Yes. Adderall starts out as your friend, but after a while it stops working, and the negative side effect increase. Then you start getting aches and pains, spiraling negative thoughts, etc. Then when you stop taking it you can't get out of bed for 3 weeks and life have no meaning.
If you took Adderall because you have ADHD, then you are under a doctor's care and you need to talk about this with them and your family - who will be aware of the situation.
If you were taking Adderall because it was available, not to treat a medical condition, you should talk with your doctor or an addiction counsellor to help you come off of it safely.
@ChefJohane Hahahahhahaha! These drs are dealers. They're not gonna "treat" you. Most drs have a routine they have to make you think they are interested in your well being, but it's an act. It's a big business and all they have to do is scribble on a little piece of paper.
if you don't want to have bad withdrawal like that, then don't get addicted to it. I love the stuff, but I don't take it daily or anything! Use don't abuse!
Hmmm... Adderall XR makes me grumpy all day, and it kills my urge to drink 2 pots of coffee...
And the benefit of being able to do my job is worth the side effects. Besides, my anxiety and depression got allot better... I don't take it on the weekends, and I feel almost no withdraw symptoms. I don't love it, but I don't hate it either.
The key to quitting bad habits is to replace the bad habit with a healthy one. Sitting around feeling bad does you no good at all. What I did was to force myself to go out jogging and that made me feel much better. I liked the way it made me feel, so I made it a daily habit.
I can see that breezyhah is having a hard time coping, which makes it hard to apply for a job, but you really need to pull yourself together...stop beating yourself up!
It will take time to get this crap out of your system
I was on Adderall years ago. NEVER AGAIN will I touch the shit. It made me break out with horrible acne when I NEVER had acne before...it gave me HORRIFIC crashes. On it I felt great, coming off of it made me unbelievably depressed every day when I'd crash. I'd stay up sometimes for days on end...I'd babble about nothing for hours while on it. It is basically like legal cocaine. I was on a LEGAL prescribed dose, yet felt like I was a junkie on crack. Adderal = HORRIBLE & VERY VERY ADDICTIVE
hah i know how you feel:/i take my frends adderall during the week like 4 times.t sucks because the depression is terrible and i usually end up lying n bed all weekend:(
Adderal is amphetamine based so it could highten your mood and vise versa....i would stop using is any amphetamines,weed,coffee,ritalin...you should lookup Aniracetam
after coming down from adderall; you feel like your life is shit ! bein on adderall you feel like you can do anything and get shit done. i clean like crazy too.
as someone who was on adhd medication (read speed) for 14 years and then went cold turkey and lost friends because of going cold turkey and having comedowns and mood swings, its tough going cold turkey. I will never cold turkey myself off any drug, EVER. I went to other drugs such as weed and alcohol and now i have problems with those as well. EVERYTHING in moderation.
im happy you made this video. your a strong girl sweetheart. we all struggle, and getting a message and sharing goes along way. suicide is never the way to go. i came close once and i never felt so horrible. i wish i could talk more and hopefully make you feel better. but im also a year late. hope you are well.
i wish i'd had access to aderall. i've had a worthless rotten life because i've not had the advantages other people have. aderall would really have helped me in my life. but it's ok if you don't take it; there are ways to keep your mind sharp and your energy level up w/o amphetamines. they're just not well publicized.
it affects everybody differently. i'm 20 and was diagnosed with ADD about 3 months ago, as well as being prescribed Adderall. it's definitely scary when i hear about all the side effects but so far i haven't experience anything truly harmful. i also take "drug holidays" every Sunday. as for the benefits, i returned to school, receiving A's, doing A LOT better with relationships, and overall more responsible. I'm looking into Memantine to prevent any possible neurotoxicity .
I started taking adderall 10 months ago. Now for the first 5 months it was great not gonna lie, it helped me get over an old relationship that had haunted me, as i started taking it my judgement had become essential to make wise decisions and in doing so i had put myself in the process of rebuilding the new me. Every task became clear and nothing in my way was holding me back until 5 months had gone by realized i wasn't myself anymore, i was becoming burnt out by mid day, . Pt1.
Pt2 and in doing so i realized nothing was getting done that i needed to get done. Sex drive was gone, and my love life had become impaired, as i was to believe everything would get better it didn't. School has become a stressful issue now! I didn't understand i tried upping, downing, my dosage the superman feeling i once had was gone. The only option i had and could only face was to kick it to the curb and as i try to do this task believe me folks it's not easy as it seems im 22
and as great as i thought it once was, i believe ill never be able to be the same sensitive cheerful guy i once was and it's a scary thought to include the creativity part i once had became dull over the period of being on it. i simply feel like i have a brain of a 40 year old man. P.S. The Side Effect's are real!!!!! So hopefully my story Helps. Take Care.
Cannabis helped me alot.. dont have to smoke it.. get a brownies :) . It slow my mind down and dont make my body tired. I can focus better and my thoughts slow down. Im just saying. Marijuana just works.. Good luck
be addiicted to 20, 30 mg roxicets a day and 6 mg of xanax a day and you will knoe there is no way any of us addicts could make a video during withdrawl but yes i know i have been to rehab and have kicked it so yay! u go girl hang in there and ull make it@
oooo also.....Forget those people who dropped you as a friend because of "this' ok? They were NOT your REAL friends ok? I personally would never do a thing like that because of something like this....their loss babe.....effin idiotic drones who don't know a damn thing and have their heads STUFFED with EGO!!!.....stay tough and find REAL FRIENDS!! u will....:)
It all depends on the person. Everyone is different. I was arrested once and I was on adderall for a few months already and so I basically went cold turkey. Sure it wasn't comfortable but I guess I'm the kind of person who can "take it" if u catch my drift...lol If your mind is weak and has little willpower to get back up then yes of course it's gonna suck big time. So get stronger mentally and learn how to control "your" emotions at your own will...then you WILL be ok...take care cuteness...;)
I wrote one response, but I would also like to add that these ADHD amphetamine medications are so overprescribed, and if you really needed it, they can be acquired soooo easily from any doctor (theres a shortage on adderall right now but Vyvanse (also Dexedrine and Dextrostat, older amphetamine meds) is the same chemical and its being sold like hotcakes to ADHD patients during the shortage), but thats if you absolutely needed it. When you feel really bad, maybe take a benzo. But in moderation..
you should probably have planned it with your doctor, and weened yourself off gradually. Cold turkey is dangerous with many different kinds of medications
Actually, I took it for 2 years and just stopped just like that. There is no physical withdrawal that is documented. However, there is psychological addiction. And that can DEFINITELY lead to addiction. What you (the poster) are experiencing is a common side effect called a CRASH, and if you're really sensitive to it, do not ever take stimulants. The up can be fun, but the down sucks. One thing you can do is take benzodiazepines but they're more addictive than amph.
