You? Saying you have no self confidence? No way! I bet that we (all your many many subscribers) could make a huge list of all the things you do that take a lot of confidence! And isn't it you in some of your video's that tells us viewers to make a goal and go for our dreams? Sometimes your best advice is your own. =)
You are amazing with you're Japanese! I've been studying for three years! What tools do you use for your studies? I use Rosetta Stone, Dictionaries, and Japanese Couch for the DS. How do you do it? :) And also one more question… I really want to make a Youtube for Japanese Friendly Tips & Studies. How did you get yourself a banner at the top of your channel?
jishin wo motte! :) first time stumbling on ur channel. I love your down to the earth attitude nanka, when u are happy we can all feel it. and I think this is really important in whatever you choose to be later. new fan~
I think u should follow your dream. Like I am doing. I'm learning Japanese manners and how to act around ppl there. Your videos taught me a lot! You don't need videos to teach u. All u need is to believe in your self! If u really love music become a singer or a record dealer or so. I'm more into art. But that's my dream. Now follow your heart.
自分のビデオアップしてることだけでもすごいよ、しかも日本語で! 自分の音楽アップしたら人に何か言われるかもしれないけど、結局は Whatever others say is secondary! But you need to have open mind at the same time to take those critics that would foster your potential!!! 毎回ビデオ楽しみにして待ってま～す!!!!
Congratulations! you are a very smart person, I love your good sense of humor. One of my dreams is to go to Japan and learn Japanese and if I make it there one day, I want you to be my teacher. I will be more than happy to have such a beautiful teacher like you. Every time I see you, you remind me of the Little Mermaid! Wish you all the luck on everything you do. C-Ya. ; P
@sidewaysntraffic thank you for sharing with us your expert knowledge of being dicked. I'm sure your boyfriend is proud of you. But not sure what's that gotta do with japanese donuts....
You are so freacking cute!!... Id like to learn Japanesse because I have friends form Tokyo, I think It´ll be hard though, anyways, dont worry to much, life is short and I can see you´ll make it, you are very well spoken and seem smart, besides, you are not the only one who is scared by what is comming... the world will find you after all...(if you wanna learn spanish come see me hehe )
You are so freacking cute!!... Id like to learn Japanesse because I have friends form Tokyo, I think It´ll be hard though, anyways, dont worry to much, life is short and I can see you´ll make it, you are very well spoken and seem smart, besides, you are not the only one who is scared by what is comming... the world will find you after all...(if you wanna learn spanish come see me hehe )
yes we all trouble about our future at some point in our life because we all want to do what makes us happy ^^
i think you have the support of a whole lot of people what ever you decide to do
i encourage you to put up some of your music
when you want to do it as a profession in the future you will need the training to separate good critic and just pure evil critic :) all that is important is the true opinion of the people dear to you! that is how i go when my art gets criticized
i hope you're ok!! it might sound weird that i'm all worried when i don't really know you but i've seriously been worried all day. again, i hope you and ryuhei are ok!
The earthquake hit northern Japan and she's in southern Japan, but still probably feeling the aftershocks/tremors from it......My prayers are with you and the Japanese people, hope you and Ryu are OK, stay safe
I hope that you are ok after the earthquakes that hit Japan. I hope that you and all the people that you love and care for are safe and sound. My thoughts and prayers are with you and with all the great people of Japan.
as a musician i must say ..... what ! jeje you cant let the critic stop you come on music is life and you seem to enjoy it ´.so stop having second thougts and sing!
I was wondering, what are veterinarians like in Japan?
Do they have a Cesar Milan type figure there, like the "Dog Whisperer" of Japan or something?
I was wondering because I see in some dramas and anime dogs being tied up outside, or kept in backyards. :/
I know that there are dog otaku in Japan, (just look at Sirowan and his corgi Goro!) but I haven't seen a lot of focus on animals in the media. Is it different IN Japan? Than what we see here? Thx!
I was afraid to talk to my crush of two and a half years, until one day i said "that's enough!" so I went and talked to her!!! (....it was a complete failure....she started dating this guy i hated...) but my point is, you can't assume things will turn out bad if you are just not willing to really try! Remember tha remix I made with the song u wrote about having us vote 4 u on the youtube competition? tell me if that didnt sound friking awesome!
Micaela, I think you told in some old video (when you had less than 100 subscribers) that you would like to work for the UN, am I right?
Whatever it is that you choose for your future, we know that you have the potential to succeed.
Some things that today might seem trivial to you, it would be the best to others:
Being a foreigner who has appeared on magazine covers, tv shows, won the Lotte´s prize, won the YouTube Awards... Has more than 17000 subscribers! Definitely u´r not an ordinary woman
@Ciaela Don't be intimidated about putting your work out there! As long as you like the music you create I'm sure you'll find a audience out there no matter how big or small. And yeah, sure not everyone will like your music but there will be those who love it. So put yourself out there and say to heck with wat others think!
Don't be intimidated about putting your work out there! As long as you like the music you create I'm sure you'll find a audience out there no matter how big or small. And yeah, sure not everyone will like your music but there will be those who love it. So put yourself out there and say to heck with wat others think!
watch Back to the Future, you remind me of Marty :) If you love it enough to want to do it, you should just do it! who cares what people think?? the people who like your music will like your music, the people who don't, wont. it's that simple. you're great, i wish you could see that. if you sing, they will (want to) listen! good luck!
I am the same way, I really enjoy singing, but have no confidence. This is originally why I began studying Japanese. Since I enjoyed it, and it felt less terrifying than singing in front of people, therefore I decided to do it. Now I find myself planning to try singing in front of an audience anyway. Good luck, you have my support!
I think Krispy Kreme is overrated. Anyway, like you, I wouldn't suffer waiting an hour in line to get a donut.
The beauty of living in Japan is you can make decent money teaching English while still having time to pursue your artistic endeavors. Just keep doing what you're doing and I'm sure you'll find what is best for you. You are still very young so I think it is appropriate that you aren't yet sure what you want. How great to be young and have so many possibilities ahead of you!
@Ciaela Oh... wow... I was getting excited that my Japanese would've been this good after 1 year haha....... you're just perfectly fluent now......... haha so lucky! how old are you and how did you get to japan or how do you survive? Do you go to college? That's so cool! I'm going for a year through rotary, but if I went for 6 years my parents would miss me so much :(... idk what to do! haha
@Ciaela Can you come back to america? cuz I heard that if you stay there to long they dont let you back cuz you have to go to america to renew yur passport or something like that idk much about this so i am probably worng about all of this:/
@TheCutieNYA432 I'm not American, but I'm pretty sure that's not true. 1) You can renew your passport from within Japan. They have American/Canadian/European Embassies here so you don't need to go back to your own country to renew your passport. Of course, if your passport expires and you DON'T renew it, you probably can't travel anywhere.
