Thanks for the upload. This is... the words I need but don't want to hear. In love with a man that will never know it. Not because I'm scared or I don't like him "enough" but because telling him would only be for my benefit and would steal away what little bit of comfort he's found in our friendship.
He sees me differently, and I love him enough to not make him say that.
@Therestisvaudeville *hugz* I was once like you, fell in love with a boy who I've known for over 10 years when we were still high school kids. Not until this year did I truly realize that, "by my side, he'll never be". The past 10 years could the best n' the worst time in my whole life. That's my whole 20s, n' I might say I just wasted it on someone who'd never knew what I'd been thinking. *shrugs* You're still young, you still got tons of chances. SEIZE them. :)
*bittersweet sighs* Thank you :)
Therestisvaudeville 4 months ago
Thanks for the upload. This is... the words I need but don't want to hear. In love with a man that will never know it. Not because I'm scared or I don't like him "enough" but because telling him would only be for my benefit and would steal away what little bit of comfort he's found in our friendship.
He sees me differently, and I love him enough to not make him say that.
Therestisvaudeville 4 months ago
@Therestisvaudeville *hugz* I was once like you, fell in love with a boy who I've known for over 10 years when we were still high school kids. Not until this year did I truly realize that, "by my side, he'll never be". The past 10 years could the best n' the worst time in my whole life. That's my whole 20s, n' I might say I just wasted it on someone who'd never knew what I'd been thinking. *shrugs* You're still young, you still got tons of chances. SEIZE them. :)
vivienblue 4 months ago