@inspirediam Back again. Same result. It says "inspirediam has enabled a Contact Lock. You will not be able to send messages to them unless they add you as a Contact.". This may be part of the "Kettling" of Yt... Search ' US Dept Of Homeland (In)Security Stole My YouTube's Connectivity'... It's my very own Conspiracy Theory... Keep on keeping on.
@inspirediam G'day... Hi, um, well. I did try to send you a PM, and it said I'd hit a "Contact Lock", which seemed reasonable at the time. I'll go to my Outbox, retrieve the Reply Window to you, and try it again. Then I'll return here & let you know... Back soon.
All I can do is echo the voices that have gone before me in assuring you that there IS a 'way through' this - with professional help if necessary.
You are an obviously 'sensitive' soul (however you take that term to mean) and are not alone being at the mercies of a society bent on selling us 'depression' for profit; as they do breakfast cereals, movies and even the water we need for life.
These are NOT failings on your part and with help you'll be able to see this...
Everyone passes through crises at different moments in their life! I can see it's very bad with you. But (and it is a very big and very true BUT) if you suffer it and withstand it, it will find a solution one way or another. Believe me, there will come a time in the future, when you'll remember this moment with wonder and puzzlement.
Take a deep breath, and then realize your depression is not a failing on your part. We live in a society that does not value one another, but exalts selfishness and personal gain as success and this belief can lead to a depressed delusion of self-worth. In truth and in reality you are as complicated and beautiful as the universe that brought you forth. You are life itself don't waste it on what other's would have you believe. You are perfection, so judge from that and you will find what belongs.
I hope you pull out of this without hurting yourself. Here are some videos of mine that might prove helpful to you: Ladder to Happiness: Emotional Resiliency youtube.com/watch?v=e4FfvUMls-8 Inherent Worth and Dignity (Re: Atheists Why Live?) youtube.com/watch?v=l-Pi4yODEeg Why Live? (Re: Atheists Why Live?) youtube.com/watch?v=KVrgJi07fv0 Does Atheism Cause Depression? youtube.com/watch?v=PWlTxF0NND4 Anti-Suicide Tips youtube.com/watch?v=dPMcskKKPM4
Please. For your children if nothing else. You must not try to commit suicide again. Things can get better. Call the local suicide hotline immediately. Do it now.
If you are drinking or taking any medications that are not prescribed, or are not taking them as prescibed STOP, clear your head. Don't kill yourself ! Talk to a professional, if not a profession at least talk to someone you trust.
I can see the pain in your eyes in your last video when you say "I'm still here", I know that pain, I know you still don't want to be here. You need to speak to a professional, now that does not mean you are crazy, everybody gets depressed now and then, this is serious, if not for yourself, do it for your kids, you will thank yourself later when you feel better.
Sometimes we are changing the world and don't know it, we have planted an idea in someones mind and may not always know that ...
I don't see an empty shell when I see you at all. I see a woman who is trying to juggle a lot of roles at the same time. Being a student and a mother is a lot to do in itself, and you don't need negative noise added to your life on top of all that.
Be good to yourself. We aren't really close enough geographically to help, but a lot of us do think about you and hope you work your way through this. From watching your vids, I can tell you're resilient.
@inspirediam G'day again ! Um, I hit your Contact Lock ; but that's OK. I underconstumble. I didn't know FrankaDith was either an ex JW, or tracking quite so close, but I'm glad to have led another helping hand to your side. (Yay Team Frank! Good on ya, thanks mate.). Anyway, Inspirediam, for what it's worth, you maybe could find it helpful to search 'Mad Scientist Versus Anti-Natalism'...? It was my first tilt at that Windmill. I've had experience of Death. Be my guest..?
Hi there im Frank ,i followed wablesonalot to you and i wont pretend to understand what your going through but i can tell you i was in the JW and as soon as i got sick and took a nervous breakdown i was kicked and out of my dads house and became homeless for a long time till someone brought me to see the doctors ,this was at 19 years of age and im now 48 years old ,and feel better than ive ever been ,i did try eating 3 bottles of pills and was angry i woke as well but not anymore ask me why !
