How dare you make and post a comment like this in such a heart breaking video.
When you "grow up" and unfortunately have to face a loss of any sort... A loved one of any kind whether it be a child or a sibling or a parent , you will remember this day !! that YOU,YOURSelF were so uncompassionate and selfish and you will FEEL the actual HURT of heartbreak.
A comment like the one you made is absolutely disgusting and uncalled for and this is worthy of being cursed , so this
aw sweetheart,i know what you feel, I lost my little boy at 19 weeks pregnant, i went through the blame stage,anger,sadness... I now get comfort from visiting his bed of rest and taking him notes and toys, also knowing he is a little angel, playing all around me, we can still be their mummy, just in a different way..like talking about them..going to the grave, ect, I hope you find the strength and comfort you need, with love xxxx
This video absolutely killed me ): I'm only 16 but, this video hits me so hard. My heart goes out to you and your baby girl. Rest In Paradise, Erin. Know you have the most loving mother you could ask for. Keep your chin, up, Mama. (: -3
I Rarely Comment On Videos, But I'm Laying Here With My 9 Month Old Daughter Right Now And This Brought Me To Tears. I Couldn't Imagine My Life Without Her. She Made Me And She's Helping Me Grow Still. I Sympathize for You And I Will Still Pray For You. R.I.P Erin!
angel, i am so sorry for your loss. having never gone through this i cannot, nor can anyone else tell you why , or how to overcome the pain.i do pray that you find peace and comfort for i can hear your pain , as i watched i cried with you. i am a mom, grandmom, greatgrandmom, and i am sending you a lovingly tight hug, and a kiss on the check.i know you will be a great loving mom.
hey i know how you feel i just had a miscarriage i was 16 weeks tomorrow or the day after we are going to cremation for him . we may feel at times like why me but has reason why if they were going to surfer here this may sound hard bad is better . now they are over there happy. now he just have to move forward to be with then one day .
You are in my heart and prayers. If you need a friend to talk with that is experiencing what you are. Please contact me on here or email me@ Adaleesmomma @aol.com. I am going through this same thing @ this very moment My babygirl Cendaya passed on1-16-2012 and I was only 4m. and they couldn't save her.There is no way toever truely accept this and even though our little angels may be in a better place and they are with God,it is still so hard and we wonder why they can't be here with us to hold?
You are in my heart and prayers. If you need a friend to talk with that is experiencing what you are. Please contact me on here or email me@ Adaleesmomma @aol.com. I am going through this same thing @ this very moment My babygirl Cendaya passed on1-16-2012 and I was only 4m. and they couldn't save her.There is no way toever truely accept this and even though our little angels may be in a better place and they are with God, it is still so hard and we wonder why they can't be here with us to hold?
Oh my gosh! I am so sorry! Now i have 2 things to celebrate sept. 12 your fam. and my birthday. God bless. ( *sniffle* on my birfday.....im 12........ :( )
my little boy was 3 months old and a day when he passes away sept. 12 2011. its been almost 4 months now and im still struggling with him being gone. i cant even grip my feelings somedays with god. i hope you are doing well now.
You don't let her go baby. You hold on to her memory with everything you've got, get your shadow box or a few shadow boxes and line them up on a shelf with all her her belongings in them. Put the pictures in frames in between each box, set the urn box open tilted front and center. Now, you release all that Love into the world. Share it with others. Tell them your story, listen to theirs. Allow God to use the Love that's built up in your heart to heal others who may have never known such love.
I have never known such a loss, but I know how to get through pain. I believe this will give your emotional (internal) pain some physical (external) release. A way for you to begin moving again and every time you see her and want to cry....go ahead and cry it cleanses the anguish that builds up with the hurt. Cry hard, cry loud, cry often in your private time but when you're with others share that love. She would want you to do that.
i know you did this video couple years ago,there pain never eases,you just go forward. I too lost a child at six months gestation.I cried and still cry when i take time to look at his pictures.We learn to survive the pain but it never really goes away.God bless you..but remember she is in a better place. God needed her for something important.
I DONT want you take offence to this question AT ALL, HONESTLY! but... was she still alive when they took those pictures? because I noticed that her eyes were open...
sweetmahagony you dont have be sorry for ANYTHING! I have lost 3 BABIES and Istill hurt every day.Not one day goes by that I dont think of them.SWEETHEART you will never get over losing little Miss ERIN,but you will learn how to go on.GOD & JESUS have all of our BABIES that are in HEAVEN without their parents,GOD&JESUS hold & rock all our Babies every day,thats when all our Babies get to look down on us from HEAVEN &see us.Little MISS ERIN knows how much you love her&she loves you,GOD bless you.
I am so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks in March 2010 and it broke my heart. My little boy Jayden had become my whole world. dont listen to anyone that tells you to let them go. she is your daughter and always will be. She is beautiful in every way. its okay to question God. i have done that more than i can even tell you. i blamed myself and God for so long. you never move on. but it does get easier. i havent reached that point yet, but it will happen.
@Jaydensmama19 I am sorry for your loss. I went through many miscarriages and finally God told me enough of this...I am now raising my son's three year old daughter. God never gives us more than we can handle. We women, are natural nurturers.A miscarriage is the same as losing a full term pregnancy.I still cry at times for my losses.My son would of been 10 this last March.
No entirndo lo que pasó. Lo tuvo con 6 meses de embarazo?? Es que parece un criatura más pequeña... y cuánto vivió ? Es que me parece un bebé muy pequeñito
i cried ur whole video... i went through the same thing january 21st, 2010. now almost 2 years later im still thinking like this everyday. i cry to myself everyday. i wish i would have got to have an urn with her ashes in it. i didnt have that option when it happened and i was too broke to have a service of any kind. my baby girl was named Xara Rylanne and may God watch over her til we meet again. i hope u r doing better now with ur loss and if u have any advice, id greatly appreciate it.
I can't image how you feel or even what you and your family are going through. I am currently pregnant with my first and having twin boys at 29 weeks today. I put all things in God's hands. God has his reasons for doing all he does and trust me it's always for the betterment. Hold on to your faith and don't allow this to shake you. If God blessed you once, he will bless you again. Continue to share to others and through sharing it will heal you as well. May God continue to be with you.
It's been more than two years since you posted this and I pray you are doing better. I don't know stage you are at in your grieving but I hope you were able to get to a place of peace. It's okay to question God. Just realize there may not be an answer right now. It's ok to be angry at God too. Tell Him if you are. He can handle it. He will never stop loving you. Poor your heart out to God. Don't hold back.
hun my name is mary and i lost my baby at eight months and you can never get over losing a baby and i didn't even get to see him cause i was on meds but its been 14 years and its hard still so i give my love to you and your family
I got pregnant at 16. When I saw this video it reminded me of my situation. I woke up one night in Pain, I was 24 weeks. Hadnt found out what I was having yet. Was having alot of problems during my pregnancy. My doctor wasnt worth having her liscense. I miscarried May 09, 2009. They induced my labor, after about 12-20 hours, i gave birth to my son, Nicholas Gage. He was just as lil as your lil girl. Precious in every way. My heart is with you and your baby girl!
I am so sorry fior you loss i cant imagine what you are goinng through but God loves you sweet heart and he is here for you greiving is a very normal reaction for the pain that you feel and i will pray to God that he ease your pain in time because it takes time sometimes i love you all though we have never ever met and if you ever need someone to tak to you can email me at twinkiemom12308@yahoo.com and i will email you my information! have a good day and may God bless you and ease your pain-Mary
I am so sorry fior you loss i cant imagine what you are goinng through but God loves you sweet heart and he is here for you greiving is a very normal reaction for the pain that you feel and i will pray to God that he ease your pain in time because it takes time sometimes i love you all though we have never ever met and if you ever need someone to tak to you can email me at twinkiemom12308@yahoo.com and i will email you my information! have a good day and may God bless you and ease your pain!
i can say i know how you feel. my first pregnancy ended in miscarriage august 13, 2011 and just when i was getting used to the idea of being a mother i lost my baby. i cry everyday and pray that he found his way to my grandparents and they are looking after him. one thing im going to do soon is find a support group . god bless you and i hope time will heal your heart also.
