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  • What is this song about?

  • @KandaceLPSluver Eating disorders, such as anorexia and bulimia.

  • All I've eaten this week:

    5 grapes

    2 diet cokes

    20 glasses of water

    Anorexia is not my friend.

  • Love

  • I lobe this song

  • All these people saying they arent anorexic or bulimic consider yourself lucky. its not fun eating barely anything and being so scared that that food may make you fatter that you throw it up as soon as possible :/ if you feel yourself going down that path please help yourself. cause once you get far enough down there its hard to find your way out. im still looking for my way out.

  • @kuppykate be strong... I'm sure God will help you, honey :)

  • @thetideknot2 I am the same way.

  • im not anerexic but i do struggle with worrying about my weight. most of my friends weigh alot more then me and say im skinny but i dont feel it when i look at myself i feel fat i wegh between 105 and 110 im around 5ft 3 but i use to see my ribs in grade 8 and now i feel like my stomach sticks out i hate it and know i should eat i love food and do eat but i feel fat and ugly i hate magazines and models

  • Im 13.. i have been labeled "a recovered anorexic" by doctors.. just saying is that even possible. you cant recover from this, ana's never gonna leave my head :'( for all of you that say you want to be anorexic please remember you really cant ever recover its a life long decision. Im 5'7 and weigh 127. yeah i know fat for an anorexic/bulimic.. ugh why do i even try.. {~hating myself;need to be thinner 13~}

  • @13miana By any chance is your name Amber cuz i know a girl (or possibly u) that's alot like that and even if your not who i think u are, i weigh the about the same and i'm about the same hight and i'm 13, u don't need to be your perfect the way u are!

  • @13miana you are incredibly skinny. im an inch and a half shorter than you and i way about 20 pounds more than you... im fat.

  • This song really speaks to me. I'm not anorexic as i'm not underweight.. yet. But my actions and food intake etc are symptoms of borderline anorexia. I also suffer from bulimia but i don't binge eat.

  • I'm 5'1 ft, 101.0 pounds and 11 years old. I'm not anorexic or anything but I literally hate my body! I'm fat, I'm ugly. I became a vegetarian b/c I thought I'll lose weight. I lost 2 pounds.. my mom forces me to eat, if I don't, she'll threaten to hit me.. I hate my stupid body!!

  • Or like earlier this year I had my first crush, and I noticed he only skinny girls, as well as all the other girls and boys. My mom has struggled with weight, and I just dont know , people dont relize, no I'm not fat , but I don't feel pretty like the celebs, I've been called ugly , emo, fat, all my life and people dont even relize...

  • I'm tired of this whole thing , you have to be skinny to be beautiful. People dont realize, what they say hurts. Im 12, 112 pounds, I work out, yes, i have abbs, but the only show when I suck my stomach in , thats when people call me pretty. But when i'm just relaxing other kids will say, how'd you put on those pounds? Or your fat for a cheerleading captian.

  • im disgusted with my body because my legs touch at the top :/.. im 5'2.5 and 108 lbs I used to be 91 lbs i miss my bones :x i cant help it

  • @KeishaKittie Sweetheart, all legs touch at the top! That's how God made you! You're beautiful the way you are. I'm 5'3, 120lbs. You're doing better than me but I'm proud of myself!

  • - I'm turning thirteen on February 16 ...

    I've been starving myself for months now.. all because I can't take anymore insults.

    The mirror shows that it's done nothing!

    My "friends" say it's changed a lot on me.

    I don't think so, so I'm continuing...

    I just want to say, don't do what I do! Don't believe the mirror! Don't listen to the bullies!

    They're all wrong.

    Too late for me though.

    This has all became a habit, but at least now... I feel beautiful ... only sometimes!

    Bur before I ALWAYS f

  • @NativeGirlSwaqq2011 You are beautiful. If I knew you, I would hug you and never let go. You are beautiful, no matter what anybody says. You are better than me. You are beautiful.

  • [Part 2] I always wear my black jacket every where... I have been conflicting pain by piniching, and jabbing my very long nails into my hands... my brother who is 13 constantly abuses me, my parents do nothing about they say "Oh he's just doing it to get on your nerves and your letting it" he almost broke my door down for no reason and they didn't believe me! Plus my parents are divorced, my mom takes my brother's side and so does my dad, they think to fill the love they don't give me are gifts.

