Binge Eating Disorder Queen

[WattUNeed]

Nice. I believe the problem is not so much eating as what you eat.

[mgrellet]

@JenniferAnneSewell How ignorant of you to say. I am struggling in recovering from anorexia. All eating disorders have the same emotional distress on people whether you over or under eat.

[DanikaJadeee]

Funny how I used to starve myself and now I'm stuck here on the opppisite end of the spectrum.

[wh0reship]

see my problem is that my only stress is that im always bored and i always feel fat. so i eat which thus makes me more fat and more bored because i refuse to leave the house. its a vicious cycle and it sucks.

[miggawee88]

i love you!

[chells1991]

she sounds like shes proud of it

[jonasfaniatica123]

i have binge eating disorder my doctor says that i gain about 3 pounds of fat everyday now iam near to the 300 and iam 12

[Colinde86]

When I binge I eat about 3000 till 5000 calories at a time. I HATE IT. I wish it could stop :'(

[appygirl970]

we would like to see you more out of the bed and besides making better life style change

[zoomoo53]

Thank you for this! I hav binge eating disorder as well....

[HistoryGeekable]

I just consumed 4000 calories today:( I am ballooning up and its making me feel horrible.

[Turtleproof]

True Life: I'm a Prima donna About My Failings.

[unleashthecookie]

stupid fat bitch moo for me you cow.

[maya1katya]

I have this once a week. After that I fast and lose weight. I hate it so much and I feel really guilty after that. I've been suffereing this for over a year but I'm not overweight and I just can't stop this. It happens when I balance my diet and I can't eat little for the rest of my life. This is a serious issue and I enjoyed listening to what you had to say :-)

[chrissiemoocow]

Hi you seem to have changed so much from your old habits. What made you change? I mean surely, you didn't just wake up one day and things were all of a sudden different. Habits are hard to break from, how did you do it? xx

[Akemiseeks]

I also LOVE eating the food and would plan what I was going to eat to distract myself from the pain of running. The difference here is I’d use nasty medicines to make myself vomit it up. I ashamed to say i’m in the medical profession. I’ve convinced myself that no harm will come of it if I give my kidneys the specified time needed to flush said toxins: if nothing builds up there is no danger, right? Hmm don’t think so. Thank you for being so brave in your honesty.

i'd written more but n0 room!

[ClythiaMystica]

? did you throw it up afterwards? i hope you did! If you didn't, you would be sh*ting up a storm in the bathroom!

[leanne23768]

I hear you

[livefrom201]

I second what LezFA says but I'd like to add that if or when you get fat again, you should message me. I'd love to show you how binge eating can be used sexually! Being fed and stuffed and changing the emotions of why you binge can take this "disorder" and make a very sensual fetish! There's something very sexy about your obsession with food.

[LezFA]

I know you consider it a disorder, but I actually find you very sexy. Sorry.

[goodgirlrelish]

I really enjoyed this video. It's nice to know there are other people who are like me because when I binge, I feel like the only person who does this. My friends eat a lot with me as well, but at a certain point, they stop and I'm not even close to being done.

[sunshineuk1965]

it's been said, no amount of food is enough when what you need is love/contact/security etc

great vid - you should do more

[MashaMaryMaria]

Use st. Johns wort ( an herb) it helps your brain send signals of being full and b vatimin deficientcy leads to binging and a lack if 5HTP which you can buy in supplement form.

[msbebegirl09]

hey! u've probably never had an eating disorder before..so u wouldn't understand. This person truly has had an eating disorder so back off.

[Lisa13245]

I had this at the start of high school. It's also the vending machines that we had at high school at didn't have at elementary.

[brekhisha]

Hey, I suffer off it, since more than 15 years, it is really horrible, exhausting and it is killing me. I am not that fat (57Kg / 1.63 meter) but binge eating destroyes my life..dont know ´what to do...

[SMTrelles]

Wow I never wanted to accpet but watching this video has help me realize that maybe I'm s binge eater... I mean from the two three meals at a time or over 200lb making me realize i gotta start my diet again... For 2010 I will work on this issue... thank you for helping me realize it is my issue.

[Emurlyjayne]

:( i have this. i hate it so much.

[pennyloca456]

you throw up your food? whyy?

[RandomChikz]

ur not hot.

[sweetcitybaby22]

Hey, just so you know your vids were one of the first I heard of with BED. I thought I was completely alone until I saw your vids on youtube. I am the same, I am trying to never do this again. My weight would fluctuate by 7 dress sizes depending on the year and point in my life. Thanks for giving some hope.

[BabyLeoBaby]

Well im glad you're better and you're beautfiul

[mariagetsfit]

omg thank you so much for this. thank you. you get it. i'm so glad i'm not the only one.