Micaela, I really like your videos! You are awesome! Do not let people you don't even know bring you down. Even if they are mean, Ryuhei is there to make you happy! (More videos with him please! He is awesome too!) You have accomplished a lot so far, and have a bright future ahead of you, no matter what you choose to do. One thing you should know is that most artists hate their own work. Share your music with the world and forget about those haters. Haters gonna hate. haha
A cute white girl like you is a gold mine in Japan. I imagine that you are enjoying yourself very much if you are living there. Your Japanese is also quite good. I think the life you have made for yourself is wonderful.
It was in a video info for "Oh Canada?"though its quite old.I am 19 just out of high school.I have been to japan twice.What are you trying to say about Drugs Laws?That canada's is too lenient?Or Japans is too harsh?I know of the laws and even seen a few busted places. If you dont mind me asking did you leave for personal reasons or was it for the place itself?Actually i commemorate you for doing such a thing as moving to a country like that i dont know why i said i dont like you it was ignorant.
Hey I know exactly how you feel! I'm in Art School right now and sometimes I get told I suck and I don't know what exactly what I want to do, sooooo..... But I got over being told I suck because I got good advice too, and now I suck a little less and eventually I'll figure things out and you will too =D
if you were to post one of your demos. i'm sure that you wouldn't even be able to see the bad comments. because the good ones would be coming in so fast.
if you were to post one of your demos. i'm sure that you wouldn't even be able to see the bad comments. because the good ones would be coming in so fast.
I dont like you... I read your comments about canada. How can you say that about your own country? Im an american in the same shoes as you except i moved to Canada. You said awful things that i have yet to find true. You seem to overlook the huge problems every country has even the one your living in right now. Dont blame the country for you own problems.You cant outrun them.
@Ciaela In a video you flat out said you hated the country giving no reason.Then you go on to bash it saying that there is drug users everywhere and homeless people littering everywhere.And the one that annoys me the most is that you say there is nothing entertaining here at all.All of that is bull,from what ive seen so far. Ive been here for 8 mon. in a very small town close to kamloops and yes ive gotten the american treatment but ive met the nicest people ever and seen amazing things.
@ThatKidWithInsomnia Please show me where I flat out said "I hate Canada." You are probably mistaking it with "I hated it in Canada", which was true. You've been in Canada for 8 months? How old are you, if you don't mind me asking? Have you ever been to Japan? Do you know the drug laws in Canada? You get a slap on the wrist for being out in public with a pipe and some pot. In Japan, the drug laws are so harsh that you don't see/hear about ANYBODY you know getting high.
@ThatKidWithInsomnia But whatever, if you want to ~dislike~ me because I was unhappy in my hometown, haha, that's fine I guess. You don't have to watch these videos, and you don't have to leave me comments.
@Ciaela Hey C he's yanking your chain kiddo. Three items.
1. If you do prefer Japan that's natural your young and love to travel/live in exotic places also I'm thinking that in parts of Canada it sometime gets like -40 degrees Fahrenheit.
2. I do agree with ThatKidWithsomnia on one thing from what I gather from the internet the Canadian people are kinder and much more open minded (may Buddha bless them) than where I live (the American south)
3. Do you despise the noblest of herbs? if so why?
i shouldnt be saying this cuz i have no self confidence either but you only live once and you have nothing to lose....just have fun.. if your having fun thats all it matter
Micaela. I can understand why you are afraid to put your songs on the internet because of all the haters.. but think about the 17000 subscribers who LOVE you and will support you, I'm sure of it :) once you put your music out here I am sure that you will inspire many of us to follow our dreams too! haters will always be hating and trolls will always be trolls, but girl, you are amazing and don't forget that!!
When ever I get nervous or lack confidence, I always think "you can't hit a homerun if you don't even step up to bat". You might as well try. What do you have to lose really?? Love your vids. Keep up the great work
hey ,don't worry about some unfavourable comments you might get if you put up your demos. you know, even if you watch videos of well known popular artists on youtube you'll read a lot of mean comments as well. don't forget, it's the internet and there are also a lot of trolls around, so you can just ignore this kind of comment. and also don't forget that there are also lots of people who like you and won't be to hard on you, who will encourage you or even be able to give you advice.
All of us don't feel that confident sometimes.. but don't say "that's how it is", don't accept it! I have no clue what I want to doing my future neither and I feel like traveling, trying new things, having fun, improving the things that I'm not so good of, etc...
But don't accept that you're not confident as a fact. It's just a FEELING you have for now, it will eventually go away IF you decide to do something about it. Do the things you know you love, try to improve and take risks. Take care~!
If you don't post your demos you'll never know whether you could become big or not. All of the people who have become famous did so by putting themselves out there. If you put your demos up and people say they suck, then yea it'll be sad. But if people like them, you'll get what you've always wanted. Isn't that worth the risk?
awwww honey, don't be discouraged by the few critics everyone is bound to have. please, please, put up some of your original music! I'm sure we'd all love it. <3 you are such an amazing person, self-confidence should be all yours :)
Wow, that sounds so cool! (you talking in japanese haha) anyway, i'm fascinated by the way it sounds and by the way you're able to speak it so well!
And if you want to know what you're capable of, you SHOULD go out and explore and try new things! And know that confidence comes from yourself, not from other people's compliments :) Ofcourse, it's never fun to hear 'you suck' but you'll have to ignore those and take in constructive criticism. Grow, learn and be confident! :) We know u can do it!
My boyfriend & I met in recording engineering school & he likened sharing his music to "hanging your balls out & asking people to kick them." It's hard putting yourself out there, but it gets easier & criticism is also a tool. I suggest sharing your music w/ a small group--maybe a performance class or open mic.
You've assimilated into Japanese culture too much; most Americans have excessive self-confidence, to the point of arrogance. Bigger question; self-confidence and what-to-do in life, are they really related? You do music/sing coz that's what u luv, does self-confidence really matter?
I can say a lot to you but let me just be succinct here. Unless you're gonna get a typical 40hr/wk job you'll probably be figuring your life out for most of your life. That's what makes the artist's life interesting. I'm always getting new jobs here and there to support myself, but it's for the sake of my music.
And honestly, I constantly run into 30+, 40+ year olds that make a career change because they realize they don't want to continue what they've been doing for the past 10+ years.