  • @peacesimelykjkabny2 If I was off age I would adopt you RIGHT now. But since I'm not... tonight, please, just try kneeling by your bed and praying. Just speak to the Lord. He will save you since I cannot.

  • I'm 11 turning 12, I'm in sixth grade, and I weigh about 120-140 lbs. On weekends I don't eat anything but a very small snack, on week days I only have 1 meal a day and that's lunch, I feel fat so I starve myself, I admit I am anorexic. No one knows because I'm ashamed to tell anyone... I became anorexic when I wanted a boy to like me... I have low confidence and I have depression. I have been pronoid that every where I go people call me fat and I feel umcomfrable in t-shirts,

  • I'm not anorexic, and I haven't been bulimic for over a year, and I'm proud. I may not be the skinniest person, but trust me, I am beautiful. And I'm not being big headed, I'm just saying, you don't need to be skinny to be amazing in every way. Just love yourself for being you, because nobody else is quite like you. :-)

  • Ive read lots of comments to c what ppl hav said but that still doesnt convince me that starving myself isnt better then being fat (tho im not I just believe I am) go ahead and comment and tell me how wrong I am but that wont change how I feel nothing will...... :(

  • @WoWvanilladruidftw I dont eat either do you ever have trouble because I do, does it hurt to laugh?

  • I formally went through this..no one knows...im scared "ana" is coming back for me...I defeated it once,by myself...i dont know if im strong enough to do it again...I dont want to go back

  • @TheRealJadeJuvenile Sweetheart, talk to someone. If you can't talk to someone, talk to God.

  • @4everYGOTAS yes i know its horible its just im okay and sometimes im not,I am going to look past this at all costs though,i need to start a new chapter in my life and move forward

  • @TheRealJadeJuvenile Good for you. I'm behind you the whole way hon. Love ya:')

  • @4everYGOTAS thank you so much<3

  • @TheRealJadeJuvenile You are forever welcome! *huggles*

  • @4everYGOTAS yay lol -huggles-

  • Olivia, I know you're reading this. You always read these comments. I love you, I really do. But I'm losing you to anorexia. I know I can't be there for you everyday but others have noticed. Gwynn, your best friend, is right to make you eat lunch. Listen to this song and hear me. You're not alone. All these wonderful people are like you. But dont let go. We WILL get through this.

    Together till the end,

    Emma

  • I feel like im extremly fat but i know im not that fat... So i decided not to starve myself but eat healthier things ... And ive lost 5 lbs in 2 weeks .. But then i stopped and gained 10 lbs the next ..Everyone at my school eats salad and they all are mostly very skinny.. But i dont like salad at all and they all tease me about it

  • @magicgirl192 I feel the same exact way .

  • Beatiful song <3

  • I don't eat for beauty. The empty feeling inside comforts me. It takes me away. I don't care if I'm skinny or how I look, all I want it that feeling. My phsical shell makes me feel trapped- I want to get out and emptying my body feels like realseing energy and my head shuts up. I do not think I'm fat. I think I'm mentally ill. Has anyone else ever felt like this? Or am I truley alone?

  • @magicgirl192 I went through the same thing. I finally got out of it and got help through some friends. Unfortunately after about three weeks I relapsed.

    I can't say I understand your reasoning or emotions, because I'm not you and don't know your situation, but I do know that after I started eating I felt strong, and my new addiction is that strength. Send me a message if you need someone to talk to. Believe me, venting helps. ~hug~

  • To all you girls who don't feel pretty, there's probably another girl somewhere in the world who wishes she could look like you. I used to hate myself for my appearance and mine can't be helped! I'm chubby because I'm big-boned. So I can't drop weight so I learned to love myself because I'll never change!

    Remember, the wonderful surprise is inside that box. The outside doesn't matter.

    If you girls are doing this just to get a guy, that's stupid. When you find a guy, he will love you for you. <3

  • im bulimiec becuz im not pretty :(

  • @kitkatkarate123 wat!? im sure ur very pretty weather its your face or your soul it iz who you are your soul your essence that should determine beauty not cloths and looks. and money

  • NO DEPRESSION :)

  • Thumbs up If you just here for the song...-______-

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  • @xXBleedingHeart13Xx No, no no! It's not about looks, it's about personality! Those people should be ashamed of their selves. Please, seek out help! I know when you think of a theripist you'd think of someone helping a crazy person (Or atleast that's what most people think...) But acually, i've been to one when I was depressed it help TONS! Atleast try it.. :)

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  • [Part 2] but my mom is even worried. Last night I weighed 132, this morning 130. I felt proud, yet at the same time, I was worried... I feel that if I eat, i'll gain a lot of weight :(. Am I anorexic?? (By the way, i'm at a normal weight for my height i'm 5'1.)

