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  • a child is who i was a child is who i'll die

  • very very very gooood

  • Billy Corgan, you taste like soot and poo. O_O

  • @Flayprime lol salad fingers has been ripping off b0lly's style since the Machina era

  • Always when I feel the need to just cry everything out, I listen to this or something from The Cure's Disintegration. The sad songs are the best ones.

  • my favorite Pumpkins song, this is fucking brilliant ...

  • this is amazingly beautiful; would've been perfect on "mellon collie"...a lot of their b-side songs have become favorites of mine: cherry, ugly, the infinite sadness...and now this lovely gem...

  • @shblck222 I can't see it working on Mellon Collie. Doesn't even fit Adore that well. This is certainly a one-off, and I love it. Not for the fair-weather Pumpkins fan though.

  • @shblck222 You may want to listen to Blessed And Gone, Set The Ray To Jerry, Stellar, Speed Kills, Frail And Bedazzled, and Pissant.

  • my favorite band and song

  • This song is pure poetry. I believe the lyrics are the best I've heard in a song. I mean it's so beautiful...

  • ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh such a beautiful meaningfull song of of a soul whos lived

  • Thank God 106 people can hear properly.

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  • genial.

  • The lyrics to this one GREAT song could have easily been 5 okay songs. I am personally drawn to " i'll often speak of you

    but the you was always me

    'cause when i speak of me

    it's me i ask of you" ~sighs~ I love this especially....BTW, who is the guy in the dark? I'm sure someone has already asked but I hate reading comments because I know some will surely piss me off.

  • @crazyexstacy actually i don't think anyone asked. but it's just me, no one special. i had this worthless clip that i just stretched out to this huge length and i was like "great now what's a GOOD song i can use?" and i remembered this song. a couple cuts later, and this existed.

  • @mrdrstandrew It's my favorite...the sound quality is great and a guy sitting in the dark just fits. Glad you remembered this song for your video.

  • Ffs this is God in music form.

  • darcy and james,,,,come back plz

  • Billy is God

  • billy is just a goldmine of music

  • Amazingly, this was left off of Adore.

  • que buena cancion! me encanta!

  • Beautiful, Haunting in a way, and sad.......

    Three Pumpkin elements that where alway's there! If only now Billy would make songs like this..........................­.

  • panic!nirvana ... ! !!

  • Pure poetry...

  • This song is fantastic.

  • Is there a face in the dark I see?

  • What does this song talk about ???

  • billy rocks <3

  • So let there be no truth

    Just trickery in rhymes

    Time the only thing

    Waiting still is death

    <3

  • This song always takes me back to 03' sittin in my backyard takin a couple of tokes and thinkin of what life had in store for me. " A child is who I was, A child is who I'll Die"

  • Argh. Nothing in the world conjures such nostalgia as the Pumpkins of old.

    :'(

  • great song

  • i love his songs that grow with the lyrics,the piano jus plays over and over and his lyrics distort its beauty...thirty three he did the same with,and best video they ever did.

  • totally

  • you can tell that billy just wanted to say everything he could and wanted to in this song...it's so repetitious and long.. but, for example there's no "repeating chorus"...know what I mean? It's just 6 minutes and 40 seconds of him divulging his thoughts.

  • that's what struck me as so strange about this song at first, but you're right, and i love it.

    i also really am fond of the very last chorus "I hope for resolution" and so on because of how, even though it fits, it's melodically different from the other verses.

  • "a child is who i was. a child is who i'll die."

    so sad =(

  • nah, it's Neil.

  • @mrdrstandrew

    Rumoured to be Neil Young

  • :___

  • ill never get tired of this song =)

  • So Beautiful. The Pumpkins have always pissed me off with their "hit and miss". I have been a fan since Gish (Rhinoceros my fave) but they have a lot of stuff I just can't listen to, to gay or slow or forced. Then they have THIS as a b-side as one of the most beautiful pieces of poetry and musically inspired. Hard to believe that only ONE guy writes it all, Billy must be bi-polar. I got this on Rotton apples, what album was it from originally, Melancholy?

  • it is a b side off rotten apples. awesome song...

  • No way this wasn't on mellon collie this is a raritiy. I'd also like to say that rinoceros like 1979 is terribly overrated.

