Though your video is about 2 years old but i just watched it so this is what i have to say:To find happiness you have to search within.Try and know yourself and i mean ask yourself this: Who am i? If one knows oneself one is fulfilled. Have you ever wondered what difference it would have made if you were nt born? and what difference will it make when you are gone? Why are you here? Food for your thought but i would say its just an appetizer....Think,Question,Ponder,Ask within and you shall know
Happiness is sumthing subjective. It depends on what you have and whats happening in ur surroundings. You should look for joy to fill that void. And that Void can only be filled with Jesus Christ. A closer relationship with HIM (not the internet) is what will solve that emptiness feeling. U mentioned that upray. But who are you praying to. The love of Christ will not force its way upon u, you have to choose it. God bless you with peace, prosperity and spiritual fulfillment, In Jesus' name. AMEN
Sorry but there's no such thing as happiness. That's just a word and a temporary state. When the body's cells are constantly dying, that is life - constant death. Get used to the times you feel are down times as wonderful moments to experience life and light, sounds and shapes. Happiness is just a word. There could never be anything more meant for you than right now, but, it's okay to want more too just cut out the stuff that doesn't work and see what matters most.
i truly believe you are in pain. here's the thing though.. the more you have, the more you want, the less you can acquire, thus the less things will make you happy. oh and, instead of trying to connect to people on the internet try meeting people at the supermarket, in the park, whatever. and get away from the superficial scenes where only superficial people go. take off the makeups and put on your sport gears. go find a genuine guy for gods sake.
True happines comes when we do something for someone else. Everything we see will turn to dust one day but what the ways we have helped others will remain. Happiness comes from within not from external entities.
I'll give you litlle advice. If You need to find a man who will love You. Don't talk about Your credit card! Speak about yourself because You are Beautifull woman ;) and this is Yours huge advantage ;) I hope You also smart than You should know that ;) Greatings from Poland ;)
Love comes when your not expecting it, not when you go looking for it... although, you can make your self more available, and not be scared to let some of your walls down... be real and open your self up to people, and good things will come of it... even in Hollywood, I HOPE, I'm moving there tomorrow :-P
??? so who is the single and blonde --- i'm interested !!! errrr,,,,,,, okay, i just posted a rockin new video ---- 2 of them at my VideoLog thingy ----- it's on my channel,,,, and this Light*Warrior of the End Times is off to make Zillions ............... Quantum Mechanistic Corpuscles of Living Light !!! Ahhh,,,, my wonderful new friend, please stay closely in touch :)
Good Luck. As a doctor, I hope you don't discount the possibility of clinical depression. You seem so sad. And I hope you take time for yourself instead of volunteering. As a caregiver you already devote enough time to people in need. To volunteer to help other people seems a bit excessive. I hope to see a Vlog #5 with you having new insights about yourself and having a better sense of who you are. But, don't fret love will come.
Once you realize what happiness is, or that you were happy, that moment is already past. So in essence, you can never really be happy at the moment. However, you can be happy if you live for the moment, FULLY, expecting nothing. Expect no happiness, just live every second...but realize that you will know happiness when it is past.
This may sound depressing, but you will know how "happy" you are now when you are old..njoy moving your healthy body in space
you'll find love when God wills it. dont try so hard, maybe what you are looking for is right in front of you. forget about all of it, and relax. do everything you've ever wanted to do, and maybe you'll find someone who is interested in those kinds of things too!
God is just a deeper delusion. I knw hw tempting n convincing is 2 beliv in God (..etc) to find a meaning for our life. It's just, life is indeed difficult and all we are doing is playing our individual role in it. Nature has no special regard for individuals..it only cares the holistic outcome..
God created a large hole in our soul that only He can fill. We spend a lot of our life trying to fill it up with "things." God is so patient. When we run out of "things", He is still their waiting for us to come to Him.
"I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No man comes unto the Father but by Me." John 3:16
"I have come that they (you) may have life, and that they (you) may have it more abundantly." John 10:10
that emptiness will only be filled by Jesus Christ :) ask him to come and fill that gap in your life with himself. it fills with you complete joy that you cant find anywhere else! trust me, i know from experience!
You bear a slight resemblance to Uma Thurman, in the lips & nose. Good luck with the man search, but happiness comes from within...first be happy with yourself, then look for a relationship, otherwise you will have problems! Yes, make that change...
look outside yourself. Change the world around you and you for the better of all and you will find happines, self-fulfillment and a partner that will love and cherish you in return.
second... i tell the few people i call friends not to dwell on what other people think or say anymore because of the mass brainwashing of what a person is supposed to be nowadays..
third... you seem sincere and true so thats more than what most can ask for.. wait isnt that a song?? at least part of it :P be yourself and help the misfortuned when u can. do something locally for kids..
lastly.... disco dancing seems to help tremendously :)
Wow first your gorgeous with a capitol G!!! Second you rate about a 10 on the stressed out scale. Warning you also sound like you're edging into "I'm desperate " stage. My recommendation is that you go have some FUN. Play hard, laugh until you cry and if that doesn't work maybe go buy a box of cheep dishes and break them. Seriously throw each one with as much force as you can muster against the alley wall of your building. Once you can breath deeply again, life should feel much better
I agree with volunteering your time, especially to the needy. Trust me, money will not buy happiness. I just got back from Egypt were I saw an entire city of people who live with the garbage. The government pays them 18 Egyptian pounds or $3.50/week to sift through the garbage and pull out recycled good. Spend some time helping out with orphan children or an old folks home. It will give you a new outlook on your OWN life and what is important. Owning things are great, but giving love is better.
through giving we receive, we open ourselves to the Universe and thus allow good things to come to us. find the way to volunteer that best expresses who you are, your heart. those who understand about giving are the best to give to, so please be careful like this. thank you so much for sharing your heart with us. we are creating a new world in this way : )
If I were you, Id try giving.. Its nice you can afford to buy what you want, because alot of us cant. I live paycheck to paycheck. Ive got $300 in the bank. You should be happy. If I were you, Id do as the other guy said and volunteer or help someone that isnt so lucky. Maybe if you can bring some happieness to someone elses life, karma with come back ten fold.
The things that seem to be furthest to find are usually the closest things to you. You may be looking too far for something that is right in front of you. Don't overlook the simple things make the most of them.
Maybe the way to happiness and the meaning of life is just to stop asking. You can find joy and meaning in things you do in daily life, without having to turn your life upside down.
sit down and sit in the lotus position or just normally and chant the budihist mantra
Om Mani Padyma hum.. channt it for many a days and you will get your satifaction..
you choise.. have done mantras for long time.. best remedy for the mental problems.. again you choise.. search for Gayatri Mantra on the net.. again if you have it in you you will do it ..ie in your destiny or you will just over look it..just a hint is some times good.. if you can pick it up..goodluck
Any true happiness your find in this life has to come from inside. There is no person or thing outside of you that will cause you to be satisfied. Consequently - become the person that you are happy with and all else will follow.
