im bulimic, but yet im fat:L? why is everyone whos bulimic skinny apart from me, -_-' and dont say im probally not fat, because i am. my stomachs not flat.
@juliamychem u sound bulimic but bulimia isn't all about being thin sometimes being thin is just a small part of ur disorder I know this video makes it seem like bulimia is Olny to be thin but it's not get help
I don't know if I'm bulimic, but i think i am. I starve myself, and then sometimes i just eat a lot of ''bad foot'' and i puke it all out again. i throw up atleast 6 times a week, and i always feel guilty when i eat anything at all really, because when i eat i'll never be skinny. i don't know what to do anymore... does anyone recognize this all? because idk i feel like i'm overreacting :/
look I know that its a disorder, but you mean something. your family WILL miss you, your entire school WILL miss you, everyone will miss you. Don't do this to yourself, its not worth the fight. you need to get help, its okay!!! things will get better!!
What If someone doesn't throw up, but stay home and after long periods of gaining around 15 kg they lose it when not eating anything and exercising eveyday? Recently I took back some part of my life (lost my univ after losing my boyfriend..) but I don't look obssesively at scales and try to make dreams come true, to regain faith in my inner qualities. The problem: I wanna lose my weight, but ANY day of diet makes me very SAD, I'm scared I won't GET ALONG WELL with others, be with them.What to do
Look, u cant just go puking all the time. Im 13 and im trying to help others with disorders. Ive visited many hospitals and volunteered as an assistant. I always think im too fat but then i see others and think. wait. maybe im not fat. maybe i just imagine it. am i being stupid? should I puke? should I eat? this needs to be stopped. now. life is only gonna come once so u better save it and keep it as long as u can. This is a matter of life and death. This ain't no truth or dare. think.
Hi my name is jemma I'm 12 not trying to be mean but wtf why would you starve yourself your soooooo pretty and I think you are the right size and you are skinny a few months ago I starved myself but after 3 months I got really skinny and that I released it is dumb and it makes you feel sooi sick!!! So please don't do it!!
i've had a taste of bulimia as well...no one ever suspects,no one ever wonders what u do,thry just think u r ur parents good little girl...so many secrets,so many lies,so much pain,and so much unhappiness...i just wish it would all stop....
I'm suffering from bulimia & anorexia. I know I am intellectually, but that voice is just so strong and it's telling me I'm good when I don't eat, and bad when I do. And it talks to me every second. I hate this constant battle. -/3
@kateyeak09 I understand what you are going through, it is really hard to stop something even if you know it is bad for you. There is nothing rational about eating disorders. I hope you go to a psychologist for help. It won't fix everything overnight, but in the long run it really helps you work your way through what makes you do this to yourself. the first phone call and visit are the hardest, but i promise you, it is worth it.
@kateyeak09 Darling, never give up. You have to fight against that voice, don't let it win. The most important thing is to tell someone what is going on, and you will feel so much better. And plus they will help you. Never forget you are important. You are strong. You are loved.
I know how you feel. It takes over everything in you. You become a monster, a lier who can't stand being around people. You hate everything, everyone. You know it's killing you and still you can't stop. And this doesn't stop unless you stop it . You are afraid to look for help because you're not thin enough and you actually expect you'll start starving instead of b&p, but it never happens and you are stuck in your own personal HELL. Please get help, do it for the ones that aren't brave enough
You are very beautiful. I cried watching this. Please talk to me. I won't preach or badger you but I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry you feel this way. Inbox me by all means. Or text me at 7158928890. ~Charlie
Im so sorry! I am a Bulimic myself. I hate the suffering, looking in the mirror, all i see is fat! i started out as an anarexic, now every little tiny bit i eat i natrually puke! but no one gets the pain, behind the smile lies a crying girl that never shows to anyone but herself. the pain i feel,it seems so unhealthy, but truth is u cant stop it once u have it. no one every seems to get that! m so sorry for all people like me!
tanya, im sure your family would be crushed if you died. don't think that they wouldn't care. bc like you said behind this smile is everything youll never understand.
but hey, keep your head up. and if you need anyone to vent to, you can inbox me. i may not respond imediately but i will eventually.
i was bulimic and i've only just stopped recently, my friends have been very supportive and they tried to understand everything i've been going through. This video helped me over come a horrible patch in my life and i don't know who this girl is but you don't know how grateful i am for helping me. I still feel self-conscious about my weight but not as bad as before, i can eat now without taking it back up and it feel's amazing. i hope you get help and recover from it like i have and im only 14.
everything you said struck a chord with me. you are so strong and courageous to make this video and i hope that both of us can get to a better place soon <3
and see...we all have problems that make us want to do things...I've popped a lot of extacy to lose weight and it works. But I realized that it was really only hurting my body, wasting my money, and mentally damaging me...and I am so proud to say I have quit and am in a much better place now. :) It'll take time to self cure yourself, but it's worth it...try it. All you have to do is believe in yourself and stay positive. And that's for anybody dealing with any kind of problem
Agree on props for admitting a problem & sharing it. We’re never satisfied w/ what weve got. I deal w/ hating my body everyday, feeling fat&ugly. Wishing for an easy way to lose weight, that is, w/o becoming addicted to coke. Haha! But to me, what makes me hate myself are images portrayed as how women should look, nice body&perfect breast. Sad thing is these images run women’s lives. We have to be strong,proud of what we’ve got,& who we are, ‘cause in the end, all we have is ourselves.
@xSensixxStarx Screw media&men,making us think we need to be thin.I might not know you/your family,but I’m sure they care so much they’d be devastated to lose u. All I’m trying to say is stay strong,‘cause in a screwed up world like this,only we can make it for ourselves.I had to stop“listening”to the mirror to figure this out.One day,face that mirror,smile,& say u are beautiful,& u don’t need mirrors, ppl, or mags telling u what beauty is. The most important thing...is to BELIEVE it
Life is hard, but in the end, it’s worth living. DON’T GIVE UP. Too many people have…life is one big experience we have to overcome and learn from. This phase in your life is a bump in the road holding you back from happiness. Make it a lesson you learn from & knowledge you can pass on. Good luck in life man :)
You must tell somebody..:((I know how you feel, but you must to fight for your life, believe me I am so scared by food but I had support....>:D< you must fight!!!
""Shout out to all the girls and guys out there who have ever felt insecure.
Christina Aguilera says "You are beautiful. No matter what they say words can't bring you down."
