Much better to know that I am not alone in my battle with depression. Thank you to Billy for this interview, and thank you to the user for uploading this.
I can relate to Billy so much. That's why I always loved his lyrics. They have always provided a sense of comfort for me. Smashing Pumpkins have helped me survive depression. Depression has been one of the biggest trials in my life, but it has taught me so much. I really think that you have to travel through the pits of Hell and back to truly see and appreciate the true beauty of life. I actually became teary eyed the first time I watched it. Ridiculous, I know, but it made me feel so mu
I totally understand him. I am in a similar position now, of being alone and isolated. Its really not easy. Although sometimes you want to reach out, but the fear of rejection drags you back into your isolation. Its really self-defeating.
"I thought the thoughts in my head are mine alone, I thought the feelings I have are mine alone and Im raised to believe that these thought concepts are weak."
ok, hes not alone and confused,this isnt hard for him because hes been thro it i was the same way, and talking about it to people sux , cuz they feel bad for you, but its just life to us,
Wow, I can totally relate to this! It's nice to know that what I feel, with the loneliness, inability to trust, and sorrow that it really isn't just happening to me, but other people and support from friends, teachers, etc is really the greatest thing whenever the dark or hard times reemerge in life. Thank you Billy for giving those of us, who can relate in any way, inspiration to carry on and know that we can be successful! :)
@musicman02 Maybe...but a lot of people go through depression, cut themselves, or develop OCD...maybe he just a normal person, but you never know..maybe he is, but he doesn't look that bad like other victims..
He's so thin here, he looks completely different. I imagine he was getting tired of seeing himself with a really round head and face, hence the hat and angularity.
corgan is one of the best we have from our generation.. I know some might think im nuts but I put his songwritting and music arraingements up there with lennon/mcCartney
@CLTJV You and every other sad sack teenager that has ever lived. The only reason people care about what he's saying is because he's famous.
Try to tell "your story" and you'll see. Nobody gives a shit about you until you're famous or dead.
I have no sympathy for him. Millions of kids go through the same thing everyday, he's not special in this respect. He had some hits in the 90's so now everyone wants to hear his life story. Bollocks.
dude shut the fuck up u have no life if all ur gonna do is read comments and express ur feelings and thoughts about it. Right now i compare ur life to a worthless faggot who gets on his computer just to say stupid things about other people because he has nothing else to do in his time. instead of telling me to get a life which i have, why not get one for yourself.
@CLTJV You're obviously not too bright, so allow me to try to speak monosyllabically enough for yo to follow. If you had a life, as you claim, you probably wouldn't get so worked up over a complete stranger's response to you. It's kind of pathetic. Go sulk in your room, you waste of space.
And just for the record, my comment was aimed at the celebrity obsessed culture we live in, not you, don't flatter yourself.f you had understood my comment, you'd know that.
ha! im a sulk of space huh? your the one that decides oh im going to speak retard to that random person i dont know. i believe your the "sulk of space". and why does it matter what billy corgan or any other celebrity has to say. its not likew your opinion will change anything will it? why even watch this video when you can be a bright person and mouth off to someone in person than over a computer like you are. dont be calling me a sad teenager. you dont know who i am so dont judge me
What is a "sulk of space"? Apparently you can't read, not that I'm surprised. I watched the interview because I like his music. I wasn't even addressing you in my reply to your comment, so the fact that you're getting as self righteous as you are just makes you look bad. You have yet to say anything intelligent, so based on our pseudo-conversation here, I'm well within my right to judge you.
And you are the epitome a sad teenager, your picture is in your profile. Dumbass.
all i know is your pathetic for starting bullshit over a computer. makes me laugh. go ahead and use your "way with words" but all i know is your pointless for even discussing your opinion and blowing it out on a random person who for all you know could be the most dangerous person online....but its ok fools like you are into that stuff. anyways please stop replying. its a waste of time for us both. if you do reply, its just going to make me think ur more of a geek than i already think of u asnow
Yes, wise is the man that his been there and has lived to talk about it... most people on the genius level are seen as strange... I feel for him, he is an incredible songwriter to boot.
