Well, My life been through hell once more ): Ive been trying to cope with it again, but highschool Is something that changed my life.. I hate it so much .. everyone treats me like the piece of shit i am i thought i changed .. but i went straight back to cutting myself deeper then before, I wish I can find you again cause you were the only person I was able to talk to without holding back .. Now I cant talk to anyone cause I dont want to be sent back to the hospital.. they fucked up my head ther
im just saying. but in most cases apparently, .. people cut themselves because they want to survive and want to live (it helps them cope with life))) not because they want to die.
@iRspecialOne thats exactly how i feel my favorite quote that practicly my life is "I fake being myself everyday, i must be an amazing actress" Evn when i was little i would put myself infront of others if a bullet was coming there way if i were on the ground bleeding not being able to walk and tht same thing was happening to som1 else, i would force myself to crawl over and help them i woud help ppl almost no matter what and i stil do, but now not as often cuz nothin good ever happens 2 me back
@iRspecialOne Wow that relly sucks, my mom thinks since im so young there r no problems in my world, everythings easy and simple, well she needs to wake up and smell the roses, cuz my worlds hell right now. I've been stabbed in the back by 2 friends, both in less then a year and the 2 didnt even know each other, I gave up in school when i was 8, and now im just barley passing. Im always bing compared to my bro or my sis, who r doing alot better then me, everyone just wants me to be just as good.
@iRspecialOne aww thats so sweet n_n its nice to talk to someone who can understand and also if u need someone to talk to, ima someone!! and im going through a some of crap in my life right now, as in, the kid who stabbed me in the back about a month ago, told the whole school ima whore (im not in anyway AT ALL) and told them my secrets that trusted him with. Its about the second time its happened, with him and another girl, now he wants to be friends again why does life hav 2 b so complicated?
@conplexsimplisity wow thats just fucked up, i could make a better psycologist, i know alot more then her about the subject infact thats kinda what i what i want to b when i get older, and an actual good one :)
People who are being ignorant. Self harm Is not always meant to try and kill yourself, it is a way people deal with things. It's sad and pathetic some of you are wishing this boy to kill himself, it's 2011 people are meant to be more open minded and less ignorant. If you saw an anorexic person you wouldn't tell them to go kill themselves, self harm is as much as a mental issue and it's a very serious case. Do you know some of these comments could push people over the edge? People pushing them t
you really made a point i feel bad for you and all thoes people who are posting commements saying go kill your self and stuff get a life its a sin! alot of people go through this pain cuz of rude speach and alot of other things... im probley all younger than you like maybe alot!! im 11 btw and i get whats shes saying i understand her i try to help nice video once again PEOPLE STOP THESES RUDE COMMEMENTS! i propley spelt it rong
@chantale2834 Im also 11 and i cut.. its not somthing im proud of, i want to stop but i dont feel like i can trust anyone enough with my secrets, can someone plz help
Dude fuck off and get a life you barrel of monkey shit y are u sat there taking the piss saying they should all get a life when ur fucking sat there watching things that u are just going to take the piss out of dude really grow up
LOL!!!! If his life is that bad he should of fucking killed him self straight up, if his life is so bad he wouldnt be fucking cutting his self for attention the dumb cunt, so kill your self, bitch...!
that is such a good video. i'm a cutter too. i've pretty much stopped though, i went to the hospital about a month ago, and i met someone who was willing to help me. we're dating now, but the point i'm trying to make is, there is ALWAYS someone out there to help. you just have to find them. he's helped me out so much, i don't even want to continue cutting, but it's that addiction piece that wont go away. but i'm doing well now. that video is sooo inspiring. keep it up!
I belive there is help for everyone. No matter how far it seems away we can get better. If you guys need someone to talk to i've been to the other side and i've seen it. I know what its like. Have faith guys
@eddieguerrero122 I know how you feel. I won't stop either because everyone I went to, even psycologists, made it all worse. I suffer every day. I'll just keep cutting until they lock me up again...
thats so sweet that you did this for him! im a self injurer and i told 2 of my friends and im trying to tell just 1 more friend cuz he says he cares about me more than any1 . and i just want to help others but sumtimes i just want help too, my other friends i told i thot they would help, but they dont.
@depressedcutter999 lol good, what possibly can they do for you to help?, do you live in the fucking desert starve everyday and get raped by arabs? cause then i dont see why you would have a reason to cut your self like a little attention seekin bitch.