Jonny Diaz says "There can never be a more Beautiful you." and
P!nk says "You are perfect to me"
Thats three celebrities and myself who have never met you. plus anyone else who sees this and agrees. WE are all PERFECT that WE includes YOU also. don't forget it. You don't have to change your self to be beautiful.
i would die before i let anything happen to you, your my best friend. i would miss you if you died, i would seriously kill myself if you died, and you know me and you know i would.
please, never think your not perfect, becuase you are. you are so skinny and so beautiful, even if you dont see it.
never think your less that what you are: perfect.
this message is to anyone who is bulimic... there is someone out there who loves you... never give up! xxx
youre beautiful and god made you perfect. dont try to change for anyone. youre perfect just how you are and anyone that says differently can go to hell.
people who comment negatively, don't have any idea on how does it feel when you are suffering from bulimia.. better be thankful that you are lucky to have a good body.. i mean, some of those bulimic had experienced being bullied during their childhood years that had really affected the way they live. why am i saying this? cuz i'm among them.. . :(
People with eating disorders are lazy. They need to educate themselves about healthy and unhealthy foods. Eat for nutritional purposes. Exercise daily. Don't get so offended if someone mentions something about their weight. And feel good about themselves no matter what people think about their body. Most bulimic women have no butt that's a result of no exercise. I personally like a woman with curves. I'm not talking about obese. Over eating is gross also, that's just my opinion on that matt
@MrHTWN I really don't think you have any idea what you are talking about, or have any authority to comment on things you have never experienced. Women feel a need to be perfect that I don't think most men have. That need to be perfect isn't just with weight either. We wax, paint, clip, cut, inject, and pierce our bodies just so we come close to what we think is perfection. Would you want a woman with hair growing out everywhere? Also, most eating disorders have a large amount of exercise.
@MrHTWN Your clueless. I mean yes some of them may not know how to eat properly but you know people are also bulimic because of stress and/or being bullied because of there weight and they think being thinner would make then look beautiful and dont now what else to do but throw up the food they eat and dont know what else to do about there weight maybe cause there embaressed of it. you dont really understand bulimia then dont be posting comments about how they should just deal with there body.
You know after two months of doing this to myself. Im sick and tired of it. My mom caleld me chubby my dad left for a year in iraq and thats what caused me to do this to myself. I hated it and now i feel stronger about myself and im actually getting my self to stop. I just hope the other girls and guys who are going threw this stop as well before it ruins there life. It just brings tears to my eyes. That i was doing this to myself to look perfect :/
I just came out of the bulimia closet one year ago. It will be 30 years that I have had this disease on September 19, 2011. My family is very understanding and loving. My doctors are trying to help. I hate this disease and long to be "normal" again. They don't hold a lot of hope for someone so chronically bulimic, but I am trying. I love you all and please try to get help. Your pain is my pain. Please take care of yourselves and know that I think you are all beautiful. xoxoxoxoxox
@SewedHeart I know how you feel, I think i was at the first stage of bulima but i realized its wrong to do thing to your self. There are better and more healthier ways of loosing weight.
i'm a bulimic too. and i need help. i want to kill myself, because i'm too fat, too miserable, and ugly. i want all this binge-purge process to stop. but there's nobody who can help me
this is exactly my story! thank you so much for putting this out there and making me feel like im not the only one. its been 3 years and i still havent told anyone
If anyone would like to discuss this disorder, please feel free to e-mail me @ shamanicpug@comcast.net. There are many aspects of this disorder, many motivations, many deep rooted causes. I have worked hard to understand what drives this addiction/compulsion. I'm working on 'damage control' regarding my body. Believe me when I say you are traumatizing and damaging your body with this practice.
The honest truth of bulimia is so beautifuly displayed in this video. I pray that you are healing and loving yourself enough to be able to stop. I welcome any serious conversation regarding this matter. I have been bulimic for 28 years. I have a lot of information...
I'm sort of a bulimic. I stick my two fingers down my throat. I puke. But it's hard to explain. My throat stops it. But the weight comes off. So I am purging. Not quite binging. But getting there. I've purged as much as 7 times a day once when I wake up, once after breakfast, sometimes after lunch, again when I get home and then before I go to bed. It's horrible. I can't stand the guilt and the weight
i can go theschool day without a calorie. when i get home i get a 3 cal. piece of gum w/ no sugar to keep my mouth busy. but by the time it gets to be 5:00pm i cant take it and i eat.then i need to get it outofme. and then ieat. then i purge. then i eat,then i purge, thendo it the next day.i 've done it up to 7 times a day. ihate it and ilove it. im a pig, so i have to. every time isay im having a shower, the majorityof the time im rightoutside thetub over the toilet. or ileave the water on.
@TraceyG219 that feeling...the love of getting the food out of your body...doesnt last...soon you will go in the bathroom and stare at your self in the mirror and say i dont want to...and do it anyways.
Give it all. Give it your strength. Your hope. Your heart. You can be thin but not too thin. So do it. You know you can and so do I. So please read this and step into your real life. It's right ahead of you.
For all of you people out there who feel like you have lost everything, everybody because of what you do to make yourself thin, your wrong. You have a new life waiting in your own eyes. Start building that life. You know that you once had that life, you once were that person in that life. So go and be that person.
Turn that picture around. Make it a sign and hang it up. Just remember this.
@Megastar7218 We don't feel or think we are beautiful...it's in our heads and we want so badly to be accepted and fit in as easily as thin people seem to, and to feel like we are worth the time...we want to be *different* but can't. Many die trying.
This is a really touching video...it was really brave of u to put it up. I pray to God that you get better and healed before u get worse. I feel its a big step that u even made and uploaded this video, and for all those who commented, that u did comment..I wish u all the best. You will be in my prayers
i cant seek help. coz my mom thinks its crazy to think i need help.. she'll scold me sayin tht i need will power nd nothing more wen i say i cant she'll start sayin tht im a loser nd stuff... everyone thinks im fat nd an idiot ..i hate college i cant go out wid frienz.. i cant have a boy friend..i always waste time eithr eating or sleping....i hate myslef so much.. i dunno wt God might be thinking right now....everynight as i go to sleep i pray tht i wont wake up again... All i want is to die...
your video describes everything that no one else understands...the shame, sadness, loneliness, never feeling good enough...I keep promising myself i'll stop but I can never make more than a couple of days...bulimia is hell..I really hope one day you'll be ready to recover.
i have been bulimic for almost 14 years and im sad to say im losing this battle. ive quit cigarettes, drugs, alchol, but i cannot shake this off. i wish i could take a pill and be cured. its not even about being fat anymore. im throwing up becuase it has been a part of my life for so long that im use to it.
i wake up everyday, look in my mirror and wish i could eat food without feeling bad about it, i wish i could eat food like everyone else and not obsess over how many calories was in it, how fat its going to make me, and how fat i am because i gave in. my brother worries about me, but its still not enough to make me stop, i cant stop because im just not good enough yet, and this video makes me realize how bad ive gotten
I wanted to show this to a bulimic friend of mine, but unfortunately I know that she'll guffaw at the bad music and the video will have no impact because of it.
i know i don't understand what your going through... but i want you to stay strong and know the person in the mirror means nothing. its what is inside your heart <33 know that you arent alone. honestly i have thought about going into the bathroom and throwing up my food... but i have never been brave enough. im scared if i start ill never stop and it will kill me please stay strong <3 dont give up you can make it <33
@MiMi8002 i'm 16 now, and i've been throwing up for a year, i tried to stop it but here i am. Again. But i'll keep trying, i hate being like this, it's killing me doing it, but looking at myself on the mirror and thinking about all those things people have allways thought they had the right to call me, kills me too
Do any of you guys wish you hadn't started?you know holidays, and how there's so much food, I love food, but I just can't stand the thought of it being in me,
@itsreallyafork i understand the extreme hate and feeling of having food in me for sure... I am doing well though...a dialy struggle...I dont uausly eat anything cooked and if it is theres not grease or anything on it...my body cant handle it...hell my body can bairly handle an apple.
