johnny below, bpd is a label for a set of symptoms. The symptoms exist, therefore bpd exists. Maybe it's not the best label, maybe it overlaps with other illnesses but the symptoms do exist. And any psychology graduate who states that an illness is bullshit has clearly missed the point of what they were taught, therefore, you are a dick. :)
but i do congratulate u for getting out there and saying it coz there is alot of teenagers who have this and do not kno & don't hav the support of family & do feel very lost as they do not kno wat life has for them. best wishes
done well so good on u. but a cycle of continually explaining yourself an actions 2 others is not always going 2 help. I hav BPD & Bipolar & if I didn't kno it, I'd think I was a different life form from how u explain it. People wit BPD can function like others.Just sometimes its harder. I hav a supportive partner & 2 kids, own my own business & live life as best as i can. I hav my ups & downs, manic episodes etc & so do many other pple who hav it. Learn now 2 grow wit it not use it as an EXCUSE
I don't think most are instiutionalized, and I don't agree when you say you can't control your actions. I have been living with BPD for 7 years. I was diagnosed at an odd age of 14. Young to be diagnosed with BPD, I know. We have complete control over our actions, we just have to work much harder to control ourselves when we are at our highs/lows.
First off it is illegal to diagnose someone under the age of 18 with borderline personality disorder. What they did with me was diagnose me with borderline traits until my 18th birthday when the diagnoses became borderline personality disorder. What I have found is that the more I know about BPD the more I have been able to control it.
I admire you're courage in posting this video. It will help inform those who might be otherwise uninformed about things like this. You see I might in addition to being bipolar might also be BPD, so you videos help in letting me know I'm not alone
I Must tell you How incredibly proud I am that you did these vids. Yur so courageous to do this even tho it's by cam. God is indeed using you to help others in similar sits and also Im sure ppl who are in relationships with them.
All the best to you sweetheart.. one day He will wipe away all your tears! ..Bless you Girl!
my wife was borderline...it was very difficult. my life was pretty much destroyed because of that. I admire your candor in talking about it. The psychological violence in this kind of relationship is destructive...
Hm this is interesting. I pretty much know I have avoidant personality disorder. With borderline I have some signs, others not at all. I think ppl with BPD are clingy due to fear of abandonment. I am the opposite. I push everyone away so they won't get close. I'd never call myself 'unstable' because I am very aware of reality. Almost TOO aware b/c I think so much. But my emotions are up and down constantly..mostly down.
and the though it is said we see everything in black and white I have observed that most "other" people lack critical thinking skills, are continually being conditioned to act and behave passively (and WILLINGLY recieve it) and are very very easily decieved... way too trusting and naive in regard to almost everything. Remember Winston Smith. and MK Ultra. And they think I'm messed up...LOL - Dont focus on this too much...just live your life.
my experience is to just live your life. dont go by what other people say about it. even doctors because only you know. you are still young and smart too so you will continue to explore your self and grow if you don't quit. Best NOT to focus on the "disorder" so much as experience your life - those lessons will be far more valuable to you than anything a counselor or a prescription could give you.
She wasn't making excuses. She was telling people what to expect do they don't misunderstand her. I have horrible mood problems with depression/anxiety. People I didn't know ALWAYS labeled me as a bitch. I'm NOT a bitch. I am actually incredibly hypersensitive. But when I feel depressed I get irritable and snap...or withdrawn and won't talk. I don't want people to write that off as who I am. Its not who I am, it is my disorder coming out.
Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness and chronic fatigue syndrome is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.
i suffer from the same disease. thank for for raising awareness. it made me cry. i was never open about it but i got treatement through therapy! it works! please get treatement if you suffer from this it will kill you!
Also well done for creating this video, you are obiviously very mature and intelligent and you should be proud of yourself for raising awareness. Don't listen to those incredibly ignorant people, if they knew what it was like living with bpd and had a conscience they would realise how unjust such comments are.
Good god people are sooo ignorant when it comes to this condition. I can't believe people think it is just a sign of immaturity and self indulgence, when it takes many lives. This is a condition which gives people incredibly strong, crippling and painful emotions that are as bad as any physical torture. People with this conition are in huge amounts of emotional pain, if only you experienced it yourself you would never dismiss anyone with it as an attention seeker.
I've come to find out that people who don't experience mental illness, will never understand it. They will say the most ignorant things because they can't picture what it's like. Some even believe it's "not real" which I get often as someone who has ADHD. They're idiots in a nutshell.
I agree with this whole heartedly. People who are "normal" cannot understand what we go through and the pain that we live with on a daily basis. I can't even express how much pain and guilt I live with when I see myself destroying the very relationships that I care the most about. And the loneliness and anguish that comes with BPD can be so unbearable which is why this disorder has the highest risk for suicide. I happen to be a functioning BPD but I deal with the pain of this every single day.
You're a very sweet young woman and I wish you all the best as you continue to address this disorder. I'm sorry that so many ignorant and useless people wasted your time by writing their hateful puke in the comments section. Be proud of yourself and your accomplishments. You will end up being far, far more self-aware than many of these fools ever will be. Also know that some of what you're dealing with too is just plain being 19 years old. As time goes on, you'll gain confidence in yourself
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I work in the mental health arena. BPDs are the most selfish selfcentered group of people I have ever had the displeasure of working with. I'll take a murderous sociopath any dayover one of you cutters. You dipshits need to GROW THE FUCK UP!!! THE WORLD DOESNT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT CONDITION.
You would rather be a victim of a sociopath then the victim of listening to sob stories? ? I'm mean selfish and self-centred and boring conversationalists is one thing but cruelty is another.
What Rogue said, go do it. You BPDs need to realize that the world does not revovle around you. Quit feeling sorry for yourself and get a life and contribute to society. Keep up with your DBT.
omg! if you dont have anything freekin positive to say dont say it! you moron!
u go girl.its very brave of you to "open" up like that on the net!
im still in the process of being diagnosed,and i think my son has the same condition! so thankyou very much for being so honest sweeetee,good luck with bdp!!!
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Wonderful, 2 more braindead selfish cutters that the overburdened medical community needs. Next time you feel like cutting go left to right across your throat real deep, your problems will be over in about 5 mins.
I don't think anyone has the right to comment abuse unless they have BPD experience. It's not something you grow out of and the scariest thing is that you're made to think you're insane. You are borderline in the sense you really are living on the border of reality and severe mental difficulties.
