Dang... that's spot on... I would be a bit more up-beat about being 'sorry for being me', but, I can't count how many times I've had to say that to people.
i really love the video and i know how it feels to have your parents and family not care about you what so ever. i'm 21 and i still dont get along with them. my parents care way more about my brother who is in jail than me. plus everyone in my family makes fun of me. at one point in my life i was anorexic and my grandpa called me fat, overweight, and ugly. i think that i about seven years old when he said that because i was anorexic when i was 6 years old to about 10 years old.
@flaira1 plus most of the people i know, who i thought were my friends, want me dead. even the person who was gonna be my Maid of Honor, thats if i'm ever gonna get married, told me to go kill myself.
i have been sick of alot of things for awhile now... and i kept all my feelings all tangled up in myself , hidden with a fake smile.I was always sorrowful and alone. i was sad and i was getting weaker because the emotions were eating me away. But i just didnt have the courage to tell anyone. i was a coward. Then, i just cut myself off from everyone. i wouldent eat dinner or breakfast. i would sit in the corner all day....i dident know what to do. Then my one friend dustin was tehre for me
And i've got a great tip for them : "Be YOURSELVES" // "Don't let others rule over you like you're trash" // "Try to be Assertive, Just say what you think and don't hold back" // "Try making friends with the ppl you don't like, and forgive them" // "Try to be happy, and think positive; it'll bring u far" // "NEVER LET ANYONE BRING YOU DOWN!!!"
XD once a time i've been a lonely boy; Now, i'm som1 who loves and gets Assertive :P
Somehow i feel a bit sad sometimes, and this song is making me wanna cry :P (I've been som1 in life who didn't had friends at first, who did close himself off the world..)
-But once upon a day, i've wanted to get love and friends, slowly i'd get more and more, of what i've wanted : but... I still am not satisfied, cuz I stil haven't found the one thing i've needed the most, And that's love XD (But i'm working on it) :P
damn I have trouble believing you're still alive. I watched this before reading the comments and thought it was a suicide note kinda thing. And that pic with the cute girl that slit her wrists wrong didnt help either. well congrats on not being on the wrong side of the dirt. nice vid.
@Tykelme I know how you feel... but dont hide who you are. Im a freshman, and im just starting my teenager life, be urself, thats what i leard, there ARE times taht myself, isnt good enough, BUT you know, i wasnt born to impress him or her, just be proud of who you are, and be YOU. aha, im seemed or judged as the quiet wierd nerdy girl. but really/ once you get to know me... im the crazy, hyper funny and outgoing sweet girl. Dont let other people thoughts and words define YOU. Only you can.
everytime i act like myself my mom says i make everyone around me sad but my friends laugh at my jokes and like what i like so now she doesnt know who i am
i am sick of being the one that causes stress for everyone. i get sick alot and i try really hard not to but whenever i am my mom just sighs and says "again, fine" i am so sick of it so i dont tell anyone what is wrong with me anymore because i dont want to disappoint them like i do her. :)
I already knew the music but the intention of the video, well, I really understand. When you grow up the things changes, get better. But you never forget what you lived.
isn't it weird how soo many people are drwn to such sad songs? I think it;s because a lot of times you just can't share whats going on and you bottle it up and it speaks volumes to us i guess :) ahh i love songs that speak.
@lunarnidght - ik how u feel. it took me years to stop saying sorry for what THEY were saying. good for u for not taking it anymore. and @pinko666- nice video.
im like this alot people make fun of my style always calling me emo goth then they call me stupid fat ugly horrible annoying b**** retard etc well im not saying sorry anymore
i always be myself and i hate to cause trouble for others. i decided that anyone who doesn't like who i am can just keep to them-selves about it. they aren't required to like me. i wont put anyone down just because of who they are.
@sweetrules3052 I'm most of the time also myself. But, cuz I think it isn't worth it, I don't talk back... I got sick nd tierd of sooo many things, that I sometimes don't realize them. I hate it. I could screem out, like: hey! shut the hell you're mouths up! I don't care a damn... But...
