I legitametly hope you make a shit ton of money off of youtube bc you are so inspiring. I really hope you get a ton of views and i hope more people hear your story. I can connect with you so much.
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You don't know me but I feel like as a friend its hard for me to see you in this scary place.
I'm a medical student, and never really understood what MS really was all about untill I watched your blogs. I knew it as a page out of my book, but not what it really was.
You are strong, beautiful and have an amazingly positive attitude in life. I KNOW you can get through this, if anyone can...its you.
You are in my heart and prayers. Love from Islamabad.
i really want to know more about it coz my friend have it like a month ago and he always say o me that hecant feel his leg and his arm its totally num >> what will happen after that i'm really fraid his my best freind idont want to lose him ? is he gonna walk again or what? could some tell me more please
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I feel the same way as everything u said and it is nice in a way to not feel alone, yet I wouldn't wish anyone to feel like this. I watch ur videos (I watch slot of beauty guru type videos cos I'm stuck in bed alot) but I hadn't seen this one until I typed in ms. I was diagnosed in April this year and already can no longer work. I'm 26.
Two weeks ago our 46 year old daughter told us she has been diagnosed with MS. We were and are devastated! All of your symptoms are hers, and more. I am sending you love and prayers from a father who wants the best in life for his daughter. I am including you and all of the MS sufferers in the world with this prayer. May God bless & watch over you.
I often get a sense of overwhelm. Then I just seem to be able to pull out of it. You should't have to apolgize ever for having an illness or for feelings. All the guilt isn't yours, you have an illness. One of the main symptoms of which is depression. Just remember "the only way is through." I have MS too.
There is now a Reformed Multiple Sclerosis Society that is urging for the medical community to check out Dr Paolo Zamboni's discovery that MS is caused by poor blood drainage from the brain. The answer to restore this blood drainage from the brain is angioplasty. Watch the before & afters for this surgery called CCSVI on youtube- simply amazing. In just 24 hours a world of difference. Standing on one foot eyes closed in just 24 hours!
For the first time since all of my MS sx started I feel like I can relate to someone! I feel all the emotions you described and more! I've loved your vids for a long time and you make me laugh but sometimes "we" need people like you to show this side to show we are not alone. Thanks!
I've been slacking on watching my YouTube subscriptions for quite some time - and I'm just now getting caught up on your videos from this channel. I know you don't want a bunch of pity and that this is probably too late to really count as being 'supportive,' but I just want you to know that listening to you on all of your channels makes my work day less "killmyselfy" and I think you are fantastic. You are a strong person & I'm sending you good vibes. <3
Okay, I wont say "im feeling bad for you." But I do feel compassion about what you've been going through. It hits home with me. I know exactly how you feel. And its okay to cry. What we all need is fricking UNDERSTANDING. Not sympathy. And we need people to realize that it takes a hell of a lot of courage to deal with the stupid ms. (yeah, its lowercase) Stay hopeful that it may all be gone soon.
Im scared to go to the doctor - Iv startet falling over and feelling numb in my legs and hands, not abel to be out of bed more then a coupel of hours at a time .. and Im scared the doctor will tell me I have MS so I dont go there, if I ignore it maybe it will go away
A lot of the stuff you said really hits home with me. I feel like I know what you are going through to an extent. You seem like a really great person. Take care
Omg I really do love you so much I just want to give you a massive hug and just say I'm hear for you I love you are you are so amazing and funny and I love your video ( I just subscribed) I LOVE YOU
Your guilt and confusion about pity and those around you are the brightest light you have, even though they seem to be the cause of much of your darkness. They prove you have compassion and consideration and humility. You possess that which not only makes you human, but that which make you a better person. You see so many sides of your dilemma, use that strength to see that there ARE people that know what to say, DO know how you feel, and that even those who can't - their attempt to is enough
It's good to vent, don't feel like you are inconveniencing people.. And if you feel that way with the people in your tangible life, you can vent to us here. We are all thinking about you. Just carry on the best you can.
My heart is broken! I'm sooo sorry you were in the middle of an MS break down. I truly wish their was something I could do! I wish I could just give you a hug and take your MS away. I rather carry it and know your living a happy and MS free life. Keep your head up and know your YouTube followers love you and pray for you non stop
I really hope you don't take this comment as me feeling bad for you or anything like you said, but you are most definitely NOT a burden. You're human too, and it's perfectly natural for you to complain about something this serious. I just want you to know that you really are one of the funniest people on YouTube, and I watch your videos all the time when I feel like the way you do. I hope you read this comment any time you feel down or just upset in general. You are truely an amazing person.
You don't complain like you think you do, you don't whine and you aren't now. You're an awesome person that brightens my day, and many others. Someone wants to brighten your bad days, you've got to let them in. You're not complaining, but expressing...doing that helps find people to relate to- its just a fact. Remember, no matter how bad a day sucks YOU'RE AWESOME. So don't let it defeat you.
i would like you to know that, if it were possible, i would make you a latin sella (wheel-less carriage) and contact other minions to help carry you around like an empress.
cry! im serious, cry. cry to us, cry to your family and friends, just let it all out, coz nobody here is judging you and we are all here for you, one big united front. <3
i know you don't want me to feel bad for you and this may make you sad but because i care about you i cried during this video. i don't want you to feel so down. if your friends really care about you, they don't feel like you're a burden. they want to be there to help you through this. you don't have to be alone in this. you are a beautiful wonderful person who is (clearly) loved by many. hang in there <3
I hate to see you cry :( I love you! I hope you feel better soon, and that you don't feel self conscious talking and crying about it - you're so strong all the time
Justine you make me smile by just being you! I was injured last year and bed ridden for almost 3 months and it was right b4 my wedding, and no one knew if I could walk down the aisle or not(something most people take for granted) but I watched every one of your videos through my ordeal and that made me happy! I don't know you, but just know that I have love for you. So feel free to tell us whatever it is thats on your mind, including how you feel. Your fans are hear always listening=)
It'll be okay, Justine. We love you! Not feeling well and not knowing what's causing it can be frustrating. My grandma went through hell last summer due to that and I completely understand. Feel better, girl.
You being open and honest about this is so brave. Working through your illness and still making all of us laugh and smile everyday makes you an inspiration. Love you so much in the least creepy way possible.
It is going to be okay Justine. My sister has MS and she gets really frustrated sometimes when people don't understand how the numbness is or the pain. You are an amazing and a strong person. I am praying for you. And the doctors so that they can help you.
I haven't been watching your videos for very long but I totally love them and feel like I can relate to you. I get really awful migraines a lot and I'll get into that very dark place occassionally. I just try to look forward to when I'll be feeling more positive. You, obviously, have a community of people that love you. :) You're very lucky.