@FrankaDith When I am in this place, my mind is completely fried. I do not have clarity of mind. This is a state brought on by mental exhaustion, which springs into depression and the feeling of hopelessness. When I am well, my mind has clarity, I can reason, take a step forward. When I am in this state of mind, my brain has been hijacked, been triggered. (fight or flight., my coping skill as a child) I have not mastered the art of being. (emotional IQ) Learned via experience.
@inspirediam I suffer from depression as well ,always have if i dont have time to be completely alone on regular basis i relapse then it no radio no visit no noise for a week sometimes two .
On the other hand one cant isolate ones self and be well so its a balancing act ,what helped the most is getting rid of drama people and focusing on quality instead of quantity.
I tried drugs,pills ,booze,but my dogs are my best friends and i even adopted a dog that has the same thing i have .
im sorry that some people have tried to draw you into a hateful place. it took a lot of guts to make that video, you'd hope for a little more respect.
you're right to take a break from YT, it's not conducive to a fragile state of mind. your life is not their entertainment. i hope you can feel better soon.
@SkidRowRadio This is me in the raw, no claim to the knowing of the secret to happiness. I do show many facets of my personality through my videos. This one is a wounded soul led by her emotions. (mental exhaustion triggers this in me) I find that I am the type of soul that requires a lot of alone time, silence, and time to contemplate my thoughts and actions. (no can do w/kids) I do not handle stress well at all. I do not possess the life skill of emotional intelligence.
@inspirediam i think you can take strength from this. opening up is surely a great first step to addressing those issues. you're braver than you think.
@inspirediam G'day.... Lisa, is it ? Thanks for waking up. I thought at the time, that I was watching a video version of a Suicide note. I carried a copy of the one my Stepson wrote, for 2 years in my shirt pocket until it disintegrated ; trying to Understand it. I'm what they call a "Reformed Suicide". I know what's out there, from 7 Near Death Experiences, & only 1 was deliberate. Life is a Good Choice. I'll send you a PM, mate ; so, keep your chin up. On my way. Ciao !
InspiredIAm, I'm glad that you're here. You need to help your body to heal. I don't know if you suffer from depression or possibly bipolar disorder, and to what extent your circumstances are causing stress, which amplifies whatever weaknesses one's body has. Is there anything that we can do to help? If you do suffer from depression, it's URGENT that you explain to your psychiatrist what's happening and make sure that you've got the best possible meds for yourself. It's equally URGENT that (1/2)
@EnglishGoethe you see a psychotherapist. Your children depend on you. And there's so very, very much to live for. My friend, Doug Stewart, who meant the world to me, committed suicide because he decided that his life wasn't worth living. He was so wrong. What he deprived us--his family and friends who loved him deeply--of, not to mention the entire world, is INESTIMABLE! We can NEVER have that now--EVER. What you do has a massive effect in the world, and I can prove it. Please, get help NOW!2/2
@EnglishGoethe This is the result of mental exhaustion gone wild. I have always been told that I am intense and cannot do it all. (when I crack) On the flip side, I have been told I am a dreamer and an idealist. (unrealistic) All labels, a way for others to attempt to understand me through their eyes. There are many facets to my personality, as I am sure there are to yours. I can blend and wear masks with the best of them. I choose not too.
Oh Honey, ((((((((HUGS)))))))) I wish I could offer up some words to help you feel better but everything seems so trite. Just breath. Let go and breath and take one step at a time.
@Teakai8 My brain forced me to take a break, I snapped from mental exhaustion. (a built in mechanism of the brain to preserve itself) The art of emotional intelligence if mastered would empower me to be able to handle the current of life with relative ease. However, as you can very well see...I have not developed this coping skill.