That was an amazing video, it hit home so much. I cried my eyes out, the pain is so bad so often. I was just diagnosed yesterday, diagnosis changed from bipolar. This makes more sense. I have suffered with this for over 30 years, no medication has worked yet. All we can do is have hope and faith i guess
Hi. Thank you so much for your video. I have BPD, i discovered it a month ago, my psychiatrist told me that. I'm 34 and i have lived my life never knowing who i was, feeling all the 9 symptons that bordelines could have (5 defines a BPD, i've got 9). I'm doing psychotherapy with a psychologist. I really wish to get better. I really do. It will be a delight to me if we could talk. Best wishes for you, and sorry for the bad english, i'm from Brazil.
the comment wasnt for the video it was for someone making fun of it
good luck with the bpd others who think they have it just cause of a bad day choose to go on oprah about it but you tough it out and live your life. i applaud you
hell I believe you lol, dated a married woman who cheated on her husband constantly & couldnt admit she was doing wrong. Black or White been told they have difficulty rationalizing. Least your OPEN about it while others with BPD arent. she was very emotional at times when I mentioned I was going to leave her the whole fear of abandonment. Very Psychodynamic when it started for her. ALL I can say is its difficult dating someone with BPD if they dont seek help. Great vid btw :D
You have a personality disorder, not a mental illness. You are a typical case of PD because you have no desire to be mentally well; you thrive on being unwell. This video belittles the suffering of those experiencing mental illness.
hi i have borderline also it is verry anoying at some points. im really struggling right now because i want to be like a normal everyday teen. well thanks for the video and me im going to prove that not all borderlines are hospitalized.
The new term for Borderline Personality Disorder is Emotion Regulation Disorder. Why is there no Diagnostic Health Manual? Ever wondered why? Nice to be on ASS2 with "low I.Q." huh? (But what about E.Q.? B.P.D.'s can be good at that and very emphasing with other beings and more...) I know a list of things that Bordies are very good at... B.P.D. & Bi-polaire are some of my labels, I'm a Person... Been psychotic, yes, but masked: double life raising 3 kids alone and well! Too many grey's may-be...
Shut The Flip Up fun69stein If you Wana Play Games Stick a screwdriver Up Your Butt Ya Jerk!, Hey Rinster17 You Outta Delete His Crap My Heart Is Raceing And Im Ticked Off Anyone Else Who Triggers See's That The Same Thing Will Happen He's In Hardcore Tarratory The Runt. Agin Hug's N Kissis Rinster17 :)
I Have Borderline Personality Disorder Too Rinster17 & Im really Proud Of You For Posting A video About This, I Would like To Punch Anyone In The Face Who Act's Like BPD Is A Joke Or Say's Anything Nagative Towrds You or About You. Hug's & Kissis Sweety :)
For any guys dating a girl that's borderline or a girl you think might be borderline. GET OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP! SAVE YOURSELF FROM MISERY! Marriage won't fix insanity. Burn your stuff, your clothes, except the ones on your back, then she can't manipulate you, then LEAVE.
I'm 15 with BPD. I attempted suicide twice. Once at 13, once at 14 and was sent to a psych hospital both times. I am now home-schooled and doing much better. I have friends, a job and I'm happier than ever. All of you out there who don't think things will get better, I promise you they will. Just have hope. You are beautiful people who just have strong emotions (which is not a bad thing!) no matter what anyone says and things WILL get better if you give it the chance. Great video, btw :)
Hey, I don't mean this in a mean way at all but Borderline people seem just like everyone else. We don't carry signs saying "I AM BORDERLINE", lol. You can be "normal" and still have the illness.
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"chaotic relationships" lol thats a bit of an understatement. i cant understand how that if you know that you only think black and white, y next time you get into any situation y u just cant stop and think about other alternatives. maybe BPD is an excuse to act like a C**t, my ex had BPD, drained me completly
Thank you for posting this, I've been dealing with BPD for years and only recently have I been able to realize that this is what I've been suffering from. Putting it out in the open is probably the healthier option than keeping it inside. Does anybody know if there is a way to solve it, or is it for life? I know there's therapy, but I don't want to put up with this for the rest of my existence.
You are being deceived and lied to by the pharmaceutical/medical complex. Some folks are mentally ill, that is, their thinking is sick, but it is usually very temporary. These people have invented diseases and their "patients" buy into it and act out the symptoms. As soon as the pharmaceutical/psychiatric complex invents a new disorder or mental illness, they miraculously have a drug that will control it, but it'll cost ya! Bigtime.
I have just seen your video. I know it is hard for you. I think you are very barve to make this video and i think your understanding of your ilness brings a lot of hope for you to get better bt age. I wish you all the best
hi. i don't know if or when it stops being possible to plow through so many dozens of comments but here's another one anyway. i don't know how i stumbled on to your video but i'm very moved and impressed by your clarity, your honesty, the depth of your information. even though you assert how serious it is to have this disorder, it's impossible not to see your strengths, how beautifully you understand and cope with your own nature. your mind may be a tad warped, but what a great mind nonetheless!
you see a therapist, you see a psychiatrist, you take medication, and that is going to cure the pain in the inside?
I did all these three things, I stoped taking pills, and I had good one and a half year.
Now the darkness is back, the shadows have me, and I still know, no pills and no doctors can help me, I can only help myself...you can only help yourself. cheers.
That was good. It was like listening to someone with borderline talk from the perspective of a non-borderliner. I agree with the five-hour statement... that is how a non-borderliner feels after being close to one for five years. (I wish I'd known more about it then). It's really really good that you were up front about it with your boyfriend.
THank you that helps me understand so much thats great that you are so open about your problem. im sure you will will change the world! or do something great to help others like you
i too have BPD and dont make silly remarks about "guaranteeing you wont know who they are". after 5 hrs talking to me you'll know exactly who i am, what i love, what my principles are and the washing machine my life is. BPD is tough, but i suggest this blog isnt doing much for your over all well being. those of us suffering know the turmoil and torment. but dont tar us all with the one brush. some of us are high functioning and will do great things in life
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do you have anything else to do with your time bitch, get a fuckin life, think look what your doing your talking to a fuckin computer alone in your room, u fuckin loser bitch hahahah
hello i understand exactly ur situation u know i have some friend with the same problem and iknow is hard if u wanna talk to me u can do i t... have a nice day !
I thought I had bipolar but now I think I have borderline PD. Seems to get worse as you get older, I'm 40 now and cant hold down a job. Seems like its a downward spiral & everything just keeps getting worse.
