DEC 19 VLOG: USER, ABUSER, LOSER

[lillymarylou]

I LOVE YOUR INTRO ITS X FLIES AND SHZNIT

[loserATwarWITHpreps2]

i never lyke connor anyway heez such a bytch

[tacozANDpandas22]

Used: We're not talking about him using or you using him. He was talking about you using people for money.

[mosskan]

to be honest i never liked conor

i dont remember seeing smile , ever .. he always look bord in the videos

he didnt seem like a nice person at all , and when i watched this video i believed every word you said and i'm with you 100%

youre really better off without him

i'm not saying that

ure so sweet and kind , u really deserve someone appreciates you cuz ure so amazing

lush you <3

[kokosalsa]

That is so cool that you used to sell origami in 2nd grade!!! And you still have that "entreprenuer" in you, it's awesome!

[BlackandWhiteSpaces6]

8:38-8:54 everytime i hear that im like EXACTLY cuz thats like my ex he abused me (actions have been taken) just to get what he wanted (i couldnt get out of the relationship) so i go by those words good video matthew!

[yannimations]

uhhh, im just trying to find a song

[xDyingspiritxXx]

yay hes cute :D

[Olafandlafandlaf]

Wow. You guys are so self-absored. If you had half of half of a brain you'd be fucking dangerous.

All you need is a mirror. And you're sorted.

[XxXimEmo]

i watched Connor's and i was like wtf. and to me I think Connor was was using you but no matter what Matthew we will always love you :)

[jimmyl324]

sad to see you guys broke up...

[TheDesolatedShadow]

Well... Honey... Connor is what I would consider "A FUCKED UP LOOZER ASSHOLE." Sorry, that's my opinion. XD

[gkfhsjfj11]

The weird thing is Mathew never said why he was trying to "shut connor up" Maybe mathew really did change his name. I don't think Matt would purposly hit someone, but theres something fishy going on. o_o

[eatingoutfan]

lol that connor thing was so funny!! xD

love you hun!

[SarahhhhBOOM]

i love you.

i've never liked connor, and i didn't pretend i did just because he was with you.

it's sick he's making up these rumours

&hearts;

[goodcharlottegirl360]

@tessaatomic.

[SkullCandy667]

What is Matthew's twitter Name

[keithandcompany]

@SkullCandy667 his twitter is @matthewlush

[DrawLove]

Matthew how do you feel about this video today and how do you think you'll feel about this video in 5-10 years from now?

[violinist2552]

i believe connor but i think i still like you

[shojokid]

thnx Matthew, cool. hope u have a real great time for xmas

[tarable30]

Connor shows his age alot, I am on your side Matther :)

[Arlenamadra]

well searching for a guy that will make me go wild!

[scottklaw]

I don't think he loved you at all.

[lilcheetahhead]

You forgot the most important thing of all!

CONNOR IS WORKING AS AN ESCORT!

[loved9508]

but your OUR loser:) ahaha

and Connor just wasn't right for you, we know you never meant to hurt anyone. loovee youu matthew. ♥

[IncidentalxHappening]

My goodness, you are so cute. I love how you explain things. I'm glad youre clearing things up for the dumb believers of the internet world. It'd be nice if people just didn't say things like that. I'm glad youre such a strong person :]

[KaitTate]

I love losers, THey rock. I play with dinosaurs and give them like voices and stuff still, ahah

[KaTaN8]

You did clash. you didnt mesh or click very well.

[OllieOxburg]

Blasting Spice World isn't cool?

[beccah666]

remember haters make you famous

^_^

[desigayboi]

your my GOD

i bow down to you

i bow down to you

i blow down to you

[R4nd0mn33s]

He enjoyed your hand even more than him, HAHHAA

[xxBuBubblesxx]

Lots of fun with that hand eh? Lmfao.

Love you<3

[RawrxChuck]

Aww Matthew, I feel soooo bad. Don't listen to those rumors because they are just little 13 year old boys and girls who are just jeaouls because they aren't as famous as you.

