Don't forget that you're beautiful inside and out-even when you're sad. I'm dissappointed in you for wanting to kill yourself. When you find happiness remember what you could have deprived yourself from feeling. Hope you're doing okay.
I made the same mistake.I thought I'd go to a mental hospital,because that's where all the strange people like me are right?No,it's like prison.They don't care about you,you are the trash of society.Luckily I was intelligent enough to pretend to slowly get "better" over time,so they let me out.
Psychiatry was developed before 1900 in Germany to get rid of people complaining.First use of directed energy weapons can be seen in psychiatric literature from 1908, see Psychiatrie->Zur Klinik der Narkolepsie on my homepage.After murdering oponents in ww2,Psychiatry was relaunched in´45 to persecute+silence concentration camp survivors.
As a Doctor in a German nuthouse said:
Half the inmates are mad.The other half are secret service agents on training.
Wow, American mental hospitals are not like english ones. I have been in 3 in England and they treated me a lot kinder :O They don't force us to show our injuries (unless they are bad of course) they don't lock us away, and they certainly don't take away our meds! It's a hospital why would they do that?! But I did suspect American ones were worse because they are usually the ones in the horror movies. If I lived in America I wouldn't go to a mental asylum unless I was forced
i was in cuss i am an adultbaby cool i went to huguley fortworth tx and jps hospital too, mental hospital went in cuss i am an adultbaby and they had me lots of times change myself but some times i told them i was a baby and still workin on gettin pll to change me when i wet or poo my diapers
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a nonprofit mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting individuals from abusive or coercive practices. CCHR has long fought to restore basic inalienable human rights to the field of mental health, including, but not limited to, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, the risks of psychiatric treatments,and the right to refuse any treatment considered harmful.
@LAMBOFGOD690 Leave her alone. Does bullying someone else actually make you feel better? Really shows what kind of person you are.. ha.. hope you have an awesome life, creep.
My friend went to that four winds place. I went to St. Vincent's because i had gone there before for in patient. I never admitted myself into a mental hospital but my mom made me go and get evaluated. I finally had to goto a mental hospital in 8th grade after i had attempted suicide. My time there was horrible. They didnt help at all and we just sat there all day and night doing nothing but watching tv.
keep hanging in there i undstand how u feel even tho i have never been to a mental hospital. i was born with manic depression its the same thing as bipoler deppresion i understand how your feeling just keep hangin in there. keep positive :)
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@MsBigcanoe Before you go and make fun of another person, why don't you make sure you are using the correct grammar. It's "mental" first off, and second, shut the fuck up and leave her alone
theyre not that bad, i met a woman who talked to herself,.... there is nothing to do and you have to talk to ppl and pass the time, i was only there for a day/night tho, it was like a college dorm cept you cant leave....
mental hospital are inhumanos, electro shocks or not, drugs or reclution... is anti-humanist. the psyiquiatry is terrible... take a look my psyquiatry vids on my channel, only that vids... You will discover a horrible but truly TRUE. money-buisness-drugs
And read anti-psyquiatry on wikipedia if u want, there are movements and strikes VERSUS all about psyquiatry do to the humans... sorry, I don't speak or write english, i' from uruguay. thx for share
@Murtherion I think people would take your activism more seriously if you actually learned how to spell the thing you're opposed to. Psyiquiatry? Really?
@FuckMainstream562...no they dont make u take anything u dont have to, less u misbehave then you get adavan/haldol or sedatiive in your ass and your out for hours....but im guessing this place was worse hmm
But girl, I can def. relate to u. Ive been through this soooo many times and it really fuking sucks. It really does. But one word of advice i can give is that dont get down about ur hospital visit or ur disorder cuz u got it made in the shade compared to most people. you should be gald ur not a orphan with aids dieing in Africa and you just witness your whole family die from aids. But u know there is someone thats prolly worse off than that person in this crazy messed up world.
Then after i relate and hear stories i try to give advice and play doctor. Then sometimes ill get a mentally ill person telling me i changed there life and then all of a sudden i get a hypomania and start thinking crazy again. But its good crazy thoughts. Its like a roller coaster. Im kinda manic right going on and on. I need to make a video like this. I bought a video camera to record songs ive written and i think im going to record me doing something like this too.
Then when im in the psych ward it gets even worse and i get put in the padded wall room or im getting shots of geodon in my butt. I know this all sounds bad but there is a bright side to going to the hospital for me and that is talking everyone in there. It makes me feel like a dotor cuz I can relate to almost all of the people in there. Everyone from the drug addicts, people with ocd, Anxiety, depression, manic depression, schizooprenia, literally everyone cuz ive been through it all.
But the weird thing is that while im at the hospital im not being violent or doing anything wrong. All i am doing is saying crazy shit. Usually i am saying Everyone is tring to kill me, or the FBI is putting messages in my Brain, and other crazy shit like that. But other times im the opposite way saying stuff like i am going to change the world and start a revolution, or im saying i am a doctor and i can cure the worlds depression, etc. Its fuckiong crazy. It really is.
I hate going to the hospital. Ive been about 11 times in the past 6 years and everytime it has been insane. When i get there i am in pretty bad condition. I am very delusional and pschotic. Usually i am screaming about something crazy and they have to strap me a a chair so i dont do anything stupid or they have about three nurses two security guards standing by my room the whole time im there..
For me, I had to strip down all of the way. They took a picture of my cuts on my arm before hand but I had to strip down all of the way and put a blanket around me while they searched my clothes. I've been twice, one forced, one on my own.. Once for 8 days another for 11. Not as long as you but yeah. I get what you're talking about. Hang in there.