Justine you are the wholesome optimism through out however its perfectly normal to feel down. I have MS too and I am back to injections every day and so far so good I feel good and I can take care of my little 1 year old daughter. I know its annoying to have that numb feeling but fortunatelly for me it was only in my face and one side of my ass funny ha. i know u will have your good days and bad days so thank you for doing these great videos for our entertainment and education.
Justine you are the wholesome optimism through out however its perfectly normal to feel down. I have MS too and I am back to injections every day and so far so good I feel good and I can take care of my little 1 year old daughter. I know its annoying to have that numb feeling but fortunatelly for me it was only in my face and one side of my ass funny ha. i know u will have your good days and bad days so thank you for doing these great videos for our entertainment and education.
Have you tried MS support groups? People who somewhat have an idea of what you're going though may help. I can't even imagine what you go through on a day to day basis but you're such a strong, beautiful woman and you are such a strong role model for so many people.
I bet you are scared and dont know what to think. I think we'd all be the same way. I think its good you just talk to us. Say whatever you want! Your real friends will understand. Think of the people you could be helping talking about your ordeal, symptoms and meds.
I'm a few days late on my youtube stuff, considering I was on vacation, and even though this video wasn't in my lame subscriptions box because youtube hides shit from me all the time, I came back and I'm watching every video I missed.
Don't feel bad that people feel bad for you. People feel bad for you because they care and love you. We, your minions, will always feel bad for you in your time of need.
Justine, I just want to say that I think you're a very strong person and there's nothing wrong with the feelings you're expressing. The people in your life are lucky to have you and you them, it wouldn't be a burden to let them help you it would probably make them feel useful to you in someway instead of watching a very commendable woman fight this scary disease by herself. I really hope you get better soon.
weee loveeee youuu noo matterrrr whattt!!!!! take it easy girl. day by day. just take it easy live your life. youre a young beautiful person . no one is perfect. and we are all here for you.
Justine, everything will get better. I hate seeing you cry. You always come off as so strong and independent. It's kinda nice to see that you have feelings! Haha sorry, joking aside, Justine you are truely my hero. You've been my hero since I first saw one of your videos. I even had developted your lingo. Stay strong sister! Your also not a burden, no one thinks you are. If anything, us fans love to hear about your life! Because we care about you.
awe justine =/ i know there is not much one can say to someone when they feel this way that will make them feel better. i have been a fan of yours since you were making videos @ nicky's house...& i have been a huge jpmetz fan ever since. seeing you in this kind of state makes me feel your pain. all i can tell you is that you cannot lose hope. even though the odds might feel stacked against you- "without hope, there is no life."-john lennon. try to keep your hope. always. <3
Also..the one asshat that disliked this....we should dress said person into a goose outfit and we all take turns kickin its ass! Im sure that would cheer you up Justine Muhahaha
omg...i leave youtube for a few days and i come back to this!! I will not have it!! No way should you worry about what anyone else says/thinks. You have ever right to be upset,frustrated,mad,scared and everything in between. I may not have MS but i suffer from chronic migraines and when i say suffer i mean 3 to 4 a month that last 2 to 3 days. So the whole i feel like i have no control of my life or its taking over my life i can relate!! Hang in there sweets you will get through this.The hell <3
I am sure no one feels that you are a burden. from what I've seen... your friends are all amazing. I am sending you good thoughts and wishes that you get better soon. I have been sick for the past 4 years and your videos have helped me to get through by laughing. I am 100% better now, and I know your videos didn't cure me... but they made me smile.... er I mean FROWN! Much love!
OMG I Almost Cried & I Barely Know You.. I Know You Don't Want People To Feel Bad But Thats Just What People Do When They Care.. I Really Hope You Feel Better Soon Hun
hey you know you don't have to be strong all the time. you have a serious condition, and nobody should be expected to put on a brave face 24/7. my mom has MS, and i know it's hella scary. seeing you cry absolutely breaks my heart. i look up to you in so many ways because i love your outlook on life and i find you inspiring the hell! =) just know you don't have to be strong all the time. we love you justine!!! <33333
i won't feel bad for you. but you shouldn't feel bad about complaining the frig. you've got a real ass disease, and it's stifling. my grandpa's got ms, and lemme tell you, he's my favorite person in the world. he's truckin' it into old age, has a bomb-ass wife, kids, and grandkids. he isn't a burden to any of us, and you shouldn't feel that way. your friends/family are there for you to talk to, and to be there for you. so let them! for srs. love and positive juju your way!
justine, just know that its okay to complain once in a while because you never do it so its deff not being a burden and in the end, its gonna be okay and if its not okay then its not the end.. <3
okay i know you dont want me to feel bad, so i wont say that i do.... but its okay to sometimes feel like this. even though your videos come off like your complaining about stuff your really not.. your just like a critic i guess? or like idek your not complaining though i can promise you that. so saying that, complaining about MS is fine even tho you are lucky like you said. you dont really ever talk about it so its okay once in a while to feel like this & you are NOT a burden, we love you <3
I've felt that way recently. The dark place, not wanting to be a burden, not wanting to go anywhere but not wanting to stay. People don't understand medical condition unless they have it or have some other problem. I just found out about a heat condition I have and people are running like hell cause it makes them unable to know what to say. With that said, Hang in there. This is why I think you are amazing...you are honest.
Justine, i wish we were friends. i wish we could talk, because i want you to talk to me, and i want to make you feel better. i mean, i kinda hardly know you (even though i've been watching your videos for a whiile) but i really want you to feel better. TRULY. i wish i could do something to help, though i know i cant. please know that there are so many people that love you (friends + family) and your minions depend on you making videos. we all love you <3 DONT FORGET!
You should always feel the right to say whatever you feel- even if you see it as "whiny." I think that talking about this can only help and you should know that your friends and your fans are all here to support you. You should never feel "whiny" because you want to talk about a problem in your life; you're amazing and you deserve every ounce of caring that people can muster.
Keep your chin up girl. Bottom line, theres nothing you or anyone else can really do about it so try to stay as positive as you can and wait til you feel better. Thats all u can do. You have a whole youtube community supporting you so you are luckier than most.
WE LOVE YOU JUSTINE! and as a loyal minion i am willing to step up and say please don't cry, even if it means i shall have my head removed! To you and all other people with MS or another ailment that can't be treated, we don't pity you, we believe in you!
You are not a burden. I know this might sound creepy...but screw it! Think of us as your friends. I am the kind of person who is there for anyone, no matter what. Excepccially for those who deserve it, and you my friend, you do. U have made me laugh every single day, i was depressed, then i watched your videos, and somehow, im not all that depressed. Your amazing! dont forget it! Things will get better. We are here for you.
virtual hugs, you have special people that love you <3 Tell your friends and family how it feels, even though you dont want to it helps. You are not a burden! Love you, love you, chin up xoxooxoxox
Justine, don't feel bad for feeling like others are feeling bad because your feeling bad. Everyone watching your video's loves you and praises you. We are your minions. Talk to us about anything. Because your beautiful and anything that you say will matter to us....OKAY?