@TheSeptembergirl96 i understand. with things like that, you just have to find someone who cares and is willing to listen without giving you the usual meaningless advice. i learn just about everything from experience so i suffer a lot but i benefit in the end because of it.
All my family does is yell. After this happens I cry. If it's right before I go to bed then I cry myself to sleep. Now after 5 years no one cares. Sometimes I hear people saying that if they chould replace me they would. Because of this I grow up into a very hard person. I never smile or do fun things.
honestly...when i stopped telling my mom sorry for everything that was wrong with me and for not being my brother, beatings just got worse and worse until finally i was stabbed and she said it was my fault i was stabbed...i dont know what ive done wrong all this time...its now gotten to i just told my friend if i gave them to gun to shoot me, or i would make it more painful and cut my own throat and make the pain last longer
to:T&D Im sorry I cant stop making you hurt. Im sorry im me that girl who drags you down. I am sorry I cant cry in front of you. I am sorry I cant stop my own pain. I am sorry I cant ask for your help. I am sorry for being the girl who does want anything. I am sorry I cant bare to try. I am sorry I am this shadow girl. I am sorry I cant even feel for you. I am sorry I cant tell you anything. I am me and Im so sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. Sorry. ~A
I think that its pathetic; how parents blame everything on us because "we are teenagers" and its just wha we do. I am so SIck of having to hide who i am from everybody because they are scared of sseeing ME and who I really am. They dont realize that we are not trying to rebel or be snotty that we are not going htrough a faze. Its them who can't accept theat we'v grown up, its them who are being "bratty and rude" I cant wait for the day when they finally see that. Thats when I'll laugh at them!!!
@Tykelme I made this when I was...I think 14 years old? Could have been 13..but anyway, I'm 17 now and I'm going to be 18 in a few months. It gets a litter better when you get older but there are still moments when you're like "Not this again!!! I thought I went through enough of this!" But now my parents try to make sure that I know that they aren't blaming me. They learn too, and its gotten much better. I hope it gets better for you too. Sit down and talk with your parents, it helps.
@pinko666 I've tried, more than once. They don't listen and just say that I'm "going through a phase." Man, I would like to show them how much it hurts to be around them. MY dad is sexist against girls and my mom gets mad when she asks us to help and then we do. ANy other advice?
@pinko666 i know how you feel i'm now at uni and when i've gone home its been just as bad if not worse as they treat you the same even thought you've changed
@pinko666 I literally just turned 17 few weks ago... my parents dont wnt me to talk..apparantly i talk too much ( hfeeeks late hey say, you neve told m about tis.. and im like yesi id..y just didnt listen..they also oan bout me not listening too..
@TigerMo0n REWRITE(BAD KEYBOARD) I lelyrned 17 a few weeks ago, my pants dont ant me to talk, because i talk too much??/!! not..., :( few weeks later they say, you didnt tell me about this, or since when were yu doing this.. etc..(mostly just plans to go out with freinds) and i say yes i told loads of times before hand and they just didnt listn :( they ALSO MOAN BU T ME TENG.. aND ALLWAYS TELL ME I NEED TO GROW UP.. :'(
@Tykelme They won't. You get used to hiding, so used to it that someday you'll look back and wonder who the real you is. Don't let the way that others see you define how you see yourself. No more hiding.
@ArchCone Don't be sorry for saying these things, people need to vent, even if it is to everyone who comes across this video. This is gonna sound stupid but, try to find a group, or a club or a sports team that you can join that has people with similar interests to you, I don't know how old you are, or if you are still in school, but the best thing you can do is find a group of people that will accept you for who you are, there is a group out there for everyone. Only hard part is finding it.