I just wanted to say that no matter your diagnosis or issue, you can overcome this! I myself was suicidal at one time and thinking that I had nothing and would be better off if I wasn't around. But it was the people around me and my past that made me feel this way. Change your situation, change your life. You can be better than the people that hurt you. I wish you all of the best. Soon I'll be a counselor, and I can help AND ALSO relate. Good luck to you!
I pitty the people leaving negative attention seeking comments. Clearly you rejects are in desperate need of some mental help of you're own. Hopefully you get it and can be as mature & brave as this girl some day.
STUPID DISGUSTING ANNOYING RETARD WITH NO LIFE AND NO GIRLFRIEND WHO SPENDS HIS TIME ON THE INTERNET TO MAKE FUN OF MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE I think you get the point oh and did I forget to mention STUPID LOSER GET A LIFE so... Yeah. :)
i have been at a mental hospital 3 times, but not to the "actual" mental hospital where crazy people go, i just went to where they take teenagers. I went for depression and cutting
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Their watching you , they watch people who have been in mental institutions . Don't think when you left , that was it . no , not even . They find ways to keep track of people , all the way to the grave .
@mrtaillac don't be such a mean man, not everything is about sex, this young lady is clearly having difficulty's.
@everyone personally I really want to stay out of mental hospital, I'd get so board I'd start to think which would make things worse. and that is why i lie to my counciler when she asks if i cut myself, however i think she knows i lied to her because i came to a session with my arm still bleeding wearing a t shirt.
I know very well what you're talking about. I spent few months in a psychiatric department (I was anorexic and depressed, often thought about suicide). The doctors were idiots and treated me like an animal. I was only 18 then and since my family and friends lived in ther part of country I had no one to visit me. They drugged me with medicine, I looked like a zombi. What shall I say, a terrible experience I've been trying to forget, but without success.
reminds me of the time I tried to go to a psych ward to understand Schizophrenia I said fuck this place and just left minutes after before I was gonna meet the manager to get his permission to sit down with a schizo
If this helps you take care of your feelings, then I support this video to the fullest.
I'm sad your experienced the mental hospitals as a negative place, and I'm sorry for that. I myself work in a mental hospital and try to make the place as good as it can be for the people who are admitted there (even though that might be hard, because we all know the people in there are there for a serious reason).
Good luck with your life, I hope you'll keep a positive attitude and embrace life as it is. (:
Wait i cant hear it can anyone else i mean it seems like it cuz u giys talk about the music backround and what ever but like why cant i hear it it sounds.blury
Um, the last hospital sounds perfectly fine, and the only problem was lorenorts insecurities with the patients and the workers. I'm not trying to attack you, but it seems like you were going insane in the quiet room and these isolation rooms due to your lack of Ritalin, which is addicting and causes you to freak out when deprived of said drug. The purpose of those rooms is for you to calm down, and reflect on yourself.
@Standoman6546 I agree that it is pretty difficult to punish a dead person - but i meant if a person failed at suicide. Is there a punishment in American for failing suicide. In my country (Denmark - Skandinavia) it is legal for a person to attempt suicide - it is written in our law. I also think that you can get advice about methods by your doctor
@HOLDTHAPHONE well its not a law but if you try to commit suicide and you fail and someone sees it and your not completely fucked up because of it you would probably go to a mental hospital and they would put you on some medication and keep you there until you're happy
@Standoman6546 Okay. We also have mental hospitals for people with mental problems, but if you do not have mental hospitals and has failed at suicide you will not be put in a mental hospital! Maybe it is easier to be put in a mental hospital in America. Take care
I dont trust any of them. Ive been in a bunch of rehabs and seen the Psyche side. Man, seeing them lining up and drooling waiting on meds to make them drool more is fucked up. They convince these people they have these mental disorders to get them on meds which seriously fucks people up permanently. I dont know what the answer for mental problems are but Mental wards arent.
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@necrophyl666 You do realize that if she happened to fall back into depression and kill herself, you would possibly go to prison for your post. Same laws apply as in the Megan Meier "MySpace Suicide" case. Look it up if you haven't heard about it.
erm i couldnt hear a thing what you were saying but i know having a mental illness is bad shit i suffer from depression and epilepsy (tho the latter 1 is a disability not an illness who cares tho they both bad crap to anybody) oh another note the lass is cute kinda looks like her from scream 2 and rosanne
This world can do lots of terrible things to sensitive people. (Just see some of the comments posted here, insulting this lady for no reason.) I think we should define "meanness" as a mental disease and have people like alfie6000 locked up and kept away from the general population. This world just wasn't made for sensitive people, it tends to destroy them. Unless being big is affecting your physical health, don't worry about how it looks. I for one prefer large babes.
ok....two things...I dont know whats wrong with this woman but here are my thoughts....One, We cant hear a fucking word your saying so shut the fuck up..and two, about the weight gain, get the fuck outta that chair, stop making fucked up no good YouTube videos and go for a walk...it will help you feel invigorated, and you will lose weight which might make you feel better about yourself. I hate this whole "Im fat and cant help myself" attitude. We all have problems, thats life!
I can see they eat well in these mental institutions. YOu fat cunt. Stop fucking eating and make a video without static. Thats enough to drive anyone up the fucking wall
OH O/K bionikata why don't you take a look at my videos on the truth about fat people 9 times out of ten you idiot! The girl is mentally ill... do you have any idea how many drugs cause weight gain in Psychiatric medicine! Before you go around calling people a 'fat cunt' maybe you should know the facts.
@Joyness333 she speaks static.. didn't you know it's the new lango in mental institutes simply because no one can understand what the fuck they are saying...
