I was sexually abused by my father. He used to tell me "I'm taking you away from mommy on a plane and you'll never see her again if you say anything." he would hit me too. When my mom found out ah moved me to another province where a boy who lived beside me would touch me. I'd say no. I was so confused. I began cutting and stopped eating. I believe it was my fault and I should be punished. No one believed me but my mom. He never got a punishment.
@Littlebear037 wow...i am really sorry. I'm glad that you have gotten help from ur mother, and the abuse has stopped. what happened to you was not your fault, never never was your fault. keep the support of ur mother and get further psychological help
@thekh13 Yes I'm here, answer to my messages. I want to help you, I can do that only if u help urself. Don't take blame for what's happened or might happen
@hot4botdf I'm sorry for what happened to you. I'm glad it has stopped. If ur having really bad nightmares and they're constant, seek help, see a therapist
I was sexually abused by my uncle. Me and him are very close in age and he was like an older brother to me. I loved him a lot. But then he hurt me. It's been 5 years since it stopped and I still have nightmares, I can still remember every little detail of this horrible years.
hi my name is Light i live in Detroit and i am sexuly abused by my older sister and my twin sister every day they have rapped me mad me fell uncomfortable and if i dont agree to have sex with them they threaten to cut of my p***s what i am only 14 but i am scared to call anybody should i wait til im 18 to get out of there
no you should not wait, you should seek help, dont be scared, call 911 and let them know what is going on....can you tell ur parents??? ur teachers?? the police will get child protective services involved..
@buffalocutie2 i only have my mom and she workes all the time and i think she knows about but doesnt do anyhing and my sister takes the phone so i wont call anyone yesterday my twin dressed me up like a girl like usally and forced me again i got scared but after it happend she said she was sorry and that she loved me so should i still tell anybody she said she was sorry
The user, gmcandrew116, posted a messge expressing a desire to sexually abuse a 10-year-old boy. Go to the YouTube video "HOME ALONE (1990) PART 2". Expand the comments and then search the page for "gmcandrew116" (without the quotes).
This same user also posted two messages expressing the desire to see a certain little girl (a Youtube user) killed, and graphically described how he wished this to be done. PM me for the links.
i cant get over it because most of my family don't be leave me Im 30 now and happen when i was 7 intill i was 15 off and on people thought i stareted my period when i was 7 years old but i didn't i was raped by my uncle ! and alot of family dont talk to me why what did i do wrong ?
@TRISHA30SMITH thats one of the main reasons why it continues to happen, because as a child you think no one will believe you and you're afraid, and also as an adult, not many believe you, and some over look it. I'm so sorry that this happened to you and you're still living with the pain. YOU did not do anything wrong, if your family does not believe you and wont talk to you b/c you spoke against your uncle, than that is their problem, you dont need someone in ur life who doesnt really care
I dont know if its a matter of getting over it, because that just makes it ok, and its never ok. Its a matter of understanding yourself and your feelings and not letting it control every aspect of your life as well as knowing to live with it. You dont want that fact to take over you, it'll only end bad and you will hurt yourself and others along the way. Just move on and live YOUR life, you be in control. Stay Strong.
@buffalocutie2 hi my name is Light i live in Detroit and i am sexuly abused by my older sister and my twin sister every day they have rapped me mad me fell uncomfortable and if i dont agree to have sex with them they threaten to cut of my p***s what i am only 14 but i am scared to call anybody should i wait til im 18 to get out of there
what buffalocutie2 said is right. I wish I could tell someone all the crap that's happened to me. Yes, I like you was also a survivor of molestation. I already told my family about what happened with me and my stepdad but never mentioned all the other stuff. I guess I'm still afraid and the other people who molested me I was and still am to close to them.
But I healed from this a long time ago, I am a happy person that has learned from her horrible experiences to be more aware and not to trust easily on anyone, not even family members. Do not be blinded just because he or she is your family member. Remember that
what saved me was the sound of the outside gate opening; it was my dad coming from work. The man ran to the bathroom and I was left in the floor, scared and confused of what was going on. This happened when I was living in my country and it stopped because I came to leave here in the United States. But the horrible memories kept on playing on my mind. I kept blaming myself for feeling disgusting, questioning myself; Why me?What have I done to deserve this?..