[GayForTheRainbow]

Dude i swear your reading my mind! pretty much EVERYTHING youve said my exboyfriend is doing the same thing! like hes doing the SAME THING like seriously your reading my mind XD

[riebread14]

why don't both of you just shut up about your relationship and keep it to yourselves. i don't see what makes your relationship so interesting and so much better than anyone else's. and i think things like that should stay personal. no one gives a shit when you both get personal about it and start insulting each other. ugh it's just annoying,

[FeuronAngel]

@riebread14 i think the point of this is that he DOESN'T want to keep talking about it.

[PeaceLoveHappinessHo]

I believe you Matt.

I don't believe anything that he said about you because, I had a true real correct feeling that they are lies. I m now un-subscribing to him, and un = friending him right now on yoiutube foir you.

I don't use, and abused anyone, I will never do any of them to you.

[ataglance20079]

How?

[pinkdevilGer]

Matthew I understand you! The same thing I have with my ex.... it hurts i know:-(

[hawtmale18]

Wow, Matthew, rumors are so pathetic at times but yet so hilarious at other times.. The hand comment, HILARIOUS! ahaha You deserve so much better than that prick. I mean some men just don't get the term relationship. I really hope Matthew that you find the happiness that is just waiting for you out there. You need someone that will kiss you randomly, cuddle with you, comfort you, and be thankful for even the little things you do. You're vlogs are incredibly amazing! lol.

[mattyismyhomeboy]

lmao

i love you

you are such a good person

[AppleCider92]

I love how you speak ur mind Matt, keep it up..

i'm always up for what you have to say =D

[Cookoo49]

oh thats so sick

[ataglance20079]

I very much enjoyed seeing your thoughts, and clearing things up.

[mychemloverxx]

loooooooooove yoooooooou<3

[witchbaby72]

i have not been keeping up with things lately. sorry homeschooling talon in this new phase is proving rather difficult!

i am GLAD to hear you are out of the relationship with connor. the hitting aside - someone who does not respect you and at least get to the table when dinner is ready...well there is a problem.

i am happy to see you are doing better! talon and i both think of you often.

much <3 & hugs

cerridwen

[bigdan071288]

We love u! On a side note isn't it crazy how like usually relationships end and afterwards the mud slinging begins...it's part of the reason why I don't like relationships.

[NoriegaJonasSweetie]

You preach the truth! I love you, Matthew! You've helped me through a lot this year! Thank you.

[babybubss]

oooohh mean the hand thing ahah SNAP!

[BiGuyLove2008]

I think its hilarious that anyone could believe that you could beat up your x lol, like im sure it wont offend you me saying he was alot physically stronger

[ryeryeluvzu]

Awh Matthew You Will Find Somone Perfect For You I Promise!! I Love You<3

[nicgurlurl]

Hey Matt, it's awesome that you've cleared things up for us :) you're ADORABLE...

i have a really good idea for a video! i remember one time back in summer 2008 when you were on blogtv and you did a 'straight guy' impression

with your 'straight guy' voice

doing all these 'straight guy' things like playing football and drinking beer

that was the FUNNIEST and i think you should do it again!! :D

your straight guy voice is HOT!! (to us straight girls :) )

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[UrsinhoBisex]

YOURE WONDERFUL

[maRossu]

lets be honoust Matt, you got all the ppl to do your things (even the intor to all vids) + you use small children to get your money. thats out of the normal human mind. You DONT make vids for teenager boys/girls to get your money. But i dont acuse you for the breakout. Connor has big reasons for it to. but aniways what is done is done

[massie28]

what the hell are ya talking about

[maRossu]

lets be honoust. i would like to know where Matthew Lush gets his everyday money from. By selling his stuff? And who are the buyers? 70-80% are teenagers. The breakup wasnt all Matts fault but it wasnt all Conors fault either.

[ataglance20079]

I dont think Matthew is saying it is all Conors fault..

[FanOfAll23]

lmao! "i've had more fun w/ this hand then him in the past year and he knows it" XD

[michaelmoo22]

uh...i wanna see nudes of connor >_>

[navonods]

you have a wonderful spirit, your heart is full af gold.