If you go to court and are being charged with a crim how do you prove or plead insanity? I might be getting locked up in juvie for a long period of time and my laywer and i are trying to plead insanity in hope of if i do have to go away a state psych hospital would be better then juvie. I was put on 51-50 a year ago when i wnet into the hospital.
well i was in and out of state hospitals and i stayed 2 years in one i would never go back i found a better way to deal with my issuse its called jesus getting saved god has changed my life forever no meds nothing
hey i didnt get to see the video but i have spent some time in a ward my self its not fun so dont worry about what these people say just get your self better and stay strong if i made it threw hard times others can too so if you ever need a friend just mail me take care
Been in a psyche ward and yes i was put into a "restraint garment" after going crazy from a bereavement reaction with my brothers death. i spent just 2 weeks in there trying to recover from this. I'm still not over it now and that was 2 years ago.
you people that wright negative shit should take a walk in someone else's shoes. If you have no clue about metal illness you should shut the fuck up. Depression is a very real thing and should not be taken lightly. I hope that the this woman feels better about talking about her experience! Everyone else, go and have a cock meat sandwich because your a bunch of no brain fags that have no integrity and no experience in life.
I appreciate hearing your memories about this because I have a good friend who has been in and out of mental hospitals a lot in the past 2 years, and I want to understand what is going on. She calls and tells me things that are awful, but when I ask other people what is going on, they say she is just too sick to know what reality is. I don't believe that.
nah she dont care too much .. if she would just stop thinking people care about her problems and stop thinking that shes the only one with problems .. then she could see life is great and stop acting like a crybaby moron . im sure i sound like an asshole .. but dam .. lorenorts .. life is hard for most of us .. but you decided to think people care about your problems and put a vid up .. if i put all my problem here.. there would be no room left .. and i dont because i know noone cares about it.
obviously you cared enough to come here and watch and then spend time commenting...so stop being a dillweed and perhaps make your own vid which we will all gladly care about and comment on...
Thanks so much for sharing your story. I work in a Behavioral Health facility. (We are more short term & Detox) I know I have my share of stories but It is very interesting to hear things from the other perspective.
@thEannoyingE what happened that you had to go again five days ago. I hate how they give such generic names for these places, it's disgusting, i went to a ward called 7East.
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Well I'd love to move that pillow outta your arms and put my arms around...your cute as hell......if you might b interested than shoot me an email.....stay beautiful
thats interesting i might either admit myself or get admitted to feel safe, you said you were uncomfortable with the whole bra clothes thing, were you like molested or something?
been on a sucure unit then you need good coments but people are not intrested about overs any more so get called a lot of shit pluse makes ya luk like ya seeking for sympathy dont share ya problems with the world only comes and bites you and dont make mental hospitals luk so bad as some 1 needing that extra support you and me we luky to get you might put them off comin out wi all that shit any way take care!! rach
right i been in some and some of that was true but alot of crap a well not that bad man they dont drug you they dont lok you up they put you in seclushion wich is for your own safty and when in seclushion you are always on a 1 to 1! every one thinks there geting druged in them places or the wrong meds but its just your mind you get poorlyr b4 ya get beta and every 1 gets paronoyed about the people who are trying to help!i seriously dont advise any 1 too blab there hart out on the net cos if you
get well soon girl!!!!!!! im a little fcukin insane too!!!!!!!! no more trying to kill urself.............seriously u only have one life and then ur dead....
im not trying to be mean and i do bleieve that you were in a mental hospital and its really good that you can come out and say that you were admitted but.... the fact that you said that when you were in that mental hospital they locked you in a room with no meds that is a total freaking lie and if you were able to come out and say you were in one is cool nut thento exaggerate on what had actually happened that has to one of the saddest thing you described prison not a mentla health care center.
it seems to me you have a need for attention.You put yourself in there,fair enough,im not judging you on that at all.I dont understand why,after admitting yourself,you feel the need to come on here and moan about it and say how awful it was.What did you expect?and your lying about them locking you in a room for 2 weeks and not giving you your meds for cutting yourself.they dont do that.that is bullshit
I have been sectioned on a psych ward an its like being stuck in a nightmare i thought i would never get out the drugs they give you in them places make you ill.But you do need places like that people get ill its crap hospitals don't have the staff to do all whats needed an people can be cruel when they find out you have been in a place like that.
I hope you are ok now. leave the past behind. Talk about it but move forward. I would love to hear your voice again and again. I don't think you are crazy. YOu are a beuatiful person. f
hey you guys need to fucking lay off, stop being assholes, and leave her alone. we all have our reasons, you are just the dumbasses that got forced, at least she was trying to help herself before she killed herself. so why dont you guys go kill yourselves, but the first one, should be mr. suicide watch fuckbag doompie1
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ur fucking stupid there are people that dont come out of mental hospitals that i was in for years!! fat bitch get a life u even checked ur self in ive cut myself for weeks on end i right now am in ucla 2 south get a fucking job move on ur a wannabie emo ass hole, so wat u cut ur self lots of people do ur not the only person. im under suicide watch now.... so lose some flab and do ur shit. fuck u. go die...
I feel for you. I have been in many mental hospitals. From Camarillo To UCI to Santa Ana Psychiatric (No Longer There), I feel for you. I can hear the pain in your voice and understand where you are coming from. I wasted my entire childhood in mental hospitals. Some of these places could be described as second only to hell.
Im am really sorry . but someone must have my password and uses my name to go in here. I would never say that about anyone. I myself is over weight and i no what it is like to deal with a weight problem
Don't forget that you're beautiful inside and out-even when you're sad. I'm dissappointed in you for wanting to kill yourself. When you find happiness remember what you could have deprived yourself from feeling. Hope you're doing okay.
TheAndr00e 2 weeks ago
I made the same mistake.I thought I'd go to a mental hospital,because that's where all the strange people like me are right?No,it's like prison.They don't care about you,you are the trash of society.Luckily I was intelligent enough to pretend to slowly get "better" over time,so they let me out.