It is okay to ask for help or to complain others sometimes. No ones is supposed to go through this life alone, and reaching out to those who love you doesn't make you a burden in anyway. I can't imagine what you must be going through, but I want to say that I admire you for your strength. Even if your subscribers can't physically help you, we all still care about you! <3
You're such a beautiful person! There aren't people sitting there pittying you, there are people sitting here being proud of you for coping so well with what you're going through! I think most of the comments here are proof of that <3 Justine, you're so inspirational (:
I almost started crying! Your not a burden! Never a burden! We love you and we don't feel bad for you. I feel helpless because I want to help you but i can't :'( I hate seeing people upset :(
Believe me, most of us aren't sitting here feeling sorry for you, we care about you. Even though you don't know most of us personally we feel like we know you and we care about you and we want to be here for you.
I'm glad you feel like you can share your problems with us.
its hard to keep from feeling bad , most people dont have any idea what your going through . i have a very good idea most of my time is spent in a wheel chair now and all the meds make things worse some days . i dont wish this on anyone no matter what , some times i just want to be left alone and let me go but that never happens someone always comes to get me to make me wise up or be strapped to a bed until im ok again
im sorry you are going through this Justine. You seem like a very strong girl and I know you can beat this feeling. I am glad that you are willing to share with us...its at least cheaper than therapy right? <3
my grandpa had really bad health problems and i know he felt like a burden sometimes. but despite that we loved him more than anyone can even begin to imagine and im sure the people in your life feel the same way about you. <3
I don't know what its like to have your condition, but I have a problem that's been with me my whole life and I can't escape from as well. And I can tell you that I have had all the same thought and dilemmas as you. And its okay to be upset by your challenge. And I don't like to complain and bitch either, but sometimes we need to release our sorrow and admit out loud, "I have an issue I live with. It sucks. And I can't change it." And you can't change it. You can only change how you react to it
i'm 17 and my dad was diagnosed with the worst type of MS when i was born. It's a miracle he's still alive today. He's the strongest person in my life and from the looks of it you're a fighter too. You'll be in my prayers everyday. love you JPMETZ! :)
One of my family members has MS and was wheelchair bound for a few years she started taking something like Coral Calcium (?) and now she says she doesn't have any symptoms. I don't know if this would help but I thought I would at least put it out there. I'm rooting for you I have no idea what it is like to go throught what you do every day but know we care!
... I love you so much. It's so strange. The feeling. Of just wanting to be your only friend for five seconds. Do not feel bad for me wanting to hug you.
how long did it take the dr's to find out it was MS? I might have it but they aren't sure. One dr says it is cause he sees patterns in the mri, another one says it isn't. It's such a piss off. Awhile ago the whole left side of my body went completely numb. From my wrist all the way down to my legs. You probably won't respond but I know how you are feeling 100%. I try to go out but a block in I regret ever leaving. It's like I have to literally force myself to move.
I love you , you are my idol, i made a friend just because she looked like you, i know how you feel, im depressed and its not as bad put i know the darkness , your not a complainer , your amazing, i hope you find your bright place , <3333333 ill keep watching till you do justine and after that
Thank you for sharing, Justine. Having a MS is serious and it's only natural to feel like you do. And honestly, it's natural to feel bad sometimes and not know what to do to resolve it. You just have to keep telling your self that in time the feelings will pass and you will be stronger for having coped with them.
Friends and minions care about you and don't expect that every day will be bright/happy/sunshine/funny Justine. (Well, actually, in your case it would be condescending/bossy/dry humored/funny Justine, but I digress.) You are a cool and unique person who makes me laugh and cry with you. You're real and honest, and that's hella refreshing. Thank you.
Justine, I have MS too and know exactly how you feel, I've been there. I know what it's like to feel like a burden and I know what it's like to be scared. You're probably getting lots of advice here, but there is overwhelming evidence for a dietary approach. Go to overcomingmultiplesclerosis . org and maybe look at some of my videos for more info :-)
Justine I feel bad because I DON'T even have a clue what you've gone/ going thru. I can't be there for you as a fan because of that (i'm only 13, young as crap), but I just want you to know I'm sure all these people including me are here for you no matter what, so please don't take it down on yourself this is happening because its not your fault. Continue venting here on this channel and just enjoy the small things in life. Love you <3
we love you justine we are here! I know it probably doesn't help much hearing that but you have a lot of people who care about you whether you know them or not! You're a strong person! :)
Justine.. I want to say something really profound and helpful, but I'm not great at that stuff.. Sooo I'll just say that you are extremely strong and not a burden at all!! I love watching your videos. We don't "feel bad for you" we just want you to know that we loooove you:) Every single comment I've seen said good things and are really supportive. I hope you know that, no matter what, every single one of us have your back.. and don't cry, you make me cry too! lol :')
I don't personally have MS, but my mother does. She's had it for as long as I can remember. And I just want you to know that the fact that you have it does not make you a burden to anyone. The people that really love you, your friends and your family, do not love you any less just because you have it. And although sometimes it's hard for them to understand what it's like to have it or sometimes they don't know what to say, just know that they love you no matter what, just like all your viewers(:
i have cmt, and i know the feeling of not being able to walk around because my feet go numb after about 3 minutes of walking anywhere and i start falling and cant walk anymore, and i feel like i cant do anything because i can't walk around anywhere. i know how you feel, exactly.
You are such an amazing person Justine. You are definitely one of my favourite youtubers, I'm always filled with joy when I see a new video by you in my subscriptions' list. It really breaks my heart that you have to go through this, it's so unfair that great people like you have to go through things like this! I hope you feel better soon, I really do~ And don't let these feelings fill you up, okay? Talk to people, talk to us =) WE LOVE YOU!!!
All my blood related aunts have this disease, and it came later in age rather than early. The shit worries me i might end up with it, or if not me, my children in the future.
I had this same feeling everyday/ I was in a car accident and have been in chronic pain on my face, neck and shoulders for two years. I hate mentioning it, i think people. get sick of hearing that i feel awful again. sometimes i feel like narcotics are my only friend haha
but either way, your subscribers and the people that liked this video are listening. you are never alone
To see your videos you always make me laugh and you brin so much laughter to everyones lives. Your amazing the frig. OKAY?! so dont feel like a burden. I hope you know you are so loved by your minions!!!
