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  • not even my parents know i cut myself. if they knew my life would fall appart. im always happy around people but they start to notice things after a while. people notice all the bracelets and bandanas. my friends always ask "you dont cut yourself do you? you have no reason."... it makes me feel like no one will ever know me for me

  • @Corechase i can understand the trust issues and depression and anger issuse cuzz im like that too im called shy cuzz i don't really trust anyone cuzz of my past and the sad part is i barely trust my famil. i was just wondering how you deal with all of that? for me i write poems draw but it hasn't been helping me and i ended up cutting, so how do you deal with it all? you don't have to tell me and plus im not one to judge anyone i just would like some help.

  • my heart tells me that beating someone up isnt worth it..and its right, it isnt..its not who i am, but all of the times people got away with what they did really damaged me..i never even had that one female companion that i could always count on for anything..and talk to about anything without the drama, judgement or jealousy..

  • it makes me sad knowing that there are all of these people out there suffering..yet noone does anything to really help..i have major trust issues on top of clinical depression and anger because of how many times i was used, cheated, lied to, betrayed, etc.. i didnt do anything about any of those times i was hurt by people because i didnt have it in me to hurt anyone physically..but now, it feels like something is festering in me and that i dont know when i could blow uo and really hurt someone..

  • wow i can relate to his alot... i just wish i didn't start cutting hell i never thought that it would be this hard to stop cutting. a few moments of bliss for what a life time of scares, god biggest mistake i ever made and im still trying to stop. :/

  • i can relate to this so much!!

  • I know how you feel, that's really sad..

  • <3

  • Is that really u omg i know how you feel :(

  • God thinks you are SO beautiful, and he is the only one whose opinion truly matters. He loves you so deeply, and he'll break open the skies to save those who cry out his name. Don't turn your face away from him. I can't even say what I want to- I'm just trying to say that no matter what He is there, no matter where YOU are at, God never changes. He is faithful. You can trust him.

  • @ImmaNinja103 I cut myself too...and it's terrible what you're going through..I wish I could help you

  • I cried watching this. I cut myself, stopped for a long tim, now I'm relapsing. I've been throwing up as a substitute so my mom won't know. My bestfriend who's anorexic knows and says if she finds out I did it again she'll tell my mom. I haveno one to talk to anymore, I feel completely alone.

  • @ImmaNinja103 I feel for you, I stopped cutting ages ago, but it's hard not to on days like these.. bulimia seems to be my substitute too, i hate it.. please feel free to talk to me if you want someone to talk to, I've struggled with ED/SI for almost 6 years, you're not alone & I'm here for you. And ANYONE who's struggling, 'cause no one deserves to feel like this <3

  • @AbstemiousNymph Thanks its terrible u feel the same but in some ways relieving t know im not the only one like this. I'm sorry if it sonds weird. and im sorry that u feel like this. It's terrible. Maybe we could talk

  • @ImmaNinja103 the cutting part i relate to, i used to, and lately ive been starting again, ive lost just about everything, i have 1 friend in real life and i barely talk to her, i havent left the house in over a year other than dr appointments and live with my mom and an ex who abuses me sexualy, physically verbally, no matter how much i tell mom i want him gone she wont make him leave, her hearts failing and puts more stress on me, i feel your pain and im here for you if u need me

  • @Poet0fDarkness666 im here for you xx

  • Nobody knows that I used to cut myself besides my parents. I'm terrified that someone else will find out because I'm usually really happy when other people are around. Two days ago an older boy pointed out that the scarf I wear around my wrist are what people wear when they cut themselves. I refused to look at him. I was terrified. Then he said something that really hurt me: "You're not cutting yourself, are you? I mean, you have no reason to." That made me furious. He doesn't know me at all.

  • @GirlWithAMovieMaker Exactly, he doesn't know you, so he doesn't know whatever reasons you have for cutting. I'm still recovering, and telling my youth group was the best choice I ever made.