  • This song is just wonderful... Always one of my secret favorites! Nothing else like it in this world!

    "Hear the prairie sound / In a friend called Neil"

    Neil Young perhaps?

  • one of the most special songs in my life

  • i love the open road and all that it suggests....perfect

  • beautiful song really beautiful

    soot & stars and videotape of radiohead

    are really made with angel's inspiration

  • Im so in love with this song

  • this song is at another level.

    only few people like us........

  • I heard this song for the first time 20 minutes ago...and I've had it on repeat since then. How can something be so beautiful?

  • absofuckinlutely agree!

  • nice word!

  • @DjElektus I know....the words just float along with the melody....something beautiful drifting in space. makes me sad somehow

  • This song is too good to have been written by a human. It's like it was channeled or something. Probably like 33, when Billy tuned his acoustic to a rare old country-type tuning. After strumming some basics chords, seeing what melodies grabbed him, he was suddenly struck by one of those epiphanies that seem strike him so often. Next, he said the words just "literally fell out of me" & that the entire thing was written in like 30 minutes or so. Lyrics, music, structure. It just 'came to him.'

  • my favourite band of all time !

  • there are just so many great, timeless songs from the pumpkins. Music at its absolute best!!!!

  • I find that i ve the most attachment to the Judas 0 album..but top top sp songs are:

    1)Real Love

    2)To Sheila

    3)Slow Dawn

    4)Soot and Stars

    5)Winterlong

    6)Crush

    7)SPaceboy

    8)My Mistake

    10)Tear

  • I can see you... :)

    definitivamente este video, no pudo quedar mejor con esos pequeños movimienos que haces de lado a lado.. sintiendo esta melancolica cancion,, asi como estas en el video escondido es como yo siempre escucho esta cancion... sola y en la obscuridad...

    gracias por subirlo

  • Thank you sooooo much for posting this song!

  • Pumpkin lover since 92

    all time fav band

    another treasure i found

    thanks for this!!!!!!!!!!

    i listen to it every day

  • Does anyone have a piano score for this???

  • I spent a couple hours figuring it out and can play it on piano. Really only 2 sections. Email me and maybe I can put it on Finale/Sibelius and email it to you. Great song.

  • I've been looking for it for ages... but never found it. May I have it from you too? :) It would be very nice!

  • @SinnerChild93: meravigliosa vero?!!!?!

  • I figured it out on guitar. Main chords are Em D C Am and the chorus is G D C Am. Hope that helps a little.

  • oh my god this is one of my favorite pumpkins songs and I've been waiting for forever for someone to get it up on youtube.  Thank you <3

  • i will never forget the person who introduce me to this group... i will never forget how i felt as i listen to each of the songs he exposed me to. i will never forget how the words of billy corgan touched me in ways no other songs has. i will never forget it... especially how this song and the person who exposed me to this song go hand and hand... i am free to spread my wings thanks to him...

  • ALL I CAN SAY IS THIS ,,,,IS IT!!!!

  • !!la mejor de todas la canciones!!1

    !!!con ella sueño pienso y me exilio!!1

  • One of my favorites songs (if not the most) of the smashing pumpkins. But this song isn't that famous right, it's only on their latetst (with the original SP line-up) album ?

  • the only album you can buy it on is "Judas-Ø" which was the bonus disc to Rotten Apples, the Greatest Hits album from 2001 that was released after the initial break-up.

    so, yeah, it wasn't too well known. but it's amazing.

  • in the end I'm glad it's something only real pumpkin fans get to know

  • i wish somebody put the piano sheet on ebay...or youtube "how to play"...i need to learn it, pleeeeaaaseee, no i am not that talented to catch it by ear :(

  • I might put something up about it sometime, I figured out a little bit of it once, so I'll have to try again and maybe make up a video of it.

  • yeah, please, do, I´ll be forever grateful :) and then post a response playing my piano :)

  • a child is who i was

    a child is who i'll die...

    Jose

  • this song reminds me of being in music class high and putting it up through netphoria and reading the confessions, so long ago... drinking strawberry wine

  • genial

  • ANYONE CAN SAY WHAT THEY CAN SAY BUT THE OTHER MEMBERS DIDNT WANT TO BE APRT OF THIS SO IF ANYTHING BITCH AT THEM!

    PUMPKINS FOREVER!

