Timeline of my Anorexia

[natcatw]

You are a gorgeous healthy girl. Stay strong in your recovery!

[MichealKimHeart]

wow you are fucken preetty

[ellalaurent]

Your so beautiful! I wish you luck. :)

[jaxhorn]

You look amazing now! Always be positive and take out one day at a time

[SWEDofmylife]

glad your doing better, :)

[ashclam1]

I think I actually weigh the same as you at your smallest, My ribs dont stick out, but my legs and waist are actually smaller. People think that losing weight is so easy, but putting on weight is so so so hard, Im eating all the time, and nothings happening, I feel shit about it then dont eat for like a day or two.

Im so glad you put on weight thats amazing :)

[candyluvrr87]

0:55 : r those self harm scars on your thighs? :(

[xLauraDallas]

@candyluvrr87 Yeah they are. I used to cut a lot, but apart from a little slip up two weeks ago I've been cut free for nearly a year.

[EmilaysHXCxx]

I'm crying. You're such a pretty girl! I'm so glad you're getting better, if you ever need anyone to talk to you can message me!:)

[mynameistiny]

You're beautiful! Glad you're recovering <3

[LoudestWhispers]

Glad your doing better. You're sooo beautiful!

[anniebieberduh]

You look stunning now! :)

[GlamishTv]

yOU look super hot now!!

[AleAleAleWorld]

You look way way way better at 110 pounds !

[xxihavesecretsxx]

Please make more videos! i need tips for dealing with the recovery-I am in hospital and need a someone o talk to :(

[Anorexiakillspeople]

Can you guys please check my latest video? Its about how anorexia destroys you.

[fallonclaire]

you're so beautiful i wish i could be more like you! <3 i am so happy that you are recovering!!!

[FallingForYou20]

Your beautiful.

[Sansiara]

you looked better anorexic. now ur too fat

[kyuubilin]

@Sansiara you're a horrible person ._.

[loevie25]

@Sansiara she's not fat, you asshole. she's beautiful.

[ChiyoBunny]

february 2011 was my favorite picture! ♥

[terranina1]

hey i dance ballet too (:

[Individualanorexia]

I have got to say, your stunning at 110, its amazing.

I would hate to know of the original feeling of gaining, but id love to know the feeling of triumph over it, its great that your recovering. Or trying to. I don't know/ know of many people that want to. Your stunning. Stay strong.x

[tacodyrdek]

Please tell me what helped you overcome this? Please!!

I'm so happy you've overcome this.

Please leave a comment on my page or something of the sort with how friends and family helped and just everything that helped you! Someone I love is suffering and I want to do whatever I possibly can to help.

[TheDanceFreak111197]

So you're a ballerina? I dance too... ALL THE TIME... And I weigh 123. I'm 5'5, and people say I'm Pretty skinny. Now I'm not sure that I believe them... I eat healthy ALL the time, but never lose weight. Do

[oliverlove32]

im so annoyed watching this,cuz at 98 lbs. at my school is considered over weight,and at ur lowest is the average,and its messed up 82 pounds is considered "average".thats model size,and they're unheathy...

[YoursAnne]

This is so touching. Especially because I'm 5'6 just like you, and I think I'm borderline anorexic, or something. I look at you..and see myself. It's so sad. I'm glad your doing better, though.

[erinnickell93]

you're so pretty, keep smiling !

[MsBeautyLocks]

you're so pretty, and i love your bangs : )

[EEKmuffin]

You give me hope.

[ulaxtc]

this is my favourite ana video. :) you are beautiful. so glad your doing well ;'] x

[beautifully90broken]

my favorite ana video. so glad your getting better! im 14 and suffer with anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa. no mater how thin I get I always want to lose more. Ugh, i can't take it, i cant remember the last time i did not feel guilty after eating, or did not puke my guts out after diner, or cried like a baby after gaining one pound.

[TheRockPrincessx]

This is an amazing story! Glad to see you recovering!!!! Your truly inspiring!

[cookie129]

You look awesome at 110. So glad your doing well.

[ilovetapdancer54]

hey im caitlyn. i have been suffering with anorexia and im only 14..im so proud of you(: stay beautiful!

[2azfeWeb]

It's amazing how much healthier you look once you break the 100 lbs mark. Good luck and keep this going.

[snookieberry]

Good luck in your recovery :)

[ThePRINCESSGIRLY1234]

u look just like bella thorne

[MissCAEH21]

You're gorgeous, sweetie. I wish you all the best in your recovery. I know it's hard. I've been there. Love and support definitly helps get through it all. Good luck, doll. <3

[sweetiepie4794]

You are really pretty, you also seem very talented. I'm glad things are looking you for you so keep it up. i've seen a lot of videos about people's struggles/stories, but most of them don't show pictures of them getting better.