Hi. It seems like we look everywhere for fulfillment, that true happiness. You mentioned volunteering - Selfless giving gives YOU joy, whether you give money, your hands, or just your time. You said that you prayed every night - exactly the correct path to follow. Ask and ye shall receive, knock and it shall be opened unto you, search and you shall find. Read Joel Osteen's "Your Best Life Now." If you keep seeking God, I promise HE will show u things u never dreamed of. -Shane :)
first of all stop praying, there is no god, only for the weak, you have to be strong, stop consuming values and start producing values for others, study science build your own science lab and be productive you might not agree with this message but when all else fails and you cant find happiness just come back to this post and contact me i may be able to help.
but...about the blog....try traveling the world u know... go everywhere u every though about goin and just have fun while u still can....and good luck with which ever solution u choose
Samantha, in my view we were made to behold that which is beautiful...and looking to the inside will do no good. John 14:6 is the answer...there is no more beautiful and no one more fulfilling...may I humbly suggest the song Love is Here by tenth avenue north...satisfaction and contentment comes from outside ourselves...hope you make it, hope I see you on the other side...I have contentment, I have peace and I have happiness and none of it is due to anything material, Peace, Jimmy Psalm 32:1,2
It sounds like you're at a point where life is empty, you want to find happiness, but can't seem to put your finger on it. Nothing you do seems to work to fill that void.
Whah, whah, whah...just thank God your alive. When you stop feeling the pain, you're in trouble. At least you can feel. Anything above ground is good...remember that.
God did not save us so we could focus on ourselves. He saved us so we could focus on loving him and others. Being a Christian is not about the pursuit of happiness. Rather, it is about the pursuit of holiness. It is about dying to self and living for God. It is about serving God and others. Just take the great commandment and the great commission as examples of where we should be focused.
and all I just said is an acceptable way to manipulate God's laws and works better or just as good as praying... probably better... praying does not seem to be working for you...
by the way this is actually a technique that anyone can use no matter how much God loves or hates them this uses Gods laws to find happiness no matter who you are... unless you win all the time already more than you lost then you have..but then you would probably already be happy nm It's just that
get the special brain surgery of depression thing that gets rid of your depression permanently I wanna get that too.. that must be awesome to have lol.. you can be happy for no reason at all times... it's better than drinking so I should save money for that instead of beers... one of the downsides to it though would probably be that you can't feel sad when you need to if you feel like you should be sad...
You must love yourself before you can love someone else...With that being said, stop chasing what it is your looking for, let it come to you...It will come to you when you least expect it and when you're ready. You won't be ready until you're completely happy with yourself.
This is absolutely true in that you cant expect someone to create the love you lack within yourself. Being a woman, you are not obligated socially to find love because its your biological imperative to protect yourself.
Jesus said on another occasion, "even when a person has an abundance his life does not result from the things he possesses." (Luke 12:15) If we put first the things that are really important, such as our relationship with God, family concerns, and other related matters, then our "eye" will be "simple," uncluttered. Jesus taught that those who view life as little more than an opportunity to amass wealth essentially miss out on life.
First, look at Jesus' counsel on the matter of wealth. After counseling against making the pursuit of wealth the main thing in life, he made a striking expression. He said: "If, then, your eye is simple, your whole body will be bright." (Matthew 6:19-22) Essentially, he said that if we avidly pursue wealth, power, or any of the other goals people set for themselves, we will lose out on more important things.
well I know exactly how you feel as I have had that same exact feeling. But yeah, that's life sweet Babe, don't give up, email me and I'll give you all you want and make you very happy. I have done it before. So hey, gimme a try.
I believe that spiritual contentment and knowing oneself is the best goal, not just happiness, which can be transitory, "Be generous in prosperity and thankful in adversity" says one world religion. Ironically, to find yourself, you may have to first serve others; this reveals your personality and how well you have acquired virtues like forgiveness, patience, and humility. Parents get this spiritual workout whether they expected it or not! :-)
Love and happiness are fickle. Chase them and they will run. It is usually when you give up on them that they come to you. And remember, that there is no happiness without sadness, no light without dark. You will have times of both. Without the sadness, you would never appreciate, nor recognize the happiness. True happiness will come from you. And no one can ever take that away.
Don't look for happiness in any one thing, or expect it to be permanent when you find it. Like anything else, it comes and goes. Why wait or look for it when you can choose it.
Don't worry Sam, loneliness gets the best of us, just remember that sometimes having a man can be more painful (cheating, abusive, dishonest, etc...) than being single. It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders, a good heart, & a blessed life. Focus your energy on something positive, volunteer at a women's shelter, a soup kitchen, etc.. that gratification you find when you help others is unparalleled. Don't give up on love, but be prepared for the risks that come with it. Good luck!
look inside...be the best person you can be and you will find your happiness...you can't go out and search for it...thats how you end up looking in the wrong places...it will come when your ready
i have always been told that you have to be happy with yourself first...no one or nothing can MAKE you happy...find it within yourself and then happiness will be all around you. Keep trying to find your inner peace....and all will get better for your spirit.
find jesus, and god and you will be happy, theres no material thing that will make u happy 4ever, only jesus and god can do that, work on your soul not your house
You make your own happiness and trust me, it has absolutely ZERO to do with any bullsh*t Eastern philosophy or (Yikes!) ISLAM (they have proven that they are ALL animals!). I wouldn't put one iota of faith in ANY organized religion because it's all a hoax. I don't need someone else to tell me how to walk a moral or good path based on some fictional religious text. Nope, you find it within yourself. I'm happier now in my 40's than I was in my 20's. Life is always GOOD. Just remember that.
May I suggest that you find and spend a lot of time with older married couples who have spent the majority of their lives together, have raised children, and are more in love with each other than when they first began. I think you will find some important insights. God bless you!
You are the product of your generation. You lived your life attaining the goals you thought you had to. Money, success, or possessions are all we are worth to society. You have believed the greatest lie, HAPPINESS! Life isn't about being happy, satisfied, or fulfilled. It's about enduring hardships. "To live is to suffer, but giving up is death." Amore101. Life is only a test of how long one can cope with misery, and trials. I don't know why nobody told you.
This is why so many people are coming to islam despite all negative images potrayed by the media day in day out. Truth will always be the truth. Allah guides whom He wills and leave astray whom He wills. If you really searching with open hearted and open minded, Allah will show you where you can find perfect happiness,everlasting one.You will be succedded here and hereafter with really meaning of success.Success is neither materials neither fame.look at the life of rich and famous,they miserable
Human being completed with all five aspects, the soul that connects us with unseen, the mind where we contemplate and analyze info b4 we decide, the heart where all feelings eminents from, the self-the you that always consider himself b4 anybody,and the BODY which houses all these elements. We should think the significance of each of these elements towards the attainment of that purose.Indeed we're capable of acquiring,analyzing,manipulating data and infos thru our senses beyond reasonable doubt
Truly you need to make some serious changes to honor the gift of life you posses b4 too late.I i came across this video and i know i can something to help you by the grace of Allah.Material world is nothing but delusion. Richness is in contentement. Everyone who is loughing is not means they happy.Happiness comes from tranquility.Tranquility obtained when one lives according to the purpose of life.Purpose of life is to realize and recognize ones self as a complete human being with all 5 aspects
Sam, your gorgeous and talented, you just have to know that and remind yourself of that. I'm picky too so haha trust me on that. Seems like you have the same problem of being too picky. Its a hard thing to change about ones self. Ill tell you this though......I've found in my life, whenever i stopped looking for that someone.....I'd meet someone appealing out of the blue....life's funny like that....
