i am going through a similar thing right now! i want to get better but everytime i force myself to eat something i always feel even FATTER and more disgusting. i cant look in a mirror anymore. i feel as if i have NO control over my life. how long did it take you to start to feel better!? please let me know!
iv had anorexia like my whole life sept 4 at one point i got better gained weight i was 128but wen i seen that number thats when it came back im 113now and still trying to lose weight i hate eating it makes me feel like a faulyer but its hard not to eaat cuz i got so used to it im bulimic now and i know its so bad 4 u buti cant stop i want to lose weight im 5 foot 4 and 113 geting close to not healthy but its still a good weight and i dont like it it makes me feel uncofertable
hello i want to start a support group on skype because there are non near my area would u leik to join or help me spread the word. Please answear thanx.
as a recovered anorexic myself, i know how hard that long journey is. but as me, you and many other people prove is that recovery is possible, and although i do not know you, would just like to say how pleased i am for you,
and on that note, you look stunning in recent pictures at the end. people will really look up to you for your achievements :) <3 xx
Hope you are doing well; stay strong. I was pretty deep into my anorexia about a year ago, I know how it feels. I was admitted into Children's Medical Center in Dallas unit for eating disorders, etc. I was there for about 2 and 1/2 months. It is definately tough as hell to overcome, but I'm doing very well ever since I've been out.
Now, my only hope is that I can help others going through the same thing that I did, and that eating disorders' death statistics will soon be dramitcally lower, because this disease takes it victims lives' far too commonly, I'm glad I made it through. I'm always here for anyone that needs someone to listen or understand.
wow, this is incredible. it's hard to belive that the person at the beginning and the end are the same ones, you look so much better know. i admire everyone who gets out of this hell, i know that it's a very hard fight. i wish i can make this too some day, i'm anorexic since almost 3 years now and i've had much hospitals and therapys. how you're doing now?
there might be some writing-mistakes, i don't speak english very vell.. ;)
thanks for the advice and support. everyday is a huge battle. idk what to do n e more. i dont wanna gain so it just makes it even that much harder. this life sucks, but once ur in its so hard to get out.
@godblessjonasbros i had the NG tube as well in june 2010 when i was really anorexic, im still struggleing but im getting into a in-patient eating disorder program in ottawa. your video has helped me realise that if she got better then i can too.
um ya i am getting help. thank you so much. i want to get better but just eating one meal is a battle. my mom's telling me i need to gain weight but i dont want to. the more i lose the happier i am. write back please, if you have any advice please tell me i will listen to anyone and anything
@sassoccer95 It's a hard thing to do, you can't just be told to gain weight. It's not that simple.... I understand how you feel. If you ever need someone to talk to or ask questions about what's happening or how u feel, I am more than happy to help. Email me: tenielle_8@live.com
I just wish to also add something in here, to sassoccer95.
While it may make you feel good to lose weight in the beginning, you are causing serious damage to your body and eventually you will get a VERY strong wake up call if you do not get help and recover soon. You don't need to be underweight for this illness to kill you or cause you serious and permanent health problems.
I am terminally ill due to anorexia. I'm dying from multi-organ failure, and along with this have a long list of other serious health problems. I am under the care of a hospice and require life support. I have no teeth, am in diapers, am bedridden, my digestive system no longer works so I am fed by IV, and require oxygen because my lungs only work at 17% of what they should and continue to fail. All of my organs have been permanently damaged and most of them are failing
I also live with around 8 inches of intestine on the outside of my body, am losing my ability to speak, 70% of my body has no sensation at all, I have osteoporosis (a simple hug could break my ribs), osteoarthritis (I'm in constant pain, even with tons of narcotics), paralyzed intestines, gastroparesis, brain damage, neutropenia (a common cold or flue can kill me), heart, liver and kidney disease and failure, I take seizures every day and have many other health problems.
@sassoccer95@sassoccer95 (Part 4) All of this was caused by unhealthy weight loss methods. If you are using unhealthy methods to lose weight, eventually, you will end up just like me.
When it comes to eating disorders, there are only TWO things that can happen.
1. You Recover
or
2. You Die.
Nothing else, but those two options. Please take my words very seriously, I speak only the truth. I'm not saying any of this to hurt your feelings, I'm saying it because I care.
You don't have to end up like this, recovery is possible and once you DO recover you will wonder why you didn't try sooner, it is worth it.