@FractalRaver First of all, amphetamines (ie: meth, etc) are probably the most physically and psychologically addictive drugs on the planet. Secondly, why in the world would someone who needs a stimulant want to take a benzodiazapines, Central Nervous System Depressants? Oh you have trouble concentrating? Well let's try tranquilizers! God. Nobody who doesn't educate themselves more about these medications should have any access to them.
i take adderall for my add and it works just fine, i dont take it all the time just when i need too, and at a very low dose. this medication isnt for people that want to just get high, its for serious conditions....and people wonder why there lives feel like shit when they overdose on medication they dont need.
friends come and goo,your job go on unemployment as for food get food stamps it sucks but its alil help.what i think u have is depression and adderral is also used from treatment of depression so when u get off u go back to normal mood u were before.
haha i take the pill everyday for school. its badass, but when im off of it i get head aches, i knt sleep and i feel like shit. but smoking helps me alottt, it gets my mind off of it. im still on it inbox me if u want to talk because i honestly have the same feelings.
@BackAgainize Yes, it's a STIMULANT, Central Nerous System Stimulant. It causes the release of nor-epinephrine from nerve endings --> epinephrine --> adrenaline --> the same stuff that helps your run for life when your are terrified of immediate physical threat, or when you've been in a car accident. It speeds up your central nervous system (brain and spinal cord), which controls heart rate, respiratory rate, etc.
So, while in small controlled doses it can help you with concentration and seem to give you tons of energy, WHEN YOU TAKE TOO MUCH, like for recreational purposes, it speeds up your heart rate and respiratory rate TOO MUCH, causes constriction of capillaries (tiny blood vessels in your PERIPHERAL vascular system) which pushes more blood into your CENTRAL vascular system, often raising your blood pressure.
So now you have high blood pressure and a rapid fire heart rate. Not only can that lead to cardiac arrest (heart attack), but you are also at risk for an aneurysm, (a kind of stroke caused by blood vessel bursting and bleeding in your brain), both of which can kill you. Lets not forget how you are going to pick giant holes in your skin because it's byproducts are depositing tiny crystals of garbage under your skin
and how you will lose all your teeth because it will dry your mouth out and cause your gums to recede, exposing your bare tooth roots. Oh and how you are burning out your body's stores of adrenaline and will have to sleep and be sick for a week and a half to recuperate after your binge. Let's also not forget how the psychological addiction to amphetamines is so strong that it has a 90% relapse rate among ex-users.
The moral here is, don't put shit into your body that's going to fuck you up in ways you don't even know about. These drugs should be used sparingling, in controlled doses, with all changes ok'd by your doctor first. That goes for all drugs, antihypertensives, anxiolytics, benzodiazipines, anti-asthmatics, antipsychotics, antidepressants, and even antihistamines. Please read a book, or just check out wikipedia. Please talk to a Dr. Please don't slam a bunch of shit into your body just for fun.
and how you will lose all your teeth because it will dry your mouth out and cause your gums to recede, exposing your bare tooth roots. Oh and how you are burning out your body's stores of adrenaline and will have to sleep and be sick for a week and a half to recuperate after your binge. Let's also not forget how the psychological addiction to amphetamines is so strong that it has a 90% relapse rate among ex-users.
My 8 year old was on Adderall for months. Although she could focus after a while she started to look like she was strung out most of the time. She only weighed 54 pounds when she started and she lost more than 5 pounds and you could feel her ribs. Finally we started to wean her off it and tried Strattera but she can not take anything. Taking her off the Adderall was the hardest thing ever. The withdrawal symptoms were awful but in the long run it was worth it. DO NOT go back to the med!
It's speed. Just look up stimulant withdrawal. Everything from coffee to amphetamines... it's the same, only varying in strength. Of course you're going to withdraw from it. This is actually a very mild form. In my wilder days I used to do the real stuff... the stuff you CAN'T get from doctors. That was hell. I wanted to die too... for about a year. It took me years to get better. Well I hope you're doing better... and you're better off shedding those shit friends anyway.
heroin addicts probably know how you felt when you got off, i know that heroin blocks off pain/sense of touch but when the high is over that pain rushes back throughout your body it's common with a lot of drugs, it may be hard but accepting pain is reality and that allows you to move quick and fixes things up and drug/alcohol interfere with that
P.S. your beautiful and i hope, by now, you are happy without the adderall
My nephew committed suicide last Friday. He was taking adderall regularly until a month ago. He tried to quit. I'm so sorry I think I could have helped him if he just asked for help.
You sound like a really nice person. I hope you get help.
BECAUSE OF ADDERALL, I LOST 60 LBS. AND MORE, INCREASED MY CLERICAL THINKING, LOST MY APPETITE, AND I'M NO LONGER TIRED ALL THE TIME!!!! SOMETIMES I CAN STAY UP ANYWHERE FROM 24-48 HOURS AT A TIME, AND TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS THE NEXT DAY AS IF I'D GOTTEN ENOUGH SLEEP THE PREVIOUS NIGHT!!!! I FEEL GOOD, ALERT, EUPHORIC HIGH, SUPER MAXIMUM HYPERFOCUS, WATERY DILATED PUPILS, RAPID/SKIPPING HEARTBEATS!!!
THANX ADDERALL 30MG XR, 2X DAILY - PER 10-12 HOURS, I FEEL GREATAND THAT'S THE TRUTH!!!
I wish I could get Adderall in the UK. I have finals coming up and find it hard to concentrate on work. Anyone know where I can get it or any alternatives available here?
its that way with any drug ,there is a time of detox and if you are taking adderall you need to come off in steps as it is an addictive narcotic,dont stop ,cold turkey, on your own .If you want to quit do it smartly,and yes my daughter who is grown now felt that way in high school
text me when you have a problem and then you can call me and tell me your problems. tell me if you think that would be a good idea for you to do or try..this way we both can come up with a solution for what is bugging you.
Hi there hope your doing ok :) some other people commenting seem really mean.. Um I'm 17 my names carter and face the same problems I have a bad drug history but I'm through it now I was pronounced dead for 15 minuets because I killed myself. Obviously I was saved. But if I can give any advice, is only focus on the good things and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Your a beautiful girl with an entire life ahead even though it's tough you can find something to live for
Sorry your having a bad experience. Not many people benefit from the stuff. I have ADHD and it can sometimes make things worse. Stay away from drugs. THey are all over rated...
Basically, accomplish something yourself as a natural supplement to adderall. And stay positive no matter what...don't think any negative thoughts whats so ever, and if you do, keep yourself occupied all the time. (dance, play a sport or anything etc.)
Yeah I stopped cold turkey, it sucks and it makes you sleep in all the time when you come off of it. It is literally the worst documented side effect. Don't worry about it. Just be strong and keep talking to your doctor. Be careful with anti depressants they all give you suicidal thoughts one time or another. Back to adderral you need to come off it slowly otherwise it brings on depression. Anyone can make it through a storm, but its dancing in the rain that makes life grand. Thanks for posting!