  • @GirlWithAMovieMaker i think he meant, you should always remember that no one should make you want to do that, that you can always find the light in a dark place. he meant it in a good way, like you should stay positive, and you. no one knows i tried but my mom, she told me if i tried again i would get counciling, i didn't tell again. but now i listen to this and its my light.

  • may be triggering?

    biggest understatement of my life.

  • definitely just made me cry.

  • I saw myself alot in this video. Wtf is gonna happen when my mom sees my arm...

  • @NeonPurpleHeart101 Same reaction my mom had when she saw my hand.She cried her eyes out!!!!!!!!!!!! Wasen't only hurting myself but other's around me.

  • I JUST rented the movie, this my favorite movie ever <3 Probley because I can relate to it so well....

  • This video is awesome. You picked the perfect song for this movie. Good job.

  • you know your freaking insane when you get a new razor and you cant wait to try it out :'( story of my life </3

  • @pony8181 message me ! i know how you feel </3

  • @pony8181 You're not insane! You just have a problem. I can sort of relate to that since I have a problem as well.

  • ... my life and no one knows it......

  • Story of my life D: I don't cut but I get treated like shit and my two closest friends cut.

  • @VampireNightmare12 SAME O_O ITS TERRIFIYING

  • Yeah. That was a little triggering. Had to close my eyes a couple times..

  • I love this movie even though its so stupid

  • @iluvjustinbeiber106 you can try and talk to a counselor, if your being abused tell someone,you could find a hobby to make you feel better. everybody has a purpose in life you just have to find it. dont cut yourself because your scarede,worried,sad, mad, upset, confused and so on. find something your good at and enjoy :) or find a new friend or someone who loves you for who you are. look up for the love of a daughter official music video by demi lovato. comment if any more questions.

  • @jbeanluvr11 I already cut. And I am being counseled, but they don't know I cut and all.

  • ive cutt when my mom found out it looked like that at first then it turned into me getting the shit beat outta me

  • Im a cutter, and when I saw this movie, It made me feel better actually. Her moms reaction though.\: How did she not realize? Still a good movie.

  • did you actually do all this?

  • That movie is awesome!

  • @somechickygirl what movie is this?

  • @tristan123456789lege I know you didn't ask me, but the movie's called "Thirteen"

  • @HtownTomboy HEY! Tristan didn't ask you! :p I'm just playing. x)

  • @somechickygirl lol, ok :P

  • @iluvjustinbeiber106 don't fix your probs that way everyone's important in their own way! Please don't cut or kill yourself! There are other options

  • @jbeanluvr11 I already cut. And like what ways?

  • Wow.

  • I'm gonna sing this on my school. they wanted me to sing something about me.. and i think this is the best song.

  • @missalive75 it's called thirteen

  • @00megg00 yes it's the best movie ever it is called thirteen (circa 2003) I highly recommend

  • good movie

  • Whats this movie called

  • @godislove181 thirteen

  • is this a real movie? it looks like it.

  • @00megg00 Yes it is

  • @00megg00  yesss its a real movie. its called ''Thirteen''

  • @00megg00 yes Thirteen is a real movie, it's really good. you should watch it sometime :)

  • thank you.

  • I dont wanna be me..</3

  • Ugh, I have a trouble with cutting:p. It actually feels better, but please. Nobody cut.

  • I want to commit suicide. I don't wanna grow up. well, I do...but, i miss when I was young. I guess I'll just die young!

  • @ILUVJUSTINBIEBER106 please dont kill yourself!

  • @ILUVJUSTINBIEBER106 I miss when i was young too & have been to some looooow places often never fully up but i know life's worth it. Please dont do anything "stupid" as they say, it aint the way (trust me i tried shoot myself but ok now). my mom did kill herself though when i was 12 and it stings like hell, dont do that to those that love and value you, plz. ever need 2 talk leave a message on my chanel comments.

  • i am going through this have been for 14 months now its so hard and i am so so down all the time this did bring back all the feelings its so hard xxx

  • The name of the movie is Thirteen

  • am 36, still fighting the feelings of wanting to self harm to stop the pain... love this vid... what movie was used for this vid?