However, the longer you wait to get help and recover, the bigger the chance is that you will end up in a situation like mine.
I waited TOO LONG. Now, I will die no matter what I do, even if I were to gain weight and try to recover I would end up dying before I ever got a taste of how recovery feels.Please don't let this be your life
@TheStrawberryNinja How do you know you'll die? It sounds like you have no hope. I don't understand how you can tell someone else to recover but act like it will do you no good. I don't think that's ever true, because there is no such thing as too late. Everyone dies. If you die sooner, it doesn't mean you can't improve things in the present. It's your actions and intentions, not the result that always matters.
@TheStrawberryNinja@TheStrawberryNinja So I see that you have massive health issues, but it sounds like you have no hope. I don't understand how you can tell someone else to recover but act like it will do you no good. I don't think that's ever true, because there is no such thing as too late. Everyone dies. If you know you will die sooner, it doesn't mean you can't improve things in the present, even if recovery is more mental than physical for you. You can still recover mentally.
I hope you continue to recover and get all better, You are so beautiful. You can fight it, you can do it. You are so young, God bless you and I am so glad you had a loving supportive family.
@sassoccer95 She is in the hospital with a feeding tube. Are you getting help? I pray to God that you recover. You can do it. Regardless of your environment and circumstance take care of yourself respect your body.
Hey, you are so amazing girl...i sorta know the scene you went through in hospital. My best friend was in there for 3 months...not as long as you but still...i've seen how much it hurts...how it makes wanna run and hide from the world....you give me hope my best friend will come out the other end of the tunnel healthy and happy...thankyou.
thnx i am trying my best but its just so hard i cant. the more weight i lose the happier i get so... i dont know what to do anymore or if there is anything i can do still
good video. i am 14 years old and 4feet6 1/2 in. and think i am fat. i am dietiing but its not doen anythin. im not eating alot but when i look in the mirror i wanna cry. i hate the way i look and all my friends are worried. how did u get through it?
You know, i ask myself that question everyday. I don't know what made me get through this. I just got sick of going in and out of hospital. I really hope one day you feel the same and get through it. You are only 14, do not let a ED destroy your life!
YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL! Im so glad you got over your eatting disorder my cousin suffered from it but she died a while back ago, anorexia and belimia are horrible things. With <3
does anyone agree this girl kind of looks like lavina from dying2banorexic? just a little connection, good video by the way. i'm glad you've recovered since!
i have to say you are very stron i was obese my whole life and started to diet i have managed to loose 202lbs in less than 2 years and of course i developed anarexia and struggle daily to hold on my family is not supportive and all i have is my freinds you are a lucky girl to have family and freinds to be there for you. hold on and stay stong
Bullying was a very big part of it, I was teased as a young child, people were calling me fat all the time and they clearly didn't know how much it hurt me.
I got verbally bullied every day from a pathetic group of boys. As soon as they left I wasn't bothered anymore but it hurt me deep inside and developed an ED too. It's part of my life, but it feels like it's slowly fading, if that makes any sense. :l
im 14 now and even though i wasnt fat when i was middle skl and im not now its just that people say things they dont mean then i got obseesed , not with food but excerisise, like at the gym all the time... 100 sit ups know how u feel x but ur so beutiful!! X
Thanks for replying so quickly. I hope i'm not bombarding you with questions....
Did you relapse before you fully recovered. I've been out of treatment know for 4 weeks, but am relapsing, although things are not as bad as they were before i went to treatment.
Also where did you get the strength from to resist urges and ignore EDs voice? What types of things helped distract you?
Your story is so inspiring. i myself have been struggling with an eating disorder for 7 years. I just went to treatment but am still struggling. How may times in treatment did it take you to get better?
wow your pretty cool for a jobro fan jk kidding im glad your well and keep striving i suffer from bulimia i havent been hit in the face yet but i know i will someday:[
Hi! first of all escuse me because i'm spanish and i'm bulimic since 6 years... I want to want how old are you! and remember that you're more than an image! you're a person!
Thank u so much for sharing ur story.Ur courage is truly an inspiration-anorexia is a secret so many keep hidden.I wish u all the best during ur continuous jouney of recovery.U are a beautiful young lady.Please continue posting updates of ur progress.I think u have a bright future in nursing,as u have probably already helped so many u may never even know about. Stay strong. God bless u.
congratulations! i was admitted in the hospital when i was 15 (im 19 now) and i remember how hard the road to recovery was... ive struggled a lot since then but its great to finally be ok! glad your story had a happy ending!!