Hey i don't tell this to many people but you seem like you need help and Im 14 i moved to foreign country 2 years ago and started smoking weed then cigs and after about a month i was addicted to nicotine then i started takin trips like lsd on my 13th birthday my whole life was starting to get fucked up after doing way 2 much acid i moved to coke nd meth then up until about 2 months ago i was addicted to pills and was sent to a boarding school and i had to stop almost immediately you can do it.
adderall made me think better and faster and alsi put me in touch with my emotions, i could listen and connect to people alot better and contribute to conversations and retain anything that i read and had lots of ideas and it made me super horney to the point where i would project sexual feelings onto women and it turned them on, that is the positive side of adderall
the negative was that i ended up doing too much and it caused me to go into pyschosis and that is not fun
Hello, you are pretty, if u want to quite you might be able to try to like ween yourself off it in slow amounts if that would work, idk just trying to help see ya
I took adderall for about a year and I just recently stop about a month ago. At first it was really hard to just stop and not take it anymore mainly because of my grades slipping. I was also depressed and in happy before I started taking them and. When I stop it was really bad but I found that the reason that it took my depression away was because I wasn't focusing on how I felt. I was focused on what I was doing right then. Bottom line is, to get over the depression get a friend and make them
take less miligrams little by little thats the safest way to get on of them i got of them like that i didnt feel the effect that i guess you could way i was addicted to but i didnt fell like shit like when i was completley off of it try that :) hope it helps
I was addicted to adderall. I did it everyday last year and i went off of it cold turkey and i was just super tired and depressed for a while. It's definitely not something to fuck with, i didn't know quitting was gonna effect me the way it did.
Hi, I'm 45 with ADHD and I've never been medicated. What I understand is, because you've been medicated, you probably learned to compensate less well.
You remind me of me. When I quit that shit I was the same exact way down to a T.
I was addicted to adderall and vyvanse. Snorted or toke ritalin and focalin to keep my dextroamphetamine tolerence down every other day, I often combined them with whatever painkillers I could afford. I know how you feel. I'm trying to make my own video which is similar to this one asap, I have been inspired.
me and my sister got into that shiz snortin it and shit.i was lucky enough to quit without any serious reprocutions.but my sister lost alot of weight and has since been for lack of better words unstable.serious waves of depression.not saying she was perfect before but there was a change in her ability to control her emotions. prescriptions are poison. stick to herb if you need to escape thats what i do
If you read - read Dr. Bruce Levine, Dr. John Breeding, and Dr. Peter Breggin. If you don't, or can't read...they all have videos. Watch them. Find some way to deal with stuff, *clean*. Your brain and body will thank you for it.
Use social media to connect with the people who help people like you - for real.
Make it a goal to find a real friend who is strong enough to help you.
You must take addiction seriously - because that's what Adderall does.
You have to taper off!Your depressed,because you are tired and probably malnurished.Docs start kids off on too high of a dosage.It is going to screw your appetite up.Long and the short of it=you pay for what you do.I've been on Addy's now for 5 yrs.Best advise= get back on(stay off the shit=meth)I've done both for many years.I just take my Addys now.Take care of your body and I know that's hard,but you are the only one who can do it.If you think pot can help,more power to you(It does for some).
adderal ;- cant eat for shit, migrains, feel like shit, makes me wanna smoke a cigg, i fiend on that shit. adhd medications fuck with ur brain chemistry, its a bunch of chemicals to make one feeling.- thats UN-NATURAL. SMOKE MARIJUANA ITS A PLANT nothing else ;) . - keeps ur appitite, stress relieves, even helps focus and creativity. and i think its much better then perscription medications.
I've taken amphetamine salts for the past ten years. I'm not addicted at all. In fact, I went all summer without taking it. Now that college starts up, though, I take it on weekdays and leave it out on the weekends.
The drug is not addicting to me. I am easily able to quit. Withdrawal effects can be harsh from time to time, but they go away within a couple of days.
Amphetamine has helped my life so much. It may have stunted my growth, though, as I'm pretty skinny, but that's not a bad thing.
Hope your doing better! You are way too young to let meth ruin your life. Not that any age is good to start using. I hate to sound preachy but as a long time now recovering heroin addict it pains me to see others go down that road regardless of their drug of choice. People need to treat eachother with empathy and understanding if were gonna make it through.
Girl, you should have just gone to see a doctor for a scrip or gotten off it. You're way to pretty for ice. Any way if you ever come down south we can go surf some waves duuudeee LOL Oh yeah and what if you ever try to get into college or a good job and they see this stuff...Be smart
You seem a bit depressed in this video. It doesn't sound like this was the best time in your life, either. I hope things are going better for you. You do seem to have a good grip on things and I think you will be fine in the end. You seem strong enough to make it through. I hope you are doing well, and good luck!
Sorry to be the typical YouTube male, but you are damn gorgeous.
You should get into group therapy. Adderall is amphetamine salt, so it's one hell of an addictive drug. If you have an addictive personality, it can trigger it. In addition, if you are depressed and start taking it for any length of time to the point where it becomes a dependency (which can be a couple of days for some people) it can be just like meth.
It's a great drug for both recreation and improvement of focus, but man, it's a vice. Then again, I'm sure I'm preaching to the choir.
Go to a naturopathic doctor. Be well and I hope you're doing a lot better and drug free. Thank you for sharing your video. I thought about using Adderall for my adult ADD and you helped me/convinced me to not go on it. Best wishes to you.
My son died after using Ritalin for 10 yrs for his ADD. You can't get off after you become addicted to this highly addictive speed. Mental health problems can be genetic. You sound like you need to talk to a Psychiatrist on a regular basis. Go to your family and ask if you can live with them and share in the bills. You can go to a church and ask for help. Do not sell your soul or body for money. This is an evil world we live in, but it can be peaceful without drugs. God be with you.
I'm sorry you had a bad Cold! Awww.I did adderall 4 Year's ago 30Mg's About 5 times didn't even have to pay for them.(Useless) Stared at the Ceiling for 5 hours wanting to go to Sleep..Don't waste you're Health and good look's on this Drug,Coffee and a few cigarettes will keep you going..I only drink Coffee maybe Once every 4 months anyway's. And Soda is Awful!
Also, my sister started using drugs to keep herself from going suicidal because she has depression, now she's off of drugs. Instead she now takes antidepressants, and she's perfectly fine now. I was just curious if you could say that this would be the kind of situation that your in.
And so , and I'm not out of shape. I'm just telling you all of this because I know that amphetamines, and in general, stimulants can do some serious damage pretty fast. I've had 2 friends die of a heart attack from doing that crap... I'm kindof a big guy. I'm 6ft 3in, I weigh 220 pounds...and your a not so heavy girl, so your generally more sensitive to stimulants than me, and 40mg of adderall kinda got to me, and it took a overdose of adderall to kill my buds
One day I went into a petite mal, which is basically a small seizure, its not that bad. Next day I was walking around my house and I felt my muscles give out and I collapsed to the ground... I thought it was strange but not too serious... then the next day I could swear I felt my heart stop for 5 seconds... my doc told me I havent been getting enough sleep, and later I followed her advise and it hadn't happened again..
Im prescribed adderall to help me with my ADD during school n what not, but I get off of it immediately as soon as school let's out... About a day after I stop taking it, I feel as if I'm about to pass out tired... one time I even slept for 24 hours straight... I know that adderall is extremely dangerous to use because it stimulates the central nervous system, causing that high feeling... heart starts pounding, and I'd have a high body temp... but I know that that's a dangerous thing to like...