Your depression is not your fault. I agree that having time away from the kids right now would be a good idea. Its too much. I can't wait to see me you more the way you were before. Don't try to do it all by yourself. Baby steps. Best wishes!
Thanks for making this video when you are in such a hard place and its really none of our business. One thing I have learned is that sometimes you can see no future and you are wrong, there are so many different futures you can choose. They may not be the one you thought you were destined for but your kids need you in their lives and they always will. It sounds like you are going through some kind of grieving process and eventually you will reach acceptance. Things will get better.*hug*
Hi. I have not watched this as am at work, but glad you are being open, that is the way, I'm sure you know, being as accomplished as you seem, one cannot achieve without means for self-sustenance. However, I know the value of engaging support. Good for you.
@fulishproductions There are days when I feel good and there are days when I feel down. When you seem me happy, I am. When you see me sad, I am. I did not make this video to engage support. I did not remember uploading it. I snapped, my brain shut down. All reason and logic went out the window. This is an experience, it does not define me. To be able to handle life's current with relative ease is a talent I do not possess. Life moves forward with or without me.
@inspirediam Sometimes when 'snapping' it can seem illogical but it may be a way of tuning back into ourselves. It is not necessarily a breaking away from currents and life's responsibilities but a snapping back into place. Life will never move forward without you or me, we are part of it no matter how we seem. That can feel bad, but by riding the currents we can find our logic again.
It may well it it is nobody elses fault you feel this bad about yourself, but it is any duty of any person with a heart to attempt to reach out to one in pain. Medication can help, I know this because I suffer from depression, and medication has lessened it greatly. Talking to others helps, sharing the burden in your heart helps.
@Untemperedsteel Did I blame anyone for my pain, no...no one did this to me. The assumption is being made that Gary caused me to reach a breaking point. Gary had nothing to do with this, we have not been at odds. I had a melt down, my brain shut off, all reason and logic went out the window caused from mental exhaustion, my inability to handle the current of life with relative ease. (emotional intelligence) I have not developed this coping skill as of yet.
Lisa, there are people that care about you, that you inspire and have inspired, if you have made a choice then I can respect that but please for those that have been positively inspired by you, DONT LET ANYTHING BREAK YOU.
Get someone to take the kids for a bit. Either way, put on your favorite socks, snuggle up with some good movies and some treats .... and just let the world turn. (Get some good and weepy movies)
@matrixflower13 My brain forced me to get some well needed rest. It would not function again until I did. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. :-)
**Huggggzz**... don't worry, Sis, you are stronger and more resourceful than you realize at this point. I know you don't feel very confident right now, but you have the sort of intestinal fortitude that won't allow you to accept defeat or any other cornered situation. You are, after all, inspirediam - and indeed, your ability to face a challenge has always inspired me and many others. Look straight ahead - nothin' but blue skies....
@pianodavy You know this side of me, the side that will not back down to defeat. My brain said, well if you are not going to manage your load then I will do it for you. My brain shut down and forced me to stop. There are many facets of my personality. I do want to one day master the art of emotional intelligence, so as to be able to handle life's external stress with relative ease. No one can do this for me. I do not handle external stress well at all, obviously.
I've been in a similar place, hating that I woke up. My heart goes out to you, and although we don't know each other like you know some other youtubers, if you ever want to talk to someone, completely confidentially and without any judgement, you can drop me a line any time. Help is out there, whenever you're ready. We all want you to be ok.
The specifics are none of our business. We just want you to get enough sleep, nutrition, etc especially sunlight or good alternative. hugs and grab some hgs from the kids xx
(edited to correct my spelling)Yes yes, that's all well and good, but how far will you run today? I recommend you start off with something not too hard, but still challenging. Maybe aim for a 5km walk/run.
Take all the time you need to get better, Lisa. I was terribly worried yesterday, it is great to see you, even though you are hurting so much. I'll be with you in spirits.
@tranquil87 Hello tranquil87, wise one. :-) You know my pain; for, you have felt it. And, you also understand that to try to wrestle life to the ground is futile to one's ability to have inner peace. I will continue to try to master this life skill.