@Scorpiusgrl my case was so much similar. I didn't know what it, but i realized whatever was happening was wrong. I started avoiding the person, and never never let myself be alone with him. I knew he would never force me when I'm around other family members, so i learned to never be alone with him. I still remember it all, its something you cant ever forget.
I was sexually molested for years by my uncle. The worst thing is that I still remember when it started it. I was 5 years old when he unzipped his pants and took out his horrible thing and forced me to touch it. I was fucking 5 yrs old and had no idea what that damn thing was, nor what was sex, and he took advantage of my innocence. He molested me until I was 10 yrs old, and the last time he molested me, he almost raped me and i was screaming but he covered my mouth and I could not breath.
i was sexually abused by 2 ppl i cared alot about my older brother and my grandpa.i was 9 when my older brother did stuff to me and then my grandpa sexually abused me when i was 13 till almost i was 15...i just turned 16....becuz of them im suffering from alot of shit :( i dont want to live anymore i cant get the images out of my head im very anti-social i only talk to some of my family and i have trouble trusting ppl i want to have trust in ppl i love but i just cant trust anyone at all :'(
@badbananapeel : Im so sorry :( However, you are not alone and you deserve a good life with great people around you. So don't give up your life just because of those who hurt you :(
@grandpagirl22 I know how you feel it happened twice to me once with my father and then my step dad and my mom never believed me I remember how guilty she made me feel and how she made me feel responsible for all our family problems and so I took back what I said about my step dad. I still have trouble trusting any male even if I know they are okay I can't EVER stay in a room alone longer than 5 minutes with a male teacher even if I know they are good I start to hyperventilate
This video is informative but I do not think it is wise to actually quote that we are 'broken forever'. For those dealing with child abuse, suicidal thoughts are common, reading the above sentence could encourage someone to think that they can never heal.
I have nothing but sympathy for the victims of sexual child abuse but there is another side to this coin, I moved from NY to Western NC and was working on a construction job in 1993 when a story broke that the father of three in a borken marriage was leading a satanic child sexual abuse 31 indictments came down plus granny, The wife and social workers and police I believe conducted a Salem type witchcraft trial he got 42 years the 31 others were dropped Granny got probation but had to stay mute
That's sick and disgusting. Satanic child sexual abuse. That's just as bad as a priest molesting kids and saying God told him to do it. It's just really bad what goes on in America. I was a survivor of molestation myself and everyday I have scars of what happened to me. I can imagine what those poor folks feel that were molested; some probably attempted or committed suicide.
Hey! I am currently doing a research study and looking for disclosed survivors of CSA , its an anonymous online survey and takes about 15 minutes to complete. Looking for participants and wondered if you may be interested in taking part? Unable to post links on here I think so unsure how to advertise a link though!
This is an epidemic and should be in the forefront of all crusades. the number of childhood sexual abuse victims is staggering. How dare we as a civilized society let this continue to be a hush-hush taboo and try to sweep it under a rug. Millions of adult women and men are suffering with depression, low self esteem, anger and lonliness because they were victims of sexual abuse as a child. this has to stop. people in the high places have to start champion this cause. it has to stop
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z wielkim szacunkiem Sara
Great is the message of the film. Children have the right to a happy and safe childhood and if not, we owe it to us, adults. Thank you.
Thank you for responding. I can´t really talk, i try so often but it´s never coming out right, i know that it is wrong to feel ashamed, but thats how i feel. I am writing a lot, often it really helps to feel calmer, especially when i have an angry day. I started also writing a secret blog, and i find it helpful... i don´t know if i am able to make a video, i am not that good with stuff like that. But people like you always give me hope and i think hope is really important.