I just saw your video and wanted to let you know that I feel for you.. I am going through the same thing right now.. Quitting adderall, lost my job, lost my girlfriend, losing friends, can't pay rent.. can't pay bills, or buy food.. I don't really have any advice but I hope you are doing better! (Because if things are getting better for you, maybe they can for me too)
am taking adderall now.Just started two months ago.Have been dealing with depression since about 12yrs old after mom died.Got worse in last 5-10yrs.Never had energy,always sleep,no friends,never went out typical 20yr old.Nothing! Now feel like person I should've always been.Don't want to ever come off it.Think being that way is way worse than adderall for life.Otherwise, I hope you are doing ok. If you ever want to talk or just let stuff out, you can always email me. Take care
I've had depression for about 6 years now, and started taking Adderall XR for ADD. It's horrifying because I haven't felt simple joy like this in a long time! On days when I don't take it I feel HORRIBLE. I already have issues with lethargy because of depression, and it just compounds my fatigue and mood. I can definitely see myself becoming dependent on it. I feel that now I know what it feels like to actually have energy, I know what I'm missing out on...
I've had depression for about 6 years now, and started taking Adderall XR for ADD. It's horrifying because I haven't felt simple joy like this in a long time! On days when I don't take it I feel HORRIBLE. I already have issues with lethargy because of depression, and it just compounds my fatigue and mood. I can definitely see myself becoming dependent on it. I feel that now I know what it feels like to actually have energy, I know what I'm missing out on...
i took adderall from ages 9-18 an now that im older i have more access to it so quite frankly, i abuse the shit out of adderall more than ever before...i lost a HUGE amount of weight in highschool and started doing other drugs which combined with aderall made me avoid all social interaction to the point of skipping classes just to be alone and eventually dropping out my senior year.i went back and finished though..NOW i just recently dropped all my classes at durham tech...becuz im always high.
Im personally planning on asking for adderall XR at my docs, apprently it aids with weight loss im around 210 and im about 6ft tall so about average, i also want to learn and read but i can never focus i get side tracked, apprently adderall helps those things. Also sweet heart, no matter how bad things get theres always tommoro :) lifes what you make it and this is coming from a guy whos been depressed and suicidal for 6 years ive been on the edge and always came back.
lol if you dont eat when ur on adderall of course your gonna feel horrible....your body will eat its muscle and shizzle
Msiedhoff 1 day ago
Yes. Adderall starts out as your friend, but after a while it stops working, and the negative side effect increase. Then you start getting aches and pains, spiraling negative thoughts, etc. Then when you stop taking it you can't get out of bed for 3 weeks and life have no meaning.
Exercise.
Vitamins.
Regular counselor meetings.
TangoMoodify 1 day ago
Hi,
If you took Adderall because you have ADHD, then you are under a doctor's care and you need to talk about this with them and your family - who will be aware of the situation.
If you were taking Adderall because it was available, not to treat a medical condition, you should talk with your doctor or an addiction counsellor to help you come off of it safely.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
ChefJohane 3 days ago
@ChefJohane Hahahahhahaha! These drs are dealers. They're not gonna "treat" you. Most drs have a routine they have to make you think they are interested in your well being, but it's an act. It's a big business and all they have to do is scribble on a little piece of paper.
TangoMoodify 1 day ago
if you don't want to have bad withdrawal like that, then don't get addicted to it. I love the stuff, but I don't take it daily or anything! Use don't abuse!
mikeisapro 4 days ago
Hmmm... Adderall XR makes me grumpy all day, and it kills my urge to drink 2 pots of coffee...
And the benefit of being able to do my job is worth the side effects. Besides, my anxiety and depression got allot better... I don't take it on the weekends, and I feel almost no withdraw symptoms. I don't love it, but I don't hate it either.
EasyButton87 1 week ago
The key to quitting bad habits is to replace the bad habit with a healthy one. Sitting around feeling bad does you no good at all. What I did was to force myself to go out jogging and that made me feel much better. I liked the way it made me feel, so I made it a daily habit.
I can see that breezyhah is having a hard time coping, which makes it hard to apply for a job, but you really need to pull yourself together...stop beating yourself up!
It will take time to get this crap out of your system
Roaminnose 1 week ago
I was on Adderall years ago. NEVER AGAIN will I touch the shit. It made me break out with horrible acne when I NEVER had acne before...it gave me HORRIFIC crashes. On it I felt great, coming off of it made me unbelievably depressed every day when I'd crash. I'd stay up sometimes for days on end...I'd babble about nothing for hours while on it. It is basically like legal cocaine. I was on a LEGAL prescribed dose, yet felt like I was a junkie on crack. Adderal = HORRIBLE & VERY VERY ADDICTIVE
Hotice770 1 week ago
How is it even possible for such a beautiful girl to be depressed?
I'd be more happy to help a damsel in distress if I'd live anywhere near. <3
Wordinary 1 week ago
hah i know how you feel:/i take my frends adderall during the week like 4 times.t sucks because the depression is terrible and i usually end up lying n bed all weekend:(
krisbm94 1 week ago
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eighteenan 2 weeks ago
Amphetamines are addiction sensitive also...so just stop using it
WilliamNaville 2 weeks ago
Adderal is amphetamine based so it could highten your mood and vise versa....i would stop using is any amphetamines,weed,coffee,ritalin...you should lookup Aniracetam
WilliamNaville 2 weeks ago
Thank you for the video.
I may be prescribed Adderall for Narcolepsy, and I was really looking forward to it but now I am scared of taking it :/
geearf 2 weeks ago
after coming down from adderall; you feel like your life is shit ! bein on adderall you feel like you can do anything and get shit done. i clean like crazy too.
BrEEzIEBaBY2010 2 weeks ago
wat a cool chik u have agood hart may luck go your way xxx australia
roxierocks1000 3 weeks ago
as someone who was on adhd medication (read speed) for 14 years and then went cold turkey and lost friends because of going cold turkey and having comedowns and mood swings, its tough going cold turkey. I will never cold turkey myself off any drug, EVER. I went to other drugs such as weed and alcohol and now i have problems with those as well. EVERYTHING in moderation.
eoyourmom 3 weeks ago
im happy you made this video. your a strong girl sweetheart. we all struggle, and getting a message and sharing goes along way. suicide is never the way to go. i came close once and i never felt so horrible. i wish i could talk more and hopefully make you feel better. but im also a year late. hope you are well.
MrMashup08 1 month ago
i wish i'd had access to aderall. i've had a worthless rotten life because i've not had the advantages other people have. aderall would really have helped me in my life. but it's ok if you don't take it; there are ways to keep your mind sharp and your energy level up w/o amphetamines. they're just not well publicized.
supernatem 1 month ago
oh and "amber" is pretty cute =)
ala2144452 1 month ago
it affects everybody differently. i'm 20 and was diagnosed with ADD about 3 months ago, as well as being prescribed Adderall. it's definitely scary when i hear about all the side effects but so far i haven't experience anything truly harmful. i also take "drug holidays" every Sunday. as for the benefits, i returned to school, receiving A's, doing A LOT better with relationships, and overall more responsible. I'm looking into Memantine to prevent any possible neurotoxicity .
ala2144452 1 month ago
I started taking adderall 10 months ago. Now for the first 5 months it was great not gonna lie, it helped me get over an old relationship that had haunted me, as i started taking it my judgement had become essential to make wise decisions and in doing so i had put myself in the process of rebuilding the new me. Every task became clear and nothing in my way was holding me back until 5 months had gone by realized i wasn't myself anymore, i was becoming burnt out by mid day, . Pt1.