@itsreallyafork I wish i never started. Its addictive, no way out, peole don't understand, my friends say ive changed, im not the person i was, i can't remember who i was, ive lost relationshis and friendships. I get told "you've changed." or "you used to be so out there." "Whens the next party were going too?" "Why are you so quiet and shy thesedays." I used to think bulimia would be a blessing, being able to control what i ate, its not. Im only in highschool, why is this happening to me?
@WaiKotiro "I wish i never started. Its addictive, no way out, peole don't understand" this is how i feel! nobody understands how addicting it is!!! :(
@itsreallyafork I totally understand you :/ I didn't think any1 thought the same,but im glad to knoow i ain't the only one thinkn that. Btw,My names kim,Don't mean to intrude or anything.
I also suffer with bulimia. It scares me when i look in the mirror...I see something ugly. Your story makes me cry knowing you suffer the way I do. And I don't want others to suffer the way I do.
i dont know if i want help....i mean i do but i dont.....binging/purging i can escape from my problems......but i know someday in the end it will kill me.
Wow, this video is amazing. I can very much relate. . Idk if i'm bulimic. Isn't there an eating disorder that's a cross between anna and mia ? I think i'm somewhere in there. Feeling empty is so good. It's horrible tho.. My boyfriend wants me to get help but I can't. Just can't.
ive stopped purging for about 5 months now but ive been bulimic for 3 years. every time i tried to stop i went just about crazy, its just like a drug. for me i was just addicted to the feeling of being empty once everything was out. mine wasnt because of control (i dont think) just the feeling of being empty. and i still think about it everyday, it lives with you forever. i can just tell, but we just have to try and stay strong. try to make it through...thank u for the video
I have bulimia I throw up every day and I dont need my fingers tu throw up I just throw it up by my self and I can´t stop beacuse I dont want to. I hate my self for that. I know exactly what you feel. I know that I someday come in to the hospital for it.
Honey, I went through this 6 months ago, I still struggle to this day but I am finally stable. keep fighting, it is SOOO worth it. Im only 14 but man, I have never felt more free and happy in my life. Fightfightfight,
i hate myself! my mam smelt the sick in the bathroom and she made me promise i would never do it again .. she told me that me doing this was worse to her than having cancer .. i cant stop
I try to recover, I fail, I try to get help, I get help, it doesn't help. I try to recover again.. I fail, get fatter. Back to the start. lose weight. Try to recover. i can't concentrate anymore, I'm getting dumber I think, I'm ruining my body from the inside. Fucking hell all these years, a battle with food.. can't stop it.
honestly , you are so strong to have made this video and i give you props for that girl . everyone else can go fuck off because this is serious . you've inspired me to go out and actually admit that i have an eating disorder instead of trying to shrug it off for the past two years. thanks girl . & i wish you tons of luck your never alone <3
Don't give up! You are not alone in this struggle. I have given up on myself so many times, but the most important thing is to keep up hope. It really can get better, even if it seems impossible. Some days I just wish bulimia would kill me, that my body would give up and my heart would stop beating. But I still hope that someone will save me, or give me the strength to save myself. I wish there was anything I could say or do to help you, but just know that I know what you are going through.
@cattails0313 for some it is a trend, fad ot lifestyle choice. They are just as ill as anorexics or bulimics are, they have just not been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa
U need to get help like I did and I've never been happier u don't have to die u have a long life ahead of u but that doesn't mean u can't have a lil meat on ur bones
ok i need some to answer my question and before you get all 'what your doing is wrong im not gonna make this a daily habit! So i binged like crazy and i was feeling uncomfortably full and had to get rid of it so i went to the bathroom and finally had the guts to make myself throw up......for the amount i ate in like an hour when i threw up not that much came out, did i really get rid of all i have eaten??? just for future reference.
This broke my heart. Seriously, my heart goes out to you! If there's any way I could help you, I would! you are in my thoughts and prayers...and if you don't believe that your friends or family would miss you when if you died (although that's definitely NOT true) I WOULD! PLEASE seek help! Your in my prayers!
i was anarexic with bulimic dendasies for 5 years...let me tell u,,,it isnt fun....noone can understandunless they know and u feel like u wanna die but thin isnt beauty and i know im reading you the thing everyone say BUT i know
please dont waste your life to this disease.. its possible to escape, i know that because i have.. bulimia and any eating disorders are unbelievably difficult to live with. but you dont have to live with it, you can get through..its possible, trust me..
and yes, you would be missed if you were gone..missed terribly.
@lifedancer100 Wrong you are. There are lots of people who exhibit and practice anorexic behaviours. Simply based on a lifestyle choice, Pro-anorexics ladies that view life as an anorexic as a posistive way of thinking, for these ladies mental health complications are usually not present as the choice to practice a behaviour it is simply a life choice to be thin. They follow an internet web site based on advice in anorexia to develop their own anorexic styled apperance.
I know how you feel, bulimia feels like you've been imprisoned without ever committing a crime. You can not escape. No matter how much you want to break the cycle you just can't. I'm 3 days out of breast surgery and I was making myself sick 2hours after coming round from the anastethic. I'm so addicted and its impossible to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I feel so lonely and nobody to talk to. and Chinbo I want to fucking smack him/her
ok so i used to be bulimic and it wasnt nice i didnt seek help and time got to me so i ask a friend for help she helped me stay skinny but not bulimic i havent made myself sick in 3 years but now i look at myself in the mirror and think why did i ever stop making myself sick so people dont ever start being bulimic it isnt nice
@fmaotaku2010 Then tell someone you need help, before it is too late, you can reverse a bit of the damage that is has already been done. Go to a therapist, a counselor who deals with eating disorders
@piercegirl1 its very hard to convince someone who is a bulimic cause they dont believe you,i know i was there for many years and it is very sad and lonely, you are all on your own
@norton90 The why do doctors diagnose people with it? It's a mental disease man, have some respect for people that are suffering and bare in mind that bulimia is a very secretive disease - most sufferers do everything they can to hide it so how can it be for attention?
@elibeth121 I think there's lots of reasons that can 'cause' bulimia - wanting attention I agree can be one, but it becomes more than that when you lose control over it, despite maybe first doing it for attention it can spiral. If it's always for attention and they shout it out, I'd say that's a different problem altogether, though that's just my opinion.