I love this video, I think you are so strong people! I'm struggling of anorexia, but I really want to get better! Thanks for this video! I hope all best for you! :)
This is an inspiration to me. Thanks. Keep it up, it's not often that the world gets to have success stories like yours when it comes to eating disorders. : )
This bright a huge smile to my face. That is truly awesome that you are going into a field to help others- just remember to keep taking care of yourself first and foremost. :) /hugs All my prayers and blessings for a happy 2009!
your video moved me to tears, i see such a beautiful young woman. I also have a feeding tube, i have had for 4years. I'm 25, I'm not sure you age, cos anorexia makes you look younger, but i'm guessing your about 15 dont be offended if i'm wrong lol. I've been fighting this for 14years, and you my dear are a true inspiration, you should be proud of yourself. keep smiling, it suits you. gil xox
You are an inspiration to me. I was the same age as you when I first went into hospital. I did well for a while and am struggling quite a bit now. Your video really was a big help to me. I love hearing that other people have been though this at the same age as me and made it out the other side. Thanks!
im full out crying after this video.. i was for some reason expecting it to have a sad ending then i saw the pictures of you looking strong, healthy, and so beautiful, and i just felt so happy for you. your friends are right, your such a strong girl. i had an eating dissorder, and i know what its like to recover and get your life back. thank you so much for sharing your story. *HUGS from canada*
i've had symptoms of ana & mia since i wass 11 i have ups and downs but i still can't get trough. you're an inspiration. i'm going to miami into an inpatient clinic soon. <3 i want life back
I'm not going to write this just to write this. At first the video was going no where for me. Until I saw the last pics. In all sincerity, in all honesty, in all respect, you look gorgeous, you look great, you look amazing. If you ever don't think so you're not thinking clearly. You are a beautiful work of living art and I wouldn't have been able to see that had I not seen your before pictures.
I went though a tough time a couple months ago with buliemia, I wasn't hospitalized, but Brinna (xxbrinnalearyxx my real life friend) and a few other people made me realize it's not okay. And I'm glad your alright, you brought tears to my eyes, hun. =)
Ur beautiful don't let Anyone tell u differently
Bubblepoper13 2 months ago
You're beautiful <3 I'm glad you are better
sillykali456 4 months ago
omgsh :( how old were you?
sillykali456 4 months ago
did they send you to a medical hospital or like a psychiatric hospital for eds and stuff
NJgatto 4 months ago
i am going through a similar thing right now! i want to get better but everytime i force myself to eat something i always feel even FATTER and more disgusting. i cant look in a mirror anymore. i feel as if i have NO control over my life. how long did it take you to start to feel better!? please let me know!
sassoccer95 7 months ago
youre beautiful sweetie! really inspiring <3 hugs from germany
Citroneneis 7 months ago
I have EDNOS.
Eating disorders suck. :(
xElleVictoriax 7 months ago
Beautiful!
xxmoonflamexx 8 months ago
iv had anorexia like my whole life sept 4 at one point i got better gained weight i was 128but wen i seen that number thats when it came back im 113now and still trying to lose weight i hate eating it makes me feel like a faulyer but its hard not to eaat cuz i got so used to it im bulimic now and i know its so bad 4 u buti cant stop i want to lose weight im 5 foot 4 and 113 geting close to not healthy but its still a good weight and i dont like it it makes me feel uncofertable
xXxForgottinxXx 9 months ago
i had the tube too its awful!
lozzijade88 9 months ago
You were Ana or Mia?:(:(:(It`s so sad:(
JelenaVegas 9 months ago
I hope you are honestly doing well! What is the song called?
irisav96 10 months ago
UR MY HERO!!!!!! did ever purge?
RandomAsICanB 11 months ago
i can toally relate to the feeding tube i had to have one several times but im doing well now
MsSaradiane 11 months ago
Hey,
I have so much respect for you!
After 15 months in a psychiatric hospital, I am still not recovered from my eating disorder, your film gives me the courage to go on:)!
Love from Holland,
Iris
Djeradalover 11 months ago
What is this song?