The first thing you need to do is stop worrying about the "what if's" in life. Be thankful that you woke up this morning alive and healthy. I believe what is meant to be is meant to be and that everything happens for a reason. You are a beautiful and intelligent women. The other thing is the more you strive to change things, the more frustrated you're going to get when reality doesnt allow it. Let everyday take it's course. Your life is already a success it can only get greater.
check out these books: the tao te ching, siddhartha, books by the philosopher osho, and books about buddhism. they really helped me so much. take them all with a grain of salt, but there is so much great insight in there.
The thing is Samantha you never have really followed your heart, you have always done what evrybody thinks you should do. You have probably never been your own person. Hopefully its not to late. Youve taken the first step and are now aware of the problem. THINK FOR YOUR SELF!!! your here asking for other peoples opinions?! THINK FOR YOUR SELF!!
hmmm simply put... do what makes you happy.. what YOU find is your purpose in life... none of us should be telling you what to do.. YOU must choose... thats part of being an adult... making choices of your own..
ok ma'am what u need to do is sit down and think about what have u done with your life and what are things that u want to do in your life and as long as your happy with yourself live your life simple
I don't usually post on videos, but I just happened to click on this.
Everyone is posting about what you NEED to do, or what you NEED to find. You don't NEED to do anything, just be happy with yourself. Be completely fulfilled with the self, independent of every thing. Then, decide the next step, whatever that might be. A spiritual change, "a baby," as one person posted, a new career, a new place. If you are fulfilled without things, adding them just lubricates your path to happiness.
Girl come on...You have got to get yourself together... With a cute face like that u should be happy... look all u need to know is that u are the only person that controls ur feelings... You need to go out and do the things that make you happy...stop trying so hard ... ok ....just let it come to you
my ex wife filed for divorce because she said she was un happy , 6 years later , she still doesn't look so happy with a mountain of damage and the shattered lives of what was her family behind her. Sometimes I think maybe if we were more thankful of what we do have in our lives instead of always wanting more (guilty of it myself )we would be happier people
Hi Samantha.my name's Keith its a pleasure to meet you. I dont know why i came upon you tonight. I'm searching for answers too. A relationship wont be what your looking for? May i ask how old you are? i need alot of suppoert right now... you see i'm currently homeless, i wouldnt mind a donation... or a future... wife or something, i virtually have no one, and nothing. thanx again.
I wouldn't doubt the reason she's not happy is because she thinks money and love are the only things you need in life to make you happy. What about friends and family? Kids?
I could see her being the type who put people down in school for being ugly, smart, unsocial, and those other things.
We're all nuts Mr.CurtyL, but we all need a good friend to confide it. Samantha, you need accountability to SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE, too. I'd take just a little of what everyone's telling you. Except, delete the negative, judgmental ones. My thoughts are with you. And, ya know....I'm gonna say a prayer for you tonight, and the next few days. Expect an awesome change/miracle in YOUR life soon!!
Hey Samantha I could change your life around, trust me. I could show you what life is really about. It's not about how much money you have. Of course it's good to have money but remember money doesn't bring happiness. Life is about having fun, meeting new people seeing different places getting to know different faces. Don't talk about money. If people know that you have money they will try to use you. They will never be you true friends. Trust me I know.
Hey Samantha I could change your life around, trust me. I could show you what life is really about. It's not about how much money you have. Of course it's good to have money but remember money doesn't bring happiness. Life is about having fun, meeting new people seeing different places getting to know different faces. Don't talk about money. If people know that you have money they will try to use you. They will never be you true friends. Trust me I know.
Found your video blog accidentally, but thought it was interesting. For what it's worth, here's my 2 cents:
+ I got married a few years back to a woman that I had very little in common with, and soon felt there were a lot of basic personal qualities missing in her that I wish she had. I applaud you for doing some soul-searching for what you're looking for in a mate, even if on youtube. you're a gorgeous woman, and you appear to have great taste-- best of luck to ya.
Many of us go through times like this in life where we feel empty and in need of a greater purpose and I can tell you the answer isn't Jesus Christ or any other religious lie or drug. The answer to the emptiness is becoming aware that you are fully in control of the course of the rest of your life and the belief deep inside that you are significant. After this is accomplished you have to do self reflection and find out what needs of yours are not being fulfilled and then act to fulfill them.
what i am going to be writing to you is totally different perspective of life.. totally different from the western perspective so it will take you some time to digest it and well the eastern people have followed it for long and found happy ness.. so here it goes..
You seem to be a little depressed. Join an exercise club and go at least 3 times a week and spend as much time outdoors as possible. Works just as well, better than medications. Pamper yourself. Soak your feet in warm water while watching tv at night. Lot's of simple things can help improve your feelings, especially about yourself. Love who you are.
hey hun, you are so beautiful first of all! One day, our clothes, cars, boys, working out, worries will all not matter. There is no way this is IT. 100 years of volunteering? 100 years or sadness...
be alone in your room and just pray hun. TALK to God. Not religion, just relationship. Church offers fellowship with others who truly believe in the same God you do... not all church's are great, simple and real. No one is perfect, we all make mistakes.I'm happy we have free will to choose God.
You're young, hang in there, you'll get over it, but it can take years or your whole life going after it. You have to find something you like to do, some sort of work. It's pretty normal for somebody your age, or even much older, to have these thoughts.
For me, whenever im down.. i seek my friends. I find out why im friends with them. My personal feelings is that im their friend, to encourage, them, to make them laugh and to lift them up when they are down. You have to think, what drives you, what makes you warm inside, what do you want to do for others.. then you act upon it... you need to find out what makes you special and put that towards something. Best of luck
maybe its helping others, its definitely not church. its you, you have to feel like you have a greater purpose in life or you will always feel meaningless
LordBoone also makes a good point. Perhaps simply helping others with your money for a change may help you or doing that as well simply working to love yourself. As even though you are a good looking chick I've known many just like you who still cannot find ultimate fulfillment and happiness in good looks alone. Personal morality, getting involved to help others, loving yourself, writing out some questions to answer of what you want out of life all of this can help you get where you need to be.
Tonycdrive has the correct answer. The other suggestions made only treat the symptoms. Asking Jesus Christ to be your savior will fill the void that you are sensing. As a result, you will end up desiring to help others while your desires for material things will diminish. This happens naturally from the inside - not as a result of you trying really hard. Once we submit to God, He begins to change us in ways we could never change without him. I wish you well!