I applaud u for being able to talk about it and to share with us how u feel. I wish i could like say something to just make u feel better. I think its awesome that u dont just turn into a hermit and get hateful with everyone. I know ppl like that. Its nt ur situation that defines who u are its what u do with the situation and what you have and i think you have done so many positive things. You make people laugh and enjoy ur youtube videos and podcasts. Hobestly everyday i cant wait to see ur vi
Thank you for being so honest. That's not easy to do, and I think it's incredibly brave to say what you said. It's ok to be upset. What you're going through is tough, and I can't even imagine how hard it must be. Just know that you have friends, family, and fans that love you and we're praying for you. Stay strong!
I don't feel bad for you--you aren't a burden, this was not your choice. Live your life however you can--you're an amazing person and have talent--use that talent to get the word out there about MS. It's good to see you in a vulnerable place for a change--it shows your human.
Oh shit, I just cried, Justine. You're such a beautiful girl and you have so much going for you. Feeling like a burden is inevitable. You want to be fully independent and can't quite be that way because of things going wrong, such as your MS. Just know, there's little people all over the world that can see your pain and feel for you. That want you to feel better and that love you.
It's true, we love you. You're amazing, Justine. You should definitely know that.
I find the best thing is just to be able to tell someone sometimes. As much as you don't want to burden anyone, by holding back you're only going to stress yourself out more.
Don't worry about complaining to us. Your dutiful minions are here to be a vent for your frustrations... it's what we're good at. ^_^
We don't feel bad for you, silly, we feel happy that you are such a strong person. Everyone gets hit with difficulties, it takes the strongest to push through it, just like you!!
Fuck you that one person that thumbed down.. but then again he/she probably slipped and accidentally pressed 'dislike'. He/she is still probably jumping off a cliff though..
Much love JP. I don't pity you; I don't feel bad for you. I just want you to be able to leave the dark place soon. Because I know my own personal dark place. Thank you for sharing, everyone, friends, family, and fans appreciate your ability to connect. Even on your bad days. Lovelovelove.
I legitametly hope you make a shit ton of money off of youtube bc you are so inspiring. I really hope you get a ton of views and i hope more people hear your story. I can connect with you so much.
rollacosta41 3 weeks ago
Dont cry you made me cry.. Sad face
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You don't know me but I feel like as a friend its hard for me to see you in this scary place.
I'm a medical student, and never really understood what MS really was all about untill I watched your blogs. I knew it as a page out of my book, but not what it really was.
You are strong, beautiful and have an amazingly positive attitude in life. I KNOW you can get through this, if anyone can...its you.
You are in my heart and prayers. Love from Islamabad.
sammin89 1 month ago 2
*hugs*
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:'( don't cry
faye15ful 1 month ago
we've never met yet i cant help but wish i could be there for u..stay strong,u helped me get through some really horrible times. Greetings from egypt
3Rasha3 1 month ago
watching you cry made me want to cry!
justinamarcos 2 months ago
much love to you hun <3
Sakura71390 3 months ago
i really want to know more about it coz my friend have it like a month ago and he always say o me that hecant feel his leg and his arm its totally num >> what will happen after that i'm really fraid his my best freind idont want to lose him ? is he gonna walk again or what? could some tell me more please
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Ekorn999 4 months ago
Bitch all you want! We'll listen! :)
lameasscatlady 4 months ago
good vibes being sent your way.
Feverant 4 months ago
I hate seeing you like this! :'(
GiantGummieBears 5 months ago
I send you a bucket of hugs. And it's one ginormous bucket.
xxxJewBoyxxx 5 months ago
I feel the same way as everything u said and it is nice in a way to not feel alone, yet I wouldn't wish anyone to feel like this. I watch ur videos (I watch slot of beauty guru type videos cos I'm stuck in bed alot) but I hadn't seen this one until I typed in ms. I was diagnosed in April this year and already can no longer work. I'm 26.
TheLexii33 5 months ago
MY SWEET, DO NOT CRY! FOR MY LOVE WILL HEAL YOU !
missannamakeup 5 months ago
Two weeks ago our 46 year old daughter told us she has been diagnosed with MS. We were and are devastated! All of your symptoms are hers, and more. I am sending you love and prayers from a father who wants the best in life for his daughter. I am including you and all of the MS sufferers in the world with this prayer. May God bless & watch over you.
19texasguy42 5 months ago 11
I often get a sense of overwhelm. Then I just seem to be able to pull out of it. You should't have to apolgize ever for having an illness or for feelings. All the guilt isn't yours, you have an illness. One of the main symptoms of which is depression. Just remember "the only way is through." I have MS too.
dragonflywhisperer1 6 months ago
Omg I'm not the only one that feels that way!! You described how I feel word for word.
mikescrazystalker 6 months ago
oh sweetheart. sending good vibes and so much love.
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2ndSamuel710 7 months ago
For the first time since all of my MS sx started I feel like I can relate to someone! I feel all the emotions you described and more! I've loved your vids for a long time and you make me laugh but sometimes "we" need people like you to show this side to show we are not alone. Thanks!
modeadwyler 7 months ago
I've been slacking on watching my YouTube subscriptions for quite some time - and I'm just now getting caught up on your videos from this channel. I know you don't want a bunch of pity and that this is probably too late to really count as being 'supportive,' but I just want you to know that listening to you on all of your channels makes my work day less "killmyselfy" and I think you are fantastic. You are a strong person & I'm sending you good vibes. <3
ashiswaycool 7 months ago
Okay, I wont say "im feeling bad for you." But I do feel compassion about what you've been going through. It hits home with me. I know exactly how you feel. And its okay to cry. What we all need is fricking UNDERSTANDING. Not sympathy. And we need people to realize that it takes a hell of a lot of courage to deal with the stupid ms. (yeah, its lowercase) Stay hopeful that it may all be gone soon.
CeliTan7 7 months ago
You made me cry, but you also made me smile. Your video gave me strength.
fookamegood 7 months ago 3
smile cuz you have cool glasses :D
vodkaflavouredice 7 months ago
Im scared to go to the doctor - Iv startet falling over and feelling numb in my legs and hands, not abel to be out of bed more then a coupel of hours at a time .. and Im scared the doctor will tell me I have MS so I dont go there, if I ignore it maybe it will go away
nicnaknoc 7 months ago
I really fucking love you and you're the most amazing YouTuber I know.
Keep strong, beautiful. Your minions are here for you. :D
XFatalFeline 8 months ago 30
I love you :) Even though I dont know you and vice versa. You are not alone.
Pippizza 8 months ago
A lot of the stuff you said really hits home with me. I feel like I know what you are going through to an extent. You seem like a really great person. Take care
daphers 8 months ago
LOVE YOU <333333333 Omg you cry, im gonna cry x-x
anthonyyungkans 8 months ago
Omg I really do love you so much I just want to give you a massive hug and just say I'm hear for you I love you are you are so amazing and funny and I love your video ( I just subscribed) I LOVE YOU
LOVE FROM TOMIY09!
xxx
tomiy09 8 months ago
Your guilt and confusion about pity and those around you are the brightest light you have, even though they seem to be the cause of much of your darkness. They prove you have compassion and consideration and humility. You possess that which not only makes you human, but that which make you a better person. You see so many sides of your dilemma, use that strength to see that there ARE people that know what to say, DO know how you feel, and that even those who can't - their attempt to is enough
stratix 8 months ago
I think this is beautiful for you to put this out there. You are awesome. And I love you, having never even met you.