やっぱ Krispy Kreme こんでたんだ。That sounds so unappealing to me though. I don't know why Japanese are so obsessed with copying Americans. Next thing you know, my people will be fat like them, lolz.
@yuichituba Hey who are you calling fat the American people are wisely packing on the pounds to survive the upcoming worldwide famine that global warming will create when the rest of the worlds population has starved to death the then fit and healthy American people will dominate the world U.S.A. #1 forever!!!
P.S. Krispy Kreme will be the only donuts the new American order will permit so it is written so it will be done.
You should have all of the confidence in the world, you've already got so
many fans... No matter what we do in this life, we will always be criticized negatively somehow, so it's better that we just suck it up and take it like a man, haha. So I totally think you should put your demos up, I support you 100%.
Micaela, even the most talented people are told that they "suck" sometimes. It doesn't mean that they ACTUALLY do. I wish I could convince you to be self-confident, but really its something you have to build inside yourself. Be sincere and go for it with your music, people will like that. Like someone else said, better to have a few negative comments (and probably a lot more positive ones from your fans) than to look back several years from now and regret not taking a little chance. :)
Post up the Demos! People are going to hate, because they hate that your confident and their not. For ex. Justin Bieber he has like a billion fans and like a billion haters.
People are going to not like you for w/e reason but don't let that get you down. Whats worse, being regretful of something you wish you could have done or being out there with your dream and having mild success? Hey you might make it big idk... GO FOR GOLD!!! NOT last place. Enjoy the ride!
Woooow! That Macaron cake looks very cool! I am embarrassed to say that I thought the subtitles said "macaroni cake" at first. XD
And hey, I hope everything happens the way it should! I have greatly enjoyed watching your videos (just started watching!), and being able to listen to what you go through and what you see. You are a truly lovely person, and I commend you for having the courage to post these videos for everyone to see!
And please post your music!!!! I would love to hear it!
lack of confidence surprise to hear this from you.. you should put your songs out there.. you will not make everyone happy we both know this... if you have done your best and happy with the results yourself, thats all you can do. good luck and keep your head up!!!
I've been wanting to hear as many others you music since you start talking about. As some on that plays music but also loves it ( as you do) I look at this way, If you put your heart into it it shouldn't matter what others think ( of corse it means some thing when they enjoy and understand what you putting in your music). If you look at like hey this my way of giving back to the artist that inspire me your good to go.
once you put your music up let us know, cuz we all will support you!
Ciaela, you will always have people that will try to kick you, say that you stink, and try to keep you down. Those people are just envious #$% holes. Look towards the sky and hold your head high! Avoid negative people, places, things, and habits. This has been a philosophy of mine that I have lived by many years now and it has served me well. Best of luck to you!
i am also bracing myself for bad comment about that kinda stuff. ive gotten a few already. and you:ve heard our stuff, so you and I both know im in for some super hate HAHAHAHA
anyhow people are largely fooled by quality so unless you have top^line studio quality there:s gonna be people who mistake that lack of quality for lack of talent.
and all good music has lots of hate. only the boring, not so famous stuff gets little hate. ....
Its hard to make decisions without enuff information,especially if the subject(like performing) causes some anxiety.I would experiment with it,gain more info and then you should feel more confident in deciding.Sometimes just getting through the anxiety should have the highest priority...then you can make a subjective decision.I tried Krispy kreme once...too much sugar shock for me,so I'll stick with Dark Chocolate! : )
I've only just kinda figured out what I think I want to do, and even that is just what I want to do FIRST. I have way too many interests and know I'll find another career/purpose later on. So it's ok if it takes a while for you to decide and you can always change :) I understand you being nervous about putting up your music, it's a very personal thing. What about starting with just a 30sec preview to see what it's like? Even just the audio on your blog or something? Anyway, I'm sure you'll figu
17000 subs wow C made a vid in a hostel during to trip to Korea she was excited because she had almost 300 subs (she promised that we wouldn't be required to die for her) a reference to the movie The 300 that was about March of 07 congrats kiddo and best wishes
I took acting in high school cos i knew I wanted to build confidence within me, most scariest moment was when i had to get up and do a stand up comedy in front of my seniors who i did not know. I did wonder and thought what if they dont laugh or think I suck. I turned to my teacher and told her I was gonna back out, she smiled at me and simply said she believed in me. So i just simply walked on stage and gave it my best. In the end I recieved the top mark. So, I believe in you Macaela, <3 !!!!
I USED TO FEEL THE SAME WAY AS YOU, about what people were going to think of my singing on youtube or wherever i sang. I was going to perform in front of my entire high school(3yrs ago) and i really wanted to back out, but then the janitor at my school, someone i knew since the 4th grade said, "In life, there will always be people who like you and people who don't. That's just the way it is." Ciaela, you just have to accept this and do your thing :)
i delete more of my stuff than i put online, but i dont think we would have ever met if i never uploaded anything. so imagine what it would do, even if you put something up as WIP.
I'm gonna agree with Astamalana. You have thousands of subscribers because we all like what you do. We all support you and we'll take down any troll that's crazy enough to not like your singing. I enjoy your singing very much and I'd love to hear more of it. No matter what anyone else says, us subscribers know you're one badass talented chick!
How long have you been in Japan? I'm trying to learn Japanese and plan to go there for about a month in 2012. it's like my dream place, along with Egypt lol!
I have low self confidence too, you just gotta DO IT! What can you lose? If you love to sing and you have songs recorded just go ahead and put one on youtube :) I'm sure you're great! :}
You? Saying you have no self confidence? No way! I bet that we (all your many many subscribers) could make a huge list of all the things you do that take a lot of confidence! And isn't it you in some of your video's that tells us viewers to make a goal and go for our dreams? Sometimes your best advice is your own. =)
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@Cialea
how old are you? And how long did it taek for you to get so good at japanese?
I'm really wondering if i should pick Chinese or Japanese, but i don't know yet
I Heard that if you learn japanese you have to learn like 2000 signs, letters, ??
Please answer :)
Lovingkpop444 2 months ago
@Lovingkpop444 Japanese: learn 3 writing system. hiragana, katakana, kanji (chinese character) kanji- 2,136 character. Chinese- somewhere between 6,000-10,000 character
maneatingbanana 1 month ago
Let's Try It!
MrOyasu 3 months ago
ネガティブやな～
ジャスティン・ビーバー？はYouTubeからブレイクしたのに
taisuke2011 3 months ago
How long did it take you to speak so fluently in japanese?