  • @missalive75 Thirteen

  • God loves u ALL.:-) And i pray u will put all ur worries in him.:-)god bless

  • you girls i will be praying 4 u.:-) He(God) loves u.:-)1peter 5:7God Bless

  • Cut myself one time, never doing it again that shit hurt! It hurt more than my fucking problems but i guess that was my fault for cutting a big cut with a knife. :P

  • Thirteen was my trigger to endless years of pain. I am not over it at all, but kind of realized that it's just what people are calling bad days. Mine just seem to be more emotional, but that's because I am what I am. A fragile person. But I'll survive and one day, I will be telling you how I did it!

  • @CecilieDS

    sick story. the pain will go away. its taking a while to get your self confidence back, but it will come. and i know, its also my story:P

  • @CecilieDS my bad days are just starting everything is going bad

  • I don't wanna be me. It's that simple. Right? :(

  • Love it! I keep playing it over and over again. It is the perfect song for me. I just wish there was a way I could buy or download the song. I've tried everything. Thanks for posting this. I'm going to have to pull that movie out now.

  • This made me cry..

  • Story of my life </3

  • This video is so my life..

  • ive been trying to watch this movie but cant even get through the 1st part bc it reminds me to much of what i used to be nd how sumtimes i go back to old habits ty for makeing this video

  • the mom loos like my auntie lori

  • Is this from a movie ?

  • @BABYDOLL19941  thirteen

  • I don't wanna ruin the mood...but does YOUR mom wear belly shirts?

  • I bawl my eyes out every time I watch this. :/

  • I used to be like this but now IV been better 6 and 7th grade where the bad years school sucked I always came home to a drunk dad mom so exsausted from his crap to where she slept all day every day and more . but. I got thro it we are no longer living with my dad and I always looked up to what made me the slightest happy. and now I'm better I'm happy yeah I have my moments where I'm down but all in all I have never gone back to cutting. just for every one to realize... it I gets better

  • ADOLF HITLER SIEG HEIL DEUTSCHLAND DEN DEUTSCHEN IHR HURENSÖHNE ICH FICKE EURE MÜTTER

  • I've been cutting since I was 12..I'm 17 almost 18 now and even when I think I'm better, and happier, it's what I resort to... I've been raped, abused, taken from and my mom and separated from my siblings, never fit in at school(even in kindergarten), I'm bi and it's a sin.... Cutting is honestly the only thing that's helped me through all this... Even though I've attempted suicide 7 times, and even if I'm glad sometimes that I didn't succeed, I still wish I wasn't here having to deal with this

  • @kristiegirl205

    I'm very sorry to read all this. Your life's been hard until now. I'm glad you're still here. You know what, the Lord Jesus Christ knows your pain and hurt. He offers you his love, peace and joy. He died for you, did you know that? I'll pray for you now and if you ever wanna talk, I'm here for you!

  • The only thing why people who've got problems should watch this is 3:36. Get up, get help. Let your parents / friends / whatever help you. It is hard but it is your choice. Only cos you feel lonely now and you're cutting now doesn't mean it won't ever change. If this video reminds you of your own life, you really need to get help. This IS not you. This is a disease you've got. You can get rid of. Be strong!

  • my parents want to help but they cant no one can help me now i feel so...alone i hate myself i wish i never started cutting but now i will always do it

  • I don't wanna be here I would be happier dead I dread going to school I cut The blades are relief They make me forget my pain I have attempted suicide more than 5 times I'm 13 and I've been this way sconce I was 6 Theres no other way to say this next thing: Goodbye. I'll see you on the other side. -Love, SuicidalGirl1325 (a.k.a, that crying emo girl, or, crying on the inside)
  • hello peoples.. i'm 12 in two weeks and this song describes EXCACTLY how i feel! can you check out my video of the real me please? thanks guys (:

  • oh wow..

  • was tht a gewd movie?