Boggieman667 2 weeks ago
They wanted me to go Four Winds but I didn't want to leave my dogs.
darknaturecalls 2 weeks ago
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Psychiatry was developed before 1900 in Germany to get rid of people complaining.First use of directed energy weapons can be seen in psychiatric literature from 1908, see Psychiatrie->Zur Klinik der Narkolepsie on my homepage.After murdering oponents in ww2,Psychiatry was relaunched in´45 to persecute+silence concentration camp survivors.
As a Doctor in a German nuthouse said:
Half the inmates are mad.The other half are secret service agents on training.
Dubbed correctly, they are snitchers.
wwwtotalitaerde 1 month ago
Wow, American mental hospitals are not like english ones. I have been in 3 in England and they treated me a lot kinder :O They don't force us to show our injuries (unless they are bad of course) they don't lock us away, and they certainly don't take away our meds! It's a hospital why would they do that?! But I did suspect American ones were worse because they are usually the ones in the horror movies. If I lived in America I wouldn't go to a mental asylum unless I was forced
HarrietBeaumont 4 months ago
Learn to laugh at the idiocy of the culture that we live in.
I haven't read the posts, but I bet there are more than a few that want to just egg you on :)
YouTube is not the place.
You're special. As were any meaningful people in our society.
The rest are sheep. Don't try to be one of them!
Just believe in yourself, and the rest will come.
Take good care young lady.
dbc102 4 months ago
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dbc102 4 months ago
When your realize psychiatry is a hoax you dont have to feel bad about labels and where you stayed.
30 years exp in this area- no pills needed
freecounselingonline 5 months ago
i was in cuss i am an adultbaby cool i went to huguley fortworth tx and jps hospital too, mental hospital went in cuss i am an adultbaby and they had me lots of times change myself but some times i told them i was a baby and still workin on gettin pll to change me when i wet or poo my diapers
2011babyjoshy 5 months ago
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a nonprofit mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting individuals from abusive or coercive practices. CCHR has long fought to restore basic inalienable human rights to the field of mental health, including, but not limited to, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, the risks of psychiatric treatments,and the right to refuse any treatment considered harmful.
AkathisiA101 5 months ago
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LAMBOFGOD690 5 months ago
@LAMBOFGOD690 Leave her alone. Does bullying someone else actually make you feel better? Really shows what kind of person you are.. ha.. hope you have an awesome life, creep.
BellarYarn 5 months ago 3
My friend went to that four winds place. I went to St. Vincent's because i had gone there before for in patient. I never admitted myself into a mental hospital but my mom made me go and get evaluated. I finally had to goto a mental hospital in 8th grade after i had attempted suicide. My time there was horrible. They didnt help at all and we just sat there all day and night doing nothing but watching tv.
honeydew661 5 months ago
was it scary to be in a mental hospital?
cake23451 6 months ago
keep hanging in there i undstand how u feel even tho i have never been to a mental hospital. i was born with manic depression its the same thing as bipoler deppresion i understand how your feeling just keep hangin in there. keep positive :)
ScOutRaMpAgE1 6 months ago
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birdbath7 6 months ago
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joelitos2001 7 months ago
thanks 4 sharing your story.. just keep praying. Jesus will help you!
talkal0t 7 months ago
my friend hailey is in warwinds. its scary. i fear for her so bad. a girl snuck into her shower and tried to rhape her.
CaeShaeCatastrophe 7 months ago
why would you make this public?
MckayFamily09 7 months ago
@MckayFamily09 Because it is very useful to anyone having similar experiences.
winstono75 7 months ago
ha ha ur mentle
MsBigcanoe 8 months ago
@MsBigcanoe Before you go and make fun of another person, why don't you make sure you are using the correct grammar. It's "mental" first off, and second, shut the fuck up and leave her alone
HighlySwift 8 months ago
@MsBigcanoe stop making fun of her its not funny
bridget2695 7 months ago
@MsBigcanoe Not funny.
wswolf12 7 months ago
theyre not that bad, i met a woman who talked to herself,.... there is nothing to do and you have to talk to ppl and pass the time, i was only there for a day/night tho, it was like a college dorm cept you cant leave....
jessmarie12953 8 months ago
mental hospital are inhumanos, electro shocks or not, drugs or reclution... is anti-humanist. the psyiquiatry is terrible... take a look my psyquiatry vids on my channel, only that vids... You will discover a horrible but truly TRUE. money-buisness-drugs
And read anti-psyquiatry on wikipedia if u want, there are movements and strikes VERSUS all about psyquiatry do to the humans... sorry, I don't speak or write english, i' from uruguay. thx for share
Murtherion 9 months ago
@Murtherion I think people would take your activism more seriously if you actually learned how to spell the thing you're opposed to. Psyiquiatry? Really?
XxMissNoNamexX 9 months ago
You're really brave for even talking about this
SomethingQueer 10 months ago
do they force you to take shots in mental hospital
FuckMainstream562 10 months ago
@FuckMainstream562...no they dont make u take anything u dont have to, less u misbehave then you get adavan/haldol or sedatiive in your ass and your out for hours....but im guessing this place was worse hmm
jessmarie12953 8 months ago
NOT FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHA
1111JackRabbit 11 months ago
Look after yourself Girl
Real454545 11 months ago
just dont worry be happy. Its four in the moring i need to go to bed. good nigt. if u ever want to talk message me sometime. peace out.
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
But girl, I can def. relate to u. Ive been through this soooo many times and it really fuking sucks. It really does. But one word of advice i can give is that dont get down about ur hospital visit or ur disorder cuz u got it made in the shade compared to most people. you should be gald ur not a orphan with aids dieing in Africa and you just witness your whole family die from aids. But u know there is someone thats prolly worse off than that person in this crazy messed up world.