I wake up every day and go to sleep every night feeling like this. Since I was 14 I have been self harming, but last year I was violently raped and the man who did it is getting away with it. I cant do this any more. I know people love me, I know I should stay for them. But what about me? I cant help you help me. You know what I need. 8 years later, My body is covered in scars, from my throat to my ankles, I've covered the worst with tattoos, but they still show through. Wont someone save me?
you're never alone. i was a si for 3 years before i found a friend that helped me it took 2 years of her help to show me that i wasn't alone.i was a si for 5 years,and i have been cut free for about 6 years now,but i still feel like i need to sometimes,but i am a mom of 2 girls they are my reason to continue on my path.and my best friend is still walking with me every step of the way holding my hand so to speak and sometimes staying up with me all night on my really bad days.thanx 4 the video
12 years of SI, 8 years of suicidal attempts, a 4 year drunken stupor, and they expect me to cope by myself, wtf do they know. 100% we arent alone, we have ppl who can relate, find them.
and the pain NEVER leaves you,,Why am i still here...? I do not know...but i realy asked god to take me in my sleep every night...but i always wake up..Even He Hates Me..
That was very good! I've been cutting for three years now, but since I got out of the hospital I have been fortunate with a lot of support. I havn't relapsed yet and i am very happy. If anyone out there hasn't done it then don't because it is like an addiction and Is very hard to stop look at me it took me three years and now I am left with scars that will never go away! So any out there just know there is hope and it is possible to stop you just have to stay strong!
ok well i all so cut my self i still do and this is so helpful thank you you have inspired me to stop im 13 and been a cutter for 5 months i have all ready more scars then ppl who have been cutting for 2 years i know i have a problem and i have friend to help me but for all cutters out there your never alone never give up take a breath and love your life that's what im trying to do with the help of ppl who love me i will help and one to stop just send me a message
i am struggling with it as well. to know that im not alone makes me feel better. 2 years ago i was admitted to the psych ward and ive only been out 1 year because my head was so messed up. id been into drugs, overdoses and alcohol. i even stole my dads car to try kill myself and i was drunk but the police on duty saw me and he saw me crash into a tree and he helped me through this all. my advice is stay strong. ive been doing this for over 4 years now. its not a good thing to go through
this is so true...you want someone to help you...you want someone to be there for you..you have friends, and you have thought all your life that friends will alway be there for you...if you see a friend sad, you help them...but then you are depressed, and they turn your back on you...they don't notice you...they ignore you...you tell jokes, no one laughs, then someone else tells the same joke, and everyone laughs...then you stand alone...you get home from school...and you feel lonely
i was suicidal and at times i did cut myself for fun, just to see how much it would hurt. i still think bout suicide and i look up ways to do it fast. i cut my feet and dig my nails into my arms till i bleed.
i hold onto my friends as reasons to live for. i cut myself less often and have almost stopped. i had to tell myself to stop and had no one know i did this. he is lucky to have you. i wish i had, had a you to help me. but i ended up having to save myself, like i had to as a little girl.
I cut my wrist today and I deeply regret it
cam101candy101 4 weeks ago
I tried to cut my face today and I regret it...
kaulitzrockersixx 3 months ago
Trigger warning would be nice!
GirlOfManyCuts 3 months ago
I don't trust people either. Only one person knew, ONE FUCKING PERSON, and they used me. I've given up on this fucking world.
XXBVBarmygirlXx 3 months ago
i cut my sefl and i need help to but i just can not get it
FlowerChild5039 6 months ago
Well, My life been through hell once more ): Ive been trying to cope with it again, but highschool Is something that changed my life.. I hate it so much .. everyone treats me like the piece of shit i am i thought i changed .. but i went straight back to cutting myself deeper then before, I wish I can find you again cause you were the only person I was able to talk to without holding back .. Now I cant talk to anyone cause I dont want to be sent back to the hospital.. they fucked up my head ther
reaper2529 7 months ago
I cried around the middle because it reminds me of how nobody ever cared to look at my obvious cuts...
CharcoalRosesMCR 8 months ago
im just saying. but in most cases apparently, .. people cut themselves because they want to survive and want to live (it helps them cope with life))) not because they want to die.
#nice vid
shianne12596 8 months ago
@iRspecialOne thats exactly how i feel my favorite quote that practicly my life is "I fake being myself everyday, i must be an amazing actress" Evn when i was little i would put myself infront of others if a bullet was coming there way if i were on the ground bleeding not being able to walk and tht same thing was happening to som1 else, i would force myself to crawl over and help them i woud help ppl almost no matter what and i stil do, but now not as often cuz nothin good ever happens 2 me back
HopeBreakerBVB 11 months ago
My cutting was through anger but know it's to see the blood (I cut when I am happy or sad no difference) is that normal or worse:(
Mrdazbog 11 months ago
@iRspecialOne Wow that relly sucks, my mom thinks since im so young there r no problems in my world, everythings easy and simple, well she needs to wake up and smell the roses, cuz my worlds hell right now. I've been stabbed in the back by 2 friends, both in less then a year and the 2 didnt even know each other, I gave up in school when i was 8, and now im just barley passing. Im always bing compared to my bro or my sis, who r doing alot better then me, everyone just wants me to be just as good.