I agree. One thing makes me admire Corgan is his tightness and honesty writing songs or talking for medias. Once Rolling Stone Mag asked him for his favorite band actually and he didn´t name a band from his lable neither his country. He noticed the independent band SWAVE, giving very good comments about their song "In the future" and what is cool, the animated singer of this band has his same face! hahahahaha
so cute. He reminds me the singer of a cool animated band hiting strong here in Italy not being a million dollar production. Search SWAVE IN THE FUTURE
What he went through was as real as it gets, he was oviously a very vulnerable younger person, I feel really sorry for what he had to go through, if you read his online journal "carry on".
Interestingly he was raised as a Christian?? That speaks volumes.
Thats true of what he does say about telling sombody in those days of you being abuse no one would have cared. It's true! I mean when I was kid I recieve a lot of crap from people older then me and I could never tell my parents or other people because nobody cared in those days. Now a days, a kid crys wolf and everyone including the media and authorities get into it. 80% of the time it intends to be falsed. Well I respect Billy now because I think he is a stronger person.
For some reason I find it off-putting when famous people spill their guts out like this. There have to be something back to keep me wonder. Don't get me wrong I love his music and his lyrics, but I rather I hadn't seen this video. I liked my illusion of him being this dark and mysterious artist.
That's an interesting perspective. I'm the exact opposite. I prefer to know the person and events behind the lyrics. Although I still have my own interpretation of the songs, I feel like I have more insight and more of a connection to the artist once I learn more about them.
I don't see why learning about the pain and challenges an artist went through during childhood and seeing him as "dark and mysterious" as an adult have to be mutually exclusive.
It's great that billy can speak out like this because theres alot of kids and people who have felt the same way, and when they see someone who they look up to or really dig telling the same kinda feelings it really helps them deal.
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I love his music, but you would fucking think that he would get over his fucking drama and "abuse" that he suffered as a kid. Believe me, many, many of us go through shit but this fucking dude just keeps whining and whining. He's over forty, damn, get the fuck over it, and keep writing good music ya turd!
Where do you think his best music came from? Is it all about cars, sex, girls, drugs? No. Why do you think people related to the Pumpkins in the '90s so much? Because he wrote about the way he was feeling, but not in a lyrically perverse "I, my, me" sort of way. He wrote poetically, symbolically, and sometimes in really confusing, twisted ways about what he was really feeling and about the things he had gone though.
But yeah, whatever you're overcompensating for, grow a heart.
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If you had fucking half a brain, u would realize that i like his music, but it was a bunch of poetic mumbo jumbo anyway, that was good to listen to when i was 15. I dont know how old you are, but his music doesnt work anymore. That being said, i was talking about his pathetic interviews, and not his music asshat. Grow a cock and suck it, bitch.
You had to make a second account just for insulting people? Or is it for thumbing up your own comments? XD
Anyway, the fact of the matter is it -does- work. Not the new music, for a lot of reasons. See, the reason the Pumpkins remain relevant today is because the music isn't dated. It has that sort of "timeless" quality, where it's hard to strictly say "This was just a lame '90s band". It's the type of music you'll still be hearing on the radio in 30 years.
Billy is one of the most articulate people I have ever seen.
Supaduck0 1 month ago
Much better to know that I am not alone in my battle with depression. Thank you to Billy for this interview, and thank you to the user for uploading this.
duke1497 1 month ago
I can relate to Billy so much. That's why I always loved his lyrics. They have always provided a sense of comfort for me. Smashing Pumpkins have helped me survive depression. Depression has been one of the biggest trials in my life, but it has taught me so much. I really think that you have to travel through the pits of Hell and back to truly see and appreciate the true beauty of life. I actually became teary eyed the first time I watched it. Ridiculous, I know, but it made me feel so mu
duke1497 1 month ago
Billy is my hero!!
ComicKilljoy96 2 months ago
@the666thbowelofhell I GET IT!!!!
EliTron1 2 months ago
I totally understand him. I am in a similar position now, of being alone and isolated. Its really not easy. Although sometimes you want to reach out, but the fear of rejection drags you back into your isolation. Its really self-defeating.