@temariXshika72 I've had them for a long time. I go online and just save pictures I like, though I don't make slideshows anymore I still collect pictures and icons.
i can understand the song and can relate to it probably better than most people may think, but i just want to remind everybody that there is always a lot of people out there that do or will care about you! sorry for being so cheesy! =P
i was one of the many who used to hurt themselfs to feel better about whats going on in your life and this is one of the many songs i used to listen to while i was down
if i read about it now i never knew how much i hated my world before but i do thingk im wayy wayy off on hating my self and every bad thing thats hapening to me BUT! im okay now ^___^ *CUTS WRIST* joke XD
Razor
razor is a friend who kept me warm let the crimson tides cross my palm
the sweet bitter pinch in evry tuch the depth doesnt matter
i feel loved i feel alive im complete pain is my name
i am the bitter smiles you will see in every persons heart
i have made this thing so long ago i cant remember when it was but it was when i was really down and started to cut my self lol im fine now thou i just want to share this
my life...
as i was trying to live my life i grow bitter everyday i wake up
every day is the same i smile with a twitching pain inside me
i alway's lie about it i alway's said to my self im fine
:D Omg I love this song ^_^ Thx so much for uploading!!!!! and the pics r cute~
Bratl1023 3 days ago
Dang... that's spot on... I would be a bit more up-beat about being 'sorry for being me', but, I can't count how many times I've had to say that to people.
Shamaninja14 4 days ago
i really love the video and i know how it feels to have your parents and family not care about you what so ever. i'm 21 and i still dont get along with them. my parents care way more about my brother who is in jail than me. plus everyone in my family makes fun of me. at one point in my life i was anorexic and my grandpa called me fat, overweight, and ugly. i think that i about seven years old when he said that because i was anorexic when i was 6 years old to about 10 years old.
flaira1 5 days ago
@flaira1 plus most of the people i know, who i thought were my friends, want me dead. even the person who was gonna be my Maid of Honor, thats if i'm ever gonna get married, told me to go kill myself.
flaira1 5 days ago
karenasae to the end !
reillylovesspirit 5 days ago
i have been sick of alot of things for awhile now... and i kept all my feelings all tangled up in myself , hidden with a fake smile.I was always sorrowful and alone. i was sad and i was getting weaker because the emotions were eating me away. But i just didnt have the courage to tell anyone. i was a coward. Then, i just cut myself off from everyone. i wouldent eat dinner or breakfast. i would sit in the corner all day....i dident know what to do. Then my one friend dustin was tehre for me
IwuvGaarayayz 5 days ago
<3 ik how ya feel
greenday9009 1 week ago
I'm seeing here are a lot of sad ppl talking XD
And i've got a great tip for them : "Be YOURSELVES" // "Don't let others rule over you like you're trash" // "Try to be Assertive, Just say what you think and don't hold back" // "Try making friends with the ppl you don't like, and forgive them" // "Try to be happy, and think positive; it'll bring u far" // "NEVER LET ANYONE BRING YOU DOWN!!!"
XD once a time i've been a lonely boy; Now, i'm som1 who loves and gets Assertive :P
bamify777 1 week ago
Somehow i feel a bit sad sometimes, and this song is making me wanna cry :P (I've been som1 in life who didn't had friends at first, who did close himself off the world..)
-But once upon a day, i've wanted to get love and friends, slowly i'd get more and more, of what i've wanted : but... I still am not satisfied, cuz I stil haven't found the one thing i've needed the most, And that's love XD (But i'm working on it) :P
bamify777 1 week ago
damn I have trouble believing you're still alive. I watched this before reading the comments and thought it was a suicide note kinda thing. And that pic with the cute girl that slit her wrists wrong didnt help either. well congrats on not being on the wrong side of the dirt. nice vid.
crippletime 1 week ago
@Tykelme I know how you feel... but dont hide who you are. Im a freshman, and im just starting my teenager life, be urself, thats what i leard, there ARE times taht myself, isnt good enough, BUT you know, i wasnt born to impress him or her, just be proud of who you are, and be YOU. aha, im seemed or judged as the quiet wierd nerdy girl. but really/ once you get to know me... im the crazy, hyper funny and outgoing sweet girl. Dont let other people thoughts and words define YOU. Only you can.