HopeBreakerBVB 1 year ago
@iRspecialOne aww thats so sweet n_n its nice to talk to someone who can understand and also if u need someone to talk to, ima someone!! and im going through a some of crap in my life right now, as in, the kid who stabbed me in the back about a month ago, told the whole school ima whore (im not in anyway AT ALL) and told them my secrets that trusted him with. Its about the second time its happened, with him and another girl, now he wants to be friends again why does life hav 2 b so complicated?
HopeBreakerBVB 1 year ago
my psycologist said that me overdosing is bad but me cutting is okay. that completely fucked with my head. stupid bitch. ill show her how bad it is.
conplexsimplisity 1 year ago
@conplexsimplisity wow thats just fucked up, i could make a better psycologist, i know alot more then her about the subject infact thats kinda what i what i want to b when i get older, and an actual good one :)
HopeBreakerBVB 11 months ago
i'm 41, and just the same, the sentence is long.
cujoize 1 year ago
People who are being ignorant. Self harm Is not always meant to try and kill yourself, it is a way people deal with things. It's sad and pathetic some of you are wishing this boy to kill himself, it's 2011 people are meant to be more open minded and less ignorant. If you saw an anorexic person you wouldn't tell them to go kill themselves, self harm is as much as a mental issue and it's a very serious case. Do you know some of these comments could push people over the edge? People pushing them t
Evilkowalbear 1 year ago
you really made a point i feel bad for you and all thoes people who are posting commements saying go kill your self and stuff get a life its a sin! alot of people go through this pain cuz of rude speach and alot of other things... im probley all younger than you like maybe alot!! im 11 btw and i get whats shes saying i understand her i try to help nice video once again PEOPLE STOP THESES RUDE COMMEMENTS! i propley spelt it rong
:) made a good point!
chantale2834 1 year ago
@chantale2834 Im also 11 and i cut.. its not somthing im proud of, i want to stop but i dont feel like i can trust anyone enough with my secrets, can someone plz help
~Hope
HopeBreakerBVB 1 year ago
This Describes also :'( My Body Full Of scars..
TheOpensourceFTW 1 year ago
@ Converseization
Dude fuck off and get a life you barrel of monkey shit y are u sat there taking the piss saying they should all get a life when ur fucking sat there watching things that u are just going to take the piss out of dude really grow up
Mrdazbog 1 year ago
LOL!!!! If his life is that bad he should of fucking killed him self straight up, if his life is so bad he wouldnt be fucking cutting his self for attention the dumb cunt, so kill your self, bitch...!
Converseization 1 year ago
Good vid!!
moppermop 1 year ago
that is such a good video. i'm a cutter too. i've pretty much stopped though, i went to the hospital about a month ago, and i met someone who was willing to help me. we're dating now, but the point i'm trying to make is, there is ALWAYS someone out there to help. you just have to find them. he's helped me out so much, i don't even want to continue cutting, but it's that addiction piece that wont go away. but i'm doing well now. that video is sooo inspiring. keep it up!
x0iheartGreenDay0x 1 year ago
@x0iheartGreenDay0x lmfao so your going out with a "he"? lmfao gay cunt go back to cutting your self faggot and die.
Converseization 1 year ago
Thank you for being there :D hope you remember me [:
-Ish
reaper2529 1 year ago
I belive there is help for everyone. No matter how far it seems away we can get better. If you guys need someone to talk to i've been to the other side and i've seen it. I know what its like. Have faith guys
Love you all
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angelbabecats 1 year ago
I can't stop and I won't stop
eddieguerrero122 1 year ago
@eddieguerrero122 hun its hard but recovery is possible trust me i made it myself. There is hope for everyone.
angelbabecats 1 year ago
@eddieguerrero122 I know how you feel. I won't stop either because everyone I went to, even psycologists, made it all worse. I suffer every day. I'll just keep cutting until they lock me up again...
raingel12 1 year ago
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@raingel12 you shouldnt get locked up you should just kill your self to be honest
Converseization 1 year ago
thats so sweet that you did this for him! im a self injurer and i told 2 of my friends and im trying to tell just 1 more friend cuz he says he cares about me more than any1 . and i just want to help others but sumtimes i just want help too, my other friends i told i thot they would help, but they dont.
depressedcutter999 1 year ago
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angelbabecats 1 year ago
@depressedcutter999 lol good, what possibly can they do for you to help?, do you live in the fucking desert starve everyday and get raped by arabs? cause then i dont see why you would have a reason to cut your self like a little attention seekin bitch.