Paperhouse81 6 months ago 2
@Paperhouse81 You just have to be brave and fight for who you are, I'm sure theres people out there somewhere who are on your side.
govtschemes 3 months ago
@govtschemes Your the best. Thanks
Paperhouse81 3 months ago
Can someone explain why he looks so think and sick and why now, in newer clips, he seems back to normal weight?
carbomb19 6 months ago
yeah, he is so thin, doesn't look good.
hollowmenrule 6 months ago
He looks so frail... and bedazzled
The666thBowelOfHell 6 months ago
"I thought the thoughts in my head are mine alone, I thought the feelings I have are mine alone and Im raised to believe that these thought concepts are weak."
Can you be more honest?
HeshMask 8 months ago
STAR & CROSSROADS are the biggest units possible to start existing.
With those two alone an angel should fall to your feet.
(Talking about the man who couldn´t leave his 30 square meters for 10 years-
anyway I still ask myself what does a crushed universe mean?)
Billy is one of those persons I would give up my wisdoms for.
Rahoorkhuitable 8 months ago
your not alone billy i feel your pain
Ruddteen 9 months ago
@BlackSabbathory didnt u say the same thing in a other interview
TheLeo4th 10 months ago
Looks so much better bald.
BlackSabbathory 10 months ago 3
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what a tool
WhereMightWaldoB 10 months ago
@groovyhamster if your life sucks and you don't know what to do with your time don't worry you'll post a stupid comment at youtube.
natethegreat1985 10 months ago 4
if you're life sucks and you play guitar don't worry you'll become a rocktsar
groovyhamster 11 months ago 4
Musical genius...and wow what a humble guy for being such an amazing person
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I love him so much. I absolutely love him. he is so pure, such an amazing guy. Bless smashing pumpkins
EvaDarknessQueen 1 year ago
He has lost weight
Jazzyteach65 1 year ago
i doubt that he NEVER used drugs... i find that is bullshit.
musiquedecor 1 year ago
@musiquedecor He did A LOT of LSD during Gish/Siamese Dream.
amanuscar 1 year ago
OMFG he looks sooooooooooo fucking sickly.SICKLY!
shit he looked there like hes about to pass out
Eldererr 1 year ago
OMFG he looks sooooooooooo fucking sickly.SICKLY!
Eldererr 1 year ago
his honesty is beautiful and frighting
whappy123 1 year ago 2
depression is a mind trap
its horrible as fuuuuuuuck
but when you get through it, you are better at life, in my opinion
timrocket2 1 year ago 11
He's such an intelligent person. He's such an amazing musician.
PSJ71 1 year ago
sup billy, hows courtneys love?
Eldererr 1 year ago
@Eldererr Hah!
miniraptorX 1 year ago
hes amazing
alexander69727 1 year ago
he looks like he's dying from AIDS. has he gone vegan?
pippigladstone 1 year ago
Did he lose a bunch of weight or something?
robohumby15 1 year ago
ok, hes not alone and confused,this isnt hard for him because hes been thro it i was the same way, and talking about it to people sux , cuz they feel bad for you, but its just life to us,
SweetLindsey2010 1 year ago
Wow, I can totally relate to this! It's nice to know that what I feel, with the loneliness, inability to trust, and sorrow that it really isn't just happening to me, but other people and support from friends, teachers, etc is really the greatest thing whenever the dark or hard times reemerge in life. Thank you Billy for giving those of us, who can relate in any way, inspiration to carry on and know that we can be successful! :)
itsthebeachluv 1 year ago
MK-Ultra victim
musicman02 1 year ago
@musicman02 Maybe...but a lot of people go through depression, cut themselves, or develop OCD...maybe he just a normal person, but you never know..maybe he is, but he doesn't look that bad like other victims..
975mas 7 months ago
i think he has a really cute voice,i love Billy,Bless him <3
FrankieRawrr 1 year ago
He always looks so....out there.
samisaberle 1 year ago
He's so thin here, he looks completely different. I imagine he was getting tired of seeing himself with a really round head and face, hence the hat and angularity.
fortysixyou 1 year ago
wow, i feel bad for billy
madmanswhispers 1 year ago
i had no idea any of this stuff happened to him.....poor poor Billy
StadiumArcadium1234 1 year ago
Has anyone else noticed that lots of amazing musicians have like REALLY white/suburban sounding voices,but when they sing they sound,like,AMAZING?
hannibalhayley 1 year ago
He's got long fingers.