I am the same as you but I have found a business worldwide and it is very good and it has helped me to sort lots in my head. I also have the love and support of a caring and understanding partner. With the right help and treatment I believe you can improve and get better with time. If you want to do the same as me it could help you as well. So let me know if you are interested
Hey... watched your video... im about 2 search for part 2... but i was just diagnosed with BPD and bi-polar, and it was something i already sorta knew i had... but i think the most annoying part about having it is trying 2 keep relationships in my life steady... been with my BF for 1 yr and idk how he puts up with me we've broken up NUMEROUS times, all my doing, one minuit i love him 2 death, the next im second guessing myself and wanting to end it... THanks for the video... your awesome hunn =)
If you care for your boyfriend any bit at all tell your bf to go talk to a professional psychologist versed in BPD and he will have all questions and frustrations answered.
i love u babe..i would love 4 us to chat sum more...This disorder looks to the outside like we are selfish attention seeking....watever..ppl hav no idea wat goes on inside our minds...no idea..total psycotic... i like hw u explain it good on ya girl..xo
I was diagnosed with BPD 9yrs ago,I wish people wldnt call themselves Borderlines,She says 'all borderlines r different'.Using this terminology is buying into the whole idea that we are sick, and labelling ourselves in the same way others label us.We are troubled and distressed, we have been through terrible traumatic experiences,but we are not sick.The term Personality Disorder is like saying there is something fundamentally wrong with you as a person, it is a cruel labe,it shldnt define us.
i find it difficult to talk and keep track on my coffations baseicly i speak jibberish its anoying my friends think i might have a psychoic disorder plz post back send me a list of smytoms
Check Web MD there is a list of behaviors to see if they are exhibiting and how many they have to exhibit to be considered to have this disorder and is a disorder not a mental illness.
looking for some info to help deal with my mom that suffers with BPD I found this video and watched all the 4. It helped but unfortunately my mom is not even half sincere as you are.
thanks a lot to post them, sharing info about it. I'm looking for more info. about how to deal with mom who things she has nothing wrong and refuses go to treatment.
I think its great u tell this. Cus I have autism and just found out a friend of mine has borderline. I recognize some symptons of borderline in myself but im not sure if thats cus of my youth or caused by my autism. good luck, im gonna watch part 2 now
coool vid i think i have this but im not sure yet im on a psychiatrist but i dont say shit to him so there is no certain way to know cool vid by the way good job keep it up u seem nice ^_^
We think it's a great initiative to broaden peoples perspective and spread info about BPD, it is _realy_ needed!
However we have have one small thing we thought of; maybe it's a good idea to mention more often that theese symptoms are individual and differ between each individual person with BPD? Like "ppl w borderline often does this, has that, feels this and many w BPD also can be/have this/that etc". (to be continued...)
(the continue...) We feel that many avrage people often tend to generalise and think you have or do all of the things that borderline can be. We still think it's a great clip that brings much-needed light to an unknown illnes.
Best regards!
Erwin and "Skinhead Barbiedoll", from Stockholm, Sweden.
Most of you people seem to be giving yourself the diagnosis. It is kind of provocative, actually. How many of you guys have actually gotten the diagnosis from a professional?
Your are GREAT....what a torch you carry. I am the family member of a sibling that withOUT a doubt has BPD.....but she denies it ALL.......all of her pain...all of her struggles and misery....is my fault....my Brothers fault...my Mother, and until recetnly upon my fathers death....everything was HIS fault.....we are coping...not abandoning .... thank you very much fcr all that your shared.....David M.
Honey BPD sucks I've had it since I was 9 and I'm 26 now and it really wears you down...I feel really effin old like 70 because it puts your mind and emotions through hell..........
Borderline disorder starts in the beginning of adult life and goes away with 30 to 40 years... 75% are female. And it's a pain in the ass have a relationship with a borderline. The more frustrating is... There is no treatment! You just have to wait go away. The auto-mutilation quirk is really annoying... An awful personality disorder...
I don't know if I have BPD or not. I'm too afraid of being locked up if I admit to how I think. Question: do you ever have days where you feel as if you are invincible or something? Like you have to do something extreme or you'll go crazy? Drive a car really fast, jump through a window, shave your head, beat someone up, etc?
What you're describing could be mania or hypomania (related to a type of depression) or unstable mood related to BPD. The good news is that therapy and medication has been found to be very effective for stablizing moods. I would suggest going to a mental health professial-- what you're describing is not grounds for involuntary commitment...and you won't get help until you see someone. I wish you the best.
can u help me ? plz i got borderline disorder and i need help just telling people ive been wit my boyfriend for while and he dont know yet pls help me
sounds to me like schizophrenia and bipolar combined only you suffer severly everday....you said you can love someone one day than the next you hate them but if your hate is so strong that you try to kill em then you should be in a straight jacket
i have borderline and i feel like its never gonna end. about the "padded cell" comment, be happy you havent been there..i cant stay out of hospitals or rehabs..been to Greystone, NJ not a nice place..
You know the ironic thing about borderline is one of the symptoms is thinking that something is wrong with you. I was diagnosed during my first year of college. I am in my third year of college now and still working on my black and white thinking.
Im a 26 year old female who was recently diagnosed by my psychiatrist as having BPD after 12 years of thinking it was depression. Im so glad you think its best to be honest as there is so much stigma and its great to see someone not afraid to admit to it. I'm glad you have the support of your parents, my parents don't believe in personality disorders.Keep spreading the word because you're helping alot of people.I hope that someday soon we both see the light at the end of the tunnel.Good look
"Warped Mind"--- no. Warped **thinking**--yes. I wish I was as acutely in touch with my feelings at such a young age as you seem to be. I remember how bad things were and I thought well, this is my life forever. But life is long and you grow--- and you are young and you will grow. This is just a small stop on the long train ride of life. You're getting yourself on track for the rest of the way.
well donr for being so brave, i appreciate your honesty and i know you are alraedy on the road to recovery, because you have insight. an excellent thin to have at 21. i didnt gain it until i was 30. i did live in intstituions for a long time, but now im independant, but only cause of therapy. waht a candid approach for some one so young .good girl
Psyhcology is umm a quack science made by big pharma to sell more medication and give those a chance to sit on welfare who would normally would of starved because of social darwinism. These labels are so vauge.
My motherinlaw has BPD. Could you use some real examples and how BPD distorts situations ?
For example: I went to Kathy's house and she said this and I flew into a rage and then...