@TheWisemonkey8 Gary had nothing to do with my melt down. I tried to do too much, did not manage my load, so my brain shut down and said to me, if you do not know when to stop, I will do it for you.
@inspirediam Back again. Same result. It says "inspirediam has enabled a Contact Lock. You will not be able to send messages to them unless they add you as a Contact.". This may be part of the "Kettling" of Yt... Search ' US Dept Of Homeland (In)Security Stole My YouTube's Connectivity'... It's my very own Conspiracy Theory... Keep on keeping on.
Ciao !
WarblesOnALot 1 month ago
@inspirediam G'day... Hi, um, well. I did try to send you a PM, and it said I'd hit a "Contact Lock", which seemed reasonable at the time. I'll go to my Outbox, retrieve the Reply Window to you, and try it again. Then I'll return here & let you know... Back soon.
Ciao !
WarblesOnALot 1 month ago
All I can do is echo the voices that have gone before me in assuring you that there IS a 'way through' this - with professional help if necessary.
You are an obviously 'sensitive' soul (however you take that term to mean) and are not alone being at the mercies of a society bent on selling us 'depression' for profit; as they do breakfast cereals, movies and even the water we need for life.
These are NOT failings on your part and with help you'll be able to see this...
Take what time you need :-)
BrianJ1962 1 month ago
@BrianJ1962 Yes, I am sensitive.
inspirediam 1 month ago
@inspirediam *hug*
BrianJ1962 1 month ago
Everyone passes through crises at different moments in their life! I can see it's very bad with you. But (and it is a very big and very true BUT) if you suffer it and withstand it, it will find a solution one way or another. Believe me, there will come a time in the future, when you'll remember this moment with wonder and puzzlement.
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MkUltraV01 1 month ago
Take a deep breath, and then realize your depression is not a failing on your part. We live in a society that does not value one another, but exalts selfishness and personal gain as success and this belief can lead to a depressed delusion of self-worth. In truth and in reality you are as complicated and beautiful as the universe that brought you forth. You are life itself don't waste it on what other's would have you believe. You are perfection, so judge from that and you will find what belongs.
JusticeIsWhere 1 month ago
fortheloveofwisdom 1 month ago
Please. For your children if nothing else. You must not try to commit suicide again. Things can get better. Call the local suicide hotline immediately. Do it now.
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...(cont) or be able to see the results of it.
If you are drinking or taking any medications that are not prescribed, or are not taking them as prescibed STOP, clear your head. Don't kill yourself ! Talk to a professional, if not a profession at least talk to someone you trust.
SpaceFrawg 1 month ago
I can see the pain in your eyes in your last video when you say "I'm still here", I know that pain, I know you still don't want to be here. You need to speak to a professional, now that does not mean you are crazy, everybody gets depressed now and then, this is serious, if not for yourself, do it for your kids, you will thank yourself later when you feel better.
Sometimes we are changing the world and don't know it, we have planted an idea in someones mind and may not always know that ...
SpaceFrawg 1 month ago
I made a fast video response.
2bsirius 1 month ago
@2bsirius You are a kind person.
JusticeIsWhere 1 month ago
Hugs to you Lisa.
slanelcla 1 month ago
((BIG HUG))
Divinity33372 1 month ago
YouTube can be very toxic and depressing.
I don't see an empty shell when I see you at all. I see a woman who is trying to juggle a lot of roles at the same time. Being a student and a mother is a lot to do in itself, and you don't need negative noise added to your life on top of all that.
Be good to yourself. We aren't really close enough geographically to help, but a lot of us do think about you and hope you work your way through this. From watching your vids, I can tell you're resilient.