Giosue221 2 weeks ago
Pt2 and in doing so i realized nothing was getting done that i needed to get done. Sex drive was gone, and my love life had become impaired, as i was to believe everything would get better it didn't. School has become a stressful issue now! I didn't understand i tried upping, downing, my dosage the superman feeling i once had was gone. The only option i had and could only face was to kick it to the curb and as i try to do this task believe me folks it's not easy as it seems im 22
Giosue221 2 weeks ago
and as great as i thought it once was, i believe ill never be able to be the same sensitive cheerful guy i once was and it's a scary thought to include the creativity part i once had became dull over the period of being on it. i simply feel like i have a brain of a 40 year old man. P.S. The Side Effect's are real!!!!! So hopefully my story Helps. Take Care.
Giosue221 2 weeks ago
Cannabis helped me alot.. dont have to smoke it.. get a brownies :) . It slow my mind down and dont make my body tired. I can focus better and my thoughts slow down. Im just saying. Marijuana just works.. Good luck
oceanjunkee 1 month ago
be addiicted to 20, 30 mg roxicets a day and 6 mg of xanax a day and you will knoe there is no way any of us addicts could make a video during withdrawl but yes i know i have been to rehab and have kicked it so yay! u go girl hang in there and ull make it@
joshuaconarroe 1 month ago
oooo also.....Forget those people who dropped you as a friend because of "this' ok? They were NOT your REAL friends ok? I personally would never do a thing like that because of something like this....their loss babe.....effin idiotic drones who don't know a damn thing and have their heads STUFFED with EGO!!!.....stay tough and find REAL FRIENDS!! u will....:)
PeacefulSage7 1 month ago
It all depends on the person. Everyone is different. I was arrested once and I was on adderall for a few months already and so I basically went cold turkey. Sure it wasn't comfortable but I guess I'm the kind of person who can "take it" if u catch my drift...lol If your mind is weak and has little willpower to get back up then yes of course it's gonna suck big time. So get stronger mentally and learn how to control "your" emotions at your own will...then you WILL be ok...take care cuteness...;)
PeacefulSage7 1 month ago
I wrote one response, but I would also like to add that these ADHD amphetamine medications are so overprescribed, and if you really needed it, they can be acquired soooo easily from any doctor (theres a shortage on adderall right now but Vyvanse (also Dexedrine and Dextrostat, older amphetamine meds) is the same chemical and its being sold like hotcakes to ADHD patients during the shortage), but thats if you absolutely needed it. When you feel really bad, maybe take a benzo. But in moderation..
FractalRaver 1 month ago
I think you need it! U are soooo slooooow
JaimeLe50s 1 month ago
i took adderral
shoopdawoop2345 1 month ago
your cute
jfmiamibeach 1 month ago
you should probably have planned it with your doctor, and weened yourself off gradually. Cold turkey is dangerous with many different kinds of medications
wandajnevills 1 month ago
@wandajnevills
Actually, I took it for 2 years and just stopped just like that. There is no physical withdrawal that is documented. However, there is psychological addiction. And that can DEFINITELY lead to addiction. What you (the poster) are experiencing is a common side effect called a CRASH, and if you're really sensitive to it, do not ever take stimulants. The up can be fun, but the down sucks. One thing you can do is take benzodiazepines but they're more addictive than amph.
FractalRaver 1 month ago
@FractalRaver First of all, amphetamines (ie: meth, etc) are probably the most physically and psychologically addictive drugs on the planet. Secondly, why in the world would someone who needs a stimulant want to take a benzodiazapines, Central Nervous System Depressants? Oh you have trouble concentrating? Well let's try tranquilizers! God. Nobody who doesn't educate themselves more about these medications should have any access to them.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
like its like like when you like take it its like good like
zackemswiller 1 month ago
i take adderall for my add and it works just fine, i dont take it all the time just when i need too, and at a very low dose. this medication isnt for people that want to just get high, its for serious conditions....and people wonder why there lives feel like shit when they overdose on medication they dont need.
evrorod 1 month ago
You should upgrade... try some meth
def3mno62 1 month ago
feel free to hit me up when ever
Rluciano2o4o 1 month ago
friends come and goo,your job go on unemployment as for food get food stamps it sucks but its alil help.what i think u have is depression and adderral is also used from treatment of depression so when u get off u go back to normal mood u were before.
Rluciano2o4o 1 month ago
are you stoned?
Venzy123 1 month ago 2
Hey you said that you lost alot of weight. And you were 90lbs, but how much did you weigh before that?
nataliashallal1 1 month ago
I find this difficult to masturbate to
SoIThoughtIWasGay 1 month ago 2
@SoIThoughtIWasGay Sir, that is so inappropriately funny.
elvis32z 1 month ago
Yes, Mapofmates is a great place for ADD friendship.
garbanosta 1 month ago
haha i take the pill everyday for school. its badass, but when im off of it i get head aches, i knt sleep and i feel like shit. but smoking helps me alottt, it gets my mind off of it. im still on it inbox me if u want to talk because i honestly have the same feelings.
chucktone11 1 month ago
I think it can give you a heart attack. I almost od'd in 2006, it was awful.
BackAgainize 1 month ago
@BackAgainize Yes, it's a STIMULANT, Central Nerous System Stimulant. It causes the release of nor-epinephrine from nerve endings --> epinephrine --> adrenaline --> the same stuff that helps your run for life when your are terrified of immediate physical threat, or when you've been in a car accident. It speeds up your central nervous system (brain and spinal cord), which controls heart rate, respiratory rate, etc.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
So, while in small controlled doses it can help you with concentration and seem to give you tons of energy, WHEN YOU TAKE TOO MUCH, like for recreational purposes, it speeds up your heart rate and respiratory rate TOO MUCH, causes constriction of capillaries (tiny blood vessels in your PERIPHERAL vascular system) which pushes more blood into your CENTRAL vascular system, often raising your blood pressure.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
So now you have high blood pressure and a rapid fire heart rate. Not only can that lead to cardiac arrest (heart attack), but you are also at risk for an aneurysm, (a kind of stroke caused by blood vessel bursting and bleeding in your brain), both of which can kill you. Lets not forget how you are going to pick giant holes in your skin because it's byproducts are depositing tiny crystals of garbage under your skin
wandajnevills 1 month ago
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and how you will lose all your teeth because it will dry your mouth out and cause your gums to recede, exposing your bare tooth roots. Oh and how you are burning out your body's stores of adrenaline and will have to sleep and be sick for a week and a half to recuperate after your binge. Let's also not forget how the psychological addiction to amphetamines is so strong that it has a 90% relapse rate among ex-users.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
The moral here is, don't put shit into your body that's going to fuck you up in ways you don't even know about. These drugs should be used sparingling, in controlled doses, with all changes ok'd by your doctor first. That goes for all drugs, antihypertensives, anxiolytics, benzodiazipines, anti-asthmatics, antipsychotics, antidepressants, and even antihistamines. Please read a book, or just check out wikipedia. Please talk to a Dr. Please don't slam a bunch of shit into your body just for fun.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
youre hot! let's get together and rob a bank!
cHriSp33Chr3aMdr3aM 1 month ago
and how you will lose all your teeth because it will dry your mouth out and cause your gums to recede, exposing your bare tooth roots. Oh and how you are burning out your body's stores of adrenaline and will have to sleep and be sick for a week and a half to recuperate after your binge. Let's also not forget how the psychological addiction to amphetamines is so strong that it has a 90% relapse rate among ex-users.
