I have been admitted 2 a psychiatric unit for a year. This was 10 years ago. I got lil better wit time. After I was admitted safe 2 b bk home. I was never too scared 2 speak n 2 b heard or even feel scared. Bt now I feel lk Im getting worst. Wts stressing me is work n d fact they have day shifts n weekends off n Im always working. I was driving home n all d way was screaming Im so angry wit myself bcos Im not living, but just existing. Sum1 please help me.I wish I cld put an end to all of this.
Hi A/D good video. I deal with MDD and GAD as well. That's right just make your video's and don't worry about it especially how you look, you look fine. You should see how bad I look in some of mine..lol. Good video, I've never been admitted although I seriously think I should have on a few occasion's.
YOUR "GOD" THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES MAKE YOUR FAVORITE PILL CANDY ! ! !
YOU STUPID FUCKER WANTING TO BE ON THESE PILLS ARE GOING TO BECOME SLAVES TO THE CORPORATE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES ! !
THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU FUCKERS, ALL YOU JACKASSES WANT TO BE ON PILLS AND NOW YOU CAN'T GET OFF OF THOSE PILLS AND IF YOU TRY YOUR GOING TO SUFFER BIG TIME FOR IT ! ! !
If you think you look a mess you need your eyes testing :) Seriously I know looks aren't everything blah blah but if this is you looking a mess you should SERIOUSLY consider modelling or summat. If you were my daughter I'd be sooooo proud of you :) Hope you feel better soon :)
Very courageous of you to express yourself! I am sure you have not only helped yourself but many others out there who watch these videos! Hope you find something that works for you...its definitely not easy but I have faith in you!
@ramgrivot ah ok. yes i guess i probably should have got more into how i came to the decision to be admitted. I will try to in the next video, or even make a separate one about it. Its hard to fit those details in. So much brought me to that hospitalization.. years and years brought me to that. But ill do my best to explain. I hope you do not mean what i did was act or crime.. none of what i say in these videos is milked. in fact i try and keep it fairly lighter then the reality of it.
There is no normal or perfect. So much of modern ways impose a high expectation upon us to do as expected. Some like to ponder and be creative and resent our lives being formally sliced and diced into the ticks of the clock. The only difference between insanity and excellence is success. We can't all be one but the greatest thinkers, artists and inventers in history move all humanity forward. None of these greats were considered 'normal' The only relevant point is to function within the tribe.
@GrumpSkull Wow. You always leave great comments. Once again, I agree completely. All the greatest artists have had their fair share of mental health problems. Breaking the boundaries of being noticed, or just fading into the background are the only options you have. Thanks for the comment. :)
It takes a big person to express themselves the way that you do thats why I enjoy your videos so much. You are the one that inspired me in the first place to start making videos. I saw your videos and was like wow this seems to be working for andrea maybe it could work for me. you were so young to have to go through all that sorry to hear that. also those kids that u saw that were dying life isnt always fair and thats a shame. I almost went to the psychiatric ward about seven months ago for gad
Not an easy subject to discuss, good on you for being so open about your experiences of being in Psych ward. A friend of mine was in a Psych ward briefly a good few years back because he needed immediate intervention and he said it helped him to get his head together. Although I've lost touch with him since, he was doing well after he came out. I guess some people have bad experiences as well and see things in these wards that can have a lasting negative impact. Good video!
your so amazing and brave to talk about that i respect you it must have been scary for you i always feel that im not in control of life id be too afraid to get help like that thats why i thing your so amazing
@MrMorgandj thank you very much.. hopefully my story might help you see whether hospitalization is the right idea or not. the next part should be up soon.
Being there must be awful, i can't imagine being in a psychiatric hospital. A friend of mine passed a few weeks in one because of his depression, and he tells me is pretty bad. The only way i would accept to stay at one of these hospitals is by force, if things get that bad, the way i see them is like being in jail, but maybe not all are that extemely bad. Cool video Andrea!!
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maybealover 2 days ago
I have been admitted 2 a psychiatric unit for a year. This was 10 years ago. I got lil better wit time. After I was admitted safe 2 b bk home. I was never too scared 2 speak n 2 b heard or even feel scared. Bt now I feel lk Im getting worst. Wts stressing me is work n d fact they have day shifts n weekends off n Im always working. I was driving home n all d way was screaming Im so angry wit myself bcos Im not living, but just existing. Sum1 please help me.I wish I cld put an end to all of this.
carinamonteiro 2 days ago
I was there the exat same age as you, 15 and had my 16 birthday there, but I had a few days off so I wasnt inside atmy birthday
mhantich3011 4 days ago
Hi A/D good video. I deal with MDD and GAD as well. That's right just make your video's and don't worry about it especially how you look, you look fine. You should see how bad I look in some of mine..lol. Good video, I've never been admitted although I seriously think I should have on a few occasion's.