Backcountrygurl2011 1 year ago
@Backcountrygurl2011 Nick Jonas- Appriecate
BestLoveStoryEva 11 months ago
what the name of this song?
SkinnyGurl88 1 year ago
hello i want to start a support group on skype because there are non near my area would u leik to join or help me spread the word. Please answear thanx.
beautifulcarebear 1 year ago
as a recovered anorexic myself, i know how hard that long journey is. but as me, you and many other people prove is that recovery is possible, and although i do not know you, would just like to say how pleased i am for you,
and on that note, you look stunning in recent pictures at the end. people will really look up to you for your achievements :) <3 xx
EraseMyself 1 year ago
Hope you are doing well; stay strong. I was pretty deep into my anorexia about a year ago, I know how it feels. I was admitted into Children's Medical Center in Dallas unit for eating disorders, etc. I was there for about 2 and 1/2 months. It is definately tough as hell to overcome, but I'm doing very well ever since I've been out.
xOliviaBrookex 1 year ago
Now, my only hope is that I can help others going through the same thing that I did, and that eating disorders' death statistics will soon be dramitcally lower, because this disease takes it victims lives' far too commonly, I'm glad I made it through. I'm always here for anyone that needs someone to listen or understand.
xOliviaBrookex 1 year ago
wow, this is incredible. it's hard to belive that the person at the beginning and the end are the same ones, you look so much better know. i admire everyone who gets out of this hell, i know that it's a very hard fight. i wish i can make this too some day, i'm anorexic since almost 3 years now and i've had much hospitals and therapys. how you're doing now?
there might be some writing-mistakes, i don't speak english very vell.. ;)
MsHoneysmile 1 year ago
You have done so well
21CAMM 1 year ago
You have done so well but do you ever wish you could
21CAMM 1 year ago
How do you get out of that mind set? How do you not fall into that trap?
Idreamingray 1 year ago
thanks for the advice and support. everyday is a huge battle. idk what to do n e more. i dont wanna gain so it just makes it even that much harder. this life sucks, but once ur in its so hard to get out.
sassoccer95 1 year ago
enhorabuena por la recuperacion , estas guapisima ahora .
victorvei 1 year ago
the tube feed you through your nise?
xxxAlphaxxx5 1 year ago
@xxxAlphaxxx5 The tube went through my nose to my stomach.
godblessjonasbros 1 year ago
@xxxAlphaxxx5 The tube went through my nose to my stomach.
godblessjonasbros 1 year ago
@godblessjonasbros i had the NG tube as well in june 2010 when i was really anorexic, im still struggleing but im getting into a in-patient eating disorder program in ottawa. your video has helped me realise that if she got better then i can too.
sorry about all the type-o's i have a broken arm.
cantfeelbetter17 10 months ago
42kgs in 9 months... I didn't even know that was possible. 17kgs in 7 months feel like death....
I'm so happy for you, since you managed to recover. And if you were also able to get rid of the thoughts you're very blessed...
JustLetMeLive 1 year ago
@JustLetMeLive yes, I dropped weight really fast and when I was in hospital I sometimes put it on fast too. I was very lucky to recover so quick
Thanks
love2drawNluvJB 1 year ago
um ya i am getting help. thank you so much. i want to get better but just eating one meal is a battle. my mom's telling me i need to gain weight but i dont want to. the more i lose the happier i am. write back please, if you have any advice please tell me i will listen to anyone and anything
sassoccer95 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 It's a hard thing to do, you can't just be told to gain weight. It's not that simple.... I understand how you feel. If you ever need someone to talk to or ask questions about what's happening or how u feel, I am more than happy to help. Email me: tenielle_8@live.com
godblessjonasbros 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 (Part one)
I just wish to also add something in here, to sassoccer95.
While it may make you feel good to lose weight in the beginning, you are causing serious damage to your body and eventually you will get a VERY strong wake up call if you do not get help and recover soon. You don't need to be underweight for this illness to kill you or cause you serious and permanent health problems.
(This will come in multiple parts, sorry.)