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
Then after i relate and hear stories i try to give advice and play doctor. Then sometimes ill get a mentally ill person telling me i changed there life and then all of a sudden i get a hypomania and start thinking crazy again. But its good crazy thoughts. Its like a roller coaster. Im kinda manic right going on and on. I need to make a video like this. I bought a video camera to record songs ive written and i think im going to record me doing something like this too.
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
Then when im in the psych ward it gets even worse and i get put in the padded wall room or im getting shots of geodon in my butt. I know this all sounds bad but there is a bright side to going to the hospital for me and that is talking everyone in there. It makes me feel like a dotor cuz I can relate to almost all of the people in there. Everyone from the drug addicts, people with ocd, Anxiety, depression, manic depression, schizooprenia, literally everyone cuz ive been through it all.
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
But the weird thing is that while im at the hospital im not being violent or doing anything wrong. All i am doing is saying crazy shit. Usually i am saying Everyone is tring to kill me, or the FBI is putting messages in my Brain, and other crazy shit like that. But other times im the opposite way saying stuff like i am going to change the world and start a revolution, or im saying i am a doctor and i can cure the worlds depression, etc. Its fuckiong crazy. It really is.
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
I hate going to the hospital. Ive been about 11 times in the past 6 years and everytime it has been insane. When i get there i am in pretty bad condition. I am very delusional and pschotic. Usually i am screaming about something crazy and they have to strap me a a chair so i dont do anything stupid or they have about three nurses two security guards standing by my room the whole time im there..
lilCastanza45 11 months ago
For me, I had to strip down all of the way. They took a picture of my cuts on my arm before hand but I had to strip down all of the way and put a blanket around me while they searched my clothes. I've been twice, one forced, one on my own.. Once for 8 days another for 11. Not as long as you but yeah. I get what you're talking about. Hang in there.
jackiesmithWHAT 11 months ago
I just wanted to say that no matter your diagnosis or issue, you can overcome this! I myself was suicidal at one time and thinking that I had nothing and would be better off if I wasn't around. But it was the people around me and my past that made me feel this way. Change your situation, change your life. You can be better than the people that hurt you. I wish you all of the best. Soon I'll be a counselor, and I can help AND ALSO relate. Good luck to you!
acrane74 11 months ago
You are so brave, i'm from the uk and this bought a tear to my eye :-D stay strong x
Brawnstyle2010 1 year ago
please dont hurt yourself? your so pretty!
frsnduffy 1 year ago
I pitty the people leaving negative attention seeking comments. Clearly you rejects are in desperate need of some mental help of you're own. Hopefully you get it and can be as mature & brave as this girl some day.
LeahBBanayan 1 year ago
@aidanb45
STUPID DISGUSTING ANNOYING RETARD WITH NO LIFE AND NO GIRLFRIEND WHO SPENDS HIS TIME ON THE INTERNET TO MAKE FUN OF MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE I think you get the point oh and did I forget to mention STUPID LOSER GET A LIFE so... Yeah. :)
Butterscotch0193 1 year ago
i must say i am 26 and i am bipolar and i was a cutter and went to long island jewish and u pretty much cleared up my whole experience.. how r u?
QUEENLONI1 1 year ago
How are you now, please update? :(
watchensee 1 year ago
Sorry you were sick, are you better now? Did they give you meds. for your illness? :(
watchensee 1 year ago
i have been at a mental hospital 3 times, but not to the "actual" mental hospital where crazy people go, i just went to where they take teenagers. I went for depression and cutting
xSimplyAmusedx 1 year ago
thank you for sharing your experience with me.
0Anasti0 1 year ago
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aidanb45 1 year ago
@aidanb45 cunt
0Anasti0 1 year ago
ive been there its a terrible
clbrnkmn 1 year ago
show ya gunt
neurologists 1 year ago
Okay, so you trust
Sluts
Tramps
Lies
Preditors
Cougers
and other things more then your friends? Wowww.
sexxilexxi1000 1 year ago
Their watching you , they watch people who have been in mental institutions . Don't think when you left , that was it . no , not even . They find ways to keep track of people , all the way to the grave .
sigmunds1 1 year ago
@mrtaillac don't be such a mean man, not everything is about sex, this young lady is clearly having difficulty's.
@everyone personally I really want to stay out of mental hospital, I'd get so board I'd start to think which would make things worse. and that is why i lie to my counciler when she asks if i cut myself, however i think she knows i lied to her because i came to a session with my arm still bleeding wearing a t shirt.
thegigm 1 year ago
You are a beautiful girl inside and out. I can tell. Don't be afraid of that beauty, Okay?
SolielCirque 1 year ago
You are a beautiful girl inside and out. I cant tell. Don't be afraid of that beauty, Okay?
SolielCirque 1 year ago 8
I know very well what you're talking about. I spent few months in a psychiatric department (I was anorexic and depressed, often thought about suicide). The doctors were idiots and treated me like an animal. I was only 18 then and since my family and friends lived in ther part of country I had no one to visit me. They drugged me with medicine, I looked like a zombi. What shall I say, a terrible experience I've been trying to forget, but without success.
GothicPrinzessin 1 year ago
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SHUT UP ALREADY....SHOW YUR BIG TITTIES!!!!!!!!
MrTaillac 1 year ago
To me, you sort of look like Sookie Stackhouse. Thanks for the video. very cool and imformative.
lovelygolucky 1 year ago
another example of medical abuse within mental institutions,why the fuck isn't legal action taken against the fucking perpetrators......
Raquel66688 1 year ago
reminds me of the time I tried to go to a psych ward to understand Schizophrenia I said fuck this place and just left minutes after before I was gonna meet the manager to get his permission to sit down with a schizo
MGoudatalks 1 year ago
If this helps you take care of your feelings, then I support this video to the fullest.