[ohhjayyRAWR]

i think your so right ! people dont no what people are thinking when this happonds; i belive you x

[64caloriesofawesome]

you live in the twins! just go to MoA! i'll buy you coffee:)

[MusicMaryful]

i love you :)

[XForeverxDeadX]

Ew. Eff Connor. What a buttmunch T_T D:

You're so awesomely awesome :D <3

[yescandles]

I think you meant to say, "you did clash....you didn't mesh very well."

I don't understand why you couldn't do anything there. You are a grown man and can go out and do whatever you want. Right?

[Rhall7191]

lol love you matthew

but "clash" means to not mix

just don't want you making an embarrassing mistake...those happen to me all the time

thanks for clearing up the air. You're so strong :)

[bitzarre]

are you talking about connor? I thought you said he was your soul mate and that you loved him. then again that was like a year ago and i haven't remembered you until now but that sucks that it happened.

[18loverof2]

hey Matthew im sorry he used you for his own fame and ive had friends use me like that and when i let them live with my fam and i he did not even say thank you and we had bought him xmas and we dnt even talk any more cause he is and ass and i called him out on it and he got pissed off well its better than the ass who hit me in my face i gave him the remote to witch w/e he wanted and he got mad ok i will not go on any more this was to be a sorry that you got used and it went in to about me

[lacholadehayden]

i belive you ...i love you

[spyrograph]

dont worry about him he is prob a loser who will realize what he lost later on in life ;)

[HighonRamen]

Matthew, you have so many people who support you if you just look at these comments. I'm sure not as many people support him as we support you. And it's a love the guys from us to you, and you actually return it.

Personally, I believe you 104% and I think you're too cute for him anyway. You need to get yourself someone new because he is SO not worth it. You're a sweet and beautiful person and he's just selfish and childish. (:

[Sakurasessho]

Omigosh.... It may seem weird, but seeing you upset about these rumors is so adorable. And don't worry, I am behind you 100%.

[1x800xPOCKETS]

Oh! Oh! Oh! Get me a mini army! :D

[MccoolFan52]

u r so right

[KatiieStack]

I believe all these peoples comments..

you dont seem like the type of guy that would EVER, EVER, EVER !!! hurt someone like that :l

Connor seem like such a D... head

your better off without him :)

[t0xiccrayons]

i didn't know about these things

but either way

i still <3 you Mathew :)

[YeahBrothah]

Connor is a scum bag!!

I could NEVER imagine Matthew hitting someone!!

GOSH! This is so upsetting :(

[theunhappyhours]

I know it's not for me to say, but Connor was a ungrateful ass that couldn't see what was in front of him. Hope you find someone who actually appreciates and deserves you, Matthew.

[xinthescene]

wow what kind of relationship was that lmao

[MegganAngela]

I could NEVER imagine you hitting someone Matthew.

I've always had a bad sense about connor.

[cowgirl963]

wow that relationship shouldve ended earlier from all the stuff you said and im truly sorry that you had to experience and i know you dont need sympathy so keep your head up, a smile on your face, and never look back after your all done getting out of your system. The best of luck and Happy Holidays :)

[CityUndead]

Your ex is a spoiled little cunt.

[theheidibrooks]

Thank you so much for clearing all of that up. I love you Matthew

[thrrja636]

omg the same thing happened with me and my girlfriend:S!! weve had so many ups and downs ive gave up on her so much!!!:S!!!! shes lied about me,hurt my feelings so much!!! and so much more:"(!!!! im so glad its over between me and her!! and im sorry the same thing happened to u matt!! i feel your pain!!!~hugs~ love your friend /fankaylie:)

[kaiterpoo]

i'm glad that this whole blog isn't like he's wrong he's a bad guy he's horrible. i like that you take the blame too. i love your honesty...it's refreshing (:

[escasheep97]

If u actually beat sum1 or hit them i wuld have to see it to believe it. Honestly u just dont seem like that kind of person. U dont seem like one of them quiet cerial killers either.