@MzSkillz I'm in the same situation right now...on november 3rd my little one's heart stopped beating...I feel so alone, scared and sad...how can you bear it? any counseling would be gratefully received....i'm so lost right now.
@krismopi to be honest somedays im good some days im not. i wish i had more pictures but my mom is my major support system she is ready for me to try again but i have no desires to ! i wanted to die when i first went out and it seemed like everyone around me was pregnant. im still in shock.i just pray.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. I can see the smile on her face and she's lucky to have a mom like you. I don't have kids yet and I couldn't imagine going through this, you are a strong woman.
God let you know you were having a girl so you could give her a name..have her short life mean she was here and loved. sorry she is not here but her job is to welcome the other baby's coming to heaven..
you're the best mom i can tell it in your voice and how you speak about your baby, and yes she is an angel. i can't say i know how you feel but i watched my sister go through the same thing. it's ok to question God because you just want an answer, i believe you will see your baby again, that's what the Bible says, and don't pay attention to people like 65lambretta, probably a politically correct dummy with no common sense
Thank you for opening up your very pvt & personal story to all of us. I know your pain. I know that time may never dull the pain or the loss of loosing a child..Know that God chose the two of you for this very special journey and that you have his promise of being reunited in your forever home with him........I hope time has made your journey easier to bear. with heartfelt sympathy
Honey you didn't have to keep apologizing for crying its completely understandable. I don't know how it feels to lose a child, I'm to young, but I know it has to be very hard. Just know that she is resting in peace now and you will be with her again some day. If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me, I try to keep an eye out for if I get new messages.
- YOU CAN CRY, LET IT ALL OUT.. ITS DA ONLY WAY YOU FEEL LIKE SOMEBODY LISTENING.. I THANK YOU FOR THE VIDEO... YOUR A VERY STRONG WOMAN, DONT LET THE NEGATIVE BRING YOU DOWN.... SHES ALWAYS WITH YOU...
I have the same problem I was pregnant I found out i was having a baby girl I named her and bought her clothes I lost my daughter on thanksgiving november 25,2010 she was my everything God took her away from me. Till this day i just dont under stand y he did that to me, I wish I could have her back with me. I say all the time y did he give her to me and them take her away from. it just so hard for me to for give him for taking her away from me
I'm so sorry for the loss of ur beutifull girl, ur baby will b up in heaven playin wd all da angels, i know its realy hard t cope losing a baby, i miscarried at 15 weeks n all my dreams dat i hd fr my baby shatrd t pieces, it ws da hardest n most painfull tym in my lyf, may god bless u
please stop saying your sorry for crying you have every right to cry and im glad to see you being strong enough to share this and keep erins memory alive cause i know i wouldnt be able to go on without my kids so god bless you and erin
please stop saying your sorry for crying you have every right to cry and im glad to see you being strong enough to share this and keep erins memory alive cause i know i wouldnt be able to go on without my kids so god bless you and erin
@65Lambretta don't come to my page for any reason to critique I was in absolute pain when this video was made so who gives a damn about the misuse of a word. My child had 8 finger and 2 thumbs, 10 toes and I could hold her in my hand. I witnessed her struggling to live and die and you have the audacity to come to my page and ask such a idiotic question?!?! Do yourself a favor and go murder yourself and yes I am officially pissed
@sweetmahagony YEA LAMBRETTA GET THE FUCK ON WITH YOUR DUMB SELF !!THIS WOMAN JUST LOST A CHILD AND YOUR REALLLLLLY GONNA ASK HOW SHE SAID HER CHILD WAS FULLY DEVELOPED ! YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT ! SHAME ON YOU BITCH !!IM SORRY SHE SAID THAT GIRL !! AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED , YOUR BABY WAS FULLY DEVELOPED SHE HAD A HEART AND FINGERS AND THUMBS AND THATS ALL THAT COUNTS LAMBRETTA , ANOTHER THING ..HOW YOU CAN SAY HER MISUSE OF WORDS WHEN YOU CANT EVEN FUCKING SPELL !
@sweetmahagony Sweetie, God bless you. I'm just married now, and I really want have two babies. I really can't say "Oh, I understand your pain!", 'cause I don't. Right now, I just far imagine your sorrow. Keep strong, my friend. The life will give another beautiful angel for you.
@sweetmahagony And please, stop saying "I'm sorry" because you crying. You have all the right to crying to your baby princess! Just let yourself go, and then take a deep breath. Because your baby is a lovely angel right now, take care of you and waiting for your smile.
Don't let people like that get to you. Only you can understand what its like to loose a child. And don't let them bring you down for it. Your a strong person...don't let that one discourage you!!! Im sorry for your loss!
So uncalled for this was her child and you going to troll on the internet you fucking piece of shit. Have some fucking compassion for her at this hard point in her life.
I'm so vary sorry honey for your loss . I loss my baby girl Aniyah in may . I would of been giving birth to her in less the 4 weeks . It is so painful I understand and feel your hurt and pain . Nothing will ever fill the whole in our hearts for where our angels belong here with us .
Crying with you here, I just lost my baby yesterday. I have so many "Why's"..and how do we move on? I can't seem to find that peace. Keeping you in my thoughts and Prayers. There is no love .. like a mothers Love for her child.
baby, i lost my son at 21 yrs old, I dont go thru a day, without feeling pain...... its all about putting at the feet of jesus.
I know its soooooooooooooooo hard ........ I think about my first mothers day gift with his lil hand prints in plaster, I think about my child everyday..... I sooooooooooooo feel ur pain mama. I feel ur pain. I've been thru it.... and believe it or not ...... in time, you do baby girl........ feel u. love paulagina iezzi Im here for u.... look me up.....
sorry for your loss Thankyou for your strength and inspiration i gave birth to my daughter Imeana on the 25/07/2011 i am just preparing for her funeral and i am looking on here to find the right song and i came across your story. Right now i dont have the strength to deal with it all but watching u have inspired me so once again Thankyou and godbless
Sorry for ur loss! I have had 2 miscarriages and lost 2 grand babies 1 at 20 weeks gestation and 1 at 6 weeks old. It's tough but u will survive. I have 3 children and 2 grand babies.
God bless you (sweetmahagony) I know the pain you have/or going thru, I lost my son 3 wks ago- He had just turned 20 and will always be my baby boy, I am lost without him and find it hard to go on, Just know that your daughter you will see again when your time is up here on earth, and I can't wait to see my son. he was only 20 and drown in a pool at a friends house, I will say a prayer in a moment that god will continue like he has since you posted the video in 2009 to give you peace, God Bless
I hope you're feeling better. The loss of a child is something i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I lost my first baby at 26 weeks. He only lived for a short while and I was devastated. It took me 2 years to get pregnant again, but I now have a happy, healthy 3 year old. I still think about my angel baby, but it's gotten much easier with time. We'll never get over the loss, but we can manage to let go of the pain. ♥
I haven't had to experience that kind of loss. I just want you to know that my heart goes out to you. I can't even imagine the pain you must feel. I think it's great that you shared Erin's story with everybody.
I HAD MY SON WILLIAM 3 YEARS AGO AND IM STILL MOURNING HIS LOSS HE WAS BORN AT 25 WEEKS AND HE LIVED FOR 27 DAYS....IT IS STILL HARD NOW IM ON MY SECOND BABY AND I AM NOW 26 WKS ON BED REST RELIVING THE SAME PROBLEMS.....THANK YOU FOR THE INSPIRATION THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE AND ITS GOOD TO TALK TO OTHES WHO HAVE BEN DOWN THIS ROAD..........THANK YOU SO MUCH
I cried becus I kno wat ur going through, my little brother was "born asleep" I kissed him and I loved him I dreamed of things that we would do together. I asked my mom the same questions and she said just kno that he loves u and as much as u love him and he is always in your heart just kno that u will see him again. And with those words in the back of my mind everything I do is for him and I long for the day when I can hold him again. Stay strong
I am so endlessly sorry for you. You must be such a strong woman to endure this horrible pain. I feel with you and have strong respect for you. I wish you all the best and love and strength, love from Germany/Armenia ,
I am so endlessly sory for you. You must be such a strong woman to endure this horrible pain. I feel with you and have strong respect for you. I wish you all the best and love and strength, love from Germany/Armenia ,
OMG IM REALLY SORRY SHES IN A BETTER PLACE IM A MOM ND BLES TO BE MOM A HAVE A WONDERFUL BABY GIRL WHO WAS BORN ON OCTOBER 4 2011 ND A MOTHER WOULD DO ANYTHING BUT I FEEL UR PAIN CUZ IF MY KID WOULDNT MAKE IT I WOULD BE JUST LIKE U A MMOTHER LOVE IS STRONGER THAN ANYTHING HOPE U CAN MOVE ONE LET HER REST IN PEACE BUT NEVER FORGET ABOUT HER
I had 2 miscarriages at 18 weeks. I don't think it's something a mother will ever get over. It's not a day that go by i don't think about my babies. I lost them because of a incompetent cervix. Today I'm 28 weeks pregnant. I'm joyful I'm doing good this pregnancy, but I still think about my past pregnancies & my sons. They're not here with me physically but they are here spiritually. My daughter will know she have 2 brothers. Never let your babies memory die. She's a angel.
