss!!! ANd you for being so inspirational and strong for me..thanks for watching and being such a doll..and talented woman with a genuine heart,

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[pinkchicken90]

P.S. Thank you so much for being yourself! It's so refreshing in this plain ol' world. You keep it colorful and interesting! :D

[MadMadamJess]

I can't be anyone else...ain't capable of it!! SO....you'll never have to worry about pretension with me. Love you!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[pinkchicken90]

I'm so happy that you don't let your health completely destroy your life. It's so good to have something to help you with your pain and able to deal with it better. My heart goes out to you sister!

[MadMadamJess]

Love ya girl, thanks for watching my story, darlin!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[miladyhelen]

Wow. I don't even know what to say except, good for you for keeping as strong as you can and doing what makes you feel better. I sincerely hope that you get the treatment you need and feel the best that you can. (As for the prejudiced doctor...someone should take away his license to practice for letting his personal biases interfere with his job...but that's just my opinion....) Stay strong pretty lady :) We believe in ya!

[BlissfulVisions]

Wow Jessie,

It takes a lot of courage to talk about issues you are having like that. I really admire your strength and the positive attitude I have seen you show time and time again!

Much love!

Linda

[seneteminpu]

I totally believe in makeup therapy it amazing on how much it lifts your mood . I love your videos they inspire me to try colors and things that I really never thought about before and they have helped me branch out and be glamors . thank you for making such wonderful videos

[linds1986]

Gina's a sweetheart! I'm so glad I found her channel, through you! I love ya so much girl! You are an inspiration, and I know you'll get through your health issues! Keep on keepin' on, love!

xoxoxo

[cdm0014]

You are such a wonderful strong individual, *hugs!*

[finey23]

i had no idea jessie, i really and truly hope u feel better and pray right now that god will heal u and u get all of the medical attention and possible some ease that u deserve

[MadMadamJess]

this is why I di these videos..so much fuN!!! thanks for watching adn for all the kinedsess!

[finey23]

u look so great jess and that thing in ur hair is so pretty.happy sunday

[MadMadamJess]

GIna from LovePeaceandLipGloss sent it to me! I love he! TG=hanks so much! Gret minds think alike!

xoxooxx

luv,

jessie

[ginabinawina99]

Jess, you truly amaze me and I completely and utterly believe you're beautiful inside and out!

Your message to look at the positive in everything because there's always "someone" out there who has it worse than you. For some it takes a real trauma in their lives to make them realize how good they had it. For you to have such an amazing look on life with so much physical pain melts my heart. You don't have a defeatist attitude and I LOVE you for that!

[MadMadamJess]

Aw sweetie. thank you! It's an effort every day bit you gotta take one day at a time, right? Love ya!

xoxoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[ginabinawina99]

oh no I dont think my last comment posted .. if not I'll redo it

[MadMadamJess]

it did!!hhehehe

[RidaNJeda]

Beautiful gifts from lovely Gina! :)

Hun, I luv ya so much! You know I admire you so much and I wish I could do something real besides saying nice words... :( I pray for you... I really luv ya and I wish only the best of best for you and your hubby!

And about the doctor... jerk! I feel sad for him...

[MadMadamJess]

It was a woman doctor..Dr. Lin....she has to be the most miserable person in her life, man. I love ya so much too, sweetie!! I admire you too!! And appreciate the prayers and positive vibes more than you know.

xoxoxo

luv,.

jessie

[LovePeaceandLipGloss]

You have such a beautiful soul~ your exterior is equally beautiful and you inspire so many, I love you! I really do.

xxG

[CBVictoria]

My Mother suffers with Rheumatoid Arthritis she has since she was 22 years old. She lives in chronic pain as well but some how continues on everyday with hardly ever a compliant. People like you are an inspiration to those of us that "think" we have problems... I am a new subscriber thanks so LP&L I'm so glad she shared the love. :)

Love,

Victoria~

[MadMadamJess]

All my love and sincere condolences to your Mother, but she sounds like an amazing lady. Just goes to show that life is what you make of it. Thanks for watching and supporting the channel, Victoria. You rock!

xoxoxo

luv,

Jessie

[MissMurderHarley]

You are such an inspiration, watching this video made me realize that i need to try and be a happier person. I feel for you so much hun and i hope you only get better! keep on rockin because your soul is truly amazing :o)

[MadMadamJess]

You say the sweetest things and I'm honored to have touched you in this way. Your soul is amazing as well. Love you!

xoxoxo

luv,

Jessie

[MzMidnyte]

You are sooo motivating! My Doctor haven't been in the office over a month so I don't know what is going on with me. I am 26 and I am always in pain! Been trying to get on disability but they are always turning me down. The pain is overwhelming, but I am happy that I have a family that keeps me being strong! Stay strong and we are going to win this battle in the end!