[swimmy6868]

beautiful. i wish i could be that skinny

[BrittanyHugzZombiez1]

way to go for gaining weight and defeating anorexia :D Keep it up

[ChooChooMichou]

how tall are you?

[xLauraDallas]

@ChooChooMichou 5ft 6. It says in the description x

[jiwonheartsmakeup]

you are drop dead GORGEOUS <3<3<3 stay strong <3

[THEBRUNERS1]

you look beautiful now!!!! keep it up girl congaradulations

[lunarfoxie]

You are beautiful and perfect sized!!

[kwmusicful]

You are truly beautiful now and you are still thin but now a beautiful, perfect thin, not a life-ending thin. You look perfect, now your pretty exterior matches your pretty interior. :)

[TheUnpredictable88]

I'm so happy for u ,,,u were cute at the first and hot at the end

[zoek280]

You are so pretty, im glad you managed to overcome this, im 14 now and have been suffering in silence from it for about a year and a half, its such a scary thing, and what scares me the most is that, sometimes, i want it to go, but overtimes, i feel i need it...i just dont no how to confront my parents...were not close and they arent very understanding but who knows, maybe things will work out. Stay strong! You look amazing xxx

[TuliaaDevil]

U R So Beautiful!

[wtfftenten]

Wow! You look beautiful and healthy at 100+

[SweetCaramel1990]

You are beautiful and I wish u the best!!!!!!!!!!!!! Beautiful story and song!!!

[demonhairstreicher]

You do look way better at 110. That's amazing. You're so beautiful and you look way healthier but still thin at 110.

[Bananasmoothiee1]

wow you actually look so much better at 105-110 than 87-100!!!

[MrPinklip3]

Can u PLEASE tell me the song it's BEAUTIFUL (like u :) )

[xLauraDallas]

@MrPinklip3 Pink - Glitter in the air. And thank you x

[MsSecretme101]

I'm 1.68 metres and I weigh more than 100 pound so I think I'm heavy, I want to lose weight. Actually, the people at school want me to lose weight. I will, I must, but how? Maybe I won't, but I'll make sure it won't kill me, I'll take care of myself. Just a little won't hurt. That's how I thought half a year ago, I lost weigh and gained weght. I still want to ose weight more and more, but I can't. At school the keep hurting me because I'm fat, but I can't stop it. Why not?

[RockDoll79]

Good for you, pretty girl! I'm glad you're feeling better!

[TheOnlyException69]

I have anorexia as well and it's an awful disease. I can only hope that I'll get through it the way you have. You're very strong.

[xxDinosaursGoRawr]

You are so beautiful in all of these pictures but you look so much healthier and better and happier after you gained some weight.-3 keep fighting and stay strong. Healthy is beauty.

[XDancingInLoveX]

You are beautiful and incredibly strong. Keep fighting, gorgeous! <3

[elitheasandkaylas]

right now i am 5 ft 2 and 78 pounds

[heyyjayceyy]

you are beautiful, good luck with your degree!

[BlackOpsGirlRulezYou]

your gorgeous <3

[RaybRay89]

How did your hair stay so thick, beautiful, and shiny during all of this? Wow. Glad you are in recovery now! Woohoo!!!

[ThePecollins]

I can't believe how pretty you are, no matter what weight. And usually when girls become abnormally thin I view them as less attractive, but you were pretty through it all!

[MrUnit731]

You are really really beautiful. I hope you're better and that you tolerate having a little more meat on you :)

[bluestars4butterflys]

you are beautiful girly !! hope things are still going well for you ! xx

[tthana3]

Eres mas linda así... Gracias por compartir tu historia!

[ohthatwentwell]

SO glad you're recovering! You are BEAUTIFUL. So sorry that ever happened-33

[nishonono]

The last weight you posted, you were so perfect looking! I'm doing my best on diet and exercise, and trying to not get to in a rush to lose weight. I can't wait to go from 175 to my UGW of 100lbs. I'm 5'0 tall, I think that's the perfect weight for me~

[dalmationgirl42]

glad to see your recovering hang in there it does get easier

[SaRa212387]

glad to see you looking healthier keep up the great work!

[CagedxBirdx]

2:50 is your prettiest picture imo. I am so happy that you're getting better. You look prettier healthy. :)

[XclaireycatX]

0:56 pants from primark hehe:)!

[swimmingkaola]

youre soo beautiful. i wish i could be skinny. :( i am 5'6, 135-140 pounds. and im nearly 16. ): im ugly

[vikiwozeya]

How tall were/are you? You're beautiful.

[MsReviewJunkie]

Your soooooooooo freaking pretty!