  • I am 11 years old, in 6th grade. My name is Coral. I used to be 150 pounds (Or something crazy like that..) I lost a bunch of weight over the summer from playing Softball and eatting right. I was so proud of myself. I managed to keep my weight at 135 (My current is 130) I noticed, I lost weight VERY rapidly now. I stopped eatting. I went from 3 meals per day with a couple snacks inbetween, to 2 meals (1 on weekend or when I don't have school) and no snacks. I know it's not that big of a deal,

  • This song inspires me not to think im fat im only 10 years old im like 5'0 or 5'1 or 5'2 and i weigh like 100-120 pounds my weight changes time to time for my dinner that i ate tonight i only ate half a baked potato now i know better i will eat when i am hungry and exercise the extra pounds of f but sometimes i feel mad at my self cause i dont fit into the nice clothes i like or shoes either

  • plz someone help me I need it bad Im all alone I hate my life and I know Im goin to get alot of negitive comments on this but watever I just need someone to talk to b4 i go to far actually..... I already have someone HELP!!!!!

  • @Jersyshore23 :( im here, i think ik what ur going thru right now, :'( i've already tryed cutting my wrists,,,

  • @SugarPaws123 im glad u here and yeah ive tried but most of the time ive failed but sometimes i dont so yeah if u go to my channel and read the about me my phone #s there text me when ever u want k

  • SuperChick needs to stop reading my diary:)

  • i used to be anorexic and this song always made me cry...

  • @nikkiunderwoodvevo dnt listen to these ppl! u do wat u gotta do dnt prove nothin to them!

  • @nikkiunderwoodvevo you don't have anorexia ! i saw your videos ? why would you lie that's sick.

  • @nikkiunderwoodvevo i am here for you my name is the same on facebook my sister had anorexia and i know all about it i am here for you you are not alone :) i wont judge you babeyy i want to help you xxx

  • @nikkiunderwoodvevo hello ... i also have an ed also and im a cutter if u ever need to talk message me <3 x

  • @nikkiunderwoodvevo Okay. What's wrong? (If you can, please private message me; I hate to clog up song comments)

  • Reminds me of how I feel when people make me feel bad.I throw up and starve myself,and noone can see past a fake smile and laugh...When I see the reflection in the mirror,I see this girl who's just...Hurt and torn because of people,people she HATES..And she does this to her to make them like her...And knowing that what she's doing is dangerous doesn't stop her..No matter what part of her says she needs to stop...

  • @daddystinnydancer1 I'm here for you. if you need to talk, I'm all ears.

  • YOU ARE YOUR OWN KIND OF BEAUTIFUL. never let anyone bring you down:) everyone is beautiful in their own way and never try to be someone else 

  • im close to being anorexic and even though i have a 20inch waist i still feel fat. i dont know why though. i have gone a few days starving myself and i cry every night. nobody helps with it and thats bc i keep refusing ppls help. and now that i really want to reach out for help im too scared to ask for it.

  • @daddystinnydancer1 do you still need help? cuz i started this program called the suicide provention program and it helps kids like u with suicide cutting abuse and anorexicia and other stuff so if u still need help im here just pm me k and that goes for everyone ur not alone im just like you u need help im here ok...

  • @Jersyshore23 Thank you so much for the offer but I'm learning to control it. Thank you so much that sounds like a really cool program! Keep it going! You'll make a huge impact on people's lives.

  • @daddystinnydancer1 No problem Im glad ur learnin 2 control it Good Job!!!:) and yeah it is a great program if you want 2 join just tell me k...and thx I will and yeah Im helpin ppl all over the world rite now haha so good LUCK!!! stay strong Bye

  • @daddystinnydancer1 well u can talk 2 ppl here. *points to youtube and other social sites* because we care

  • @daddystinnydancer1 OMG FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T BE SCARED!!!! Seriously, don't be afraid to ask for help! ANYONE would be excited to help you!!! I WOULD BE HAPPY TO HELP YOU! PLEASE DON'T KEEP THIS UP! ='C I have a friend who's anorexic and we helped her, it was hard for her and she wasn't even chubby! She was already a toothpick, just please don't do this to yourself anymore! Go ask for help ASAP!!!! We'd all love it if you did! AM I RIGHT PEOPLE!?