(I say fluent because to me it is, maybe it isn't in Japan idk hahaa)
Sarahisthebombest 6 months ago
Ciaela,
You are amazing with you're Japanese! I've been studying for three years! What tools do you use for your studies? I use Rosetta Stone, Dictionaries, and Japanese Couch for the DS. How do you do it? :) And also one more question… I really want to make a Youtube for Japanese Friendly Tips & Studies. How did you get yourself a banner at the top of your channel?
Arigatou Gozaimasu!,
Kurara
SunkistSweetieade 7 months ago
@SunkistSweetieade she went to school to learn japanese and have been living there for years and years.
jodelle6 3 weeks ago
頑張れ！
amazones1995 7 months ago
今日初めて見たけど、すごいよ！
俺は、カメラに向かって話す事自体絶対できない神業だ！
がんばってね！ 応援してるよ＾＾
judojin 8 months ago
jishin wo motte! :) first time stumbling on ur channel. I love your down to the earth attitude nanka, when u are happy we can all feel it. and I think this is really important in whatever you choose to be later. new fan~
tensaine 9 months ago
Hi, I'm maybe just a fan but as a fan.
I think u should follow your dream. Like I am doing. I'm learning Japanese manners and how to act around ppl there. Your videos taught me a lot! You don't need videos to teach u. All u need is to believe in your self! If u really love music become a singer or a record dealer or so. I'm more into art. But that's my dream. Now follow your heart.
Love, Bee.
XBeeLovely 9 months ago
自分のビデオアップしてることだけでもすごいよ、しかも日本語で! 自分の音楽アップしたら人に何か言われるかもしれないけど、結局は Whatever others say is secondary! But you need to have open mind at the same time to take those critics that would foster your potential!!! 毎回ビデオ楽しみにして待ってま～す!!!!
natch4649 9 months ago
Congratulations! you are a very smart person, I love your good sense of humor. One of my dreams is to go to Japan and learn Japanese and if I make it there one day, I want you to be my teacher. I will be more than happy to have such a beautiful teacher like you. Every time I see you, you remind me of the Little Mermaid! Wish you all the luck on everything you do. C-Ya. ; P
israeldlc76 10 months ago
Wow your accent is really good. I can tell because I'm japanese haha
tak0242424 10 months ago
前川清の「長崎は今日も雨だった」の最初のCD版を聴いてごらん。大ヒット曲だけど全然上手くなかった。でも歌い続けていて今ではすごく上手い。まるで別な歌手みたいだよ。だから最初は上手く歌えなくてもそんなに気にする必要は無いさ。それよりオリジナリティーが有るかどうかの方が重要でしょ。
とにかくやってみるって事が重要だってだれか偉そうに言ってたな〜（笑）。考えてばかりいないでどっかから始めなきゃってね。最初ダメでも次にはやり方を変えて見ればいいんじゃない。もし結局ダメでもやってみたんだから諦めもつくでしょ。Just do it!
dzunku1 10 months ago
go for it....why dont you try
bubi745 10 months ago
you can do it ..It'll take some time but you def get there and goodluck the rest of the way you got us supporting ...
aznboihg 10 months ago
How long did it take you to learn Japanese? Did you learn before or after moving to Japan?
BokuTenshiDesu 11 months ago
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Just check out her channel...
ShinzouNoNaiOtoko 10 months ago
cute ... all the best to you in the land of the rising Sun =)
SonOfTerra92 11 months ago
Ryuheiは結婚を考えてるな
ミカエラが悩んでいるのを考えてる
現実的には日本人と結婚してグリーンカードをgetして英会話講師ってのが定番
KamedaFamily 11 months ago
wow, 綺麗な女の子
日本語が上手です
peaceisland123 11 months ago
Sure people will say that your songs sucks. Try to find a song on youtube over 1k views and no dislike... REALLY rare.
There will be also be people able to understand your hard work and comment them in either a constructive or appreciated way.
For example I don't like nor listen much dubstep but I do know how to appreciate it.
And as you said, you need better self-confidence. Gambatte ;)
RedSword69 11 months ago
Don't give up. Live your dream.
l8ngame 11 months ago
i heard you sing,, and you aint gonna make it.. lol.. but i think you would make a great AV star =P
hanzocloud 11 months ago
Do you work in japan or how did you get your Visa renewed so many times ?O.o
SwissSouthAfrican 11 months ago
発音完璧ですね^^
凄い！！
TheYamakenn 11 months ago
@sidewaysntraffic thank you for sharing with us your expert knowledge of being dicked. I'm sure your boyfriend is proud of you. But not sure what's that gotta do with japanese donuts....
onizukademongto 11 months ago
I t looks like you have had nothing but small Japanese dick. Wait until you really get dicked down.
sidewaysntraffic 11 months ago
wow. weird.
blaque7 11 months ago
Are you Canadian?
ChilenoAlemanCanada 11 months ago
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You are so freacking cute!!... Id like to learn Japanesse because I have friends form Tokyo, I think It´ll be hard though, anyways, dont worry to much, life is short and I can see you´ll make it, you are very well spoken and seem smart, besides, you are not the only one who is scared by what is comming... the world will find you after all...(if you wanna learn spanish come see me hehe )
mau3010 11 months ago
You are so freacking cute!!... Id like to learn Japanesse because I have friends form Tokyo, I think It´ll be hard though, anyways, dont worry to much, life is short and I can see you´ll make it, you are very well spoken and seem smart, besides, you are not the only one who is scared by what is comming... the world will find you after all...(if you wanna learn spanish come see me hehe )
mau3010 11 months ago
dang ur so fluent
stiffenxd 11 months ago
Micaela you speak the Japanese language really well
tokyo383 11 months ago
it sounded like you were about to cry ; - ;
blueteddybear16 11 months ago 7
I'm going to Japan because of you! :3
Decide your future when you're ready, no need to rush it while you're happy!
NatsukiSoto 11 months ago
yes we all trouble about our future at some point in our life because we all want to do what makes us happy ^^
i think you have the support of a whole lot of people what ever you decide to do
i encourage you to put up some of your music
when you want to do it as a profession in the future you will need the training to separate good critic and just pure evil critic :) all that is important is the true opinion of the people dear to you! that is how i go when my art gets criticized
!heads up!
AlraRavel 11 months ago
sugoi~! teach me your japanese ><
AllyWolff1 11 months ago
i hope you're ok!! it might sound weird that i'm all worried when i don't really know you but i've seriously been worried all day. again, i hope you and ryuhei are ok!
v14soccer 11 months ago
if you're in fukuoka then you should be A-OK, but nevertheless:
だいじょうぶ ですか？
theycalledmechris 11 months ago
We hope that you are doing fine!