RETIREMESOON 1 year ago
amazing, you give me hope, you are an amazing soul in this life time!
libralady1017 1 year ago
johnny below, bpd is a label for a set of symptoms. The symptoms exist, therefore bpd exists. Maybe it's not the best label, maybe it overlaps with other illnesses but the symptoms do exist. And any psychology graduate who states that an illness is bullshit has clearly missed the point of what they were taught, therefore, you are a dick. :)
sausagedogheaven 1 year ago 3
Beautiful response!
:)
theRealCrazyOne 1 year ago
Johnny, maybe you could get your money back from your schooling because, you can even spell psychology. BPD does exist.
DelorisDarrell 1 year ago
bpd doesn't actually exist it's just a bullshit, i know i have degree in psyuchology
johnny4463435 1 year ago
Hi, Im a psychology student, thank you so much for doing this video
veroronnieronron 2 years ago
but i do congratulate u for getting out there and saying it coz there is alot of teenagers who have this and do not kno & don't hav the support of family & do feel very lost as they do not kno wat life has for them. best wishes
HELPscrewedsystem 2 years ago
done well so good on u. but a cycle of continually explaining yourself an actions 2 others is not always going 2 help. I hav BPD & Bipolar & if I didn't kno it, I'd think I was a different life form from how u explain it. People wit BPD can function like others.Just sometimes its harder. I hav a supportive partner & 2 kids, own my own business & live life as best as i can. I hav my ups & downs, manic episodes etc & so do many other pple who hav it. Learn now 2 grow wit it not use it as an EXCUSE
HELPscrewedsystem 2 years ago
As a person with Borderline personality myself I think you're making BPD sound way too serious, but that's why we as Borderlines do.
It is hard at times, because social function is 95% of how life is lived, or at least a lot to do with how life is lived.
smiledklove 2 years ago
Informative.Thanks.
GordonFr33man 2 years ago
Uhh. why are you so dramatic?
Why do you tell anyone this stuff?
VikingBerserker 2 years ago
NowTHAT'S a great video
rbogdewic 2 years ago
they thought i had BPD several years ago, then they realized i was just Bipolar. sometimes i feel BPD, thanks for sharing.
fiercity04 2 years ago
I don't think most are instiutionalized, and I don't agree when you say you can't control your actions. I have been living with BPD for 7 years. I was diagnosed at an odd age of 14. Young to be diagnosed with BPD, I know. We have complete control over our actions, we just have to work much harder to control ourselves when we are at our highs/lows.
ashearer1cougars 2 years ago 2
First off it is illegal to diagnose someone under the age of 18 with borderline personality disorder. What they did with me was diagnose me with borderline traits until my 18th birthday when the diagnoses became borderline personality disorder. What I have found is that the more I know about BPD the more I have been able to control it.
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SUKISUKINOW2 1 year ago
Your video was very insightful, thank you
jordash83 2 years ago
You did great. Thanks for your video.
JamesDusk 2 years ago 2
I admire you're courage in posting this video. It will help inform those who might be otherwise uninformed about things like this. You see I might in addition to being bipolar might also be BPD, so you videos help in letting me know I'm not alone
Donnyboy1984 2 years ago 2
what kind of medication do you take?
i take abilify
i have severe bpd
just got out the hospital in june 09
i cut myself and bang my head
one min i tell my bf i hate him then i tell him i love him
i'm afraid that he''ll leave me because the way i treat him
but it's hard to control my emotions
ugh
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ashearer1cougars 2 years ago
I Must tell you How incredibly proud I am that you did these vids. Yur so courageous to do this even tho it's by cam. God is indeed using you to help others in similar sits and also Im sure ppl who are in relationships with them.
All the best to you sweetheart.. one day He will wipe away all your tears! ..Bless you Girl!
shell5906 2 years ago 2
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briarrose481 2 years ago
you're very wise for your age.
good luck with your fight!
ashley1russ1 2 years ago 2
You are brave girl.I am a 40 year old male who was diagnosed only two years ago with BPD.Keep fighting!
1tom111 2 years ago
I applaud you for being willing to talk about this disorder that you have. It takes courage, and I think it's great that you have done this.
kwanties 2 years ago 4
interesting
TickTockOfTime 2 years ago
my wife was borderline...it was very difficult. my life was pretty much destroyed because of that. I admire your candor in talking about it. The psychological violence in this kind of relationship is destructive...
herzen101 2 years ago
But what people don't see is that this disorder was cause by the extreme abuse that we have endured that turned us this way.
RiotGrrrlLogic 2 years ago 2
Hm this is interesting. I pretty much know I have avoidant personality disorder. With borderline I have some signs, others not at all. I think ppl with BPD are clingy due to fear of abandonment. I am the opposite. I push everyone away so they won't get close. I'd never call myself 'unstable' because I am very aware of reality. Almost TOO aware b/c I think so much. But my emotions are up and down constantly..mostly down.
pooh783 2 years ago
and the though it is said we see everything in black and white I have observed that most "other" people lack critical thinking skills, are continually being conditioned to act and behave passively (and WILLINGLY recieve it) and are very very easily decieved... way too trusting and naive in regard to almost everything. Remember Winston Smith. and MK Ultra. And they think I'm messed up...LOL - Dont focus on this too much...just live your life.
highwaysong007 2 years ago
my experience is to just live your life. dont go by what other people say about it. even doctors because only you know. you are still young and smart too so you will continue to explore your self and grow if you don't quit. Best NOT to focus on the "disorder" so much as experience your life - those lessons will be far more valuable to you than anything a counselor or a prescription could give you.
highwaysong007 2 years ago
It's like your making excuses for yourself. Your " I'm borderline... this is how I act... deal with it" makes you look immature.
I'm borderline and even I know that I am responsible for my actions. Borderlines aren't totally out of control... I should know.
smiledklove19 2 years ago
She wasn't making excuses. She was telling people what to expect do they don't misunderstand her. I have horrible mood problems with depression/anxiety. People I didn't know ALWAYS labeled me as a bitch. I'm NOT a bitch. I am actually incredibly hypersensitive. But when I feel depressed I get irritable and snap...or withdrawn and won't talk. I don't want people to write that off as who I am. Its not who I am, it is my disorder coming out.
pooh783 2 years ago
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Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness and chronic fatigue syndrome is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.
hsttraindriver 2 years ago
I've noticed that this video is almost 3 years old. I hope you got over it.
Don't know how I am going to deal with myself...
kettlerdorothea 2 years ago
i suffer from the same disease. thank for for raising awareness. it made me cry. i was never open about it but i got treatement through therapy! it works! please get treatement if you suffer from this it will kill you!