@TheBeautifulmask yes hope is very important...and you dont have to make a video...continue writing.....do what makes you feel better...you dont have to talk, but i know that you will get through this and you will have better days
@TheBeautifulmask it is people like you give me hope as well. I am almost in tears now as I compose this message, because even though sexual and mental abuses vary, I still feel I can relate to everything you say because I open my mind to your pains and other people's pains as well. I want so much to help everyone in this world. Unfortunately when I hint any sort of thing, I get the cold shoulder. If only people knew I am here to help. I want to save their lives, their souls.
@TheBeautifulmask The more people I told the less friends I had. The more people used it against me like my own husband when he got angry with me. It sucks. I think that the only people that can really help are the ones who have either been there or know someone who has. People who have real hearts.
I am sorry for what you went through. I wish I could save every single child always. I wish I could kill ever sex offender with my bare hands. They deserve the death penalty.
I am a survivor and i struggle to live, but it really helps to see that we are not alone, that there are people out there who do know what it feels like to live with a past like that. Thank you so much for that video.
@TheBeautifulmask You are not alone...and you should not struggle alone...talk to people and people will help you. I am sorry that you are struggling to live ...never take blame for what happened, what ever doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. The best therapy is to write and talk, basically to express your pain...this video helped me.., maybe you want to make one...not a personal one, but an expressive one...
@TheBeautifulmask im sorry to hear that. i never want to be a victim but i know the pain u go throw sucks. keep strong. u dnt need to struggle. no one should
my apology please.. to the viewers of this video... if I have taken much of your time to read my reply... I was just being carried away by my emotion and moved to write.. Im not really good in expressing myself in English... but... I tried really... to say what's inside my heart... my apology again... HAVE A NICE DAY! :-)
@rmurillon wow...i am terribly sorry, im in tears right now...i started reading ur first comment and when i got to the 2nd....my tears were just falling...i understand everything you said...and im sorry that you too had no one to talk to,...and you had to go through it alone..and how it effected you and made you feel...i went through that..and maybe i still am..i dont know
my uncle? he's still alive... I found out too, that he did it also to my other girl cousins and even our playmates. He's 10years older than me. Married and has 2 boys... My parents already knew it... just one year ago. But they did nothing... they dont like scandals so they told me to keep my mouth shut. So, where's the justice here?
Anyway, I have my own life now... my husband, my three adorable kids.... they are the reason why I overcome all of these pain....
@rmurillon I am happy for you, that you have finally gotten over it and that you are living a wonderful life now...and please do not be sorry for replying...feel free to write as much as you can...writing is the best therapy
@rmurillon Dear, now make sure your kids don't go through all the sufferings. Kindly be a vigil, attentive parent. Trust people but don't over trust them.My prays are with you & your family. God Bless. Regards
(4) Now, my life has meaning and direction blessed with three kids that I dearly love. Giving them protection that I once was neglected. Its been years now. I finally got through it. The pain passes away and forgiveness was given.. All in a silent way... only me and my husband knows.
I thought I was worthless... God is my only friend. He gave me strength to face the trial alone. Until the time... I met someone who gave me love, understanding and cherished me for who I am. He brings back the trust to people I once lost.
(2) Nobody knows what's going with me. my parents were so busy that time. They have no time to talk to us. Im afraid to tell them too. I feel ashamed of myself. I just kept it in secret... hoping that these will just pass away. I thought that time (6yrs old), it was just a natural act.. because he told me so. I became unpredictable. My schoolmates hates me... my attitude is very different...
(1) I am really touched by this video. I feel the pain deep within. Like you, I am a survivor too. It all started when I was 6 yrs.old. my uncle molested me until I was 11 years of age. i tried to keep it in secret. Hoping that someday, I will overcome these fears.
I grew up in a very different way... I could hardly find someone who could really understand me. I wonder why I find it hard to deal with my own emotions.
I am sorry for what you experienced, and I understand how you feel, I felt like that at a moment in time, but grew out of all that. I know you will too! If you need anything, I'm here to help you in any way I can.
