Trying to Conceive (TTC) Vlog #59- Lucky Socks and Answering Your Questions

[MrsQTLulu]

I will keep you in my prayers!!

[jusheather08]

I love the sock thing, its like the sisterhood of the traveling pants lol LOVE IT

[TTCaMiniMash]

Oh Kels... I hate that you feel like it might not happen from time to time. =( Remember, I have hope for you even if you don't. <3 I need to send you something lucky too... you need to get that sticky BFP if not, you need that strength back!! <3 <3 <3

[LonnieandJess]

I'm sorry Kelsey that you have been kind of down. Just know that you have so many people praying for yall and that It will happen for yall. Its so hard to fall back into thay kind of neg space where feel that it will never happen and so on. But it will happen for yall and I hope it happens real real soon!!

[SimTTCPCOS]

Glad you got the socks :) I hope they work for you!!

[kyleandjessP]

I just think you are the greatest! I'm sorry you didn't get your BFP with that lucky duck. It didn't work for me but it worked for the Kayla when I sent it to her. So maybe you just gave the next person some serious luck! I hope your reading is correct and you get your BFP for lucky #13! I have so much hope! I love your positivity and I know you're going to fill those cute little dipes very soon!

[veronicahails]

Sending LOADS of baby dust your way! I really hope you get your BFP this cycle! Hopefully those lucky socks will bring you a BFP! :)

[alandamandamama]

HAHA, I totally say that too... I am going to update quick and then it is long!! It is your intention :) Plus, talk all you want... you have the best vlogs and are so articulate about your journey and people love the length.

[lunaandneville]

Umm people need to stop "wondering" things about you and your cloth diapers. I'm annoyed for you. You're much nicer than I am so I'm sure you're not annoyed. Ummm evil power psychics....people are lucky you're so nice. I'd be giving knuckle sandwiches. Anyhow I like your hair all twisty side parted like that. xoox

[kittenfetus666]

I just bought a reading as well! I'll let you know how it goes for me as well. I hope you get your BFP, lady, I can tell you'd be an amazing mother!

[sheenashine17]

psychic reading sounds like fun,I will def be checking out her website. I know what you mean about the pregnancy vlogs getting you down, I sometimes feel that way too. There is nothing wrong with buying cloth diapers ahead of time that's actually just being smart. Anyway I hope you are having a great day and I wish you a healthy pregnancy soon <3

[Angelalalynn]

Hey Kelsey, this video meant a lot to me. Talking about your fears of 'never having a normal, healthy full-term pregnancy' really resonated with me. It wasn't until you said that - that I've realized I just don't believe it's going to happen to me (with the PCOS and MFI working against us). Anywho, I'm still positive minded (like you!) at the end of the day. Thanks for your thoughts <3

[MandD627]

I love your videos!! I know how you are feeling and all the feelings are normal. I don't believe that you are jingxing yourself at all. I am in the same boat. I feel that there are so many others things that you need to do to prepare for a child that it is just one thing to check off the list. Stay strong!!! FX for you!!

[dreamflight6000]

FX for you!!!! Love watching you!

[laramey1000]

I love your videos !

[Erica020911]

Im so hopeful that you will get your BFP soon. You and Colby are going to make wonderful parents and beautiful little babies!!! Good luck this cycle and like always I have my FX :)

[louloumatou]

i am sorry to hear how you are feeling, but it's so understandable after what you have gone through. You will get you BFP and you will have a healthy full term pregnancy, it will happen. Take care x

[UKnowThatULoveMeXOXO]

I'm really sorry that you are having a hard time. I'm hoping you get your bfp soon. Lots of luck !!!

[lumdeedums]

Bless you. It will happen. I just hope it happens soon and when it does you actually get to enjoy it and not spend the whole time scared.