Honey, as I mentioned in your blog #3, I think you're running a parody bit of a desperate SWF. However, IF this is real, it sounds like your hormones are driving you to do weird things like post on YouTube for a mate. The week before ovulation will do that when your estrogen levels are climbing. It sounds like you've past your ovulation and your head is clearing. Stay away from church singles groups. Some of the most pathetic men lurk in those places.
you mentioned the answer...all selfish people(no matter what their economic situation) I know are miserable, the people who volunteer and help others are the people who seem to have fulfillment...good luck
Just get out there and try some different things - Salsa Dancing, Intro to Nailguns at Home Depot; Volleyball at a nearby Community Center - things like that. Your sincerity is amazing! I think all you have to do is get away from the parts of your surroundings that aren't helping. -Jim
Matthew 16:26 says..."For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?" I am dead serious when i tell you that the only thing in the world that can make you happy is having "Jesus Christ" in your heart. go to a "First Baptist Church" and see the happiness in their faces! read the new testament. but most importantly ask Jesus to come into your heart! and get baptized. you really can feel the difference! Jesus is the only person that can fill the emptiness!
Best wishes on your efforts. The volunteering idea sounds like a good one. It seems that happiness is a lot like love: The best way to get it is to provide it to others. There is so much suffering by millions (actually BILLIONS) who dream of having what you have (money, health, good looks, US citizenship, etc.) that helping just one could not only provide you some worthy satisfaction, but it could give you real purpose and put your own life in better perspective.
Though your video is about 2 years old but i just watched it so this is what i have to say:To find happiness you have to search within.Try and know yourself and i mean ask yourself this: Who am i? If one knows oneself one is fulfilled. Have you ever wondered what difference it would have made if you were nt born? and what difference will it make when you are gone? Why are you here? Food for your thought but i would say its just an appetizer....Think,Question,Ponder,Ask within and you shall know
kamrankhan1uk 1 year ago
@kamrankhan1uk corniest comment to the flakiest video = cornflakes
mofoheltahskeltah 1 year ago
wow....i just want to give you a hug.I'll say a prayer for you Samantha.
Take care.:)
mrtravelman1 2 years ago
Happiness is sumthing subjective. It depends on what you have and whats happening in ur surroundings. You should look for joy to fill that void. And that Void can only be filled with Jesus Christ. A closer relationship with HIM (not the internet) is what will solve that emptiness feeling. U mentioned that upray. But who are you praying to. The love of Christ will not force its way upon u, you have to choose it. God bless you with peace, prosperity and spiritual fulfillment, In Jesus' name. AMEN
twinkle817 2 years ago
Sorry but there's no such thing as happiness. That's just a word and a temporary state. When the body's cells are constantly dying, that is life - constant death. Get used to the times you feel are down times as wonderful moments to experience life and light, sounds and shapes. Happiness is just a word. There could never be anything more meant for you than right now, but, it's okay to want more too just cut out the stuff that doesn't work and see what matters most.
mmclell32 2 years ago
i truly believe you are in pain. here's the thing though.. the more you have, the more you want, the less you can acquire, thus the less things will make you happy. oh and, instead of trying to connect to people on the internet try meeting people at the supermarket, in the park, whatever. and get away from the superficial scenes where only superficial people go. take off the makeups and put on your sport gears. go find a genuine guy for gods sake.
blankie123 2 years ago
Go to South Africa...most beatiful place and people....go there you will find your happiness i guarantee
jetdatboy 2 years ago
Hi Samantha
I would like to talk to you.
frankfantastic001 2 years ago
I'd go out with you, however I'm old and crusty, is that O.K.?
1onebastard 2 years ago
True happines comes when we do something for someone else. Everything we see will turn to dust one day but what the ways we have helped others will remain. Happiness comes from within not from external entities.
chaminda123 2 years ago
i am ready to be your love
nanu431979 2 years ago
anthony robbins, john gray, joel osteen
1pokerknight 2 years ago
Hi Samantha :-)
Hope you are ok.
It made me feel a bit uneasy watching this vid...you are in a very depressive mood.
Wanted to leave you a link for something to watch,but didn't know how to msg you.
MusicMan20061210 3 years ago
I'll give you litlle advice. If You need to find a man who will love You. Don't talk about Your credit card! Speak about yourself because You are Beautifull woman ;) and this is Yours huge advantage ;) I hope You also smart than You should know that ;) Greatings from Poland ;)
ATRbig 3 years ago
Love comes when your not expecting it, not when you go looking for it... although, you can make your self more available, and not be scared to let some of your walls down... be real and open your self up to people, and good things will come of it... even in Hollywood, I HOPE, I'm moving there tomorrow :-P
ViDiOJOE58 3 years ago
??? so who is the single and blonde --- i'm interested !!! errrr,,,,,,, okay, i just posted a rockin new video ---- 2 of them at my VideoLog thingy ----- it's on my channel,,,, and this Light*Warrior of the End Times is off to make Zillions ............... Quantum Mechanistic Corpuscles of Living Light !!! Ahhh,,,, my wonderful new friend, please stay closely in touch :)
StarryNightBluesBand 3 years ago
looking for a hollywood guy right? tons of white guys living there.
sonofmanchu 3 years ago
Good Luck. As a doctor, I hope you don't discount the possibility of clinical depression. You seem so sad. And I hope you take time for yourself instead of volunteering. As a caregiver you already devote enough time to people in need. To volunteer to help other people seems a bit excessive. I hope to see a Vlog #5 with you having new insights about yourself and having a better sense of who you are. But, don't fret love will come.
MisterGSC 3 years ago
Goodness. Get over yourself.
KenGS333 3 years ago
you have the CUTEST facial expressions! Love it!
OC714CM 3 years ago
you need to do something so dangerous it scares the living shit out of you! move to borneo and become a stick fighter perhaps .
parachute jumping is quicker though or buy a motorcycle or learn to play an musical instrument well,look how happy all the musicians are on youtube
crabtrap 3 years ago
There is no such thing as happiness.
Once you realize what happiness is, or that you were happy, that moment is already past. So in essence, you can never really be happy at the moment. However, you can be happy if you live for the moment, FULLY, expecting nothing. Expect no happiness, just live every second...but realize that you will know happiness when it is past.
This may sound depressing, but you will know how "happy" you are now when you are old..njoy moving your healthy body in space
humynism 3 years ago
Quit putting your trust in a God to change these things for you, and walk through life on your own.
You're not happy because you have nothing to be sad about.
WeedGreenPowerRanger 3 years ago
What is this?
phobik2000 3 years ago
you'll find love when God wills it. dont try so hard, maybe what you are looking for is right in front of you. forget about all of it, and relax. do everything you've ever wanted to do, and maybe you'll find someone who is interested in those kinds of things too!
pyromaniacICPluver 3 years ago
go rock climbing =-D
ThePotatoes 3 years ago
buy a red bull energy drink. it gives you wings. or maybe buy a new car and floor it. duh!
CrazyRevMan 3 years ago
God is just a deeper delusion. I knw hw tempting n convincing is 2 beliv in God (..etc) to find a meaning for our life. It's just, life is indeed difficult and all we are doing is playing our individual role in it. Nature has no special regard for individuals..it only cares the holistic outcome..
tachyon7777 3 years ago
God is the answer.
It's that simple.
rikutaka 3 years ago
thats right you nailed it. =D
evankimbell0710 3 years ago
Hi Samantha
Been there myself girl!