  • Im not skinny im actually a fatass, I feel like i should strave myself so i can loose weight i see all these gorgerous skinny girls and it makes me so jealous. Like i wish i was skinny not somone that somone would say "hi fatty" to so im really low on convidence right now.):

  • @FireworkPower stay strong cause once you start to starve or throw up its hard to get out of that habit and it sucks

  • @julietgrey21 Ill stay strong, thankyou for caring about me, your so sweet. im going to try my best to not let people get to me.

  • @FireworkPower if you ever need to convey im here to listen i may not know you in person but we are both going through the same thing i will always care and :] thank you & thats good try not to let anyone weigh you down you are your own person and you are beautiful in every way no matter what any one says <3

  • @julietgrey21 Alright i will(:, and I honestly trust you even if i dont know you. your so sweet and im always here for you if you need somone to talk to.<3(:

  • @FireworkPower :)haha thank you and okay <3

  • @FireworkPower Skinny does not equal beauty. I've struggled with the same thing. Mirrors tell the worst lies..

  • @daddystinnydancer1 im going threw the same thing i want help but im to scared to ask and i just dont care anymore cause so what if i leave this world i would be happy the mirror wont taunt me anymore and ill be free from this body ill be happy again

  • @daddystinnydancer1 I'm anorexic. All I can say is, love, don't let yourself fall into this mess too.

  • @daddystinnydancer1 ask god for help

  • @daddystinnydancer1 i am 8 and i get hungry very easly! :( one day a person called me fat. i felt bad. i keep asking my mom if i am . but she no, but i don't beleve her. if i stop eating i might die, but i don't wanna be fat! this song is kinda like me. :( somebody tell me what to do! please!

  • @casinogarret543 hon, its okay to be hungry! thats the way God made us, to eat, and be confortable in the body He gave you! just remember that you are beautiful!!! :) and it doesnt matter what other people think of you!! you can go throught life and always find someone that will not like something about you! but whats important is finding the people that see your beauty!!! find those people and ignore the ones that are just too jealous of you to be nice!!!!

  • @kgabriel365 thank you :( your nicest person ever. you make me happy. you made my day:)

  • @casinogarret543 Hey cheer up! (: You're beautiful the way you are & at your age it's really hard to be insulted but you just need to keep your head up and be proud of who you are !! :D Life is FULL of haters & trash talkers & you always need to remember that! I'm 13, 120 Pounds, not popular but 100% PROUD TO BE ME! So be proud of who you are (: !! <3

  • @daddystinnydancer1

    Do it for your own good!

    I know how you feel

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  • I sing this song everyday to comfort me because this is all I go through and so much more in a day.... I know I need help.... I may start crying in the middle of the song but it just brings me closer every day to getting the courage to stop....

  • @BrookePwned If you need anyone to talk to you can always talk to me. I'll be happy to help. :3

  • This song is really comforting :')

  • wow this song fits me down to a P :'(:'(:'(:'( i have stop alot my other bad things i ues do i dont eat alot but cuting i fird my safe wanting or like needing to do idk y i guess just dum nvm it but its realy good song :)

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  • I am 14 years old, a freshman in highschool... I started cutting myself in middle school. I don't do it as often anymore but I throw-up and I don't eat... I feel like it's hurting my mom, but I just feel so fat and disgusting... help? Please... and don't make fun of me for my age. I've been through Hell and back. Thanks.

  • @xoBeebit97xo Hi.[: I can definitley relate with you... I actually just got over cutting. I was cutting for about a year and a half. But I also used to be anorexic. Iknow what you're going through♥ && It is very hard to deal with... People would tell me "Oh but youre skinny" && That's never enough is it?I always thought that people would tell me that I'm skinny because they just wanted me to eat. I never thought that they believed it. If you need to talk you can message me. ♥

  • @xoBeebit97xo

    i can relate to you. I dont judge you for your age. I started doing all that in elementary school. Its very hard to go on with all that on your shoulders but i understand, that's what helped me. Someone telling me they understood and something finally clicked. Message me.