ItsToshBetch 8 months ago
It's good to vent, don't feel like you are inconveniencing people.. And if you feel that way with the people in your tangible life, you can vent to us here. We are all thinking about you. Just carry on the best you can.
accordingtolive 8 months ago
My heart is broken! I'm sooo sorry you were in the middle of an MS break down. I truly wish their was something I could do! I wish I could just give you a hug and take your MS away. I rather carry it and know your living a happy and MS free life. Keep your head up and know your YouTube followers love you and pray for you non stop
Xoxo blueme88
blueme88 8 months ago
Keep strong, i dont feel bad for you, I feel proud!
mctommyg83 8 months ago 3
Keep strong x
mctommyg83 8 months ago
I really hope you don't take this comment as me feeling bad for you or anything like you said, but you are most definitely NOT a burden. You're human too, and it's perfectly natural for you to complain about something this serious. I just want you to know that you really are one of the funniest people on YouTube, and I watch your videos all the time when I feel like the way you do. I hope you read this comment any time you feel down or just upset in general. You are truely an amazing person.
coolcandles77 8 months ago
You don't complain like you think you do, you don't whine and you aren't now. You're an awesome person that brightens my day, and many others. Someone wants to brighten your bad days, you've got to let them in. You're not complaining, but expressing...doing that helps find people to relate to- its just a fact. Remember, no matter how bad a day sucks YOU'RE AWESOME. So don't let it defeat you.
McCy17 8 months ago
i would like you to know that, if it were possible, i would make you a latin sella (wheel-less carriage) and contact other minions to help carry you around like an empress.
emmathan 8 months ago
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Like3moAMAZINGG 8 months ago
cry! im serious, cry. cry to us, cry to your family and friends, just let it all out, coz nobody here is judging you and we are all here for you, one big united front. <3
huminamel 8 months ago
Oh and don't feel alone! YOU GOT ALL YOUR MINIONS
1313hahaha 8 months ago 3
Feel better soon, Justine. Your friends & family will understand, it's not like MS is something you can control. Love you *hugs*
1313hahaha 8 months ago
i know you don't want me to feel bad for you and this may make you sad but because i care about you i cried during this video. i don't want you to feel so down. if your friends really care about you, they don't feel like you're a burden. they want to be there to help you through this. you don't have to be alone in this. you are a beautiful wonderful person who is (clearly) loved by many. hang in there <3
Imachamp83 8 months ago
justine we all love you so much and just wish the best for you! you make me cry :(
veronicachic 9 months ago
I hate to see you cry :( I love you! I hope you feel better soon, and that you don't feel self conscious talking and crying about it - you're so strong all the time
0409toria 9 months ago
we love you. stay strong. <3
swimmyfishy96 9 months ago
This made me cry i am so sorry
TheChrisgallo 9 months ago
Justine you make me smile by just being you! I was injured last year and bed ridden for almost 3 months and it was right b4 my wedding, and no one knew if I could walk down the aisle or not(something most people take for granted) but I watched every one of your videos through my ordeal and that made me happy! I don't know you, but just know that I have love for you. So feel free to tell us whatever it is thats on your mind, including how you feel. Your fans are hear always listening=)
roofusgrl 9 months ago
You are absolutely amazing <3
wishwecouldkickit 9 months ago
It'll be okay, Justine. We love you! Not feeling well and not knowing what's causing it can be frustrating. My grandma went through hell last summer due to that and I completely understand. Feel better, girl.
guitarpoet88 9 months ago
You being open and honest about this is so brave. Working through your illness and still making all of us laugh and smile everyday makes you an inspiration. Love you so much in the least creepy way possible.
laniisforlovers 9 months ago
It is going to be okay Justine. My sister has MS and she gets really frustrated sometimes when people don't understand how the numbness is or the pain. You are an amazing and a strong person. I am praying for you. And the doctors so that they can help you.
Alexhasgoneinsane 9 months ago
i know how you feel.
HousePetMarla 9 months ago
I haven't been watching your videos for very long but I totally love them and feel like I can relate to you. I get really awful migraines a lot and I'll get into that very dark place occassionally. I just try to look forward to when I'll be feeling more positive. You, obviously, have a community of people that love you. :) You're very lucky.
TheMaidenofDarkness 9 months ago
love you justine <3
yvettemadelaine 9 months ago
Justine you are the wholesome optimism through out however its perfectly normal to feel down. I have MS too and I am back to injections every day and so far so good I feel good and I can take care of my little 1 year old daughter. I know its annoying to have that numb feeling but fortunatelly for me it was only in my face and one side of my ass funny ha. i know u will have your good days and bad days so thank you for doing these great videos for our entertainment and education.
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agibubu78 9 months ago
Justine you are the wholesome optimism through out however its perfectly normal to feel down. I have MS too and I am back to injections every day and so far so good I feel good and I can take care of my little 1 year old daughter. I know its annoying to have that numb feeling but fortunatelly for me it was only in my face and one side of my ass funny ha. i know u will have your good days and bad days so thank you for doing these great videos for our entertainment and education.
x x x x x x x x
agibubu78 9 months ago
You are such a beautiful person and I love when you show your emotions.
J4l3n3 9 months ago
ok so now you made me cry! <3
maaaani1 9 months ago
you are beautiful
MrAlexdive 9 months ago
OMG :( JUSTINE!!! I LOVE YOU!
rtsproductionmanager 9 months ago
Have you tried MS support groups? People who somewhat have an idea of what you're going though may help. I can't even imagine what you go through on a day to day basis but you're such a strong, beautiful woman and you are such a strong role model for so many people.
angeloftheodd 9 months ago
I bet you are scared and dont know what to think. I think we'd all be the same way. I think its good you just talk to us. Say whatever you want! Your real friends will understand. Think of the people you could be helping talking about your ordeal, symptoms and meds.
RoryRita 9 months ago
I'm a few days late on my youtube stuff, considering I was on vacation, and even though this video wasn't in my lame subscriptions box because youtube hides shit from me all the time, I came back and I'm watching every video I missed.
Don't feel bad that people feel bad for you. People feel bad for you because they care and love you. We, your minions, will always feel bad for you in your time of need.
Brando8392 9 months ago
Justine, I just want to say that I think you're a very strong person and there's nothing wrong with the feelings you're expressing. The people in your life are lucky to have you and you them, it wouldn't be a burden to let them help you it would probably make them feel useful to you in someway instead of watching a very commendable woman fight this scary disease by herself. I really hope you get better soon.