God created a large hole in our soul that only He can fill. We spend a lot of our life trying to fill it up with "things." God is so patient. When we run out of "things", He is still their waiting for us to come to Him.
"I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No man comes unto the Father but by Me." John 3:16
"I have come that they (you) may have life, and that they (you) may have it more abundantly." John 10:10
In His Bonds
Bobbysoxer2 3 years ago 2
that emptiness will only be filled by Jesus Christ :) ask him to come and fill that gap in your life with himself. it fills with you complete joy that you cant find anywhere else! trust me, i know from experience!
5FoOtaCeofCLubS 3 years ago
blah blah blah rich girl
if your so rich there plenty of things you and your rich friends can do to help people in need.
no one can be truly happy in there life unless they are helping someone
fruitbowlspy 3 years ago
Only you can make you happy.
sphinxrising58 3 years ago
Jesus Christ is the only answer
MAYPOHEAD 3 years ago
You bear a slight resemblance to Uma Thurman, in the lips & nose. Good luck with the man search, but happiness comes from within...first be happy with yourself, then look for a relationship, otherwise you will have problems! Yes, make that change...
Squeaky1423 3 years ago
look outside yourself. Change the world around you and you for the better of all and you will find happines, self-fulfillment and a partner that will love and cherish you in return.
satinhooks 3 years ago
i'm not good at giving advice. i'm very sorry : /
actionsail 3 years ago
first and foremost, do you live near me ?? :)
second... i tell the few people i call friends not to dwell on what other people think or say anymore because of the mass brainwashing of what a person is supposed to be nowadays..
third... you seem sincere and true so thats more than what most can ask for.. wait isnt that a song?? at least part of it :P be yourself and help the misfortuned when u can. do something locally for kids..
lastly.... disco dancing seems to help tremendously :)
Jammin67 3 years ago
Who are you? and Why should I care?
markstarr66 3 years ago
Its called Depression girl...see a doctor!
batar24 3 years ago
Pray more ! Talk to people @ your church, or find one. You are empty. The man you seek is waiting for you. Then will you find an earthly
Man...........Lov in his name.
popamonka 3 years ago
if those are your true emotions and you are not just acting... i would suggest...
meditation.
getting back to school/grad school..
finding another job which would keep you busy..
dating a good guy.. (someone like me.. :D )
jaydesh9 3 years ago
now srsly guis is she trolling?
elpolentatlp 3 years ago
someone is a sad panda!
WadeGriffith 3 years ago
Go see the Grand Canyon, Go see Machu Picchu,
Go see the Kilimanjaro, Go to see the Buddhist
Temples in Burma. You will find your answers there.
Joe501s 3 years ago
You need Jesus, girl.........
a9323hj 3 years ago
Wow first your gorgeous with a capitol G!!! Second you rate about a 10 on the stressed out scale. Warning you also sound like you're edging into "I'm desperate " stage. My recommendation is that you go have some FUN. Play hard, laugh until you cry and if that doesn't work maybe go buy a box of cheep dishes and break them. Seriously throw each one with as much force as you can muster against the alley wall of your building. Once you can breath deeply again, life should feel much better
ericpgriffith 3 years ago
a blonde that's not a golddigger! Bless you my child!
stubaby68 3 years ago
I agree with volunteering your time, especially to the needy. Trust me, money will not buy happiness. I just got back from Egypt were I saw an entire city of people who live with the garbage. The government pays them 18 Egyptian pounds or $3.50/week to sift through the garbage and pull out recycled good. Spend some time helping out with orphan children or an old folks home. It will give you a new outlook on your OWN life and what is important. Owning things are great, but giving love is better.
matthewibaker 3 years ago
I think I could make you happy...
trastic16 3 years ago
solution, an hero!
Hilariousity 3 years ago
through giving we receive, we open ourselves to the Universe and thus allow good things to come to us. find the way to volunteer that best expresses who you are, your heart. those who understand about giving are the best to give to, so please be careful like this. thank you so much for sharing your heart with us. we are creating a new world in this way : )
oceanbobcat 3 years ago
GET close from GOD thru helping needy people...GOD Bless you..
majd101403 3 years ago 4
If I were you, Id try giving.. Its nice you can afford to buy what you want, because alot of us cant. I live paycheck to paycheck. Ive got $300 in the bank. You should be happy. If I were you, Id do as the other guy said and volunteer or help someone that isnt so lucky. Maybe if you can bring some happieness to someone elses life, karma with come back ten fold.
6153938 3 years ago 2
Don't Ignore The Signs, Volunteer! I Did And I've Been Happy Ever Since:)
rumple10 3 years ago
The things that seem to be furthest to find are usually the closest things to you. You may be looking too far for something that is right in front of you. Don't overlook the simple things make the most of them.
erivera989 3 years ago 2
Maybe the way to happiness and the meaning of life is just to stop asking. You can find joy and meaning in things you do in daily life, without having to turn your life upside down.
bonferronic 3 years ago
you need GOD in your life.
robbyearon 3 years ago
i want you
i want you so bad
Klabybaby 3 years ago
Whenever I'm down, I always think about the starving kids in Africa and Asia. You shouldn't make mountains out of mole hills remember that.
Cannedmeat420 3 years ago
just count your blessings, everyday . . then realize how lucky u really are.
skipdogg1 3 years ago
Life is good ;o) I stay happy 24/7 I got my family and god
95milkbone 3 years ago
she looks like uma thurman :]
gttoblstr 3 years ago 4
sit down and sit in the lotus position or just normally and chant the budihist mantra
Om Mani Padyma hum.. channt it for many a days and you will get your satifaction..
you choise.. have done mantras for long time.. best remedy for the mental problems.. again you choise.. search for Gayatri Mantra on the net.. again if you have it in you you will do it ..ie in your destiny or you will just over look it..just a hint is some times good.. if you can pick it up..goodluck
dd1857 3 years ago
thats good
drkelven2 3 years ago
She look like Uma Thurman!! didn't she?
lostparadise123 3 years ago
Any true happiness your find in this life has to come from inside. There is no person or thing outside of you that will cause you to be satisfied. Consequently - become the person that you are happy with and all else will follow.
lorenzo23462 3 years ago
Hi. It seems like we look everywhere for fulfillment, that true happiness. You mentioned volunteering - Selfless giving gives YOU joy, whether you give money, your hands, or just your time. You said that you prayed every night - exactly the correct path to follow. Ask and ye shall receive, knock and it shall be opened unto you, search and you shall find. Read Joel Osteen's "Your Best Life Now." If you keep seeking God, I promise HE will show u things u never dreamed of. -Shane :)
dsreynolds81 3 years ago
you may have the most interesting aspect i've ever seen
'my credit card is nice and full' - not sure if thats good or bad, but i love the use of language there
PredictionBoy 3 years ago
first of all stop praying, there is no god, only for the weak, you have to be strong, stop consuming values and start producing values for others, study science build your own science lab and be productive you might not agree with this message but when all else fails and you cant find happiness just come back to this post and contact me i may be able to help.
drkelven2 3 years ago
but...about the blog....try traveling the world u know... go everywhere u every though about goin and just have fun while u still can....and good luck with which ever solution u choose
tyonemusic 3 years ago
enough pair of shoes??? sorry but theres no such thing lol
tyonemusic 3 years ago
Samantha, in my view we were made to behold that which is beautiful...and looking to the inside will do no good. John 14:6 is the answer...there is no more beautiful and no one more fulfilling...may I humbly suggest the song Love is Here by tenth avenue north...satisfaction and contentment comes from outside ourselves...hope you make it, hope I see you on the other side...I have contentment, I have peace and I have happiness and none of it is due to anything material, Peace, Jimmy Psalm 32:1,2
NebraskaJimmy 3 years ago
youre just greedy and want everything.