[wills2222]

Matt is telling the truth.  you are better off Matt and you know it. You are a sweetie!

[jaybah2000]

u DID leak the nudes!! i saw that WINK when u said that u did nothing of the sort!!

[BatALash]

I remember when you said that Connor was "The One". So much for that, eh?

[littlegurlini]

He completely blew that out of proportion! You're side of the story makes so much more sense!!! Connor makes me want to throw up =/

[littlegurlini]

OMG, I totally did the spice world/dress up deal with my friend =)

[MissToxicLove]

OMG he punched you?

Well good that you guys arnt together anymore, and wish u the best=)

[itskristii]

omg, i could never imagine you hitting someone! yeah right. you're one of the nicest people, thats retarted that hes starting stuff. sorry matthew that you have to deal with all this fall out from the relationship. love you matthew <3

[BostonfanNumba1]

Connor is such a D Bag!

Your life must be 3976418736x better with out that bitch.

[WalkingTravisty]

This better not turn into some back and forth! If I'm gonna be completely honest, it's a little pathetic. Both of you I guess have good reasons for speaking out. He wanted to be honest, you wanted to clear the air, but all the extra emotion in there wasn't needed. It made me feel awkward because the way you talk about him make me feel like you're trying to make us part of this, but we're not.

I just hope this is the last of this, seriously.

<3

xx

[darkchildofenki]

lol either do you selkiethedark17

[selkiethedark17]

@darkchildofenki If you don't have anything nice to say to Matthew or anyone else, don't say anything at all. People have their own opinions and reasons for things they do, so stay out of it if you don't know anything.

[OriginalDoIl]

love you matt! xoxo

[darkchildofenki]

Matt you suck, you have always been fake and those who say tey know you are full of it, they know you over the internet not who you truly are. Everything Connor said was very believ able by the many vibes i get from your videos, you blew the biggest advantage you will have in this life ad that being having Connor as a boyfriend. To the person who said she hated when connor wouldnt talk its probably because he couldnt stand to be around Matt. Dont be fooled people dont buy his stuff.YOU SUCK MATT

[FormerAshHenderson]

I wish I could take a plan trip to kick Conner for punching Matthew.

[xPunkxPrincess7x]

I knew he was full of it! C'mon!! You; a user, abuser, and a loser?! Can that boy get any more preposterous?! Fo real! lmao Connor can't win by talking bull about a sweet heart like you.<3

[GayGod]

thanks punk princess <3

[banditmypug]

ahhh, that really ticks me off. matthew would never hit someone on purpose :( so to people that are spreading rumors. you guys need to stop cause clearly you do not know matt or connor. you cant just judge off of things you hear. kay thanks. and matt:) i love youu. ignore the rumor spreaders there a waste of time

[uhhhwtf]

Agreed, if you ask Derek you know you'll get the truth.

I've known Derek and matt for awhile now, and they're honest.

[GayGod]

Derek will tell you the truth too.

[NikoClemente]

Not meaning to sound like a bitch.

but I was waiting for you to break up with that thing

[lusciouslytoxic]

okay MATT you are AMAZING... team mattie again!

[darkroge]

connor always posed for the videos it kinda pissed me of when he never talked, and if he did cheat on you before you broke up i would take a plane ride to slap him if i was you and even if you did get money of of people dont we all borrow money some time my friends owe me alot but i dont care because there more inportant than money

[smothermehshelby]

Matthew, I think Connors a douche.

Your amazing. I'd rather you be single then be with someone who isn't good for you, and doesn't respect you.

I love you<3.

I know your getting happier, And I love that.

[RockNRollTendencies]

Aw *hugs* I know what you're going through, my ex was the same way... ungrateful, used me, etc. and I never realized it until we broke up and it was like *clarity* what in the hell was I doing dating you! I hope you can make your way back to California and better people... you deserve to be happy. =)

[MaddieeeJonas]

matthew, i can't get over how freaking adorable you are, you're just too cute! :)

and uhhh, yeah FUCK PEOPLE SPREADING RUMORS! :) you're better than that baby

[jamesgotman]

i have to say connor is werid i was like wow ur pritty hot going out with him :o ... beter off with out him

[alyssahh34]

I love how your eye brows move when you talk <3 (:

[Angielyrica]

i dont think he was saying u used him. i think he was saying u use other ppl. like his friends. and ur fans. making them buy something u wud go buy for 5 bux and make them pay 20 or more. and the slap...if it was hard enuff that it stung with u missed cuz he turned his cheek....probally means ur going to pop him in the mouth for telling derek ur real last name b4 u changed it.