I lost my twin boys, Logan and Lucas, on June 19, 2011 due to incompetent cervix. Today was my PP visit,, and it has hit me hard. I am 40 yrs old and I may never be able to get pregnant again. It was my second pregnancy, the first ended in early Miscarriage (5weeks) in oct 2010. I thought this week was getting easier, but it's not. I am tired of trying to keep it together, I just get so mad lately. I want my babies back, I can't go on
Honey, u never let them go! Your daughter Erin is beautiful!!! I lost my son Tristan march 17, 2009 at 22 weeks gestation. It is very hard but u have to keep on for them and don't forget you are still a mother. When our children past away we became one of the most precious mothers on this earth and that is a mother of an angel up in heaven. It does get easier but the pain is still in your heart. Just remember to stay strong. Love, your fellow angel mommy.
Please stay strong I cried so much god bless you and Your family I'm 13 and I still can't imagine losing the love of my life but you need to stay strong and god bless you
omg this video is so sad I'm 8 months pregnant and I don't know what I do if something happens to my baby all I can say is God bless you and help u with this....
honey i know how you feel i was 4 months when i lost mine the due dates was 1--31-2011 i had the baby 8-2-2011.. the pain is unreal and the love remains for ever,.,,, god bless you and your little angel
MY HEART REALLY GOES OUT TO THAT IS SO SAD!! I DONT THINK A MOTHER COULD EVER GET OVER LOSING THEIR CHILD YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND KNOW THAT GOD WANTED HER FOR A REASON, TO BE ONE OF HIS ANGELS.. YOU NEVER MENTIONED HOW MANY WEEKS SHE WAS WHEN SHE WAS BORN?? MY SON WAS BORN AT 27 WEEKS BUT MADE IT THROUGH I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD OF DONE IF I HAD LOST HIM.. STAY STRONG MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU!!
Peace of Christ be with you sister, keep praying I hope you will find peace and know that your daughter is in Jesus arms waiting for the day she can look upon your face again and you look upon hers. God Bless You.
oh my god, im soo sorry i couldnt help but cry. may god take care of you and your family, i dont know the hurt your going through, and and im soo sorry
I'm the father of 2 sweet girls and my wife also had 2 miscarriages. I came across your video today and was so touched by your love and heart. You are a sweet and loving person and rest assured that your lovely daughter is watching over you from Heaven. She is such a great soul that God needed her much too soon, but she will run into your arms someday when you go to Heaven at an old age. Meanwhile, always remember that even strangers understand your pain and care.
It's painful. and hard to get over. It's been about a year now that I lost my son. He was born on October 27th, 2010 at 1:31 AM. He died 29 minutes later. I held him until then and a long while after. It hurt when they finally took him out of my arms. Not a day goes by that i don't think about him, and I still cry.. but it gets easier to deal with. I too had a box of everything he touched and that reminded me of him. The stuff I bought for him, my pregnancy books. I go to it to remember him.
why should somebody deserve something like that?..... no parents deserve something like that even if in some ways you think they do, cause the poor baby dont have the fault of what his parents did.... sometimes the nature is just a cruel joke
Bless your heart sweet love, Im so very sorry! It never goes away or gets easier, you just learn to live again. Ive lost more than one baby, and we can never say we understand, but I understand the struggle for me. Your sweet little girl is with Jesus, as hard as it is to understand, perhaps he just needed her to be a little angel. Oh honey I hope this continues to be more bearable for you, I will pray for you !
I just came across this video on the main screen of youtube... I couldnt begin to imagine your pain. your daughter is sooo beautiful and such a precious gift. even though she is not with you now physically, spiritually she is still with you, watching over you to make sure her mommy gets to her in heaven. i really do cry when i see this and i have never cried to a video on here.. your strong and hearing you cry proves just how much you loved that beautiful gift from god. SO MANY HUGS TO YOU!
Oh my goodness! I am so overwhelmed by your love towards me and my baby girl. The human spirit is not dead. To say thank you would never be enough! If Erin was here I would teach her that there is more good and kindness in this world than we could ever know. You all are beautiful, wonderful people and I'm grateful for your love, care and words. Torie xoxo
first off i wanna say im sorry for ur loss...i dont know how to cope with losing a child, i have 3 girls ages 5,6, and 6 months. but i do know it hurts u a whole lot to have lost your daughter. what i will do for u is pray for u everynight that u have peace about losing ur daughter even tho its hard. we are taught not to question GOD but we do it when we are hurting this bad. if she could talk to u right now she would probably say " mama its ok, im ok, dont cry. think about that it might help.
You're baby is waiting in a better place for you to leave your life of pain and be with her. My girlfriend and I just lost our 21 week old in the same manner that you did on July 8, 2011. It was the hardest thing I think we will ever have gone through. My father had passed away May 27th, 2 months prior from Leukemia, and he knew that he was going to be a grandpa. So little Thomas Ryan is in heaven now with Grandpa Thomas.. stay strong love, your daughter is watching over you...
Hi, I just wanted to say that your daughter is so beautiful! I love the name that you gave her! I think it's just perfect. I know mothers day has come and gone, but just know that you are not alone. Unfortunately there is nothing that makes this any easier. Just know, we know your pain. I don't think we have to move on, at least in the sense that we feel the way we did before. Focus on how much she loves you. She must have been a special little girl for Jesus to need her so soon in heaven!
I lose my 25 weeker and my 23 weeker survived almost exactly a year apart. 6-7-08 and 7-1-09. This is the hardest thing a mother can ever go through. Even though my 2nd son is alive and well I still yearn to hold and simply be a mother to my first born. But you know, GOD IS GOOD. U pray and try to turn your frown into a smile because you don't want to see her sad. From my understand Heaven/Angels don't feel sorrow. Try 2 be thankful for her existance so she can feel your love.
my heart bleeds for you my dear I had my daughter two days ago at 17 weeks its the WORST thing Ive ever felt I dont know HOW to over come it cause its the WORST feeling ive ever been through Im so very very sorry!!! If you need to talk Im here mama
I found your video and I can relate to your pain. I lost my son, Michael, he was born 9 weeks early and died when he was 4 days old. You ask how you cope with losing a child, and I cannot give you answer. I take everyday, one day at a time, and time eases the pain, but on his birthday each year, I think of so much I have missed. I hope that your pain is easing as the time passes, we never forget the children we lost, and our hopes and dreams for them. I wish I could give you a big hug.
oh sweetie, stop appoligising for your tears, we are crying with you <3 your daughter is beautiful, thank you so much for sharing. <3 and yes i do think she has a smile on her face, my daughter Lily-Imogen, born at 17 weeks also passed with a smile apon her face. <3
It was very difficult for me to accept it. They were very small and very young, too young to go to Heaven. I was very fond of them, I understand how it feels to lose a child you've been waiting nine months to close in your arms and cuddle. My son and daughter are exactly 1 year, 1 month and 25 days and the deceased, is still very difficult for me to accept it. I understand how you feel, and I'm sorry for the loss of your precious child.
