i'm not sure if my other comment on your other video actually went through [i don't think it did] but we're both the same age & feel the SAME way about this! i can spend all day bingeing, purging, bingeing, purging, and just watch the world pass me by.... =/ feel free to talk to me any time, you're so brave for posting these videos, nobody knows my secret even though i started three years ago....
I know what you mean....I feel like bulimia keeps you locked inside of your own head. It holds you down and doesn't let you move. Weighs you down. Literally. Hence why we relieve ourselves or it. Today, here....is nice and what am I doing? Sitting inside..trapped in my head. I hope you are well lovely.
thank you so much, I hop all is well with you too, yup i definetly feel isolated from other people, but i cna't help it, this is who i am, crazy mind games, and stressing over little things, but i am doing better, and for everyone else who commented, thank you guys as well for the encouraging words, even if none of you read this!
I am so happy to hear that you are doing better :) It's always so hard to see the positive. And it's good to hear that you are. Keep it up darling. You seem to be quite the special person :) <3 m
It is, it seems like it's all so difficult, but honestly , its much easier to sit and vege, and not do a damn thing, rather than go do the whole bulimia routine, but it's all alot easier once you get past the fear of be cured, im dealing, i stil binge like twice a day, but only on vegitables, and fruit, but i am NOT puking anymore, I'm done and i never wanna go back. seriously the high I get from surving days without puking is probally better than any drug out there, even though i don't do any=)
don't be so hard on yourself, bulimia is an addiction and a serious illness, of course it'll take some time to quit. Just stay strong and don't lose focus okay? I know you'll overcome this, I know it's hard, but try to believe in yourself.
Let me start by saying your not Fat and distgusting!
The craving should only last a few minutes go and do something else to subsitute the time of craving, ie exercise. Drink water lots of it. they say 8 glasses a day, to flush your system through. There is online therapy Im sure you know and Im sure someone could take you to a therapist. Good Luck its not easy.
i'm not sure if my other comment on your other video actually went through [i don't think it did] but we're both the same age & feel the SAME way about this! i can spend all day bingeing, purging, bingeing, purging, and just watch the world pass me by.... =/ feel free to talk to me any time, you're so brave for posting these videos, nobody knows my secret even though i started three years ago....
livefastdiepretty000 2 years ago
I know what you mean....I feel like bulimia keeps you locked inside of your own head. It holds you down and doesn't let you move. Weighs you down. Literally. Hence why we relieve ourselves or it. Today, here....is nice and what am I doing? Sitting inside..trapped in my head. I hope you are well lovely.
HowBadDoiWantThis 2 years ago
thank you so much, I hop all is well with you too, yup i definetly feel isolated from other people, but i cna't help it, this is who i am, crazy mind games, and stressing over little things, but i am doing better, and for everyone else who commented, thank you guys as well for the encouraging words, even if none of you read this!
mandysweightlossshow 2 years ago
I am so happy to hear that you are doing better :) It's always so hard to see the positive. And it's good to hear that you are. Keep it up darling. You seem to be quite the special person :) <3 m
HowBadDoiWantThis 2 years ago
It is, it seems like it's all so difficult, but honestly , its much easier to sit and vege, and not do a damn thing, rather than go do the whole bulimia routine, but it's all alot easier once you get past the fear of be cured, im dealing, i stil binge like twice a day, but only on vegitables, and fruit, but i am NOT puking anymore, I'm done and i never wanna go back. seriously the high I get from surving days without puking is probally better than any drug out there, even though i don't do any=)
mandysweightlossshow 2 years ago
btw you are reallyyyy sweet, whenever i get compliments on here it feels like im not a complete lost cause, and you're words are really uplifting=)
mandysweightlossshow 2 years ago
don't be so hard on yourself, bulimia is an addiction and a serious illness, of course it'll take some time to quit. Just stay strong and don't lose focus okay? I know you'll overcome this, I know it's hard, but try to believe in yourself.
misterkleen 2 years ago
Let me start by saying your not Fat and distgusting!
The craving should only last a few minutes go and do something else to subsitute the time of craving, ie exercise. Drink water lots of it. they say 8 glasses a day, to flush your system through. There is online therapy Im sure you know and Im sure someone could take you to a therapist. Good Luck its not easy.
Jgerman 2 years ago
Hey lovely. I know how you feel. Message me anytime xoxo
kuki1308 2 years ago
I relate to you so so much its insane
JunqueFood99 2 years ago
my heart goes out to you hun, i know how you feel. if you ever need to talk, i'm here.
xx
Manny0219 2 years ago
You got tan.
ellipsoidalism 2 years ago
i cannot find a place in the middle either, it makes me so frustrated!
cutechoclatechip 2 years ago
i know what you mean, why cannot i stop stuffing my face!
cutechoclatechip 2 years ago