[PeaceAmandax13]

you couldnt hit someone i think you much rather hug someone [:

[Gwainafair]

u jerk off with ur hand

[OmgChrystasHere]

I like how you said " That...didn't happen." Hehe! <3 you Matt!

[scottybonesx]

LMFAO.

I never liked Connor, really

He's just mad that he can't have you back, and can't get anything better. (;

[EryahJames88]

this is sooooo fucking LAME!!! omg i got him ppl to edited his pics omg i got ppl to make his lay out...you r such a bitch

[tigerrlily04]

connor never said that you used HIM he said that you rely off of people to help pay your rent or something. (not saying that you do, im just saying thats what he meant by "user").

but i dont believe you'd ever abuse anyone. you have a big heart and inspire people everywhere, including myself =] you two just have completely different personalities and i wish the best for both of you because you are both great people.

[madyh]

hope everything gets better for you!!

who is his ex? if he is somewhat "famous"

[zahnee12]

sry about the break up but it is better now then later down the road when things could get worse.

i will always side with you mat but i just want to cheak with you about a couple of things that he clams that you have done to him. He says that you cheated on him and were doing people for their money. he also says that this whole break up started when he went to go use your laptop and there was a open skype chat saying that you were going to do some little kid for his money. ran out of room :(

[strcd]

YOU hitting someone? lol that would be hilarious!

[GayGod]

haha I just laughed at the thought =X

[AnimeXloverX96]

I would believe u over him or any stupid rumors any day matt! I love yew <3 xoxo (:

[thecoolosersabrina]

i totally agree with u

[fReEkoFmCfLy]

you're amazing. he didn't deserve you. people who judge are just lame.

[thefangirl09]

"much better conner!

he's a keeper. ;)"

His myspace is full of jerks.

[swordboy58]

Haha, you slaped him so he decks you? even if you hit me hard I still wouldn't hit you back, jeez, I'd have been done with him that night, I never hit someone I care about, thats something for the weak to do. real men know how to deal with that sort of thing, I might have been upset, but never hit back, It's a good thing you ditched him, if he does that for something so small, what happens down the road, domestic abuse isn't just for straight people.

hope all is well

Chef ZP

[GayGod]

we're both to blame I guess =P

[thefangirl09]

That's so true. I mean you, using HIM? Haha he totally mooched off of you to become an internet star. People only know him because of YOU, without you hes a NOBODY.

<3 :)

[livtylerferret2]

*HUGS*

luv u matthew!

Go Vitamin Angels!

[lushluver317]

omg i remember when i made origami :D i made a fkn ahh-mazing frog lol (:

[GothChicky1]

I just wanna hold you in my arms and say "everythings okay" just because i feel like you could use it. I've done the same cover-thier-mouth-and-slap-the­m-by-accident thing before. That ended a fight and made me cry right there... (I cryed after i slapped him)

[xcolordeficient1134x]

Rumors are a huge thing :o I make origami! :) Oh, and as a suggestion for a vlog...you know how everyone goes like, 'that's so gay, you're so gay,' etc when they don't like something? what if you talked about that?

[TheRockerspaz]

i would believe you over connor ANY day!!! hes a jerk!

[truesightgodal1]

Matthew dont worry about it! 1. your too sweet to do any of those things. 2. Conner and lier and the one that used you!

And you can do so much better than him! There a lot of guys out there for you!

*hugs* So cheer up! ^_^

[WVUQueenie]

Why would someone even bleive that you abused him!?

You are like really non-violent and I can tell. Wow, stupid rumors.