My heart breaks for ALL of you. I know how hard this is. I went through it for 7 years. It was the hardest and most painful of times for me. But I'm better. 100%. I got help and found a way out of the darkness. I was ready. Just remember that every time you throw up, you throw away a portion of your soul that completes you....little by little...until you die spiritually. You are TOO magnificent for this. You have your whole lives ahead of you. I LOVE YOU ALL!
It was as if you knew that this was my life! I completely understand! I'm bulimic too! I would love to stop this! If I could kill half of me to stop it, I would! I'm not suicidal, but I understand now why people do that now! I'm 21, and I have been doing this for almost ten years. I would if I could! But the monster in me won't let me! That's who I want dead!
Why are kids plagued with this sickness which grows beyond the control of their own will, its called pop culture and the subliminal messages which it indoctrinates into the minds of people.
@MsUnderstood211 Hi. I'm 13 but have been suffering from bulimia/ednos since i was 11. Message me if you want to chat or need the support. I understand but no on earound me does. Love, xxx
Please don't give up! Im not ready for help either but please dont give up. SOmeday your gonna be cured i swear :] Your gonna be happy. I promise you.
OmO i lost my cousin to this disease we were very close. . . .puke is now a phobia of mine. . . .just throwing up from the flu will cause me to pass out. . .
"I just want to hide so no one sees how fat i am" made me cry, thank you for this video its so touching and true, its nice to know there are others suffering
I cried the whole time watching this. How can someone jump into my head nd feel the exact same way as me!!!!!!! Omg!!!!! Its all so true!!!!!! But I can't be helped!!!!!!!
im bulimic, but yet im fat:L? why is everyone whos bulimic skinny apart from me, -_-' and dont say im probally not fat, because i am. my stomachs not flat.
laurenelliciafennell 1 week ago
@laurenelliciafennell same here and im 17 /:
BeleiveinDemiLovato 1 day ago
@juliamychem u sound bulimic but bulimia isn't all about being thin sometimes being thin is just a small part of ur disorder I know this video makes it seem like bulimia is Olny to be thin but it's not get help
barrleracer1 2 weeks ago
I don't know if I'm bulimic, but i think i am. I starve myself, and then sometimes i just eat a lot of ''bad foot'' and i puke it all out again. i throw up atleast 6 times a week, and i always feel guilty when i eat anything at all really, because when i eat i'll never be skinny. i don't know what to do anymore... does anyone recognize this all? because idk i feel like i'm overreacting :/
lots of love. <3
JuliaMyChem 3 weeks ago
look I know that its a disorder, but you mean something. your family WILL miss you, your entire school WILL miss you, everyone will miss you. Don't do this to yourself, its not worth the fight. you need to get help, its okay!!! things will get better!!
MrPlotthounds 1 month ago
What If someone doesn't throw up, but stay home and after long periods of gaining around 15 kg they lose it when not eating anything and exercising eveyday? Recently I took back some part of my life (lost my univ after losing my boyfriend..) but I don't look obssesively at scales and try to make dreams come true, to regain faith in my inner qualities. The problem: I wanna lose my weight, but ANY day of diet makes me very SAD, I'm scared I won't GET ALONG WELL with others, be with them.What to do
MarDesire 1 month ago
I hate having bulimia this video is so true.. i want help but i am scared to get it :/
blackcat88able 1 month ago
Im not ready for help. -\3. Just need to try harder
livlead199 1 month ago
my life </3...i am not ready to get help either.
xneyannaxrosex 1 month ago
Look, u cant just go puking all the time. Im 13 and im trying to help others with disorders. Ive visited many hospitals and volunteered as an assistant. I always think im too fat but then i see others and think. wait. maybe im not fat. maybe i just imagine it. am i being stupid? should I puke? should I eat? this needs to be stopped. now. life is only gonna come once so u better save it and keep it as long as u can. This is a matter of life and death. This ain't no truth or dare. think.
kamilandandre 1 month ago
The pain really never stops. This disease has taking over my life. I think about it every second of every day and I HATE it. But I can't stop.
sunnysoleil1995 1 month ago
Hi my name is jemma I'm 12 not trying to be mean but wtf why would you starve yourself your soooooo pretty and I think you are the right size and you are skinny a few months ago I starved myself but after 3 months I got really skinny and that I released it is dumb and it makes you feel sooi sick!!! So please don't do it!!
jemmagirl727 1 month ago
every 1 is ok looking! GOD made us this way even though i am not pretty or thin ik god loves me and that all should matter
ranmalover1221 2 months ago
i've had a taste of bulimia as well...no one ever suspects,no one ever wonders what u do,thry just think u r ur parents good little girl...so many secrets,so many lies,so much pain,and so much unhappiness...i just wish it would all stop....
janettegutierrez24 2 months ago
My life too.
HeidiGak1993 2 months ago
I'm tearing up as I'm tying this...
I'm suffering from bulimia & anorexia. I know I am intellectually, but that voice is just so strong and it's telling me I'm good when I don't eat, and bad when I do. And it talks to me every second. I hate this constant battle. -/3
kateyeak09 3 months ago
@kateyeak09 I understand what you are going through, it is really hard to stop something even if you know it is bad for you. There is nothing rational about eating disorders. I hope you go to a psychologist for help. It won't fix everything overnight, but in the long run it really helps you work your way through what makes you do this to yourself. the first phone call and visit are the hardest, but i promise you, it is worth it.
I know you can get out of this. All the best
lindaliriel 3 months ago
@kateyeak09 Darling, never give up. You have to fight against that voice, don't let it win. The most important thing is to tell someone what is going on, and you will feel so much better. And plus they will help you. Never forget you are important. You are strong. You are loved.
Good luck <3
BillieJeanArmstrong 2 months ago
I know how you feel. It takes over everything in you. You become a monster, a lier who can't stand being around people. You hate everything, everyone. You know it's killing you and still you can't stop. And this doesn't stop unless you stop it . You are afraid to look for help because you're not thin enough and you actually expect you'll start starving instead of b&p, but it never happens and you are stuck in your own personal HELL. Please get help, do it for the ones that aren't brave enough
mindriot94 3 months ago
You are very beautiful. I cried watching this. Please talk to me. I won't preach or badger you but I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry you feel this way. Inbox me by all means. Or text me at 7158928890. ~Charlie
A7XandCOD4me 4 months ago
You are beautiful, and you always will be.
TheLionslave 4 months ago
just my life
horsegirlbella 4 months ago
BRAVA SIMONA.....Non ti arrendere mai piccola...... la vita ti ama... ricordatelo
Chiara
amefushi76 4 months ago
Im so sorry! I am a Bulimic myself. I hate the suffering, looking in the mirror, all i see is fat! i started out as an anarexic, now every little tiny bit i eat i natrually puke! but no one gets the pain, behind the smile lies a crying girl that never shows to anyone but herself. the pain i feel,it seems so unhealthy, but truth is u cant stop it once u have it. no one every seems to get that! m so sorry for all people like me!
be3dreamer 5 months ago
tanya, im sure your family would be crushed if you died. don't think that they wouldn't care. bc like you said behind this smile is everything youll never understand.
but hey, keep your head up. and if you need anyone to vent to, you can inbox me. i may not respond imediately but i will eventually.