PROXEIROULA 11 months ago
make a video soon telling us your alright! Hope you didn't get hurt!
lastmondaypast1 11 months ago
hope you are okay.that is terrible what happened in japan.
uriel4377 11 months ago
i hope you are ok ciaela, be careful of those nuclear reactors, you need to find somewhere safe. PLease find somewhere safe.
FluffyWolfMan 11 months ago
You were the first thing I thought of when I heard of the earthquake!!! I pray for your safety and those around you--I hope you're alright!!!!!!!
mahnea747 11 months ago
Are you okay?
AnotherMichelle1 11 months ago
The earthquake hit northern Japan and she's in southern Japan, but still probably feeling the aftershocks/tremors from it......My prayers are with you and the Japanese people, hope you and Ryu are OK, stay safe
420topjimmy 11 months ago
Are you ok there,Ciaela???
Mnogabukaff 11 months ago
I hope you are alright after the earthquake. I'm praying for you and and everyone in japan.
mouseykute 11 months ago
I hope that you are ok after the earthquakes that hit Japan. I hope that you and all the people that you love and care for are safe and sound. My thoughts and prayers are with you and with all the great people of Japan.
ElCoolGuy100 11 months ago
I hope you're ok because of the earthquake. Stay safe.
bizelivin 11 months ago
ganbare!! Ciaela...!!!
trevol79 11 months ago
as a musician i must say ..... what ! jeje you cant let the critic stop you come on music is life and you seem to enjoy it ´.so stop having second thougts and sing!
darelite 11 months ago
Your videos are amazing! :D
I had a question.
I was wondering, what are veterinarians like in Japan?
Do they have a Cesar Milan type figure there, like the "Dog Whisperer" of Japan or something?
I was wondering because I see in some dramas and anime dogs being tied up outside, or kept in backyards. :/
I know that there are dog otaku in Japan, (just look at Sirowan and his corgi Goro!) but I haven't seen a lot of focus on animals in the media. Is it different IN Japan? Than what we see here? Thx!
lotr4000 11 months ago
if even millions people hate your music, you might be able to change one person's life. Isn't it why music is so awesome?
rikkyogyahaha 11 months ago
omg was macaron cakes as good as they looked?? o_O
sayjump4eva 11 months ago
I was afraid to talk to my crush of two and a half years, until one day i said "that's enough!" so I went and talked to her!!! (....it was a complete failure....she started dating this guy i hated...) but my point is, you can't assume things will turn out bad if you are just not willing to really try! Remember tha remix I made with the song u wrote about having us vote 4 u on the youtube competition? tell me if that didnt sound friking awesome!
you've got skill!
ur special
pedsay 11 months ago
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sim63823 11 months ago
がんばれ！ 若いキミには、可能性がたくさんあるよ。
失敗を恐れず、自分を信じてチャレンジ！
sim63823 11 months ago
ciaela、かわいー！
thank you for making video.
shinsuke422 11 months ago
I'm 1000% sure you'll be successful. You are so cute and talented!
liveinjapan777 11 months ago
Dont be afraid!! At least try! the stupid people who would say u suck theyll dont have any courage, belive in yourself :D
freecandysugar 11 months ago
Micaela, I think you told in some old video (when you had less than 100 subscribers) that you would like to work for the UN, am I right?
Whatever it is that you choose for your future, we know that you have the potential to succeed.
Some things that today might seem trivial to you, it would be the best to others:
Being a foreigner who has appeared on magazine covers, tv shows, won the Lotte´s prize, won the YouTube Awards... Has more than 17000 subscribers! Definitely u´r not an ordinary woman
robertoharuo 11 months ago 43
i want to speak japanese!!!!! konichiwa
deathgodwill 11 months ago
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theGDT88 11 months ago
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@Ciaela Don't be intimidated about putting your work out there! As long as you like the music you create I'm sure you'll find a audience out there no matter how big or small. And yeah, sure not everyone will like your music but there will be those who love it. So put yourself out there and say to heck with wat others think!
OneSz999 11 months ago
Don't be intimidated about putting your work out there! As long as you like the music you create I'm sure you'll find a audience out there no matter how big or small. And yeah, sure not everyone will like your music but there will be those who love it. So put yourself out there and say to heck with wat others think!
OneSz999 11 months ago
watch Back to the Future, you remind me of Marty :) If you love it enough to want to do it, you should just do it! who cares what people think?? the people who like your music will like your music, the people who don't, wont. it's that simple. you're great, i wish you could see that. if you sing, they will (want to) listen! good luck!
mirai23urushidani 11 months ago
I am the same way, I really enjoy singing, but have no confidence. This is originally why I began studying Japanese. Since I enjoyed it, and it felt less terrifying than singing in front of people, therefore I decided to do it. Now I find myself planning to try singing in front of an audience anyway. Good luck, you have my support!
nezumilady 11 months ago
I think Krispy Kreme is overrated. Anyway, like you, I wouldn't suffer waiting an hour in line to get a donut.
The beauty of living in Japan is you can make decent money teaching English while still having time to pursue your artistic endeavors. Just keep doing what you're doing and I'm sure you'll find what is best for you. You are still very young so I think it is appropriate that you aren't yet sure what you want. How great to be young and have so many possibilities ahead of you!
geofg 11 months ago 3
i wanna here one of your songs!!!! :D i bet your great!!!
camarada911 11 months ago
i love you :))
sofatayra 11 months ago
なぜそうなのか？
そう思うのかを大切にしながら
自問自答して悩んでみてください
きっと何がしたいのか見えてくると思います。
aqua081024 11 months ago
可愛い！
kabayarita 11 months ago
How long have you been in Japan for?
GerryThornberg 11 months ago
@GerryThornberg almost 6 years!
Ciaela 11 months ago 18
@Ciaela Oh... wow... I was getting excited that my Japanese would've been this good after 1 year haha....... you're just perfectly fluent now......... haha so lucky! how old are you and how did you get to japan or how do you survive? Do you go to college? That's so cool! I'm going for a year through rotary, but if I went for 6 years my parents would miss me so much :(... idk what to do! haha
GerryThornberg 11 months ago
@Ciaela Can you come back to america? cuz I heard that if you stay there to long they dont let you back cuz you have to go to america to renew yur passport or something like that idk much about this so i am probably worng about all of this:/
TheCutieNYA432 8 months ago
@TheCutieNYA432 I'm not American, but I'm pretty sure that's not true. 1) You can renew your passport from within Japan. They have American/Canadian/European Embassies here so you don't need to go back to your own country to renew your passport. Of course, if your passport expires and you DON'T renew it, you probably can't travel anywhere.