[DanielleBabyBliss]

hey sweets sure hope this is ur cycle. Or I hope the psychic is right and u get ur may baby! I love all the info uv been giving on cloth diapers, I want to cloth diaper too! I really dont think the psychic will bring bad luck lol people and their superstitions! ;)

I think its fun too, I may get a reading. good luck sweetie sure hope u and colby get ur little bean cooking soon! Much love!

[figsandolives]

Hi Kelsey, just found our TTC vlogs - good luck to you this cycle. I have lost 2 pregnancies at 6 weeks and 25 weeks back in march. So i'm ttcing again.

[taetwa]

I am so hopeful for you. Hugs

[IrishBabyDreams]

'Watch out for curses.' LMAO!!! HAHAHAHA. Hey, if you're getting triggered by the pregnancy vlogs, give yourself a break, It's ok- I give you permission. YOu have to take care of yourself. For some women, TTC is a sprint, but for those of us for who TTC is a marathon- we have to take good care of our emotions and pace ourselves with what we put ourselves through- i.e. baby showers, etc. Sending hugs- I hope this is your month.

[lizzy121199]

I know EXACTLY how you feel!!!!!!!!!!!!

[saltydog721]

when did your hair get so long?!  so pretty!

[kristina5747]

Praying for your BFP, Kelsey! I have PCOS, & it took me & dh 1 year to conceive DS #1. We then went on to have 2 m/c & 1 adoption loss prior to going through ARTS. We went through a year of ARTS & conceived on the last cycle that we could afford and then m/c again. After 5 yrs of SI, we conceived w/out treatment - a miracle pg - DS #2. When DS #2 was 18 mos old, we experienced another surprise pg that ended in m/c. When DS #2 turned 2, we found out that we are expecting again - a DD due in Jan.

[plus1please]

@jandj68 OMG, YES! I bawl all through that show... er, actually any baby/birth show haha.

[deathcabforjenny]

You knnnnooooow....the three people before you who had the socks (LeAnna, myself and Emily) are all now pregnant. So let's hope they work for you!!

[plus1please]

@deathcabforjenny Eeek, I am REALLY hoping so. :)

[duckduckgander]

I don't like 'quick' updates - I love to watch your videos and hear you talk. baby dust *********

[plus1please]

@duckduckgander Aw, thank you!

[sterlingwalters]

Has anyone ever told you that you look like a brunette Angela Kinsey from "The Office"? And I mean as the greatest of complements. She is so pretty, and so are you! On a different note, don't be scared. It is completely normal to have those feelings, don't push them aside, but deal with them as they come and then dismiss it as a LIE! I really believe you will get that BFP soon and that it will be a healthy pregnancy!

[plus1please]

@sterlingwalters I haven't ever heard that before. I will have to Google her! Thank you for your encouragement :)

[TheBabybound]

Yes, FX for you honey! It is time for your sticky baby BFP! Best of luck Kelsey, you are going to be the best mom!

[plus1please]

@TheBabybound Thank you Brandy!

[amclaudet]

I know the jealous feeling. & Ive had lots of cycles where I just don't feel like paying attention to the signs of O. You're a great vlogger! You speak so well infront of the camera!!

[plus1please]

@amclaudet Thank you! :)

[ttchopefulholly]

Good luck this cycle. We are on the same cycle day. It would be fun to get that BFP together!!

[plus1please]

@ttchopefulholly It would be fabulous! :)

[auntmel77]

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you! I love watching your videos; you seem so sweet. Take care.

[plus1please]

@auntmel77 Thank you!

[beyondmyfreedom]

You are so sweet and cute!! I do want to say that whoever is thumbs downing these videos is just plain weird. I love them, we all do! You will have a healthy baby and pregnancy. You've been through a lot and having fear is very normal. I know it will happen soon for you!