XxPrecious1xX 9 months ago
weee loveeee youuu noo matterrrr whattt!!!!! take it easy girl. day by day. just take it easy live your life. youre a young beautiful person . no one is perfect. and we are all here for you.
ynellax 9 months ago
hey!! i have MS too! lets date!
Dedeurklink 9 months ago
Suck it up? I feel like I should go to hell for saying that...
natalee89 9 months ago
Justine, everything will get better. I hate seeing you cry. You always come off as so strong and independent. It's kinda nice to see that you have feelings! Haha sorry, joking aside, Justine you are truely my hero. You've been my hero since I first saw one of your videos. I even had developted your lingo. Stay strong sister! Your also not a burden, no one thinks you are. If anything, us fans love to hear about your life! Because we care about you.
Love,
A devoted mindless drone:]
CourtneSaurusRex 9 months ago 3
awe justine =/ i know there is not much one can say to someone when they feel this way that will make them feel better. i have been a fan of yours since you were making videos @ nicky's house...& i have been a huge jpmetz fan ever since. seeing you in this kind of state makes me feel your pain. all i can tell you is that you cannot lose hope. even though the odds might feel stacked against you- "without hope, there is no life."-john lennon. try to keep your hope. always. <3
alabmawhitman 9 months ago
Also..the one asshat that disliked this....we should dress said person into a goose outfit and we all take turns kickin its ass! Im sure that would cheer you up Justine Muhahaha
duvessabella 9 months ago
omg...i leave youtube for a few days and i come back to this!! I will not have it!! No way should you worry about what anyone else says/thinks. You have ever right to be upset,frustrated,mad,scared and everything in between. I may not have MS but i suffer from chronic migraines and when i say suffer i mean 3 to 4 a month that last 2 to 3 days. So the whole i feel like i have no control of my life or its taking over my life i can relate!! Hang in there sweets you will get through this.The hell <3
duvessabella 9 months ago
I am sure no one feels that you are a burden. from what I've seen... your friends are all amazing. I am sending you good thoughts and wishes that you get better soon. I have been sick for the past 4 years and your videos have helped me to get through by laughing. I am 100% better now, and I know your videos didn't cure me... but they made me smile.... er I mean FROWN! Much love!
syrapickles32 9 months ago
(hugs you)
phip5 9 months ago
OMG I Almost Cried & I Barely Know You.. I Know You Don't Want People To Feel Bad But Thats Just What People Do When They Care.. I Really Hope You Feel Better Soon Hun
ThisIsRobb 9 months ago
I have MS too. I feel the same way. It sucks, it's scary, it's frustrating, and all sorts of other things. Just want you to know you're not alone...
Lynn536 9 months ago
I volunteered the MS cause. I hope to God that a cure can be found one day before me lose anymore people to it
ArtIsMyTrueLove 9 months ago
hey you know you don't have to be strong all the time. you have a serious condition, and nobody should be expected to put on a brave face 24/7. my mom has MS, and i know it's hella scary. seeing you cry absolutely breaks my heart. i look up to you in so many ways because i love your outlook on life and i find you inspiring the hell! =) just know you don't have to be strong all the time. we love you justine!!! <33333
mooradleyy 9 months ago 14
Do you accept ciber hughs? I feel like giving you a couple of them...
skizoendias 9 months ago
i won't feel bad for you. but you shouldn't feel bad about complaining the frig. you've got a real ass disease, and it's stifling. my grandpa's got ms, and lemme tell you, he's my favorite person in the world. he's truckin' it into old age, has a bomb-ass wife, kids, and grandkids. he isn't a burden to any of us, and you shouldn't feel that way. your friends/family are there for you to talk to, and to be there for you. so let them! for srs. love and positive juju your way!
lindseyjeanb 9 months ago in playlist watch 2
:( oh jpmetz
ModderRhu87 9 months ago
You're beautiful :)
ClarkMar1 9 months ago
You can come to the hell Illinois, and me and my family will help you. I hope you like cats :)
Connie
ConstanceVolturi 9 months ago
im actually glad you posted this video and wernt afraid to cry, you could be real w/ us <3
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ilikethenamefred 9 months ago
justine, just know that its okay to complain once in a while because you never do it so its deff not being a burden and in the end, its gonna be okay and if its not okay then its not the end.. <3
lilyslemonade 9 months ago 20
@lilyslemonade (: that was nice of you
ilikethenamefred 9 months ago
okay i know you dont want me to feel bad, so i wont say that i do.... but its okay to sometimes feel like this. even though your videos come off like your complaining about stuff your really not.. your just like a critic i guess? or like idek your not complaining though i can promise you that. so saying that, complaining about MS is fine even tho you are lucky like you said. you dont really ever talk about it so its okay once in a while to feel like this & you are NOT a burden, we love you <3
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ilikethenamefred 9 months ago
@xoxo1234321 iloovethis! <3
ilikethenamefred 9 months ago 2
:( I don't like it when JPMETZ cries. It really stirs unsettling feelings deep within my soul. :( LOVE U
elvenlolita 9 months ago
I've felt that way recently. The dark place, not wanting to be a burden, not wanting to go anywhere but not wanting to stay. People don't understand medical condition unless they have it or have some other problem. I just found out about a heat condition I have and people are running like hell cause it makes them unable to know what to say. With that said, Hang in there. This is why I think you are amazing...you are honest.
NeuroticNightmares07 9 months ago
I didn't know you had ms but I want you to know that we all love because you are awesome
blueeyedbraniac 9 months ago
*Sending a Big Hug and i know you DON'T know me But here we are for you to hear your pains and your happiness*
divahoney2001 9 months ago
Justine, i wish we were friends. i wish we could talk, because i want you to talk to me, and i want to make you feel better. i mean, i kinda hardly know you (even though i've been watching your videos for a whiile) but i really want you to feel better. TRULY. i wish i could do something to help, though i know i cant. please know that there are so many people that love you (friends + family) and your minions depend on you making videos. we all love you <3 DONT FORGET!
annah555 9 months ago
I know exactly what you mean, when you say you don't know how you want people to feel. I don't know why, I just do. Hugs.
zjaajref 9 months ago
i love you.
TehMeaningOfLife 9 months ago
complaining too much when you have no real problems isn't good
but complaining when you have a reason to is a totally different thing
stay strong justine, as creepy as this may sound, us nameless-faceless minions care for you =)
AnnaAnonymousWasHere 9 months ago
You should always feel the right to say whatever you feel- even if you see it as "whiny." I think that talking about this can only help and you should know that your friends and your fans are all here to support you. You should never feel "whiny" because you want to talk about a problem in your life; you're amazing and you deserve every ounce of caring that people can muster.