[sophxskullhead]

im 16, i want to get rid of my disorder so badly, im like you in the sense i enjoy eating but i overeat like insane and it makes me feel miserable and depressed at times, i dont wnat it to ruin my life:[

[Oohsuger]

I was an 80 Kg ( 176 lb) , 14 year old, now I'm a 55Kg (121 lb) 17 year old, over the course of two years I've never gained a pound back, I was a binge eater too! Trust me you can do it, its so easy, just get started and don't give up, Count calories, exercise & Drink loads of water . its really easy ( .. I got carried away and now I suffer a long term case of anorexia, but thats another story-) if u need advise just message me :)

[mryjn420090]

I binge and throw up at least 800 times a day

[amicusnemini]

i do that AND run for 6 hours 5 times a day then i have a carrot. beat that asshole

[happycolor123]

i'v delt with every eating disorder and im young i can relate to you so much when i was younger i had binge eating disorder with out even knowing it i just ate when my feelings got to hard to deal with i had bulimia with anorexia slowly getting over it im dealing with it day by day today was a bad day but tommrow its a new day all i have to say to myself is the sun is still going to shine tommrow my life is going to go on why feel bad about yesterday just stay strong and live on

[katierock95]

Yes a lot of epole think that binge eating disorder isnt a real eating disorder. i suffer from both bulimia and anorexia. i do understand thta this also qualifies as an ED. It has to hurt so bad to push the food in that much. I hope you get better

[missthissgal]

when i binge... i eat around 4000 calories as well :/ it is a disorder. it is a disease. please tell me there is a cure.

[shiz0ninhish0use]

@missthissgal I'd like to know a cure for alcoholism because that seemed to replace my addiction to binge eat. I remember getting all the way up to about 400lbs back in 2003 but now I weigh around 250lbs but instead of having the tendency to binge eat like I did in my adolecent years, I have a tendency to drink alot of alcoholic beverages.

[Turtleproof]

@missthissgal Less calories, more exercise.

[geriann1981]

were you diagnosed with BED by a dr?

[thetruthprincesss]

if youre the queen girl, Im the princess.

I can connect with you so much, i did a lot of things that you did!

Hahah id go to the store and buy 400 bucks of grocerys and finish it all in 3 or 4 days..I would eat so much that id look pregnant too!!!

And also, I used to tell myself, okay, I am deciding i cant go shopping, all my money = goingto food, it was terrible!!

[strengthwithin82]

It feels really good to know that I am not the only one who has delt with this.

[Nicsaprincess]

OMG....I LOVE This.

Reminds me of our 3hour Phone Call the other night:) <3

[JoanLandis]

My binges were at least that bad maybe worse, until I was about 35, & I never stopped 2 lose the weight in between. Hours & hours of eating......loved it 2....I think we R kindred spirits.....loved 2 watch TV & eat. At 35 I slowed down on "using food" & began 2 deal w/ & release a lot of emotional baggage. Difficult process, but necessary! At 40 the obsession is gone, food is fuel, I deal with the emotions as they come & my body is responding! THANK GOD! As always...GREAT video!

[JoeFielding72]

Your videos share so much in every one. I love hearing all that you share with me. I am sending Big hugs and kisses for your beautiful cheeks,. I hope you have a great day tomorrow. God bless you and your family.

[hpfan1022]

Thank you for the video. I can really relate. I am struggling with this now.

[Jessismac]

Girl, how do you lose weight if you're always in bed?! ;)

[sushicatny]

i'm not always in bed, i'm very active, but when i film a youtube video its when i'm relaxing in bed which is not for much time during the day for me

[harrydracogirl]

lol! i always seem to record from my bed too! or my couch...

its true what you were saying though, it really was a *high* when i'd binge, then afterwards i'd feel all full and sleepy and *poof* problems gone!

it's good to see your approach to the issue. keep it up - you can do it! :)

great vid. :D Sarah.

[DanikaJadeee]

@Jessismac Fuckin' biiiiiitch.

[shesakura]

I do well on a diet/eatting plan... but then one day I decide to eat whatever I want... but it leads into another day and then I have gained 100 lbs! But I have never at as much as you are saying at once. I just kept eatting more and more gradually.  Never had my stomache extended either. You seemed to have gotten past the BED so keep it up! I know it is a constant struggle though! I still have some emotional quirks to overcome and face but one day at a time.

[nisseknott]

PART 2 (I also have a problem with keeping myself short in text.. obviously :))And I do eat with my feelings, whe i´m sad, worried or especially when I´m angry (sorry for some bad spelling but I´m not "an english speaking person")

But... I will follow you.. and you will be part of my motivation... You already are... If there´s a will there´s a hope...

[nisseknott]

You are talking about dealing with your emotions. And that´s the BIG problem for me! I know I have to deal with them, but how? How do you do that?? I´ve just found you here with the help of 5awesomeoptimists I have been watching some of your vids and I´m so impressed. You´ve done such a great job. I would like to do it myself, and I tried... oh my god did I try... but as I almost reach my goals I tend to lose my motivation and everything goes in the opposite direction... so frustrating!!!

[Imskinnyinside]

Glad you made this video. Nobody ever wants to talk about any of this. WHY??? If we talked about it more we could start to try and get better.

[peachypink604]

GREAT vid. I really enjoyed listening to what you had to say.

[sushicatny]

thanks

[IrishEyez531]

thank you for making this video, the more people talk about this issue the more others will understand it. i could relate to a lot of what you said!

[sushicatny]

thank you and I agree

[TheBeautyofVanity]

Do you think that the addictive aspect of B.E. has affected other thing in your life? Like shopping or drinking etc.

[sushicatny]

all of those things are related but for me it was just food