to be completley overtaken by fear. there isnt a word for it. i was for all intents and purposes literally transported into a dimension of pure hell and evil and strangley spattereed with complete elation. but yeah i seen my fair share of vampires, shape shifters, aliens, metorites, demons, angels, monsters and shadow people... and clozapine has taken it all away!
you mentioned in one of your vids about everyone with schizphrenia goes through hell. my dad recently, seing me not workin, says there's fuck all wrong with you, i think until you have it you can never understand it, like i dont know what it's like to be a father. But yeah, i literally went into hell. my reality deformed. On the outlook i must of seemed crazy but i was rationally trying to come to terms with this new reality i was being shown and that rationality told me to be scared,
to be completley overtaken by fear. there isnt a word for it. i was for all intents and purposes literally transported into a dimension of pure hell and evil and strangley spattereed with complete elation. but yeah i seen my fair share of vampires, shape shifters, aliens, metorites, demons, angels, monsters and shadow people... and clozapine has taken it all away!
hairypirate87 10 months ago
you mentioned in one of your vids about everyone with schizphrenia goes through hell. my dad recently, seing me not workin, says there's fuck all wrong with you, i think until you have it you can never understand it, like i dont know what it's like to be a father. But yeah, i literally went into hell. my reality deformed. On the outlook i must of seemed crazy but i was rationally trying to come to terms with this new reality i was being shown and that rationality told me to be scared,
hairypirate87 10 months ago
YEP... That Clozapine seems to be working real well!!! Take care man.
purityasaproblem 3 years ago
@purityasaproblem he's joking. DER!
JamsTots 11 months ago