KyleKirbyy 9 months ago
Keep your chin up girl. Bottom line, theres nothing you or anyone else can really do about it so try to stay as positive as you can and wait til you feel better. Thats all u can do. You have a whole youtube community supporting you so you are luckier than most.
THEHuG5 9 months ago
justine we all love you -3 don't feel like you're just complaining here, you have a reason to be upset. we all support you! in my prayers (:
jenben517 9 months ago
<3
francejoli7 9 months ago
Thanks for posting! WE LOVE YOU! Hope you feel better too!
mark13827056 9 months ago
Thanks for posting! WE LOVE YOU!
mark13827056 9 months ago
WE LOVE YOU JUSTINE! and as a loyal minion i am willing to step up and say please don't cry, even if it means i shall have my head removed! To you and all other people with MS or another ailment that can't be treated, we don't pity you, we believe in you!
<3, Zach
zachcaz91 9 months ago
You are not a burden. I know this might sound creepy...but screw it! Think of us as your friends. I am the kind of person who is there for anyone, no matter what. Excepccially for those who deserve it, and you my friend, you do. U have made me laugh every single day, i was depressed, then i watched your videos, and somehow, im not all that depressed. Your amazing! dont forget it! Things will get better. We are here for you.
xBlAcKrAiN95x 9 months ago
virtual hugs, you have special people that love you <3 Tell your friends and family how it feels, even though you dont want to it helps. You are not a burden! Love you, love you, chin up xoxooxoxox
kirstymciver 9 months ago
Justine, don't feel bad for feeling like others are feeling bad because your feeling bad. Everyone watching your video's loves you and praises you. We are your minions. Talk to us about anything. Because your beautiful and anything that you say will matter to us....OKAY?
bekibooza13 9 months ago
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It is supposed to be a present! Haha, I tried.
It is okay to ask for help or to complain others sometimes. No ones is supposed to go through this life alone, and reaching out to those who love you doesn't make you a burden in anyway. I can't imagine what you must be going through, but I want to say that I admire you for your strength. Even if your subscribers can't physically help you, we all still care about you! <3
KikiLoveSaysHi 9 months ago
I wish I could give you a hug! *virtual hug*
MasakaliMataakali 9 months ago
You're such a beautiful person! There aren't people sitting there pittying you, there are people sitting here being proud of you for coping so well with what you're going through! I think most of the comments here are proof of that <3 Justine, you're so inspirational (:
rocklobster1996 9 months ago
I almost started crying! Your not a burden! Never a burden! We love you and we don't feel bad for you. I feel helpless because I want to help you but i can't :'( I hate seeing people upset :(
NatashaGalkina 9 months ago
:( I just cried, and I never do that, especially for someone I dont know in person.
thedragoonknight 9 months ago
Love you, Justine. :)
page60661 9 months ago
Believe me, most of us aren't sitting here feeling sorry for you, we care about you. Even though you don't know most of us personally we feel like we know you and we care about you and we want to be here for you.
I'm glad you feel like you can share your problems with us.
silkshines00 9 months ago
its hard to keep from feeling bad , most people dont have any idea what your going through . i have a very good idea most of my time is spent in a wheel chair now and all the meds make things worse some days . i dont wish this on anyone no matter what , some times i just want to be left alone and let me go but that never happens someone always comes to get me to make me wise up or be strapped to a bed until im ok again
RobertxJenks 9 months ago
im sorry you are going through this Justine. You seem like a very strong girl and I know you can beat this feeling. I am glad that you are willing to share with us...its at least cheaper than therapy right? <3
KristaJustine 9 months ago
Oh my god. I seriously almost cried.
We love you, Justine.
LengendaryLollipops 9 months ago
my grandpa had really bad health problems and i know he felt like a burden sometimes. but despite that we loved him more than anyone can even begin to imagine and im sure the people in your life feel the same way about you. <3
whiterexy789 9 months ago
I can relate. thanks for sharing your feelings :) love you jpmetz!! you're one strong friggin' individual ;)
Sai52 9 months ago
I don't know what its like to have your condition, but I have a problem that's been with me my whole life and I can't escape from as well. And I can tell you that I have had all the same thought and dilemmas as you. And its okay to be upset by your challenge. And I don't like to complain and bitch either, but sometimes we need to release our sorrow and admit out loud, "I have an issue I live with. It sucks. And I can't change it." And you can't change it. You can only change how you react to it
ChiaraVideos 9 months ago
i'm 17 and my dad was diagnosed with the worst type of MS when i was born. It's a miracle he's still alive today. He's the strongest person in my life and from the looks of it you're a fighter too. You'll be in my prayers everyday. love you JPMETZ! :)
dancercommander12 9 months ago
As awesome as you are, justine, please remember: you are human.
hiro2557 9 months ago 2
My heart just broke. *internet hug*
lisa320 9 months ago
One of my family members has MS and was wheelchair bound for a few years she started taking something like Coral Calcium (?) and now she says she doesn't have any symptoms. I don't know if this would help but I thought I would at least put it out there. I'm rooting for you I have no idea what it is like to go throught what you do every day but know we care!
LifeofChet 9 months ago
We love you Justine! <3
Mystin857 9 months ago
... I love you so much. It's so strange. The feeling. Of just wanting to be your only friend for five seconds. Do not feel bad for me wanting to hug you.
SelfishMustaches 9 months ago
Thank you for taking the time to be vulnerable I hope you feel much better soon <3
h0tbabycakes 9 months ago
how long did it take the dr's to find out it was MS? I might have it but they aren't sure. One dr says it is cause he sees patterns in the mri, another one says it isn't. It's such a piss off. Awhile ago the whole left side of my body went completely numb. From my wrist all the way down to my legs. You probably won't respond but I know how you are feeling 100%. I try to go out but a block in I regret ever leaving. It's like I have to literally force myself to move.