2bsirius 1 month ago
I'm hear
f417h2GRACE 1 month ago
@inspirediam G'day again ! Um, I hit your Contact Lock ; but that's OK. I underconstumble. I didn't know FrankaDith was either an ex JW, or tracking quite so close, but I'm glad to have led another helping hand to your side. (Yay Team Frank! Good on ya, thanks mate.). Anyway, Inspirediam, for what it's worth, you maybe could find it helpful to search 'Mad Scientist Versus Anti-Natalism'...? It was my first tilt at that Windmill. I've had experience of Death. Be my guest..?
WarblesOnALot 1 month ago
@WarblesOnALot I will do this. Thank you for your encouragement. I am feeling up to responding to people at this time. :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
I am glad to see you
theRoseofmyheart 1 month ago
Big hugs your way.
kizzume 1 month ago
Hi there im Frank ,i followed wablesonalot to you and i wont pretend to understand what your going through but i can tell you i was in the JW and as soon as i got sick and took a nervous breakdown i was kicked and out of my dads house and became homeless for a long time till someone brought me to see the doctors ,this was at 19 years of age and im now 48 years old ,and feel better than ive ever been ,i did try eating 3 bottles of pills and was angry i woke as well but not anymore ask me why !
FrankaDith 1 month ago
@FrankaDith When I am in this place, my mind is completely fried. I do not have clarity of mind. This is a state brought on by mental exhaustion, which springs into depression and the feeling of hopelessness. When I am well, my mind has clarity, I can reason, take a step forward. When I am in this state of mind, my brain has been hijacked, been triggered. (fight or flight., my coping skill as a child) I have not mastered the art of being. (emotional IQ) Learned via experience.
inspirediam 1 month ago
@inspirediam I suffer from depression as well ,always have if i dont have time to be completely alone on regular basis i relapse then it no radio no visit no noise for a week sometimes two .
On the other hand one cant isolate ones self and be well so its a balancing act ,what helped the most is getting rid of drama people and focusing on quality instead of quantity.
I tried drugs,pills ,booze,but my dogs are my best friends and i even adopted a dog that has the same thing i have .
FrankaDith 1 month ago
im sorry that some people have tried to draw you into a hateful place. it took a lot of guts to make that video, you'd hope for a little more respect.
you're right to take a break from YT, it's not conducive to a fragile state of mind. your life is not their entertainment. i hope you can feel better soon.
SkidRowRadio 1 month ago
@SkidRowRadio This is me in the raw, no claim to the knowing of the secret to happiness. I do show many facets of my personality through my videos. This one is a wounded soul led by her emotions. (mental exhaustion triggers this in me) I find that I am the type of soul that requires a lot of alone time, silence, and time to contemplate my thoughts and actions. (no can do w/kids) I do not handle stress well at all. I do not possess the life skill of emotional intelligence.
inspirediam 1 month ago
@inspirediam i think you can take strength from this. opening up is surely a great first step to addressing those issues. you're braver than you think.
SkidRowRadio 1 month ago
@inspirediam G'day.... Lisa, is it ? Thanks for waking up. I thought at the time, that I was watching a video version of a Suicide note. I carried a copy of the one my Stepson wrote, for 2 years in my shirt pocket until it disintegrated ; trying to Understand it. I'm what they call a "Reformed Suicide". I know what's out there, from 7 Near Death Experiences, & only 1 was deliberate. Life is a Good Choice. I'll send you a PM, mate ; so, keep your chin up. On my way. Ciao !
WarblesOnALot 1 month ago
@WarblesOnALot Are you unable to send me msgs? You mentioned something on another vid about hitting contacts lock?