wandajnevills 1 month ago
@wandajnevills my bad, I posted that in the wrong place
wandajnevills 1 month ago
your really cute, hit me up sometime ...
vishnu108hari 1 month ago
My 8 year old was on Adderall for months. Although she could focus after a while she started to look like she was strung out most of the time. She only weighed 54 pounds when she started and she lost more than 5 pounds and you could feel her ribs. Finally we started to wean her off it and tried Strattera but she can not take anything. Taking her off the Adderall was the hardest thing ever. The withdrawal symptoms were awful but in the long run it was worth it. DO NOT go back to the med!
lesliejo1962 1 month ago
It's speed. Just look up stimulant withdrawal. Everything from coffee to amphetamines... it's the same, only varying in strength. Of course you're going to withdraw from it. This is actually a very mild form. In my wilder days I used to do the real stuff... the stuff you CAN'T get from doctors. That was hell. I wanted to die too... for about a year. It took me years to get better. Well I hope you're doing better... and you're better off shedding those shit friends anyway.
rahoorkhummo 1 month ago
gooooood oh my god i would reem you in the butthole
fartscake 2 months ago
heroin addicts probably know how you felt when you got off, i know that heroin blocks off pain/sense of touch but when the high is over that pain rushes back throughout your body it's common with a lot of drugs, it may be hard but accepting pain is reality and that allows you to move quick and fixes things up and drug/alcohol interfere with that
P.S. your beautiful and i hope, by now, you are happy without the adderall
headbangaboogie1 2 months ago
basically what you're trying to say is....you felt like having sex 24 hours a day
JustBetter10 2 months ago
you couldn't find it? It's on shitloadsa forums? wtf?
PurePessimism 2 months ago
My nephew committed suicide last Friday. He was taking adderall regularly until a month ago. He tried to quit. I'm so sorry I think I could have helped him if he just asked for help.
You sound like a really nice person. I hope you get help.
dipietro99 2 months ago 2
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BECAUSE OF ADDERALL, I LOST 60 LBS. AND MORE, INCREASED MY CLERICAL THINKING, LOST MY APPETITE, AND I'M NO LONGER TIRED ALL THE TIME!!!! SOMETIMES I CAN STAY UP ANYWHERE FROM 24-48 HOURS AT A TIME, AND TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS THE NEXT DAY AS IF I'D GOTTEN ENOUGH SLEEP THE PREVIOUS NIGHT!!!! I FEEL GOOD, ALERT, EUPHORIC HIGH, SUPER MAXIMUM HYPERFOCUS, WATERY DILATED PUPILS, RAPID/SKIPPING HEARTBEATS!!!
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kevante1 2 months ago
link when you ready to anal
DancehallBeatsUnited 2 months ago
@DancehallBeatsUnited DUDE STFU STUPID ASS MUTHA FUCKA
brawlins30 1 month ago
youll fell a lot better if you cry. just produce as many tears as you can. you will feel a lot better
2357649827536 2 months ago
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I wish I could get Adderall in the UK. I have finals coming up and find it hard to concentrate on work. Anyone know where I can get it or any alternatives available here?
LemonZeppelin 2 months ago
you should try sum xanax bars and slodn
EmperorMephiles4 2 months ago
its that way with any drug ,there is a time of detox and if you are taking adderall you need to come off in steps as it is an addictive narcotic,dont stop ,cold turkey, on your own .If you want to quit do it smartly,and yes my daughter who is grown now felt that way in high school
stinkykuntz 2 months ago
text me when you have a problem and then you can call me and tell me your problems. tell me if you think that would be a good idea for you to do or try..this way we both can come up with a solution for what is bugging you.
cHriSp33Chr3aMdr3aM 2 months ago
yOu`r hot. Kisses from Brazil.
delanera 2 months ago
@stagi haha true dat
str8noggin 2 months ago
i took adderrall once, my dick turned into a rolli-polli. never again.
stagi 2 months ago
Damn I wish I could date you lol. Fuck stimulants.
oljerzbastard 2 months ago
ok for those of us who actually have adhd adderall is very important and a good drug...
ukejuke100 2 months ago
God I feel so badly for you; I hope you're doing better. Good luck! :) (Yes I listened to the end.)
MadcowDeity 2 months ago
WHY are u getting off adderall? im depressed and id like to get adderall to become happy
indymyhealzor 2 months ago
Hi there hope your doing ok :) some other people commenting seem really mean.. Um I'm 17 my names carter and face the same problems I have a bad drug history but I'm through it now I was pronounced dead for 15 minuets because I killed myself. Obviously I was saved. But if I can give any advice, is only focus on the good things and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Your a beautiful girl with an entire life ahead even though it's tough you can find something to live for
-a friend
beeftothetaco123 3 months ago
@beeftothetaco123 lol
iamsupergladys 2 months ago
id prescribe you some braces before you got your hands on any adderall
PremiumGaming 3 months ago
i know what you mean
clcs13 3 months ago
i know what mean
clcs13 3 months ago
Sorry your having a bad experience. Not many people benefit from the stuff. I have ADHD and it can sometimes make things worse. Stay away from drugs. THey are all over rated...
darrenmaggiore 3 months ago
HEy my name is amber...and i SUCK THEM BIG PHAT ...popsicles
hollowman113 3 months ago
Basically, accomplish something yourself as a natural supplement to adderall. And stay positive no matter what...don't think any negative thoughts whats so ever, and if you do, keep yourself occupied all the time. (dance, play a sport or anything etc.)
mncakid100 3 months ago
hey this song will make you FEEEL a looooot better:)... enjoy --> watch?v=qYS732zyYfU&feature=related
magnifico101 3 months ago
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magnifico101 3 months ago
If you are prescribed to adderall.. Then sell that shit! You can make 600 dollars off a 20 miligram pill bottle xD
1ndev 3 months ago
@1ndev Damn i have 20s what do you sell for each? haha
RapManiac23 3 months ago
@RapManiac23 $5
nickgoering 3 months ago
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she looks like on heroin
dream2last 3 months ago
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she looks like on heoin
dream2last 3 months ago
duh da duh its called drug withdrawal you stupid bitch
1RDP1 3 months ago
*hugs*
jollincones 3 months ago 2
Yeah I stopped cold turkey, it sucks and it makes you sleep in all the time when you come off of it. It is literally the worst documented side effect. Don't worry about it. Just be strong and keep talking to your doctor. Be careful with anti depressants they all give you suicidal thoughts one time or another. Back to adderral you need to come off it slowly otherwise it brings on depression. Anyone can make it through a storm, but its dancing in the rain that makes life grand. Thanks for posting!
nero21 3 months ago
you pretty much explained it well....ehhhh not really...
clean and shit lol, nice
your still pretty though
nightfire4107 3 months ago
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nightfire4107 3 months ago
Hey i don't tell this to many people but you seem like you need help and Im 14 i moved to foreign country 2 years ago and started smoking weed then cigs and after about a month i was addicted to nicotine then i started takin trips like lsd on my 13th birthday my whole life was starting to get fucked up after doing way 2 much acid i moved to coke nd meth then up until about 2 months ago i was addicted to pills and was sent to a boarding school and i had to stop almost immediately you can do it.
weedClouds4life2 4 months ago
by the way.. try enjoying life... go out.. be adventurous spontanious. or just smoke a blunt:P... you might get the same feeling...