And PS I'm going to be sad when you stop making videos everyday lol. Love you Matthew. (:

[Izzyxdolly]

f*ck yur bf hes a c*nt ;D your too good for him

[RainzJay]

Youre such a cutie :D

I hate rumors.

Since you are big online all of them are spread out to everyone who knows you. Shame on Connor.

& idk if it sounds weird but you have some really nice hands! lol.

hope all is well matt<3

[OhLittleSparrow]

I am not a huge fan of you. But now I am starting to believe what you say, sounds like Connor did use you. I'm sorry for blaming you for that.

I can see the truth now.

[zackyrai]

I loved Spice World. XDDD I still am a loser it seems. XD Connor is not worth your time Matthew! You deserve sooo much better than him!

[thegerman4802]

just by what both of yall say in your vids. I think it was the best for you two to split up. Js

huggies <3

[TheSofiaSampaio]

you're so different when you're talking like about this stuff, it's so good to see this side of you. of course i'm sorry for all that happened to you and i'm glad to see that you're not that shallow as i thought. i'm starting to really like you.

[GayGod]

I just want people to know me and stop judging >_> lol

[TheSofiaSampaio]

i hope this vlog helps those you still judge you, because it helped me <3

[xkyousukex]

Poor Connor.

How can someone miss a boy like Matt? That's so stupid.

And it's SOO true that more of a half the life he has now is because of Matt.

[GayGod]

My bad.

[jumpropejenny]

SPICE WORLD FTW

[brokencrucifix]

You just hit Connor completely by accident, and then he violently hits you back? Out of anger?

That's not right. And least what you did wasn't intentional, and it didn't give Connor the right to strike you out of some irrational anger/retaliation.

You deserve better than that =\

<3

I can't wait for you to be back home in Cali, so you can get your life back on track again- for good <3

[GayGod]

We all do things out of a fit of rage, but it all went wrong.

[brokencrucifix]

Yeah, I know you're right.

But, if it means anything

I'm so proud of you for getting him to leave after her punched you

I mean, that could have spiraled out so much more

I'm glad you can keep your head with things like that.

[patdisthesex]

O_O omg connor is an asshole.... you dont seem like the type thatd abuse someone O_o or use somoene and youre not a loser wow... D: *hugs* (: ily

[KawaiiGalzz101]

Teeehehee you`re too awesome,Matt~! ^ ^

[Doomdauk]

I said that when he first dated you lol, he's obviously a famewhore. he's a loser.

[GayGod]

I feel like a kleenex.

[RadiantGrafix]

love you!

[supafly100]

You are not a looser never think that!

[rabbitnightmare]

wow nice hand =P

[alexmanian]

First, I totally understand the bored out of your mind thing. It's not as if there is a lot of stuff going on in the midwest. Sry 'bout that.

Second, sorry about your ex. He seems like a real tool. Just don't let it get to you. I'm sure your real friends and your family are there for you. You can get through this. Besides, a guy who is willing to slander you isn't even worth your breath. Best of luck!

[darksideofthemoon18]

blasting Spice Girls! that's what I like to hear!!!

[carlosacoreas]

lol yesterday i was talkignto you on that website!

[OMGSierraMarie]

i like yourr tree, my mom never let's us decorate our tree..it has to be perfectly white and gold. fail. I wanna white tree, and it's snowing..alot here. is it snowing where ever you live?

[constantinemoon]

naked photos? where? :D

but seriously, too much drama Matthew stop it while you can :)

[rabbitnightmare]

ummm...nice shirt

[xxxAlesanaFan4everxx]

dont worry im on your side, you KNOW what happens as long as you know and they know its ok because it makes them the lesser person for trying to twist a story

[maxgreenlover101]

the whole 'u+ur hand= better than conner' was tmi... awkward... =^.^= lol

[sallyfingers]

you're too innocent to be part of these nasty rumors <3

[jonasandtokio4ever]

You're amazing :)

[katieerossx3]

its snowing in ny ! like blizzardd whoop

[GayGod]

cant wait to be in ny!!!!

[katieerossx3]

i know its soo awsome :D