Jsmooth7444 3 years ago
"blogging..." ew
baconboyjm 3 years ago
It sounds like you're at a point where life is empty, you want to find happiness, but can't seem to put your finger on it. Nothing you do seems to work to fill that void.
mwpowellnm 3 years ago
You are beautiful. That's all you need.
Zendik1 3 years ago
SAMANTHA
mohamedgaysa 3 years ago
Whah, whah, whah...just thank God your alive. When you stop feeling the pain, you're in trouble. At least you can feel. Anything above ground is good...remember that.
tainer203 3 years ago
I almost forgot about Actors I'm used to paying to see them Act and they get get paid to Act are you getting paid to act on you tube?
Fooled me I thought you were real.Why would I want to share my Art or tributes with phonies.
phillipkingpk 3 years ago
God did not save us so we could focus on ourselves. He saved us so we could focus on loving him and others. Being a Christian is not about the pursuit of happiness. Rather, it is about the pursuit of holiness. It is about dying to self and living for God. It is about serving God and others. Just take the great commandment and the great commission as examples of where we should be focused.
KinematicViscosity 3 years ago
hey cowgirl, keep keepin on, im right there with ya take care much love and peace to you
718nf 3 years ago
lol play some sports with someone..
acrislazoiu 3 years ago
but only when with a group of other people in a sort of tournament...
acrislazoiu 3 years ago
the depression back...
and all I just said is an acceptable way to manipulate God's laws and works better or just as good as praying... probably better... praying does not seem to be working for you...
by the way this is actually a technique that anyone can use no matter how much God loves or hates them this uses Gods laws to find happiness no matter who you are... unless you win all the time already more than you lost then you have..but then you would probably already be happy nm It's just that
acrislazoiu 3 years ago
get the special brain surgery of depression thing that gets rid of your depression permanently I wanna get that too.. that must be awesome to have lol.. you can be happy for no reason at all times... it's better than drinking so I should save money for that instead of beers... one of the downsides to it though would probably be that you can't feel sad when you need to if you feel like you should be sad...
acrislazoiu 3 years ago
good luck with the changes you are making in your life. I will pray for you.
kcchiefsfan1981 3 years ago
you can have my kids if itll make you happy yea yea it will
surfbraherik 3 years ago
You must love yourself before you can love someone else...With that being said, stop chasing what it is your looking for, let it come to you...It will come to you when you least expect it and when you're ready. You won't be ready until you're completely happy with yourself.
MandieRenee07 3 years ago
This is absolutely true in that you cant expect someone to create the love you lack within yourself. Being a woman, you are not obligated socially to find love because its your biological imperative to protect yourself.
c00lwatter 3 years ago
You just need me, someone like me, as your friend, you are just going through a form of dementia or schizophrenia, you are beautiful
ItalianWarrior777 3 years ago
Start communing with nature and animals.!!! :D People suck!
jmonie02 3 years ago
praying to find happiness? stop wasting god's time, he has people praying for food.
kneeare 3 years ago
God is not to be mocked.
timman2000 3 years ago
Jesus said on another occasion, "even when a person has an abundance his life does not result from the things he possesses." (Luke 12:15) If we put first the things that are really important, such as our relationship with God, family concerns, and other related matters, then our "eye" will be "simple," uncluttered. Jesus taught that those who view life as little more than an opportunity to amass wealth essentially miss out on life.
tabarugonzo 3 years ago
Keep Your Life Simple
First, look at Jesus' counsel on the matter of wealth. After counseling against making the pursuit of wealth the main thing in life, he made a striking expression. He said: "If, then, your eye is simple, your whole body will be bright." (Matthew 6:19-22) Essentially, he said that if we avidly pursue wealth, power, or any of the other goals people set for themselves, we will lose out on more important things.
tabarugonzo 3 years ago
well I know exactly how you feel as I have had that same exact feeling. But yeah, that's life sweet Babe, don't give up, email me and I'll give you all you want and make you very happy. I have done it before. So hey, gimme a try.
HotFox4U2 3 years ago
I believe that spiritual contentment and knowing oneself is the best goal, not just happiness, which can be transitory, "Be generous in prosperity and thankful in adversity" says one world religion. Ironically, to find yourself, you may have to first serve others; this reveals your personality and how well you have acquired virtues like forgiveness, patience, and humility. Parents get this spiritual workout whether they expected it or not! :-)
sjlarcadia 3 years ago
you spend money like its water? intelligent.
resture 3 years ago
lol to that
longz654321 3 years ago
Love and happiness are fickle. Chase them and they will run. It is usually when you give up on them that they come to you. And remember, that there is no happiness without sadness, no light without dark. You will have times of both. Without the sadness, you would never appreciate, nor recognize the happiness. True happiness will come from you. And no one can ever take that away.
lepa1989 3 years ago
Bible imo
timsanford91 3 years ago
what kind of "change"? i dont get it.....
louie90032 3 years ago
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kerin1 3 years ago
Don't look for happiness in any one thing, or expect it to be permanent when you find it. Like anything else, it comes and goes. Why wait or look for it when you can choose it.
bucks1414 3 years ago
Don't worry Sam, loneliness gets the best of us, just remember that sometimes having a man can be more painful (cheating, abusive, dishonest, etc...) than being single. It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders, a good heart, & a blessed life. Focus your energy on something positive, volunteer at a women's shelter, a soup kitchen, etc.. that gratification you find when you help others is unparalleled. Don't give up on love, but be prepared for the risks that come with it. Good luck!
yaboymartele 3 years ago
look inside...be the best person you can be and you will find your happiness...you can't go out and search for it...thats how you end up looking in the wrong places...it will come when your ready
nicholsbw 3 years ago
i have always been told that you have to be happy with yourself first...no one or nothing can MAKE you happy...find it within yourself and then happiness will be all around you. Keep trying to find your inner peace....and all will get better for your spirit.
iwantian 3 years ago
find jesus, and god and you will be happy, theres no material thing that will make u happy 4ever, only jesus and god can do that, work on your soul not your house
rustybones3115 3 years ago
You make your own happiness and trust me, it has absolutely ZERO to do with any bullsh*t Eastern philosophy or (Yikes!) ISLAM (they have proven that they are ALL animals!). I wouldn't put one iota of faith in ANY organized religion because it's all a hoax. I don't need someone else to tell me how to walk a moral or good path based on some fictional religious text. Nope, you find it within yourself. I'm happier now in my 40's than I was in my 20's. Life is always GOOD. Just remember that.