ColoredPig 1 year ago
he's real skiny
Monchi2006 1 year ago
I agree with GeorgeskoorB :]
SoughtAndDestroyed 1 year ago
ppl call him a freak and weird but hes just really interlectual and normal like every else who went throught the teen years
kekeboy97 1 year ago 6
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Who hasn't been abused? Whatever.
beowulven 1 year ago
@beowulven yeah, when he appeared on barney and friends
xananadu 1 year ago
corgan is one of the best we have from our generation.. I know some might think im nuts but I put his songwritting and music arraingements up there with lennon/mcCartney
GeorgeskoorB 1 year ago 13
You are nuts.
beowulven 1 year ago
@GeorgeskoorB me too
JohnLennonVideos86 1 year ago
this made me happy to read, thank you.
badron11 1 year ago
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looks like he's HIV postive
marty0mart 2 years ago
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WANNA GO FOR A RIDE?!! LOL
nikolaspearce 2 years ago
Thank you Bill. We knew what your music meant....and it was beyond beautiful. You are a beautiful soul and your music is eloquent. A true artist .
paleorchid13 2 years ago 6
Damn he's tall.
smrfox99 2 years ago
oh, i would love to meet him. he's so awesome.
rocknguitargrl 2 years ago 2
damn billys childhood was like mine almost!
CLTJV 2 years ago
@CLTJV You and every other sad sack teenager that has ever lived. The only reason people care about what he's saying is because he's famous.
Try to tell "your story" and you'll see. Nobody gives a shit about you until you're famous or dead.
I have no sympathy for him. Millions of kids go through the same thing everyday, he's not special in this respect. He had some hits in the 90's so now everyone wants to hear his life story. Bollocks.
I do like his music, though.
nick4man3 2 years ago
dude shut the fuck up u have no life if all ur gonna do is read comments and express ur feelings and thoughts about it. Right now i compare ur life to a worthless faggot who gets on his computer just to say stupid things about other people because he has nothing else to do in his time. instead of telling me to get a life which i have, why not get one for yourself.
CLTJV 2 years ago
@CLTJV You're obviously not too bright, so allow me to try to speak monosyllabically enough for yo to follow. If you had a life, as you claim, you probably wouldn't get so worked up over a complete stranger's response to you. It's kind of pathetic. Go sulk in your room, you waste of space.
And just for the record, my comment was aimed at the celebrity obsessed culture we live in, not you, don't flatter yourself.f you had understood my comment, you'd know that.
nick4man3 2 years ago
ha! im a sulk of space huh? your the one that decides oh im going to speak retard to that random person i dont know. i believe your the "sulk of space". and why does it matter what billy corgan or any other celebrity has to say. its not likew your opinion will change anything will it? why even watch this video when you can be a bright person and mouth off to someone in person than over a computer like you are. dont be calling me a sad teenager. you dont know who i am so dont judge me
CLTJV 2 years ago
What is a "sulk of space"? Apparently you can't read, not that I'm surprised. I watched the interview because I like his music. I wasn't even addressing you in my reply to your comment, so the fact that you're getting as self righteous as you are just makes you look bad. You have yet to say anything intelligent, so based on our pseudo-conversation here, I'm well within my right to judge you.
And you are the epitome a sad teenager, your picture is in your profile. Dumbass.