  • @xoBeebit97xo same here, except I'm 15, sophmore. just know you're not alone. <3

  • @xoBeebit97xo Hey :) I just want you to know that I'm here for you, if you ever wanna talk or if you need something, im here. 

  • Hey I help alot of self harmer's I do do it aswell so I'm not being judgmental cause I'm really bad atm but I want 2 help any1 who has a self harm problem inbox me, email me marcharvey917@gmail.com I WILL reply 2 ANY1 who emails in cause I care I'm NOT here 2 judge cause I self harm aswell I'm just here 2 help <3 xo MH

  • @SelfHarmer1998 no 1 can help

  • @summer123455 I can try cant I ??

  • @SelfHarmer1998 yes you have that right to try but win poeple so far gone and deep in to it we just missed up to others but have nice time trying hope u do help alot people :)

  • And I can't stand it when someone says its inpossible or something.Now in the moment I am really dissappointed.Sometimes I think about to kill me but ther is a voice in my head who says: I have to take it because someday I ' ll find him.

    (Sorry I'm from Germany and my english is not the best *)

  • Oh yes.SÍ can say that this song could be about my life.

    Somedays someone says I am looking really beautifull today but no one knows that when I am alone I am crying.I am serching someone.But i can't find him or her.Someone who unterstand..

  • Sometimes I'm ok. I could go for months feeling normal, but then...... I don't know why but every once in a while I stop eating. Its only for a few days. I know people have worse problems then I do and everytime I feel bad I just feel worse because people who live in poverty have it way worse than I do. Then I relize I don't matter and.... I just stop.

  • @magicgirl192 I do that too i could feel normal for months then somedays i dont eat at all and then i think that some people have it worse than me and that i dont matter so i stop worrying about myself i know how you feel.....

  • @BaDaSsLoVeR14 Exacly. Its like you just can't eat, but after a little while after you just start eating again like nothing ever happened so you dicied its not important and you see all these pictures of skeletons and feel stupid, but then you do it all again in a few weeks? Its like a cycle of unimportant nothing you can't bring yourself to fully reconize.

  • @magicgirl192 yeah thats exactly what happens to me.. atleast someone out there understands.

  • A girl at my school, one of my friends, was caught cutting herself. I knew her very well and I also knew she was teased for her weight.

    I was shocked when I found out she was like me~a cutter. The next day, i heard some girls saying she only did it for attention. I went up to her and said, "If she wanted attention, then why did she hide the freaking scars? Tell me that,"

    She couldnt.

    Cutting, Anorexia, bulimia, hurting yourself on purpose, it SUCKS.

    Let someone know theyre not alone. Please.

  • I'm a girl and I'm 130 pounds, and I'm perfectly fine with that, as long as you eat HEALTHY and exercise occasionally you'll be okay, and yes, I did say EAT

  • GIRLS!!?! 

    This is coming from me and pretty much ALL guys

    DO NOT stop yourself from eating especially when you anorexic!!! Anorexic girls look disgusting. It's not natural. That may have sounded crude to some, and especially anorexic girls, but it's the truth. "And the TRUTH shall set you FREE!" If you're trying to look good or pretty in front of a guy.... ANOREXIA is NOT the way. IT IS pitiful and unattractive. everyone likes a little meat. I would prefer 200 lb instead of 85 lb..

  • @MetalBuffalos most of the time is isn't for a guy, but guys do like some meat. it's usually them trying to have control on some part of their life. i know, i still suffer from it. but girls should know it's okay and they can turn to people for help, even guys.

  • 7 people don`t have courage

  • my girlfriend doesnt eat :( she used to cut and im so worried about her :( she says shes not beautiful or shes fat! but no i tell her she needs to eat and shes beautiful and no way fat. shes amazing :( i jst want her safe and healthy. idk maybe im over reacting? or jst have my mind set on her 24/7

  • All i want is to be pretty. To be skinny. To have a boy actually think I'm pretty enough to love. But I never will be. I know that. I havent eaten in two days. No one's noticed. No one cares about me. I'm just ugly and fat.

    All i want is to be beautiful. All i want. I hate myself because I'm unbeautiful. I'm inperfect. I'm not good enough.

    I'm not good enough.

    I'm not good enough.

    I'm not good enough.

    I never will be.

    I'm sorry I'm not good enough.

    I'm so sorry, Mommy.