luvme4ever486 1 week ago
Aw
Hinatachan121 1 week ago
Ahhh...the depressing side of youtube....we meet again e.e
animehikakaorkoda 2 weeks ago
everytime i act like myself my mom says i make everyone around me sad but my friends laugh at my jokes and like what i like so now she doesnt know who i am
milojackchloe 2 weeks ago
@milojackchloe same for me she just cant accept me
iaminsanelivewithit 2 weeks ago
Your not alone and you don't need to be sorry for being yourself, Never let the world bring you down to being you and never lose hope
muffun2 2 weeks ago
it's a nice song , but it's awkward the way she says gomenasai O.O
sakuralovesanimation 2 weeks ago
i am sick of being the one that causes stress for everyone. i get sick alot and i try really hard not to but whenever i am my mom just sighs and says "again, fine" i am so sick of it so i dont tell anyone what is wrong with me anymore because i dont want to disappoint them like i do her. :)
iaminsanelivewithit 3 weeks ago 3
I already knew the music but the intention of the video, well, I really understand. When you grow up the things changes, get better. But you never forget what you lived.
Thanks for the video, sorry for my bad english
kiss*
Lotuskawaii14 3 weeks ago
gomenasi means sorry in japaneese
613blackcat 3 weeks ago
everyone feels like this from time to time
starosebee 3 weeks ago
this was on an anime..... one of the first i ever saw.... WHAT WAS IT!!!! i know it was... it had to be...
alex20678 3 weeks ago
this is a fantastic video :')
inuyasha22ify 3 weeks ago
i really like it
darkchick4561 4 weeks ago
-.- i dont get it at all you are you cant be noting but yourseif
yokoistheboom 1 month ago
i love this song nd i am tired of my family, nd saying sorry 4 whats not my fauttt!!!!!!
MegaLilwaynesgirl 1 month ago
Awzome ^^ The song and video is both so wonderful i really love it ^^
erre1223 1 month ago
wow I haven't heard dat song foran ages. fang u very much. dat made my day. and de vid vas awsome
PinkSpringRose 1 month ago
isn't it weird how soo many people are drwn to such sad songs? I think it;s because a lot of times you just can't share whats going on and you bottle it up and it speaks volumes to us i guess :) ahh i love songs that speak.
littlelilisayuri 1 month ago
i love the song you used, i love t.A.T.u.....russians singing japanese is just plain epic.
JuicyLuv100 1 month ago
0:41 my favorite part
dinosaurhunter3 1 month ago
@lunarnidght - ik how u feel. it took me years to stop saying sorry for what THEY were saying. good for u for not taking it anymore. and @pinko666- nice video.
blp1994 1 month ago
im like this alot people make fun of my style always calling me emo goth then they call me stupid fat ugly horrible annoying b**** retard etc well im not saying sorry anymore
lunarnidnight 1 month ago
What an awesome Video
KagomeHigurashiInu7 1 month ago
i always be myself and i hate to cause trouble for others. i decided that anyone who doesn't like who i am can just keep to them-selves about it. they aren't required to like me. i wont put anyone down just because of who they are.
sweetrules3052 1 month ago
@sweetrules3052 I'm most of the time also myself. But, cuz I think it isn't worth it, I don't talk back... I got sick nd tierd of sooo many things, that I sometimes don't realize them. I hate it. I could screem out, like: hey! shut the hell you're mouths up! I don't care a damn... But...
TheSeptembergirl96 1 month ago
@TheSeptembergirl96 i understand. with things like that, you just have to find someone who cares and is willing to listen without giving you the usual meaningless advice. i learn just about everything from experience so i suffer a lot but i benefit in the end because of it.
sweetrules3052 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
:'D
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
o.o Going to be 4yrs later in a few months and its still my most popular video. Wow.
pinko666 1 month ago 13
@pinko666 aha ;D
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
@pinko666 Its cause so many people feel the same way...
wolfur1 1 week ago
(':
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
All my family does is yell. After this happens I cry. If it's right before I go to bed then I cry myself to sleep. Now after 5 years no one cares. Sometimes I hear people saying that if they chould replace me they would. Because of this I grow up into a very hard person. I never smile or do fun things.