[xLauraDallas]

@cricket41399 well not really, as being that thin also nearly killed me..

[cricket41399]

@xLauraDallas ok sorry just curios

[Redrumxtina]

@cricket41399 um no cause being too thin is just as ugly as being too fat.

[MustBeStarStruck]

You are very beautiful <3

[trixiaflorrevolution]

God bless you. You are such a pretty girl. Continue with your life with confidence. :)

[MarieMuffin69]

You are so beautiful :) especially in the white dress :)

[cravebrit]

You are beautiful. And you look so healthy is 2010 & 2011. Your hair & skin look radiant.

[Msbisubisu]

You looked your best in that white dress feb 2011 at 110lbs!!

[syddo123]

you're beautiful! god made you perfect and im pretty sure everyone sees it

[PopPrincess1711]

Your beautiful! Don't think your fat! Are you happy with what you did to yourself?

[MysticalCreatureLove]

You are so pretty! Beautiful, in looks you are gorgeous- and when you were above 100 you were stunning! You have a great smile :) Good luck.

[VikingsGlenn74]

OMG How can you think you are not beautiful. I love the pics where you are above 100 pounds. You are smoking hot!! I know Anorexia Nervosa is a disease. So I do understand. Believe me though, you look GREAT!!!!! And good luck with your recovery. Greetings from the MileHighCity!!!

[Holdparanoia89]

Congrats on getting better! You are beautiful.

[doralover5348]

Ok I don't know whats wrong I am 12 and I've always thought I was over weight cause I was 120 pounds I am 5 foot 3 and this just started like three weeks ago I lost 20 pounds and I have been eating normally and I didn't barf up my food or anything I don't know what wrong please help I'm getting scared

[BrittanyPunches]

@doralover5348 Puberty? As much as possible, release the worries you have about your weight. You're so young yet darlin, you have growing, changing developing to do!!!

[hipbones824]

Wow I remember you from Livejournal you are stunning!

[xLauraDallas]

@hipbones824 wow, I'm surprised you remember me. It's a small world, right? Hope you're doing ok x

[missannydee]

Amazing..! I went through exactly what you did!x

[BobASorousXD]

Your so pretty<3

[yleirdna]

you were perfect in any weigh you had.

[TrevorsIRLvlogs]

were u starving yourself or making yourself throwup? or both, i'm just wondering because there are a lot of different kinds of anorexia, and i just was curious about your methods.

[maditheawesome]

you are gorgeous don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

[EvilPanda1988]

110 pounds and you look like a super model, never go under that. Those last couple pictures you looked absolutely stunning!

[nay9818]

you look really good now. i have anorexia and my hair looks horrible :( and my skin :(

[sw321000]

you are so beautiful and I feel so bad tht it happened to you hope yr happy now:)

[JohnEbony]

That's a great video! I agree with everyone else: you are very beautiful!

[ajitn001]

Well done. And u may not think so but u r really pretty

[x18925801]

you are seriously beautiful.

[Aisana911]

Well done Lovely,

xx

[97alphabet]

How much do you weigh now?

[21kayjayy]

thanks for sharing. this was a well done video. fight for recovery hun. we can all do it.

[ResidentevilEX101]

I'm being honest with u u r so beautiful inside and out and I can see that because I struggled with anorexia and still do and I'm a 17 year old guy just incase ur wondering and in all honesty I'm at normal weight now but it's still hard but I'll get through it and I wish u all the best to u r so beautiful when u weighed more u looked healthier and happier and lots of ppl say that about me I find that food is the best thing now I love it lol and I can also tell ur beautiful on the inside and I c

[marlia0408]

Wow your so PRETTY i wish you the best becuz at this point you look AMAZING. Be strong and keep it up!!!!

[totallychiky]

Gorgeous in all of these pictures.

[shirz87]

you look absolutely stunning at this point right now!!

[alabamariotz]

you're an amazingly strong woman for putting this online and sharing your story with everyone. i wish you every happiness <3

[diamondruby25]

you are soooo pretty and no offense but it was kinda creepy like a skeleton when you where in the 80 pound range especially.

you look great at 110

[PaniniFanini]

You look so beautiful and healthy at 110lbs !! keep on goin !!!! :) !!!

[whatalittlewanker]

youre SO gorgeous with more weight :)

[doombow666]

its weird looking at this while i myself am getting more overweight, though i think its alot harder having anorexia than being overweight.

[MagnificantLights]

You look so beautiful at 110....

[willyoumeetmehalfway]

This is so sad to watch, RIP SWEETHEART. I totally understand, if you ever need someone just follow or tweet me at @samirajay1

xxxx

[PopWentTheBalloon]

Your beautiful ♥

[RosieeVega]

I'm 5'6 & 110, I wonder if i look the same way to other people as you do to me..