Guineveire 9 months ago
I love you , you are my idol, i made a friend just because she looked like you, i know how you feel, im depressed and its not as bad put i know the darkness , your not a complainer , your amazing, i hope you find your bright place , <3333333 ill keep watching till you do justine and after that
MUNYA072498 9 months ago
Thank you for sharing, Justine. Having a MS is serious and it's only natural to feel like you do. And honestly, it's natural to feel bad sometimes and not know what to do to resolve it. You just have to keep telling your self that in time the feelings will pass and you will be stronger for having coped with them.
victoriouslildog 9 months ago
We love and care about you Justine. ilove you (: <3
yellogurl3 9 months ago
Friends and minions care about you and don't expect that every day will be bright/happy/sunshine/funny Justine. (Well, actually, in your case it would be condescending/bossy/dry humored/funny Justine, but I digress.) You are a cool and unique person who makes me laugh and cry with you. You're real and honest, and that's hella refreshing. Thank you.
famoushair 9 months ago 2
Justine, I have MS too and know exactly how you feel, I've been there. I know what it's like to feel like a burden and I know what it's like to be scared. You're probably getting lots of advice here, but there is overwhelming evidence for a dietary approach. Go to overcomingmultiplesclerosis . org and maybe look at some of my videos for more info :-)
missalgernon 9 months ago
Justine I feel bad because I DON'T even have a clue what you've gone/ going thru. I can't be there for you as a fan because of that (i'm only 13, young as crap), but I just want you to know I'm sure all these people including me are here for you no matter what, so please don't take it down on yourself this is happening because its not your fault. Continue venting here on this channel and just enjoy the small things in life. Love you <3
VandalizedValerie 9 months ago
my uncle has MS. i'm really sorry.... i know it's hard.
katastr0phi3 9 months ago
we love you justine we are here! I know it probably doesn't help much hearing that but you have a lot of people who care about you whether you know them or not! You're a strong person! :)
rascalflattsgary38 9 months ago
Justine.. I want to say something really profound and helpful, but I'm not great at that stuff.. Sooo I'll just say that you are extremely strong and not a burden at all!! I love watching your videos. We don't "feel bad for you" we just want you to know that we loooove you:) Every single comment I've seen said good things and are really supportive. I hope you know that, no matter what, every single one of us have your back.. and don't cry, you make me cry too! lol :')
LoveKagome27 9 months ago
Justine you are a very strong person. I know you can get through this. Even though things are dark now I hope that they will soon get brighter.
MimiMadness94 9 months ago
I don't personally have MS, but my mother does. She's had it for as long as I can remember. And I just want you to know that the fact that you have it does not make you a burden to anyone. The people that really love you, your friends and your family, do not love you any less just because you have it. And although sometimes it's hard for them to understand what it's like to have it or sometimes they don't know what to say, just know that they love you no matter what, just like all your viewers(:
GreekKitten 9 months ago
Oh god I hate seeing you cry.I love you <3
sayanythingbr00ke 9 months ago 116
i have cmt, and i know the feeling of not being able to walk around because my feet go numb after about 3 minutes of walking anywhere and i start falling and cant walk anymore, and i feel like i cant do anything because i can't walk around anywhere. i know how you feel, exactly.
shutupsusan 9 months ago
You are such an amazing person Justine. You are definitely one of my favourite youtubers, I'm always filled with joy when I see a new video by you in my subscriptions' list. It really breaks my heart that you have to go through this, it's so unfair that great people like you have to go through things like this! I hope you feel better soon, I really do~ And don't let these feelings fill you up, okay? Talk to people, talk to us =) WE LOVE YOU!!!
ILuvKnucklesShadow 9 months ago
Justine, you're beautiful and we all love you.
thatssoBIG 9 months ago
I'm here for you. We all are. :)
SingDance731 9 months ago
you are a human being, everyone is unlucky and yet lucky in different aspects of there lives ! dont over think everything so much, it will be okay :)
itsAnniehoe 9 months ago
All my blood related aunts have this disease, and it came later in age rather than early. The shit worries me i might end up with it, or if not me, my children in the future.
smokahontas23 9 months ago
I had this same feeling everyday/ I was in a car accident and have been in chronic pain on my face, neck and shoulders for two years. I hate mentioning it, i think people. get sick of hearing that i feel awful again. sometimes i feel like narcotics are my only friend haha
but either way, your subscribers and the people that liked this video are listening. you are never alone
ZombVie 9 months ago
To see your videos you always make me laugh and you brin so much laughter to everyones lives. Your amazing the frig. OKAY?! so dont feel like a burden. I hope you know you are so loved by your minions!!!
LaSirenita0407 9 months ago
I applaud u for being able to talk about it and to share with us how u feel. I wish i could like say something to just make u feel better. I think its awesome that u dont just turn into a hermit and get hateful with everyone. I know ppl like that. Its nt ur situation that defines who u are its what u do with the situation and what you have and i think you have done so many positive things. You make people laugh and enjoy ur youtube videos and podcasts. Hobestly everyday i cant wait to see ur vi
LaSirenita0407 9 months ago
We love you.
TheKeyata 9 months ago
<3<3<3
kaleidofox 9 months ago
Dear one person that disliked this, SCREW YOU!
sincerely, jarjarbankz
<3 you Justine!
jarjarBANKZ 9 months ago
Thank you for being so honest. That's not easy to do, and I think it's incredibly brave to say what you said. It's ok to be upset. What you're going through is tough, and I can't even imagine how hard it must be. Just know that you have friends, family, and fans that love you and we're praying for you. Stay strong!
bwaygrl11 9 months ago 3
I don't feel bad for you--you aren't a burden, this was not your choice. Live your life however you can--you're an amazing person and have talent--use that talent to get the word out there about MS. It's good to see you in a vulnerable place for a change--it shows your human.
gbyenrmajean 9 months ago
I hope your feeling better <3 we are all here for you
kylekid1223 9 months ago
Oh shit, I just cried, Justine. You're such a beautiful girl and you have so much going for you. Feeling like a burden is inevitable. You want to be fully independent and can't quite be that way because of things going wrong, such as your MS. Just know, there's little people all over the world that can see your pain and feel for you. That want you to feel better and that love you.
It's true, we love you. You're amazing, Justine. You should definitely know that.
thevideoinvasion 9 months ago
awww i'm sorry :( I often don't tell people when i'm upset and that makes me feel bad. Stay strong
hunterfrederick 9 months ago
I find the best thing is just to be able to tell someone sometimes. As much as you don't want to burden anyone, by holding back you're only going to stress yourself out more.
Don't worry about complaining to us. Your dutiful minions are here to be a vent for your frustrations... it's what we're good at. ^_^
angelwings1086 9 months ago
We don't feel bad for you, silly, we feel happy that you are such a strong person. Everyone gets hit with difficulties, it takes the strongest to push through it, just like you!!
MizzLexiiRene 9 months ago
<3 you girl. all you're little minions <3 you, we're here for you!
sexxie54321 9 months ago
MS blows. I have secondary progressive, do great a lot of the time but have those days/weeks too. Hang in there.
circledance 9 months ago
Fuck you that one person that thumbed down.. but then again he/she probably slipped and accidentally pressed 'dislike'. He/she is still probably jumping off a cliff though..
LukeiiP 9 months ago
@LukeiiP maybe they meant that they don't like that she's feeling crappy. i was wondering whether i should thumbs up or down myself...
spandexblondex 9 months ago
Much love JP. I don't pity you; I don't feel bad for you. I just want you to be able to leave the dark place soon. Because I know my own personal dark place. Thank you for sharing, everyone, friends, family, and fans appreciate your ability to connect. Even on your bad days. Lovelovelove.