inspirediam 1 month ago
InspiredIAm, I'm glad that you're here. You need to help your body to heal. I don't know if you suffer from depression or possibly bipolar disorder, and to what extent your circumstances are causing stress, which amplifies whatever weaknesses one's body has. Is there anything that we can do to help? If you do suffer from depression, it's URGENT that you explain to your psychiatrist what's happening and make sure that you've got the best possible meds for yourself. It's equally URGENT that (1/2)
EnglishGoethe 1 month ago
@EnglishGoethe you see a psychotherapist. Your children depend on you. And there's so very, very much to live for. My friend, Doug Stewart, who meant the world to me, committed suicide because he decided that his life wasn't worth living. He was so wrong. What he deprived us--his family and friends who loved him deeply--of, not to mention the entire world, is INESTIMABLE! We can NEVER have that now--EVER. What you do has a massive effect in the world, and I can prove it. Please, get help NOW!2/2
EnglishGoethe 1 month ago
@EnglishGoethe This is the result of mental exhaustion gone wild. I have always been told that I am intense and cannot do it all. (when I crack) On the flip side, I have been told I am a dreamer and an idealist. (unrealistic) All labels, a way for others to attempt to understand me through their eyes. There are many facets to my personality, as I am sure there are to yours. I can blend and wear masks with the best of them. I choose not too.
inspirediam 1 month ago
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Teakai8 1 month ago
Oh Honey, ((((((((HUGS)))))))) I wish I could offer up some words to help you feel better but everything seems so trite. Just breath. Let go and breath and take one step at a time.
Teakai8 1 month ago
@Teakai8 My brain forced me to take a break, I snapped from mental exhaustion. (a built in mechanism of the brain to preserve itself) The art of emotional intelligence if mastered would empower me to be able to handle the current of life with relative ease. However, as you can very well see...I have not developed this coping skill.
inspirediam 1 month ago
Hi. Good to see you.
SilverBuddha 1 month ago
Your depression is not your fault. I agree that having time away from the kids right now would be a good idea. Its too much. I can't wait to see me you more the way you were before. Don't try to do it all by yourself. Baby steps. Best wishes!
Sheraseven 1 month ago
Thanks for making this video when you are in such a hard place and its really none of our business. One thing I have learned is that sometimes you can see no future and you are wrong, there are so many different futures you can choose. They may not be the one you thought you were destined for but your kids need you in their lives and they always will. It sounds like you are going through some kind of grieving process and eventually you will reach acceptance. Things will get better.*hug*
squirrly001 1 month ago
Hi. I have not watched this as am at work, but glad you are being open, that is the way, I'm sure you know, being as accomplished as you seem, one cannot achieve without means for self-sustenance. However, I know the value of engaging support. Good for you.
fulishproductions 1 month ago
@fulishproductions There are days when I feel good and there are days when I feel down. When you seem me happy, I am. When you see me sad, I am. I did not make this video to engage support. I did not remember uploading it. I snapped, my brain shut down. All reason and logic went out the window. This is an experience, it does not define me. To be able to handle life's current with relative ease is a talent I do not possess. Life moves forward with or without me.
inspirediam 1 month ago
@inspirediam Sometimes when 'snapping' it can seem illogical but it may be a way of tuning back into ourselves. It is not necessarily a breaking away from currents and life's responsibilities but a snapping back into place. Life will never move forward without you or me, we are part of it no matter how we seem. That can feel bad, but by riding the currents we can find our logic again.
fulishproductions 1 month ago
Hate to see anyone in pain, if I can do anything to help please message me. Thoughts are with you!
MaKaElectric 1 month ago
You need a big loving hug.
Templehatchet 1 month ago
Good to see you!
Barklord 1 month ago
@Barklord Thank you for the poem. :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
It may well it it is nobody elses fault you feel this bad about yourself, but it is any duty of any person with a heart to attempt to reach out to one in pain. Medication can help, I know this because I suffer from depression, and medication has lessened it greatly. Talking to others helps, sharing the burden in your heart helps.
Untemperedsteel 1 month ago
@Untemperedsteel Did I blame anyone for my pain, no...no one did this to me. The assumption is being made that Gary caused me to reach a breaking point. Gary had nothing to do with this, we have not been at odds. I had a melt down, my brain shut off, all reason and logic went out the window caused from mental exhaustion, my inability to handle the current of life with relative ease. (emotional intelligence) I have not developed this coping skill as of yet.
inspirediam 1 month ago
Lisa, there are people that care about you, that you inspire and have inspired, if you have made a choice then I can respect that but please for those that have been positively inspired by you, DONT LET ANYTHING BREAK YOU.