I'm sad your experienced the mental hospitals as a negative place, and I'm sorry for that. I myself work in a mental hospital and try to make the place as good as it can be for the people who are admitted there (even though that might be hard, because we all know the people in there are there for a serious reason).
Good luck with your life, I hope you'll keep a positive attitude and embrace life as it is. (:
Raisedone 1 year ago
Wait i cant hear it can anyone else i mean it seems like it cuz u giys talk about the music backround and what ever but like why cant i hear it it sounds.blury
RammsteinLover123 1 year ago
oh god suck it up its called life
booly5 1 year ago
@booly5 dude ur a fuckin ass, were u there when she went to these places? i didnt think so, so incase u didnt know, who the hell are you to judge?
Broken7145 1 year ago
@Broken7145 try learning proper english
booly5 1 year ago
@booly5 lol u kno its sad when someone knows there wrong...and still trys to argue. your pathetic man, obviously i got the point across.
Broken7145 1 year ago
@Broken7145 i was just stating that if your going to insult someone at least do it with proper english
and no im not wrong nor am i pathetic
and you did not get any point across simply because you're english is awfull
and now don't bother replying simply because chances are you are not going to do it with proper english so I will just ignore you anyway goodbye child
booly5 1 year ago
@booly5 Proper english? That is in-correct grammar, the 'proper' way to say that is (try learning standard english)
Lauren4Doherty 1 year ago
Mental Hospitals are terrible.
AllisonAndMorganShow 1 year ago
Boring!
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birdleson 1 year ago
Geez, why you in the Nut House for such a long time?
MechaRage 1 year ago
u REALLY r CrAZy & need HELP
bulldogbat 1 year ago
u REALLY r CrAZy
bulldogbat 1 year ago
Snow by Red Hot Chili Peppers in the background. :D
smexy505 1 year ago
Um, the last hospital sounds perfectly fine, and the only problem was lorenorts insecurities with the patients and the workers. I'm not trying to attack you, but it seems like you were going insane in the quiet room and these isolation rooms due to your lack of Ritalin, which is addicting and causes you to freak out when deprived of said drug. The purpose of those rooms is for you to calm down, and reflect on yourself.
narcalepticMAN 1 year ago
Is suicide illegal in America?? In my country ending your own life is completly legal
HOLDTHAPHONE 1 year ago
@HOLDTHAPHONE technically its impossible to make it illegal i mean what is the punishment for killing yourself? but they don't want you to
Standoman6546 1 year ago
@Standoman6546 I agree that it is pretty difficult to punish a dead person - but i meant if a person failed at suicide. Is there a punishment in American for failing suicide. In my country (Denmark - Skandinavia) it is legal for a person to attempt suicide - it is written in our law. I also think that you can get advice about methods by your doctor
HOLDTHAPHONE 1 year ago
@HOLDTHAPHONE well its not a law but if you try to commit suicide and you fail and someone sees it and your not completely fucked up because of it you would probably go to a mental hospital and they would put you on some medication and keep you there until you're happy
Standoman6546 1 year ago
@Standoman6546 Okay. We also have mental hospitals for people with mental problems, but if you do not have mental hospitals and has failed at suicide you will not be put in a mental hospital! Maybe it is easier to be put in a mental hospital in America. Take care
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insultcomic 1 year ago
sound is fine now, good job in taking the time to talk about his. i appreciate it very much.
ruleram1 1 year ago
I dont trust any of them. Ive been in a bunch of rehabs and seen the Psyche side. Man, seeing them lining up and drooling waiting on meds to make them drool more is fucked up. They convince these people they have these mental disorders to get them on meds which seriously fucks people up permanently. I dont know what the answer for mental problems are but Mental wards arent.
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Unspokenlegend09 1 year ago
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Kill your mother and rape your fucking dog!!!
necrophyl666 1 year ago
@necrophyl666 Dying Fetus rules!
FormerlyMrBean667 1 year ago
@necrophyl666 You do realize that if she happened to fall back into depression and kill herself, you would possibly go to prison for your post. Same laws apply as in the Megan Meier "MySpace Suicide" case. Look it up if you haven't heard about it.
DStunn3r 1 year ago
Why where you in 3 mental hospitols?
Chatroulettepranka 1 year ago
Hey ... fix your fucking sound track
Moron.
SwollenCranium 1 year ago
the audio is fuct. wtg
fifh89 1 year ago
she is mental sick and you whant sound, she think that is all good :))))
dejavu77pv 1 year ago
sound is bad ..give me sound
RubGnow 1 year ago
On the playback she heard voices, we do not hear anything but static
Flopstar80 1 year ago
why did you get comitted 4 times huh
DJMB
CityGurl30 2 years ago
hallo the sound doesnot work ...please make a new record
bboymarcel 2 years ago
so ...im kinda puzzled why this video has nearly 4 stars :L
ACSparkz 2 years ago
@ACSparkz It tells it like it really is for the patients.
bluecollarcanuck 1 year ago
sound is bad on this sweetie
Sound4Sense 2 years ago
ive been 2 the mental hospital 4 times scary
chicagovid 2 years ago
@chicagovid why did you have to go to the mental hospital?
siiharris 2 years ago
SOUNDTRACK CENSORED BY YOU TUBE!
DrMotorDude 2 years ago 14
really?
imsweeneytodd 2 years ago
all i hear is static wtf?
isabellaannerose123 2 years ago 4
i cant hear shit
swampmonsta1 2 years ago 3
erm i couldnt hear a thing what you were saying but i know having a mental illness is bad shit i suffer from depression and epilepsy (tho the latter 1 is a disability not an illness who cares tho they both bad crap to anybody) oh another note the lass is cute kinda looks like her from scream 2 and rosanne
lordspectre 2 years ago
I cannot hear enything!
szmataty 2 years ago
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shes alright shes quite cute but i want to see breasts not cusion.