Converseization 1 year ago
I wake up every day and go to sleep every night feeling like this. Since I was 14 I have been self harming, but last year I was violently raped and the man who did it is getting away with it. I cant do this any more. I know people love me, I know I should stay for them. But what about me? I cant help you help me. You know what I need. 8 years later, My body is covered in scars, from my throat to my ankles, I've covered the worst with tattoos, but they still show through. Wont someone save me?
renndemolition 1 year ago
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depressedcutter999 1 year ago
you're never alone. i was a si for 3 years before i found a friend that helped me it took 2 years of her help to show me that i wasn't alone.i was a si for 5 years,and i have been cut free for about 6 years now,but i still feel like i need to sometimes,but i am a mom of 2 girls they are my reason to continue on my path.and my best friend is still walking with me every step of the way holding my hand so to speak and sometimes staying up with me all night on my really bad days.thanx 4 the video
carriekill00 1 year ago
12 years of SI, 8 years of suicidal attempts, a 4 year drunken stupor, and they expect me to cope by myself, wtf do they know. 100% we arent alone, we have ppl who can relate, find them.
fluxfielder 2 years ago
I have been that little Boy all my life...
and the pain NEVER leaves you,,Why am i still here...? I do not know...but i realy asked god to take me in my sleep every night...but i always wake up..Even He Hates Me..
MrGreenBag 2 years ago
damn it brianna...i swear to god if this is about me...
xetak3 2 years ago
That was very good! I've been cutting for three years now, but since I got out of the hospital I have been fortunate with a lot of support. I havn't relapsed yet and i am very happy. If anyone out there hasn't done it then don't because it is like an addiction and Is very hard to stop look at me it took me three years and now I am left with scars that will never go away! So any out there just know there is hope and it is possible to stop you just have to stay strong!
estars9 2 years ago
ok well i all so cut my self i still do and this is so helpful thank you you have inspired me to stop im 13 and been a cutter for 5 months i have all ready more scars then ppl who have been cutting for 2 years i know i have a problem and i have friend to help me but for all cutters out there your never alone never give up take a breath and love your life that's what im trying to do with the help of ppl who love me i will help and one to stop just send me a message
cheyandzak 2 years ago
i am struggling with it as well. to know that im not alone makes me feel better. 2 years ago i was admitted to the psych ward and ive only been out 1 year because my head was so messed up. id been into drugs, overdoses and alcohol. i even stole my dads car to try kill myself and i was drunk but the police on duty saw me and he saw me crash into a tree and he helped me through this all. my advice is stay strong. ive been doing this for over 4 years now. its not a good thing to go through
93maggiemay 2 years ago
this is so true...you want someone to help you...you want someone to be there for you..you have friends, and you have thought all your life that friends will alway be there for you...if you see a friend sad, you help them...but then you are depressed, and they turn your back on you...they don't notice you...they ignore you...you tell jokes, no one laughs, then someone else tells the same joke, and everyone laughs...then you stand alone...you get home from school...and you feel lonely
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Lungreos 2 years ago
i was suicidal and at times i did cut myself for fun, just to see how much it would hurt. i still think bout suicide and i look up ways to do it fast. i cut my feet and dig my nails into my arms till i bleed.
i hold onto my friends as reasons to live for. i cut myself less often and have almost stopped. i had to tell myself to stop and had no one know i did this. he is lucky to have you. i wish i had, had a you to help me. but i ended up having to save myself, like i had to as a little girl.
CrazyMonsterChick 2 years ago
This video matches me almost perfect
Your such a great friend
I wish I was half as strong as you are
I am trying to stop fack you
14567driver 2 years ago
he has something left, you
and if i had met him, he would have me
you have my blood and my prais i hope he turns out ok, not positive, but ok
emoboisrule 2 years ago
heh... fuck life, has nothing to offer.
rentonthurston10 2 years ago
Dx i need someone to tlk to Dx
YouRockMyNeonSox 2 years ago
@YouRockMyNeonSox
if u want u can talk to me i am goin through self harm and im really good at giving advice
keep live in reach
NeverSoLonley23 2 years ago
Amazing vid! lol story of mi life.
Llibuth1 2 years ago
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Lol at this bullshit emo depression XD
opiekat138 2 years ago
i wish i had someone i could trust cuz i cut my self cuz i'm depressed&i never have sumone to talk to....
VanzRocksYourWorld 2 years ago
dnt think like that...your not alone..if u ever wanna tlk to some1 then u can tlk to me i'll listen...i cut too..
kt2008lcsae 2 years ago
this video matches me almost perfect
jessetyler0424 2 years ago
Your such a great friend,
joshua1davison 2 years ago
i wish i was half as strong as you are :(
soccachick4525 2 years ago
best vid ever =) glad ive meet u
reaper2529 3 years ago
Karina i love you!!!! this is a good video its sad though
Mackenziel7 3 years ago
strong video...
wish i was as strong as u
verospice13 3 years ago