Dantesonofsparda1987 4 months ago
i always say.. whatever is chemicle is bad... keep it natural.. be strong..
take care
Dantesonofsparda1987 4 months ago
adderall made me think better and faster and alsi put me in touch with my emotions, i could listen and connect to people alot better and contribute to conversations and retain anything that i read and had lots of ideas and it made me super horney to the point where i would project sexual feelings onto women and it turned them on, that is the positive side of adderall
the negative was that i ended up doing too much and it caused me to go into pyschosis and that is not fun
phantomofoaktown 4 months ago
Hello, you are pretty, if u want to quite you might be able to try to like ween yourself off it in slow amounts if that would work, idk just trying to help see ya
MrWhySoSad1 4 months ago
like like like like like i cant concentrate because of the likes and your not saying anything
juliegirl78 4 months ago 2
Best thing for mental illness, raw green veggies.
needparalegal 4 months ago
Adderal destroyed my life. I only took it a few times and it destroyed my memory. Now I'm doing terrible in school. DON'T DO IT!!!
1dtbimp 4 months ago
I took adderall for about a year and I just recently stop about a month ago. At first it was really hard to just stop and not take it anymore mainly because of my grades slipping. I was also depressed and in happy before I started taking them and. When I stop it was really bad but I found that the reason that it took my depression away was because I wasn't focusing on how I felt. I was focused on what I was doing right then. Bottom line is, to get over the depression get a friend and make them
TheKyleTodd 4 months ago
fuck you biiiiiiitch!
exes1ze123 4 months ago
when you go through a heroin detox then you can complain.
jmo119 4 months ago
oh i forgottot to mention i was on them for 7 years i started when i was 13 i am now 19
50jainosa50 4 months ago
take less miligrams little by little thats the safest way to get on of them i got of them like that i didnt feel the effect that i guess you could way i was addicted to but i didnt fell like shit like when i was completley off of it try that :) hope it helps
50jainosa50 4 months ago
I was addicted to adderall. I did it everyday last year and i went off of it cold turkey and i was just super tired and depressed for a while. It's definitely not something to fuck with, i didn't know quitting was gonna effect me the way it did.
lovelystoner1 4 months ago
My problem is not that im addicted to Metyhlphenidate (ritalin salts) pure shit
Its that i DONT FUCKING HAVE ENOUGH AND MY MOTHER LOCKED IT IN A SAFE THAT I CRACKED 6 Times
friendssmoking 4 months ago
wait just smoke some weed thats what i used to do :) now im on adderall ;))) xD
ocd69penguin 4 months ago
Hi, I'm 45 with ADHD and I've never been medicated. What I understand is, because you've been medicated, you probably learned to compensate less well.
truevoiceofsanity 4 months ago
shit just made me tweak first time, Stick to pot so much more chill lol.
Veggie415 4 months ago
You remind me of me. When I quit that shit I was the same exact way down to a T.
I was addicted to adderall and vyvanse. Snorted or toke ritalin and focalin to keep my dextroamphetamine tolerence down every other day, I often combined them with whatever painkillers I could afford. I know how you feel. I'm trying to make my own video which is similar to this one asap, I have been inspired.
SylvieSyko 4 months ago
me and my sister got into that shiz snortin it and shit.i was lucky enough to quit without any serious reprocutions.but my sister lost alot of weight and has since been for lack of better words unstable.serious waves of depression.not saying she was perfect before but there was a change in her ability to control her emotions. prescriptions are poison. stick to herb if you need to escape thats what i do
budensity 5 months ago
I hate to hear your unfortunate times, I hope you feel better.
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jhopes93 5 months ago
If you read - read Dr. Bruce Levine, Dr. John Breeding, and Dr. Peter Breggin. If you don't, or can't read...they all have videos. Watch them. Find some way to deal with stuff, *clean*. Your brain and body will thank you for it.
Use social media to connect with the people who help people like you - for real.
Make it a goal to find a real friend who is strong enough to help you.
You must take addiction seriously - because that's what Adderall does.
Good luck to you. Be smart - be careful.
TheSpudbuddy 5 months ago
You have to taper off!Your depressed,because you are tired and probably malnurished.Docs start kids off on too high of a dosage.It is going to screw your appetite up.Long and the short of it=you pay for what you do.I've been on Addy's now for 5 yrs.Best advise= get back on(stay off the shit=meth)I've done both for many years.I just take my Addys now.Take care of your body and I know that's hard,but you are the only one who can do it.If you think pot can help,more power to you(It does for some).
treeman610 5 months ago
adderal ;- cant eat for shit, migrains, feel like shit, makes me wanna smoke a cigg, i fiend on that shit. adhd medications fuck with ur brain chemistry, its a bunch of chemicals to make one feeling.- thats UN-NATURAL. SMOKE MARIJUANA ITS A PLANT nothing else ;) . - keeps ur appitite, stress relieves, even helps focus and creativity. and i think its much better then perscription medications.
xSKk8x4xSPATx 5 months ago
how old are you??
MissCherry2943 5 months ago
i hope you feel better
hilife717 5 months ago
You are to pretty to be depressed
okamasphere 5 months ago
I've taken amphetamine salts for the past ten years. I'm not addicted at all. In fact, I went all summer without taking it. Now that college starts up, though, I take it on weekdays and leave it out on the weekends.
The drug is not addicting to me. I am easily able to quit. Withdrawal effects can be harsh from time to time, but they go away within a couple of days.
Amphetamine has helped my life so much. It may have stunted my growth, though, as I'm pretty skinny, but that's not a bad thing.
Xmaggot93X 5 months ago
Hope your doing better! You are way too young to let meth ruin your life. Not that any age is good to start using. I hate to sound preachy but as a long time now recovering heroin addict it pains me to see others go down that road regardless of their drug of choice. People need to treat eachother with empathy and understanding if were gonna make it through.
SuperStrik9 5 months ago
@SuperStrik9 There are enormous differences between methamphetamine and amphetamine.
I'm glad you're recovering, though.
I do not find amphetamine addictive.
Xmaggot93X 5 months ago
why do you take adderall if you don't have add?
MrShikshim 5 months ago
wow ty u for sharing ur story cuz i was thinking of gettin on it to help with my ADD
MsBarbie810 5 months ago
Girl, you should have just gone to see a doctor for a scrip or gotten off it. You're way to pretty for ice. Any way if you ever come down south we can go surf some waves duuudeee LOL Oh yeah and what if you ever try to get into college or a good job and they see this stuff...Be smart
11mesohorny 5 months ago
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11mesohorny 5 months ago
Are you doing alright now, Breezyyy? I hope so. :\
Leave me a reply because I'm curious to if you got to keep your house and everything. Believe me, I actually care.
Also hoping you're done with the crystal meth. :[
NotebookTracks 5 months ago
You are a very brave women...for posting this video..
Try Sedona method
Have a great year.
pelazon2007 5 months ago
You seem a bit depressed in this video. It doesn't sound like this was the best time in your life, either. I hope things are going better for you. You do seem to have a good grip on things and I think you will be fine in the end. You seem strong enough to make it through. I hope you are doing well, and good luck!