MannyMarvel 1 month ago
@MannyMarvel Life, to make you or break you. :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
Thank you for letting us know something. All I can do is send my love to you and hope I give you some added strength.
Revolt1680 1 month ago
Get someone to take the kids for a bit. Either way, put on your favorite socks, snuggle up with some good movies and some treats .... and just let the world turn. (Get some good and weepy movies)
You are in my thoughts Lisa ..
matrixflower13 1 month ago
@matrixflower13 My brain forced me to get some well needed rest. It would not function again until I did. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
Perhaps we do have to carry our bags but there are people who can help, and know how to help. Don't forget to reach out and hand some bags over.
socrates856 1 month ago
**Huggggzz**... don't worry, Sis, you are stronger and more resourceful than you realize at this point. I know you don't feel very confident right now, but you have the sort of intestinal fortitude that won't allow you to accept defeat or any other cornered situation. You are, after all, inspirediam - and indeed, your ability to face a challenge has always inspired me and many others. Look straight ahead - nothin' but blue skies....
pianodavy 1 month ago
@pianodavy You know this side of me, the side that will not back down to defeat. My brain said, well if you are not going to manage your load then I will do it for you. My brain shut down and forced me to stop. There are many facets of my personality. I do want to one day master the art of emotional intelligence, so as to be able to handle life's external stress with relative ease. No one can do this for me. I do not handle external stress well at all, obviously.
inspirediam 1 month ago
Please take care of yourself. Let your body and mind recover now. Get strong. Much love and respect.
xxxild 1 month ago in playlist More videos from inspirediam
I've been in a similar place, hating that I woke up. My heart goes out to you, and although we don't know each other like you know some other youtubers, if you ever want to talk to someone, completely confidentially and without any judgement, you can drop me a line any time. Help is out there, whenever you're ready. We all want you to be ok.
thehappyfreethinker 1 month ago
The specifics are none of our business. We just want you to get enough sleep, nutrition, etc especially sunlight or good alternative. hugs and grab some hgs from the kids xx
Lambieschmoo 1 month ago
@Lambieschmoo Thank you :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
(edited to correct my spelling)Yes yes, that's all well and good, but how far will you run today? I recommend you start off with something not too hard, but still challenging. Maybe aim for a 5km walk/run.
br0kenmech 1 month ago
@br0kenmech In good time my friend. :-)
inspirediam 1 month ago
Take all the time you need to get better, Lisa. I was terribly worried yesterday, it is great to see you, even though you are hurting so much. I'll be with you in spirits.
tranquil87 1 month ago
@tranquil87 Hello tranquil87, wise one. :-) You know my pain; for, you have felt it. And, you also understand that to try to wrestle life to the ground is futile to one's ability to have inner peace. I will continue to try to master this life skill.
inspirediam 1 month ago
I'm sorry you're hurting so bad. I wish I could snap my fingers and make it all go away for you.
TheRecoveringZombie 1 month ago
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br0kenmech 1 month ago
Please SEEK Help. We want you to be Ok :) MUCH LOVE
SteeleHorse45 1 month ago
STAY AWAY FROM SOME OF THESE CRAY PEOPLE WHO TALK ABOUT KILLING, SUICIDE AND THE WOTHLESSNESS OF LIFE!
Dear lady! I am glad everthing is ok... we all love you very much.. very much...so pleased you are back...
TheWisemonkey8 1 month ago
@TheWisemonkey8 So, stay away from you?
Well I'm glad you're telling people nowadays, it was such a chore when it seemed you felt contrariwise...
fulishproductions 1 month ago
@TheWisemonkey8 Gary had nothing to do with my melt down. I tried to do too much, did not manage my load, so my brain shut down and said to me, if you do not know when to stop, I will do it for you.
inspirediam 1 month ago