KosovoSerbCCCC 2 years ago
Also well done for creating this video, you are obiviously very mature and intelligent and you should be proud of yourself for raising awareness. Don't listen to those incredibly ignorant people, if they knew what it was like living with bpd and had a conscience they would realise how unjust such comments are.
Jacinda200 2 years ago 3
Good god people are sooo ignorant when it comes to this condition. I can't believe people think it is just a sign of immaturity and self indulgence, when it takes many lives. This is a condition which gives people incredibly strong, crippling and painful emotions that are as bad as any physical torture. People with this conition are in huge amounts of emotional pain, if only you experienced it yourself you would never dismiss anyone with it as an attention seeker.
Jacinda200 2 years ago 2
I've come to find out that people who don't experience mental illness, will never understand it. They will say the most ignorant things because they can't picture what it's like. Some even believe it's "not real" which I get often as someone who has ADHD. They're idiots in a nutshell.
pooh783 2 years ago 3
I agree with this whole heartedly. People who are "normal" cannot understand what we go through and the pain that we live with on a daily basis. I can't even express how much pain and guilt I live with when I see myself destroying the very relationships that I care the most about. And the loneliness and anguish that comes with BPD can be so unbearable which is why this disorder has the highest risk for suicide. I happen to be a functioning BPD but I deal with the pain of this every single day.
RiotGrrrlLogic 2 years ago
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Well, stop being all for attention... w/e.
KimIsMissing 2 years ago
You're a very sweet young woman and I wish you all the best as you continue to address this disorder. I'm sorry that so many ignorant and useless people wasted your time by writing their hateful puke in the comments section. Be proud of yourself and your accomplishments. You will end up being far, far more self-aware than many of these fools ever will be. Also know that some of what you're dealing with too is just plain being 19 years old. As time goes on, you'll gain confidence in yourself
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go fuck yourself
indoskunk 2 years ago
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i smell bullshit
indoskunk 2 years ago
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LIke I said GROW THE FUCK UP !!! BPDs "Its all about me " etc etc. Get a grip
chriss1911 2 years ago
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I work in the mental health arena. BPDs are the most selfish selfcentered group of people I have ever had the displeasure of working with. I'll take a murderous sociopath any dayover one of you cutters. You dipshits need to GROW THE FUCK UP!!! THE WORLD DOESNT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT CONDITION.
chriss1911 2 years ago
You would rather be a victim of a sociopath then the victim of listening to sob stories? ? I'm mean selfish and self-centred and boring conversationalists is one thing but cruelty is another.
herstome5656 2 years ago
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Simple way to fix your problem! GROW UP!!!
IHATEMELISSA 2 years ago
She actually has a touching maturity for her young years.
herstome5656 2 years ago
I have a really good answer to what can heal Borderline Personality Disorder. His name is Jesus Christ. God Himself.
I was diagnosed with this disorder a few years ago then God saved me. The core issue is SIN.
AlexaSophie 2 years ago
What Rogue said, go do it. You BPDs need to realize that the world does not revovle around you. Quit feeling sorry for yourself and get a life and contribute to society. Keep up with your DBT.
chriss1911 2 years ago
omg! if you dont have anything freekin positive to say dont say it! you moron!
u go girl.its very brave of you to "open" up like that on the net!
im still in the process of being diagnosed,and i think my son has the same condition! so thankyou very much for being so honest sweeetee,good luck with bdp!!!
tibachina 2 years ago 3
sorry the above statement about being a ''moron'' was directed at someones negative comment about you! good luck..ill be watching! ..
tibachina 2 years ago
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Wonderful, 2 more braindead selfish cutters that the overburdened medical community needs. Next time you feel like cutting go left to right across your throat real deep, your problems will be over in about 5 mins.
chriss1911 2 years ago
chriss1911 no need to want to kill bpd's. At least we aren't sociopaths. It could be alot worse.
herstome5656 2 years ago
In case it didn't work, that comment was directed toward megadeth.
Rogue709 2 years ago
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You're fat.
megadeth168 2 years ago
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Issue much? Three steps to fix it:
1. Go outside.
2. Lie on the road.
3. Get hit by a car.
4. Die.
Then you can pollute the world with your decomposing body, instead of with your ignorance.
Rogue709 2 years ago
i dont know why but i like you very much...
maybe because you remind me of my first girlfriend who had borderline as well...
contantg 2 years ago
I don't think anyone has the right to comment abuse unless they have BPD experience. It's not something you grow out of and the scariest thing is that you're made to think you're insane. You are borderline in the sense you really are living on the border of reality and severe mental difficulties.
rubytuesdayace 2 years ago
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so crazy people DO know they're crazy....
kayanarede 2 years ago
You will get through it. You sound extremely intelligent.
lilysasaki 2 years ago 2
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wake up please:)
gealgaire 2 years ago
i love this video so honest and u r super cool keep making amazing vids :)
loveable6892 2 years ago
That was an amazing video, it hit home so much. I cried my eyes out, the pain is so bad so often. I was just diagnosed yesterday, diagnosis changed from bipolar. This makes more sense. I have suffered with this for over 30 years, no medication has worked yet. All we can do is have hope and faith i guess
hoping1759 2 years ago
Hi. Thank you so much for your video. I have BPD, i discovered it a month ago, my psychiatrist told me that. I'm 34 and i have lived my life never knowing who i was, feeling all the 9 symptons that bordelines could have (5 defines a BPD, i've got 9). I'm doing psychotherapy with a psychologist. I really wish to get better. I really do. It will be a delight to me if we could talk. Best wishes for you, and sorry for the bad english, i'm from Brazil.
waybeast 3 years ago
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This shit is way to emo...
dougem9er 3 years ago
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I've cut my self, I eat pain pills every day and feel inadequite, does this make me bdp?
dougem9er 3 years ago
no youre just attention deprived
vyxsin64 2 years ago
the comment wasnt for the video it was for someone making fun of it
good luck with the bpd others who think they have it just cause of a bad day choose to go on oprah about it but you tough it out and live your life. i applaud you
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interestingramble 2 years ago
hell I believe you lol, dated a married woman who cheated on her husband constantly & couldnt admit she was doing wrong. Black or White been told they have difficulty rationalizing. Least your OPEN about it while others with BPD arent. she was very emotional at times when I mentioned I was going to leave her the whole fear of abandonment. Very Psychodynamic when it started for her. ALL I can say is its difficult dating someone with BPD if they dont seek help. Great vid btw :D
SwiftJammer 3 years ago
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You have a personality disorder, not a mental illness. You are a typical case of PD because you have no desire to be mentally well; you thrive on being unwell. This video belittles the suffering of those experiencing mental illness.