Ciaela 8 months ago
@Ciaela Ohhhhh that makes sense! lol
TheCutieNYA432 8 months ago
悩む時は、納得いくまで悩んだ方がいいよ
その上で自分で決めたことなら後悔しそうになっても
きっと大丈夫
IROHANIHOHETO1987 11 months ago
Micaela, I really like your videos! You are awesome! Do not let people you don't even know bring you down. Even if they are mean, Ryuhei is there to make you happy! (More videos with him please! He is awesome too!) You have accomplished a lot so far, and have a bright future ahead of you, no matter what you choose to do. One thing you should know is that most artists hate their own work. Share your music with the world and forget about those haters. Haters gonna hate. haha
Aizakku27 11 months ago
A cute white girl like you is a gold mine in Japan. I imagine that you are enjoying yourself very much if you are living there. Your Japanese is also quite good. I think the life you have made for yourself is wonderful.
Glop1298 11 months ago
Mmmm...I'm considering subscribing but I need 2 see more Japanese girls n ur vlogs >=)
mx0473 11 months ago
It was in a video info for "Oh Canada?"though its quite old.I am 19 just out of high school.I have been to japan twice.What are you trying to say about Drugs Laws?That canada's is too lenient?Or Japans is too harsh?I know of the laws and even seen a few busted places. If you dont mind me asking did you leave for personal reasons or was it for the place itself?Actually i commemorate you for doing such a thing as moving to a country like that i dont know why i said i dont like you it was ignorant.
ThatKidWithInsomnia 11 months ago
I don't have any confidence in my future either.
You're not alone but lets do our best to be more confident.
naonaokao 11 months ago
Hey I know exactly how you feel! I'm in Art School right now and sometimes I get told I suck and I don't know what exactly what I want to do, sooooo..... But I got over being told I suck because I got good advice too, and now I suck a little less and eventually I'll figure things out and you will too =D
jubileetube13 11 months ago
if you were to post one of your demos. i'm sure that you wouldn't even be able to see the bad comments. because the good ones would be coming in so fast.
Captaingreys 11 months ago
if you were to post one of your demos. i'm sure that you wouldn't even be able to see the bad comments. because the good ones would be coming in so fast.
Captaingreys 11 months ago
ミカエラさん、頑張ってください！応援しています。
tubefourmi 11 months ago
don't worry, be happy! Just keep going !
gmgmgm777 11 months ago
very cute and talking japanese i am in love , she looks like one of final fantasy girls , i wish i could talk like her :))
sofatayra 11 months ago
Hmm..わかりません
jahdaryl 11 months ago
YOU NEED EARTHQUAKE 地震！
pjstyles86 11 months ago
@pjstyles86 hahahahaha 地震がないとだめっちゃん！！w
Ciaela 11 months ago
ミカエラの弾き語りが聴きたいです＾＾
エホバの証人はなかなか良い曲でしたよw
Windbell7 11 months ago
初めて
見ましたが
人それぞれの
評価があるのですから
自分は自分の
形を壊さずに
いて下さい！
（＾Ｏ＾☆♪
manap1961japan 11 months ago
I dont like you... I read your comments about canada. How can you say that about your own country? Im an american in the same shoes as you except i moved to Canada. You said awful things that i have yet to find true. You seem to overlook the huge problems every country has even the one your living in right now. Dont blame the country for you own problems.You cant outrun them.
ThatKidWithInsomnia 11 months ago
@ThatKidWithInsomnia Please remind me, what did I say about my own country that was so awful?
Ciaela 11 months ago
@Ciaela In a video you flat out said you hated the country giving no reason.Then you go on to bash it saying that there is drug users everywhere and homeless people littering everywhere.And the one that annoys me the most is that you say there is nothing entertaining here at all.All of that is bull,from what ive seen so far. Ive been here for 8 mon. in a very small town close to kamloops and yes ive gotten the american treatment but ive met the nicest people ever and seen amazing things.
ThatKidWithInsomnia 11 months ago
@ThatKidWithInsomnia Please show me where I flat out said "I hate Canada." You are probably mistaking it with "I hated it in Canada", which was true. You've been in Canada for 8 months? How old are you, if you don't mind me asking? Have you ever been to Japan? Do you know the drug laws in Canada? You get a slap on the wrist for being out in public with a pipe and some pot. In Japan, the drug laws are so harsh that you don't see/hear about ANYBODY you know getting high.
Ciaela 11 months ago
@ThatKidWithInsomnia But whatever, if you want to ~dislike~ me because I was unhappy in my hometown, haha, that's fine I guess. You don't have to watch these videos, and you don't have to leave me comments.
Ciaela 11 months ago
@Ciaela Hey C he's yanking your chain kiddo. Three items.
1. If you do prefer Japan that's natural your young and love to travel/live in exotic places also I'm thinking that in parts of Canada it sometime gets like -40 degrees Fahrenheit.
2. I do agree with ThatKidWithsomnia on one thing from what I gather from the internet the Canadian people are kinder and much more open minded (may Buddha bless them) than where I live (the American south)
3. Do you despise the noblest of herbs? if so why?
OHT53 11 months ago
@OHT53 None of this is anyone's business.
Ciaela 11 months ago
@Ciaela A truism. Apologizes are in order no offense intended.
OHT53 11 months ago
i shouldnt be saying this cuz i have no self confidence either but you only live once and you have nothing to lose....just have fun.. if your having fun thats all it matter
tats2490 11 months ago
5 people are gay...or just jealous of this amazing lady. :)
majestic0302 11 months ago
かわいい。これからもがんばって！
basutar2007 11 months ago
what does ryuhei do as a job?
TornPrincess94 11 months ago
it wasnt boring,it was awesome :)
ataryo 11 months ago
EFFIT! #LOL :)
worldtravel101 11 months ago
Micaela. I can understand why you are afraid to put your songs on the internet because of all the haters.. but think about the 17000 subscribers who LOVE you and will support you, I'm sure of it :) once you put your music out here I am sure that you will inspire many of us to follow our dreams too! haters will always be hating and trolls will always be trolls, but girl, you are amazing and don't forget that!!
GlamourCheck93 11 months ago
Hey, they still tell Emily Connor (Applemilk1988) she can't sing, and she has two CDs out. So don't worry about the idiots.