Pentdad 2 years ago
PEDOOO
oz670 2 years ago
This world can do lots of terrible things to sensitive people. (Just see some of the comments posted here, insulting this lady for no reason.) I think we should define "meanness" as a mental disease and have people like alfie6000 locked up and kept away from the general population. This world just wasn't made for sensitive people, it tends to destroy them. Unless being big is affecting your physical health, don't worry about how it looks. I for one prefer large babes.
noticepair 2 years ago 4
ok....two things...I dont know whats wrong with this woman but here are my thoughts....One, We cant hear a fucking word your saying so shut the fuck up..and two, about the weight gain, get the fuck outta that chair, stop making fucked up no good YouTube videos and go for a walk...it will help you feel invigorated, and you will lose weight which might make you feel better about yourself. I hate this whole "Im fat and cant help myself" attitude. We all have problems, thats life!
bionikata 2 years ago
luber tuber !!!
jericho
012bleem 2 years ago
Kind of a waste of time when nobody can hear what you are saying. Too bad!
kitty3309 2 years ago 2
she looks like an x gf of mine
jackdager 3 years ago
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I can see they eat well in these mental institutions. YOu fat cunt. Stop fucking eating and make a video without static. Thats enough to drive anyone up the fucking wall
bionikata 3 years ago
OH O/K bionikata why don't you take a look at my videos on the truth about fat people 9 times out of ten you idiot! The girl is mentally ill... do you have any idea how many drugs cause weight gain in Psychiatric medicine! Before you go around calling people a 'fat cunt' maybe you should know the facts.
shoegalsho 2 years ago
retard
shoestickbob 3 years ago
fuck shit cunt bolox wanker slut whore!!!!
alfie6000 3 years ago
duuuuuuuuuurrrrrr!!!!11111
alfie6000 3 years ago
static / no audio
stellabkn 3 years ago 5
i can't hear over da freaking static
omgitsperiwinkle 3 years ago 2
Um, how is it that everyone else was able to hear over this static?
Joyness333 3 years ago 17
@Joyness333 she speaks static.. didn't you know it's the new lango in mental institutes simply because no one can understand what the fuck they are saying...
Ivanaumpalot 1 year ago
@Joyness333 what static?
warhead213 1 year ago
If you go to court and are being charged with a crim how do you prove or plead insanity? I might be getting locked up in juvie for a long period of time and my laywer and i are trying to plead insanity in hope of if i do have to go away a state psych hospital would be better then juvie. I was put on 51-50 a year ago when i wnet into the hospital.
Nitronigro09 3 years ago
well i was in and out of state hospitals and i stayed 2 years in one i would never go back i found a better way to deal with my issuse its called jesus getting saved god has changed my life forever no meds nothing
biggboss3539 3 years ago
thats called the placebo effect brotha and u shud accept your illness as i have mine
NESqik13 3 years ago
hey i didnt get to see the video but i have spent some time in a ward my self its not fun so dont worry about what these people say just get your self better and stay strong if i made it threw hard times others can too so if you ever need a friend just mail me take care
biggboss3539 3 years ago
creepy
EggMoneyProductions 3 years ago
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we all gonna die you fucking cunt!!!you can get terapi in hell.
lovejoydoll 3 years ago
well, at least you wernt in a padden white room with one of the jackets..you were in a counceling center. they dont want you cutting yur self again!
Scateena 3 years ago
loreNUTS
anomalygpa 3 years ago
Been in a psyche ward and yes i was put into a "restraint garment" after going crazy from a bereavement reaction with my brothers death. i spent just 2 weeks in there trying to recover from this. I'm still not over it now and that was 2 years ago.
baggu250 3 years ago
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your a crazy person! you could prolly eat monopoly and shit out connect four huh?....Is it weird in here, or is it just me?
ihypno 3 years ago
i know what you are going throw i go througe everyday i'am glad you could shear your experince thank you i'am bipolar
bipolarboy123 3 years ago
you people that wright negative shit should take a walk in someone else's shoes. If you have no clue about metal illness you should shut the fuck up. Depression is a very real thing and should not be taken lightly. I hope that the this woman feels better about talking about her experience! Everyone else, go and have a cock meat sandwich because your a bunch of no brain fags that have no integrity and no experience in life.
canadianpain 3 years ago 7
I appreciate hearing your memories about this because I have a good friend who has been in and out of mental hospitals a lot in the past 2 years, and I want to understand what is going on. She calls and tells me things that are awful, but when I ask other people what is going on, they say she is just too sick to know what reality is. I don't believe that.
hollywoodartchick 3 years ago 2
"They turned me loose from the nervous hospital. 'Said I was well. I got hired on by a Mr. Bill Cox fixing lawnmowers and whatnot."
slingblade65 3 years ago
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boo hoo.
shut up.
no one cares about cutters.
morglaysthesmackdown 3 years ago
FUCK YOU morglaysthesmackdown, you miserable piece of shit. Nobody gives a shit about you, or anything you say. Fuck off.
airraideagle 3 years ago 3
i care...and i understand...you obviously need some compasion drugs...try weed buddy...
hopehippy 3 years ago
Your such a hero. You are one of a kind,i love you.ox
Puppygirlkmb 3 years ago 5
thanks for sharing your explanation, I've been through similar times, I hope you feel good now
schizchris 3 years ago 4
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most of your problem is that you think people care .. >:)
ihypno 3 years ago
I disagree. Most of her problem is that SHE cares too much.
dannyjam 3 years ago
nah she dont care too much .. if she would just stop thinking people care about her problems and stop thinking that shes the only one with problems .. then she could see life is great and stop acting like a crybaby moron . im sure i sound like an asshole .. but dam .. lorenorts .. life is hard for most of us .. but you decided to think people care about your problems and put a vid up .. if i put all my problem here.. there would be no room left .. and i dont because i know noone cares about it.
ihypno 3 years ago
obviously you cared enough to come here and watch and then spend time commenting...so stop being a dillweed and perhaps make your own vid which we will all gladly care about and comment on...
hopehippy 3 years ago
funny, I thought that was yours
leogurly247 3 years ago
Thanks so much for sharing your story. I work in a Behavioral Health facility. (We are more short term & Detox) I know I have my share of stories but It is very interesting to hear things from the other perspective.
lunaswan 3 years ago 2
i heard that they are like prison and treat you like a criminal!