Sorry to be the typical YouTube male, but you are damn gorgeous.
lespaulrentals 5 months ago
You should get into group therapy. Adderall is amphetamine salt, so it's one hell of an addictive drug. If you have an addictive personality, it can trigger it. In addition, if you are depressed and start taking it for any length of time to the point where it becomes a dependency (which can be a couple of days for some people) it can be just like meth.
It's a great drug for both recreation and improvement of focus, but man, it's a vice. Then again, I'm sure I'm preaching to the choir.
lespaulrentals 5 months ago
SMOKE WEED!!
9westside4 6 months ago
Go to a naturopathic doctor. Be well and I hope you're doing a lot better and drug free. Thank you for sharing your video. I thought about using Adderall for my adult ADD and you helped me/convinced me to not go on it. Best wishes to you.
happythotzaroo 6 months ago
Hope you're doing better now.
EWt5lg5alQWLqPViO9vk 6 months ago
My son died after using Ritalin for 10 yrs for his ADD. You can't get off after you become addicted to this highly addictive speed. Mental health problems can be genetic. You sound like you need to talk to a Psychiatrist on a regular basis. Go to your family and ask if you can live with them and share in the bills. You can go to a church and ask for help. Do not sell your soul or body for money. This is an evil world we live in, but it can be peaceful without drugs. God be with you.
pwg1126 6 months ago
you can't just terminate your adderall use cold-turkey, it damages your nerves.Doing so is just stupid and your just asking to hurt yourself.
maldek5 6 months ago
@maldek5
You're wrong.
lespaulrentals 5 months ago
pouya2002 there is no god
weeddog420 6 months ago
you still alive?
rolgorevene 6 months ago
i don't even know you but i can tell you from the bottom of my heart, it makes me happy to know your alive and that you didnt do it.
PixieLaws 6 months ago
Hope you are doing fine.....:-)
lionfab 6 months ago
try snorting it it makes you feel happier
craigthecrab 6 months ago
awe honneyits okay things will get better
XHaileyXkoalaX 6 months ago
Try smoking some weed helps alot
barneye8036123 6 months ago
I'm sorry you had a bad Cold! Awww.I did adderall 4 Year's ago 30Mg's About 5 times didn't even have to pay for them.(Useless) Stared at the Ceiling for 5 hours wanting to go to Sleep..Don't waste you're Health and good look's on this Drug,Coffee and a few cigarettes will keep you going..I only drink Coffee maybe Once every 4 months anyway's. And Soda is Awful!
MrHideyoursheep 6 months ago
Just pray god will take care of you.
pouya2002 6 months ago
im having the same problem.
t4beauty 7 months ago
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Also, my sister started using drugs to keep herself from going suicidal because she has depression, now she's off of drugs. Instead she now takes antidepressants, and she's perfectly fine now. I was just curious if you could say that this would be the kind of situation that your in.
zeke64333 7 months ago
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zeke64333 7 months ago
And so , and I'm not out of shape. I'm just telling you all of this because I know that amphetamines, and in general, stimulants can do some serious damage pretty fast. I've had 2 friends die of a heart attack from doing that crap... I'm kindof a big guy. I'm 6ft 3in, I weigh 220 pounds...and your a not so heavy girl, so your generally more sensitive to stimulants than me, and 40mg of adderall kinda got to me, and it took a overdose of adderall to kill my buds
zeke64333 7 months ago
One day I went into a petite mal, which is basically a small seizure, its not that bad. Next day I was walking around my house and I felt my muscles give out and I collapsed to the ground... I thought it was strange but not too serious... then the next day I could swear I felt my heart stop for 5 seconds... my doc told me I havent been getting enough sleep, and later I followed her advise and it hadn't happened again..
zeke64333 7 months ago
Im prescribed adderall to help me with my ADD during school n what not, but I get off of it immediately as soon as school let's out... About a day after I stop taking it, I feel as if I'm about to pass out tired... one time I even slept for 24 hours straight... I know that adderall is extremely dangerous to use because it stimulates the central nervous system, causing that high feeling... heart starts pounding, and I'd have a high body temp... but I know that that's a dangerous thing to like...
zeke64333 7 months ago
i had the same experience. when i stopped taking adderall i completely fell apart and went into a crazy deep depression.
theonewiththeflip 7 months ago
The reason you don't hear people talking about it is because when they get off of it, the don't even have the will to speak about it.
FinalExitRadio 7 months ago
For the love of god STICK WITH THE ADDERALL you're so ADD you can hardly speak!
ChetzNation 7 months ago
I just saw your video and wanted to let you know that I feel for you.. I am going through the same thing right now.. Quitting adderall, lost my job, lost my girlfriend, losing friends, can't pay rent.. can't pay bills, or buy food.. I don't really have any advice but I hope you are doing better! (Because if things are getting better for you, maybe they can for me too)
disarmyouwitha 8 months ago
how old is u?
MEtalRAtdmm 8 months ago
am taking adderall now.Just started two months ago.Have been dealing with depression since about 12yrs old after mom died.Got worse in last 5-10yrs.Never had energy,always sleep,no friends,never went out typical 20yr old.Nothing! Now feel like person I should've always been.Don't want to ever come off it.Think being that way is way worse than adderall for life.Otherwise, I hope you are doing ok. If you ever want to talk or just let stuff out, you can always email me. Take care
Choqlatqt 8 months ago
I'm sorry you're going through this.
I've had depression for about 6 years now, and started taking Adderall XR for ADD. It's horrifying because I haven't felt simple joy like this in a long time! On days when I don't take it I feel HORRIBLE. I already have issues with lethargy because of depression, and it just compounds my fatigue and mood. I can definitely see myself becoming dependent on it. I feel that now I know what it feels like to actually have energy, I know what I'm missing out on...
liztaylor89 10 months ago
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You feel horrible when you don't take amphetamines after taking them everyday for a long time? Hmmmmmmm. Maybe because your addicted to them, dur.
JenkemBOMBS 7 months ago
I'm sorry you're going through this.
I've had depression for about 6 years now, and started taking Adderall XR for ADD. It's horrifying because I haven't felt simple joy like this in a long time! On days when I don't take it I feel HORRIBLE. I already have issues with lethargy because of depression, and it just compounds my fatigue and mood. I can definitely see myself becoming dependent on it. I feel that now I know what it feels like to actually have energy, I know what I'm missing out on...
liztaylor89 10 months ago
i took adderall from ages 9-18 an now that im older i have more access to it so quite frankly, i abuse the shit out of adderall more than ever before...i lost a HUGE amount of weight in highschool and started doing other drugs which combined with aderall made me avoid all social interaction to the point of skipping classes just to be alone and eventually dropping out my senior year.i went back and finished though..NOW i just recently dropped all my classes at durham tech...becuz im always high.
GanjikaAranyaka 10 months ago
Im personally planning on asking for adderall XR at my docs, apprently it aids with weight loss im around 210 and im about 6ft tall so about average, i also want to learn and read but i can never focus i get side tracked, apprently adderall helps those things. Also sweet heart, no matter how bad things get theres always tommoro :) lifes what you make it and this is coming from a guy whos been depressed and suicidal for 6 years ive been on the edge and always came back.
skullkiller123 10 months ago