I was sexually abused by my father. He used to tell me "I'm taking you away from mommy on a plane and you'll never see her again if you say anything." he would hit me too. When my mom found out ah moved me to another province where a boy who lived beside me would touch me. I'd say no. I was so confused. I began cutting and stopped eating. I believe it was my fault and I should be punished. No one believed me but my mom. He never got a punishment.
Littlebear037 1 week ago
@Littlebear037 wow...i am really sorry. I'm glad that you have gotten help from ur mother, and the abuse has stopped. what happened to you was not your fault, never never was your fault. keep the support of ur mother and get further psychological help
buffalocutie2 1 week ago
@thekh13 Yes I'm here, answer to my messages. I want to help you, I can do that only if u help urself. Don't take blame for what's happened or might happen
buffalocutie2 3 weeks ago
@hot4botdf I'm sorry for what happened to you. I'm glad it has stopped. If ur having really bad nightmares and they're constant, seek help, see a therapist
buffalocutie2 3 weeks ago
I was sexually abused by my uncle. Me and him are very close in age and he was like an older brother to me. I loved him a lot. But then he hurt me. It's been 5 years since it stopped and I still have nightmares, I can still remember every little detail of this horrible years.
hot4botdf 1 month ago
hi my name is Light i live in Detroit and i am sexuly abused by my older sister and my twin sister every day they have rapped me mad me fell uncomfortable and if i dont agree to have sex with them they threaten to cut of my p***s what i am only 14 but i am scared to call anybody should i wait til im 18 to get out of there
thekh13 2 months ago
no you should not wait, you should seek help, dont be scared, call 911 and let them know what is going on....can you tell ur parents??? ur teachers?? the police will get child protective services involved..
buffalocutie2 2 months ago
@buffalocutie2 i only have my mom and she workes all the time and i think she knows about but doesnt do anyhing and my sister takes the phone so i wont call anyone yesterday my twin dressed me up like a girl like usally and forced me again i got scared but after it happend she said she was sorry and that she loved me so should i still tell anybody she said she was sorry
thekh13 1 month ago
@thekh13 can you please send me a message
buffalocutie2 1 month ago
@buffalocutie2 what do you need
thekh13 1 month ago
@buffalocutie2 hello are you there ?????
thekh13 3 weeks ago
@thekh13 no ....expose them now,,they r sick...an shouldnt be doing these terrible things x
purplecatt44 3 weeks ago
@purplecatt44 but what will happen to me if i do it wont i be taken away to a foster home ???
thekh13 3 weeks ago
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sailor331 2 months ago
i cant get over it because most of my family don't be leave me Im 30 now and happen when i was 7 intill i was 15 off and on people thought i stareted my period when i was 7 years old but i didn't i was raped by my uncle ! and alot of family dont talk to me why what did i do wrong ?
TRISHA30SMITH 3 months ago
@TRISHA30SMITH thats one of the main reasons why it continues to happen, because as a child you think no one will believe you and you're afraid, and also as an adult, not many believe you, and some over look it. I'm so sorry that this happened to you and you're still living with the pain. YOU did not do anything wrong, if your family does not believe you and wont talk to you b/c you spoke against your uncle, than that is their problem, you dont need someone in ur life who doesnt really care
buffalocutie2 3 months ago
I dont know if its a matter of getting over it, because that just makes it ok, and its never ok. Its a matter of understanding yourself and your feelings and not letting it control every aspect of your life as well as knowing to live with it. You dont want that fact to take over you, it'll only end bad and you will hurt yourself and others along the way. Just move on and live YOUR life, you be in control. Stay Strong.
buffalocutie2 3 months ago
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@buffalocutie2 hi my name is Light i live in Detroit and i am sexuly abused by my older sister and my twin sister every day they have rapped me mad me fell uncomfortable and if i dont agree to have sex with them they threaten to cut of my p***s what i am only 14 but i am scared to call anybody should i wait til im 18 to get out of there
thekh13 2 months ago
@TRISHA30SMITH
what buffalocutie2 said is right. I wish I could tell someone all the crap that's happened to me. Yes, I like you was also a survivor of molestation. I already told my family about what happened with me and my stepdad but never mentioned all the other stuff. I guess I'm still afraid and the other people who molested me I was and still am to close to them.