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YOUR DOCTOR OR DEALER ? ? ?
THERE IS NOTHING FUCKIN WRONG WITH YOU ! !
YOU WANT TO BECOME A GAWD DAMN PILL JUNKIE ! !
YOUR "GOD" THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES MAKE YOUR FAVORITE PILL CANDY ! ! !
YOU STUPID FUCKER WANTING TO BE ON THESE PILLS ARE GOING TO BECOME SLAVES TO THE CORPORATE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES ! !
THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU FUCKERS, ALL YOU JACKASSES WANT TO BE ON PILLS AND NOW YOU CAN'T GET OFF OF THOSE PILLS AND IF YOU TRY YOUR GOING TO SUFFER BIG TIME FOR IT ! ! !
nonassumsit 2 months ago
If you think you look a mess you need your eyes testing :) Seriously I know looks aren't everything blah blah but if this is you looking a mess you should SERIOUSLY consider modelling or summat. If you were my daughter I'd be sooooo proud of you :) Hope you feel better soon :)
messeyehere 3 months ago
You must have one hell of a good insurance plan
BoyMonarch 3 months ago
Very courageous of you to express yourself! I am sure you have not only helped yourself but many others out there who watch these videos! Hope you find something that works for you...its definitely not easy but I have faith in you!
Joe100284 5 months ago
Kudos for speaking out about it. I was almost admitted twice by my parents. And it was a terrifying idea to me.
ThePanicOfOurLives 5 months ago
@ramgrivot ah ok. yes i guess i probably should have got more into how i came to the decision to be admitted. I will try to in the next video, or even make a separate one about it. Its hard to fit those details in. So much brought me to that hospitalization.. years and years brought me to that. But ill do my best to explain. I hope you do not mean what i did was act or crime.. none of what i say in these videos is milked. in fact i try and keep it fairly lighter then the reality of it.
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
@ramgrivot interesting in what way?
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
There is no normal or perfect. So much of modern ways impose a high expectation upon us to do as expected. Some like to ponder and be creative and resent our lives being formally sliced and diced into the ticks of the clock. The only difference between insanity and excellence is success. We can't all be one but the greatest thinkers, artists and inventers in history move all humanity forward. None of these greats were considered 'normal' The only relevant point is to function within the tribe.
GrumpSkull 6 months ago
@GrumpSkull Wow. You always leave great comments. Once again, I agree completely. All the greatest artists have had their fair share of mental health problems. Breaking the boundaries of being noticed, or just fading into the background are the only options you have. Thanks for the comment. :)
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
you have alot more strength then you probably give yourself credit for
lockstockdub 6 months ago
It takes a big person to express themselves the way that you do thats why I enjoy your videos so much. You are the one that inspired me in the first place to start making videos. I saw your videos and was like wow this seems to be working for andrea maybe it could work for me. you were so young to have to go through all that sorry to hear that. also those kids that u saw that were dying life isnt always fair and thats a shame. I almost went to the psychiatric ward about seven months ago for gad
anxiousgirl87 6 months ago
Not an easy subject to discuss, good on you for being so open about your experiences of being in Psych ward. A friend of mine was in a Psych ward briefly a good few years back because he needed immediate intervention and he said it helped him to get his head together. Although I've lost touch with him since, he was doing well after he came out. I guess some people have bad experiences as well and see things in these wards that can have a lasting negative impact. Good video!
StuOH 6 months ago
@curtsphobias it was a can of coke. :) and no problem Curt.
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
your so amazing and brave to talk about that i respect you it must have been scary for you i always feel that im not in control of life id be too afraid to get help like that thats why i thing your so amazing
MrMorgandj 6 months ago
@MrMorgandj thank you very much.. hopefully my story might help you see whether hospitalization is the right idea or not. the next part should be up soon.
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
You always look beautiful to me Andrea. Perfect for some is imperfect for others.
GrumpSkull 6 months ago
@GrumpSkull wow.. thank you.
AnxietyDepression 6 months ago
hell we all with real anxiety have needed help. Ive been admitted before. No shame.
shadowperez 6 months ago
Being there must be awful, i can't imagine being in a psychiatric hospital. A friend of mine passed a few weeks in one because of his depression, and he tells me is pretty bad. The only way i would accept to stay at one of these hospitals is by force, if things get that bad, the way i see them is like being in jail, but maybe not all are that extemely bad. Cool video Andrea!!
BarelyNoticeable 6 months ago
Great job on this video, Andrea! Thanks for sharing this story.
Yovo35 6 months ago
I've been to the Emergency ward for pychiatric issues twice this year! And I asked to get admitted to mental hosptial but the doc didn't admit me.
SADChrissyQ 6 months ago
Don't worry how you look and the hums and ahhhs etc.. We always come to hear what you say :) Being human means making mistakes. :)
nb23ify 6 months ago