LordBalto 11 months ago
When ever I get nervous or lack confidence, I always think "you can't hit a homerun if you don't even step up to bat". You might as well try. What do you have to lose really?? Love your vids. Keep up the great work
seargentslate 11 months ago
hey ,don't worry about some unfavourable comments you might get if you put up your demos. you know, even if you watch videos of well known popular artists on youtube you'll read a lot of mean comments as well. don't forget, it's the internet and there are also a lot of trolls around, so you can just ignore this kind of comment. and also don't forget that there are also lots of people who like you and won't be to hard on you, who will encourage you or even be able to give you advice.
1983simi 11 months ago
All of us don't feel that confident sometimes.. but don't say "that's how it is", don't accept it! I have no clue what I want to doing my future neither and I feel like traveling, trying new things, having fun, improving the things that I'm not so good of, etc...
But don't accept that you're not confident as a fact. It's just a FEELING you have for now, it will eventually go away IF you decide to do something about it. Do the things you know you love, try to improve and take risks. Take care~!
AlmostCheerful 11 months ago
がんばって。
KANZENAI 11 months ago
If you don't post your demos you'll never know whether you could become big or not. All of the people who have become famous did so by putting themselves out there. If you put your demos up and people say they suck, then yea it'll be sad. But if people like them, you'll get what you've always wanted. Isn't that worth the risk?
thedreadedzero 11 months ago
かわいい！！がんばれ！！
meknta 11 months ago
awwww honey, don't be discouraged by the few critics everyone is bound to have. please, please, put up some of your original music! I'm sure we'd all love it. <3 you are such an amazing person, self-confidence should be all yours :)
truemrsdarcy 11 months ago
your Japanese is REALLY improved!
発音とかアクセントもかなりいい線行ってる！
waimanalo19 11 months ago
Yes, please upload your demos!! We'll love them <3
finapon 11 months ago
えぇ～ドォーモにでたの？みてないｗｗｗ
ここじゃなくても、発表しなきゃ～前には進めないよ^^
地元だから応援はしたいと思いますがね
kazoo1109jp 11 months ago
Please upload your demos!
Looking forward to it.
swannmannbaggywaggy 11 months ago
僕は下手な歌でもCiaelaさんのファンだから
気にしないよー だからがんばってね
kaihuudouga 11 months ago
Do barrelrolls
All day, every day, barrelrolls
brad0544 11 months ago
Wow, that sounds so cool! (you talking in japanese haha) anyway, i'm fascinated by the way it sounds and by the way you're able to speak it so well!
And if you want to know what you're capable of, you SHOULD go out and explore and try new things! And know that confidence comes from yourself, not from other people's compliments :) Ofcourse, it's never fun to hear 'you suck' but you'll have to ignore those and take in constructive criticism. Grow, learn and be confident! :) We know u can do it!
DxDutch 11 months ago
My boyfriend & I met in recording engineering school & he likened sharing his music to "hanging your balls out & asking people to kick them." It's hard putting yourself out there, but it gets easier & criticism is also a tool. I suggest sharing your music w/ a small group--maybe a performance class or open mic.
butternutbertha 11 months ago
Put your songs on Itunes plz
solidiquis1 11 months ago
You've assimilated into Japanese culture too much; most Americans have excessive self-confidence, to the point of arrogance. Bigger question; self-confidence and what-to-do in life, are they really related? You do music/sing coz that's what u luv, does self-confidence really matter?
twndomn 11 months ago
I can say a lot to you but let me just be succinct here. Unless you're gonna get a typical 40hr/wk job you'll probably be figuring your life out for most of your life. That's what makes the artist's life interesting. I'm always getting new jobs here and there to support myself, but it's for the sake of my music.
And honestly, I constantly run into 30+, 40+ year olds that make a career change because they realize they don't want to continue what they've been doing for the past 10+ years.
yuichituba 11 months ago
やっぱ Krispy Kreme こんでたんだ。That sounds so unappealing to me though. I don't know why Japanese are so obsessed with copying Americans. Next thing you know, my people will be fat like them, lolz.
yuichituba 11 months ago
@yuichituba Hey who are you calling fat the American people are wisely packing on the pounds to survive the upcoming worldwide famine that global warming will create when the rest of the worlds population has starved to death the then fit and healthy American people will dominate the world U.S.A. #1 forever!!!
P.S. Krispy Kreme will be the only donuts the new American order will permit so it is written so it will be done.
OHT53 11 months ago
@OHT53 lol
You know what the best is? Going to Krispey Kreme late at night and getting a hot, fresh one as it comes out.
yuichituba 11 months ago
初めまして。
カナダ出身なんですね。
カナダと言えば、AvrilLavigenもカナダ出身ですよね。
カナダは、美人が多いのかな。
higemayu0071108 11 months ago
Your Japanese is really good. I see a lot of potential.
kenezaki 11 months ago
Ciaela, you are AMAZING!
You should have all of the confidence in the world, you've already got so
many fans... No matter what we do in this life, we will always be criticized negatively somehow, so it's better that we just suck it up and take it like a man, haha. So I totally think you should put your demos up, I support you 100%.
:) <3
akirameruuu 11 months ago
I am sure that you have a lot of capabilities.
17,000 sub shows your potential.
「悩み」is the part of your growth process.
You can do it !!!
ミカエラさんにいつも勇気をもらっています。ありがとう！
最後の「これから楽しみナンダ」の訛りがとてもかわいいデスね！
stickyas1 11 months ago
Micaela, even the most talented people are told that they "suck" sometimes. It doesn't mean that they ACTUALLY do. I wish I could convince you to be self-confident, but really its something you have to build inside yourself. Be sincere and go for it with your music, people will like that. Like someone else said, better to have a few negative comments (and probably a lot more positive ones from your fans) than to look back several years from now and regret not taking a little chance. :)
undeadsymphony 11 months ago
自信を持つのは難しいね。自分で納得できないと、自信につながらないから。
でも、瞑想すると落ち着いて、色々なアイデアが浮かんだり、発想力が高まったりするらしいよ。
SpiralJapan 11 months ago
That's 17 000 potential fans of your music. I think a lot of us are dying to hear it.
IAmSippycup 11 months ago 9
On tv and the movies a stiff drink helps. Try that experiment and let us know if it works.
MrSustainableVegas 11 months ago
Post up the Demos! People are going to hate, because they hate that your confident and their not. For ex. Justin Bieber he has like a billion fans and like a billion haters.
People are going to not like you for w/e reason but don't let that get you down. Whats worse, being regretful of something you wish you could have done or being out there with your dream and having mild success? Hey you might make it big idk... GO FOR GOLD!!! NOT last place. Enjoy the ride!