Now please go away.
nick4man3 2 years ago
all i know is your pathetic for starting bullshit over a computer. makes me laugh. go ahead and use your "way with words" but all i know is your pointless for even discussing your opinion and blowing it out on a random person who for all you know could be the most dangerous person online....but its ok fools like you are into that stuff. anyways please stop replying. its a waste of time for us both. if you do reply, its just going to make me think ur more of a geek than i already think of u asnow
CLTJV 2 years ago
Yes, wise is the man that his been there and has lived to talk about it... most people on the genius level are seen as strange... I feel for him, he is an incredible songwriter to boot.
themadmarmoset16 2 years ago
hearing him talk so candidly about his life...I don't know, it's just nice. Billy's wise
brightxspark 2 years ago
dang, billy has issues
drewster85 2 years ago
I agree. One thing makes me admire Corgan is his tightness and honesty writing songs or talking for medias. Once Rolling Stone Mag asked him for his favorite band actually and he didn´t name a band from his lable neither his country. He noticed the independent band SWAVE, giving very good comments about their song "In the future" and what is cool, the animated singer of this band has his same face! hahahahaha
TheMRious 2 years ago
i love him.
kaylashalaylaaaaa 2 years ago 4
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so cute. He reminds me the singer of a cool animated band hiting strong here in Italy not being a million dollar production. Search SWAVE IN THE FUTURE
MYLIBELULITA 2 years ago
What he went through was as real as it gets, he was oviously a very vulnerable younger person, I feel really sorry for what he had to go through, if you read his online journal "carry on".
Interestingly he was raised as a Christian?? That speaks volumes.
gggghh788 2 years ago
he looks cold, he needs to ut on some weight
number676766 2 years ago
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Billy looks like fucking shit.
raqlynn 2 years ago
LOL what a fucking creepy ass comment.
raqlynn 2 years ago 4
Love him <3
meandthemoon123 2 years ago
Biwwy!
PersonalJesus348 2 years ago
damn billy...u rock....but put on some weight buddy!
unleashed761 2 years ago
I believe he had a weight 'problem' for a while, he burned it all off and now he needs to pack on some more!
peniosasdasd 2 years ago 2
Thats true of what he does say about telling sombody in those days of you being abuse no one would have cared. It's true! I mean when I was kid I recieve a lot of crap from people older then me and I could never tell my parents or other people because nobody cared in those days. Now a days, a kid crys wolf and everyone including the media and authorities get into it. 80% of the time it intends to be falsed. Well I respect Billy now because I think he is a stronger person.
Theshark15z 2 years ago
eh...ive been in crap my life too but i dont tell mother and father cause i figure ill kick the bullys ass one day......and i did :D
techy75 2 years ago 3
Good for You!
Theshark15z 2 years ago
Damn, he's such a beautiful person, though he went through so much shit.
btwitshailey 2 years ago 4
For some reason I find it off-putting when famous people spill their guts out like this. There have to be something back to keep me wonder. Don't get me wrong I love his music and his lyrics, but I rather I hadn't seen this video. I liked my illusion of him being this dark and mysterious artist.
swannkiss 2 years ago
That's an interesting perspective. I'm the exact opposite. I prefer to know the person and events behind the lyrics. Although I still have my own interpretation of the songs, I feel like I have more insight and more of a connection to the artist once I learn more about them.
Mshobley 2 years ago 4
I don't see why learning about the pain and challenges an artist went through during childhood and seeing him as "dark and mysterious" as an adult have to be mutually exclusive.
channelislander 2 years ago
Damn, Hard to believe that this fellow could sing in such a light and/or screaming voice as in 1979 or Bodies :P
ProtoType989 2 years ago
He's a gently giant. LOL
Something about him is cute for some reason. :D
CupcakeMouse 2 years ago 2
Descendant of Corganism at Amazon
mrzerodocfan 2 years ago
he looks like flea in this video from red hot chillies
punkrockmonk07 2 years ago
I want the polish he's using for his head on my car! :D
Ukatanana 2 years ago
"What I choose is my choice, what's a boy supposed to do?" came to mind here.
FollyxXxFallen 2 years ago
This guy is so gentle and down to earth, not to mention a great musician.
foook111 2 years ago 6
i wish i could give him an hour-long hug
jackwhitefanatic 2 years ago 15
me too!
browneyedgirlie1989 2 years ago
depression sucks. i can totally relate. billy my heart goes out to you
browneyedgirlie1989 2 years ago 5
GOOD GOD! ITS JACK SKELLINGTON!!!
Look at them fingers lol. I love the smashing pumpkins
kinetiksilence 2 years ago 6
this is very depressing...
xciscool 2 years ago 8
I love this man so so so much.
emptypr0mise 3 years ago 10
he doesnt look to healthy there
optimusripe 3 years ago 5
Yeah, he has lost alot of weight since his earlier years. He was far from fat then too...