liberty2011able 2 months ago
i know 3 girls one from school another one my foster cuz in the other one my real cuz and they all got it from a family member
Angel099833 3 months ago
But I healed from this a long time ago, I am a happy person that has learned from her horrible experiences to be more aware and not to trust easily on anyone, not even family members. Do not be blinded just because he or she is your family member. Remember that
Scorpiusgrl 4 months ago
what saved me was the sound of the outside gate opening; it was my dad coming from work. The man ran to the bathroom and I was left in the floor, scared and confused of what was going on. This happened when I was living in my country and it stopped because I came to leave here in the United States. But the horrible memories kept on playing on my mind. I kept blaming myself for feeling disgusting, questioning myself; Why me?What have I done to deserve this?..
Scorpiusgrl 4 months ago
@Scorpiusgrl my case was so much similar. I didn't know what it, but i realized whatever was happening was wrong. I started avoiding the person, and never never let myself be alone with him. I knew he would never force me when I'm around other family members, so i learned to never be alone with him. I still remember it all, its something you cant ever forget.
buffalocutie2 3 months ago
I was sexually molested for years by my uncle. The worst thing is that I still remember when it started it. I was 5 years old when he unzipped his pants and took out his horrible thing and forced me to touch it. I was fucking 5 yrs old and had no idea what that damn thing was, nor what was sex, and he took advantage of my innocence. He molested me until I was 10 yrs old, and the last time he molested me, he almost raped me and i was screaming but he covered my mouth and I could not breath.
Scorpiusgrl 4 months ago
this song gives me the chills
Brownieproductionz23 6 months ago
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may they burn in hell!!! GOD will have the last word!
pdmeeker 7 months ago
it IS isolating, it TRULY IS!
TheAnnafisher 7 months ago
i was sexually abused by 2 ppl i cared alot about my older brother and my grandpa.i was 9 when my older brother did stuff to me and then my grandpa sexually abused me when i was 13 till almost i was 15...i just turned 16....becuz of them im suffering from alot of shit :( i dont want to live anymore i cant get the images out of my head im very anti-social i only talk to some of my family and i have trouble trusting ppl i want to have trust in ppl i love but i just cant trust anyone at all :'(
grandpagirl22 8 months ago
@grandpagirl22 im so srry :(
badbananapeel 8 months ago
@badbananapeel : Im so sorry :( However, you are not alone and you deserve a good life with great people around you. So don't give up your life just because of those who hurt you :(
berbopupopi 3 months ago
@grandpagirl22 I know how you feel it happened twice to me once with my father and then my step dad and my mom never believed me I remember how guilty she made me feel and how she made me feel responsible for all our family problems and so I took back what I said about my step dad. I still have trouble trusting any male even if I know they are okay I can't EVER stay in a room alone longer than 5 minutes with a male teacher even if I know they are good I start to hyperventilate
amandangel11 4 months ago
This video is informative but I do not think it is wise to actually quote that we are 'broken forever'. For those dealing with child abuse, suicidal thoughts are common, reading the above sentence could encourage someone to think that they can never heal.
fay8908 11 months ago
I have nothing but sympathy for the victims of sexual child abuse but there is another side to this coin, I moved from NY to Western NC and was working on a construction job in 1993 when a story broke that the father of three in a borken marriage was leading a satanic child sexual abuse 31 indictments came down plus granny, The wife and social workers and police I believe conducted a Salem type witchcraft trial he got 42 years the 31 others were dropped Granny got probation but had to stay mute
elamite66 1 year ago
@elamite66
That's sick and disgusting. Satanic child sexual abuse. That's just as bad as a priest molesting kids and saying God told him to do it. It's just really bad what goes on in America. I was a survivor of molestation myself and everyday I have scars of what happened to me. I can imagine what those poor folks feel that were molested; some probably attempted or committed suicide.
liberty2011able 2 months ago
I know a girl undergone sexual abuse and she said that she wants to take her father out. Understandable.