Clairifus 3 years ago
hi i have borderline also it is verry anoying at some points. im really struggling right now because i want to be like a normal everyday teen. well thanks for the video and me im going to prove that not all borderlines are hospitalized.
BleeplaVDC 3 years ago
The new term for Borderline Personality Disorder is Emotion Regulation Disorder. Why is there no Diagnostic Health Manual? Ever wondered why? Nice to be on ASS2 with "low I.Q." huh? (But what about E.Q.? B.P.D.'s can be good at that and very emphasing with other beings and more...) I know a list of things that Bordies are very good at... B.P.D. & Bi-polaire are some of my labels, I'm a Person... Been psychotic, yes, but masked: double life raising 3 kids alone and well! Too many grey's may-be...
Moondeva1967 3 years ago
Shut The Flip Up fun69stein If you Wana Play Games Stick a screwdriver Up Your Butt Ya Jerk!, Hey Rinster17 You Outta Delete His Crap My Heart Is Raceing And Im Ticked Off Anyone Else Who Triggers See's That The Same Thing Will Happen He's In Hardcore Tarratory The Runt. Agin Hug's N Kissis Rinster17 :)
JasonRaub 3 years ago
I Have Borderline Personality Disorder Too Rinster17 & Im really Proud Of You For Posting A video About This, I Would like To Punch Anyone In The Face Who Act's Like BPD Is A Joke Or Say's Anything Nagative Towrds You or About You. Hug's & Kissis Sweety :)
JasonRaub 3 years ago 2
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borderline and depression are caused by torturing your brain with masturbation.
Medical business makes thousands of billions
on promoting masturbation as normal and healthy.
This is why we have now an epidemy of orderlines and depressions.
It takes less than 8 weeks to fully recover.
The truth is the medicine.
best of all my friend!
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Etoile360 3 years ago
Bpd sucks I usually have mine under control except for social issues where I people hate me or patronize me and then I feel worthless.
Thanx for posting nice to know there are other people like that out there^_^
CalgarSkull 3 years ago
do put yourself out there because you want/need people to understand.
*hugs* You're a good girl.
DaedalEVE 3 years ago
stop letting your therapist brain wash you It's boring being normal , your still young you will get use to it as you age
TexasTexan2 3 years ago
u r lucky girl...u can share manything...but i m diying in myself....nobody i have to share...
PAK2SWEDEN 3 years ago 2
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For any guys dating a girl that's borderline or a girl you think might be borderline. GET OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP! SAVE YOURSELF FROM MISERY! Marriage won't fix insanity. Burn your stuff, your clothes, except the ones on your back, then she can't manipulate you, then LEAVE.
CDBigShow 3 years ago
I'm 15 with BPD. I attempted suicide twice. Once at 13, once at 14 and was sent to a psych hospital both times. I am now home-schooled and doing much better. I have friends, a job and I'm happier than ever. All of you out there who don't think things will get better, I promise you they will. Just have hope. You are beautiful people who just have strong emotions (which is not a bad thing!) no matter what anyone says and things WILL get better if you give it the chance. Great video, btw :)
gabbyx93 3 years ago 2
i don't believe your boaderline, you seem normal.
and me, well, i just keep my mouth shut. "/
cause i already know i wont make sense,
and people wiil end up not understanding me.
when i do talk and socialize and stuff,
i just act reely weird and, i dont feel like myself.
almost like im keeping a secret from everyone.....
Axfeliz93 3 years ago
omg, why did i write this??
im so retatrded...........*sigh
what I should have said is,
thank you for posting this with a little smiley face at the end :)
Axfeliz93 3 years ago
Hey, I don't mean this in a mean way at all but Borderline people seem just like everyone else. We don't carry signs saying "I AM BORDERLINE", lol. You can be "normal" and still have the illness.
gabbyx93 3 years ago
this was really informative.
I was recently diagnosed with BPD which felt horrible because I didnt know much about it.
I've been reading up and found a lot of good information, but you describe it all so well!
I can really relate to everything that you're saying. thank you for posting this.
grodolina 3 years ago
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"chaotic relationships" lol thats a bit of an understatement. i cant understand how that if you know that you only think black and white, y next time you get into any situation y u just cant stop and think about other alternatives. maybe BPD is an excuse to act like a C**t, my ex had BPD, drained me completly
jazzee00 3 years ago
Thank you for posting this, I've been dealing with BPD for years and only recently have I been able to realize that this is what I've been suffering from. Putting it out in the open is probably the healthier option than keeping it inside. Does anybody know if there is a way to solve it, or is it for life? I know there's therapy, but I don't want to put up with this for the rest of my existence.
angryman991 3 years ago
You are being deceived and lied to by the pharmaceutical/medical complex. Some folks are mentally ill, that is, their thinking is sick, but it is usually very temporary. These people have invented diseases and their "patients" buy into it and act out the symptoms. As soon as the pharmaceutical/psychiatric complex invents a new disorder or mental illness, they miraculously have a drug that will control it, but it'll cost ya! Bigtime.
Read William Glasser's REALITY THERAPY.
Wodanswold 3 years ago
the only thing wrong with your theory is i acted like i do prior to being diagnosed and without even looking into the disorder so explain that...
icywytesoljas 3 years ago
hey my friend.
I have just seen your video. I know it is hard for you. I think you are very barve to make this video and i think your understanding of your ilness brings a lot of hope for you to get better bt age. I wish you all the best
miss l . europe
dukai23 3 years ago
well said friend, i was just diagnosed. nice job with the explanation
kmj98 3 years ago
Hi how do i come to accept this affliction i cant see an end i dont want to carry on but i have no choice i just want peace of mind
warvici 3 years ago
hi. i don't know if or when it stops being possible to plow through so many dozens of comments but here's another one anyway. i don't know how i stumbled on to your video but i'm very moved and impressed by your clarity, your honesty, the depth of your information. even though you assert how serious it is to have this disorder, it's impossible not to see your strengths, how beautifully you understand and cope with your own nature. your mind may be a tad warped, but what a great mind nonetheless!
medicinesocks 3 years ago
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i was naked while I watched this video! 7
Dilanbg 3 years ago
hi i have ocd and bipolar which are different than bpd but I'm glad to have learned about this unique disorder.
luckytwentyseven 3 years ago
you see a therapist, you see a psychiatrist, you take medication, and that is going to cure the pain in the inside?