Muah Diva Jessie!

[MadMadamJess]

Don't give up on that disability case. It took me a good long while before I was finally granted my disability benefits. All of us chronic pain folk gotta stick together, so you know I've got your back, woman! Love ya, PM me!

xoxoxo

luv,

Jessie

[BlondieTygur527]

omgggg I love the hair clip Gina sent!!! Shes sooo awesome and I love her videos...more people seriously need to subscribe to her....mmm to starbucks....I had 2 today to calm my nerves before I gave mr abercrombie my number XD but anyways that gloss is gorgeous!! and Im thinkin of doing a health video like dieting healthy...because Im getting back on my diet and doing some new goals and maybe other people would like to join on it XD but I hope you're health gets better with the discs!!

[MadMadamJess]

Thanks for watching! I love these new hair clips! You really should do those health videos.

xoxoxo

luv,

Jessie

[BlondieTygur527]

How could I not watch you're videos Jessie =P...Yeah they are soooo cuteee I love hair accessories..especially my bows, but I think I'm gonna get hooked on the flower ones now lol

[suuuncokreeet]

i love you jessie! you are a rock and a true inspiration! i am so happy to be your friend! :-*

[MadMadamJess]

I love you too! I feel the same way about you too and we will always be the best of friends.

xoxoxo

luv,

Jessie

[lhw3]

Girlfriend: YOU MOTIVATE ME!

Every flippin time I see a new vid/tut from you. You inspire so many people. I am very glad I found you. Besides being a makeup fiend. I think I'm running a close second. You keep rockin doll.

L-

[MadMadamJess]

I'm so glad I motivate you! I'll keep rockin' if you keep watchin'!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[BRONXPEPE]

I love lovepeaceandlipgloss also she is awesome person

[MadMadamJess]

Gina is a sexy beast!!

xoxoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[Hejsansvejsan3]

Oh, I had no idea :/ I hope you get better really soon! I enjoy watching your videos, and you have the most beautiful eyes :)

[MadMadamJess]

why thank you! I'm glad I hide it well when I want to. Thanks for the complement!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[sketchyartydoll]

I really hope your health improves soon it really brought a tear to my eye because you really are such a joyful positive person.and it worries me that your in this pain, but I'm hoping things will turn out for the best for you xx :)

[MadMadamJess]

thanks sweets and thanks for watching! Love ya!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[goldiestarling]

aww jessie that was such a great video, love the message, you are such a light and your positivity is inspiring. love you bunches! <3

[memeinmakeupland]

im so sorry to hear about all this. im glad that you are staying strong and making all your wonderful videos=) your so beautiful and inspiring jessie! LOTS of love.

[mollzz]

Wow.. don't you love being judged for stupid shit? ugh... so annoying!

I had no idea you had such chronic pain! You hide it well, missy

Thanks for sharing and I LOVE THE HAIRCLIP!!!!!!!

[MadMadamJess]

My name is Jessie!! But missy also has chronic pain and hides it very well..it's a tough thing,,,but ya gotta adapt right? Thank for watchin! I love the hair clip too!!! Great minds...

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[Glyntana]

I'm proud very much of being your friend!

[MadMadamJess]

that is very sweet,..thank you..I feel the same way for you.

xoxoxox

luv,

jessie

[fookthetoothfairy]

thank you for sharing this with us honey! you are the best ! :X

lovee yaa and loveee your videos !!!

i hope you get well really soon! ( i didint understand very well what you have :( bec. english is not my first language) but i`m sending you a lot of love to get well :D !

[MadMadamJess]

Your welcome and thanks for watchin, doll!

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie