lmfao fuck all u depressed little son of a bitch teenagers lmfao u guys deserve more but just cuz u have been bullied doesnt mean u kill ur fucken selves god dam u swear ive seen more shit than most of u if not all n im still liven life 2 the fullest i used 2 get bullied but i aint no punk no more but dont get me rong bulling is bad,,, n if ur gunna end ur life u might as well end it takeing ur enimies wit u haha
That made me tear up a lil. Hah. Now if only this weren't a myth to parents. But no. They think they're always right. They can't step down from their pedestal for even just a moment to see that they are the cause of it...
everything was fine untill it said "DRUG USE" n showed a kid smokin cannabis...get the fuck over it ppl! pot isnt a drug! ecstasy, MDMA why dont you try those drugs n see how they make u feel after...i did, fell in love with MDMA then what happened? after about 2 months i started feeling severely depressed to the point where i was almost in tears in class thinking about my suicide, then a year later i quit cuz it was not worth it in the end, however POT was and still is! been tokin for 4 years!!
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
Fucking love suicide and depression. Its natures way to weed out the bitches and pussies of the world. Honestly to anyone feeling suicidal just keep in my that there are plenty of other people in the world with way harder jobs, lives, diseases, phoebias, etc., etc., etc. who are there right now not bitching at a computer whining about their lives. Which im sure you bitches being the pussies you are will probably interpret as another reason to kill yourself.
@90JohnDoe oh who me im am tough i grew in poverty i had an unbelievable amount of shit to deal with as a kid but i stuck to my beliefs. i dont worry about the bitches and whiners and i dont bother to help 'em out. if your life's to much to handle then you dont deserve to have it.
@jrddog but it doesn't matter about WHAT the situation may be or what the problem is. It's how people decide to DEAL with it, a problem could be as simple as waking up for school. Please respect the teens like me who have depression
i think teen depression definately needs addressing though i am 23 and depressed I think more general depression one for men one for women. As a Man in the making we are under so much pressure these days it fucking sucks.
I cried last night cuase i had a razor blade to my throat and now i got a 3 inch cut across my neck. my brother took the razor out of my hand before i got any father. i dont think im going to last any longer in life
Why do people make it seem like pot is sooooo bad! I swear. The church is against it, but half the people there smoke cigs! Cigs are TEN times worse than pot. Nobody has ever died from smoking weed, ciggarettes on the other hand... They make it seem like a sin to smoke weed, but ciggarettes aren't? Wtf.
I understand how you guys feel - I myself experience this pain do, but I hide it behind a smile every day. My mom claims there is nothing wrong with me - how can I believe her when she lies to me in the first place? I hate her and wish she would go to hell. I want to know - did my dr really just give me medicine for my tension headaches or was it for depression?
But I'm too afraid to tell mother I'm having these feelings once again - in fact I can't tell anyone except you of course - how do I
im13, a girl, i have been bullyed for 3 yrs and im in yr 9, i suffer alot of depressen, i have tryed to kill myself i have self harmed i dont smoke, ppl do say i am sexual adttied or sumthin but im not, i do try to fit in but some how i dont, i gave up tryin to fit it when i got kickd out my old school for sticking up for myself, i have stop caring for myself cuz my bf well ex now broke up with me and yet im only a 13 yrold teen and iv been though alot, i need help plz
@danielleburton100 i cant tell you anything that will cchange your circumstance, nor can tell you to jus hold on cuz iwanna kill myself everyday...but i will tell you not to worry about "fitting in" trust me you dont want to fit in with tha rest of society...they are all unhappy like you, they jus hide behind thier fake smiles and addictions and bogus relationships that do more harm than good. I cant tell you if it ever gets better but be proud of who you are...fuck everyone else
by tha way not to give anybody any ideas...but i DO believe anybody has tha RIGHT to drug themselves or kill themselves if it takes tha pain away...its YOUR CHOICE AND NOBODY ELSES DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FEEL ASHAMED...SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT MEANT TO LIVE IN THIS BULLSHIT WORLD...but i also believe you should give your life a chance...so if your under 18 years old, you might wanna hold on a lil longer life can change and death is final. To anyone else, opiate overdose is tha least painful
@ThaGodWeCreate opiate = messy...sleeping pills and plastic bag around your head = a nice way to drift off with little to clean up(vomit,urine,faeces etc)
@ThaGodWeCreate opiates are messy because have you ever been on opium? i was one time when my sister thought it would be funny to replace a joints worth of hash with it...you properly bug out and see shit and if your not careful you will throw up, shit yourself and start smashing walls to get out when the front door is wide open...(last 3 things ddint happen to me but when i smoked it the walls went lucid and i was in lala land)(warning highly addictive)
@shawzie1916 ive done every opiate under tha sun and never had that experience...sounds more like pcp in a way but i smoke that too and still never bugged out...probably tha fact that you thought you were smokin hash and were expecting a weed high had to do with you bugging out...sorry bout that man but to each his own
@shawzie1916 Dude, don't tell people that. Pills was the worst idea EVER. I fucking ate 375 (exactley, I was trying to make sure there was no chance of living)of all kinds of pills and layed down and felt every part of my body scream to hold on. My heart stopped twice, each time I'd wake up from passing out I would start screaming, because i was feeling all my organs turn off and die. I puked up tons of blood becuase the pills did damage to my stomach, and then I really puked my guts out...
drugs have saved me from suicide for over 10 years but i recently quit drugs because they were taking over my life and im going to prison so i didnt wanna go addicted to drugs. I am over 2 months clean and this shit is NOT worth it...now im planning on staying off drugs just long enough to get my tolerance back down and overdose on heroin or oxycodone because that death is beautiful and painless...not like it matters because no death can be more painful than life. ill see yall on tha otherside
i am feeling just like this video says and at times it can be better or worse AND I AM ONLY 13 FUCKING YEARS OLD FOR CRYING OUT LOUD man im thinkin about some weed........
Im thirteen , Im one of thoes people at school that seem to have a perfect life, a perfect smile, and a perfect face . . Thats not the case! I have a terrible life. Iv wanted to commet suicide for four years now. My moms attempetd to kil herself, i was the one to walk in and save her. My dads choked me before, and hit me a couple times. Maybe you could help me? I'll expolain more if you message me! If anyone ever wants to talk, i wont promise i can competly help you, but i can try(:
i almost died at a party yesterday.. and now,my friends laught of it! i'm 15,i smoke,i cut myself with pocetknife and do stupid things... i want to die... FML
it is terrible i tried to get rid of my pain last night with drugs this morning i hit 3 mailboxes cause i feel asleep behind the wheel. im 16 this wasnt me 2 months ago i just want my old life back
join the army. i had teenage depression, though about suicide and joined the army. it probably wont work for soem but it worked for me. it builds your confidence, you meet friends, you get mentally, emotionaly and physically healthier and learn that you have a reason to live. im not promoting im just saying what i did
fuck tha world i wanna fuckin die right now suicide goes thru my head evryday who would givee a fuck if i left this earth.. y u think i pop all dese pillz-36 last nite
wow , ok take it from a 15 yr ole gayboy , trust me i know everything there is to know about depression , kids get depressed over the dumbest shit, but they get over it,
a 8 yr ole boy named ingemar once say : humans think to much, its what seperates us from animals
no , kids just dont know another word for it , its not depression, its realising that everything and anything, its truly and utterly pointless, is that the world is what we make it, you want it to be sad, you make it sad
@sumcumplox we "kids" can and do suffer from depression the definition of depression is "a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason" which is exactally what we go through and the fact is alot of the time it is our family that causes this depression
Hey People, i know in the world you can find some of Hurts like Violence, Nightmares about the War and other Nightmeres, Pain in the Brain because of Acceptance, Respect ect.
Fact is, Depressions are real! And i realize that! Teenager or not. It don´t make a Difference!
I´m trying to help other People with Depressions and Problems about everything with my own experience. So visit me, visit my Channel and watch my Video about Life-Lessons. Maybe it can help someone of you.
So what I'm saying is, teenagers suffer from raging hormones and a difficulty fitting into society. They are prone to moodswings.
They rarely have anhedonia. If you don't have anhedonia, it's not depression. Depression is about taking away a person's emotions and leaving misery and irritability in it's wake.
I'm saying all this because I'm sick of people thinking that depression doesn't exist. They see things like, '20% of teenagers get depressed' and they (justly) think, 'that's bullshit!
@emscott32 Yah teenagers are depressed worse then adults!...They have peers they have to be IN with...were when you grow up you tend to not care so much what others think of you cause you found yourself...
I'm kind of sick of the 50 different definitions our society gives depression. There's unipolar depression, manic depression, and major depression. Outside of that, there's dysthymia and being sad.
To claim that 20% of teens have major, unipolar, or manic depression is strange. Only unipolar and manic depression have biological mechanisms, and require medication. We're talking 10+% of the nation, though these disorders usually develop after the teenage years (especially in women).
as i sit here hurting and in so much pain, i don't believe that for a second. God is good - for real - you just have to want Him in ur life. I know empty promises dude, believe me, and God's not one of them. I'm sorry that you feel that way....open ur heart and you'll see. :(
my parents dont think im depressed. they dont understand why i cut myself the just dont understand whats going on in my life right now.. and they dont really care.
hey, I have chronic depression and must say it's difficult getting up every morning. I really don't like the emo bullshit but sometimes it hits it right on the head. What really helps me is my therapy with the medication. But it's something you really have to work hard at. I used to think therapy was bullshit, but it actually does work if you give it a try.
i'm 28 and i know all too well about depression and i go through this shit every 2 to three days now. I'm tired of all of it, so i too blaze it away ( also to get an appetite otherwise i make my self sick by not eating. i usually don't ever have thew energy or motivation to work out so i just chill waitin for my day... to everybody... get well!
@Gold753 Eww, gross! Smoking that sh!t will only make things WORSE! There is no benefit of smoking that.. Please listen to me... it really does hurt to hear those words from any person. Good luck, and hopefully you will take this message seriously :(
@ilysimsville smoking weed?whats the difference between smoking weed and smoking cigarettes...one is pumped full or tar and chemicals while the other isn't... Marijuana made me feel happy in my life when i saw no end to tireless bullshit constantly shoveled onto my plate...everything is good in moderation...a joint a day keeps the razor blade at bay!
@shawzie1916 smoking weed has saved me many times from my depression..its not a cure but definately good for a moment of peace. we are all lookin for something to feel, to live for...and weed is a great enhancement to life...keep your head up
@ThaGodWeCreate I know! People make it sound so damn bad, but its not. A politician decides weed is bad, so he votes for it to be illegal even though hes NEVER touched, smoked, not even SEEN weed before. its bullshit. Weed helped me get through hard times. If Im havin a bad day, ill go hang out with my freinds and smoke a joint.
i feel like this shit everyday for past few months... what do i do know? ive had all the symptoms n all those issues listed n i just realized everything they said is true about me.i feel like a fkin statistic
iv felt this way for a long time,, i have a small family,, 2 cousins and a brother,, no one seems to notice when i feel this way,, i told my cousin once and she looked at me as if i said somthing disgusting,, well, the feeling is back im about to be homeless and my brother left me a message that he didnt want to talk to me anymore,, somthing about a debt he thinks i owe him,, i am disabled and i need his adress for my income and he wont allow me to get my mail, they keep dening my claim
Hey everyone just wanted to encourage everyone to check out the myspace i set up. theres more info on my channel. On the myspace theres also the video WITH SOUND.
But what do u do .. if ur the depressed teen and what if u cant tell ur parents why ur depressed cuz if u told them u would probally get grounded and stuff... and if ur parents dont even know if ur depressed cuz u try really really really hard to hide the fact that ur depressed when ur around them??
For anybody interested I have set up a myspace for anybody who just needs to talk. You can talk to eachother, talk to me, leave comments, whatever you want. There is also a version of the video that HAS sound. Just check out my youtube channel for more info!
I love emo arguments... I love all arguments as a matter of fact! If People arent strong enough to move past their trauma then their weak. There's nothing wrong with that, thats what depression is right? Becoming mentally weak from a tramatic experience. Other forms are becoming quickly angered and violence. If its to the point where you want to kill yourself then you clearly cant handle the problem and you should get outside help (as in someone other than family or friends). Unbias opinions FTW
man u only get trauma's if your not mentally strong.. so i guess ur right then if your not strong enough and deal with ur problems the right way then i guess i cant say emo's are weak? zzzzzz build carakter instead of giving up ......be strong instead of weak.... thats all i can say.....
Be strong while depressed? That sounds like an oximoron to me. All of your defenses crumble and you can't be strong. And emo means emotional.... nothing wrong with having emotions. You have emotions, urgo, I dub you emo.
if your able to say get over the thaumas life throws at people than your lucky, because obviosly you've never been delt a blow thats left you completely broken
but you hae no right to tell people to "get over it", that they are emo, you don't know anybody on this, you don't know what any of them might have been through or seen
so please, get a life and don't keave comments that'll just hurt people, it's insulting
ppl who smoke weed cuz they are depressed are idiots they THINK they need weed for depression , but if you got a good life instead of acting like a depressed emo all freakin day long do sumthin with ur life instead of sitting in a room like a lil bitch doing nothing but thinking bout how much ur life sucks .... if i have to keep my head down for every thing that sucks in life i wouldnt be here right now
ppl say weed this weed that , ppl just think its drugs cuz they said weed is bad , how bout this for a change smoke the plant and see how happy you will become , and after u smoked it bout an hour ur hungry , and ppl call that a drug? LOL those ppl are morons weed is just a plant and happy and hungry is the side affect YEAH THATS SO BAD lolz idiots
To the video maker: Use proper grammar and spelling when making videos. Try using "I'm not OK." and "don't ." Hell, why not use "do not"?
To those "suffering from depression", look at this video: "Russia remembers bloodiest tank battle"
A veteran talks a bit about how at the age of 17, he participated in the largest tank battle in the world, taking out 5 Nazi tanks. That will put things in perspective for you. Get the sand out of your vagina's.
Thank you for suggestions, But I would like to point out that I was 13 when I made this video. That was 5 years ago. Most 13 year old's have terrible spelling and grammar skills.
my nan and pop have both got cancer. My mother is the only person i have got. Truth be told i only smoke ciggarettes, I will NEVER touch drugs it has ripped my family apart!! I have never thought bout killing myself either. Not everyones life is a fairytale, life can be a bitch, i already know that, the one person who gets me thru life and i know wil never give up on me is.. my MOTHER. So as i was saying everyone deals with their issues in a different way, and i wish everybody good luck in life.
Just so you know, everyone deals with their problems in a different way, not everyone is 'depressed,' take me for example i have been thru most of problems that mant people haven't even encountered, and... im fine im nearly 16, im still a virgin, i still go to school yr 11, my sister slept with my bf, my brothers are alcholics and drug users, my older sister fell pregnant at 14 yrs old, i practically raised her little boy, i was meant to be given up at birth, never knew my father...
so you know what everyone is thinking when they are suicidal ? don't keep repeating the same crap most of the people put up here ,but you do have good intentions but fail to realise that not everyone experances or thinks the same. I think of ending it all the time ,but I have no fight to live and no matter how much i wish it will never get better in 10 years my life will be the same alone and usless it is people like you spoing crap that triggers things who are you to give us hope ?
For anybody interested, I have set up a myspace for anybody who just needs to talk. Talk to eachother, talk to me, leave comments, whatever you want. There will also be a version of the video that HAS sound.
I am a 15 year old boy and In a month I have hit a all time low feeling about my self esteem. I just feel lonely and I make no difference in the world and the fucked up thing is that I act all happy in school as a way to kinda hide these feelings and don't know what to do about it. I feel if I tell my parents they will think im just trying to get atteion or something. What should I do about it because it is getting worse and worse eachday almost. Please send me a message or comment.
From my life,hope it helps. As said earlier,my dad died when i was 5. Hurt so bad that 46 years later,i still remember little of him. Psychologists call that "repression". When I was 14,mom 1st told me he'd had diabetes since teen years,had to take many shots to stay alive,was hard for him. So hard,he skipped many shots. That partly led to problems with his hands,feet,internal organs. He may have lived longer,better if he hadn't skipped shots. Regrets. I still love+miss him much. +r
What my dad did hurt himself. Also hurt my mom+me. I love+miss him very much. Hard for 5-year olds. Also hard for parents, other family+friends too. Each skipped shot was his choice. If he knew what would happen from his choices,+ if could re-live his life, would he do the same things again? Don't know. I do know I'll keep trying to understand the likely consequences of my own thoughts, words+action; and I'll keep trying to do what seems best for my situation. I hope you will too. Peace.
so this is the first time I have actually read through these comments. I have noticed alot of people who just need someone to talk to so i have set up a myspace for you to do so. I encourage you to visit it and talk about anything you need to. I am a very good listener and will do anything I can to help =)
Please view my youtube profile for information on my myspace =)
XxThexDwarfxX: Thx for reading/listening & special thx for your kind invitation. I've always been thankful when others have done this for me. Helped me through many hard times, to eventually find answers that worked well enough for me. Take care. Best regards, +r
Restitvtvs, for some reason, you seemed to think that my comments about being in pain and death being a release was only for if you are terminally ill. I think that is less of a reason than a life that is too hard on you. You seem to make it semm like its something you despise yourelf for doing and only for extreme cases etc. Its not that uncommon, and its not undeserved, i (being a teenager) know firsthand that its harder on teens. And its something that might bring more joy then regularly felt
DarkIllusion127: Glad you said "seemed", didn't assume "definitly". I understood your original comments. Not enuf time/space here to write my many thoughts,so they're unavoidably incomplete. Many different situations,dimensions,perspectives,etc. On reasons: it's easier to die for a cause, than to live for a cause. Actually, it's something i'd deeply regret rather than despise. More on next post.
Cont'd. DarkIllusion127: We agree,not uncommon. I think it's very unfortunate,very tragic. Also agree, harder for teens. As former teen,I remember well,it's unavoidably much harder. Although I know+understand some more now,it's still not enuf. No truly easy,positive solutions. Hurts like ****,takes months/years. Wish i could do better,help more. Still,I'm glad to listen,share what may help. (I'll check XxTheDwarfxX's YouTube profile, give ot a chance.)
Added to below: I'm thankful for what i have within,which i can't lose if we become homeless. We have our minds,developed over years. Knowledge,skills,wisdom we can use to recover+rebuild. We have our hearts,compassion,to keep going,to do best we can,even if it's little. My past loses are part of me, why i help others not suffer. Part of why i do emergency/disaster prevention,response+recovery work. Time for me to go, try to get some sleep. Take care, +r
Continued from below: I've made some tough choices,saw good reasons years/decades later, Ex. for spouse's side of family+our friends (includes co-workers). Not what folks may call paradise, but I enjoy life's free/simple pleasures, I'm very thankful for what we have in each other. Takes much time, hard work, changing views, not always fun, etc. Still, we do best we can. Hoping best for you. Take care. +r
Continued from below... After 50+ years,I'm still learning,always will have much to learn. As matter of conscience,I encourage everyone to never give up on life,never give in to harmful urges. Even if they think+feel they're broken,in much pain,they can try their best,even if not great. Good reasons may not be clear now, may be clear years/decades later. More in next post...