  • @babbyfluffy44 very<3

  • sooo about my life

  • @tru3believer78 My brother was on my account when he commented on this, so I have no idea what you guys are talking about. Sorry. :/

  • i try to fit in at school but never do i come home everyday crying and i cut myself and still people dont care my parents just tell me to deal with that im a pretty girl no matter how i look fat or skinny it doesnt matter just be who u are

  • This video pretty much shoes my life and yeah I'm thirteen :""( ugh is it bad that I told but still cut? Nothing helps no one understands? What's the point of life anymore?

  • @BOTDF12ADTR Just hold on there though.... Things are going to get better, I can even promise this, no matter how it all sucks right now.. :) I went through a phase like that as well, and it was just like that... But people will understand, the clouds will go away, and everything will be alright in the end. ;)

  • @BOTDF12ADTR hey im 12 and i cut because i dont fit in at places and my family doesnt care about me anymore so we probably have the same problems so lets figure this out together ok

  • @BOTDF12ADTR heyyy. i know exactly how you feel. the teenage years R THE WORST! Not lieing. 13-17 were the worst years of my life. I also cut and seen a therapist etc...But it WILL get better. Everything does seem sooo much worse when you are a teenager. I am now 22 and I am sooo happy now. Just get through your teen years and life will be better! Promise.

  • at the end it makes me relize thats what i want but wont get i cut im anerxic im constantly depressed and fighting is usually how i am to hide my pain. im bree im 13 and im emo im very very suicidal :/

  • people don't understand. people like this don't want to be this way. its just that the pain is too much. people cut so that they can feel something, because they feel numb inside. sometimes they do it to show that they control something of themselves. i know what its like. i know that "self destructive brats" are not really that bad, and that the happiest person you know could be like this. so think before you judge. u dont know what they've been through.

  • I loved this movie:)

  • I'm on this path now lmao, guess i'm a self destructive brat too then eh? You couldn't tell throughtout the whole damn video how guilty she felt? Sometimes people do things, and sometimes it's their fault but sometimes it isn't. You should never judge anyone for what they choose to do, because hun i'm sure they already hate themselves SO MUCH MORE than how much you hate them. GTFO you jerk.

  • self destructive brat

  • Such an amazing film x

  • emo shit

  • This song made me break down crying and the video....towards the end when her mom hugged her.....It made me realize how much I want that, for someone to care that much </3 I havent cried like this in so long, and I feel guilty for harming myself now because of this. It makes me want to change, but I know I cant Im in too deep to get out of this pit...Sounds stupid ik, but I just cant stop crying, I guess Im a lil whiney brat huh.....its funny.....//.*

  • @Katlyniam

    your never in too deep. You can always get out. I've never cut, but I once found out a friend of mine had. It hurt me pretty badly too because I thought we told each other everything. She'd been doing it for weeks.

    No one can call you a whiney brat unless they've lived in your skin. The video made me cry too.

    Please listen to me. No matter how alone you feel, there is always people who will care about you. Don't be afraid to ask for help.

    I hope I helped even just a little bit <3

  • @haleyhennsox theres so many people out there but its crazy how alone it feels even when im happy its a charade.

  • Can you buy this anywhere? Because I don't see it on iTunes...

  • wow..

    

  • Anyone know where I can find this show? I use to watch it and now I can't find it anywhere.

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  • @darkhopefulangel13 It's a movie, called Thirteen.

  • @darkhopefulangel13 Not a show hun. Its the movie Thirteen.

  • shes super pretty...

  • @russianbear98 looks have nothing to do with inner beauty and feelings.

  • @cuttergirl100 i dident say it did i just said she was pretty :P

  • @russianbear98 *that not it

  • i don't want to be me...

  • Thirteen is a good movie.

  • @keithconfidentiality ...yeah it is... :'(

  • this video reminds me of my life...