TheStrawberryNinja 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 (Part 2)
I am terminally ill due to anorexia. I'm dying from multi-organ failure, and along with this have a long list of other serious health problems. I am under the care of a hospice and require life support. I have no teeth, am in diapers, am bedridden, my digestive system no longer works so I am fed by IV, and require oxygen because my lungs only work at 17% of what they should and continue to fail. All of my organs have been permanently damaged and most of them are failing
TheStrawberryNinja 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 (Part 3)
I also live with around 8 inches of intestine on the outside of my body, am losing my ability to speak, 70% of my body has no sensation at all, I have osteoporosis (a simple hug could break my ribs), osteoarthritis (I'm in constant pain, even with tons of narcotics), paralyzed intestines, gastroparesis, brain damage, neutropenia (a common cold or flue can kill me), heart, liver and kidney disease and failure, I take seizures every day and have many other health problems.
TheStrawberryNinja 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 @sassoccer95 (Part 4) All of this was caused by unhealthy weight loss methods. If you are using unhealthy methods to lose weight, eventually, you will end up just like me.
When it comes to eating disorders, there are only TWO things that can happen.
1. You Recover
or
2. You Die.
Nothing else, but those two options. Please take my words very seriously, I speak only the truth. I'm not saying any of this to hurt your feelings, I'm saying it because I care.
TheStrawberryNinja 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 (Part 5)
You don't have to end up like this, recovery is possible and once you DO recover you will wonder why you didn't try sooner, it is worth it.
However, the longer you wait to get help and recover, the bigger the chance is that you will end up in a situation like mine.
I waited TOO LONG. Now, I will die no matter what I do, even if I were to gain weight and try to recover I would end up dying before I ever got a taste of how recovery feels.Please don't let this be your life
TheStrawberryNinja 1 year ago
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MachineAmbition 1 year ago
@TheStrawberryNinja How do you know you'll die? It sounds like you have no hope. I don't understand how you can tell someone else to recover but act like it will do you no good. I don't think that's ever true, because there is no such thing as too late. Everyone dies. If you die sooner, it doesn't mean you can't improve things in the present. It's your actions and intentions, not the result that always matters.
MachineAmbition 1 year ago
@TheStrawberryNinja @TheStrawberryNinja So I see that you have massive health issues, but it sounds like you have no hope. I don't understand how you can tell someone else to recover but act like it will do you no good. I don't think that's ever true, because there is no such thing as too late. Everyone dies. If you know you will die sooner, it doesn't mean you can't improve things in the present, even if recovery is more mental than physical for you. You can still recover mentally.
MachineAmbition 1 year ago
I hope you continue to recover and get all better, You are so beautiful. You can fight it, you can do it. You are so young, God bless you and I am so glad you had a loving supportive family.
elibeth121 1 year ago
thank you SO much for this video.
i'm going to be admitted to the hospital soon for bulimia, and i'm terrified. but this gave me hope. you are so strong. xx
ShaeAdeleHere 1 year ago
how did you make such a good recovery? i am still suffering one im eating but barely. tell me how u made such a good recovery please
sassoccer95 1 year ago
@sassoccer95 She is in the hospital with a feeding tube. Are you getting help? I pray to God that you recover. You can do it. Regardless of your environment and circumstance take care of yourself respect your body.
elibeth121 1 year ago
...Wait.
Nick Jonas sings this?
I thought..
this was a chick.
killjoyuik 1 year ago
you are important and of high value! be good to yourself! best wishes from germany!
hundeschule1 1 year ago
How do you tell people you need help ?
stardel6 1 year ago
Wow, this is just... I cant even put it into words... I'm going down this road to... You are so strong...
Xxfinalfantasyx 1 year ago
Did it hurt when they put that tube in your nose and how did you lose 42kgs in 2 months?
Darkbunny456 2 years ago
@Darkbunny456 it doesnt hurt, they give you a drug so make u sleepy, it's uncomfortable tho for the first 3-5 days
godblessjonasbros 2 years ago
Hey, you are so amazing girl...i sorta know the scene you went through in hospital. My best friend was in there for 3 months...not as long as you but still...i've seen how much it hurts...how it makes wanna run and hide from the world....you give me hope my best friend will come out the other end of the tunnel healthy and happy...thankyou.
PickleGirlRox09 2 years ago
you are my tiny hero!
you are one tough and extremely beautiful girl!
You should be so proud of yourself
You are an inspiration!
Keep it going girl!
(:
Love, Poliana
poliana101 2 years ago
OMG you are so younge =/ this breaks my heart. x
justagirl166 2 years ago
You are soo strong !!! :´D
ThelovelyCharlene 2 years ago 2
Wow. You are so beautiful. You look so happy, and I'm very glad you broke through all that Hell.