I don't think I could ever deal with anything like that. I want a baby so bad and if anything happened I don't think I could even give them a name or anything. Not being mean or anything just I wouldn't know what to do.
the young woman who loaded up this video and lost an angel i am so sorry i know how you feel i lost my baby boy at 18weeks...you and i have the same exact urn and box only yours is in a heart shape i wanted to say god bless you and your angel amen
Just saw this and am so moved. I hope that some of the pain is eased for you. Trust me you and your precious Erin Elise-what an exquisite name-are loved by thousands. I am a retired RN and had a preemie. Please contact me: dejele@yahoo.com. I want add my story and support to your life. Deepest condolences.
Im so sorry for your loss of your precious baby. Being a mommy myself I cant imagine the pain you are going through, God Bless you!! You did a wonderful and brave job on this video. I only wish i could give you a hug . May God bless you!!
This Touched Me So Much Im 14 I Have Never Had A Baby But I Lost My Neice 12/26/10. She Was Born When Her Mother Was 24 Weeks Along, The Doctors Said The Wouldnt Save Her Unless She Was 26 Weeks. I Was Already So Attached To That Baby & Couldnt Wait To Be A Auntie Again, But I Guess God Had Other Plans For Her To Be With Her Grandad. I Wish You The Best Of Luck w/ What Your Going Through.
I really dont know what to say Im speechless. I was watching this your baby was so Tiny Theres nothing in this world that could take the love away from you and that child. Its okay to Cry Youll be able to be with her when the lord calls you home. Then the baby will be running and playing No pain, Our lord heavenly father will make sure you and your daughter will become One.
@tragity1000 May God forgive you for your stupidity, you are a sick individual I can only hope you dont lose anybody close to you to feel the pain this poor mother is feeling. you are so lucky not to be in my face about now id mess you up real bad !!!
u are very speical to have a angel and theres no words out there to make u feel better i know u want something just to take the pain away cuz u hurt so bad i have lost too my lil girl was 6 weeks old when the lord called her home. my heart go out to u and ur in my prayers. looseing a child, it do hurts in more ways then anyone can ever explaine. u will never get over her. u will always love her. It takes time and it get easier but u never get over a lost of ur child it just gets easier in time.
You are so sweet. We just lost our baby girl Annabelle. Thanks for sharing all the precious keepsakes from your beautiful daughters life. Thanks for sharing and telling us about her. She was precious and beautifully made by her Creator. I know your pain and have even wondered why. I just cling to the hope I will see her again one day because of knowing Christ and that she is home with her Savior! Having God carry us through is what helps me make it.
Dear Torie, I am so, so sorry about your little one. I can just only imagine the pain and sadness you are feeling. Just listening to you my heart went out to you and even though I do not know you, I just wanted to give you a hug. There are not enough words to say that can make you feel better and I am sorry for that. The name you had picked out for your little girl is
@ madisonfowler::::
How dare you make and post a comment like this in such a heart breaking video.
When you "grow up" and unfortunately have to face a loss of any sort... A loved one of any kind whether it be a child or a sibling or a parent , you will remember this day !! that YOU,YOURSelF were so uncompassionate and selfish and you will FEEL the actual HURT of heartbreak.
A comment like the one you made is absolutely disgusting and uncalled for and this is worthy of being cursed , so this
lildutchee 10 minutes ago
i bet it did not hurt popping her out
madisonfowler30 1 hour ago
God closes doors that nobody else can close but he also opens doors nobody else can he has a plan and Erin is in a better place in Gods arms
gg20feefee22aa 1 day ago
She is still in our hearts💜
FunDip7502 1 day ago
aw sweetheart,i know what you feel, I lost my little boy at 19 weeks pregnant, i went through the blame stage,anger,sadness... I now get comfort from visiting his bed of rest and taking him notes and toys, also knowing he is a little angel, playing all around me, we can still be their mummy, just in a different way..like talking about them..going to the grave, ect, I hope you find the strength and comfort you need, with love xxxx
misslovelyme69 2 days ago
This video absolutely killed me ): I'm only 16 but, this video hits me so hard. My heart goes out to you and your baby girl. Rest In Paradise, Erin. Know you have the most loving mother you could ask for. Keep your chin, up, Mama. (: -3
2kewl4sckool 2 days ago
@Bearblade I'm sorry to hear that your baby boy died on my birthday :'(
LadySerrano100 4 days ago
Omg I'm so sorry...no need to apologize for crying let it out gurl...RIP Erin
300mskitty 4 days ago
I'm sorry. Erin.
debtfree4eva 4 days ago
God bless you and Elise.
debtfree4eva 4 days ago
I Rarely Comment On Videos, But I'm Laying Here With My 9 Month Old Daughter Right Now And This Brought Me To Tears. I Couldn't Imagine My Life Without Her. She Made Me And She's Helping Me Grow Still. I Sympathize for You And I Will Still Pray For You. R.I.P Erin!
DiamoniqueLynne 6 days ago
This is a sad story. Even losing a cat or a dog can be traumatic. I would encourage you to get grief counseling.
schwul1956 1 week ago
Just want to say thank you, you video really encouraged me.. Just lost my child this friday... I was inspired to write a song be blessed
my88keyz 2 weeks ago
U r so strong! It will be ok, u will see, God always has a plan.
1gorjusb 2 weeks ago
I feel so sorry for this woman who lost her daughter
dragonlover1989 2 weeks ago
angel, i am so sorry for your loss. having never gone through this i cannot, nor can anyone else tell you why , or how to overcome the pain.i do pray that you find peace and comfort for i can hear your pain , as i watched i cried with you. i am a mom, grandmom, greatgrandmom, and i am sending you a lovingly tight hug, and a kiss on the check.i know you will be a great loving mom.
brenda96005 3 weeks ago
My heart goes out to you...I'm so sorry for the pain you are feeling.
joraejean 1 month ago
hey i know how you feel i just had a miscarriage i was 16 weeks tomorrow or the day after we are going to cremation for him . we may feel at times like why me but has reason why if they were going to surfer here this may sound hard bad is better . now they are over there happy. now he just have to move forward to be with then one day .
Guavaman2418 1 month ago
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You are in my heart and prayers. If you need a friend to talk with that is experiencing what you are. Please contact me on here or email me@ Adaleesmomma @aol.com. I am going through this same thing @ this very moment My babygirl Cendaya passed on1-16-2012 and I was only 4m. and they couldn't save her.There is no way toever truely accept this and even though our little angels may be in a better place and they are with God,it is still so hard and we wonder why they can't be here with us to hold?
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You are in my heart and prayers. If you need a friend to talk with that is experiencing what you are. Please contact me on here or email me@ Adaleesmomma @aol.com. I am going through this same thing @ this very moment My babygirl Cendaya passed on1-16-2012 and I was only 4m. and they couldn't save her.There is no way toever truely accept this and even though our little angels may be in a better place and they are with God, it is still so hard and we wonder why they can't be here with us to hold?
VictoriaLeigh01 1 month ago
I am so sorry for your loss i know that doesn't take the pain away but just know someone sympathizes with your pain.
princessshortie29 1 month ago
I'm so sorry for your loss, but one day you will be united in heaven forever.God bless your family.:)
DestinysArt 2 months ago
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Oh my gosh! I am so sorry! Now i have 2 things to celebrate sept. 12 your fam. and my birthday. God bless. ( *sniffle* on my birfday.....im 12........ :( )
Crissy464 2 months ago
Im so sorry for yr lost :(
lramirez0619 2 months ago
my little boy was 3 months old and a day when he passes away sept. 12 2011. its been almost 4 months now and im still struggling with him being gone. i cant even grip my feelings somedays with god. i hope you are doing well now.
Beardblade 2 months ago
I don't even know what to say . now she's an angel in heaven and she knows how much you love her
themistyblueeyeddevi 2 months ago
You don't let her go baby. You hold on to her memory with everything you've got, get your shadow box or a few shadow boxes and line them up on a shelf with all her her belongings in them. Put the pictures in frames in between each box, set the urn box open tilted front and center. Now, you release all that Love into the world. Share it with others. Tell them your story, listen to theirs. Allow God to use the Love that's built up in your heart to heal others who may have never known such love.