KoenHead 3 years ago
dont worry you are good looking the right guy will come along?
Flabio13 3 years ago
May I suggest that you find and spend a lot of time with older married couples who have spent the majority of their lives together, have raised children, and are more in love with each other than when they first began. I think you will find some important insights. God bless you!
utube0071 3 years ago
You are the product of your generation. You lived your life attaining the goals you thought you had to. Money, success, or possessions are all we are worth to society. You have believed the greatest lie, HAPPINESS! Life isn't about being happy, satisfied, or fulfilled. It's about enduring hardships. "To live is to suffer, but giving up is death." Amore101. Life is only a test of how long one can cope with misery, and trials. I don't know why nobody told you.
amore101 3 years ago
This is why so many people are coming to islam despite all negative images potrayed by the media day in day out. Truth will always be the truth. Allah guides whom He wills and leave astray whom He wills. If you really searching with open hearted and open minded, Allah will show you where you can find perfect happiness,everlasting one.You will be succedded here and hereafter with really meaning of success.Success is neither materials neither fame.look at the life of rich and famous,they miserable
kijukuu 3 years ago
Human being completed with all five aspects, the soul that connects us with unseen, the mind where we contemplate and analyze info b4 we decide, the heart where all feelings eminents from, the self-the you that always consider himself b4 anybody,and the BODY which houses all these elements. We should think the significance of each of these elements towards the attainment of that purose.Indeed we're capable of acquiring,analyzing,manipulating data and infos thru our senses beyond reasonable doubt
kijukuu 3 years ago
Truly you need to make some serious changes to honor the gift of life you posses b4 too late.I i came across this video and i know i can something to help you by the grace of Allah.Material world is nothing but delusion. Richness is in contentement. Everyone who is loughing is not means they happy.Happiness comes from tranquility.Tranquility obtained when one lives according to the purpose of life.Purpose of life is to realize and recognize ones self as a complete human being with all 5 aspects
kijukuu 3 years ago
Sam, your gorgeous and talented, you just have to know that and remind yourself of that. I'm picky too so haha trust me on that. Seems like you have the same problem of being too picky. Its a hard thing to change about ones self. Ill tell you this though......I've found in my life, whenever i stopped looking for that someone.....I'd meet someone appealing out of the blue....life's funny like that....
bizmarkie6913 3 years ago
Helping others less fortunate will make you happy.
ryanjcus 3 years ago
just live!!
smitti27 3 years ago
The first thing you need to do is stop worrying about the "what if's" in life. Be thankful that you woke up this morning alive and healthy. I believe what is meant to be is meant to be and that everything happens for a reason. You are a beautiful and intelligent women. The other thing is the more you strive to change things, the more frustrated you're going to get when reality doesnt allow it. Let everyday take it's course. Your life is already a success it can only get greater.
smitti27 3 years ago
check out these books: the tao te ching, siddhartha, books by the philosopher osho, and books about buddhism. they really helped me so much. take them all with a grain of salt, but there is so much great insight in there.
chelajene 3 years ago
i like smoke a big joints then go to dunkin donuts get a strawberry ice drink thing and some boston cremes
twodpuppet 3 years ago
The thing is Samantha you never have really followed your heart, you have always done what evrybody thinks you should do. You have probably never been your own person. Hopefully its not to late. Youve taken the first step and are now aware of the problem. THINK FOR YOUR SELF!!! your here asking for other peoples opinions?! THINK FOR YOUR SELF!!
ovchapa 3 years ago
Try GOD... a relationship with God fills that void that we try to fill with sex, drugs, money, and other things... just talk to him.
jlaws1569 3 years ago
hmmm simply put... do what makes you happy.. what YOU find is your purpose in life... none of us should be telling you what to do.. YOU must choose... thats part of being an adult... making choices of your own..
fangfing 3 years ago
are you for reals. u seem happy to me
slapingtheone 3 years ago
ok ma'am what u need to do is sit down and think about what have u done with your life and what are things that u want to do in your life and as long as your happy with yourself live your life simple
xxl3g4cy 3 years ago
I don't usually post on videos, but I just happened to click on this.
Everyone is posting about what you NEED to do, or what you NEED to find. You don't NEED to do anything, just be happy with yourself. Be completely fulfilled with the self, independent of every thing. Then, decide the next step, whatever that might be. A spiritual change, "a baby," as one person posted, a new career, a new place. If you are fulfilled without things, adding them just lubricates your path to happiness.
jamcga2 3 years ago
FIND YOURSELF!!!!
iamjezuzchrist 3 years ago
find god woman
freak989 3 years ago
Another thing do things with your money that will make you feel good about yourself like investing in something good. (like my advice.jk )
iDraco9011 3 years ago
Girl come on...You have got to get yourself together... With a cute face like that u should be happy... look all u need to know is that u are the only person that controls ur feelings... You need to go out and do the things that make you happy...stop trying so hard ... ok ....just let it come to you
iDraco9011 3 years ago
my ex wife filed for divorce because she said she was un happy , 6 years later , she still doesn't look so happy with a mountain of damage and the shattered lives of what was her family behind her. Sometimes I think maybe if we were more thankful of what we do have in our lives instead of always wanting more (guilty of it myself )we would be happier people
levisnteeshirt 3 years ago
don't do anything too crazy to find happiness,, message me back if you want ,,,,,
levisnteeshirt 3 years ago
you need a baby!!!
Auggie97 3 years ago
Hi Samantha.my name's Keith its a pleasure to meet you. I dont know why i came upon you tonight. I'm searching for answers too. A relationship wont be what your looking for? May i ask how old you are? i need alot of suppoert right now... you see i'm currently homeless, i wouldnt mind a donation... or a future... wife or something, i virtually have no one, and nothing. thanx again.
Sqaull3788 3 years ago
I wouldn't doubt the reason she's not happy is because she thinks money and love are the only things you need in life to make you happy. What about friends and family? Kids?
I could see her being the type who put people down in school for being ugly, smart, unsocial, and those other things.
Spoonman184 3 years ago
WOW
chicodieco 3 years ago 2
The answer is therapy.
Ask a friend for a referral, or just open the Yellow Pages.
If that fails....go to the OTB parlor.
seanpatrick66 3 years ago
All the best to you. You seem so sweet. Hang in there.
teasmama 3 years ago
We're all nuts Mr.CurtyL, but we all need a good friend to confide it. Samantha, you need accountability to SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE, too. I'd take just a little of what everyone's telling you. Except, delete the negative, judgmental ones. My thoughts are with you. And, ya know....I'm gonna say a prayer for you tonight, and the next few days. Expect an awesome change/miracle in YOUR life soon!!