[plus1please]

@beyondmyfreedom LOL, the thumbs down hater finds all my videos. I don't let it bother me ;)

[Dukes2189]

Your videos actually inspired me to start buying them and to research them. Talked to hubby and he agreed to start buying them now so when we do get that baby someday we are ready and have a nice collection :) I don't think it is a jinx. We have all this time to kill when ttc-ing might as well use this time to prepare for our babies! ;) can you post some of the best websites/sellers for cloth diapers? Stay positive sweetie you will get that healthy pregnancy!

[plus1please]

@Dukes2189 Aw, yay! I hope you are having as much fun as I am buying them :) Are we friends on Facebook? Look me up by my email address (plus1please at gmail dot com) and comment in your request who you are. I post a lot of cloth diaper related stuff on there. :)

[Irishpuntociara]

The time will come when instead of watching your TTC videos they will be pregnancy vlogs!!!I send you buckets full of luck, hope and patience. Thank you for your videos. And you will be an amazing mother, it shows. Hugs. :D

[plus1please]

@Irishpuntociara That's so sweet of you. Thank you!

[elisam34]

You are such a positive person, I hope the socks bring you the luck you deserve!

[plus1please]

@elisam34 Thank you! 

[360olivia321]

I dont know if you saw the xs bumgenius AIO in cottonbabies(dot)com they are 6$ a piece. I got some and I can literally not find a single thing wrong with the 6 I got. Just thought a fellow CD addict would understand how exciting this is lol

[plus1please]

@360olivia321 Ah, yes I did see that sale. SUCH a good deal!!

[maddievandenberg]

I know where you are coming from. I had 3 miscarriages and 1 ectopic pregnancy and now I have a 1 year old son. I am telling you this only because up until 15 weeks pregnant with my son I didn't believe that it was going to last and I thought I was going to miscarry at any time. (I had 3 miscarriages at 7 , 9 and 11 weeks for each of them) I know it is so hard to stay positive but it will happen, especially to someone as awesome as you! Keep your head up.

[plus1please]

@maddievandenberg Aw, thank you for your encouragement :) And congrats on your healthy son!

[maddievandenberg]

@plus1please Thank You! He was a gift worth waiting for :) I am sending lots of baby dust, lucky socks and ducks your way lol

[smleblanc1]

You are such a wonderful person and You will get pregnant!!!! I really hope the lucky socks work for you!!! *hugs*

[plus1please]

@smleblanc1 Thank you!

[blueyedixie12]

<3 you! I know you and Colby will make amazing parents, hopefully soon. I'm constantly thinking of you guys and hope you get the luck from those socks and get your BFP so my dream can come true :)

[plus1please]

@blueyedixie12 I'm really hoping so too, Emily! Thank you for sending them to me :)

[hardingpug]

I love watching your videos, I feel the same way. It's nice to know I'm not alone.

[plus1please]

@hardingpug Thank you!

[PunkinPieBabyy]

Kelsey, I'm so excited for you to be pregnant/become a parent regardless of how it happends. And I love that through all you guys have gone through you can start your videos with a smile. You beam with hope. :) Very inspiring.

[plus1please]

@PunkinPieBabyy Thank you! 

[plus1please]

@msgodschild86 Thank you and best of luck to you too!!

[plus1please]

@jandj68 Yes, I hate having the doubts! I imagine having a healthy pregnancy and then start going crazy with the "what ifs". So sorry you have to deal with this too!

[plus1please]

@jandj68 I know exactly what you mean! It was the same for me (had a "period" and then found out I was having an ectopic). I really freaking hate the reality of dealing with an ectopic :-/

[nextinlineforsuicide]

i love that u said it would be a short vlog and made it to 10 mins =) Love ur long vlogs

[plus1please]

@nextinlineforsuicide LOL :( Whoops. I had more to say than I originally thought, I guess.

[shanleighbean]

You are a beautiful person! You will be wonderful parents whenever that is supposed to happen for you and colby.

[plus1please]

@shanleighbean That is so sweet of you to say. Thank you!

[doogan17]

@shanleighbean beautiful comment...i completly agree!