  • @Strawb3rryCitrus stfu thumbs up whore

  • @pandalicious41 Jealous troll be jealous

  • i look at these people and say to myself what are they really hiding ? cutting is actually an obsession . if anyone needs someone to talk to im here <3

  • Why is the world so fucked up (pardon my french) i have no friends, my mother left me with my dad when i was 4. hes a drunk, and abusive. but there is no one to go to. my family shut us out because he is a tearable purson. im alone. i always have been

  • @HaleyHennsOX The thing about people like you and me who say that they are alone... we never really are... because in this world there are so many people like us... in pain... being hurt... by this world and the people in it... You're not alone... I promise. Hi, I'm Jurnee, just another person in pain...

  • @bloodyrose1995 Hi, I'm Seb, i love you :) X

  • @MrSisaba43 Hi there Seb. ^_^ It's nice to meet you.

  • @bloodyrose1995 pleasure is all mine, how in the hell are you? X

  • @MrSisaba43 Better with time

  • thank you, so much, hi im amber, im 17 and i am alone too, thank you for saying that. lol you made me cry.

  • @ymccalment lol Well I didn't want to cause any tears, sorry for that. It's nice to meet you Amber and there's no reason to thank me, knowing that what I said meant something to you and others makes me happy. I'm glad to have new friends! ^_^

  • @ymccalment hey, i understand how you feel, please feel free to mail me, i might be able to help :) <3

  • @HaleyHennsOX

    Try and call someone to help you, like a help line. Talk to a school psychiatrist. And if he really hurts you, call the police. You have to take your fate into your own hands if you want things to get better. I wish I could meet you, and all those with sad stories on this video to show you that most people have a heart...

  • @HaleyHennsOX Hello my name is Beth. I'm another person in pain, I thought I was alone to. Then I started helping people & found more people like us. We're not alone :] None of us are I promise you. <3

  • FOR ALL YOU WHO ARE SUFFERING, KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR YOU! if anyone needs a friend or feels like they are alone and unloved you are wrong. i was where you were at one time, but my friends pulled me through, if anyone wants to talk about their troubles you can come to me and i will listen. i will help you through your hardships and show you what love really means!

  • @epotter006, NO! DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT! i know how you must feel, b/c i was like you once. but it's just not worth it, life is hard but by reaching out on here, you can see how many people are willing to help you. I'm here for you, and so is god. BE STRONG, AND PEACE BE WITH YOU!

  • @epotter006 , you poor thing. life must really be dragging you down to make you feel this way.. but please, i'm begging you, DON'T give up!

  • the film is damn awesome

  • AWWW the sad thing is that that really happends to people

  • At first I thought this video was needlessly sad.

    I still don't know why I end up here over and over again. Something inside me shivers when I hear these lyrics.

  • really sad...ive been there guys..

  • AWW YES EMO TIME.

  • @Eleanoreyeliner aww yes you're a dumb retard, aren't you?:)

  • @Jaktation awww yeaaahhh :)

  • I love this movie. <3

  • @epotter006 Your family, your friends, neighbors? dont ever feel like no one cares about you! if there is not one soul in this earth i will be there because i care about people dieing and i feel sorry for them if they didn't die in the strait path

  • Does someone knows what the name of this movie is? I forgot the name!

  • @Kally995 Thirteen

  • @Kally995 The title of the movie is thirteen.

  • This made me cry...

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  • When you get it doesnt bleed that much on your wrist....

  • @tru3believer78 do prophets lie? and name one mistake or falsehood of the Bible, if you prove a good enough point, i won't say anything else

  • @TheEmptyMasterpiece What do you mean do prophets lie? and i'd rather tell u to go find the mistakes because there are many, i will prove my point by just saying if the bible hadn't been changed then why are there sooooo many versions of it?

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  • This gave me goosebumps...

  • the song is sad yet peaceful love it><

  • i don't wanna be me either :|

  • @epotter006 i would care i would cry! i would notice but i dont know u so i wouldnt go to ur funeral :| even if people dont know u they notice. x

  • this is exactly how i feel 96% of the time....only 3-4 people can make me happy....and not depressed.

  • Im 13 now and life sux...I dread going to school,seeing my friends,I wish I was a different person a ll the time but its never gonna happen.The only thing I can do is make the best out of my situation.Its a really good song and the movie is called thirteen