NamaSayaHUTCH 1 year ago
Hey! I am currently doing a research study and looking for disclosed survivors of CSA , its an anonymous online survey and takes about 15 minutes to complete. Looking for participants and wondered if you may be interested in taking part? Unable to post links on here I think so unsure how to advertise a link though!
KatieRaincloud 1 year ago
This is an epidemic and should be in the forefront of all crusades. the number of childhood sexual abuse victims is staggering. How dare we as a civilized society let this continue to be a hush-hush taboo and try to sweep it under a rug. Millions of adult women and men are suffering with depression, low self esteem, anger and lonliness because they were victims of sexual abuse as a child. this has to stop. people in the high places have to start champion this cause. it has to stop
photographymeans 1 year ago
0:11 used to be my background, this video is very well made.
Navykid4thefuture120 1 year ago
A picture is worth a thousand words? This first picture is worth a thousand tears.
Thank you for bringing this issue to light. Bless you for posting this! Roses
rosesredvioletsblue 1 year ago
Wielkie jest przesłanie tego filmu. Dzieci mają prawo do szczęśliwego i bezpiecznego dzieciństwa i jeśli tak nie jest to winni jesteśmy my, dorośli. Dziękuję.
z wielkim szacunkiem Sara
Great is the message of the film. Children have the right to a happy and safe childhood and if not, we owe it to us, adults. Thank you.
with great respect Sara
wieslawa113 1 year ago
super melodia -
ilonaploch 1 year ago
"NÃO HA ESCURIDÃO MAIOR E MAIS ASSUSTADORA PARA UMA CRIANÇA E PARA A HUMANIDADE DO QUE A FALTA DE RESPEITO PELOS SEUS DIREITOS". (by Marta Serrat)
vandafbezerra 1 year ago
i like the audio in de background.
Goodyemani19 1 year ago
its far more than 50,000 a year. 1 in 4 makes it far higher.
craziesthorse 1 year ago
Thank you for responding. I can´t really talk, i try so often but it´s never coming out right, i know that it is wrong to feel ashamed, but thats how i feel. I am writing a lot, often it really helps to feel calmer, especially when i have an angry day. I started also writing a secret blog, and i find it helpful... i don´t know if i am able to make a video, i am not that good with stuff like that. But people like you always give me hope and i think hope is really important.
TheBeautifulmask 1 year ago
@TheBeautifulmask yes hope is very important...and you dont have to make a video...continue writing.....do what makes you feel better...you dont have to talk, but i know that you will get through this and you will have better days
buffalocutie2 1 year ago
@TheBeautifulmask it is people like you give me hope as well. I am almost in tears now as I compose this message, because even though sexual and mental abuses vary, I still feel I can relate to everything you say because I open my mind to your pains and other people's pains as well. I want so much to help everyone in this world. Unfortunately when I hint any sort of thing, I get the cold shoulder. If only people knew I am here to help. I want to save their lives, their souls.
detsomengang 1 year ago
@TheBeautifulmask The more people I told the less friends I had. The more people used it against me like my own husband when he got angry with me. It sucks. I think that the only people that can really help are the ones who have either been there or know someone who has. People who have real hearts.
I am sorry for what you went through. I wish I could save every single child always. I wish I could kill ever sex offender with my bare hands. They deserve the death penalty.
God Bless
ColdBloodedReaper 1 year ago
I am a survivor and i struggle to live, but it really helps to see that we are not alone, that there are people out there who do know what it feels like to live with a past like that. Thank you so much for that video.