ShhDontTellDougieLOL 3 years ago 3
they don't use all the scars you have as a reference i was committed 5 days ago and they did not do that.
thEannoyingE 3 years ago
@thEannoyingE what happened that you had to go again five days ago. I hate how they give such generic names for these places, it's disgusting, i went to a ward called 7East.
thEannoyingE 1 year ago
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You just need some good dick babe.
eight38s 3 years ago
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Well I'd love to move that pillow outta your arms and put my arms around...your cute as hell......if you might b interested than shoot me an email.....stay beautiful
mikkolwoods 3 years ago
thats interesting i might either admit myself or get admitted to feel safe, you said you were uncomfortable with the whole bra clothes thing, were you like molested or something?
thEannoyingE 3 years ago
been on a sucure unit then you need good coments but people are not intrested about overs any more so get called a lot of shit pluse makes ya luk like ya seeking for sympathy dont share ya problems with the world only comes and bites you and dont make mental hospitals luk so bad as some 1 needing that extra support you and me we luky to get you might put them off comin out wi all that shit any way take care!! rach
djratchit 3 years ago
right i been in some and some of that was true but alot of crap a well not that bad man they dont drug you they dont lok you up they put you in seclushion wich is for your own safty and when in seclushion you are always on a 1 to 1! every one thinks there geting druged in them places or the wrong meds but its just your mind you get poorlyr b4 ya get beta and every 1 gets paronoyed about the people who are trying to help!i seriously dont advise any 1 too blab there hart out on the net cos if you
djratchit 3 years ago
get well soon girl!!!!!!! im a little fcukin insane too!!!!!!!! no more trying to kill urself.............seriously u only have one life and then ur dead....
thatgirlisangela 3 years ago
im not trying to be mean and i do bleieve that you were in a mental hospital and its really good that you can come out and say that you were admitted but.... the fact that you said that when you were in that mental hospital they locked you in a room with no meds that is a total freaking lie and if you were able to come out and say you were in one is cool nut thento exaggerate on what had actually happened that has to one of the saddest thing you described prison not a mentla health care center.
Ralie1234 3 years ago
its obvious that you have gotten stronger as your are able to talk about it...I hope you have gotten better......
theblondeclaw 3 years ago
I am sorry to hear that you have had such troubles. You seem very sweet. You should not hurt yourself.
MENCADO 3 years ago
oh i'm sorry it's good that ur talking about it tho :)
iluvpetewentz03 3 years ago
it seems to me you have a need for attention.You put yourself in there,fair enough,im not judging you on that at all.I dont understand why,after admitting yourself,you feel the need to come on here and moan about it and say how awful it was.What did you expect?and your lying about them locking you in a room for 2 weeks and not giving you your meds for cutting yourself.they dont do that.that is bullshit
leesawford 3 years ago
I have been sectioned on a psych ward an its like being stuck in a nightmare i thought i would never get out the drugs they give you in them places make you ill.But you do need places like that people get ill its crap hospitals don't have the staff to do all whats needed an people can be cruel when they find out you have been in a place like that.
terratagONE 3 years ago
I hope you are ok now. leave the past behind. Talk about it but move forward. I would love to hear your voice again and again. I don't think you are crazy. YOu are a beuatiful person. f
Schizophrenik7 3 years ago
hey you guys need to fucking lay off, stop being assholes, and leave her alone. we all have our reasons, you are just the dumbasses that got forced, at least she was trying to help herself before she killed herself. so why dont you guys go kill yourselves, but the first one, should be mr. suicide watch fuckbag doompie1
Samsodomy 3 years ago 3
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Shut up, DoomPie, you fucking Emo Mental Case.
Dreaddeath 3 years ago
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ur fucking stupid there are people that dont come out of mental hospitals that i was in for years!! fat bitch get a life u even checked ur self in ive cut myself for weeks on end i right now am in ucla 2 south get a fucking job move on ur a wannabie emo ass hole, so wat u cut ur self lots of people do ur not the only person. im under suicide watch now.... so lose some flab and do ur shit. fuck u. go die...
doompie1 3 years ago
I feel for you. I have been in many mental hospitals. From Camarillo To UCI to Santa Ana Psychiatric (No Longer There), I feel for you. I can hear the pain in your voice and understand where you are coming from. I wasted my entire childhood in mental hospitals. Some of these places could be described as second only to hell.
LauraBogue71771 3 years ago
hey hun I've never been in a mental institution. Only in the psychward part of the hospital. Who dedides you go to the state psych ward?
lilacs1811 3 years ago
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Ur a fucking mental case bitch, go loose some weight and quit complaining about ur pathedic life tubby.
DianazStarz 3 years ago
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You digust me, honestly who would say that, you deserve to be raped for that statement...
Shes not mental shes a CRAZY FAT UGLY OBESE CASE WHO NEEDS TO DIE RARTHER THAN GET A LIFE.
Dianazstarz, you remember that next time you under-insult someone.
Squeaky4CC 3 years ago
Im am really sorry . but someone must have my password and uses my name to go in here. I would never say that about anyone. I myself is over weight and i no what it is like to deal with a weight problem
DianazStarz 3 years ago 2