    I'm so sorry, Pay.

  • I honestly don't know if I'm suicidal. Idk i mean even though i'm depressed and no one sees it.. I try to eat, but I tell people everything that she says in the song. No one sees any my pain, i hide the scars and pray no one sees. Im an ex cutter tho i still do it sometimes. I dont think anyone knows how i feel and i dont dare tell anyone.. i got to the point where im never hungery, i sit in my room and avoid everyone around me. I have a love hate situation with life and idk how to handle it.

  • @forever2361 I know exactly how you feel. I've been depressed and have had low self esteem since 5th grade. You are NOT alone. Cutting is something thats hard to overcome, just like eating disorders. I've never had someone tell me I'm not alone, so I know what you're going through.

    But just know you can message me anytime you need to.

    ~AmeliiMason

  • @AmeliiMason Thankyou!! But it is hard, and sometimes it feels lie im alone. I don;t like it...

  • Hey guys I know some of you might be suicidal and just know that I'm here to help. I am basically a beguinning thereapist that has acctually kept a lot of people from commiting suicide. If any of you ever need to talk or get your feelings out send me a message and I will reply and help you out and I wont tell a soul~

  • @xDelilahLovesYouh nothing can just make you anorexic. Please stop what you are doing. Anorexia is a serious psychological disorder that takes time for it to build. Ask any person with an eating disorder, most aren't doing it for a guy (or girl) or to be thin. Although there are various reasons for this disorder to develop, a lot of ED sufferers have a deeper underlying psychological problem whether it be insecurity or a feelingof lack of control. So please stop. You're still so young.

  • Lyrics are either too fast or too slow. Favorited it anyways ;D

  • I really like the dark tone of the music combined with the encouraging lyrics mixed with pain and sadness.

  • when i lost a lot of weight people say "YOU LOOK GOOD" and i just fell like screaming in there face saying "WHAT I LOOK FAT BEFORE!"

  • I think I may sing a remix of this song o.o

  • These secrets are walls that keep us alone..

  • For a moment,

    For a Moment...

    I'm Happy <3

    

  • And i thought self-harm was bad...

  • Hey, I'm Theo, and I'm declaring a personal war on self-destructive behaviour. If you are or have considered doing anything destructive to yourself---slitting your wrists, drinking/drugging away your pain, not eating, hurting yourself on purpose---I'm here to help. I'm not just a naive soul who can't fathom how you feel. Trust me, I've been there. You can be anonymous, and you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to tell me. I'm not here to judge, I'm here to help. :)

    Message me.

  • @im3LS3WH3R3 You, sir, are a lifeline to so many people... don't stop what you are doing.. it means so much.♥

  • @thefrogatemysocks1 Theo is short for Theodora. But thank you for the support, I've gotten some "give up" messages so that's really appreciated.

  • @im3LS3WH3R3 I'm sorry, Ma'me.(: People like you are truley to greatness in the world.(:

  • @im3LS3WH3R3 How can I message you privately... Sorry knew to youtube!

    

  • @BabeBeachBlonde Um, click on the box with your username in the upper right hand corner of this screen. Then click on the link that reads "inbox". On the top of the left hand panel, there's a button that says "Compose". Then just type in "im3LS3WH3R3" in the "To:" section. Put "Courage" as the subject and tell me what's up with you.

  • @im3LS3WH3R3 well then i guess i am talking to some1 who can help me, mkay im exactly like this song im to skinny i dont eat and i only care about looking pretty and all my freinds tht know about this cant help me ive kept this a secret from my bf &my freinds & parents what should i do?

  • @deadanerexia123 You can't keep it a secret, most importantly. You need long term medical help, so you have to tell your parents---Not necessarily your friends, because the last thing you need is to be bullied if your secret gets out there. In the meantime, walk into your kitchen and fix a meal. Starving yourself won't make you pretty. Feeling okay and not having to fake smiles will make you pretty---because under all the insecurity you feel is a beautiful person.

  • @im3LS3WH3R3

    Hello.. I've been through an eating disorder, u know, purging

    i'v also cut my wrists because one day my emotions were over the top and, i do the eating-disorder NOT to hurt myself . i wanna fit because i got bullied. by being called huge/fat/fatass

    i'v always been huge my whole life and i decided to make a change until i did and got a perfect body shape the unhealthy way, and i got addicted but mum found out on my birthday. i was thinking about suicide that day.. was in trouble....