jjjstarling1234 1 month ago
gomenasai = I'm sorry (for you who didn't know) =)
SuperFloorball1 1 month ago
honestly...when i stopped telling my mom sorry for everything that was wrong with me and for not being my brother, beatings just got worse and worse until finally i was stabbed and she said it was my fault i was stabbed...i dont know what ive done wrong all this time...its now gotten to i just told my friend if i gave them to gun to shoot me, or i would make it more painful and cut my own throat and make the pain last longer
armyXranger1994 1 month ago
to:T&D Im sorry I cant stop making you hurt. Im sorry im me that girl who drags you down. I am sorry I cant cry in front of you. I am sorry I cant stop my own pain. I am sorry I cant ask for your help. I am sorry for being the girl who does want anything. I am sorry I cant bare to try. I am sorry I am this shadow girl. I am sorry I cant even feel for you. I am sorry I cant tell you anything. I am me and Im so sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. Sorry. ~A
AnimeAlyssal1 1 month ago
The title says everything... Sorry for being me...
SabrinaEatsYourTaco 1 month ago
Thank you everyone who still watches this and comments & rates!!! I had no idea when I made it that it'd still be getting reviews :3
- Pinko♥
pinko666 6 months ago 21
I think that its pathetic; how parents blame everything on us because "we are teenagers" and its just wha we do. I am so SIck of having to hide who i am from everybody because they are scared of sseeing ME and who I really am. They dont realize that we are not trying to rebel or be snotty that we are not going htrough a faze. Its them who can't accept theat we'v grown up, its them who are being "bratty and rude" I cant wait for the day when they finally see that. Thats when I'll laugh at them!!!
Tykelme 6 months ago 49
@Tykelme I made this when I was...I think 14 years old? Could have been 13..but anyway, I'm 17 now and I'm going to be 18 in a few months. It gets a litter better when you get older but there are still moments when you're like "Not this again!!! I thought I went through enough of this!" But now my parents try to make sure that I know that they aren't blaming me. They learn too, and its gotten much better. I hope it gets better for you too. Sit down and talk with your parents, it helps.
Pinko♥
pinko666 6 months ago 17
@pinko666 I've tried, more than once. They don't listen and just say that I'm "going through a phase." Man, I would like to show them how much it hurts to be around them. MY dad is sexist against girls and my mom gets mad when she asks us to help and then we do. ANy other advice?
Tykelme 5 months ago
@pinko666 i know how you feel i'm now at uni and when i've gone home its been just as bad if not worse as they treat you the same even thought you've changed
loopiesounds2 1 month ago
@pinko666 I literally just turned 17 few weks ago... my parents dont wnt me to talk..apparantly i talk too much ( hfeeeks late hey say, you neve told m about tis.. and im like yesi id..y just didnt listen..they also oan bout me not listening too..
:(..they're allways tellin me to grow up..
TigerMo0n 1 week ago
@TigerMo0n REWRITE(BAD KEYBOARD) I lelyrned 17 a few weeks ago, my pants dont ant me to talk, because i talk too much??/!! not..., :( few weeks later they say, you didnt tell me about this, or since when were yu doing this.. etc..(mostly just plans to go out with freinds) and i say yes i told loads of times before hand and they just didnt listn :( they ALSO MOAN BU T ME TENG.. aND ALLWAYS TELL ME I NEED TO GROW UP.. :'(
TigerMo0n 1 week ago
@TigerMo0n (NOT GOING TO WRITE IT AGAIN, *HITS KEYBOARD* look between the two, if theres a missing word one, yu can work it ou fromm the other -.-
TigerMo0n 1 week ago
@Tykelme They won't. You get used to hiding, so used to it that someday you'll look back and wonder who the real you is. Don't let the way that others see you define how you see yourself. No more hiding.