TheBobagonush 11 months ago
Woooow! That Macaron cake looks very cool! I am embarrassed to say that I thought the subtitles said "macaroni cake" at first. XD
And hey, I hope everything happens the way it should! I have greatly enjoyed watching your videos (just started watching!), and being able to listen to what you go through and what you see. You are a truly lovely person, and I commend you for having the courage to post these videos for everyone to see!
And please post your music!!!! I would love to hear it!
wysejesta 11 months ago
lack of confidence surprise to hear this from you.. you should put your songs out there.. you will not make everyone happy we both know this... if you have done your best and happy with the results yourself, thats all you can do. good luck and keep your head up!!!
love ya!!!!!
love2hatedrugs 11 months ago
I've been wanting to hear as many others you music since you start talking about. As some on that plays music but also loves it ( as you do) I look at this way, If you put your heart into it it shouldn't matter what others think ( of corse it means some thing when they enjoy and understand what you putting in your music). If you look at like hey this my way of giving back to the artist that inspire me your good to go.
once you put your music up let us know, cuz we all will support you!
APOKALYPSE34 11 months ago
シアエラさんの日本語で出来たビデオを観て、私、楽しんでいます！実は、ほとんど分かるから、驚きました。私、シアエラさんと同じ日本語で上手になりたい。
自信を持ってください！将来に、「最初からこれをすべきだった～」と言ってはいけないんですよ！頑張ってください！
Katinaboxbabe 11 months ago
just go ahead and post ur songs on facebook! even try to sell ur CD on youtube... i can assure you ppl will buy it...
others will complain and dislike, but the ones that matter are those who will love your music... and im pretty sure a lot of your subs will :)
I'm looking forward to listening to ur music soon :P (i thought u sang very well on that other video some time ago... so u cannot be bad)
michaelpm 11 months ago
Ciaela, you will always have people that will try to kick you, say that you stink, and try to keep you down. Those people are just envious #$% holes. Look towards the sky and hold your head high! Avoid negative people, places, things, and habits. This has been a philosophy of mine that I have lived by many years now and it has served me well. Best of luck to you!
cloudstrifeification 11 months ago
I love to listen to your vlogs.. Even if you are just talking it is still very entertaining to me :D
woaisoapoperas 11 months ago
i am also bracing myself for bad comment about that kinda stuff. ive gotten a few already. and you:ve heard our stuff, so you and I both know im in for some super hate HAHAHAHA
anyhow people are largely fooled by quality so unless you have top^line studio quality there:s gonna be people who mistake that lack of quality for lack of talent.
and all good music has lots of hate. only the boring, not so famous stuff gets little hate. ....
ProjectVanBand 11 months ago
Its hard to make decisions without enuff information,especially if the subject(like performing) causes some anxiety.I would experiment with it,gain more info and then you should feel more confident in deciding.Sometimes just getting through the anxiety should have the highest priority...then you can make a subjective decision.I tried Krispy kreme once...too much sugar shock for me,so I'll stick with Dark Chocolate! : )
Thereminator101 11 months ago
I've only just kinda figured out what I think I want to do, and even that is just what I want to do FIRST. I have way too many interests and know I'll find another career/purpose later on. So it's ok if it takes a while for you to decide and you can always change :) I understand you being nervous about putting up your music, it's a very personal thing. What about starting with just a 30sec preview to see what it's like? Even just the audio on your blog or something? Anyway, I'm sure you'll figu
yumyumsesame 11 months ago
17000 subs wow C made a vid in a hostel during to trip to Korea she was excited because she had almost 300 subs (she promised that we wouldn't be required to die for her) a reference to the movie The 300 that was about March of 07 congrats kiddo and best wishes
OHT53 11 months ago
So sad, is your music box broken or is it no one has given you a feather?
Yingdang9 11 months ago
I took acting in high school cos i knew I wanted to build confidence within me, most scariest moment was when i had to get up and do a stand up comedy in front of my seniors who i did not know. I did wonder and thought what if they dont laugh or think I suck. I turned to my teacher and told her I was gonna back out, she smiled at me and simply said she believed in me. So i just simply walked on stage and gave it my best. In the end I recieved the top mark. So, I believe in you Macaela, <3 !!!!
2Vu3 11 months ago
@2Vu3 oops `Micaela!*~ :D Ganbatte!!!!
2Vu3 11 months ago
FUCK THAT. waiting in line for a hour.
CapChronic 11 months ago
I USED TO FEEL THE SAME WAY AS YOU, about what people were going to think of my singing on youtube or wherever i sang. I was going to perform in front of my entire high school(3yrs ago) and i really wanted to back out, but then the janitor at my school, someone i knew since the 4th grade said, "In life, there will always be people who like you and people who don't. That's just the way it is." Ciaela, you just have to accept this and do your thing :)
TheMasqueraid 11 months ago 2
@TheMasqueraid Or as a friend said to me years ago F***em if they can't take a joke.
OHT53 11 months ago
17歳の娘を持つ父親です。
私の娘も同様の悩みの中でもがき苦しんでいます。
私自身も今から30年前に同様の悩みの中で苦しみました。
子を持ち、その子が悩んでいる姿を見て自分の過去を思い出しました。
悩みを解決するきっかけは、きっとたわいもない小さな出来事です。
その出来事は毎日のように身の回り転がっているのでしょうが、
小さすぎて気がつかないのでしょう。
でも、誰でもその出来事にいつか気がついて、
前を向いて歩き出せると信じています。
先日、娘にはそう話しました。
drivingrain 11 months ago
You can take consolation in the fact that you are not the only one with this sort of problem
theycalledmechris 11 months ago
i delete more of my stuff than i put online, but i dont think we would have ever met if i never uploaded anything. so imagine what it would do, even if you put something up as WIP.
encouragement and junk,
matt~
RoyStClair 11 months ago
I'm gonna agree with Astamalana. You have thousands of subscribers because we all like what you do. We all support you and we'll take down any troll that's crazy enough to not like your singing. I enjoy your singing very much and I'd love to hear more of it. No matter what anyone else says, us subscribers know you're one badass talented chick!
v14soccer 11 months ago
music teacher ;), that's realy lovely xDD with kids like this youtube.com/watch?v=S8cTQSw8YbA
TaxuOtaku 11 months ago
How long have you been in Japan? I'm trying to learn Japanese and plan to go there for about a month in 2012. it's like my dream place, along with Egypt lol!
I have low self confidence too, you just gotta DO IT! What can you lose? If you love to sing and you have songs recorded just go ahead and put one on youtube :) I'm sure you're great! :}
kawaiikowai08 11 months ago