Continued from below... I stick with things because I know more good things come with time. "Bad" things too... I'm thankful when the good is more than the bad. Fortunately, even the bad things have had some use. I've learned not to do those things to others, and not to take them too hard. Not easy! More in next post.
Great... I'm in the depressed/misunderstood part of YouTube now.
YamiFunny209 1 week ago
lmfao fuck all u depressed little son of a bitch teenagers lmfao u guys deserve more but just cuz u have been bullied doesnt mean u kill ur fucken selves god dam u swear ive seen more shit than most of u if not all n im still liven life 2 the fullest i used 2 get bullied but i aint no punk no more but dont get me rong bulling is bad,,, n if ur gunna end ur life u might as well end it takeing ur enimies wit u haha
MrPIMP635 1 week ago
kill me ....
ducky9568 4 months ago
fuck life
neewbe15 4 months ago 2
im just getting depressed of this kind of videos :(
rube506 4 months ago
wow, i got all of the symptons
MaruePeace 4 months ago
you have no idea what you are talking / typeing about the percetange is WAY higher
mansonmember 8 months ago
That made me tear up a lil. Hah. Now if only this weren't a myth to parents. But no. They think they're always right. They can't step down from their pedestal for even just a moment to see that they are the cause of it...
Sorry for the rant...
xMitsuki13x 8 months ago
everything was fine untill it said "DRUG USE" n showed a kid smokin cannabis...get the fuck over it ppl! pot isnt a drug! ecstasy, MDMA why dont you try those drugs n see how they make u feel after...i did, fell in love with MDMA then what happened? after about 2 months i started feeling severely depressed to the point where i was almost in tears in class thinking about my suicide, then a year later i quit cuz it was not worth it in the end, however POT was and still is! been tokin for 4 years!!
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mdcombs79 1 year ago
some people have real depression and if ur under 13 u shouldn't even have problems like teens with depressing do
ifiwsaflowridbearose 1 year ago
haha it amazes me how many people are fucking assholes on utube
TheMF90 1 year ago
What the hell are these kids going to do when they have REAL problems? LIke not being able to pay the rent buy food face being homeless...........
jerzeytpke 1 year ago
Fucking love suicide and depression. Its natures way to weed out the bitches and pussies of the world. Honestly to anyone feeling suicidal just keep in my that there are plenty of other people in the world with way harder jobs, lives, diseases, phoebias, etc., etc., etc. who are there right now not bitching at a computer whining about their lives. Which im sure you bitches being the pussies you are will probably interpret as another reason to kill yourself.
So oh well.
jrddog 1 year ago
@jrddog Ahahahahahahaha! Read the words of the proud tough guy!
90JohnDoe 1 year ago
@90JohnDoe oh who me im am tough i grew in poverty i had an unbelievable amount of shit to deal with as a kid but i stuck to my beliefs. i dont worry about the bitches and whiners and i dont bother to help 'em out. if your life's to much to handle then you dont deserve to have it.
jrddog 1 year ago
@jrddog Ok ok I didn't mean to make you cry... I just like making fun of people who talk shit on YouTube. Good day cup-cake. :)
90JohnDoe 1 year ago
@90JohnDoe not crying you havent offended me just saying there are way bigger problems in the world
jrddog 1 year ago
@jrddog but it doesn't matter about WHAT the situation may be or what the problem is. It's how people decide to DEAL with it, a problem could be as simple as waking up for school. Please respect the teens like me who have depression
FarahwantsPeace 10 months ago
i think teen depression definately needs addressing though i am 23 and depressed I think more general depression one for men one for women. As a Man in the making we are under so much pressure these days it fucking sucks.
tomkkkkk 1 year ago
I cried last night cuase i had a razor blade to my throat and now i got a 3 inch cut across my neck. my brother took the razor out of my hand before i got any father. i dont think im going to last any longer in life
Darkuser22 1 year ago
Oh shit I fit all of the symptoms like I knew but ugh fuck
nyxsushi 1 year ago
@nyxsushi me 2 fuck my life
PmQable1 1 year ago
Why do people make it seem like pot is sooooo bad! I swear. The church is against it, but half the people there smoke cigs! Cigs are TEN times worse than pot. Nobody has ever died from smoking weed, ciggarettes on the other hand... They make it seem like a sin to smoke weed, but ciggarettes aren't? Wtf.
TheSmartestTaco 1 year ago 4
I understand how you guys feel - I myself experience this pain do, but I hide it behind a smile every day. My mom claims there is nothing wrong with me - how can I believe her when she lies to me in the first place? I hate her and wish she would go to hell. I want to know - did my dr really just give me medicine for my tension headaches or was it for depression?
But I'm too afraid to tell mother I'm having these feelings once again - in fact I can't tell anyone except you of course - how do I
chickyvicky22 1 year ago
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I want 2 tell the world, I'M NOT OK!!!!!!(even if I say I am) btw, I'm...11
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tanszeqi1999 1 year ago
im13, a girl, i have been bullyed for 3 yrs and im in yr 9, i suffer alot of depressen, i have tryed to kill myself i have self harmed i dont smoke, ppl do say i am sexual adttied or sumthin but im not, i do try to fit in but some how i dont, i gave up tryin to fit it when i got kickd out my old school for sticking up for myself, i have stop caring for myself cuz my bf well ex now broke up with me and yet im only a 13 yrold teen and iv been though alot, i need help plz
danielleburton100 1 year ago
@danielleburton100 i cant tell you anything that will cchange your circumstance, nor can tell you to jus hold on cuz iwanna kill myself everyday...but i will tell you not to worry about "fitting in" trust me you dont want to fit in with tha rest of society...they are all unhappy like you, they jus hide behind thier fake smiles and addictions and bogus relationships that do more harm than good. I cant tell you if it ever gets better but be proud of who you are...fuck everyone else
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
@danielleburton100 learn the guitar and do music.. might sound stupid but seriously why not. it helped me a lot. you will not regret it.
readmycomments100 1 year ago
@readmycomments100 i already play the guitar,
danielleburton100 1 year ago
by tha way not to give anybody any ideas...but i DO believe anybody has tha RIGHT to drug themselves or kill themselves if it takes tha pain away...its YOUR CHOICE AND NOBODY ELSES DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FEEL ASHAMED...SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT MEANT TO LIVE IN THIS BULLSHIT WORLD...but i also believe you should give your life a chance...so if your under 18 years old, you might wanna hold on a lil longer life can change and death is final. To anyone else, opiate overdose is tha least painful
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
@ThaGodWeCreate opiate = messy...sleeping pills and plastic bag around your head = a nice way to drift off with little to clean up(vomit,urine,faeces etc)
shawzie1916 1 year ago
@shawzie1916 why are opiates messy???
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
@ThaGodWeCreate opiates are messy because have you ever been on opium? i was one time when my sister thought it would be funny to replace a joints worth of hash with it...you properly bug out and see shit and if your not careful you will throw up, shit yourself and start smashing walls to get out when the front door is wide open...(last 3 things ddint happen to me but when i smoked it the walls went lucid and i was in lala land)(warning highly addictive)
shawzie1916 1 year ago
@shawzie1916 ive done every opiate under tha sun and never had that experience...sounds more like pcp in a way but i smoke that too and still never bugged out...probably tha fact that you thought you were smokin hash and were expecting a weed high had to do with you bugging out...sorry bout that man but to each his own
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
@shawzie1916 Dude, don't tell people that. Pills was the worst idea EVER. I fucking ate 375 (exactley, I was trying to make sure there was no chance of living)of all kinds of pills and layed down and felt every part of my body scream to hold on. My heart stopped twice, each time I'd wake up from passing out I would start screaming, because i was feeling all my organs turn off and die. I puked up tons of blood becuase the pills did damage to my stomach, and then I really puked my guts out...
TheSmartestTaco 1 year ago
@TheSmartestTaco dude only takes 10 to drift off...you dont have to over dose thats the genius of asphyxiation, little mess, little effort...
shawzie1916 1 year ago
drugs have saved me from suicide for over 10 years but i recently quit drugs because they were taking over my life and im going to prison so i didnt wanna go addicted to drugs. I am over 2 months clean and this shit is NOT worth it...now im planning on staying off drugs just long enough to get my tolerance back down and overdose on heroin or oxycodone because that death is beautiful and painless...not like it matters because no death can be more painful than life. ill see yall on tha otherside
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
i am feeling just like this video says and at times it can be better or worse AND I AM ONLY 13 FUCKING YEARS OLD FOR CRYING OUT LOUD man im thinkin about some weed........
Ktwinters69 1 year ago
Im thirteen , Im one of thoes people at school that seem to have a perfect life, a perfect smile, and a perfect face . . Thats not the case! I have a terrible life. Iv wanted to commet suicide for four years now. My moms attempetd to kil herself, i was the one to walk in and save her. My dads choked me before, and hit me a couple times. Maybe you could help me? I'll expolain more if you message me! If anyone ever wants to talk, i wont promise i can competly help you, but i can try(:
TheAdorkable03 1 year ago
I don't use drugs, because I'd have all the original problems, plus I'd be addicted to drugs.
leopower7 1 year ago 2
@leopower7 ever drink a coffee or drink a bottle of coke?thats taking caffeine which is one of the most addictive drugs on earth...hypocrite...
shawzie1916 1 year ago
....wtf? according to this i have depression?
zomgEricka 1 year ago
I only told my friend bit I will not ever tell my mom.
tinkerbelllme 1 year ago
what if yur parents don't care and just blow it off??
MsNinjaChick14 1 year ago
i like depression..... suck me
TheYou1231231234 1 year ago
i almost died at a party yesterday.. and now,my friends laught of it! i'm 15,i smoke,i cut myself with pocetknife and do stupid things... i want to die... FML
rooldal 1 year ago
@rooldal you ok?
CONVERSExALLxSTAR 1 year ago
@CONVERSExALLxSTAR i'm better now,but still ain't really ok.. xD
rooldal 1 year ago
i'm not okay....
missvalentine133 1 year ago
it is terrible i tried to get rid of my pain last night with drugs this morning i hit 3 mailboxes cause i feel asleep behind the wheel. im 16 this wasnt me 2 months ago i just want my old life back
JMARlowE07 1 year ago
The cure to depression - Reiki.
iDeaTHeoRyi 1 year ago
join the army. i had teenage depression, though about suicide and joined the army. it probably wont work for soem but it worked for me. it builds your confidence, you meet friends, you get mentally, emotionaly and physically healthier and learn that you have a reason to live. im not promoting im just saying what i did
username13245100 1 year ago
Weed is not bad
deathspleasure 1 year ago
i think parents just don't care
princessofstarz 1 year ago
fuck tha world i wanna fuckin die right now suicide goes thru my head evryday who would givee a fuck if i left this earth.. y u think i pop all dese pillz-36 last nite
FairlessBball34 1 year ago
wow , ok take it from a 15 yr ole gayboy , trust me i know everything there is to know about depression , kids get depressed over the dumbest shit, but they get over it,
a 8 yr ole boy named ingemar once say : humans think to much, its what seperates us from animals
sumcumplox 1 year ago
Thank you, that video helped so much. It explained what is wrong with my best friend. Oh god i have to help her now.
Cheekielicious 1 year ago
no , kids just dont know another word for it , its not depression, its realising that everything and anything, its truly and utterly pointless, is that the world is what we make it, you want it to be sad, you make it sad
sumcumplox 2 years ago
@sumcumplox ur not right u know
ygo542 2 years ago
no buddy, i am right it is u who is now right, u know
sumcumplox 2 years ago
@sumcumplox we "kids" can and do suffer from depression the definition of depression is "a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason" which is exactally what we go through and the fact is alot of the time it is our family that causes this depression
onegirlrevolution1 2 years ago
So true :S
warrenb367 2 years ago 2
A Very Good Video!!! 5.0
DanteMcLeod 2 years ago
Hey People, i know in the world you can find some of Hurts like Violence, Nightmares about the War and other Nightmeres, Pain in the Brain because of Acceptance, Respect ect.
Fact is, Depressions are real! And i realize that! Teenager or not. It don´t make a Difference!
I´m trying to help other People with Depressions and Problems about everything with my own experience. So visit me, visit my Channel and watch my Video about Life-Lessons. Maybe it can help someone of you.
DanteMcLeod 2 years ago
So what I'm saying is, teenagers suffer from raging hormones and a difficulty fitting into society. They are prone to moodswings.
They rarely have anhedonia. If you don't have anhedonia, it's not depression. Depression is about taking away a person's emotions and leaving misery and irritability in it's wake.
I'm saying all this because I'm sick of people thinking that depression doesn't exist. They see things like, '20% of teenagers get depressed' and they (justly) think, 'that's bullshit!
LukeShetler 2 years ago
I know what you mean like adults don't believe that teenagers can also be depressed...
emscott32 2 years ago 46
@emscott32 Yah teenagers are depressed worse then adults!...They have peers they have to be IN with...were when you grow up you tend to not care so much what others think of you cause you found yourself...
djkissbird 1 year ago
I'm kind of sick of the 50 different definitions our society gives depression. There's unipolar depression, manic depression, and major depression. Outside of that, there's dysthymia and being sad.
To claim that 20% of teens have major, unipolar, or manic depression is strange. Only unipolar and manic depression have biological mechanisms, and require medication. We're talking 10+% of the nation, though these disorders usually develop after the teenage years (especially in women).
LukeShetler 2 years ago
cant really listen to you properly when u cant even spell symptoms right =/
i have depression aswell as many other things like suicidal thoughts and planning it and its alot harder than people make out it is
010georgia 2 years ago
just cause you use drugs does NOT mean that your depressed
..silly :p
NINJAsho 2 years ago
Fuck God.
God is only an empty promise.
vampireninja1234 2 years ago
how do you know that god is an empty promise...
are you dead??
NeverEndingFriday 2 years ago
cuz he never help me!...
teamrampage123 2 years ago
as i sit here hurting and in so much pain, i don't believe that for a second. God is good - for real - you just have to want Him in ur life. I know empty promises dude, believe me, and God's not one of them. I'm sorry that you feel that way....open ur heart and you'll see. :(
ladynbrood 2 years ago
have you ever seen him, spoken to him?
i swear if god exists and ill meet him, ill smack his face that bitch.
life = pointless
LowLowSpinners 2 years ago 20
totally agree...
candyardipollita 2 years ago
God is the anwser..
give him a chance...
NeverEndingFriday 2 years ago
he never gave me a chance!
teamrampage123 2 years ago
my parents dont think im depressed. they dont understand why i cut myself the just dont understand whats going on in my life right now.. and they dont really care.
TheEmolove1 2 years ago
that sounds a lot like my life... my parents don't even know about it...and it's a litlle hard for me to tell them
xxxddeaddxxx 2 years ago 2
thats pretty much the same with my life aswell, accept my parents dont wanna listen
curryshop6 2 years ago
many of the things put in this slideshow were flase, you should check your information before putting it out for the public to see
kristenmarshalltown 2 years ago
my parents don't beleive i am depressed all the time. make me want to kill THEM.
nozzzil 2 years ago
my parents dont think im depressed too.
DarkAngelNCharmed 2 years ago
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Gold753 2 years ago 7
hi why dont you check out my myspace. My Name is Jordain Parker. Look me up. Its the one that says IM NOY OKAY as the name above the pic.
=]
-Jordain
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
@Gold753
hey, I have chronic depression and must say it's difficult getting up every morning. I really don't like the emo bullshit but sometimes it hits it right on the head. What really helps me is my therapy with the medication. But it's something you really have to work hard at. I used to think therapy was bullshit, but it actually does work if you give it a try.
collaboratedCAFFIENE 1 year ago
i'm 28 and i know all too well about depression and i go through this shit every 2 to three days now. I'm tired of all of it, so i too blaze it away ( also to get an appetite otherwise i make my self sick by not eating. i usually don't ever have thew energy or motivation to work out so i just chill waitin for my day... to everybody... get well!
adsonfire1 1 year ago
@Gold753 Eww, gross! Smoking that sh!t will only make things WORSE! There is no benefit of smoking that.. Please listen to me... it really does hurt to hear those words from any person. Good luck, and hopefully you will take this message seriously :(
ilysimsville 1 year ago
@ilysimsville smoking weed?whats the difference between smoking weed and smoking cigarettes...one is pumped full or tar and chemicals while the other isn't... Marijuana made me feel happy in my life when i saw no end to tireless bullshit constantly shoveled onto my plate...everything is good in moderation...a joint a day keeps the razor blade at bay!
shawzie1916 1 year ago
@shawzie1916 smoking weed has saved me many times from my depression..its not a cure but definately good for a moment of peace. we are all lookin for something to feel, to live for...and weed is a great enhancement to life...keep your head up
ThaGodWeCreate 1 year ago
@ThaGodWeCreate I know! People make it sound so damn bad, but its not. A politician decides weed is bad, so he votes for it to be illegal even though hes NEVER touched, smoked, not even SEEN weed before. its bullshit. Weed helped me get through hard times. If Im havin a bad day, ill go hang out with my freinds and smoke a joint.
TheSmartestTaco 1 year ago
im smoking benson and hegdes yeah!!!!
kitteds 2 years ago
i wana die i h8 life i dont desrve it i kno.and im pathetic go ahead insult me:] giv me more of a reason
swantonoffladders1 2 years ago
i feel like this shit everyday for past few months... what do i do know? ive had all the symptoms n all those issues listed n i just realized everything they said is true about me.i feel like a fkin statistic
Tamim992000 2 years ago
Great, a video like this =)
it's not the bést thing to talk about,
but it's nothing you can't hide,
or I can hide..
think this is made very well!
jeskig 2 years ago
i thought i was the only one that felt like this sometimes.
xMLGxGamer2284 2 years ago 2
you won't,
that's not great bút the people like we and who are 'better' cán help you..
so talking about it, with people like you and me feels better because they understand what you're feeling ;)
Hope you'll be okay!
jeskig 2 years ago
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this video describes my life!
kingpen94 2 years ago
iv felt this way for a long time,, i have a small family,, 2 cousins and a brother,, no one seems to notice when i feel this way,, i told my cousin once and she looked at me as if i said somthing disgusting,, well, the feeling is back im about to be homeless and my brother left me a message that he didnt want to talk to me anymore,, somthing about a debt he thinks i owe him,, i am disabled and i need his adress for my income and he wont allow me to get my mail, they keep dening my claim
MrYpres 2 years ago
im 14 and in ugly and i smoke and i dont give a shit what others think
kitteds 2 years ago 23
kitteds me too man me too
Tamim992000 2 years ago
its cool aint it i can have a 20 box in a day lool im only 15
kitteds 2 years ago
@kitteds
emo fag
crissangeliscute 1 year ago
Hey everyone just wanted to encourage everyone to check out the myspace i set up. theres more info on my channel. On the myspace theres also the video WITH SOUND.
Check it out
-Jordain
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
depression has always beeen a illness
Boilmesomeeggs 2 years ago
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ehm.. since when is depression an illness...???
LttlD 2 years ago
it alwayse has been
midori28 2 years ago 3
really..
i never thought of it that way..
then i must be ill nearly my whole life
yay n_n
that sounds nice.. *cough*
but then its almost an incureable illness isnt it?
LttlD 2 years ago
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xxBlackDragonessxx 2 years ago
have any of signs of it? pretty shure i got it
xRandomxElmoXD 2 years ago
But what do u do .. if ur the depressed teen and what if u cant tell ur parents why ur depressed cuz if u told them u would probally get grounded and stuff... and if ur parents dont even know if ur depressed cuz u try really really really hard to hide the fact that ur depressed when ur around them??
101MonkeyGirl101 2 years ago
onion rings
1991NickC 2 years ago
For anybody interested I have set up a myspace for anybody who just needs to talk. You can talk to eachother, talk to me, leave comments, whatever you want. There is also a version of the video that HAS sound. Just check out my youtube channel for more info!
thanks!
-J
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
fire is hot but u can run true it if ur life is on the line so yeah i would do whatever it takes and u gave a bad example cuz fire doesnt scare me..
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
i live with my mom and if my house DOES catch on fire i would save my mom and run out .. fire doesnt scare me ...
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
I love emo arguments... I love all arguments as a matter of fact! If People arent strong enough to move past their trauma then their weak. There's nothing wrong with that, thats what depression is right? Becoming mentally weak from a tramatic experience. Other forms are becoming quickly angered and violence. If its to the point where you want to kill yourself then you clearly cant handle the problem and you should get outside help (as in someone other than family or friends). Unbias opinions FTW
CoyoteDeGrey 2 years ago
Hey everybody i was just commenting to ask you to check out my channel and go to my myspace i have set up for anyone and everyone to talk.
thanks!
-Jordain
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
man u only get trauma's if your not mentally strong.. so i guess ur right then if your not strong enough and deal with ur problems the right way then i guess i cant say emo's are weak? zzzzzz build carakter instead of giving up ......be strong instead of weak.... thats all i can say.....
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
no thats not true what if your house caught fire every in tthere died your sister brother mum and dad but you lived you would have a trauma
themcbirnie 2 years ago
Be strong while depressed? That sounds like an oximoron to me. All of your defenses crumble and you can't be strong. And emo means emotional.... nothing wrong with having emotions. You have emotions, urgo, I dub you emo.
xPinkxIsxPunkx 2 years ago
no music..?
LittleMissClumbzie 2 years ago
For anybody interested...
I have set up a myspace for anyone that just needs to talk. Please visit my profile for more information.
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
life is hard get over it work and have fun you bunch of emo's, ur all pathetic
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
if your able to say get over the thaumas life throws at people than your lucky, because obviosly you've never been delt a blow thats left you completely broken
but you hae no right to tell people to "get over it", that they are emo, you don't know anybody on this, you don't know what any of them might have been through or seen
so please, get a life and don't keave comments that'll just hurt people, it's insulting
blueyes6474 2 years ago
ppl who smoke weed cuz they are depressed are idiots they THINK they need weed for depression , but if you got a good life instead of acting like a depressed emo all freakin day long do sumthin with ur life instead of sitting in a room like a lil bitch doing nothing but thinking bout how much ur life sucks .... if i have to keep my head down for every thing that sucks in life i wouldnt be here right now
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
smoke a joint and watch a movie ull see how good that movie is then everything is fun when you smoke ...
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
weed isnt a drug its a plant.... idiots ...
ppl say weed this weed that , ppl just think its drugs cuz they said weed is bad , how bout this for a change smoke the plant and see how happy you will become , and after u smoked it bout an hour ur hungry , and ppl call that a drug? LOL those ppl are morons weed is just a plant and happy and hungry is the side affect YEAH THATS SO BAD lolz idiots
GimmiAsmoke 2 years ago
awesome video dude, n1 5/5
f234k4z01d 2 years ago
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sucky video.
minimabbie 2 years ago
Spanky, get your head out of your ass. If you dont like the video, dont watch/comment. It's as easy as that.
ABurningFlameWithin 2 years ago
"Spanky, get your head out of your ass. If you dont like the video, dont watch/comment. It's as easy as that."
And if you dont like my comment, dont read/comment. It's as easy as that.
Not only are you stupid enough to fail at replying directly to me, your comment goes against free speech, common sense, and seems kinda fascist.
You fail on all levels.
Spanky00Cheeks 2 years ago
i love Vilift, it really gave me good results and i love that it save my life.
swastedcat 2 years ago
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To the video maker: Use proper grammar and spelling when making videos. Try using "I'm not OK." and "don't ." Hell, why not use "do not"?
To those "suffering from depression", look at this video: "Russia remembers bloodiest tank battle"
A veteran talks a bit about how at the age of 17, he participated in the largest tank battle in the world, taking out 5 Nazi tanks. That will put things in perspective for you. Get the sand out of your vagina's.
Spanky00Cheeks 2 years ago
Thank you for suggestions, But I would like to point out that I was 13 when I made this video. That was 5 years ago. Most 13 year old's have terrible spelling and grammar skills.
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
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eat shit and die motherfucker
f234k4z01d 2 years ago
my nan and pop have both got cancer. My mother is the only person i have got. Truth be told i only smoke ciggarettes, I will NEVER touch drugs it has ripped my family apart!! I have never thought bout killing myself either. Not everyones life is a fairytale, life can be a bitch, i already know that, the one person who gets me thru life and i know wil never give up on me is.. my MOTHER. So as i was saying everyone deals with their issues in a different way, and i wish everybody good luck in life.
xxEm4Benxx 2 years ago
Just so you know, everyone deals with their problems in a different way, not everyone is 'depressed,' take me for example i have been thru most of problems that mant people haven't even encountered, and... im fine im nearly 16, im still a virgin, i still go to school yr 11, my sister slept with my bf, my brothers are alcholics and drug users, my older sister fell pregnant at 14 yrs old, i practically raised her little boy, i was meant to be given up at birth, never knew my father...
xxEm4Benxx 2 years ago
so you know what everyone is thinking when they are suicidal ? don't keep repeating the same crap most of the people put up here ,but you do have good intentions but fail to realise that not everyone experances or thinks the same. I think of ending it all the time ,but I have no fight to live and no matter how much i wish it will never get better in 10 years my life will be the same alone and usless it is people like you spoing crap that triggers things who are you to give us hope ?
darkshadow1967 2 years ago
Been there, done that, got the blood stained t-shirt. Try and quit with a friend. it's impossible on your own.
Danemarkofmalvern 2 years ago
I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
Kurt Cobain
(copy and paste if you agree)
started by cobainfan101 and xPeltxThexRabbitx
Danemarkofmalvern 2 years ago
suicide is an escape otherwise trapped i feel like i have no fuckin clue where to go
cheezypuppyz 2 years ago
same.
boihaggos1 2 years ago
suicide will be my escape there is no other way i hate that suicide will be my escape but as i said there is no other way to get rid of all this pain
bizzy400 2 years ago
hey hey...don't give up. theres always a way. im not giving up either.
connieBAbonnie 2 years ago
why do you wanna die?
Chicley 2 years ago
there is a way out. school consulars, friends religion...
gerasap95 2 years ago
true, find a freind, find god, find a way out
laughingNutzpro 2 years ago
i thought of that...but they would have to tell someone ...wouldnt they....
shadow64857 2 years ago
For anybody interested, I have set up a myspace for anybody who just needs to talk. Talk to eachother, talk to me, leave comments, whatever you want. There will also be a version of the video that HAS sound.
Thanks!
-Jordain
XxThexDwarfxX 2 years ago
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I am a 15 year old boy and In a month I have hit a all time low feeling about my self esteem. I just feel lonely and I make no difference in the world and the fucked up thing is that I act all happy in school as a way to kinda hide these feelings and don't know what to do about it. I feel if I tell my parents they will think im just trying to get atteion or something. What should I do about it because it is getting worse and worse eachday almost. Please send me a message or comment.
wowbland 2 years ago
just die life is meaningless
jakeisonthesite 2 years ago
just ask a concerer (how ever u spell it)
xxsaulalover4everxx 2 years ago
I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
Kurt Cobain
(copy and paste if you agree)
started by cobainfan101 and xPeltxThexRabbitx
cobainfan101 3 years ago 3
lol watch my video on teen depression..it was for health class.
it rocks xD
esouza908 3 years ago
From my life,hope it helps. As said earlier,my dad died when i was 5. Hurt so bad that 46 years later,i still remember little of him. Psychologists call that "repression". When I was 14,mom 1st told me he'd had diabetes since teen years,had to take many shots to stay alive,was hard for him. So hard,he skipped many shots. That partly led to problems with his hands,feet,internal organs. He may have lived longer,better if he hadn't skipped shots. Regrets. I still love+miss him much. +r
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
What my dad did hurt himself. Also hurt my mom+me. I love+miss him very much. Hard for 5-year olds. Also hard for parents, other family+friends too. Each skipped shot was his choice. If he knew what would happen from his choices,+ if could re-live his life, would he do the same things again? Don't know. I do know I'll keep trying to understand the likely consequences of my own thoughts, words+action; and I'll keep trying to do what seems best for my situation. I hope you will too. Peace.
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
so this is the first time I have actually read through these comments. I have noticed alot of people who just need someone to talk to so i have set up a myspace for you to do so. I encourage you to visit it and talk about anything you need to. I am a very good listener and will do anything I can to help =)
Please view my youtube profile for information on my myspace =)
XxThexDwarfxX 3 years ago
XxThexDwarfxX: Thx for reading/listening & special thx for your kind invitation. I've always been thankful when others have done this for me. Helped me through many hard times, to eventually find answers that worked well enough for me. Take care. Best regards, +r
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Restitvtvs, for some reason, you seemed to think that my comments about being in pain and death being a release was only for if you are terminally ill. I think that is less of a reason than a life that is too hard on you. You seem to make it semm like its something you despise yourelf for doing and only for extreme cases etc. Its not that uncommon, and its not undeserved, i (being a teenager) know firsthand that its harder on teens. And its something that might bring more joy then regularly felt
DarkIllusion127 3 years ago
DarkIllusion127: Glad you said "seemed", didn't assume "definitly". I understood your original comments. Not enuf time/space here to write my many thoughts,so they're unavoidably incomplete. Many different situations,dimensions,perspectives,etc. On reasons: it's easier to die for a cause, than to live for a cause. Actually, it's something i'd deeply regret rather than despise. More on next post.
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Cont'd. DarkIllusion127: We agree,not uncommon. I think it's very unfortunate,very tragic. Also agree, harder for teens. As former teen,I remember well,it's unavoidably much harder. Although I know+understand some more now,it's still not enuf. No truly easy,positive solutions. Hurts like ****,takes months/years. Wish i could do better,help more. Still,I'm glad to listen,share what may help. (I'll check XxTheDwarfxX's YouTube profile, give ot a chance.)
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
P.S. More specifically, that's XxThexDwarfxX's MySpace place, linked from her YouTube profile.
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Added to below: I'm thankful for what i have within,which i can't lose if we become homeless. We have our minds,developed over years. Knowledge,skills,wisdom we can use to recover+rebuild. We have our hearts,compassion,to keep going,to do best we can,even if it's little. My past loses are part of me, why i help others not suffer. Part of why i do emergency/disaster prevention,response+recovery work. Time for me to go, try to get some sleep. Take care, +r
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Continued from below: I've made some tough choices,saw good reasons years/decades later, Ex. for spouse's side of family+our friends (includes co-workers). Not what folks may call paradise, but I enjoy life's free/simple pleasures, I'm very thankful for what we have in each other. Takes much time, hard work, changing views, not always fun, etc. Still, we do best we can. Hoping best for you. Take care. +r
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Continued from below... After 50+ years,I'm still learning,always will have much to learn. As matter of conscience,I encourage everyone to never give up on life,never give in to harmful urges. Even if they think+feel they're broken,in much pain,they can try their best,even if not great. Good reasons may not be clear now, may be clear years/decades later. More in next post...
Restitvtvs 3 years ago
Continued from below... I stick with things because I know more good things come with time. "Bad" things too... I'm thankful when the good is more than the bad. Fortunately, even the bad things have had some use. I've learned not to do those things to others, and not to take them too hard. Not easy! More in next post.
Restitvtvs 3 years ago