You look wonderful, by the way.

[SassGurl98]

BUT YOU'RE SO PRETTY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF. DD;

[regis2901]

you're pretty :)

[jklfds85]

1:26- I only DREAM of having a gap like that!!!

[TheLyre4]

you look absolutely wonderful in the last few pics.. better, MUCH better than the first lot :)

[karnitawijaya]

she look amazing now and so pretty compare living with bone only...

[kara12182]

you are beautiful!

[lyingmongoose]

You're so brave for putting this up. For years now I have been 'in control' of my eating disorder, but in control doesn't mean the thoughts, the mean things I say to myself sometimes and have to tamp down, have gone away. Whenever I've had an especially bad day and feel the dark thoughts that led me down such a horrible road coming back to me, I look at other's anorexia stories. Yours has really helped me, thank you so much for posting. I hope you're still doing well!

[NyanNyanBunny]

your really brave....

[akotasun]

:')

[BabyGirlzRulez]

She is so pretty :)

[SingerPianist]

This video is so inspiring. As a recovering anorexic it is so motivational for me to see you looking so happy and beautiful at the end of your video. You should be so very proud of yourself....and thank you so much for sharing this. All the best xxx

[ChickinBlueJeans97]

Congratulations! Your getting better! You story really is beautiful, I hope you stay healthy and find love.

[emzzie2011]

omg i love her hair!

[maddison277]

At 5'6", a female should ideally weigh 130lbs. So, at 110lbs, you are still tiny. You must trust when people tell you that, plus the fact that at that weight, you look stunning! Stay strong!

[sassoccer95]

ya i know. this just sucks. not how i saw my self at 16! ugh FML!!!. i mean i in a way want to tell my parents so that they can like help me but at the same time i dont want them finding out because then they will only blame themselves for not being god enough and i just cant let them do that.!!!

[Natalia13Spain]

This year you're more pretty than never

[TanyaMatsukiXD]

you look hot on ur last pic

[sassoccer95]

i am going through a similar thing as u were and still are. i feel as if i have NO control over anything. i want to get better but i cant look in a mirror. every time i force myself to eat something i always feel even fatter and more disgusting and have to immediatly run or some how burn off everything. how did u start to atleast get better towards recovery!? please let me know!!!

[ThisNigguhh]

You look so beautiful with the weight you have now. :) STAY STRONG!!

[justagurl23]

i'm glad you are trying to recover. i know it's not easy. life is worth more than the hell of anorexia. it's hard to see that though when you are in it. i thought i would always struggle but have had four years in recovery...it's true that there always will be the potential for relapsing or slips along the way. i'm experiencing that right now but trying to get through it without major damage.

[xxmoonflamexx]

You are so beautifull!!!!! I hope you're doing quite okay! by 110 lbs you're the most beautiful!!

[ElvenPrincessLove]

You are beautiful honey. I believe in you! x :)

[TheRealmOfDaniel]

:) you are beautiful I wish I was you

[Molotov850]

You're beautiful (:

[Priscillanicolejones]

i would stop eating for a day then i go on youtube and i look at these kind of videos then i would start eating. you. are. beautiful. i have hope in you! just keep eating

[dudeimsamx3x3]

You are beautiful.

[xsese9898]

did your hair ever fall out?

[Babygraceblue5990]

110=perfect

[katrina374]

@Babygraceblue5990 Omg, so true. <3

[PeircedinBlood]

Don't get anymore thin, ur beautiful just the way you are-3

[swimmy6868]

i wish i could be as skinny as you

[lovepeacegod45]

you are beautiful I'm so glad you are better<3

[nilorac123321]

you made me cry...you are too pretty.

[xxmoonflamexx]

You're beautiful now<3

[TheSkykiid]

You are truly beautiful, you are an amazing person to be able to somewhat control ana.:)

[WolfofLoveandHate]

ummmm did u notice ur hip line get smaller as u shrunk?

[xLauraDallas]

@WolfofLoveandHate Yes, considerably. Why?

[WolfofLoveandHate]

@xLauraDallas just wondering...like the actual hip bone part shrunk with u? for real?

[SincerelyJustine]

110- Ah beautiful!

[AnaGirlEmpath]

@xLauraDallas:

This video really touched me! How are you doing these days? Does Ana still Call to you? You look so radiant and full of Life. I rejoiced with each picture you shared along your fight up and out of the hell of devastating emaciation. You've come a long way, love. Good Journey! *hugs if they feel safe*

[xLauraDallas]

@AnaGirlEmpath thank you. I'm doing ok, though I'm still very up and down xx