YoZoe3 2 months ago
I have never known such a loss, but I know how to get through pain. I believe this will give your emotional (internal) pain some physical (external) release. A way for you to begin moving again and every time you see her and want to cry....go ahead and cry it cleanses the anguish that builds up with the hurt. Cry hard, cry loud, cry often in your private time but when you're with others share that love. She would want you to do that.
YoZoe3 2 months ago
i know you did this video couple years ago,there pain never eases,you just go forward. I too lost a child at six months gestation.I cried and still cry when i take time to look at his pictures.We learn to survive the pain but it never really goes away.God bless you..but remember she is in a better place. God needed her for something important.
cherylcamargo 2 months ago
god has her and he knws ur in painbut be strong
gamermum17 2 months ago
I DONT want you take offence to this question AT ALL, HONESTLY! but... was she still alive when they took those pictures? because I noticed that her eyes were open...
Sh00t3r357 2 months ago
There is no reason to forgive you for crying.You've got the best reason to be crying
Thanosandandy2 2 months ago
sweetmahagony you dont have be sorry for ANYTHING! I have lost 3 BABIES and Istill hurt every day.Not one day goes by that I dont think of them.SWEETHEART you will never get over losing little Miss ERIN,but you will learn how to go on.GOD & JESUS have all of our BABIES that are in HEAVEN without their parents,GOD&JESUS hold & rock all our Babies every day,thats when all our Babies get to look down on us from HEAVEN &see us.Little MISS ERIN knows how much you love her&she loves you,GOD bless you.
davidfalloutbandit 2 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss watching this made me cry im going to keep praying for you. And its ok let it out girl let it out dont hold it in.
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deidra718 2 months ago
you dont have to let her go. you just keep her in your heart and still live your life.
Maximo20009 3 months ago in playlist More videos from sweetmahagony
I am so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks in March 2010 and it broke my heart. My little boy Jayden had become my whole world. dont listen to anyone that tells you to let them go. she is your daughter and always will be. She is beautiful in every way. its okay to question God. i have done that more than i can even tell you. i blamed myself and God for so long. you never move on. but it does get easier. i havent reached that point yet, but it will happen.
Jaydensmama19 3 months ago
@Jaydensmama19 I am sorry for your loss. I went through many miscarriages and finally God told me enough of this...I am now raising my son's three year old daughter. God never gives us more than we can handle. We women, are natural nurturers.A miscarriage is the same as losing a full term pregnancy.I still cry at times for my losses.My son would of been 10 this last March.
cherylcamargo 2 months ago
No entirndo lo que pasó. Lo tuvo con 6 meses de embarazo?? Es que parece un criatura más pequeña... y cuánto vivió ? Es que me parece un bebé muy pequeñito
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I'm so sorry. It's so painful when you look back at the memories of your lost child. How far along were you?
betosrose 3 months ago
i cried ur whole video... i went through the same thing january 21st, 2010. now almost 2 years later im still thinking like this everyday. i cry to myself everyday. i wish i would have got to have an urn with her ashes in it. i didnt have that option when it happened and i was too broke to have a service of any kind. my baby girl was named Xara Rylanne and may God watch over her til we meet again. i hope u r doing better now with ur loss and if u have any advice, id greatly appreciate it.
AshKeith85 3 months ago
I can't image how you feel or even what you and your family are going through. I am currently pregnant with my first and having twin boys at 29 weeks today. I put all things in God's hands. God has his reasons for doing all he does and trust me it's always for the betterment. Hold on to your faith and don't allow this to shake you. If God blessed you once, he will bless you again. Continue to share to others and through sharing it will heal you as well. May God continue to be with you.
dayfam05 3 months ago
dont b sorry i send my love 2 u
99kingjordan 3 months ago
im so sorry i lost my baby when i was six and a half weeks pregnant i dont know what happened its the hardest thing in the world 2 loss a child xx
99kingjordan 3 months ago
My heart goes out to u luv
mekaluvsmatt 3 months ago
im very sorry of your loss you are a very great mother :(
kiraboothroyd101 3 months ago
How far along was you when you lost her? I am so sorry,I have suffered 3miscarriages i am now 30weeks pregnant with a little boy..i still have fears
mommymisty416 3 months ago
It's been more than two years since you posted this and I pray you are doing better. I don't know stage you are at in your grieving but I hope you were able to get to a place of peace. It's okay to question God. Just realize there may not be an answer right now. It's ok to be angry at God too. Tell Him if you are. He can handle it. He will never stop loving you. Poor your heart out to God. Don't hold back.
calmerthanyouare8 3 months ago
All we are is dust in the wind....
RIPOmega3k1 3 months ago
hun my name is mary and i lost my baby at eight months and you can never get over losing a baby and i didn't even get to see him cause i was on meds but its been 14 years and its hard still so i give my love to you and your family
mary28ful 3 months ago
jesus crist you put that vaving at you you make this so hard at you selve you gotta move on i ilmost started cry
isobodari1 3 months ago
Please don't cry. :(
JourneyCat513 3 months ago
I got pregnant at 16. When I saw this video it reminded me of my situation. I woke up one night in Pain, I was 24 weeks. Hadnt found out what I was having yet. Was having alot of problems during my pregnancy. My doctor wasnt worth having her liscense. I miscarried May 09, 2009. They induced my labor, after about 12-20 hours, i gave birth to my son, Nicholas Gage. He was just as lil as your lil girl. Precious in every way. My heart is with you and your baby girl!
cristinanc 4 months ago
I am so sorry fior you loss i cant imagine what you are goinng through but God loves you sweet heart and he is here for you greiving is a very normal reaction for the pain that you feel and i will pray to God that he ease your pain in time because it takes time sometimes i love you all though we have never ever met and if you ever need someone to tak to you can email me at twinkiemom12308@yahoo.com and i will email you my information! have a good day and may God bless you and ease your pain-Mary
Twink4165 4 months ago in playlist stillborn babies
I am so sorry fior you loss i cant imagine what you are goinng through but God loves you sweet heart and he is here for you greiving is a very normal reaction for the pain that you feel and i will pray to God that he ease your pain in time because it takes time sometimes i love you all though we have never ever met and if you ever need someone to tak to you can email me at twinkiemom12308@yahoo.com and i will email you my information! have a good day and may God bless you and ease your pain!
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I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, Sis. (((((((HUGS))))))
under200poundsby40 4 months ago
i can say i know how you feel. my first pregnancy ended in miscarriage august 13, 2011 and just when i was getting used to the idea of being a mother i lost my baby. i cry everyday and pray that he found his way to my grandparents and they are looking after him. one thing im going to do soon is find a support group . god bless you and i hope time will heal your heart also.
MzSkillz 4 months ago
@MzSkillz I'm in the same situation right now...on november 3rd my little one's heart stopped beating...I feel so alone, scared and sad...how can you bear it? any counseling would be gratefully received....i'm so lost right now.
krismopi 4 months ago
@krismopi to be honest somedays im good some days im not. i wish i had more pictures but my mom is my major support system she is ready for me to try again but i have no desires to ! i wanted to die when i first went out and it seemed like everyone around me was pregnant. im still in shock.i just pray.
MzSkillz 3 months ago
I am so, so sorry for your loss. I can see the smile on her face and she's lucky to have a mom like you. I don't have kids yet and I couldn't imagine going through this, you are a strong woman.
AshleyQuidam 4 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss. But don't worry Erin is safe and warm in Gods arms now!
holocaustdefender33 4 months ago
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nancymangano 4 months ago
God let you know you were having a girl so you could give her a name..have her short life mean she was here and loved. sorry she is not here but her job is to welcome the other baby's coming to heaven..
nancymangano 4 months ago
May god, bless you and your little angel.
nintendorksent 4 months ago
you're the best mom i can tell it in your voice and how you speak about your baby, and yes she is an angel. i can't say i know how you feel but i watched my sister go through the same thing. it's ok to question God because you just want an answer, i believe you will see your baby again, that's what the Bible says, and don't pay attention to people like 65lambretta, probably a politically correct dummy with no common sense
ltlmma 4 months ago 10
Thank you for opening up your very pvt & personal story to all of us. I know your pain. I know that time may never dull the pain or the loss of loosing a child..Know that God chose the two of you for this very special journey and that you have his promise of being reunited in your forever home with him........I hope time has made your journey easier to bear. with heartfelt sympathy
ctjennyg 4 months ago
Honey you didn't have to keep apologizing for crying its completely understandable. I don't know how it feels to lose a child, I'm to young, but I know it has to be very hard. Just know that she is resting in peace now and you will be with her again some day. If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me, I try to keep an eye out for if I get new messages.