~~C.C.~~
mccraiggy 3 years ago
The answer is that you have to be happy with yourself. By yourself. Until then, you will just be running.
ndrake43 3 years ago
she hot
wing667 3 years ago
Hey Samantha I could change your life around, trust me. I could show you what life is really about. It's not about how much money you have. Of course it's good to have money but remember money doesn't bring happiness. Life is about having fun, meeting new people seeing different places getting to know different faces. Don't talk about money. If people know that you have money they will try to use you. They will never be you true friends. Trust me I know.
misiupuchatek 3 years ago
Hey Samantha I could change your life around, trust me. I could show you what life is really about. It's not about how much money you have. Of course it's good to have money but remember money doesn't bring happiness. Life is about having fun, meeting new people seeing different places getting to know different faces. Don't talk about money. If people know that you have money they will try to use you. They will never be you true friends. Trust me I know.
misiupuchatek 3 years ago
God bless u in the name of Jesus he will work it out for u Aman.
willcanbe 3 years ago
sam hang in there i know how it fells i just moved out to la and im all alone out here be strong and dont give up
lovemycats83 3 years ago
dont give up.
noshodee 3 years ago
Sam--
Found your video blog accidentally, but thought it was interesting. For what it's worth, here's my 2 cents:
+ I got married a few years back to a woman that I had very little in common with, and soon felt there were a lot of basic personal qualities missing in her that I wish she had. I applaud you for doing some soul-searching for what you're looking for in a mate, even if on youtube. you're a gorgeous woman, and you appear to have great taste-- best of luck to ya.
russfox99 3 years ago
LOL
thewseshow 3 years ago
you are a perfect example of why men should NEVER get married. Leykis 101 for life
thewseshow 3 years ago
Many of us go through times like this in life where we feel empty and in need of a greater purpose and I can tell you the answer isn't Jesus Christ or any other religious lie or drug. The answer to the emptiness is becoming aware that you are fully in control of the course of the rest of your life and the belief deep inside that you are significant. After this is accomplished you have to do self reflection and find out what needs of yours are not being fulfilled and then act to fulfill them.
darkpassengerx 3 years ago
some comments..
what i am going to be writing to you is totally different perspective of life.. totally different from the western perspective so it will take you some time to digest it and well the eastern people have followed it for long and found happy ness.. so here it goes..
for the physical being:::
HOMEOPATHY
AYURVEDA
CHINESE SYSTEM OF MEDICINE
TIBBTIAN SYSTEM OF MEDICINE
UNNAI SYSTEM OF MEDICNE
ACCUPUNCTURE
for the mental part of the change next post
dd1857 3 years ago
You seem to be a little depressed. Join an exercise club and go at least 3 times a week and spend as much time outdoors as possible. Works just as well, better than medications. Pamper yourself. Soak your feet in warm water while watching tv at night. Lot's of simple things can help improve your feelings, especially about yourself. Love who you are.
rhosey001 3 years ago
Believe in JESUS...those "signs" are from HIM
celll72 3 years ago
hey hun, you are so beautiful first of all! One day, our clothes, cars, boys, working out, worries will all not matter. There is no way this is IT. 100 years of volunteering? 100 years or sadness...
be alone in your room and just pray hun. TALK to God. Not religion, just relationship. Church offers fellowship with others who truly believe in the same God you do... not all church's are great, simple and real. No one is perfect, we all make mistakes.I'm happy we have free will to choose God.
aegirly777 3 years ago
try to get a hobbie
crafting or drawling
best of luck
coldflame2007 3 years ago
Read the Book of Mormon
thebriguydude 3 years ago
You're young, hang in there, you'll get over it, but it can take years or your whole life going after it. You have to find something you like to do, some sort of work. It's pretty normal for somebody your age, or even much older, to have these thoughts.
Take a class or travel.
framundus 3 years ago
Happiness comes from within. Happy in your own skin.Go find yourself.
penngidget 3 years ago
For me, whenever im down.. i seek my friends. I find out why im friends with them. My personal feelings is that im their friend, to encourage, them, to make them laugh and to lift them up when they are down. You have to think, what drives you, what makes you warm inside, what do you want to do for others.. then you act upon it... you need to find out what makes you special and put that towards something. Best of luck
gnrkrebs 3 years ago
get a puppy
DepplandMonroe 3 years ago
maybe its helping others, its definitely not church. its you, you have to feel like you have a greater purpose in life or you will always feel meaningless
HG2013 3 years ago
Maybe you should buy things for other people and see if that will help!!
LordBoone 3 years ago 2
LordBoone also makes a good point. Perhaps simply helping others with your money for a change may help you or doing that as well simply working to love yourself. As even though you are a good looking chick I've known many just like you who still cannot find ultimate fulfillment and happiness in good looks alone. Personal morality, getting involved to help others, loving yourself, writing out some questions to answer of what you want out of life all of this can help you get where you need to be.
darkpassengerx 3 years ago
Tonycdrive has the correct answer. The other suggestions made only treat the symptoms. Asking Jesus Christ to be your savior will fill the void that you are sensing. As a result, you will end up desiring to help others while your desires for material things will diminish. This happens naturally from the inside - not as a result of you trying really hard. Once we submit to God, He begins to change us in ways we could never change without him. I wish you well!
jayates1vectorman 3 years ago
YOur nuts lady.
curtyL 3 years ago
I wish you the best of luck.
I agree that you express your value system.
Although? There are so many different beliefs and values out there; that I can't be sure what you are saying.
Currently, You seem to be looking for God Religion issues.
Previously, You have been talking about finding the perfect man that is a professional; so that you can settle down.
It seems that you have good ideas. It is just that 'Good intentions are not always clear to understand'. Best of Luck. I
ted77756 3 years ago
Honey, as I mentioned in your blog #3, I think you're running a parody bit of a desperate SWF. However, IF this is real, it sounds like your hormones are driving you to do weird things like post on YouTube for a mate. The week before ovulation will do that when your estrogen levels are climbing. It sounds like you've past your ovulation and your head is clearing. Stay away from church singles groups. Some of the most pathetic men lurk in those places.
InfiniteMushroom 3 years ago
you mentioned the answer...all selfish people(no matter what their economic situation) I know are miserable, the people who volunteer and help others are the people who seem to have fulfillment...good luck
coachtugger 3 years ago
Travel
rabbitear 3 years ago 4
Just get out there and try some different things - Salsa Dancing, Intro to Nailguns at Home Depot; Volleyball at a nearby Community Center - things like that. Your sincerity is amazing! I think all you have to do is get away from the parts of your surroundings that aren't helping. -Jim
jimmurnane 3 years ago
Matthew 16:26 says..."For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?" I am dead serious when i tell you that the only thing in the world that can make you happy is having "Jesus Christ" in your heart. go to a "First Baptist Church" and see the happiness in their faces! read the new testament. but most importantly ask Jesus to come into your heart! and get baptized. you really can feel the difference! Jesus is the only person that can fill the emptiness!
tonycdrive 3 years ago
Best wishes on your efforts. The volunteering idea sounds like a good one. It seems that happiness is a lot like love: The best way to get it is to provide it to others. There is so much suffering by millions (actually BILLIONS) who dream of having what you have (money, health, good looks, US citizenship, etc.) that helping just one could not only provide you some worthy satisfaction, but it could give you real purpose and put your own life in better perspective.
monsterwaxguy 3 years ago