    SINCE 1993

    MOFOS!

    mm*

  • i miss the old pumpkins... the new shit sucks and believe me, I really wanted to like it. :(

  • The new shit doesnt suck :O. The Rose March, Tarantula, Neverlost, SuperChrist, Bleeding The Orchid, Starz, Bring The Light, Gossamer, all great songs. I love this song

  • well i'm glad someone can apapreciate it, but if you listen to the old stuff, even before MCIS... it's 100 times better. i mean p iscariot, essentially a b sides album, runs circles around the new stuff. i've been a fan since '93, seen them 18 times live, met billy 3 times... don't get the wrong idea and think i like sum 41. i just have the capacity to critize something i know well.

  • just save it

  • save yourself sweetie

  • i don't have to save myself. but people that keep whining on how artists change n blah di blah are just annoying. i've also been a fan of the pumpkins since 93, to the point that i ended up working for them backstage for 6 months, n evenso i don't go bragging around saying i've got the "capacity to critize" just 'cos i've met them. everything changes and the past never returns, and that is exactly why memories are like a treasure box... don't get so fixed to the past,give them a chance

  • anyways... this is a great song :D

  • yes, it is a great song :D at least we can agree on something!! seriously no bad blood, just i really wanted to like them this time around... but i don't like the new lyrics and the music is mediocre at best. maybe their next album will be better. here's to hoping!!

  • Well I agree that the old stuff is a hell of a lot better, but still, I'm just happy they're back making music again. I was too young when they were touring in the original band, so I'm glad they're back around so i can catch them now. And while Zeitgiest was far from their best album, they still have time to set the world alight with their music again, and i have faith in Billy and Jimmy to do that. Maybe I'm the only one, but still, I'm optimistic about it

  • All I know is that thanks to the ZEITGEIST tour, I'm gonna see Billy live for the first time. I've dreamt about that since I was 11 & now I'm 25... I'm ever so happy :))))

  • in the top 3 songs of the machina era

  • I´m looking for piano sheets for this one!!! If anyone knew where...thank you

  • PUMPKIN FAN SINCE 93

    I WISH THEY WOULD MAKE AN ALBUM

    MIXED WITH aDORE LIKE LYRICS AND sIAMESE dREAM LIKE GUITARS AND DRUMS

    They do not have TO bE heavy

  • Um, it doesnt matter who is in the smashing pumpkins. Billy Corgan makes and does everything concerning the songs and music. The bandmates are really only there for tours. Except for jimmy, billy needs an amazing drummer to make the songs great.

  • umm look at billy's subpar solo album. that should tell you right there that he needs bandmembers to tell him what sucks and what doesn't

  • This song is my all time favourite, it gives me the shivers, makes me cry, makes me dream, the lyrics are wonderful...

    This is the song I want at my funeral if I die, and I know I will one day. I know, it's strange, but I adore it and somehow, it says everything...

  • the heart is pointed down but my spirit pointed up....

    aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mi favoritaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  • BEST SONG EVER!

    mm*

    SP FOLLOWER 93*

  • I've noticed that a lot of Pumpkins fans have commented that since SP reunited, it's not the same as it used to be. I think that every song all the way from "She" to "Stellar" has had a certain emotional element. Yes, it's disappointing that James and D'arcy didn't come back, but, as the old saying goes, "The music must go on." I think, in the long run, he doesn't need them. As long as he has Jimmy on board, SP will have everything they need to carry on.

  • the words flow

    it's beautiful

  • Trippiest background EVAR

  • i'll often speak of you

    but the you was always me

    'cause when i speak of me

    it's me i ask of you

    so let there be no truth

    just trickery in rhymes

  • holy shit that's some good lyrics. I'm assuming its from the song... i havent really listened to the words

  • a child is who i was a child is who i'll die.

  • it was a travesty

    its not wrong to cry aloud to this awesome song is it?

    because i do -

    also medlia of the grey skies brings me to tears!

    PUMPKIN FAN SINCE 1992!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • I'm so glad someone loaded this song.

    I love this song so much, probly my favorite SP song. I wore this track out on my cd that it won't play anymore. D:

  • my all time favorite SP song, thank you for uploading this! It's a shame this song wasn't officially released. This song confirms the fact that Billy is the worst horrible song selector for an official album release

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