My heart is with you <3
darkshedemon 5 months ago
- YOU CAN CRY, LET IT ALL OUT.. ITS DA ONLY WAY YOU FEEL LIKE SOMEBODY LISTENING.. I THANK YOU FOR THE VIDEO... YOUR A VERY STRONG WOMAN, DONT LET THE NEGATIVE BRING YOU DOWN.... SHES ALWAYS WITH YOU...
REST IN PEACE BABY GIRL
NukioBadasz1 5 months ago
I have the same problem I was pregnant I found out i was having a baby girl I named her and bought her clothes I lost my daughter on thanksgiving november 25,2010 she was my everything God took her away from me. Till this day i just dont under stand y he did that to me, I wish I could have her back with me. I say all the time y did he give her to me and them take her away from. it just so hard for me to for give him for taking her away from me
dianazapata0 5 months ago
aw,im sorry :c
i hope everything is fine,i feel with you<3
XHaruchiX 5 months ago
You don't need to ask forgiveness for crying, no matter how much time passes the loss of one of those things that will always seem fresh.
foozwak 5 months ago
I'm so sorry for the loss of ur beutifull girl, ur baby will b up in heaven playin wd all da angels, i know its realy hard t cope losing a baby, i miscarried at 15 weeks n all my dreams dat i hd fr my baby shatrd t pieces, it ws da hardest n most painfull tym in my lyf, may god bless u
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65Lambretta 5 months ago
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please stop saying your sorry for crying you have every right to cry and im glad to see you being strong enough to share this and keep erins memory alive cause i know i wouldnt be able to go on without my kids so god bless you and erin
brandiist 5 months ago
please stop saying your sorry for crying you have every right to cry and im glad to see you being strong enough to share this and keep erins memory alive cause i know i wouldnt be able to go on without my kids so god bless you and erin
brandiist 5 months ago
God Bless You.. Stay strong
vinceraney 5 months ago
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No offence but how can you say your daughter was fully developped?
65Lambretta 5 months ago
@65Lambretta don't come to my page for any reason to critique I was in absolute pain when this video was made so who gives a damn about the misuse of a word. My child had 8 finger and 2 thumbs, 10 toes and I could hold her in my hand. I witnessed her struggling to live and die and you have the audacity to come to my page and ask such a idiotic question?!?! Do yourself a favor and go murder yourself and yes I am officially pissed
sweetmahagony 5 months ago 30
@sweetmahagony YEA LAMBRETTA GET THE FUCK ON WITH YOUR DUMB SELF !!THIS WOMAN JUST LOST A CHILD AND YOUR REALLLLLLY GONNA ASK HOW SHE SAID HER CHILD WAS FULLY DEVELOPED ! YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT ! SHAME ON YOU BITCH !!IM SORRY SHE SAID THAT GIRL !! AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED , YOUR BABY WAS FULLY DEVELOPED SHE HAD A HEART AND FINGERS AND THUMBS AND THATS ALL THAT COUNTS LAMBRETTA , ANOTHER THING ..HOW YOU CAN SAY HER MISUSE OF WORDS WHEN YOU CANT EVEN FUCKING SPELL !
BobbeyLynn22 5 months ago
@sweetmahagony I am praying for you daily. Erin was your daughter no matter how small she was. You will see her again she is a precious angel.
OohMitch 5 months ago
@sweetmahagony Sweetie, God bless you. I'm just married now, and I really want have two babies. I really can't say "Oh, I understand your pain!", 'cause I don't. Right now, I just far imagine your sorrow. Keep strong, my friend. The life will give another beautiful angel for you.
From Rio de Janeiro, Brazil.
MadeleinePhillips666 5 months ago
@sweetmahagony And please, stop saying "I'm sorry" because you crying. You have all the right to crying to your baby princess! Just let yourself go, and then take a deep breath. Because your baby is a lovely angel right now, take care of you and waiting for your smile.
MadeleinePhillips666 5 months ago
@sweetmahagony Ok, I understand. But there was no need to unleash on him/her when he was just asking a question.
disgaeahavok 3 months ago
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Don't let people like that get to you. Only you can understand what its like to loose a child. And don't let them bring you down for it. Your a strong person...don't let that one discourage you!!! Im sorry for your loss!
KCC62BRx 3 months ago
So uncalled for this was her child and you going to troll on the internet you fucking piece of shit. Have some fucking compassion for her at this hard point in her life.
vinceraney 5 months ago
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Take a chill pill, I just asked.
65Lambretta 5 months ago
@65Lambretta, What I see is a human being, a beautiful little girl who died before she had the chance to live! Why do you not see that?
holocaustdefender33 4 months ago
l'm so sorry ...
sponono82 6 months ago
tis made me cry
mrsormsbylove 6 months ago
Hope you have another one soon.
blizzardtube11 6 months ago
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vinceraney 5 months ago
Don't be sorry for crying ur aloud to, I was sad at this to it's so sad but wonderful that she died with a smile on her face
bailandem 6 months ago
I'm so vary sorry honey for your loss . I loss my baby girl Aniyah in may . I would of been giving birth to her in less the 4 weeks . It is so painful I understand and feel your hurt and pain . Nothing will ever fill the whole in our hearts for where our angels belong here with us .
erubio070707 6 months ago
Crying with you here, I just lost my baby yesterday. I have so many "Why's"..and how do we move on? I can't seem to find that peace. Keeping you in my thoughts and Prayers. There is no love .. like a mothers Love for her child.
TheDollydlm1969 6 months ago
Thankyou so much for sharing
blossomheart0 6 months ago
I am so,so,so sorry for ur little girl.I know it's hard,but be strong my dear,be strong.
Li66607 6 months ago
baby, i lost my son at 21 yrs old, I dont go thru a day, without feeling pain...... its all about putting at the feet of jesus.
I know its soooooooooooooooo hard ........ I think about my first mothers day gift with his lil hand prints in plaster, I think about my child everyday..... I sooooooooooooo feel ur pain mama. I feel ur pain. I've been thru it.... and believe it or not ...... in time, you do baby girl........ feel u. love paulagina iezzi Im here for u.... look me up.....
MsPaulagina 6 months ago
sorry for your loss Thankyou for your strength and inspiration i gave birth to my daughter Imeana on the 25/07/2011 i am just preparing for her funeral and i am looking on here to find the right song and i came across your story. Right now i dont have the strength to deal with it all but watching u have inspired me so once again Thankyou and godbless
sammieharrisful 6 months ago
Sorry for ur loss! I have had 2 miscarriages and lost 2 grand babies 1 at 20 weeks gestation and 1 at 6 weeks old. It's tough but u will survive. I have 3 children and 2 grand babies.