HeelsxOverxHeadxBLG 2 years ago 4
@HeelsxOverxHeadxBLG Thank you so much!
x
godblessjonasbros 2 years ago
i need help and advice
jennyDANCERXX18 2 years ago
@jennyDANCERXX18 me to
shootingstarsdance 2 years ago
thnx i am trying my best but its just so hard i cant. the more weight i lose the happier i get so... i dont know what to do anymore or if there is anything i can do still
sassoccer95 2 years ago
good video. i am 14 years old and 4feet6 1/2 in. and think i am fat. i am dietiing but its not doen anythin. im not eating alot but when i look in the mirror i wanna cry. i hate the way i look and all my friends are worried. how did u get through it?
sassoccer95 2 years ago
@sassoccer95
You know, i ask myself that question everyday. I don't know what made me get through this. I just got sick of going in and out of hospital. I really hope one day you feel the same and get through it. You are only 14, do not let a ED destroy your life!
love2drawNluvJB 2 years ago
YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL! Im so glad you got over your eatting disorder my cousin suffered from it but she died a while back ago, anorexia and belimia are horrible things. With <3
jess3336677 2 years ago
you are really cute :)
unknowwalker 2 years ago
you are beautiful
anyaschecter 2 years ago
by the way, can you tell me what's the name of this song?
shikma 2 years ago
Nicholas Jonas- Appreciate
godblessjonasbros 2 years ago
So touching! I'm happy you made it!
shikma 2 years ago
i also had ED's and yep Im a nurse..lol..wish ya luck :) great video
luv4cascy 2 years ago
does anyone agree this girl kind of looks like lavina from dying2banorexic? just a little connection, good video by the way. i'm glad you've recovered since!
subliminalblip56 2 years ago
i have to say you are very stron i was obese my whole life and started to diet i have managed to loose 202lbs in less than 2 years and of course i developed anarexia and struggle daily to hold on my family is not supportive and all i have is my freinds you are a lucky girl to have family and freinds to be there for you. hold on and stay stong
princessrasyray86 2 years ago
how did it all happen? why did you stop eating like what caused you to develop an ED?
you're very strong and brave and i wish you all the best
xx
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 2 years ago
Bullying was a very big part of it, I was teased as a young child, people were calling me fat all the time and they clearly didn't know how much it hurt me.
Thank you so much
godblessjonasbros 2 years ago
I know how you feel and what you mean.
I got verbally bullied every day from a pathetic group of boys. As soon as they left I wasn't bothered anymore but it hurt me deep inside and developed an ED too. It's part of my life, but it feels like it's slowly fading, if that makes any sense. :l
<3
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 2 years ago
You are such a beautiful girl. <3
xxlaurauraxx 2 years ago
im 14 now and even though i wasnt fat when i was middle skl and im not now its just that people say things they dont mean then i got obseesed , not with food but excerisise, like at the gym all the time... 100 sit ups know how u feel x but ur so beutiful!! X
sekcwunn 2 years ago
Thanks for replying so quickly. I hope i'm not bombarding you with questions....
Did you relapse before you fully recovered. I've been out of treatment know for 4 weeks, but am relapsing, although things are not as bad as they were before i went to treatment.
Also where did you get the strength from to resist urges and ignore EDs voice? What types of things helped distract you?
firefly1297 2 years ago
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firefly1297 2 years ago
Your story is so inspiring. i myself have been struggling with an eating disorder for 7 years. I just went to treatment but am still struggling. How may times in treatment did it take you to get better?
firefly1297 2 years ago
i didn't get treatment. I was in a public hospital, they had no idea about ED, I did it on my own, I really hope you can one day too.
x
godblessjonasbros 2 years ago
how on earth did you manage to lose 92 pounds in 9 months?
thats a lot :[
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 2 years ago
you look beautifull!!
rlupe35 2 years ago
Good job! Hopefully I get betr like u did!
catloverADG 2 years ago 2
wow... that gave me the chills and made me cry! i cant be any happier for you that you are better now!