Love,
Shannon :]
shann2323 5 months ago
i was bulimic and i've only just stopped recently, my friends have been very supportive and they tried to understand everything i've been going through. This video helped me over come a horrible patch in my life and i don't know who this girl is but you don't know how grateful i am for helping me. I still feel self-conscious about my weight but not as bad as before, i can eat now without taking it back up and it feel's amazing. i hope you get help and recover from it like i have and im only 14.
katielaidlawx 6 months ago
@katielaidlawx im very happy for you. this is not the end but it is a great start. i support strong people like you :)
PieGirlatron 5 months ago
everything you said struck a chord with me. you are so strong and courageous to make this video and i hope that both of us can get to a better place soon <3
bbydolleyesz 6 months ago
Oh my Gosh please stop I dont even know you but please everyone your beautiful the way you are
botdq 6 months ago
and see...we all have problems that make us want to do things...I've popped a lot of extacy to lose weight and it works. But I realized that it was really only hurting my body, wasting my money, and mentally damaging me...and I am so proud to say I have quit and am in a much better place now. :) It'll take time to self cure yourself, but it's worth it...try it. All you have to do is believe in yourself and stay positive. And that's for anybody dealing with any kind of problem
xSensixxStarx 6 months ago
Agree on props for admitting a problem & sharing it. We’re never satisfied w/ what weve got. I deal w/ hating my body everyday, feeling fat&ugly. Wishing for an easy way to lose weight, that is, w/o becoming addicted to coke. Haha! But to me, what makes me hate myself are images portrayed as how women should look, nice body&perfect breast. Sad thing is these images run women’s lives. We have to be strong,proud of what we’ve got,& who we are, ‘cause in the end, all we have is ourselves.
xSensixxStarx 6 months ago
@xSensixxStarx Screw media&men,making us think we need to be thin.I might not know you/your family,but I’m sure they care so much they’d be devastated to lose u. All I’m trying to say is stay strong,‘cause in a screwed up world like this,only we can make it for ourselves.I had to stop“listening”to the mirror to figure this out.One day,face that mirror,smile,& say u are beautiful,& u don’t need mirrors, ppl, or mags telling u what beauty is. The most important thing...is to BELIEVE it
xSensixxStarx 6 months ago
Life is hard, but in the end, it’s worth living. DON’T GIVE UP. Too many people have…life is one big experience we have to overcome and learn from. This phase in your life is a bump in the road holding you back from happiness. Make it a lesson you learn from & knowledge you can pass on. Good luck in life man :)
xSensixxStarx 6 months ago
I don't undersand why you think being thin is beautiful. there are many ugly thin girls, do you also envy them?
MsPingu112 7 months ago
@MsPingu112 no. we want to be thin like models or that girl on tv. They look beautiful and perfect. THATS one reason y we do this
sushi2U2 6 months ago
@sushi2U2 whatever you want.
MsPingu112 6 months ago
Just listen to the song called skyscraper by:Demi Lovato. it will change your life for the better.
endurancecurves16 7 months ago
You must tell somebody..:((I know how you feel, but you must to fight for your life, believe me I am so scared by food but I had support....>:D< you must fight!!!
nightLunatica 7 months ago
""Shout out to all the girls and guys out there who have ever felt insecure.
Christina Aguilera says "You are beautiful. No matter what they say words can't bring you down."
Jonny Diaz says "There can never be a more Beautiful you." and
P!nk says "You are perfect to me"
Thats three celebrities and myself who have never met you. plus anyone else who sees this and agrees. WE are all PERFECT that WE includes YOU also. don't forget it. You don't have to change your self to be beautiful.
1235link 7 months ago
to my best friend,
i would die before i let anything happen to you, your my best friend. i would miss you if you died, i would seriously kill myself if you died, and you know me and you know i would.
please, never think your not perfect, becuase you are. you are so skinny and so beautiful, even if you dont see it.
never think your less that what you are: perfect.
this message is to anyone who is bulimic... there is someone out there who loves you... never give up! xxx
DisneyManiac152 7 months ago
youre beautiful and god made you perfect. dont try to change for anyone. youre perfect just how you are and anyone that says differently can go to hell.
MsLindsay11 7 months ago
I've been struggle alone with only my friends knowing for 1 year already and im scared to get help idk what to do.
heartlesslove101 7 months ago
@heartlesslove101 I know what you can do, go in and get help. Tell your neighbor, parents, pastor or anyone that wil listen, Go to your doctor now.
elibeth121 7 months ago
bulemia is such a fail.. .i feel like a cheat anorexic. why is life a competition to be heard?
98penguins 7 months ago
@98penguins Life isn't a competition, it is not a competition. You choose it to be
elibeth121 7 months ago
it isnt a competition, life is not. You choose it to be.
elibeth121 7 months ago
Life's hard. And natural selection occurs as well.
NikoBomber 7 months ago
people who comment negatively, don't have any idea on how does it feel when you are suffering from bulimia.. better be thankful that you are lucky to have a good body.. i mean, some of those bulimic had experienced being bullied during their childhood years that had really affected the way they live. why am i saying this? cuz i'm among them.. . :(
chowdieh 8 months ago
@chowdieh I know how you feel, I started being bulimic because of bullying but i got help and im not bulimic anymore
kklloyd12345 7 months ago in playlist weird music
I wish I could do more to help people like you. I wish more than anything I could help people that need help. :/
theatomizer 8 months ago
Good luck :)
Victoria49021 8 months ago
1:23 thats what i do
tatulover2120 8 months ago
@tatulover2120 Me too
heartlesslove101 7 months ago
Am I the only one who sees a problem with the choice of song for this video?
hiroakaprotagonist 8 months ago 2
People with eating disorders are lazy. They need to educate themselves about healthy and unhealthy foods. Eat for nutritional purposes. Exercise daily. Don't get so offended if someone mentions something about their weight. And feel good about themselves no matter what people think about their body. Most bulimic women have no butt that's a result of no exercise. I personally like a woman with curves. I'm not talking about obese. Over eating is gross also, that's just my opinion on that matt
MrHTWN 8 months ago
@MrHTWN I really don't think you have any idea what you are talking about, or have any authority to comment on things you have never experienced. Women feel a need to be perfect that I don't think most men have. That need to be perfect isn't just with weight either. We wax, paint, clip, cut, inject, and pierce our bodies just so we come close to what we think is perfection. Would you want a woman with hair growing out everywhere? Also, most eating disorders have a large amount of exercise.