Cherluvsfl67 6 months ago
God bless you (sweetmahagony) I know the pain you have/or going thru, I lost my son 3 wks ago- He had just turned 20 and will always be my baby boy, I am lost without him and find it hard to go on, Just know that your daughter you will see again when your time is up here on earth, and I can't wait to see my son. he was only 20 and drown in a pool at a friends house, I will say a prayer in a moment that god will continue like he has since you posted the video in 2009 to give you peace, God Bless
BEARTRAP037 6 months ago
God bless you mama.... Stay strong
LindaSalvaje 6 months ago
I hope you're feeling better. The loss of a child is something i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I lost my first baby at 26 weeks. He only lived for a short while and I was devastated. It took me 2 years to get pregnant again, but I now have a happy, healthy 3 year old. I still think about my angel baby, but it's gotten much easier with time. We'll never get over the loss, but we can manage to let go of the pain. ♥
lbuch80 6 months ago
I haven't had to experience that kind of loss. I just want you to know that my heart goes out to you. I can't even imagine the pain you must feel. I think it's great that you shared Erin's story with everybody.
lilmisskrys21 6 months ago
I HAD MY SON WILLIAM 3 YEARS AGO AND IM STILL MOURNING HIS LOSS HE WAS BORN AT 25 WEEKS AND HE LIVED FOR 27 DAYS....IT IS STILL HARD NOW IM ON MY SECOND BABY AND I AM NOW 26 WKS ON BED REST RELIVING THE SAME PROBLEMS.....THANK YOU FOR THE INSPIRATION THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE AND ITS GOOD TO TALK TO OTHES WHO HAVE BEN DOWN THIS ROAD..........THANK YOU SO MUCH
KashmirSoLovely 6 months ago
I know how you feel I lost my son on 4/12/09 at 20 weeks and I still cant get over his loss
lorenaarevalo90 6 months ago
I cried becus I kno wat ur going through, my little brother was "born asleep" I kissed him and I loved him I dreamed of things that we would do together. I asked my mom the same questions and she said just kno that he loves u and as much as u love him and he is always in your heart just kno that u will see him again. And with those words in the back of my mind everything I do is for him and I long for the day when I can hold him again. Stay strong
IamMusic1031 6 months ago
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I am so endlessly sorry for you. You must be such a strong woman to endure this horrible pain. I feel with you and have strong respect for you. I wish you all the best and love and strength, love from Germany/Armenia ,
Anna
Anoush23 7 months ago
I am so endlessly sory for you. You must be such a strong woman to endure this horrible pain. I feel with you and have strong respect for you. I wish you all the best and love and strength, love from Germany/Armenia ,
Anna
Anoush23 7 months ago
OMG IM REALLY SORRY SHES IN A BETTER PLACE IM A MOM ND BLES TO BE MOM A HAVE A WONDERFUL BABY GIRL WHO WAS BORN ON OCTOBER 4 2011 ND A MOTHER WOULD DO ANYTHING BUT I FEEL UR PAIN CUZ IF MY KID WOULDNT MAKE IT I WOULD BE JUST LIKE U A MMOTHER LOVE IS STRONGER THAN ANYTHING HOPE U CAN MOVE ONE LET HER REST IN PEACE BUT NEVER FORGET ABOUT HER
rocky8239 7 months ago
I had 2 miscarriages at 18 weeks. I don't think it's something a mother will ever get over. It's not a day that go by i don't think about my babies. I lost them because of a incompetent cervix. Today I'm 28 weeks pregnant. I'm joyful I'm doing good this pregnancy, but I still think about my past pregnancies & my sons. They're not here with me physically but they are here spiritually. My daughter will know she have 2 brothers. Never let your babies memory die. She's a angel.
SweetCocoa69 7 months ago
I lost my twin boys, Logan and Lucas, on June 19, 2011 due to incompetent cervix. Today was my PP visit,, and it has hit me hard. I am 40 yrs old and I may never be able to get pregnant again. It was my second pregnancy, the first ended in early Miscarriage (5weeks) in oct 2010. I thought this week was getting easier, but it's not. I am tired of trying to keep it together, I just get so mad lately. I want my babies back, I can't go on
Gabeekeeper 7 months ago
Honey, u never let them go! Your daughter Erin is beautiful!!! I lost my son Tristan march 17, 2009 at 22 weeks gestation. It is very hard but u have to keep on for them and don't forget you are still a mother. When our children past away we became one of the most precious mothers on this earth and that is a mother of an angel up in heaven. It does get easier but the pain is still in your heart. Just remember to stay strong. Love, your fellow angel mommy.
kelly112183 7 months ago
Please stay strong I cried so much god bless you and Your family I'm 13 and I still can't imagine losing the love of my life but you need to stay strong and god bless you
vevez1210 7 months ago
omg this video is so sad I'm 8 months pregnant and I don't know what I do if something happens to my baby all I can say is God bless you and help u with this....
escutiathalia 7 months ago
honey i know how you feel i was 4 months when i lost mine the due dates was 1--31-2011 i had the baby 8-2-2011.. the pain is unreal and the love remains for ever,.,,, god bless you and your little angel
punky8900 7 months ago
MY HEART REALLY GOES OUT TO THAT IS SO SAD!! I DONT THINK A MOTHER COULD EVER GET OVER LOSING THEIR CHILD YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND KNOW THAT GOD WANTED HER FOR A REASON, TO BE ONE OF HIS ANGELS.. YOU NEVER MENTIONED HOW MANY WEEKS SHE WAS WHEN SHE WAS BORN?? MY SON WAS BORN AT 27 WEEKS BUT MADE IT THROUGH I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD OF DONE IF I HAD LOST HIM.. STAY STRONG MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU!!
ILOVEMYLILMANO9 7 months ago
My heart just hurts for you. Dont have to say ur sorry for crying cuz i cried with u.
barbie81 7 months ago
you are so brave¡¡ im so sorry about your loss. god bless u woman
marranaparada 7 months ago
Peace of Christ be with you sister, keep praying I hope you will find peace and know that your daughter is in Jesus arms waiting for the day she can look upon your face again and you look upon hers. God Bless You.
Seraphimofextasy 7 months ago
oh my god, im soo sorry i couldnt help but cry. may god take care of you and your family, i dont know the hurt your going through, and and im soo sorry
knitroky007 7 months ago
I'm the father of 2 sweet girls and my wife also had 2 miscarriages. I came across your video today and was so touched by your love and heart. You are a sweet and loving person and rest assured that your lovely daughter is watching over you from Heaven. She is such a great soul that God needed her much too soon, but she will run into your arms someday when you go to Heaven at an old age. Meanwhile, always remember that even strangers understand your pain and care.
chrisbiddle 7 months ago
Your baby is sooo beautiful and she is still your daughter so instead of being sad be proud every mother's day!!!
sarakidy 7 months ago
lolllolololoollol she dead funny shit lololloloololololololol
tragity1000 7 months ago
It's painful. and hard to get over. It's been about a year now that I lost my son. He was born on October 27th, 2010 at 1:31 AM. He died 29 minutes later. I held him until then and a long while after. It hurt when they finally took him out of my arms. Not a day goes by that i don't think about him, and I still cry.. but it gets easier to deal with. I too had a box of everything he touched and that reminded me of him. The stuff I bought for him, my pregnancy books. I go to it to remember him.
lucjrsmommy 7 months ago
@lucjrsmommy I was 21 weeks pregnant when it happened. He didnt have a chance.
lucjrsmommy 7 months ago
why should somebody deserve something like that?..... no parents deserve something like that even if in some ways you think they do, cause the poor baby dont have the fault of what his parents did.... sometimes the nature is just a cruel joke
sorry for my mistakes i am brasilian
KaribeMangoLive 7 months ago
<3
Karrrly92 7 months ago
im so sorry
carlsonalanna 7 months ago
Bless your heart sweet love, Im so very sorry! It never goes away or gets easier, you just learn to live again. Ive lost more than one baby, and we can never say we understand, but I understand the struggle for me. Your sweet little girl is with Jesus, as hard as it is to understand, perhaps he just needed her to be a little angel. Oh honey I hope this continues to be more bearable for you, I will pray for you !
mrskachel 7 months ago
I just came across this video on the main screen of youtube... I couldnt begin to imagine your pain. your daughter is sooo beautiful and such a precious gift. even though she is not with you now physically, spiritually she is still with you, watching over you to make sure her mommy gets to her in heaven. i really do cry when i see this and i have never cried to a video on here.. your strong and hearing you cry proves just how much you loved that beautiful gift from god. SO MANY HUGS TO YOU!
naser89 7 months ago
Oh my goodness! I am so overwhelmed by your love towards me and my baby girl. The human spirit is not dead. To say thank you would never be enough! If Erin was here I would teach her that there is more good and kindness in this world than we could ever know. You all are beautiful, wonderful people and I'm grateful for your love, care and words. Torie xoxo
sweetmahagony 7 months ago 7
first off i wanna say im sorry for ur loss...i dont know how to cope with losing a child, i have 3 girls ages 5,6, and 6 months. but i do know it hurts u a whole lot to have lost your daughter. what i will do for u is pray for u everynight that u have peace about losing ur daughter even tho its hard. we are taught not to question GOD but we do it when we are hurting this bad. if she could talk to u right now she would probably say " mama its ok, im ok, dont cry. think about that it might help.