TheBeautifulmask 1 year ago
@TheBeautifulmask You are not alone...and you should not struggle alone...talk to people and people will help you. I am sorry that you are struggling to live ...never take blame for what happened, what ever doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. The best therapy is to write and talk, basically to express your pain...this video helped me.., maybe you want to make one...not a personal one, but an expressive one...
buffalocutie2 1 year ago
@TheBeautifulmask im sorry to hear that. i never want to be a victim but i know the pain u go throw sucks. keep strong. u dnt need to struggle. no one should
nitemaricv2 1 year ago
my apology please.. to the viewers of this video... if I have taken much of your time to read my reply... I was just being carried away by my emotion and moved to write.. Im not really good in expressing myself in English... but... I tried really... to say what's inside my heart... my apology again... HAVE A NICE DAY! :-)
rmurillon 1 year ago
@rmurillon wow...i am terribly sorry, im in tears right now...i started reading ur first comment and when i got to the 2nd....my tears were just falling...i understand everything you said...and im sorry that you too had no one to talk to,...and you had to go through it alone..and how it effected you and made you feel...i went through that..and maybe i still am..i dont know
buffalocutie2 1 year ago
my uncle? he's still alive... I found out too, that he did it also to my other girl cousins and even our playmates. He's 10years older than me. Married and has 2 boys... My parents already knew it... just one year ago. But they did nothing... they dont like scandals so they told me to keep my mouth shut. So, where's the justice here?
Anyway, I have my own life now... my husband, my three adorable kids.... they are the reason why I overcome all of these pain....
rmurillon 1 year ago
@rmurillon I am happy for you, that you have finally gotten over it and that you are living a wonderful life now...and please do not be sorry for replying...feel free to write as much as you can...writing is the best therapy
buffalocutie2 1 year ago
@rmurillon Dear, now make sure your kids don't go through all the sufferings. Kindly be a vigil, attentive parent. Trust people but don't over trust them.My prays are with you & your family. God Bless. Regards
786deepak 1 year ago
(4) Now, my life has meaning and direction blessed with three kids that I dearly love. Giving them protection that I once was neglected. Its been years now. I finally got through it. The pain passes away and forgiveness was given.. All in a silent way... only me and my husband knows.
rmurillon 1 year ago
I thought I was worthless... God is my only friend. He gave me strength to face the trial alone. Until the time... I met someone who gave me love, understanding and cherished me for who I am. He brings back the trust to people I once lost.
rmurillon 1 year ago
(2) Nobody knows what's going with me. my parents were so busy that time. They have no time to talk to us. Im afraid to tell them too. I feel ashamed of myself. I just kept it in secret... hoping that these will just pass away. I thought that time (6yrs old), it was just a natural act.. because he told me so. I became unpredictable. My schoolmates hates me... my attitude is very different...
rmurillon 1 year ago
(1) I am really touched by this video. I feel the pain deep within. Like you, I am a survivor too. It all started when I was 6 yrs.old. my uncle molested me until I was 11 years of age. i tried to keep it in secret. Hoping that someday, I will overcome these fears.
I grew up in a very different way... I could hardly find someone who could really understand me. I wonder why I find it hard to deal with my own emotions.
Maybe its just the after effects they say.
rmurillon 1 year ago
Amazing video. Good work.
0StrangeBeautiful0 2 years ago
aww i like this song of this video...its depressin lol..my kind of music..
paris8388 2 years ago
Thanks for making this important video.
reVerse2bfree 2 years ago
don't thank me. I'm obligated to raise awareness about child sexual abuse, you can say it's personal. But thanks for the comment
buffalocutie2 2 years ago
thanks again
I am a survivor. I spent my youth believing that it was all my fault and convinced of my worthlessness.
I am slowly starting to understand.
nevernohijab 2 years ago
I am sorry for what you experienced, and I understand how you feel, I felt like that at a moment in time, but grew out of all that. I know you will too! If you need anything, I'm here to help you in any way I can.
buffalocutie2 2 years ago
You know could we just 2nd Amendent rapists if you know what I mean? I mean there's more guns than people!
QQMarkPS2 2 years ago
i hate hearing these kind of things happening to kids and thanks for the video sis
xXpalestine4lifeXx 2 years ago
thats sad
YemenPride7 2 years ago
wow great vedio. u true of this and only fathers will understand that right.
yemenynigga313 2 years ago