Inammoura 1 week ago
i am so lonely in this world all of my family is gone my friends gone i am the only one and i feel like dying sorry for saying thees things
ArchCone 6 months ago
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lordoftherings1111 3 months ago in playlist to mom and dad (for wen im gone)
@ArchCone Don't be sorry for saying these things, people need to vent, even if it is to everyone who comes across this video. This is gonna sound stupid but, try to find a group, or a club or a sports team that you can join that has people with similar interests to you, I don't know how old you are, or if you are still in school, but the best thing you can do is find a group of people that will accept you for who you are, there is a group out there for everyone. Only hard part is finding it.
lordoftherings1111 3 months ago
This song is so beautiful...the anime makes it even better..
this video is wonderful.
TheNelliea 6 months ago
how did you find these pictures? there amazing!
temariXshika72 7 months ago
@temariXshika72 I've had them for a long time. I go online and just save pictures I like, though I don't make slideshows anymore I still collect pictures and icons.
pinko666 7 months ago
This should be my theme song. I understand it a lot. And i love this song..
cardcaptor1011 1 year ago
i can understand the song and can relate to it probably better than most people may think, but i just want to remind everybody that there is always a lot of people out there that do or will care about you! sorry for being so cheesy! =P
blackitty101 1 year ago
Sitting in the window... crying...
TechnoMoonlight 1 year ago
I really like this video i understand how it feels
you should really make another
ANiMELOVLiE 1 year ago
I know the feeling girl.!!!!!!
littlenightfox 1 year ago
i was one of the many who used to hurt themselfs to feel better about whats going on in your life and this is one of the many songs i used to listen to while i was down
AngelsDarkSuicide 1 year ago
I'm just getting out of partial. i learned something important there.
i want to save lives.
all the people i've met are amazing
i don't want them to be sad anymore
no one should be sorry because they are alive
so i'm gonna go out there and change the world
though i guess i gotta get myself back on track first
until then my friends, each and everyone of you is amazing, shine your light, each and every one of you is beautiful
solosong13 2 years ago 4
if i read about it now i never knew how much i hated my world before but i do thingk im wayy wayy off on hating my self and every bad thing thats hapening to me BUT! im okay now ^___^ *CUTS WRIST* joke XD
Razor
razor is a friend who kept me warm let the crimson tides cross my palm
the sweet bitter pinch in evry tuch the depth doesnt matter
i feel loved i feel alive im complete pain is my name
i am the bitter smiles you will see in every persons heart
sorahikari8 2 years ago
i have made this thing so long ago i cant remember when it was but it was when i was really down and started to cut my self lol im fine now thou i just want to share this
my life...
as i was trying to live my life i grow bitter everyday i wake up
every day is the same i smile with a twitching pain inside me
i alway's lie about it i alway's said to my self im fine
but the very person that is me is a mistake
sorahikari8 2 years ago
amen to that...I'll send my hope your way...everyone has troubles..and your not the only one fed up with it all. Luck
Traci92Dawn 2 years ago
i love it
come in japanese
it's one of the best songs !!
:P
leodonne 2 years ago
if anyone ever needs someone to talk to I will be here for you to trust and confide in someone! i will help you get through the pain!
vbsetter123 2 years ago 6
i luv this song it realy maches the vid i almost cried T_T
jjmoneybags 2 years ago 4
i know how you feel im sick of my family to
ChibiMuno101 2 years ago
gomenasai means i'm so sorry in japanese, she is sorry for being herself, that's what the gomenasai means to T.a.t.u.
sibyallasabreil 2 years ago 4
Im pretty sure gomenasai means sorry in japanese
sampjacks 2 years ago 3
the song is called "gomenasai" its by T.A.T.U ^^.
Godrulesandanimals2 2 years ago 4
nice video
i understand the meaning in it
its sad
like the song too
anonomycrisis 2 years ago 24
WHat song is this??
Pepsicute1 3 years ago 5
t.a.t.u - (Gomenesai)
nadiiew 3 years ago 6
Luv the song... very pretty <3
terriermon07 3 years ago 14
ooo i really wanna know the name of this song its so pretty and true T_T
love it :3
heavensworst13 3 years ago 5
im crying..T_T
hunterterbang 3 years ago 5
._. this is a nice video Pinko.
Kisha55 3 years ago 4