I did all these three things, I stoped taking pills, and I had good one and a half year.
Now the darkness is back, the shadows have me, and I still know, no pills and no doctors can help me, I can only help myself...you can only help yourself. cheers.
SpareBricks 3 years ago
A personality disorder is not classified as a mental illness...
Clairifus 3 years ago
Actually, it is. I suggest you do some research.
Dimruthien 3 years ago 2
That was good. It was like listening to someone with borderline talk from the perspective of a non-borderliner. I agree with the five-hour statement... that is how a non-borderliner feels after being close to one for five years. (I wish I'd known more about it then). It's really really good that you were up front about it with your boyfriend.
davex158 3 years ago
THank you that helps me understand so much thats great that you are so open about your problem. im sure you will will change the world! or do something great to help others like you
RandumbLaughShow 3 years ago
Hi. you explaned good how it is. I love your film.
Summerkatje 3 years ago
HI, You explaned good how it is. I loved your film.
Summerkatje 3 years ago
Thank you for helping me understand what BPD is. My daughter has been diagnosed with this . What do you think the best thing for a mom to do is?
Reba24u 3 years ago
send her to childrens aid
8416287 3 years ago
i too have BPD and dont make silly remarks about "guaranteeing you wont know who they are". after 5 hrs talking to me you'll know exactly who i am, what i love, what my principles are and the washing machine my life is. BPD is tough, but i suggest this blog isnt doing much for your over all well being. those of us suffering know the turmoil and torment. but dont tar us all with the one brush. some of us are high functioning and will do great things in life
fidget1984 3 years ago
I have BPD, and if you talk to me for five hours, you will for sure know who I am!
spershall 3 years ago
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do you have anything else to do with your time bitch, get a fuckin life, think look what your doing your talking to a fuckin computer alone in your room, u fuckin loser bitch hahahah
8416287 3 years ago
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you are a bad person
000Libertas000 3 years ago
are ur a faggot. u dnt understand how serious this illness is and how it affects ur life shut the fuck up and get over urself
qtpa2tee97 3 years ago 3
idiot 8416287 u havent a culture that missing u !
missie123kk 3 years ago
you explain it very good!
nwlcy 3 years ago
Hey, I Have Borderline Personality Disorder, I'm From Holland, and I'm 18years,.
You Are So Great That You Be Open About Your BPD. me 2 but Ive Lost Many Friends when Ive Tell them that I Have BPD.
But Ive Have A Combo Disorder,
I Have Borderline Personality Disorder And Schizophrenia, I live At A House For BPD'ers And Skitzo's.
See You! Bye bye
CyberGothAngel 3 years ago
hello i understand exactly ur situation u know i have some friend with the same problem and iknow is hard if u wanna talk to me u can do i t... have a nice day !
missie123kk 3 years ago
those eyes I recognize...... mine are the same. everthing In there I see every day... is there a way out?
BichGODDESS 3 years ago
I thought I had bipolar but now I think I have borderline PD. Seems to get worse as you get older, I'm 40 now and cant hold down a job. Seems like its a downward spiral & everything just keeps getting worse.
themeaningoflife38 3 years ago
I am the same as you but I have found a business worldwide and it is very good and it has helped me to sort lots in my head. I also have the love and support of a caring and understanding partner. With the right help and treatment I believe you can improve and get better with time. If you want to do the same as me it could help you as well. So let me know if you are interested
finette4444 3 years ago
Hey... watched your video... im about 2 search for part 2... but i was just diagnosed with BPD and bi-polar, and it was something i already sorta knew i had... but i think the most annoying part about having it is trying 2 keep relationships in my life steady... been with my BF for 1 yr and idk how he puts up with me we've broken up NUMEROUS times, all my doing, one minuit i love him 2 death, the next im second guessing myself and wanting to end it... THanks for the video... your awesome hunn =)
Aymayndia 3 years ago
Aymayndia
If you care for your boyfriend any bit at all tell your bf to go talk to a professional psychologist versed in BPD and he will have all questions and frustrations answered.
bigdog49094 3 years ago
hi i would like to send a video responce but i have no sound how do u do it ?
cat56111 3 years ago
i love u babe..i would love 4 us to chat sum more...This disorder looks to the outside like we are selfish attention seeking....watever..ppl hav no idea wat goes on inside our minds...no idea..total psycotic... i like hw u explain it good on ya girl..xo
PsychedelicHippy 3 years ago
I was diagnosed with BPD 9yrs ago,I wish people wldnt call themselves Borderlines,She says 'all borderlines r different'.Using this terminology is buying into the whole idea that we are sick, and labelling ourselves in the same way others label us.We are troubled and distressed, we have been through terrible traumatic experiences,but we are not sick.The term Personality Disorder is like saying there is something fundamentally wrong with you as a person, it is a cruel labe,it shldnt define us.
magicplum 3 years ago
how old were u wen u were diagnosed with BPD?
Laurasorocks 3 years ago
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she has black eyes :O perhaps a symptom of borderline^^
clemenza4 3 years ago
Borderline Personality Disorder: A message to those with BPD- check out this video
59145fs 3 years ago
i've BPD too...
And my boyfriend it's like, helping me and stuff but... it's hard... I admire you for doing those videos.
CosmicCookie 3 years ago
How do you know if you have Personality Disorder?
xstarlightcarlvryx 3 years ago
i find it difficult to talk and keep track on my coffations baseicly i speak jibberish its anoying my friends think i might have a psychoic disorder plz post back send me a list of smytoms
blazerrips91 3 years ago
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Check Web MD there is a list of behaviors to see if they are exhibiting and how many they have to exhibit to be considered to have this disorder and is a disorder not a mental illness.
bigdog49094 3 years ago
looking for some info to help deal with my mom that suffers with BPD I found this video and watched all the 4. It helped but unfortunately my mom is not even half sincere as you are.
thanks a lot to post them, sharing info about it. I'm looking for more info. about how to deal with mom who things she has nothing wrong and refuses go to treatment.
keikinha7 3 years ago
You are very cute explaining the Borderline Personality disorder.
tealeh2 3 years ago 3
were you abused. how did this come about?
crnogora 3 years ago
im like addicted to your Videos..