SuposedArt 8 months ago 12
@MrHTWN Your clueless. I mean yes some of them may not know how to eat properly but you know people are also bulimic because of stress and/or being bullied because of there weight and they think being thinner would make then look beautiful and dont now what else to do but throw up the food they eat and dont know what else to do about there weight maybe cause there embaressed of it. you dont really understand bulimia then dont be posting comments about how they should just deal with there body.
kklloyd12345 8 months ago in playlist weird music 5
You know after two months of doing this to myself. Im sick and tired of it. My mom caleld me chubby my dad left for a year in iraq and thats what caused me to do this to myself. I hated it and now i feel stronger about myself and im actually getting my self to stop. I just hope the other girls and guys who are going threw this stop as well before it ruins there life. It just brings tears to my eyes. That i was doing this to myself to look perfect :/
kklloyd12345 8 months ago
Why don't you just exercise a lot.
AnbuSoran 8 months ago
I just came out of the bulimia closet one year ago. It will be 30 years that I have had this disease on September 19, 2011. My family is very understanding and loving. My doctors are trying to help. I hate this disease and long to be "normal" again. They don't hold a lot of hope for someone so chronically bulimic, but I am trying. I love you all and please try to get help. Your pain is my pain. Please take care of yourselves and know that I think you are all beautiful. xoxoxoxoxox
blondieblueskyye69 9 months ago
This video made me cry. I think I might be at the first stage of bulimia. I want to be thinner and I have thought about throwing up.
SewedHeart 9 months ago
@SewedHeart I know how you feel, I think i was at the first stage of bulima but i realized its wrong to do thing to your self. There are better and more healthier ways of loosing weight.
kklloyd12345 8 months ago
i'm a bulimic too. and i need help. i want to kill myself, because i'm too fat, too miserable, and ugly. i want all this binge-purge process to stop. but there's nobody who can help me
FuCkThEGoLd 9 months ago
this is exactly my story! thank you so much for putting this out there and making me feel like im not the only one. its been 3 years and i still havent told anyone
jonasfever4life 9 months ago
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loveviztheanswer 9 months ago
i will get help if you do.
Shnazle12 9 months ago
If anyone would like to discuss this disorder, please feel free to e-mail me @ shamanicpug@comcast.net. There are many aspects of this disorder, many motivations, many deep rooted causes. I have worked hard to understand what drives this addiction/compulsion. I'm working on 'damage control' regarding my body. Believe me when I say you are traumatizing and damaging your body with this practice.
ShamanicPug 10 months ago
The honest truth of bulimia is so beautifuly displayed in this video. I pray that you are healing and loving yourself enough to be able to stop. I welcome any serious conversation regarding this matter. I have been bulimic for 28 years. I have a lot of information...
ShamanicPug 10 months ago
I'm sort of a bulimic. I stick my two fingers down my throat. I puke. But it's hard to explain. My throat stops it. But the weight comes off. So I am purging. Not quite binging. But getting there. I've purged as much as 7 times a day once when I wake up, once after breakfast, sometimes after lunch, again when I get home and then before I go to bed. It's horrible. I can't stand the guilt and the weight
sophiatastic101 10 months ago
I have it too. I can't get my food out. I tryed for hours. I just dont want to come out. I wanna kill myself
MultiSexygirl55 10 months ago
i can go theschool day without a calorie. when i get home i get a 3 cal. piece of gum w/ no sugar to keep my mouth busy. but by the time it gets to be 5:00pm i cant take it and i eat.then i need to get it outofme. and then ieat. then i purge. then i eat,then i purge, thendo it the next day.i 've done it up to 7 times a day. ihate it and ilove it. im a pig, so i have to. every time isay im having a shower, the majorityof the time im rightoutside thetub over the toilet. or ileave the water on.
JRmcMGG 10 months ago
@TraceyG219 that feeling...the love of getting the food out of your body...doesnt last...soon you will go in the bathroom and stare at your self in the mirror and say i dont want to...and do it anyways.
DnKlove101 10 months ago
I'm not going to lie, but I love looking skinny.
oNiGhTsOuTx 10 months ago 2
when did my life turn into this?
RedLashLive 11 months ago
this just goes to show ,,woman are crazy ,,so ur fat who cares ,,get over it move on
kingsicario13 11 months ago
@indespensiblePeaGuy
Ur a jackass. Why would u say that? Just fuck off.
Ssydnney 11 months ago
The girl who always cried
Laughed it off
The girl who always gave up
Finally gave it all
Give it all. Give it your strength. Your hope. Your heart. You can be thin but not too thin. So do it. You know you can and so do I. So please read this and step into your real life. It's right ahead of you.
Love always,
Sydney
Ssydnney 11 months ago
For all of you people out there who feel like you have lost everything, everybody because of what you do to make yourself thin, your wrong. You have a new life waiting in your own eyes. Start building that life. You know that you once had that life, you once were that person in that life. So go and be that person.
Turn that picture around. Make it a sign and hang it up. Just remember this.
The girl who seemed so broken
Became unbreakable
The girl who seemed to crumble
Became so strong
The
Ssydnney 11 months ago
How do people like u become like that? Your to BEAUTIFUL :)
Megastar7218 11 months ago
@Megastar7218 We don't feel or think we are beautiful...it's in our heads and we want so badly to be accepted and fit in as easily as thin people seem to, and to feel like we are worth the time...we want to be *different* but can't. Many die trying.
FallenxxAngelxxx 11 months ago
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1:22 that explains my situation exactly.
oxosamiraoxo 1 year ago
aww honey i love you!!!!! i am always here you are beautiful:) and i love youuuu
gorgeousemakeup14 1 year ago
"Go to your address bar, after the word YOU and before the word TUBE, type in "win" then press enter"
littlemissbandit 1 year ago
This is a really touching video...it was really brave of u to put it up. I pray to God that you get better and healed before u get worse. I feel its a big step that u even made and uploaded this video, and for all those who commented, that u did comment..I wish u all the best. You will be in my prayers
ormfa 1 year ago
1:21 totally broke my heart.
squeeky95 1 year ago
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:( I'm trapped...and I cant find my way out...I use the shower now too....but i cant stand food in me....
xxtrademarkravexx 1 year ago
i cant seek help. coz my mom thinks its crazy to think i need help.. she'll scold me sayin tht i need will power nd nothing more wen i say i cant she'll start sayin tht im a loser nd stuff... everyone thinks im fat nd an idiot ..i hate college i cant go out wid frienz.. i cant have a boy friend..i always waste time eithr eating or sleping....i hate myslef so much.. i dunno wt God might be thinking right now....everynight as i go to sleep i pray tht i wont wake up again... All i want is to die...
quasarqueen 1 year ago
I'm going through this..I NEED help.but everytime i think bout gettin help...I see myself in the mirror nd wel I just can't stop :(
LilLexie7qh 1 year ago 2
I hope you do get some help hun <3
edpinkgurl 1 year ago
your video describes everything that no one else understands...the shame, sadness, loneliness, never feeling good enough...I keep promising myself i'll stop but I can never make more than a couple of days...bulimia is hell..I really hope one day you'll be ready to recover.