JackTheRipper54 3 years ago
depressing . . .
MechaZillaLive 3 years ago
I love billy corgan. He's so honest and seems so geniune.
Mshobley 3 years ago 52
Depression is not a fun thing.
heero10 3 years ago 62
@heero10 No.It's not.And so hard to control.I wish it could just be wiped clean.
kaylawayla23 1 year ago
@heero10 no shit sherlock
F0restMANP16 1 year ago
It's great that billy can speak out like this because theres alot of kids and people who have felt the same way, and when they see someone who they look up to or really dig telling the same kinda feelings it really helps them deal.
fuzzyroes 3 years ago 6
lol he actually really sounds like otacon off metal gear solid (for those who've played it) listen - and close your eyes.
Hennersbass 3 years ago
your a fucking prick
Hennersbass 3 years ago
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I love his music, but you would fucking think that he would get over his fucking drama and "abuse" that he suffered as a kid. Believe me, many, many of us go through shit but this fucking dude just keeps whining and whining. He's over forty, damn, get the fuck over it, and keep writing good music ya turd!
carsiotto 3 years ago
Where do you think his best music came from? Is it all about cars, sex, girls, drugs? No. Why do you think people related to the Pumpkins in the '90s so much? Because he wrote about the way he was feeling, but not in a lyrically perverse "I, my, me" sort of way. He wrote poetically, symbolically, and sometimes in really confusing, twisted ways about what he was really feeling and about the things he had gone though.
But yeah, whatever you're overcompensating for, grow a heart.
brandavies 3 years ago 5
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If you had fucking half a brain, u would realize that i like his music, but it was a bunch of poetic mumbo jumbo anyway, that was good to listen to when i was 15. I dont know how old you are, but his music doesnt work anymore. That being said, i was talking about his pathetic interviews, and not his music asshat. Grow a cock and suck it, bitch.
raqlynn 3 years ago
You had to make a second account just for insulting people? Or is it for thumbing up your own comments? XD
Anyway, the fact of the matter is it -does- work. Not the new music, for a lot of reasons. See, the reason the Pumpkins remain relevant today is because the music isn't dated. It has that sort of "timeless" quality, where it's hard to strictly say "This was just a lame '90s band". It's the type of music you'll still be hearing on the radio in 30 years.
brandavies 3 years ago 5
He's skinnier here than normal...
And still sexy as hell! ;D He's wonderful! An ANGEL! I love you Billy. :] <33
mbvampire6 3 years ago 3
what a great man
JonTheDandy 3 years ago 2
he has huge hands........
billy is a fuckin legend
TheFusionWizard 3 years ago 7
he's a huge guy (6.4?)
Porcelina777 3 years ago 7
Billy is simply beautiful.
AnxietyIssues 3 years ago 5
I love Billy...
He's been through so much, the poor guy...
pumpkinhead09 3 years ago 2
billy corgan <3
maddest cunt out
lblackholesunl 3 years ago
Billy Corgan rocks this shows how much role model he is even tho he felt like killing himself he didnt which makes him a great role model
sexydanny21awesome 3 years ago 4
christ
has he eaten in the last week?
someone get billy some steak
gazorp0 3 years ago 7
hahahahah word
Elite91 3 years ago
He could be my father, but I adore him!
Billy will be my hero for ever..
<3
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He looks so old.
Mstislava 3 years ago
How recent was this?
l2moua 3 years ago
very recent. 2 hrs ago.
PicturesForMyMom 3 years ago
hahaha
l2moua 3 years ago 2
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He doesn't even look like Billy Corgan anymore. He looks like some old guy...
fourtoedsloth 3 years ago
fourtoedsloth -- people age: welcome to the real world.
PicturesForMyMom 3 years ago 5
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This guy is a great musician but he seems to give off a sense of self pity a little bit.
PotBellyShogun 3 years ago
but? he's a great musician because of his sense of self pity.
What Billy Corgan have you been listening to? o.O
PersonalJesus348 3 years ago 4