Why? i have no idea..
cherrybaby13 3 years ago
I think its great u tell this. Cus I have autism and just found out a friend of mine has borderline. I recognize some symptons of borderline in myself but im not sure if thats cus of my youth or caused by my autism. good luck, im gonna watch part 2 now
auti87 3 years ago
coool vid i think i have this but im not sure yet im on a psychiatrist but i dont say shit to him so there is no certain way to know cool vid by the way good job keep it up u seem nice ^_^
DanteWhite 3 years ago
borderline is not on the border of psychotic. They use to think that when they first diagnosed it but it has sense changed.
You are talking about an extreeme borderline in this video because there is differnt levels of a borderline. Some are sicker then others.
twyla3 3 years ago 2
Thank you for sharing this personal information.
I think you are a beautiful person
htamir 3 years ago
i have BPD
vayacondios1984 3 years ago
i agree withe the talking for 5 hours and stil not being clear with who u are...im different people arounds differen people.
girliehun 3 years ago
wow i dont even talk to my family
headhead9 3 years ago
im 100 and 10 percent i've got this
walking out the door takes courage
headhead9 3 years ago
WOW i have this.
headhead9 3 years ago
We think it's a great initiative to broaden peoples perspective and spread info about BPD, it is _realy_ needed!
However we have have one small thing we thought of; maybe it's a good idea to mention more often that theese symptoms are individual and differ between each individual person with BPD? Like "ppl w borderline often does this, has that, feels this and many w BPD also can be/have this/that etc". (to be continued...)
tjockabarn 3 years ago
(the continue...) We feel that many avrage people often tend to generalise and think you have or do all of the things that borderline can be. We still think it's a great clip that brings much-needed light to an unknown illnes.
Best regards!
Erwin and "Skinhead Barbiedoll", from Stockholm, Sweden.
tjockabarn 3 years ago
thanks for the info keep makin vids.. u are an inspiration.
ssips720 3 years ago
Most of you people seem to be giving yourself the diagnosis. It is kind of provocative, actually. How many of you guys have actually gotten the diagnosis from a professional?
MartheDotCom 3 years ago
I love u girl....I'm borderline too...and its like yeah, I know where your coming from. xx
justagirl166 3 years ago
Your are GREAT....what a torch you carry. I am the family member of a sibling that withOUT a doubt has BPD.....but she denies it ALL.......all of her pain...all of her struggles and misery....is my fault....my Brothers fault...my Mother, and until recetnly upon my fathers death....everything was HIS fault.....we are coping...not abandoning .... thank you very much fcr all that your shared.....David M.
dmatt10635metro 3 years ago
I wonder how many are going to catch "BPD" from youtube ?
plutoplatters 3 years ago
Honey BPD sucks I've had it since I was 9 and I'm 26 now and it really wears you down...I feel really effin old like 70 because it puts your mind and emotions through hell..........
hisangel726 3 years ago
Borderline disorder starts in the beginning of adult life and goes away with 30 to 40 years... 75% are female. And it's a pain in the ass have a relationship with a borderline. The more frustrating is... There is no treatment! You just have to wait go away. The auto-mutilation quirk is really annoying... An awful personality disorder...
otaleal 3 years ago
I don't know if I have BPD or not. I'm too afraid of being locked up if I admit to how I think. Question: do you ever have days where you feel as if you are invincible or something? Like you have to do something extreme or you'll go crazy? Drive a car really fast, jump through a window, shave your head, beat someone up, etc?
Rogue709 3 years ago
What you're describing could be mania or hypomania (related to a type of depression) or unstable mood related to BPD. The good news is that therapy and medication has been found to be very effective for stablizing moods. I would suggest going to a mental health professial-- what you're describing is not grounds for involuntary commitment...and you won't get help until you see someone. I wish you the best.
shargoa 3 years ago
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amandamabie 2 years ago
I think I have the worst case of BPD on earth... I don't know what's wrong with me...
MeaningLife 3 years ago
can u help me ? plz i got borderline disorder and i need help just telling people ive been wit my boyfriend for while and he dont know yet pls help me
ilvumybaby 3 years ago
Oh God, seems like a serious illness... I really hope that you are getting better. :)
Love your T-shirt, lol!
InsanitySpreads 3 years ago
YOU ARE SO BRAVE! I DO HAVE A BORDERLINE DISORDER AND COULD NEVER BE ABLE TO TELL TO EVERYBODY!.
Congrats!I,m working on it and getting great results from medication.
legallyblond2005 3 years ago
sounds to me like schizophrenia and bipolar combined only you suffer severly everday....you said you can love someone one day than the next you hate them but if your hate is so strong that you try to kill em then you should be in a straight jacket
58295630 4 years ago
i have borderline and i feel like its never gonna end. about the "padded cell" comment, be happy you havent been there..i cant stay out of hospitals or rehabs..been to Greystone, NJ not a nice place..
stefanierose88 4 years ago 3
thanks
jaydb313 4 years ago
You know the ironic thing about borderline is one of the symptoms is thinking that something is wrong with you. I was diagnosed during my first year of college. I am in my third year of college now and still working on my black and white thinking.
purplekitty627 4 years ago 2
Im a 26 year old female who was recently diagnosed by my psychiatrist as having BPD after 12 years of thinking it was depression. Im so glad you think its best to be honest as there is so much stigma and its great to see someone not afraid to admit to it. I'm glad you have the support of your parents, my parents don't believe in personality disorders.Keep spreading the word because you're helping alot of people.I hope that someday soon we both see the light at the end of the tunnel.Good look
liseylee 4 years ago
"Warped Mind"--- no. Warped **thinking**--yes. I wish I was as acutely in touch with my feelings at such a young age as you seem to be. I remember how bad things were and I thought well, this is my life forever. But life is long and you grow--- and you are young and you will grow. This is just a small stop on the long train ride of life. You're getting yourself on track for the rest of the way.
wildnites558 4 years ago
Just to let you know i don't think your crazy or anything like that but um, i can tell you i know
how you feel and people might be like oh you don't but i do and im proud you have the gut's
to post your videos.
emodude117 4 years ago
Loved the way you used your hands to describe the black-and-white thinking thing lol
tim72184 4 years ago
well donr for being so brave, i appreciate your honesty and i know you are alraedy on the road to recovery, because you have insight. an excellent thin to have at 21. i didnt gain it until i was 30. i did live in intstituions for a long time, but now im independant, but only cause of therapy. waht a candid approach for some one so young .good girl
imotube69 4 years ago
Psyhcology is umm a quack science made by big pharma to sell more medication and give those a chance to sit on welfare who would normally would of starved because of social darwinism. These labels are so vauge.
stupidmonkey666 4 years ago