GOD BLESS YOU(:
supergoodgirl8 2 years ago
that made me cry i feel so bad. i never knew that ppl went through things like that. now i do. your very strong.
xOdOrKyXoX3 2 years ago 6
wow your pretty cool for a jobro fan jk kidding im glad your well and keep striving i suffer from bulimia i havent been hit in the face yet but i know i will someday:[
shawtychick47 2 years ago
I'm glad that you're OK now! :)
unipuutarha 2 years ago 2
WoW! You're strong girl! <3 Love You Soo Much
patrycha99 2 years ago 2
i´amspanish, i have anorexia, i am recuperation.
But my change is not recuperation than you!
you´re beuatiful!!!!
conchita16 2 years ago
oh my gosh your gonna make me cry. i went through a same situation. your very strong :)
minisharks 2 years ago
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evegorecki 2 years ago
you are so strong!!! xox
breecheese13 2 years ago
help me be that money can go through it already lost 16 kl in a month
dreadsuicide 2 years ago
Hi! first of all escuse me because i'm spanish and i'm bulimic since 6 years... I want to want how old are you! and remember that you're more than an image! you're a person!
gobevito 2 years ago 3
on 0:14 you can see the admission card with date of birth
arhanu 2 years ago
U are SO amazing!!!!! Wonderful to know that you are doing well!
candyuniverse3000 2 years ago
You are beautiful I swear ! You are strong :)
congratulation =D
xbadtemptationx 2 years ago
You are very beautiful! :D How old were you in the pictures? Hope you can stay recovered! :) xoxox
imamuggle03 2 years ago
Congrats girl on your recovery! You look fantastic!
medicgirl1730 2 years ago
Thank u so much for sharing ur story.Ur courage is truly an inspiration-anorexia is a secret so many keep hidden.I wish u all the best during ur continuous jouney of recovery.U are a beautiful young lady.Please continue posting updates of ur progress.I think u have a bright future in nursing,as u have probably already helped so many u may never even know about. Stay strong. God bless u.
doomydoomyd00m 2 years ago
You seem like a really nice girl and I am very happy that you are much better now.
Jah bless
dislandbeauty 2 years ago
Wow ur video is sooo inspiring!!!! congratulations!!!! hope u r doing well!!!
MaryFer1000 3 years ago
great. you learned fast! I am still living in hell after 12 + years. Yes, I can walk and I half live but all I want to do is die
I really admire your courage
iovivoperleiana 3 years ago
wow you are such an inspiration you brave gir!! im very proud of your accomplishments (:
well done!!
hugs from austraia xxxxx
tashalicious88xx 3 years ago
congratulations! i was admitted in the hospital when i was 15 (im 19 now) and i remember how hard the road to recovery was... ive struggled a lot since then but its great to finally be ok! glad your story had a happy ending!!
BalletGrl12 3 years ago
i hopw you are feeling better now
btw, you lost 42 kgs?? how much did you weigh before the weight loss??
xxhipergirlxx 3 years ago
I love this video, I think you are so strong people! I'm struggling of anorexia, but I really want to get better! Thanks for this video! I hope all best for you! :)
NicoleAnafan 3 years ago
hun, this vidio is lovely,
im in recovery aswell, tho currently in a relaps, its a great reminder that anything is possible.
keep strong, and always keep looking forwards, recovery takes so much strength, and i think having to go through it once is enough for anyone!
hope even in tough times you have the strength to cope in a positive way,
love and hugs,
Lottie x
shmeepfairy 3 years ago
This is an inspiration to me. Thanks. Keep it up, it's not often that the world gets to have success stories like yours when it comes to eating disorders. : )
PrancingUnicornFeet 3 years ago
I'd love to know how you're doing now...
prettysailorusagi 3 years ago
I am great!
I have never felt better, I am doing my last year of school and then going to Uni to become.....you will never guess,
a nurse!
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
This bright a huge smile to my face. That is truly awesome that you are going into a field to help others- just remember to keep taking care of yourself first and foremost. :) /hugs All my prayers and blessings for a happy 2009!
prettysailorusagi 3 years ago
your video moved me to tears, i see such a beautiful young woman. I also have a feeding tube, i have had for 4years. I'm 25, I'm not sure you age, cos anorexia makes you look younger, but i'm guessing your about 15 dont be offended if i'm wrong lol. I've been fighting this for 14years, and you my dear are a true inspiration, you should be proud of yourself. keep smiling, it suits you. gil xox
gillyana 3 years ago
Thanks so much and yes you were right I was 15
:)
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
you are absolutely beautiful! i'm glad you are getting better.. you deserve it!
meghan228 3 years ago
You are an inspiration to me. I was the same age as you when I first went into hospital. I did well for a while and am struggling quite a bit now. Your video really was a big help to me. I love hearing that other people have been though this at the same age as me and made it out the other side. Thanks!