Lonelygirl83ify 1 year ago 3
i have been bulimic for almost 14 years and im sad to say im losing this battle. ive quit cigarettes, drugs, alchol, but i cannot shake this off. i wish i could take a pill and be cured. its not even about being fat anymore. im throwing up becuase it has been a part of my life for so long that im use to it.
TheSwagbuckshottie 1 year ago
@TheSwagbuckshottie i know i will be you someday, i'm only 17 and ive had bulimia for 3 years and i know i will never let it go
ClythiaMystica 1 year ago
i wake up everyday, look in my mirror and wish i could eat food without feeling bad about it, i wish i could eat food like everyone else and not obsess over how many calories was in it, how fat its going to make me, and how fat i am because i gave in. my brother worries about me, but its still not enough to make me stop, i cant stop because im just not good enough yet, and this video makes me realize how bad ive gotten
hellopandakittyful 1 year ago
I wanted to show this to a bulimic friend of mine, but unfortunately I know that she'll guffaw at the bad music and the video will have no impact because of it.
DHScherocha 1 year ago
i know i don't understand what your going through... but i want you to stay strong and know the person in the mirror means nothing. its what is inside your heart <33 know that you arent alone. honestly i have thought about going into the bathroom and throwing up my food... but i have never been brave enough. im scared if i start ill never stop and it will kill me please stay strong <3 dont give up you can make it <33
inthislalaland 1 year ago
@MiMi8002 i'm 16 now, and i've been throwing up for a year, i tried to stop it but here i am. Again. But i'll keep trying, i hate being like this, it's killing me doing it, but looking at myself on the mirror and thinking about all those things people have allways thought they had the right to call me, kills me too
=(
cristal5rose 1 year ago
I understand completely baby girl. Stay strong. You're going to see the other side of this one day. We all will. We will.
MustBGangsta 1 year ago
Do any of you guys wish you hadn't started?you know holidays, and how there's so much food, I love food, but I just can't stand the thought of it being in me,
itsreallyafork 1 year ago 75
@itsreallyafork i understand the extreme hate and feeling of having food in me for sure... I am doing well though...a dialy struggle...I dont uausly eat anything cooked and if it is theres not grease or anything on it...my body cant handle it...hell my body can bairly handle an apple.
DnKlove101 10 months ago
@itsreallyafork I wish i never started. Its addictive, no way out, peole don't understand, my friends say ive changed, im not the person i was, i can't remember who i was, ive lost relationshis and friendships. I get told "you've changed." or "you used to be so out there." "Whens the next party were going too?" "Why are you so quiet and shy thesedays." I used to think bulimia would be a blessing, being able to control what i ate, its not. Im only in highschool, why is this happening to me?
WaiKotiro 10 months ago
@WaiKotiro "I wish i never started. Its addictive, no way out, peole don't understand" this is how i feel! nobody understands how addicting it is!!! :(
cedeslynnf17 9 months ago
@itsreallyafork omg i feel just the same as you :-( theres soo much and when its in your tummy its just got to come out! ♥
jensbabaa 9 months ago
@itsreallyafork I totally understand you :/ I didn't think any1 thought the same,but im glad to knoow i ain't the only one thinkn that. Btw,My names kim,Don't mean to intrude or anything.
kimliz1212 5 months ago
I also suffer with bulimia. It scares me when i look in the mirror...I see something ugly. Your story makes me cry knowing you suffer the way I do. And I don't want others to suffer the way I do.
crissbitch 1 year ago
I also suffer with bulimia. It scares me when i look in the mirror...I see something ugly.
crissbitch 1 year ago
i dont know if i want help....i mean i do but i dont.....binging/purging i can escape from my problems......but i know someday in the end it will kill me.
fmaotaku2010 1 year ago
Wow, this video is amazing. I can very much relate. . Idk if i'm bulimic. Isn't there an eating disorder that's a cross between anna and mia ? I think i'm somewhere in there. Feeling empty is so good. It's horrible tho.. My boyfriend wants me to get help but I can't. Just can't.
LOV3k 1 year ago
i <3 this songg. <333
novideosforme123 1 year ago
ive stopped purging for about 5 months now but ive been bulimic for 3 years. every time i tried to stop i went just about crazy, its just like a drug. for me i was just addicted to the feeling of being empty once everything was out. mine wasnt because of control (i dont think) just the feeling of being empty. and i still think about it everyday, it lives with you forever. i can just tell, but we just have to try and stay strong. try to make it through...thank u for the video
kenawolfie13 1 year ago
I have bulimia I throw up every day and I dont need my fingers tu throw up I just throw it up by my self and I can´t stop beacuse I dont want to. I hate my self for that. I know exactly what you feel. I know that I someday come in to the hospital for it.
FannyMiley 1 year ago
@FannyMiley
I know what you mean. I don't want help, but I know logically that someone should get me help whether I like it or not. It's so odd of a feeling.
LOV3k 1 year ago
@LOV3k It is so true!
FannyMiley 1 year ago
I'm trying to quit but I can't but u can and it's never to late or to early to get help
piercegirl1 1 year ago
Honey, I went through this 6 months ago, I still struggle to this day but I am finally stable. keep fighting, it is SOOO worth it. Im only 14 but man, I have never felt more free and happy in my life. Fightfightfight,
MsMusicismylifee 1 year ago
you poor thing. I'm so sorry, please get help, nobody deserves this!
ForsakenNightAngel 1 year ago
i hate myself! my mam smelt the sick in the bathroom and she made me promise i would never do it again .. she told me that me doing this was worse to her than having cancer .. i cant stop
XkeepinerlitX 1 year ago
I was really insecure when I was in middle school. I thought about makingmyself puke.
SwtHtS 1 year ago
I try to recover, I fail, I try to get help, I get help, it doesn't help. I try to recover again.. I fail, get fatter. Back to the start. lose weight. Try to recover. i can't concentrate anymore, I'm getting dumber I think, I'm ruining my body from the inside. Fucking hell all these years, a battle with food.. can't stop it.
Yapiej 1 year ago
honestly , you are so strong to have made this video and i give you props for that girl . everyone else can go fuck off because this is serious . you've inspired me to go out and actually admit that i have an eating disorder instead of trying to shrug it off for the past two years. thanks girl . & i wish you tons of luck your never alone <3
windowsil022 1 year ago 23
Don't give up! You are not alone in this struggle. I have given up on myself so many times, but the most important thing is to keep up hope. It really can get better, even if it seems impossible. Some days I just wish bulimia would kill me, that my body would give up and my heart would stop beating. But I still hope that someone will save me, or give me the strength to save myself. I wish there was anything I could say or do to help you, but just know that I know what you are going through.