  • @Meemzii123 Listen, not eating doesn't making you healthy. It's just as dangerous as cutting yourself. You have to stop both.

  • @im3LS3WH3R3 Hey I dont know if u still help ppl but can u pm plz i dont know how to with this new setup on utube but plz pm me i need ur help

  • Hey, I'm Theo, and I'm declaring a personal war on self-destructive behaviour. If you are or have considered doing anything destructive to yourself---slitting your wrists, drinking/drugging away your pain, not eating, hurting yourself on purpose---I'm here to help. I'm not just a naive soul who can't fathom how you feel. Trust me, I've been there. You can be anonymous, and you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to tell me. I'm not here to judge, I'm here to help. :)

    Message me.

  • im crying , and crying and my life is slipping away so fast .

  • Life is a flash, anorexia is a crash...

  • I just can't stop crying. It's so unfair that I'm Not the only One who has to Fight for Life. It's just Not fair. I can understand my Situation, I've diserved it, but so many Beautiful Girls? It's Not fair.

  • .. then someone tells me how good I look and for a moment, for a moment I am happy :')

  • this song remember me when i think i was fat and throwed up what i ate and stayed like that for three months in the four month i wanted to stopped but i couldn't i was strong to be like i was before i and just won i could stop, now i am an ORDINARY GIRL, YOU CAN BE STRONG TOO SO TRY AND TRY UNTIL YOU CAN

  • this song......just hits that spot every time i hear it =[

  • this song is helping me

  • This is my life

  • Get over yourself, this goes for all the girls here noone will tell u your beautiful or skinny and noone gonna reassure you that.just thank for whatever you everyou will eventually find happiness.be strong instead of crying all the time, anorexia occurs because a part of your brain doesn't respond to food, all those people I respect but all those other girls should not make it a psychological disorder because of these stupid petty models, its their job, everything to A abnormal extent is wrong..

  • God,I know I commented on here before, but I just listened to this song and started crying. For the first time in a month, I ate 2 meals, and had a few snacks. I normally just have a small portion of dinner, anything else I ate I would force myself to throw up. I think I'm getting stronger, even though I'm killing myself over the fact I ate so much.

    I'm afraid of gaining weight.

    It took all of the courage I had to not throw everything up I ate.

    Please guys, if you are like me, get help.

  • @NotEmoNotSceneJustMe

    I can relate.

    I've had the same problem for years.

    Only recently I have been eating and, even though I feel disgusting, I still eat because my eating disorder almost killed me.

    Hang in there hun, I hope you get better. It's not easy but I believe in you!

  • @Amitylace Thanks hun,and it's good you're eating <3

  • i blame men.

  • im 120 pounds and i cry almoust evryday becase all of my freinds are skinny and prettty and im just me and i hate it!..... my freinds say im pretty but there my freinds they wouldnt tell mt im ugly even tho i am... i hate the way i look and i wish that i could change it and i try and try but nothing ever works for me....

  • @countrybabygurl21 u ARE beautiful. real beauty is o the inside not the outside never forget that. and btw im not one of ur friends and i dont even know what u look like but i do KNOW for a FACT that you ARE beautiful. and 120 pounds is very thin. acualy a very good weight a healthy weight. i strugle with anorexia its very hard to break dont struggle down a path to try and find beauty when all u have to do is look in the meior and u will se it.

    much love yours truly tabatha.

  • ive gained so much weight after my grandpa died nd i guess i ate because i felt happy, but now i need to loose all that,nd i don't know how. im deciding to eat less to loose that weight then maintaien it.

  • I was looking through my history and I found this song. I immediately started crying. I always think that this song is extremely sad, and I shouldn't be thinking this way, but I can't help it. I'm only 15, 5'2 and 115 pounds. Yeah, it's normal weight, but I want to be down to 100 pounds. Sometimes I won't eat for days at a time, or just eat a couple pieces of fruit a day. Abusers have gotten into my head and sadly, I finally want what they told me I should be. I'm letting them win. I'm sorry ):

  • I'm 11 I'm 5'1 I weigh 100 pounds I hate the way I look I feel fat all the time reading about how pretty all these CELebs are doesn't help at all

  • @ilovelaundry

    I feel sorry I hate it when people call my friend fat and she keeps saying she is and I never call people fat so u have my word