PrancingUnicornFeet 3 years ago
Thank you, it means the world to me, I hope you get well 2
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
i'm trying to look for this song on iTunes and i'm not having much luck? where is this from?
njewel 3 years ago
This song is by Nicholas Jonas (his first album) I didn't see it on itunes either. Do you want me to sent it to you? via email?
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
i know this is really irrelevent but im almost exactly the same age as you (15th august 1991) lol
skinnywish 3 years ago
lol, leos rock!
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
beautiful video
I'm happy u r healthy now
u r really strong! =]
Pric3l3ssn3ss 3 years ago
you are aboslutely stunning(:
soccerx21leah 3 years ago
beatiful!!!
cutienico218 3 years ago
im full out crying after this video.. i was for some reason expecting it to have a sad ending then i saw the pictures of you looking strong, healthy, and so beautiful, and i just felt so happy for you. your friends are right, your such a strong girl. i had an eating dissorder, and i know what its like to recover and get your life back. thank you so much for sharing your story. *HUGS from canada*
pinkishchicaa 3 years ago
thankyou so much!
:)
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
you really are an inspiration. i hope i can be as strong as you some day. take care. xox jillian
graystreet19 3 years ago
im crying.
i've had symptoms of ana & mia since i wass 11 i have ups and downs but i still can't get trough. you're an inspiration. i'm going to miami into an inpatient clinic soon. <3 i want life back
teresitaaahhh 3 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
YOU CAN DO IT!
porcelain100 3 years ago 2
i was wondering if you were anorexic becaue i may have the same problem also you look more prettier in the end pictures. Stay that way. :D
smemon12 3 years ago
hey were you anorexic
smemon12 3 years ago
are you recovering
smemon12 3 years ago
Good job!! Life IS too short to waste any time :) I'm so happy for you!!!
imjoy393 3 years ago
u are so strong!
im starting to get obsessing with my weight, im worry but i think i can handle.
nice vid
CrAzyBladE831 3 years ago
This was a beautiful video! I am more than happy you're feeling better and are healthy! you beat it! congradulations!
someheartsx323 3 years ago
This was a beautiful clip. thank you.
Bosmyer 3 years ago
You are more then welcome
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
hey what song is this?
xunforgetable3x 3 years ago
Nick Jonas- Appreciate
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
hell yeah!! you go girl!! lol
porcelain100 3 years ago
I'm not going to write this just to write this. At first the video was going no where for me. Until I saw the last pics. In all sincerity, in all honesty, in all respect, you look gorgeous, you look great, you look amazing. If you ever don't think so you're not thinking clearly. You are a beautiful work of living art and I wouldn't have been able to see that had I not seen your before pictures.
charlesrenault 3 years ago 2
God bless and keep smiling.
Nietzsche81 3 years ago
i know what you had to go through, i've been in thehospital twenty four times and i tube feed at home now, your strength is amazing!!!
bleedinghungry 3 years ago
ah i am very happy for you ! that is wonderful. i would love to talk with you some time though if youre interested ? =)
somanystories 3 years ago
hey, recovery is worth everything. stay strong chick x
LouFederer 3 years ago
congrats on recovery!!! you're beautiful!
dollface2188 3 years ago
So glad you're feeling better. Take care and try never to let thius horrible illness return...
misstiggykins 3 years ago
Thanks! I wont!
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago
I went though a tough time a couple months ago with buliemia, I wasn't hospitalized, but Brinna (xxbrinnalearyxx my real life friend) and a few other people made me realize it's not okay. And I'm glad your alright, you brought tears to my eyes, hun. =)
XOTheJonasSistersXO 3 years ago
Well done sweetheart, stay strong xxxx
buttercupglory 3 years ago
yeah, you probably were.
xxbrinnalearyxx 3 years ago
wow,
your like really pretty, & are you like alright now.? i hope, that would have been horrible.
xxbrinnalearyxx 3 years ago
Yeah I am okay now, I was one of those lucky ones, I bet it!
godblessjonasbros 3 years ago