MsLibragirl1 7 months ago
You're baby is waiting in a better place for you to leave your life of pain and be with her. My girlfriend and I just lost our 21 week old in the same manner that you did on July 8, 2011. It was the hardest thing I think we will ever have gone through. My father had passed away May 27th, 2 months prior from Leukemia, and he knew that he was going to be a grandpa. So little Thomas Ryan is in heaven now with Grandpa Thomas.. stay strong love, your daughter is watching over you...
rollwithak 7 months ago
Hi, I just wanted to say that your daughter is so beautiful! I love the name that you gave her! I think it's just perfect. I know mothers day has come and gone, but just know that you are not alone. Unfortunately there is nothing that makes this any easier. Just know, we know your pain. I don't think we have to move on, at least in the sense that we feel the way we did before. Focus on how much she loves you. She must have been a special little girl for Jesus to need her so soon in heaven!
julesoja 7 months ago
Hello Mahagony,
I lose my 25 weeker and my 23 weeker survived almost exactly a year apart. 6-7-08 and 7-1-09. This is the hardest thing a mother can ever go through. Even though my 2nd son is alive and well I still yearn to hold and simply be a mother to my first born. But you know, GOD IS GOOD. U pray and try to turn your frown into a smile because you don't want to see her sad. From my understand Heaven/Angels don't feel sorrow. Try 2 be thankful for her existance so she can feel your love.
2011keishap 7 months ago
my heart bleeds for you my dear I had my daughter two days ago at 17 weeks its the WORST thing Ive ever felt I dont know HOW to over come it cause its the WORST feeling ive ever been through Im so very very sorry!!! If you need to talk Im here mama
mrsleandrat 7 months ago
I found your video and I can relate to your pain. I lost my son, Michael, he was born 9 weeks early and died when he was 4 days old. You ask how you cope with losing a child, and I cannot give you answer. I take everyday, one day at a time, and time eases the pain, but on his birthday each year, I think of so much I have missed. I hope that your pain is easing as the time passes, we never forget the children we lost, and our hopes and dreams for them. I wish I could give you a big hug.
CorruptionKing 7 months ago
oh sweetie, stop appoligising for your tears, we are crying with you <3 your daughter is beautiful, thank you so much for sharing. <3 and yes i do think she has a smile on her face, my daughter Lily-Imogen, born at 17 weeks also passed with a smile apon her face. <3
shellxxx1 7 months ago
I'm so sorry about this!! I'm even crying :'(
Loveyouallen2009 7 months ago
It was very difficult for me to accept it. They were very small and very young, too young to go to Heaven. I was very fond of them, I understand how it feels to lose a child you've been waiting nine months to close in your arms and cuddle. My son and daughter are exactly 1 year, 1 month and 25 days and the deceased, is still very difficult for me to accept it. I understand how you feel, and I'm sorry for the loss of your precious child.
SyslogSNMP 7 months ago
I'm so sorry, i can feel your pain. I also lost a son and a daughter. Your a amazing mother. Respect.
SyslogSNMP 7 months ago
Beautiful baby
MsIceblonde 7 months ago
I don't think I could ever deal with anything like that. I want a baby so bad and if anything happened I don't think I could even give them a name or anything. Not being mean or anything just I wouldn't know what to do.
lalalajk17 7 months ago
What a beautiful name you gave your little angel. I'm so sorry. May I ask what happened?
evilkat4425 7 months ago
the young woman who loaded up this video and lost an angel i am so sorry i know how you feel i lost my baby boy at 18weeks...you and i have the same exact urn and box only yours is in a heart shape i wanted to say god bless you and your angel amen
love4oneman 7 months ago
='( i was tearing up through the whole video and when you opened that box box and showed her urn i was bawling =''''''(
stevietoward 7 months ago
I am so sorry!! You can NOT let go,but you CAN move on. you are never alone wrap yourself in Jesus
he WILL see you though & with his help you will feel a weight lifted off you!! KNOW
your sweet baby girl is in Jesus arms living in Heaven.She will ALWAYS be in your heart 4 ever & ever.
God Bless you girl! Debbie
music58p 7 months ago
Dearest M,
Just saw this and am so moved. I hope that some of the pain is eased for you. Trust me you and your precious Erin Elise-what an exquisite name-are loved by thousands. I am a retired RN and had a preemie. Please contact me: dejele@yahoo.com. I want add my story and support to your life. Deepest condolences.
TheDejele 7 months ago
I am so sorry for ur lost :-(
MsNana696969 7 months ago
awwww :( she was smiling. I'm sorry for your loss
mizzzmekaboo89 7 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss of your precious baby. Being a mommy myself I cant imagine the pain you are going through, God Bless you!! You did a wonderful and brave job on this video. I only wish i could give you a hug . May God bless you!!
my3monkeys1 8 months ago
Thank you for having the courage to tell your story. It means a lot to me.
ultimatefreedom80 8 months ago
This Touched Me So Much Im 14 I Have Never Had A Baby But I Lost My Neice 12/26/10. She Was Born When Her Mother Was 24 Weeks Along, The Doctors Said The Wouldnt Save Her Unless She Was 26 Weeks. I Was Already So Attached To That Baby & Couldnt Wait To Be A Auntie Again, But I Guess God Had Other Plans For Her To Be With Her Grandad. I Wish You The Best Of Luck w/ What Your Going Through.
floridagirl1100 8 months ago
I really dont know what to say Im speechless. I was watching this your baby was so Tiny Theres nothing in this world that could take the love away from you and that child. Its okay to Cry Youll be able to be with her when the lord calls you home. Then the baby will be running and playing No pain, Our lord heavenly father will make sure you and your daughter will become One.
babygirl17050 8 months ago
its okay to cry. no one will judge you. you are a wonderful mother.
ChiLOVESYou2 8 months ago
god bless you :)
ChiLOVESYou2 8 months ago
Awwe im so so sorry this made me cry but its not gonna be easy
ILalaLoveCimorelli 8 months ago
Honey!! Im so so so sorry!!! I cant imagine what you are going through. Ill say a prayer for you sweet heart!!
hoeslush 8 months ago
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hahahahahahhahahhahhahha dead daughter lololololollool i killed her
tragity1000 8 months ago
@tragity1000 You sorry son of a bitch!! I cant belive you! I wish you were in a fucking box instead of her baby. Piece of fucking shit!
hoeslush 8 months ago
@tragity1000
YOUR SO SICK.
she lost her little daughter just wonder how you'd fucking feel
Freeyyaaa 8 months ago
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lollolololoolololol she dead lololololololololol
tragity1000 8 months ago
loolololololololololo
tragity1000 8 months ago
@tragity1000 May God forgive you for your stupidity, you are a sick individual I can only hope you dont lose anybody close to you to feel the pain this poor mother is feeling. you are so lucky not to be in my face about now id mess you up real bad !!!
my3monkeys1 8 months ago
omg im so sorry for your loss.
warriorogod 8 months ago
u are very speical to have a angel and theres no words out there to make u feel better i know u want something just to take the pain away cuz u hurt so bad i have lost too my lil girl was 6 weeks old when the lord called her home. my heart go out to u and ur in my prayers. looseing a child, it do hurts in more ways then anyone can ever explaine. u will never get over her. u will always love her. It takes time and it get easier but u never get over a lost of ur child it just gets easier in time.
sonya420s 8 months ago
You are so sweet. We just lost our baby girl Annabelle. Thanks for sharing all the precious keepsakes from your beautiful daughters life. Thanks for sharing and telling us about her. She was precious and beautifully made by her Creator. I know your pain and have even wondered why. I just cling to the hope I will see her again one day because of knowing Christ and that she is home with her Savior! Having God carry us through is what helps me make it.
Starkeyadoption 8 months ago 2
Dear Torie, I am so, so sorry about your little one. I can just only imagine the pain and sadness you are feeling. Just listening to you my heart went out to you and even though I do not know you, I just wanted to give you a hug. There are not enough words to say that can make you feel better and I am sorry for that. The name you had picked out for your little girl is