SnowingAngels 1 year ago
this made me cry..
i have been suffering from this for 2 years
and i know people who said they wanted to do it to lose some weight..
i hate those people
cattails0313 1 year ago
@cattails0313 for some it is a trend, fad ot lifestyle choice. They are just as ill as anorexics or bulimics are, they have just not been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa
elibeth121 1 year ago
U need to get help like I did and I've never been happier u don't have to die u have a long life ahead of u but that doesn't mean u can't have a lil meat on ur bones
piercegirl1 1 year ago
ok i need some to answer my question and before you get all 'what your doing is wrong im not gonna make this a daily habit! So i binged like crazy and i was feeling uncomfortably full and had to get rid of it so i went to the bathroom and finally had the guts to make myself throw up......for the amount i ate in like an hour when i threw up not that much came out, did i really get rid of all i have eaten??? just for future reference.
nicolayy793 1 year ago
This broke my heart. Seriously, my heart goes out to you! If there's any way I could help you, I would! you are in my thoughts and prayers...and if you don't believe that your friends or family would miss you when if you died (although that's definitely NOT true) I WOULD! PLEASE seek help! Your in my prayers!
hehe303 1 year ago
i was anarexic with bulimic dendasies for 5 years...let me tell u,,,it isnt fun....noone can understandunless they know and u feel like u wanna die but thin isnt beauty and i know im reading you the thing everyone say BUT i know
CaliCocoLove 1 year ago
please dont waste your life to this disease.. its possible to escape, i know that because i have.. bulimia and any eating disorders are unbelievably difficult to live with. but you dont have to live with it, you can get through..its possible, trust me..
and yes, you would be missed if you were gone..missed terribly.
needbeautyyx 1 year ago
Skinny is NOT beautiful! Not even close! Aspire to be yourself! The mirror reflects but it's the Mind that accepts...
Kulardenu 1 year ago
@lifedancer100 Wrong you are. There are lots of people who exhibit and practice anorexic behaviours. Simply based on a lifestyle choice, Pro-anorexics ladies that view life as an anorexic as a posistive way of thinking, for these ladies mental health complications are usually not present as the choice to practice a behaviour it is simply a life choice to be thin. They follow an internet web site based on advice in anorexia to develop their own anorexic styled apperance.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
I totally agree. If you havent gone through it or are now dealing with it you have no idea. Its almost as if you are mocking it. So NOT cool
brooknicole78 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@brooknicole78 not true at all, through education, and through my own patients you can understand it without going through it
elibeth121 1 year ago
I know how you feel, bulimia feels like you've been imprisoned without ever committing a crime. You can not escape. No matter how much you want to break the cycle you just can't. I'm 3 days out of breast surgery and I was making myself sick 2hours after coming round from the anastethic. I'm so addicted and its impossible to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I feel so lonely and nobody to talk to. and Chinbo I want to fucking smack him/her
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elibeth121 1 year ago
ok so i used to be bulimic and it wasnt nice i didnt seek help and time got to me so i ask a friend for help she helped me stay skinny but not bulimic i havent made myself sick in 3 years but now i look at myself in the mirror and think why did i ever stop making myself sick so people dont ever start being bulimic it isnt nice
whatever200914 1 year ago
youve inspiered me find hel..thanx
abomb13344 1 year ago
im bulimic. Pro Mia. Dont want to stop. Dont want to change.
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fmaotaku2010 1 year ago
@fmaotaku2010 Then tell someone you need help, before it is too late, you can reverse a bit of the damage that is has already been done. Go to a therapist, a counselor who deals with eating disorders
elibeth121 1 year ago
u got a point
piercegirl1 1 year ago
@piercegirl1 its very hard to convince someone who is a bulimic cause they dont believe you,i know i was there for many years and it is very sad and lonely, you are all on your own
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@motivationheadphones
i did and the docters say its a load of bullshit so go do us all a faver and fuking do 1 u washed up pice of homophobic shite
norton90 1 year ago
@norton90 The why do doctors diagnose people with it? It's a mental disease man, have some respect for people that are suffering and bare in mind that bulimia is a very secretive disease - most sufferers do everything they can to hide it so how can it be for attention?
Grow up. Also L2Spell.
Mazmetron 1 year ago 2
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 I think there's lots of reasons that can 'cause' bulimia - wanting attention I agree can be one, but it becomes more than that when you lose control over it, despite maybe first doing it for attention it can spiral. If it's always for attention and they shout it out, I'd say that's a different problem altogether, though that's just my opinion.
Mazmetron 1 year ago
LOL! I am making a Musical called Bulimac The Musical. About a girl who has bulimia! ITS SO FUNNY!
Doug7788 1 year ago
My heart breaks for ALL of you. I know how hard this is. I went through it for 7 years. It was the hardest and most painful of times for me. But I'm better. 100%. I got help and found a way out of the darkness. I was ready. Just remember that every time you throw up, you throw away a portion of your soul that completes you....little by little...until you die spiritually. You are TOO magnificent for this. You have your whole lives ahead of you. I LOVE YOU ALL!
afghanmac 1 year ago 2
@afghanmac so true i am with you
son91a 1 year ago
It was as if you knew that this was my life! I completely understand! I'm bulimic too! I would love to stop this! If I could kill half of me to stop it, I would! I'm not suicidal, but I understand now why people do that now! I'm 21, and I have been doing this for almost ten years. I would if I could! But the monster in me won't let me! That's who I want dead!
BulimicLady 1 year ago
Why are kids plagued with this sickness which grows beyond the control of their own will, its called pop culture and the subliminal messages which it indoctrinates into the minds of people.
LordoftheKaty 1 year ago 2
this is exactly how I feel. No body knows how much i want to be free, but there is always mia's voice in my head
JessieTornel 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
somebody finally understands me!! :'(
Louu93 1 year ago
It's going great girl interupted I am happy now and so now when I look in the mirror I like the person I see
piercegirl1 1 year ago
It's like watching my life. Thanks for this. x
fingerscrossed13 1 year ago
@MsUnderstood211 Hi. I'm 13 but have been suffering from bulimia/ednos since i was 11. Message me if you want to chat or need the support. I understand but no on earound me does. Love, xxx
fingerscrossed13 1 year ago
Please don't give up! Im not ready for help either but please dont give up. SOmeday your gonna be cured i swear :] Your gonna be happy. I promise you.
minisharks 1 year ago
I am so sorry :/
minisharks 1 year ago
OmO i lost my cousin to this disease we were very close. . . .puke is now a phobia of mine. . . .just throwing up from the flu will cause me to pass out. . .
MsMightyCupCake 1 year ago
"I just want to hide so no one sees how fat i am" made me cry, thank you for this video its so touching and true, its nice to know there are others suffering
girlygirl0907 1 year ago
I cried the whole time watching this. How can someone jump into my head nd feel the exact same way as me!!!!!!! Omg!!!!! Its all so true!!!!!! But I can't be helped!!!!!!!
96sdarnell 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
is a fucking joke? being bulimic is a made up disease for attension seeking guidos
norton90 1 year ago