The Relapse

[littlemissluvlybones]

you lost weight fast i cant so its been a lot different ffor me, but i really hope the best for you and hope that everything will turn around for you an that you can live such a wonerful and happy life you have so much infront of you i hope the best for you

[questions117]

You were so gorgeous and looked much better in the before pictures. I hope you are doing better now! :)

[eddsbiggestfan]

omg you're so pretty, I wanna look like you :(

[xyz10439]

very good video! I wish you luck

[Avagal88]

There is nothing anyone can say to make this go away. I am a recovering anorexic after a serious hospitalization in June. I wish the voice would just go away. My mind will never be the same but I am trying to tune it out. It is the worst feeling in the world, but you can beat it!

[Brokenana24]

Ive watched this a few times, and im sitting here right now with tears rolling down my face. I know what a bad place you are in right now, and i would give anything to just pull you out, and it kills me that i cant do that. I would give anything to make you see how amazing you are. Your the best friend i've ever have I love you so much baby girl, never forget that.

[HighOnLeaf]

Honey...I know what you're going through.

I have anorexia, I've been tormented with this friend..this foe..this obsession for 7 years...It's taken away so much life...stolen away so many experiences...spent christmas in the hospital, my 13 birthday...It's not our friend, it's no way to live.

And you can feel the relapse coming over you like a title wave, consuming your every being...it's happening to me already, and I just got out of hospital again.

There is hope, never give up hope.

[ABDZIABDZIA]

you are so thin....

[Sararokaz111]

Whats the song called, and who sings it?

[Julerz202]

Tonight I want to cry

By Keith Urban

=]

[Dagonslayer2007o9]

I may not know what it's like, but I do hope you get better and really you look pretty honestly.

[porcelain100]

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!

Who sings this and what's it called?

[KateKazzam]

there is a light at the end of the tunnel

do not give up

you should get help

you have a lot of people that care about you

i have had a friend with a eating disorder

and i ended up losing her you don't want people that care about you do the same

you are a beutiful woman please seek help

[Brodygirl16]

My God, your beautiful

[supersockwoman]

:( i'm going through something similar at the moment... i hope you are doing better now <3

[Citxoxo]

I know exactly how you feel.. The moment when I thought my eating disorder was subsiding, it just came back twice as hard. It's hits someone soo bad, it makes one feel worthless. From the bottom of my heart, I truly wish you the best. I know it's not easy to let go of the thoughts inside that kill you. & to be really honest, you're a pretty girl. God bless you hon.

[brownhairandcrazy]

you look great. stay strong and don't gve in. if you wanna talk I am here and I will be your ana buddy...we all need one

[rockcandy9]

hon u look gorgeous!!

you've come so far!

don't give up, there's a light at the end of the tunnel!

[anamiasgod]

I'm going through the same thing right now!

[alecksiscoolio]

you look great right now. :)

stay strong!

<3

[ThinA91]

you are perfect,don`t lose anymore weight...you look so beautiful...

[eliasclarke]

People, this is a relapse. She recovered then relapsed.. this isn't a good thing. This can kill her. 90 pounds for someone 5"6 is EXTREMELY thin. You already look too thin at 116 pounds, at 90 pounds you will look like an alien and have a bmi of 14.5, thats the BMI of an anorexic near death. Please, seek help, don't loose anymore weight! Life is too short!

[iImIpIeIrIfIeIcIt]

Hon, I know what you're going through.

This video gave me chills.

If you ever need to talk, I am here for you!

[haibekah]

I can't believe how much weight you lost and how fast. You're very beautiful.

:)

[SexyliciousSantos]

whats relapse exactly??

[HollisterC1]

It's when you had an eating disorder, then you don't have an ed any more but then you go back to starving, purging, etc. and so you have an ed again

[eliasclarke]

its horrible, when you relapse you need to seek help immediately.

[baleted93]

I'm so sorry about the way you feel though. I know recovery is terrible and i know that I jus encouraged you but if you feel better at higher weight maybe you could try.

[baleted93]

wowowo. You're gorgeous. You did soso great in the weeks right after. It's amzing how much you lost so quickly. You look great!

[wandleuchte]

you are perfect!!<3 simply beautiful:-)

don´t be worry, be happy....<3<3^^

[jorgelinapiazza]

you are perfect with this wiegth, plz, don't lose more weigth. :)

[PriinZher16]

omg!! you are my thinspo!

it´s awesome!!!!

[xemocake]

i would kill to just look half the way you do.

im so sick of not being normal.

though its sad, ur vid inspires me.

[Siropiada]

heeey hun, so sad!

i know the feeling, i was trying to eat "normally" and get a healthy life back but..

Shit!why is it so hard?

Hope you're doing well

xx

[dancingontheborder]

aw love i am thinking of you! i hate relapsing. and i know as the numbers go down self confidence and strength in yourself goes down. stay strong sweetie, you are absolutely beautiful. and one day, i dont know when, we will both be free from this awful disease. if you ever need to talk, im here. please take care

[ThinspirexMexBaby]

omigosh, you are absolutely beatiful, honey. and i want you to know you're not alone at all. im still coming to terms with my ED and it's so hard. im about 5'1" and 117 lbs and i think i look like a giant pig. my goal is 100 for now but im sure it will change when i reach it. thank you for making this video. you look amazing!

take care, love <3

[OSnapski]

heyy again hon x33

i dunno if i wanna congratulate you for the weight loss or shake you silly for relapsing. im very near a relapse right now... so my minds f ucked up. sometimes, relapse is part of recovery. youre looking so thin right now && ur beautiful - not 2 mention we have some of the same fashion sense! i own a few of ur clothes haa! but if ya wanna talk, im here =)

_bea

[thinismysin]

Aw sorry you released, eating disorders are scary to deal with. I tried to recover once a year ago but I didn't. And I've stayed the same lame weight for a long time and now I'm going to lose 20 pounds because I'm sick of my body right now. Glad to hear you like my videos. Hope you're doing okay.

[perfectXisX4Xsure]

OMG! that was so beautiful,YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL! you have cone so far and i am so proud of you. Well dont hunni, we're all rooting for you! :)

loads eh love and support

lola

x x x

[discoveringme08]

You can do anything you put your mind to. Like some wise guy said, think it and you shall have it and hold it... You're incredibly pretty by the way. Best of luck x

[Limabean120]

i am thinking of u and praying for you darling! u r not alone! much luv <333

[MissNo1Ana]

i'm sorry hun and i understand your message so well, i'm going through the same shit. stay strong and keep believing in yourself one day we're going to be the persons we want to be.

[sevenlovesyou]

:[ i am so, so sorry that you relapsed...i did too, recently. it sucks so much. i wish you the best and i hope that maybe, one day, you can eventually start getting better..it's hard but it's possible.. take care. <333

[itslove00]

aw sweetie im so sorry that you got sucked back in. its a terrible thing. im here for you if you need me, and i hope that you can someday get back out there bc you looked so happy on your birthday!!

[exsertED]

Thanks hon. Recovery is so hard. I was recovered for a year but i totaly relapsed back in march. Took control. Good luck with impatient!! Have an open mind. If you go in with not wanting to recover. You won't get help. It will be a waste. So be ready for alot of things that seem imposable to do. Just remember. You can't be cured over night. Recovery is a process and a life long journey!!! Take care hon!!

[iwbpNoelle]

Whoa, you really thinspare me :*

stay strong and keep smiling :*

[8Uberz8]

You CAN feel better about yourself, and you deserve to. You can recover again, I'm going to start inpatient soon and it's the scariest thing in the world but I hope that it will help, you can't let every setback push you so far down :( I hope you feel better soon x